Anon I’m literally too tired to deal with you your absolute bullshit.

I didn’t go to bed until 2am due to a sudden family emergency and got up to go to work at 6am.

You trying to start that anon nonsense/drama again won’t happen.

‼️cw eyestrain, dissociation‼️

...what do you do when the Mind can't remember who it was, or when the Heart goes numb?

...?

i’m curious about how much the selfship + fictionkin communities overlap on tumblr!!

Mimi got a little too into her head and ended up getting sad. 🌧️ : (

Don’t worry Mimi none of your thoughts are true, minds are just mean after 9 p.m. .

My cat does not have to go back to the vet this nightmare might be over now omg everybody cheer (until she develops a new thing for us to worry about)

🥳🥳🥳

my friend keeps reposting taylor swift hate and i’m like. girl it’s fine you don’t like her but the way you’re always posting about it irks me

sigh

it's funny when i have a bad day or bad week cuz like i'm always like i'm fine, then i actually tell someone everything that's on my plate and while doing so, depersonalize a bit, and i'm like damn sucks to be her but like... i am her

"He spoke of nothing, not even a whisper. Only the crimson coloring his eyes could express the rage churning in his core."

Ngl, its actually so fun drawing Yonal all angry n' scary even if it's out of character idk like imagine pissing off the chillest guy in school, you must have a death wish or something

also sharing the process bc i think they look good on their own ^^

augh my parents are always arguing, i am just trying to clear out all the birch trees in my Minecraft world so please be quiet :/

Life Update

So, today at work I received such unexpected news that I couldn't help but burst into tears and sob for a bit.

Some of you don't know, but I work as a Teachers assistant at a special needs school in the preschool program.

It's a rough, tiring job that doesn't pay as much as it should, but I love the kids I truly do.

But today me and my wonderful co-workers found out that they are removing the preschool program completely because they just don't have the funding to keep it open.

They are going to stay open until August, but after that, the preschool program is shut down.

Which means I have to find a new job. The only positive thing out of this for me is I might be able to find a better job with better pay so I don't have to keep living paycheck to paycheck.

But my heart is truly broken for those little kids, they truly benefited from that place and now have to go back to the district where their needs might not be understood at all until they become school-age.

Anyway, sorry for the long post, I just needed to vent a little because my heart does hurt. 💔

Hope everyone else is well.❤️

I personally see them as queer platonic. Although that could just be me projecting my desire for one such relationship lol.

It sounds like a good option! I do see them becoming close to mayhaps.

Take it to the g r a v e

If you wanna play pretend

I won't be

MISTREATED

Please,

Call ME

CONCEITED

Ok so my glasses are heart shaped and I love them to pieces but they’re soooo old and I need new prescription lenses desperately plus they’re scratched and the blue light filter is almost completely gone. But the manufacturer stopped making them (sad sad sad times) and there’s just no good equivalent on the market right now but I found a little shop in Brixton who said they’d be willing to try and fit new lenses into my frame for a reasonable price but she also immediately said there’s a risk of the frame breaking and I understand that completely but I think want to at least let them try but also I’m am so attached to this frame and I also would need spare glasses for the time when they’re fitting my new glasses (extra money) and ughhh maybe I just stay half blind for a little while longer with my scratchy lenses 🥲 yes I fully realise I am creating this problem out of thin air and I could just wear normal framed glasses but also no

DATING IS SO HARD WTF

fjkasl;dfa man will it kill some of yall to just say nothing if all it will do is hurt someone else???

Huh. Funny how if I had done what my parents wanted (stop rping on fsnfiction.net) i wouldve kept my ipod thru high school and college but i would have also been miserable as fuck. I never would have found tumblr in 2014.

I'd probably be dead by 2015, not knowing how to talk about being trans because i wouldve been isolated. I wouldnt know how to talk about feeling like a gay man in high school, or the constant fucking abuse i got put through *especially* going to college where there are no mandated reporters.

I couldnt even tell the person I was supppsedly seeing for counseling.

Thank god i fucking stole that walkman mp3 player.

I probably wouldn't be here today otherwise.