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i-am-beckyu · 4 months

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Imagine liking a story and deciding to write a follow-up. And actually doing it

Only to learn the author deleted their fic and you didn't save it bc you didn't know it was even a possibility

So now you have that follow-up without the original and even if you rewrote it it would always pale compared to what it first was + the conflicting feeling of "that author surely deleted it for a reason"

Yep this is why when I decide I no longer want to write, I will leave my fics up or at least a link to where they can be found because it always makes me sad when authors delete their works. (But also if for some reason that changed and I did decide to delete them, I probably wouldn't mind if someone asked for a copy lol)

Like I totally understand if authors want to and they are within their rights to do so, but I still miss the fics. Like my gosh the multiple times I've wanted to reach out to Zeetle and ask for a copy of their cat shifter x borrower fic is too many to count but I ADORED that fic and more than anything wish I had a copy saved before they deleted their blog. Have I though? NOPE because scared potato I am and I don't wanna push boundaries :/

I can def imagine it's worse for you when you've written a continuation for something but then the original is gone too. It sucks. But again also wanting to respect the author for their decisions is so important.

I just wish we got to keep the fics still though qwp

#anon my beloved #beckyu answers #beckyu speaks #sad time author rants #Please I beg you authors #Don't delete your fics #there are so many lurkers out there that love your works and reread them all the time #We love you and those stories so much >:

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lyss-sketchbox · 2 months

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That last bit didnt exactly happen like that but i like making dramatic comic shots. STILL yall should read this fic. Its such a wonderful experience that people should know about, I PROMISE ITS GOOD

Bonus scene

Now you HAVE to read it :)

#this fic makes me feel things #im serious #it reads like a max0r video #its so funny then it hits me with the saddest facking lines of all time #please go read it im literally begging you #also the author is writing blind wrio #but i dont think i depicted it well #sorry bout that i tried #lyss' sketch #genshin impact #genshin fanart #genshin #wriothesley #neuvillette #wriolette #neuvithesley #fontaine #comic

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essektheylyss · 1 year

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Okay, I'm looking at rarepairs for the fic exchange nominations, and I need y'all to level with me: why does no one write Fjord & Essek (platonically! not even romantically!) when, despite their canon conversation being minimal, every SINGLE instance of it is iconic. They do admittedly exchange very few words, but that's because they do not need any further conversation to absolutely carry a scene.

Have we forgotten the Dungeon of Penance con? "So are you saying you want to date Fjord?" Fjord egging him further into a panic attack in the middle of the arctic? THE RANGER MOMENT? THEIR EXCHANGE AT THE END OF 140???

Fjord and Essek are an absolutely buckwild duo who should absolutely not have the bizarre chemistry that they do and are complete opposites on a lot of surface levels, except for the fact that they are both the type of person (pointedly restrained, skillfully manipulative, ruthlessness simmering under the mask) who Caleb is immediately inclined to distrust but also, unfortunately for him, so incredibly attracted to.

#for the record there are 28 fics with the tag and I am the author of 30% of them. PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU ALL #ALMOST A THIRD OF THEM. ARE MY FICS.#nevertheless I WILL be writing another fic specifically centered around them. cuz it's what they deserve.#tell me they would not accidentally set off a trade war together. lie to my face and tell me that isn't a thing these assholes would do.#critical role #fjord #essek thelyss

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yeehawbrethren · 10 months

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Whoever is DDos-ing ao3 come out i just want to talk

#ao3 #my love #please i beg you #its been all day #i have 2 updates from my favorite authors to read

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thatrandomblogsays · 3 months

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PJO fandom look at me, look at me, Percy is not an unreliable narrator. an unreliable narrator is a narrator is an untrustworthy storyteller who is either deliberately deceptive or unintentionally misguided and forces the reader to question their credibility. That is not Percy. He doesn’t try to hide details from the reader & is open about his feelings. Him misreading a situation or having prejudice towards someone is normal. Every character has flaws and bias, especially when the character is a child. Can it result in his narration being skewed? Yes. But that’s still not what an unreliable narrator is. You guys have got to stop calling him that.

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i-28-29 · 9 months

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Sasuhina fan art based off of @cariata ‘s fanfic bento!! It’s not the scene where he gives her the food but it’s just what I imagine it was like for him to shop for them!! I love this fanfic sm I wish there were more genin sasuhina 😭😭

#art #fanart #i 28 29 #my art #doodles #sasuhina #sasuke x hinata #Hinata Hyuga #Sasuke Uchiha #crackship #Naruto #PLEASE UPDATE SOON AUTHOR IM BEGGING YOU 🙏🙏🙏

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hamartia-grander · 1 year

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Me: *writes a fic where the main ship argue*

Anonymous Ao3 User: Oh My God. How Dare You Write These Characters Having An Argument. Having Any Conflict Or Arguments In Relationships Is Toxic. This Means You Condone Abuse.

#If you think this way I am begging you to please log off and go outside go into the real world please #Fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic authors #It's always anonymous users too

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swampy-milk · 6 months

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Signalis Spoilers///

I think its so telling that the scariest thing in Signalis (to me at least) wasn't the cosmic horror, but the fucking dread of living in an uncaring system

Meat monsters. A god that will devour all life. Entropy. A corruptive force that will devour and eat away at us physically and emotionally.

And the part that pulled me the most was knowing that Ariane and Elster got sent out on a mission they were almost certain to fail, because a dying empire demands some form of glory and subjugation.

You can kill the corrupted replikas. You can avoid them and still finish your objective. But in the end, you and one person you live are still going to die a pointless, painful death. She's going to suffer, and you're going to have to take her last breath for her, and you're going to have to die knowing that there was nothing to be done.

This whole thing was just a system demanding blood.

The horror was just there to drink it.

#signalis #signalis spoilers #idk maybe im just so desensitized to gore #the fact i was more teary over filed reports that no one bothered to read #more than the bodyhorror #like #the bodyhorror plays into it #i dont think any authority was posed to handle something like the King in Yellow #but the system youre in was suffering far before it all happened #i just #fuck #hhhhh #Almost 20 fucking years out in space #a human life sent to its death because we need more planets to conquer #A human-replika that got to fucking fall in love only to have that wrenched from her hands #the way the last notes are just Ariane begging to be killed #the way Ariane asks for Elster to end her suffering #the way she assures you to please kill her #fucking #OUGHH #I UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE MAKE GAY ANIMATIONS OF THEM ALL #WE ALL JUST WANT THAT DANCING SCENE #IN A SYSTEM THAT ONLY SEES US ALL AS TOOLS #WE WANT A QUIET MOMENT TO DANCE WITH SOMEONE WE LOVE #AND NOT REALIZE WE WERE DOOMED FROM THE START #FUCKING GOD

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leejihoonownsmyheart · 1 year

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helllo could you recommend some jihoon fics/series please!!

I still think I am the worst person to rec fics I literally don’t know what I’m doing but here we go again:

Also, side note, I really don’t reach much fanfiction (I’m gonna change that this summer!) and these are all stories I read ages ago and just refound by looking at my fic reblog account

Unlucky Charm by @daybreakx

This is such a cute story and I love magic au’s🫠 and I love Ale’s stories

My Heart Has Gone To You by @rubyreduji

This is such a GOOD Jihoon series. I was so invested during the release of this and I just love y/n and Jihoon in this story (even though they drove me cray) Also, you could literally check out all of JJ’s stories because again JJ never misses

To The Person I’ve Never Loved Before by @chilligyu

Who doesn’t love best friends to lovers? Do I need to say more?

[11:04am] by @thru-the-grapevine

Live, laugh, love timestamps

Lowkey - Niki (?) by @97-liners it’s a story by 97-liners, like??? What else do I need to say

Memento by @dalgonachan

I am sucker for like… simple Jihoon fics. Just cute little fluff stories make me want to melt

Reconciliation in a bookstore by @nochanchu

I don’t remember this story but in my reblog I loveddd it, exes??

Vultures by @puppetwritings

Sadsadsadsad

Just An Excuse Away by @peachwritestrash

Friends to lovers woozi smut 🫠

Love Talk by @wwounu

A love letter Jihoon story- tell me something better? You can’t.

Hide and Seek by @craby-bouquet

THIS story. My favorite Jihoon story to date. Unfinished??? I think and yet I still hold out every day for it to be finished. Side note: This entire series is criminally underrated.

Hydrangea by @woogyu

I relate to nothing more than insomnia and painter Jihoon?? I love 🫠

Oh We’re in Love Aren’t We by @svt13roses

I think this is also an unfinished Woozi series but do I care? No, it’s so good

#dear god please don’t percieve me #the amount of humiliation that genuinely fills my body doing recs #i cannot tell you how badly I don’t want to tag the authors #pleasepleaseplease #I’m begging this to be lost in notifications #some of these blogs are inactive but SOME ARENT #i hide under my reblog account for a reason #ANYWAYS #Jihoon recs <3 #I feel so tiny in the sea of seventeen fic writing #i don’t know many other blogs cause i don’t read

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damianosismyking · 6 months

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So you have an au about damen being abusive with laurent ?????

Please let me know more?? Any hcs or thoughts or anything pls

The capri fandom needs some dark aus fr

~🦌🌺

hello my darling!

I've been gone so long that I have no idea when you sent this and I'm deeply sorry for that!

I came up with the idea for an AU in which Damen's abusive way back in 2019/2020 (2021?) and to say I was a different person altogether back then is an understatement. I also haven't re-read the books in a long while so I can't say I recall everything I had imagined for this fic to begin with BUT!, I've got some fuzzy thoughts stored in the back of my mind that may satisfy some of the crave for Dark Damianos (a concept deeply slept on in my honest opinion but with how much people like to hate on him for free, it's best if we keep it sleeping lol).

DISCLAIMER: in my very private opinion, Damen has a natural darkness to his character that I find appealing (or would be appealing if I wasn't a coward) to explore. Those are the lenses through which I approach the abusive patterns he could come to develop in a relationship with an already emotionally/psychologically vulnerable Laurent. And also in my very private opinion, Laurent is a vulnerable character (for all reasons we as a fandom dwelled on to the point of exhaustion, but, most of all, in relation to how he sees and thinks of Damen — in terms not only of admiration but almost adoration, just as he did with his brother).

We all rememeber the scene at the end (?) of PG when Laurent is stepping on Damen's toes by saying bad things regarding his family and how Damen loses his temper and hits Laurent hard enough to draw blood. The guards step in to arrest Damen for hurting the prince and Damen takes full blame for doing it without showing a single bit of remorse whatsoever. Laurent is the one to talk his guards down from arresting Damen by pinning the blame of being assaulted on himself and that is it.

This idea (of an AU that never came to be) was forged mostly on the side of Damen's character that has a tendency to jump believe he is always right in the assessments he makes and proceed to never question the truth behind his own reasoning. And on the side of Laurent's character that always blames himself for every bad thing that has ever happened to him despite his own helplessness, and nurtures an unhealthy need for a role model to hold on to — once his brother, now his lover.

I'm going to leave all my thoughts for this AU bellow the cut, in case some people may find the matter too upsetting to read about. Trigger warnings for domestic, physical and psychological abuse, obviously! Proceed at your own accord and don't come whinning later🫰

so putting two and two together:

Damen is prone to angry outbursts or just violence in general. We see in more than one occasion that it doesn't take much for his 'bad side' to come out, which is a characteristic a lot of aggressors in this very patriarcal society we live in also showcase. And as their universe is ALSO incredibly patriarcal, this would check out.

As aforementioned, one of the most significative intances of Damen's violence is the day (after he had already slept with Laurent, after he admitted to himself he was in love with Laurent) where he he baits into Laurent's provocations and hits him.

Laurent's edge, I personally believe, though attenuated as it may be by the end of the cicle of abuse he endured all the way from his late childhood throughout his adolescence, will continue to be in place. It was wired into him as a survival mechanisms and old habits die hard. Whenever he is overwhelmed or any of his emotions slip from his iron-cast grip, he will likely spit fire and try and hurt whoever is within his reach.

Honeymoon phase being over, let's say the kingdoms were in fact merged (not going to get into any of that). Let's say Damen is the king of Vere as much as Laurent is the king of Akielos. Let's say their troups, their guards, palace servants — they are all unbiased and answer to both Laurent and Damen as their true kings equally.

Let's say Damen and Laurent continue to get at each other's throats. Lets's say they still got plenty to disagree upon and that their personalities continue to make them butt heads. Let's say their grudges, though they have agreed to leave the past be in the past, hold and come up again. An underlying resentment inate to their love. There's a lot of tension that I can see surrounding L/D's relationship. If you don't believe that it's fine, if you don't see it, that's more than okay. But I'm asking you to bear with me here.

They are having a heated argument in their palace about something that wasn't (shouldn't be) personal, but all of a sudden is. Damen says something that offsets a chain reaction in Laurent and he becomes a boy in selfdefense mode resorting to the good old habit of pushing Damen's weak spots just for the pleasure of making him angry and miserable. Damen has had a long day, he is weary, he is fed-up with all the kyroi, all the councelors making demands and telling him how to do his job. Laurent says the wrong thing at the wrong time and a moment later he is on the floor, with his hand on his cheek touching the burning spot where Damen slapped him. He bit his tongue in the impact and he can feel the blood in his mouth which he swallows.

There are no guards that come in this time, because they know better than to step into their king's quarrels. Damen tells himself it was Laurent who pushed him too far, he didn't mean to do it. Laurent agrees — Damen would never have done that if Laurent himself hadn't asked for it. Damen was good. He's only ever been good. He doesn't do anything without a good reason. Laurent is the one who fucks things up and pushes people too far. They make up.

Next time isn't that different. Nerves were high for a thousand different reasons. Laurent maybe got up from the wrong side of the bed. They argue. Damen pisses him off so he goes on to piss him off in return — just to give him a taste of what that feels like. In the back of his mind he remembers what happened last time they argued but he brushes it off as a mistake. Damen wouldn't dare to make the same mistake twice.

Then Damen does. And just like the other time Laurent loses his footing from the strength of the blow. His eyes tear from the pain but they don't fall. Damen is fumming over him, telling him how Laurent pushes him over the edge. Damen, who is such a just, charming, fair king. A much better king than Laurent is, with his head in place at all times in a way Laurent's own never is. If he lost his temper, it was because he was forced into it.

Laurent is the one who went too far again; Damen simply reacted to it. He stands and tells Damen he was wrong for saying the things he said. He shouldn't have. Damen agrees; Laurent shouldn't have. They make up.

Every time Damen is forced to loose his temper with Laurent he get angrier with Laurent and becomes a little wilder. Laurent should not make him keep doing it! He doesn't mean to do it! When the anger subdues, after they make love, in the morning after, Damen shows Laurent the tokens of the love he still has for him — a new mare of an excellent breed for Laurent's private stables, a new imported book he would like for his personal library, a new delicacy their cooks learns to make as sweet as a human can handle just the way Laurent likes it.

Damen is a good lover. Most of the time. If only Laurent stopped bringing out his bad side.

Laurent understands how every time Damen hits him it's his own fault. He tries to stop himself from causing their arguments but he can't. He always ends up saying the wrong thing, he always disappoints Damen somehow and though he can keep his stance straight and his face void, deep down he's terrified he will eventually drive Damen away.

After the loss of his entire family, after the death of Auguste, of living so many years under the sadistic regime of his uncle, Damen is everything Laurent has. And Laurent, warped as he is by nature, tainted and wrong and bad at his very core, doesn't deserve him. He knows he doesn't deserve Damen, who is so honorable, so good a leader, so righteous and mighty. But he wants Damen and he wants him to stay. He wants to be good for him and for Damen to think he is good.

So when the slapping evolves into punching, Laurent searches his own words, his own actions for where the fault lies. And always he finds it. The exact word he said in a meeting with their kiroi and councelors that undermined Damen's authority. The exact moment he stopped to speak with an ill-intentioned courtier who flirted with him and he must have unintentionally flirted back. The provokation implied in a comment he thought was innocuous. And the fact Damen only found more and more of reasons to be dissatisfied with Laurent, despite him becoming evermore self-aware and trying so hard, so much of the time, to please Damen, meant nothing more than the fact that Laurent was a man full of flaws. It wasn't on Damen.

They both agree Damen's assessment and his morals could never be wrong. He is too good and honest a man for that. Laurent is causing all of it.

The oldest members of their guards notice the slow, steady shift. Those that used to compose the old Veretian prince's guard are worried. They whisper among themselves when they see a new bruise blooming in their king's fair skin or hear the shouts coming from inside the royal chambers. But no one dares to raise a voice against king Damianos. Jord or Lazar (or whichever of the prince's guards you like best) goes to Laurent to raise their concerns and ask if everything is all right between him and Exalted. If there is anything Laurent needs. Anything at all. They will stand by him come what will. But Laurent berates them and tells them to keep their noses out of royal business.

Damen is approached by Nikandros and inquired about it when one day Damen unintentionally leaves Laurent with a black eye. Damen finds that is the perfect opportunity to lament about all the ways Laurent has been driving him insane and making him miserable. That he is getting worse with time where Damen had hoped he would have settled and his temperament improved. That years after the events they lived through, he keeps holding Damen accountable for things that should be left in the past. That Damen doesn't blame Laurent for killing Kastor, or torturing him in Vere anymore, so why should Laurent still resent him for Auguste.

Nikandros understands. He feels sorry for Damen, that Laurent makes his life so difficult. He has witnessed their quarrels before, had seen the way Laurent evokes Auguste's name as a dagger to dig into Damen's heart.

Then it becomes common knowledge all around their court: Laurent is as unbearable and hard to reconcile with as he'd ever been, prideful and resentful and cruel. And Damen is the poor man who has to handle him atop a whole kingdom he has to rule. There is no soul in their kingdom that doesn't feel bad for Damen's situation.

What no one seems to notice is that Laurent has taken to flinch whenever Damen lifts his hand. That he tenses when he raises his voice. That he is much more succint and careful with his words whenever Damen is around, because he doesn't want to upset him.

All they notice is Laurent's worsening moods. His renewed bouts of broodiness and anger. That he takes anything and everything out on everyone — the servants, the guards, officials, nobles of the court, the walls and the furniture. Nothing seems to please him anymore. Everything sets off his rage. Which is something else Damen has taken to punish him for, in the privacy of their chambers.

Laurent never cries. Not when Damen tell him how difficult he is, how impossible he makes to love him. Not when he sees the several shades of new and healing bruises all over his body, not when he gulps mouthfuls of his own blood. Laurent hasn't cried since he was thirteen. But he gets more and more hopeless each day that passes and he is proven again no good man could ever truly love him because nothing good and pure remains so in his presence.

Laurent always brings out the worse in people, no matter how he tries to get things right.

But he keeps on trying. Because maybe one day he can. And maybe Damen will see there is good left in him to love even though he makes his life hard and harder every day. And maybe one day Damen will love him easily.

Because all he really wants is to be worth it of Damen's love.

And that's all Damen wants too. He already loves Laurent so much. He would never, ever hurt him again if only Laurent would stop provoking him into it.

#to be COMPLETELY CLEAR #the author doesn't believe a single word the author herself has said in this thing #the author is an avid defender of Lovey-Dovey Lamen #of: Damen treats Laurent like fine porcelain and Laurent basks in it #of: Laurent learns what it means to be truly loved in Damen after so many years of pain #but you ask and you shall receive my loves my children my darlings #Pandemic version of me was in a dark place #captive prince #i'm not going to get into any potential grapey themes regarding L/D in this post sorry not sorry #because though canon would back me up good just writing what i wrote already cost me many more years of life than i'm willing to sacrifice #alright now #dark ficlet-ish #damianos of akielos #dark damen #laurent of vere #and all the other tags idk i don't remember how tumblr goes #i'm begging you to never ask me to write this fic #but if you're brave enough please go ahead take the prompt and run with it #just credit me and etc i think it's more than enough #i ain't gon read it but i'd like to know it was written in case one day dark gabe returns and SHE wants to read it #kinda meta but not really #kinda fic but not really #kinda character study but not really #what is this really? the frankenstein monster probably #any typos are the beauty marks of the text i refuse to read it again to extinguish them

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thelov3lybookworm · 7 months

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Sorry this is a stupid question but who is Jack? Are they from a series? Which one?

ooh yes

Jacks is my Evangeline's husband future husband (hopefully)

Jacks is the apple eating scoundrel

He is the villain, even in his own story

Mans is also very handsome

Jacks is from the 'once upon a broken heart series', and its final book is coming out October 24th

He was first mentioned in the second and third book of 'Caraval' series, and I feel like reading ouabh after caraval will make more sense, as I read it that way too

Also, I don't think that's a stupid question! I'm so glad you asked!

#I warn you though #If you decide to read it #You must be prepared for heartbreak #The author does not care for your shattered heart #She enjoys our suffering #She pretty much said it #Please come and rant to me about it #I beg you #Alrighty thats all #Ouabh #Actfl #Tbona #jacks #jacks prince of hearts

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twowivestwoknives · 7 months

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If you are trans or queer in so called Canada and not currently masking wrt Covid let me help you connect something:

the "freedom convoy" started with demanding that vaccine and mask mandates get dropped.

the government(s) caved to them. no masks anywhere.

now the same ppl are demanding anti-trans and anti-queer policies in schools and beyond.

"we keep us safe" means all of us. disabled lives are worth protecting. Covid denial is a canary in a colemine to facism and we've been seeing it on display for years.

We Keep Us Safe.

wear a mask (K/N95 or better), fight the fash, care about eachother and yourselves.

I dont want you to die and I dont want you to kill anybody. We HAVE to take care of each other or else we're fucked.

(reblogs encouraged)

#canpoli #canadian politics #canada poli #i know the ongoign covid and lack of safety from authorities is terrifying #i get the appeal of denial #but fuck im queer and disabled #and so are most of you esp ir youve HAD covid #we are some of the 'other'#please im fucking begging we have to take care of everyone #no one else is gonna do it cuz its easier and more profitable to their power if we die

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