fwb!choso who is in an awkward, difficult situation -- he knows he can't look at you for too long during sex, but he is also acutely aware of how much that might offend you.
it's not that he doesn't want to look at you. he'd crawl over hot coals for the chance to keep his eyes fixed on you the entire time he's buried inside you, to get to see your back arch off the mattress, to watch your pretty face all torn with pleasure.
but the big issue, the one major setback to all of the above, is that the moment he opens his eyes, the second he sees how you look spread out underneath him, he ends up coming almost immediately.
and it's usually way too early for his liking.
he can't help it -- and he's tried. he's tried edging to the pictures you send him in new lingerie or after you get out of the shower, keeping himself right at the precipice of release until he's sure his desires are now on a tighter leash, that he can delay his gratification for both your sakes.
but it never works. he'll sink inside and his eyes flutter shut, listening to your beautiful moans and feeling how you writhe underneath him, but the moment he tries to chance a look, to glance down at the sight of his cock splitting you open, it's game over.
as tricky a situation as this is, he still has a few options available. he could tell you all of this, which, although honest, is a bit too vulnerable for what is still a casual relationship.
he could keep his eyes closed, which delays things for the necessary time but will likely end with you getting freaked out or hurt, which is the exact opposite of his intention.
or he could let himself open his eyes, take in whatever he can before coming deep inside you, and then finish you off with his tongue for as long as you'll take him.
and when put like that, the choice doesn't seem so hard after all.
It's close enough to May yeah? which means it's May May, and also MerMay? :-)
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This big ole guy took me a good while to finish! the character he has in his hands is @thedeafprophet 's OC Jamie Awnings. I really wanted to draw an absolutely massive Mer, and the Manager was the perfect fit!
His body and the 'scale' part of his tail are both done in Prismacolor, as is Jamie. His fins and the background are sone in Pen Inks used as watercolors.
Did a series of illustrations of some of my favorite Pokemon Glitches in the first three gens! The Mew Glitch very nearly beat out Missing No., because that's actually my favorite Gen 1 glitch, but Missing No. is just so visually iconic, I had to lol