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#Moriah’s shit
m-o-r-i-a-h · 11 days
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Hey guys…you should like…follow this blog…that’s totally not mine…
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cicada-days-of-summer · 4 months
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dove-tears · 1 year
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these two should totally hang out and be the best of friends
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celestetcetera · 6 months
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Here’s my count of what exactly each tgwdlm actor does, because I like sorting information and was curious. Each track is named after their most prominent character (imo).
Paul track
1 character: Paul
2 songs (2 lead, 0 ensemble/group): Let It Out, Inevitable
Emma track
5 characters: Emma, Smoking Teen #1, Donna Daggit*, Pedestrian #4, The Hatchetfield Bee/Alice’s Friend
4 songs (1 lead, 3 ensemble/group): The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals, La Dee Dah Dah Day, Cup of Roasted Coffee, Not Your Seed
Ted track
7 characters: Ted, Homeless Man, Smoking Teen #2, Dan Reynolds*, Beanies’s Patron #1, Soldier #1, Rod*
6 songs (1 lead, 5 ensemble/group): The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals, La Dee Dah Dah Day, Cup of Poisoned Coffee, America is Great Again, Let It Out, Inevitable
Bill track
5 characters: Bill, Pedestrian #1, Beanie’s Patron #3, “Stu”, Soldier #4
7 songs (0 lead, 7 ensemble/group): The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals, La Dee Dah Dah Day, Cup of Poisoned Coffee, Show Stoppin’ Number, America is Great Again, Let It Out, Inevitable
Sam track
6 characters: Mr. Davidson, Sam, Barry Swift/Man in a Hurry, Pedestrian #2, General McNamara, “Greg”
11 songs (5 lead, 6 ensemble/group): The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals, La Dee Dah Dah Day, What Do You Want Paul?, Show Me Your Hands, Tied Up My Heart, Join Us (And Die), Show Stoppin’ Number, America is Great Again, Let Him Come, Let It Out, Inevitable
Charlotte track
6 characters: Charlotte, Nora, Deb, Pedestrian #3, Soldier #3, Colonel Schaffer
10 songs (3 lead, 7 ensemble/group): The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals, La Dee Dah Dah Day, Cup of Roasted Coffee, Cup of Poisoned Coffee, Join Us (And Die), Not Your Seed, America is Great Again, Let Him Come, Let It Out, Inevitable
Alice track
7 characters: Melissa, Zoey, Harmony Jones/Greenpeace Girl, Alice, Cop #2, Soldier #2, Nurse
9 songs (4 lead, 5 ensemble/group): The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals, La Dee Dah Dah Day, Cup of Roasted Coffee, Cup of Poisoned Coffee, Show Me Your Hands, Not Your Seed, America is Great Again, Let It Out, Inevitable
Hidgins track
6 characters: Professor Hidgins, Peter Spankoffski/Hot Chocolate Boy, Beanie’s Patron #2, Cop #1, Soldier #5
9 songs (1 lead, 8 ensemble/group): The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals, La Dee Dah Dah Day, Cup of Poisoned Coffee, Show Me Your Hands, Show Stoppin’ Number, America is Great Again, Let Him Come, Let It Out, Inevitable
* role is prerecorded
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filthyfundie · 8 months
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Moriah and Micah shit talking Olivia into the ground while living lifestyles Olivia is directly responsible for them achieving is still grinding my gears
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soullessjack · 7 months
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god I’m. thinking and jack and Kelly and 13x01 again. how the only memory and feeling jack has attached to Kelly is the loss of her. a still face that’s shrouded in cabin curtains and burnt on a pyre in front of him before he’s even a day old. how he was part of her but still never really got to know her but he still loved her in a way. how, when he’s curled up behind the dumpster and flashing back to her saying “you’re gonna be amazing,” the script reads that he wants to believe her. he wants to make her death, her sacrifice, worth it.
thinking about how in moriah jack tells cas that he used to hate himself for killing Kelly, and then in Byzantium, when Kelly’s cradling his face and they’re both just staring each other and finally meeting each other, he has this look of pure love and sadness because he’s literally looking at this woman that he thinks he murdered by existing. thinking about how, after killing Mary and blindly following heaven’s orders and accepting his doomed fate from birth that he is a monster who has to die for the good of the world. He failed. He couldn’t be what Kelly wanted, what Kelly had so much faith in. he’s so far from everything she thought he would be and she died for nothing and he killed her and there’s nothing to be done about it because he is and always has been a monster, born to destroy and kill and hurt.
how he wanted so badly to know her and be like her, how during his visit to his grandparents in 14x01 Kelly’s mother says he looks like her and he’s just. So happy to know that. And how he looks at his grandparents when they open the door to him and how he says “I know” when Kelly’s dad says his name is also Jack. This is his family, his actual blood family, this is literally the man he was named for. And he can’t tell them anything and they never know. And then in moriah when he visits them again asking to talk about Kelly while still in a complete mental spiral over Sam and Dean’s rejection because he just wants a family to be part of.
And of course the parallel between his guilt for kelly and his guilt for mary. Like look at this guy, he loves his mom so much, he’s named after her father, he looks like her, he wants to be like her so bad but all he will ever know about her is loss and how much not like her. How much of a a father’s monster he ended up being.
i’m gonna fucking throw up why is this show so mean to him
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clarkes-and-god · 6 months
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"You know, it feels like we haven't seen each other in forever, babe. It would be so nice to see you soon, I miss you so much."
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"I know, princess, but work has been so busy, I haven't been able to get into the city. It's better now though, I'm sure I'll be able to come up soon.
"Well that's good, because I was thinking maybe we could do something a little special. Apparently Sulani is really good this time of year, and I've always wanted to go. Maybe we could go for a week?"
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"Princess, isn't that a little expensive? I mean, I would love to but-"
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"Oh, we could go somewhere cheaper if you can't afford it, I guess. It's just I've always wanted to go, ever since I was a little girl, and I thought you'd wanna go with me. And I thought you'd really love it too, the beaches and ocean look so nice, and the weather is gorgeous. But Granite Falls would be ok, if that's more your budget."
"Sweetheart, I really do want to go with you, I didn't realise it meant that much to you. Tell you what, I'll take you to Sulani, and you're not going to worry about it. I want to make your dreams come true, princess."
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"Really? Thank you so much! I promise we're going to have the most amazing time, babe. I'll make it so special for you."
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Screaming, crying, throwing up. ( PUNCH ME IN THE FACE- )
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HAHAHAA NO??? NO.
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LITTLE BROTHER TO THE RESCUE!!! Ace looks so desperate and scared-
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GARP ITS YOUR FAMILY AGAIN-
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Crocodile PLEASE-
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female-buckets · 9 months
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Sug's girlfriend Jaelyn and Moriah's girlfriend Dezirae are so sweet and kind and welcoming!!! They invited Henny's girlfriend Zariah into the Phoenix family immediately 💜🧡
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mybrainproblems · 1 year
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11x23 will always be everything to me for the mlpnatural of it all
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opbackgrounds · 5 months
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Using this panel as an excuse to point out how freaking beautiful Thriller Bark is, but also...I think it's interesting that Moriah chooses to live this way.
There are certain aspects of Thriller Bark that can't be helped, like the foggy darkness of the Florian Triangle, and other things that seem part of Moriah’s base personality, as even in his younger years he seemed to have a flair for the gothic. But I do think it’s significant Moriah chose to turn his island-sized ship into a giant graveyard.
Much of Thriller Bark is about loss and how people respond to it. Compare how Moriah treats his dead to Brook. After his loss to Kaido he isolates himself, lets himself go, outsources all the hard work of being Pirate King to zombies he doesn't give two shits about and who don’t feel pain to avoid being hurt again.
Brook isn't able to bury his crew until after he gets his shadow back, but he does the best with the resources he has, while honoring their last memory and wishes. He eagerly jumps at the chance to make new friends and find a new crew, because the simple joy of being alive is enough to sustain him through fifty years of horrible isolation.
Moriah is surrounded by a loyal followers, but he doesn't seem to spend any time with them. He never could bring himself to make meaningful connections again after enduring the loss of his first crew.
Both characters are haunted by the dead, quite literally surrounded by corpses on all sides, but despite those similar circumstances, their pain and loss take them on very different paths
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iamknicole · 5 months
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Chapter Eight
A/N: This is going to be the last chapter of 2024! Enjoy and excuse any typos!
Warnings: Cursing, mentions of abortion, 18+, MINORS DNI
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Chapter Seven
“You know when you said you would pay me back I thought you were gonna take me to dinner, not have me melting in the hot ass sun.”
After some bargaining at the hospital, Toni had given Bronco her number and after more bargaining over the span of two weeks, she finally gave in to his invitation to go out with him. Now she sat beside him in the bleachers watching his brother’s baseball practice.
“I told you to dress comfortable and in something lightweight,” he chuckled. “Where did you think I was takin you with that dress code? Mickey D’s?”
She laughed, pushing his shoulder. “Shut up and I would have been just fine with McDonalds thank you.”
“I’ll keep that in mind, Ms. Toni.” He joked dodging her hit. “But I figured we could sit out here and talk and stuff without the interruptions. If that’s okay with you. Plus you said you needed to talk to me about something anyway.”
She nodded watching the boys on the field for a moment. “You and Zilla are pretty close right?”
Bronco nodded, looking between her and the field. “Yeah we are. Something wrong?”
“Yes and no.” She shrugged. “I’ve been trying to talk to Moriah about it but she’s already got a lot going on. I know she needs to know but I don’t wanna add onto her stress.”
A frown replaced Bronco’s small smile.
“What you seen him creepin or somethin? Cause I can dead that shit real quick. Just let me know what’s up.”
“No, no, no,” she replied quickly putting her hands out to stop him, “No, Zilla is not cheating on her. No. Breathe.”
“Oh,” he blew hard, “I was about to get that man, my friends don’t do that shit.”
“Well I’m glad you hold your friends accountable. Not a lot of men do that,” she praised offering him a smile, “But when her mom was in town a few weeks ago for Thanksgiving, her mom came up to the hospital.”
“Maybe she was tryna talk to Rye after everything.”
“Nope, she wasn’t there to see Rye, Rye wasn’t even working. I overheard her talking to Thomas while I was up on the pediatrics floor.”
His face turned up at her words. “Thomas? Rye’s ex that almost got his ass beat? Him?”
“Yes him,” she chuckled.
“Wait, they fuckin?”
Laughing, Toni pushed him again telling him to shut up. “You just shut up and listen. You get on my nerves. Now, she was telling him to lay low with trying to get Moriah back and to leave the rest of the planning to her after he almost got his ass beat by yall. She said she knew how to get him to leave Moriah since she won't just leave.”
“The two of them in on this together, That’s fucked up, Zilla ain’t even a bad guy. I don’t get it.”
“More of she’s using him as a pawn and he’s too dumb to realize it.”
“She got the right dumbass then from what I’ve seen but she do know Zilla ain’t leavin that girl? He love her mean ass too much to take that lady side or word for anything.”
“That’s the thing though.What she tells him might make him leave. Which is why I wanted to talk to her so she can tell him before her mom does. Or see if you can talk to her.”
“Well what is it that’s so bad?”
While Toni was explaining what she’d overheard, she had to keep reminding him to lower his voice and not get himself upset. Based on his reaction, she knew that the reaction Moriah gets will be even worse. By the end of their conversation Bronco was red from the tips of his ears to the tips of his fingers, Toni was sure if she looked closely she could see steam coming from his ears. It took a lot of convincing for Bronco not to go to the hospital and prove to Thomas that the security wait time wasn’t shit. But he told her if she didn’t let Moriah know, that he would.
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After the NXT tapings for the holidays, Zilla and Moriah were on their flight within the hour heading back to Texas. Zilla slept with his head in Moriah’s lap most of the flight but sleep completely missed her. Her mind was moving a mile a minute, worrying. Toni had been trying to have a conversation about Nadine for the past couple of weeks which she brushed off until Toni put her foot down. She told Zilla to make sure Moriah called her as soon as they got situated if she wanted to be off for his next match. Moriah wasn’t sure if she had done something wrong at work or if Toni just wanted to talk about Bronco. Along with that, Moriah stressed about if her mother was going to try and see her and what would happen when she had to be in the same room with her on Christmas since it was the only way she’d see her grandmother and auntie. Before she could get a good grasp on either dilemma, the couple were in their uber headed to Leata’s house. 
They went around to the back of the house and slipped in to surprise everybody. Zilla sat their bags down, then led Moriah through the kitchen to the living room. While Zilla was sneaking up behind Leata, Moriah went to jump into Zilla’s second oldest brother, Ejay’s lap and hugged his neck tight. Leata screamed seeing both of her babies.
“I thought you two weren’t coming for two more days!” 
“We wanted to surprise yall,” Zilla chuckled squeezing her tight.
Moriah continued to squeeze and hug Ejay, laughing. “Hug me back, Ejay! Don’t be mean! Mama, tell him don’t be mean!”.
“Be nice to her, Ejay. She’s been putting up with your brother all by herself. She needs some love,” Leata joked. 
“That’s right and that ain’t easy! He hard headed! He don’t listen! Annnnd … he eats all of my snacks.”
Zilla stared at her playfully. “I’m hard headed and don’t listen? Me?”
Moriah nodded. “That’s right, you.They all know that you’re hard headed and don’t listen. Right, Mama? Right, brothers?”
“Nope, Mama is not in this. I’m gonna go straighten up the room for you two.” She laughed softly as she left the room.
Moriah shrugged getting up. “That just means she doesn’t wanna hurt his feelings. I know my favorite brothers don’t care so…. Naio, Ejay ….  tell him. Please and thank you.”
“Why are we in the middle?” Ejay asked, laughing.
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“They not cause they know it’s you, fat head,” Zilla thumped her forehead then stepped back to dodge her hit.”Don’t be mad at me cause you hard headed and don’t listen.”
The couple started to argue while his brothers watched and laughed. They did miss their arguments simply because they never had to get involved. Being ref was their moms job.
“Aye, aye, aye. It’s too much noise in here!”
The arguing stopped, they both turned to the doorway of the living room ready to fuss at whoever it was.
“Arthuuuuur!”
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As Moriah was running towards him, Zilla pulled her back and pushed her playfully onto the sofa so he could get to his oldest brother. Laughing, Arthur hugged his brother tight.
“Why you do that?”
“Don’t worry about her, she’ll be aight,” he laughed, “Her fat ass head saved her.”
Moriah huffed standing back up from the sofa and marched over to them, plucking Zilla’s ear.
“I hope it’s funny when you on the sofa tonight.”
“You can’t put me on the sofa in my mama house. She ain’t gon let  you.”
“She let me do it before so I hope you enjoy it.”
Laughing, Zilla pulled her close putting his face in her neck making her giggle.
“Let me go, Fatu” She giggled trying to move away from him.
“Come on, Fat.” He pleaded, still holding onto her, “Don’t do me like that. You know I love you.”
Moriah giggled louder trying to get away from his kisses and tickles. 
“Moriah! Come here!”.
After a little more of their tug of war, Zilla let her go from his grasp so she could answer Leata’s call. Arthur guided his baby brother over to the sofa, both of them flop down on it.
“I thought yall were sickening while yall were here but since yall been in Florida, yall have gotten so much worse,” Ejay joked. “I mean do yall argue at all?”
“Yeah we argue, not a lot but sometimes.” 
“I know what it is,” Naio snickered while his brothers watched him, waiting for him to finish. “It's that sofa.”
They all laughed, Arthur smacked his baby brother’s chest playfully.
“Why did your ass tell her mama that? You knew she almost popped a blood vessel.”
He shrugged. “She was tryna be funny so I was hilarious. I ain’t gon lie to yall that lady lucky I love Fat as much as I do.”
“Shit, I don’t think love would’ve been enough to get me off her ass,” Naio admitted messing with his twists, “I woulda told Moriah to go to the hotel and get her lick back. That bruise was big as shit.”
EJay squinted. “What bruise?”
“You remember I told you Nadine slapped her?” Zilla asked speaking in a low tone to which he nodded. “The bruise from that.”
“She slapped her that hard? Hell nah, she needed her ass beat.”
Zilla shrugged. “That’s her mom, I agree but you know. Rye ain’t talked to her since. Nadine call and shit, her ass even called me tryna get to her.”
“You answered the phone,” Arthur inquired.
“I answered one time and reminded her that she didn’t like me and told her not to call my phone no more. Like I was gon make Fat talk to her.”
While the brothers were talking, Moriah helped Leata make the bed in Zilla’s old bedroom. The two women moved in a comfortable silence. Peace and love radiated through the house, it gave Moriah that warm feeling she missed when they were at home in Florida. If Moriah could bottle it up and take it with her to spread around in their own home she would. When the bed was done, Moriah sat on the side of it watching Leata search the small walk in closet.
“The other day I came in here to look for something and I found something I never realized I left in here,” Leata explained still searching the closet. “I must have put it in here after you two left cause I imagine you or him would’ve found it.”
“Oh? What you got?”
A quiet moment passed between them before Leata emerged from the closet holding the item close to her chest. She closed and locked the bedroom door before going to sit beside Moriah on the bed.
“Do you remember this?” She asked handing the piece of clothing over to Moriah. 
Moriah laughed a little. The shirt she held in her hands had a collage of pictures of her and Zilla, only slightly faded.. “He hated it but he wore it to make me happy.”
“I remember the night you gave it to him in front of all of us. I had never seen him roll his eyes so hard,” she laughed, “His brothers didn’t make it any better. He knew that it meant a lot to you though.”
“I remember the way his face turned up,” she laughed, “But he hugged me and told me he loved it. I knew better though.”
“We all did. I wasn’t 100% sure until that moment that you and him liked each other,” she chuckled, “14 years old and acted like an old married couple.”
Moriah shrugged, finally looking up from the shirt. “I didn’t know exactly what I was feeling but I knew that as long as I had him it didn’t matter.”
“Have you told him yet?”
“No, not yet. I know I need to.”
“I know you’re afraid of his reaction. If you want, I’ll be there while you tell him.”
She shook her head, “No, well … maybe. I gotta do something else first though.”
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On Christmas Eve, Moriah slipped away from the Fatu family to visit her own. Her grandmother and aunt were in town to see her, in order to see them she had to bite the bullet and go to her childhood home. Zilla offered to go with her and when she turned him down, he told her he would be accompanying her. The couple stood on the front porch wrapped in each other’s arms, kissing and whispering softly to each other. Zilla wanted her to be in the best mood possible before entering a space he knew wouldn’t be conducive to her mental health.
“I must have missed the mistletoe out here.”
Moriah pulled away laughing. “Auntie Kami! I missed you!”
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Kamille Parker, the younger sister of Nadine and the one that was given all the sense if you asked Moriah. The two hugged and rocked from side to side while Zilla watched with a small smile. Kamille kissed her head after she pulled away. 
“I missed you too but I see my nephew is keeping you nice and busy.” She joked, going to hug him. “Hey, Zilla. How are you? I saw your match too. You did that.”
“Thank you, Auntie. You look beautiful as always.”
“That’s because I know how to act and treat people,” she joked, “I keep telling my fat head sister that but we all know she doesn’t listen very well. She’s gonna start aging like milk.”
The young couple laughed as they followed her into the house. Her mother’s voice carried through the house, she sounded happy but Moriah knew as soon as she saw Zilla that was going to change, 
Kamille nudged her, “Stop thinking so hard. Especially about her. You didn’t come to see her anyway, you came to see me and Mama. Fuck her.”
“Auntie,” Moriah laughed softly. 
“No seriously, fuck her, Moriah. You worry about you, she did this to herself. Don’t you agree, Zilla?”
“Yup.”
Moriah stared between the two of them, playfully shaking her head. “Alright, Auntie but don’t be all buddy buddy with him. I’m the favorite here, not him.”
Zilla thumped her ear playfully, “You so jealous. Ion say shit when Mama pick your side over mine.”
“You do so,” she fired back, “Just before we left the house you made her apologize for taking my side.”
“Blah, blah, blah, proof or it didn’t happen.”
Laughing, Kamille stopped the couple from arguing before they got too carried away. They stood in the foyer a little longer to talk, both Zilla and Kamille could tell Moriah needed a little more time. 
“Look what Santa left on the porch,” Kamille announced happily as they entered the living room. 
Trenice Parker, the matriarch of the Parker family, stood from her seat on the sofa with a beautiful smile stretched across her face and her eyes lit up at the sight of her granddaughter. She waved her oldest daughter off when she attempted to keep their conversation going.
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“Look at my beautiful babygirl. Spin around let me see this outfit, Rye.”
Giggling, Moriah did a quick spin then went in to hug her grandmother. While they were hugging, Nadine and Zilla made eye contact and he made no move to avert his eyes. There was a slow burning fire in her eyes at the sight of him. 
“Florida has been treating you well, I see. And I assume so has Isayah,” she joked, going to hug him. “How are you doing, baby?”
“I’m good, Mrs. Parker. How you doin?” 
“I’m well better now that the two of you are here. Wait .. wait,” she called out, “I called you the wrong name. Tell me the name again.” 
“Its aight, you can call me Isayah. I don’t mind.”
“Only if you call me Umi like I asked.”
Moriah frowned pushing between them. “Uhn uhn. You’re my Umi, not his. He don’t get to call you that.”
“You always were a jealous little thing,” Trenice laughed, “You’ll always be my number one, Rye. If he’s gonna be in the family then he should call me what you call me. Right?”
Nadine scoffed under her breath, Trenice winked at the young couple.
“You say something, big sis?”
“Kamille, mind your business.” She retorted. “Mama, that boy is not in the family. He can call you Mrs. Parker. Moriah, you don’t see me sitting here?”
“Nadine, stop it. You are just like your father, mean as a snake and for what? It’s Christmas time and I want to enjoy my babies. Now you hush.”
Zilla made eye contact with Nadine again and gave her a wide smile.
“Moriah, I asked you a question.”
Kamille tapped Zilla’s arm, “I need to borrow your muscles for a second. Come on.” Zilla looked unsure between his girlfriend and Kamille. “She’s good. She’ll be good.”
After letting his girlfriend know to call him if she needed him, Zilla followed Kamille out of the room. The generations of Parker women remained, the oldest looking between the others. Trenice clasped her hands in front of her, a smile still on her face.
“Moriah, would you like to speak to your mother?”
“No ma'am. I came here to see you and Auntie Kami.”
Trenice cut Nadine off when she started to speak. “I understand that but what would it hurt to greet her? You don't have to talk to her, only greet.”
Moriah glanced over at her mother, starting to feel herself feeling bad. She took a few moments to take a few breaths. “I'm sorry, Umi. No. I don't want to talk to her and I'm not.”
“See? I told you, Mama.” Nadine scoffed. “Just let her have her little tantrum, she'll be fine.”
Moriah bit her tongue to keep herself from engaging into the argument her mother wanted from her. She had thought about at least speaking to her mother since she was in her house but that thought was long gone. 
“Well if this is how you're gonna act then I wouldn't speak to you either. You should be trying to fix the problem,” Trenice chastised. “Not making it worse, Nadine.”
Nadine groaned. 
“Not you too. I told the girl that I didn't mean to slap her that hard, I apologized for that.”
“You shouldn't have slapped her period, Nadine. Have I ever done that to you?”
“No, but-,”
“So why would you think it's an okay thing to do to her?”
“She was being disrespectful, Mama. I was never a disrespectful child.”
Trenice snorted, “Like hell you weren't.”
Moriah's phone vibrated while they were talking, she slipped out of the room to answer it. She went to sit on the stairs and answered. 
“The ED missing me already? Or you got Bronco tea?”
Toni laughed softly. “The ED does miss you and no tea. Are you busy?”
“Yeah but I needed a break from it.”
Toni noticed the far away tone and became concerned. “Everything okay? You and Zilla alright?”
“Yeah, yeah, we're good. At my mom's house to see my Auntie and Umi.”
“Oooh and your mom is being herself.”
“Right but anyway,” she sighed, “I'm sorry for not calling. Zilla did remind me but Mama had me so busy. She's missed me being here with her. What did you wanna talk about?”
“Well first, where's Zilla?”
She chuckled. “I tried to leave him with his brothers but he put his foot down and came with me. He's helping my Aunt with something.”
Toni paused trying to figure out how she reached to say what she needed to say. She wished Moriah would've called before she went to get mother's house. 
“In just gonna rip the bandaid off,” she sighed, “When your mom was here, she came to the hospital to talk to Thomas. She's using him to try and break you and Zilla up.”
Moriah's hold on her phone became tighter. “What?”
“Yeah but clearly she's realized that's not working so she's got another plan,” Toni explained. 
“Which is what?”
“Rye, she's gonna tell him. She knows that you haven't told him.”
The line went quiet but Toni knew she was still there. Moriah's body started to heat up from anger and some fear. She was planning on telling him on her own time but now she didn't have that option.
“She told Thomas?”
“Yes. I'm sorry, Rye. I'm sorry she made you do that.”
Moriah’s heart fluttered in her chest as tears burned her eyes. “Thank you for telling me. I'll call you later or something.”
“Call if you need me, I'm serious.”
After hanging up, Moriah went to the bathroom to collect herself before her aunt or Zilla saw her. 
“I assume you needed something heavy moved.”
“Nope,” Kamille responded handing him a water bottle, “Nadine had been complaining about how Moriah acts differently in front of me, you, her dad and your family so I was proving a point.”
“Thanks. Yeah? I'm not shocked. She think we brainwashed her or some shit but it's really all her doin.” He shrugged taking a long drink from the bottle. 
“We know that but she acts like she doesn't. How has my baby been? She tells me she's fine but I know better.”
He chuckled, “She was taking it pretty hard at first but she's doin better. I'm happy she standin up for herself.”
“So am I. Now what about you? Found a new therapist yet?” Zilla scrunched his face up at her, making her laugh. “You thought I forgot, didn't you?”
He shrugged playfully. “I was hopin you did. Ain't found one, honestly ain't been lookin.”
Kamille snorted. “At least you're honest. I'm giving you a month to find one. If you don't find one, I'll do it for you. Got it?”
“Yes ma'am.”
“What are you trying to accomplish with this attitude, Nadine?”
Nadine rolled her eyes. “The same thing all of you should want … him away from my child.”
Trenice stared at her daughter at a loss. The way that her daughter had gone from being best friends with the family to public enemy number one had her flabbergasted. 
“What is it that you think is gonna happen if you don't get him away from Rye?”
“She gonna be unhappy, mistreated and neglected for the rest of her life. I went through that and I don't want that for her.” Nadine fussed.
Trenice clapped her hands and pointed, “There you go. You're protecting your feelings onto her. Just because you feel like that happened to you, doesn't mean it'll happen to her. You have to let her live her life and be happy.”
“Wait,” Nadine frowned, “Because I feel like? No, that is what happened. Hassan was a terrible husband and you know that.”
“Do I, Nadine? For almost twenty years I watched that man dote on you, love you and take care of you. Where were these other undesirable moments that you speak of?” Trenice raised a brow hearing her daughter scoff. “And if you scoff, suck your teeth or roll your eyes at me again, you'll be picking eyes and teeth up off the floor.”
“When he decided he was gonna abandon his career and his family for a dream. He was always gone, never had time for us, Mama. Don't act like you remember.”
Trenice stared. “Is that really how you remember that?”
“It's how it happened.” Nadine shot back. 
“No, that's how you're remembering it. He lost his best friend and he decided to live life which still included you and Moriah. But because that's how you're choosing to remember it, you've decided to try to ruin your daughter's happiness instead of talking about it.”
“Mama,” she groaned, “I'm trying to save her from the heartache. I saved her once before and I thought she would've understood and been grateful but look at her.”
“What you did to her was not to save her so save that hero act, Nadine.” Trenice fussed starting intently at her daughter, “You did that to hurt her because you knew by hurting her, you could hurt him.”
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Christmas always brought different emotions for Moriah. It was her favorite holiday, she loved the togetherness, the decorations and the gifts but it always bought that pang of sadness. Having to spend every other Christmas without her father and every one without those who were gone. She always woke up before any one else did on Christmas and this year was no different. After making herself a mug of hot cocoa, Moriah went to sit on the front porch to watch the sunrise.
Six weeks had passed since Zilla's incarceration, his family and Moriah were still figuring out how to deal with the loss. Moriah spent all the time she could with Leata, wanting to be close to what reminded her of him as she was taking him being gone outwardly the hardest. 
“Rye, come eat. I know you haven't eaten all day.”
Leata sat on the side of her son's bed where Moriah laid under his covers. 
“I'm not hungry, Ma.”
“Didn't ask if you were hungry,” she explained softly, “I told you to come eat. Arthur's here, he came to see you specifically.”
Slowly, she sat up from the bed and let Leata help her up. Leata hugged her tight before they left the room for the kitchen. 
“A sight for sore eyes,” Arthur joked going to hug her. “I got your favorite.”
At that, Moriah perked up going to sit at the kitchen table with him. Leata went to grab their plates laughing softly to herself. 
“Most excited I've seen you in a while, Rye.”
“Beef barbacoa does it every time,” Arthur laughed, “How you feel, lil sis?”
Moriah shrugged and thanked Leata. “Been okay, I guess. It's weird.”
“Yeah, it's weird, I feel the same way. Ma said you been sick, you got the cooties?”
She laughed a little. “Don't have the cooties. Prolly just a cold or something.”
Arthur and Leata briefly made eye contact with each other. Moriah happily bit into her taco, humming as she chewed it up. 
“Your other friends been sick too?”
When she opened her mouth to answer she started to gag uncontrollably. After a few moments, she ran to the nearest bathroom to empty the contents of her stomach into the toilet leaving the mother and son to sit in silence. Once she was sure she was fine, Moriah washed up and brushed her teeth before going back to the table.
“Sorry, sorry. I haven't eaten all day, guess I ate too fast.”
Arthur grabbed the Walmart bag from the table and passed it to her, a small smile on his face. She took it wearily. 
“What's this? A gift?”
“Something like that,” he answered softly.
Moriah looked in the bag then quickly closed it and shook her head. “No, it's just a cold or the flu. I'm not … no.”
“Manamea, it's not a cold. I'll go take it with you.”
She shook her head again starting to cry. “I can't be. I can't,  not without Zay.”
Arthur rubbed her back trying to comfort her. “Breathe, Rye. In and out,” he instructed doing it with her, “There you go, breathe. It's okay, we're here with you.”
Two weeks later, Moriah sat in the exam room with Leata, Hassan, Nadine and her OBGYN. Having gotten over her initial shock, Nadine had seemingly come around to her grandchild and was willing to be present and helpful. 
“Everything with mom and baby looks good, I don't see any reason to worry.” The doctor informed them happily. “We’re just going to take a look at the baby before you go.”
Hassan helped Moriah lie back on the exam table, he offered her a small smile and kissed the top of her head. They watched the screen intently, Hassan and Leata with tears in their eyes. Moriah was honestly confused the first few moments about what she was looking at. 
“That thing is my baby?” She asked. 
The doctor laughed, “Yes, that's Baby DeBreaux. I know baby looks a little funny now but we're only at week 10 so he or she is still growing.”
“Fatu,” Moriah whispered.
“I'm sorry, I couldn't hear you, dear.”
“You said Baby DeBreaux,” Moriah answered softly, “Baby Fatu.”
“Oh I'm sorry, I should have asked. Well Baby Fatu is growing and healthy.”
“Thank you.”
Nadine mumbled under her breath which didn't go unnoticed by Hassan and Leata. 
“When is the due date?” Hassan asked holding onto his daughter'shand. 
“March 24th. Give or take a few days if he or she is stubborn.”
A soft gasp left Leata, her tears finally slipping out.
“Hmm well maybe they'll give the father a weekend pass to see the birth of his child or do prisons not do that anymore?”
Moriah stared up at the ceiling while Leata and Hassan glared at Nadine. The doctor cleared her throat. 
“Would you all like to hear the heartbeat?”
“Yes,” Hassan answered still staring at his ex wife, “Please.”
As soon as the sound of the baby's heartbeat filled the room, Nadine's rude remark was forgotten. Moriah cried softly, her hand instinctively went to her belly. 
Another two weeks passed, news of Moriah's pregnancy hadn't spread beyond her parents, Leata, Arthur, her aunts and grandparents. They had yet to figure out how to tell Zilla the news as they were worried about how it would affect him not being able to be there for his own child for ten years. When Moriah wasn't at school she was baby shopping with Leata and on some occasions with Nadine as well. 
“Where are you going?” Nadine asked seeing Moriah pull on her shoes. 
“Zilla's mom is coming to get me. We’re gonna go look at some stuff.”
Nadine shook her head. “Call her and tell her that you can't go. You've got an appointment.”
“Uuh on a Saturday? I thought my next one wasn't for a few weeks.” She said genuinely confused. 
“Yes on a Saturday. This is with a different doctor, I just wanna make sure everything is okay.” Nadine explained sweetly.
Moriah smiled. “Oh okay then I'll see if she wants to come.”
“No, no. I want this to be just me and you,” Nadine suggested getting up from her seat, “Afterwards maybe we can go look at some baby stuff. What do you think?”
Even though she was surprised and slightly skeptical, Moriah agreed and relayed the information to Leata, who was skeptical as well. An hour later, Moriah was sitting in the waiting room of an unfamiliar clinic while her mother filled out paperwork beside her. Whenever she tried to ask a question, Nadine changed the subject or told her not to worry about it. 
Getting called to the back, Moriah was extremely uncomfortable and panicking. The looks the nurse gave her were troubling, she wanted to ask but with her mom in the room, Moriah knew she wouldn't get an answer. When the doctor entered, he spoke to them both but Nadine was the only one responding and not for lack of trying on Moriah's part. The doctor took his time explaining the vacuum aspiration to Moriah as they prepped her. At a loss for words, Moriah sat completely still and stared at the doctor as if he was speaking another language. 
“You'll have to take it easy for a few days but after that you should be fine. I'm sure your mother will take good care of you.”
At the mention, Moriah looked over at Nadine, who had a small smile on her face. 
“Mama, I want my baby. I don't wanna do this.”
“You'll thank me later, Moriah.”
She shook her head, wrapping her arms around her belly protectively. “I wanna keep my baby. You said you were happy.”
“If you two need to discuss this more, I can step out,” the doctor offers. 
Nadine shook her head, “No, there's nothing to discuss. She's 15, I'm her parent and I say it goes. Get rid of it or I'll find someone who will, doctor.”
Tears stung Moriah's eyes at her mother's words. 
“You're gonna let them kill my baby, Mama?”
“I am and they are. Get rid of it and you can move on with your life. Stop crying and let them do their job.”
The week that followed the procedure, Moriah stayed in her room, crying, sleeping and avoiding contact with anyone. From her room, she could hear Nadine happily telling her aunt and Umi how she got rid of their problem and how she never wanted ‘it’ anyway. 
Nadine burst into her room, bouncing over to her windows to open her curtains. 
“Alright, Rye, it's time to get out of that bed. I've let you sulk long enough.”
Moriah pulled her comforter over her head ignoring her mother's commands. 
“Oh no no no,” Nadine drug out pulling the comforter back, “Pity party is over. Get up and get dressed.”
“For what?” She huffed finally sitting up. 
“Well, for one because I said so and two, so Leata will stop calling me,” Nadine huffed. “You can go over there and tell her that you got rid of it so she'll leave us alone finally.”
Moriah glared at her mother. “I didn't do anything. You killed my baby.”
“Tomato, tamato. Either way it's dead and we're moving on with our lives so you need to tell her. Be a big girl, just like you were when you got pregnant.”
“I hate you.”
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Feeling someone sit beside her brought Moriah out of her thoughts. She looked to her right finding a sleepy Zilla and a soft giggle passed her lips. 
“Good morning, sleepy head.”
“Mornin,” he yawned. “What you doin up so early? Santa ain't come to see you. You been bad.”
Moriah laughed softly. “He ain't come to see you either, you been mean all year.” She leaned over to kiss him. “How'd you sleep?”
“Good till I realized you wasn't in bed with me. Bad dream?” He asked taking a sip from her mug.
“No, I'm always up early on Christmas. You forgot?”
He shrugged. “Didn't forget, just didn't expect you to get up this year. Don't ask why.”
“I won't. Anybody else up?”
“Nah, just us. Why?” He asked taking another sip then wiggled his eyebrows. “Fat tryna get busy?”
At that, Moriah laughed loudly standing up from her seat. “Boy, no. I was gonna say we can go get breakfast for everybody before your niece wakes the whole house.”
Zilla scrunched his face, “Eeh, I like Zilla's idea better but okay. But when we have kids, they ain't gettin up before 9.”
Moriah slightly frowned at his words but recovered before he noticed. “And why is that?”
“Cause Zilla tryna get busy on Christmas morning. That way I'm happy, you happy and the kids happy as it should be.”
Moriah stared at him trying not to laugh. “Its not often that I dislike you and this is one of those moments. You know how to ruin a nice day.”
“Oh I'm ruinin it cause I'm tryna give you some dick? I bet Mrs. Claus wouldn't turn it down.”
“Don't get Mrs. Claus and you fucked up now, Isayah,” Moriah threatened playfully. 
Zilla smacked her ass and wiggled his brows at her. “You know I like it when you get all jealous and threaten me, girl.”
“I'm about to go get breakfast by myself if you don't stop,” she laughed. 
Zilla got up from his seat, wrapping his arms around her careful not to spill the leftover cocoa in the mug on her. He kissed her head, her forehead her nose then her lips and stared down at her. 
“I don't know what all your mama did to you while I was gone and I'm sorry that I wasn't here to help you and be there for you,” he said softly. “But I'm here now. Whenever you're ready to tell me, I'll be here to listen and help in anyway that I can. And regardless of whatever it is that she did, I love you, Moriah. Ain't shit she can do to change that.”
Moriah blinked away tears. “Isayah, you're gonna make me melt.”
Zilla chuckled, kissing her again. “I ain't mean to make you melt, just wanted to tell you.”
Moriah laid her head on his chest, enjoying how it felt in his arms. At least she could enjoy today. 
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she will (chad meeks-martin x black!reader)
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pairing(s): chad meeks-martin x black!reader (fem!reader)
Summary: in which a police officer at a halloween party catches the eyes of a certain shirtless cowboy.
Warnings: language, use of the N-word, mentions of sex, swearing, underage drinking, sexual intentions(no smut), unedited work of mess.
A/n: this is this is truly inspired by she will by lil wayne ft. drake (I suggest listening to the song towards the end) and one of the greatest chad meeks-martin edits i have ever seen, I'll try to link it below. When I saw this edit and heard the song is said….. Yeah, I want him!!! Truly. Anyways, this is a pretty long fic. so grab a snack and hope y'all enjoy!
“damn bitch, who do you think you are?” smiling in the mirror, you turned off your flat iron and placed it on the bathroom counter. “you look too good,” you teased at your reflection. anika, a close classmate of yours, invited you to a halloween party that she and her friends would be attending. you loved anika, she is the sweetest, friendliest, and caring person you would ever meet. it was impossible to hate or have ill intentions towards her.
anika invited you to the party, claiming she wanted to get your “homebody ass” out the house and show her the party animal your homegirls claimed you were. she didn’t believe that you were a partier until she heard your friends ranting about your high school party days. hell, when you first met, anika was complimenting your outfit and you squeaked out a “thank you” like you were a silent church mouse. but once anika heard the testimonies from your friends, she knew she needed proof to back up the statements. you accepted her invitation to the party but didn’t want to be around people you don’t know, so you decided to extend the invite to your best friends.
speaking of your best friends, “shit!” you shouted, running out the bathroom towards your phone charging on your bed. the girls decided to meet up outside of your dorm and walk to the party together. as you looked at your phone you noticed a text from your friend neaveh stating that they were waiting outside for you. that was sent five minutes ago. 
“dammit” you whispered as you ran around your room, picking up the items you planned on bringing with you. realizing that you had your phone, id, dorm key, and your cop hat, you quickly ran back to the bathroom to do a second look over. once you noticed that your makeup and hair was still perfect to your liking, you decided that it was time to go. running towards the front door, you shouted ”see you later” to your roomie, who was cuddled up with her girlfriend while watching a horror movie in the living room.
you walked through the doors, quickly turning around and pushing the door completely close activating the locks to the all girl dorm building. after pulling the door twice, making sure that the doors were truly locked, you turned around walking towards the stairs. as you walked down, placing your cop hat on your head, you could hear the screams of your friends who saw you walk out of the building.
“damn y/n, is that you!”
“whoop! whoop! that’s the sound of the police!”
“okay! big y/n. never the little one!”
“y’all stop!” you pleaded through your laughter, smiling like you won the lottery. but alas your friends ignored your request and all but begged for you to give them a 360 spin. knowing your friends, they weren't going to stop until you gave them what they were asking for. giving in with a smirk, you decided to give them the spin they desired. their screams only got louder as you completed your turn. dinah, moriah, and neveah praised your costume, stating how good you looked as they scanned you from head to toe. 
your cop hat placed slanted on top of your freshly installed and curled ash blond bundles flowing down your back, face beat with a soft glam look, your curvaceous body adorned in the long sleeved police leotard, brown thighs captured in the black fishnet stocking and black thigh high boots. you didn't just look good, you felt good. you felt like a bad bitch.
“y’all talking about me, look at y’all! you guys look amazing!” you praised your friends. dinah, ironically, dressed up as dc’s black canary. moriah decided to be an angel. and last but not least nevaeh was dressed as lara croft. after all praises and compliments were given throughout the group, you all started heading towards to the frat house, which was hosting the costume party. the walk to the house didn't seem long, due to the fact that we were chatting it up, updating the group about what had happened from the last time we were all together.
walking into the house, you can literally feel the vibrations from the speaking thumping through your entire body. seeing that there was barely any space due to the whole school attending the party, you decided to wrap your arm with moriah so you would not get separated as you all moved to the kitchen to get a drink. as you were making your way towards the kitchen you made eye contact with anika, who was standing in the corner with her girlfriend mindy and a short brunette. anika waved you over, so you detached yourself from moriah and started to make your way over. 
“y/n, babes, where are you going?” asked moriah. 
“i see a few friends, i’m gonna say hi real quick” you stated as you made your way to the person who invited you to the party. 
“okay, meet us in the kitchen, holla if you need back up for any reason” moriah stated as she glared at you with no heat in her eyes. 
“okay” you laughed as you walked towards anika. once you were close enough, anika threw her arms around your shoulders, trapping you in a hug. “oh my god!” she shrieked in your ear “y/n you look amazing”. you laughed as you returned the embrace with reciprocated energy. “thanks babe, you look amazing as well” you chuckled. she pulled away from your hug and turned to the group of people standing behind her. 
“oh y/n this is tara” anika pointed to the waving short brunette girl dressed as a pirate. “and this is my girlfriend mindy” she said, hugging a tall light skinned girl with a short curly afro.
“hi! nice to meet y’all” you smiled giving both girls a wave. after talking for a bit, you decided to head to the kitchen where the girls were waiting for you. “well i'm gonna head to the kitchen to fix a drink, but i'll see you guys around” smiling shyly as you walk backwards before swiftly spinning around and heading towards your original destination before seeing your classmate. the three girls smiled as they watched you disappear in the sea of people.
“so that’s y/n? asked tara.
“yep” stated anika
“and you want to set her up with chad? my golden retriever of a brother chad?" mindy asked once again for clarity.
“yep” stated a smirking anika.
“alright y'all, now that y/n is back, let's get down to business.” dinah stated as you made your way back to your group, started setting up four cups for shots. “we're here to have fun and turn this joint out.” dinah filled all the cups up with liquor from a random bottle that was placed on the table and handed them out to each of the girls. the shots were knocked back without hesitation, creating a burning sensation in their throats. as a collective, the decision was made to take 3 more shots. 
you were feeling pretty nice right now. you have a couple of drinks in your system, the music wasn't terrible, and you had your girls by your side. how can it get any better than this? feeling the bass of the music rumble throughout your body, you realized that it was time to have the night of your life.
“c’mon y’all, i wanna dance” you begged your friends while grabbing hold of dinah’s hands in hope that they would follow your lead. the three girls laughed as you started walking with dinah in tow to the living room. dinah turned and made contact with moriah and neveah and smirked realizing that they all shared the same smile. it was at that moment they knew… it was about to go down.
as you walked back to the living room, you passed anika, mindy and tara, who were now being accompanied by two boys. one dressed as a knight and the other a shirtless cowboy.
as you were passing by with smiles, anika quickly introduced the two boys. ”y/n, this is ethan” she said pointing to the tall, lanky boy dressed as a knight with a nervous smile occupying his face. he’s a cutie you thought as you waved. “and this is chad, mindy's twin brother” she smirked as she pointed to the shirtless cowboy standing next to ethan.
“evening officer” chad said as he tips his cow hat in your direction as he scans your body up and down. normally the action would give you the icks, but this man was too fine to turn down the opportunity of doing the same. as you gave him a look over, you quickly realized you liked what you were seeing. a tall man with the body of a greek god, tattoos showcased on big, strong arms.
“howdy” you smirked as your eye scaled its way up to his beautiful face. he smiled as he came to the conclusion that you were feeling him as much as he was feeling you. your smirk only got bigger as you walked backwards towards the dance floor while maintaining eye contact.
chad’s gaze remained even though the connection was broken as you walked to the center of the room and started dancing with your friends. you intrigued him. your energy was crazy. he only encountered this feeling once in his entire life, and that was when he first met liv. anika, mindy, tara, and ethan watched the interaction with wide eyes, confused over the humongous amount of sexual tension that was created within less than 5 minutes. the group then turned their attention to chad, who was still watching shake your ass like you were megan thee stallion, as your friends hyped you up.
“your drooling chad,'' tara teased through squinted eyes with a smirk on her face. ”do you need a bucket?”
chad turned towards his friends, his stare transforming into a harmless glare as they exploded with laughter due to tara's suggestion.
“yeah, evening officer” chuckled mindy as she gave her best rendition of her twin’s horribly pick-up line.
“yeah, yeah whatever” chad uttered under his breath as he shakes his body rid of any nerves that would prevent him from walking over and starting another conversation. “i'm just off my game, it’s been a while.”
the girls and ethan watched as chad started to hype himself up to go over to you, in hopes of having another interaction that exuded the same energy as the first time.
“anytime now big guy.” laughed anika. chad turned and gave her the most unamused face he could create before walking over to you and your friends.
chad wasn’t even five steps away when he heard his sister shout for his attention. “chad!” mindy screamed over the loud music. he spun around to face the group once more. “go get her tiger” mindy smiled while giving him a thumbs up as the group giggled behind her. chad paused for a second before reciprocating the sarcastic smile with a thumbs up. the thumbs up then turned into a middle finger pointed in her direction. “fuck you, mindy” chad said as his smile dropped creating a resting bitch face before he walked towards the only girl in the party that captured his attention.
as you danced carefree with your friends you noticed dinah looking behind you with a smile. “incoming” she whispered in your ear, slowly walking away taking moriah and nevaeh with her. you stopped dancing in confusion about the sudden departure. 
it wasn’t until you felt the presence and warmth from somebody standing behind you, causing your confusion to quickly change into a resting bitch face. ready to tell off the person who was breathing down your neck, you turned only to see the sight of a muscled chest, similarly to a certain cowboy you had your eyes on. looking up, your eyes made contact with a pretty pair of brown puppy dog eyes.
“hi” you grinned at the boy. chad’s smile grew bigger, which should be humanly impossible but you didn't mind. god, this man has a beautiful smile. it brightened the dim room in a way that the sun could not compete with on a hot, summer day with no clouds.
“hey” chad said through his gleaming smile. “im chad” he reintroduces himself while extending his hand.
“yeah” you said as you grabbed his hand, giving a firm yet flirty shake. “i know, anika introduced us already” tilting your head in false confusion.
“yeah, i know that but i just wanted to reintroduce myself” he stated while shrugging his shoulders “i have a feeling that we’re going to be seeing each other a lot” he finished, looking down at you.
“oh really!” you spoke, in complete surprise from the statement he just shared. ”what makes you say that” you uttered, crossing your arms and poking a hip out just for effect.
hey! hey! i just have a feeling," chad announced through a smile, lifting his hands nonchalantly “don't shoot the messenger.” 
your smile couldn't possibly get any bigger during your conversation. there was a moment of silence, just you and chad looking into each other’s eyes, while smiling like you won the lottery. the moment was then broken by chad, who licked his lips, causing you to divert your attention from his beautiful brown eyes towards his full pink lips. 
”you wanna dance?” he asked while scratching the back of his neck, making his biceps flex just asking to be admired. you hummed in confusion, not hearing what he asked due to your attention leaving his lips to his arms you so desperately wanted around your waist (or neck but baby steps). “do you wanna dance?” he asked again, smiling at your murmured response.
“sure,” you grinned back, “if we're going to be seeing each other a lot, i have to know if you can keep up with me on the dance floor.”
chad threw his whole body back as his laughter echoed under the sound of a taylor swift song that was playing throughout the house. the dancing started with gently swaying, just trying to catch a feel of each other’s rhythm. it then turned to the both of you jumping up and down, holding each other’s hands to a popular pop song like you were best friends. (a/n: the song was boy’s a lair pt. 2, and chad ate rapping ice spice verse word for word, you can't tell me nothing different)
you stopped dancing, only to lean forward and wrap your arms around to try and catch your breath from laughing at chad's impeccable wrapping skills. this was a night that was going down in the books. you look good as hell in your costume, meet some new possible friends, and you're dancing with the most handsome man you have ever met. how can it get any better than this?
as you were catching your breath, a certain guitar riff then consumed your ears. only needing a second to recognize the song, your body language then turned stiff. chad, who still had his hands around your waist, became concerned about the sudden shift of energy. his concern became more evident as you unwrapped your limbs from around his neck and started to walk away. 
young money, yeah
did he do something? did he stink? did he make you uncomfortable by placing his hands on your body? his growing concern suddenly disappeared as you turned and walked back to him. 
four, ahem
it was then he noticed that you were mouthing the ad libs to the song that was blasting through the speakers. his lips took the shape of a grin as he saw you cross your arms giving him a mean stare down. chad crossed his arms, returning the mugged stare realizing that you wanted to see if he would match your energy. it was a good thing that chad knew this song word for word because, unknown to him, this was going to make or break the possibility of seeing each other again.
i tell her, now go ‘n’ pop that pussy for a real nigga
i already know that life is deep but i still dig her
niggas is jealous but really i could care less 
i’m in hell's kitchen with an apron and a hair net.
it was a sight to see. the whole party turned their attention to see who in the world was screaming out lyrics like there was no tomorrow. but did you and chad pay them any mind, hell nah. let them see what having fun really looks like. you both were pointing fingers in each other’s faces, getting hype that the energy being given is also being reciprocated from one another.
as the chorus came in, you wrapped your arms around chad's neck swaying back and forth as you sang the lyrics without a care in the world. as you were singing you felt chad's big hands resume its position around your waist before trailing down to the cheeks of your ass, giving it a firm squeeze. he was on that type of timing. you started to dip your body down to the floor, causing your arms to unravel from his neck, dragging them down his torso. 
as you went down, you tilted your head up to look at chad, wanting to see his reaction. looking into his eyes, you noticed that puppy gaze you received earlier was now gone and replaced with a dark, lusted glare. you bounced twice before seductively making your way up to your original height, then turning around, connecting your back to his front. feeling slick, you threw your hand over your shoulder cupping the back of his neck as you started grinding on him.
uh, she just started to pop it for a nigga 
and looked back and told me baby it’s real
you went to lean over, and began to shake your ass from left to right cause your jello to jiggle baby. while you were making it shake like a salt shaker, you turned your head over your shoulder to look at chad, whose eyes were still darkened with arousal, biting his bottom lip as he stood there and caught what you were throwing.
and i say i aint doubt you for a second 
i squeeze it and i can tell how it feel.
chad removed one of his hands from your waist and decided to glide it softly up and down your back before trailing back down to softly grasping you ass. you shivered feeling his fingertips trace down your spine. you placed your hands on your knees, rotating your waist in a circular motion, only to feel a certain bulge pushing back at you, causing you to slow your pace.
i wish we could take off and go anywhere but here baby you know the deal,
and she bad, so maybe she won't
uh but shit, then again maybe she will.
do it for the realest niggas in the fuckin game right know she will (2x)
while you and chad were wrapped in each other’s presence, forgetting that you were in public. baby the public did not forget about you. all eyes, phones, and flashlight were directed in your direction. neither of yall noticed the screams from frat boys, cheering chad on. the cheers from your best friends, seeing you put in work on the boy they knew was going to ask if he could walk you home. glares from certain boys and girls, wishing that they were in your spot. and last but not least the mix facial expressions coming from core two, anika and ethan.
as the song came to a close, you turned around placing your arms back around chad's neck. once your eyes met, both faces turned into giddy smiles that could put the joker out of commission.
“did i keep up with you?” chad smirked, pressing his forehead against yours. you laughed as you not only pressed your forehead against his, but your body as well making you both become one.
“yes,” you giggled through closed eyes. “yes you did. better than i expected” you teased back. chad smiled before closing his eyes as well, basking in the embrace, hoping that you would like to see him long after the party ends and farther down the line. he felt you move your forehead from his, tucking your head in the warmth of his shoulder. feeling your body deflate with a deep breath, he knew it was now or never seeing as you would probably go home and forget about him.
“hey” you felt chad uttered, his deep voice vibrations rumbling from his body into yours. you hummed as you lifted your head only to see a cute, shy smile gracing his face. the look on his face was too damn cute to not return the smile. “lemme walk you home” he whispered.
and she bad, so maybe she won't
you paused for a second, making chad's heart beat double time. he hoped that he wasn't overstepping. he wasn't looking for a one night stand or anything, he truly just wanted to walk you home and get to know you better. looking into his eyes, you shyly smiled, grabbing his hands, tugging him to the front entrance. you waved to your friend, who was whispering and giggling in your direction. 
uh but shit, then again maybe she will.
as you both started making your way to the exit, chad caught his shirt and letterman jacket that anika threw as they were passing by. walking into the dark night, you started shivering due to your outfit. not even a second laters, you felt the warmth and weight of chad's letterman jacket as it was being placed on your shoulders. looking beside, you noticed he put on a shirt and was admiring you in his jacket.
“you know what” chad shared as he took a few steps back. ”this is a good look for you. it's a good thing i'm going to be seeing you around more often” he finishes crossing his arms.
you rolled your eyes before grabbing his hand, walking in the direction of your dorm “boy c’mon.” tugging on his hands. once he was close enough, you threw his arm over your shoulder, as you both walked off into the night.
bonus scene
watching from the corner, mindy, anika, tara, and ethan all expressed mixed emotions.
anika and tara both shared shocked, yet amused smiles on their faces. mindy showcased pure disgust as she watched the pair basically have sex on on the dance floor. ethan, poor ethan, couldn't even watch, his cherry red face pointed in the opposite direction.
“this is disgusting,” mindy sneered, watching the scene on the dancefloor. “we should have gotten him some condoms on the way here.”
“.....she’s gonna eat him alive” tara said as she turned her body towards mindy. “just so you know.” mindy rolled her eyes, pointing a finger towards her mouth, making a gagging noise.
“no seriously,” anika announced, “i was concerned for her, but now i’m concerned for him.” anika finishes with a giggle.
mindy quickly snapped her head in anika's direction. “anika, darling i love you… but dont push it.” her eyes shifted back to you and chad danicing before walking to the kitchen muttering under her breath about how “she was gonna throw up.”
anika watched as mindy rushed off to the kitchen, turning back to the living room seeing you to heading towards the exit. she quickly grabbed chad's shirt and jacket before tossing it in his direction. "one point for anika kayako, the matchmaker." she muttered through a smirk as she watch the pair walk out the door.
a/n: hope y'all enjoyed the fic. It’s not my first time writing but it's been a while. I feel like I overdid the plot, but let me know how i did. If you liked my work feel free to send requests and please leave constructive criticism. I do have more chad fics that are in the woodworks. see y'all soon.
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hey btw if you've ever dealt with depression/feeling unloved and like psychological horror, play offal. its free, decently quick - graphics are good and characters are charming as shit.
and also, playing it for five minutes lead to me crying into my pillow like a baby. i am not a crier but FUCK. if youve ever been depressed, youve probably been moriah [the mc]. especially if your trans, as moriah is too.
(and as a bonus: if you like the concept but hate jumpscares - you'll be ok. im somebody who has screamed and cried playing roblox's piggy, and the horror part more unsettled me than scared the fuck out of me with jumpscares)
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autisticandroids · 8 months
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so like. the last four eps of season fourteen. i would say moriah is the best of a bad batch. but even moriah has some deep seated flaws. and a big one is the final graveyard confrontation. essentially what happens in that is that there are up to five characters onscreen. but only one to two can actually be active at any one time. and so you have this awkward, stilted forward motion of the scene where some characters Just Stand There so other characters can do their thing. the most notable example is of course the cas being thrown aside by jack and then. Just Lying There. while dean points a gun at jack. but there's also the way jack has no fucking reaction to dean deciding not to kill him (because the camera is busy with sam and chuck). and then also... dean isn't involved in the sam and chuck conversation the way he should be? dean is like barely a character in the moriah confrontation he's more like a Problem that the other characters have to solve. so he ends up having uncharacteristically few lines and an extremely flat affect in the cemetery.
anyway on a doylist level that's just the writing in that scene not really working but ON A WATSONIAN LEVEL. i would argue that dean is fucking wasted. in that scene. like he was definitely drinking heavily in the previous scene (although dean is definitely an alcoholic on the level where ~3 drinks (which is what we actually see him drink) shouldn't hit him too hard. but he was probably not only drinking what we saw) and like. combine that with the fact that he doesn't really... seem to be reacting to what's going on? like he doesn't seem to be reacting to new stuff that occurs (mainly sam and chuck's convo) which is ooc for him. like dean is a very reactive character, his facial expression is always changing, he's always interjecting and saying shit. but in moriah he is silent. and stone faced.
and honestly thinking of dean as being plastered gives some much needed emotional depth to this scene because it suggests that he is like. tortured about killing jack, or about killing himself, or even just about mary's death. none of which is super present in the actual scene or episode.
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dove-tears · 1 month
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