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muttbrainmaxwell · 1 month

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Huh. Funny how if I had done what my parents wanted (stop rping on fsnfiction.net) i wouldve kept my ipod thru high school and college but i would have also been miserable as fuck. I never would have found tumblr in 2014.

I'd probably be dead by 2015, not knowing how to talk about being trans because i wouldve been isolated. I wouldnt know how to talk about feeling like a gay man in high school, or the constant fucking abuse i got put through *especially* going to college where there are no mandated reporters.

I couldnt even tell the person I was supppsedly seeing for counseling.

Thank god i fucking stole that walkman mp3 player.

I probably wouldn't be here today otherwise.

#music truly saved my fucking life through high school and college #sorry to Jeff who i promised 20 dollars to in exchange for the walkman.#shut up iggy #vent post #its not really but im tagging it just in case #mimi don't look #tw sui ideation

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