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itsswritten · 1 month

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I’ve honestly loved stepping into this fandom so so much, it brought me excitement and inspiration during a time where I’ve felt so lost. I feel as though I’ve actually kind of made connections and friends here with people who have a genuine common interest with me and it’s so magical…But this space is slowly becoming so negative.

I’m know I’m not the only one who comes here to read or write, create art etc as a way to escape and connect with others…but recently this safe space has felt so tainted.

The bullying, the abuse, the obsessive ship wars has bred the most repulsive vile negative energy that I physically can’t even bring myself to finish acosf. I actually feel heartbroken for sjm, imagine building these worlds, creating these characters for us, for people to then shred one another online in the name of it.

I don’t get it. It’s not real. I know we love these characters, and gods I wish this world was real, but it isn’t. What is real are all the people that are getting torn down—why are you doing this to one another? You are hurting the very people who love something just as dearly as you. Do you not see how lovely this could all be? How amazing that we all love this one thing, but instead of bonding over this, it’s become so divisive and argumentative.

I don’t know, it just feels a bit weird in the fandom at the moment. I wish there was a way for me to filter out the noise and just focus on the magical parts.

I’m just rambling anyway :/ I should probably shut up! I’ve written some more of wtscft but I might wait to share the next parts when things feel a little more positive. 🤍

Anyway big kisses to you all, mwah! - Lottie

#Lottie’s thoughts #will probably delete this #acotar #sarah j maas #azriel x reader #acotar azriel #acotar fanfiction #acotar series #acotar fanfic #acotar x reader #a court of silver flames #acosf art #when the sea calls for three #when the sea calls for three wtscft #wtscft

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souvlakic · 3 months

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#yellowjackets show #yellowjackets #lottie matthews #lottienat #lottie yellowjackets #lottielee #jackieshauna #just girly thoughts #just girly things #girlhood #cannibalism #cannibalism as a metaphor for love #manic pixie dream girl #natalie scatorccio #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #misty quigley #mistynat

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alicentes · 11 months

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I think teenage Lottie was lucid enough to understand that the power of the wilderness stuff had gone too far and that she hated being used as the girls scapegoat and forced into a leadership position she never wanted so she passed leadership over to Nat, who was always the most logical and who always fought against the supernatural elements and actually kept them alive with her hunting abilities. Lottie figured Natalie would be their best chance at survival and that she wouldn’t let them take the supernatural beliefs too far so Lottie just used the whole “wilderness saved Nat because she was meant to lead” as a way to get the group to follow and believe in Nat in hopes that her leadership would put a stop to the hunting and cannibalism and take the burden off Lottie

#i do not believe lottie thought the wilderness was telling her that nat was the true leader i think lottie wanted the cult stuff to stop #she was horrified ovef the hunt and the fact that innocent 13 year old javi was left to die and then cannibalised in her name #lottie matthews #natalie scatorccio #yellowjackets

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kirarahoshii · 7 months

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sometimes a comfort show isn’t a sitcom or a romance or even remotely lighthearted. sometimes a comfort show is a survival/horror series about girls doing cannibalism and cult activities in the wilderness to survive

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lottiemilfews · 8 months

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yellowjackets appreciation week 2023 day 5: symbolism || animals

#this one is. very experimental ksjdfhsfsf but i had the idea ages ago and thought might as well!#yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #yjweek2023 #van palmer #jackie taylor #lottie matthews #laura lee #tusermiles #my post #*m.gif

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lottieurl · 1 year

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frank bidart

#yellowjacketsedit #THINKING LOTTIE THOUGHTS.#yellowjackets blogging #yellowjackets #lottie

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koddlet · 6 months

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yellowjackets pkmn au: laura lee and lottie!

jackie + shauna // taissa + van // nat // misty

#shoutout to tumblr user krookodyke for giving me heartbreaking thoughts 💔#anyway OKAY theres a lot i'm not happy with but i cannot look at this anymore. i need to move AWNNNNN #why are they stylistically different ever so slightly........head in my hands..........#yellowjackets #lottie matthews #laura lee #yellowjackets fanart #digital art #pokemon #yjpkmn au #i have come to realise that teen lottie is a different resolution to the other two pics. WHY ME...

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dykezekiel · 1 year

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[ID: a compilation of images of Lottie Matthews from the show Yellowjackets, with a tweet in the middle from @/jenjoliesoscar saying "you're deranged if you think I'm holding a woman with big sad brown eyes accountable for anything" /end ID]

#yellowjackets #lottie matthews #mine #shauna next girls i saw this and immediately thought of lottie. my bad if its already been made lmao

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crown-ov-horns · 25 days

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Lottie was right, the baby did change everything. Shauna lashed out at Lottie because of the baby's death. Everyone feared Lottie will die from her injuries, so they made a sacrifice to the Wilderness, unwilling to lose the Prophet. Thus, began the ritualistic hunting and eating of people. Once that seal was broken, they could not go back.

#yellowjackets #yellowjackets fandom #yellowjackets text posts #yellowjackets thoughts 💭#yellowjackets analysis #diary pages #shauna shipman #lottie matthews #i mean it would indeed have been unwise to lose the prophet

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deerlottie · 3 months

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🦌– mean girl! lottie

NSFW! mean!lottie, pathetic!reader, dubcon, mentions of blackmail, use of the word pet, strap on use (reader receiving)

your classmate lottie had invited you over to her house to study the other day and you don't know why you agreed. i mean, you barely know the girl. and now that you think about it, the only class you two share is ceramics, and that doesn't require any studying at all so why did you agree? maybe it was because she did that attractive head tilt thing while pouting at you, saying how she didn't wanna be alone on a friday night anyway, or maybe it was because she was also running her hands up and down your arm, making your brain all fuzzy that caused you to immediately agree.

so here you are, standing awkwardly in her room. the first thing you notice is how pink it is. everything down to the carpet is all different shades of pink. she turns around and looks at you expectantly, raising an eyebrow.

"your room's very...pink." you compliment, hoping that's what she wanted to hear.

"thanks," she responds, bouncing up and down on her heels. "i'm gonna go get something to drink. you want anything?"

"oh, uh, no. i'm good, thanks."

she hums and nods. as she walks past you, your shoulders bump which causes goosebumps to rise on your body. you turn to watch her leave but she stops in her tracks and makes a sound of surprise. "oh! i forgot - don't touch anything. i'm serious." she deadpans, and her tone of voice makes you tense up, too scared to move a muscle.

"yeah, mhm, got it." you nod intently, hands moving flat against your sides.

lottie eyes you up and down with a look of contempt and humphs, walking out of her room and heading down to the kitchen. as soon as you feel like she's out of earshot, you let out a sigh of relief. god, she's so scary sometimes.

she's never been directly mean towards you at school, but she's never been exactly nice either. at times, you'd find her and her entourage giggling and pointing at you during class, and when you'd make eye contact with her she'd wink and wave to you. it felt like you were in high school again and you hated it.

you scratch your neck and place your backpack down, looking around her eye-straining room. as you scan the room, your eyes land on something that looks out of place in her clothes pile. you walk closer and your eyes widen at what you see - a light pink jelly dildo.

it looks poorly hidden among her shirts and pants like she was planning on using soon. or had already used it. you blush at the thought and shake your head to rid them.

you can't help but reach out to take the pink dildo, chuckling lightly as you inspect it. of course, her own toys would have to match her room. you suddenly feel like a perv and go to place it back but the most embarrassing thing happens.

you hear lottie gasp from behind you and your heart sinks. you turn around and stand up, trying to stammer out an apology with her dildo still in hand. tossing it on her bed like it burned you, you wipe your sweaty palms on your shirt and hoarsly speak. "i-im so sorry, lottie. i-i didn't me-"

"i really should've hidden it better..." she interjects, like it's not a big deal. she sets her drink down on her nightstand and you watch in horror as she strolls over to the bed, picking the toy back up. "do you like it?"

you freeze. what? is she serious right now? your mouth opens and closes, unable to speak. you jerk your head as if to say "what the fuck is going on?"

she giggles at your silence and walks towards you. oh no. she still has the dildo in hand and your eyes keep glancing at it. you step back in fear but she has the upper hand and corners you against her dresser.

"what's wrong, you little perv? can't even look me in the eye?" she husks out, her words sending shivers down your spine. you have to bite your lip to keep from whimpering as she leans in closer, her knees touching yours.

lottie places the pink toy next to your hands that are gripping the dresser and sighs. "i bet you want me to use it on you, hm?" she asks, one of her fingers coming up to caress your chin.

you shake your head no, feeling your blush growing tenfold. you wish you could just crawl into a hole and die from how humiliated you are.

"no?" lottie says while chuckling. "then i guess i'll just have to tell everyone what a perv you are. coming into my room to find my toys." she tilts her head, smirking wickedly at you. "would you like that?"

your eyes widen at her words and you let out a scared squeak. "n-no! please!" you shake your head profusely, pleading with her. a cold sweat starts dripping down your body as you imagine the whole school knowing what you did, even if it was accidental.

"then you'll let me fuck you with it, understood?" she questions you, but it sounds more like a demand like she wouldn't take no for an answer. you nod your head pathetically, desperate to make her happy.

"good pet." lottie praises you, and your knees nearly buckle underneath you. she giggles at the feeble look on your face and cups your cheek before tugging you in for a hot kiss. her tongue's already trying to make its way into your mouth and you let it in. as it explores your mouth, she pulls you by your shirt over to her bed and spins you around to push you onto it. "stay. and strip."

you falter for just a second before you do what she says like an obedient pet. she rummages through her closet and takes out a harness, walking over to the dresser to attach it to the dildo she's about to fuck you with.

lottie rids her clothing as well and your mouth waters at her body - her perky tits, her trimmed pubic hair, her abs. you gulp as she makes eye contact with you when putting the harness on, feeling your clit throb.

she tightens it to her liking and smirks as she walks over to the bed, climbing towards you. she hovers over you, sitting on your lap and you feel the silicone cock rest on your stomach. lottie starts kissing your neck, grasping your chin to move your head to the side for a better angle.

as she bites down on your pulse point, she grinds into your lap, causing you to whine out. "ffuck, lottie." you feel her smirk against your skin, goosebumps arising.

one of her hands comes down to swipe at your pussy, collecting your wetness on her fingers. she brings it up to her mouth, making a show of licking it off. "mhm. even better than i imagined."

you dont have time to question what she means before she aligns the head of the dildo against your clit. your hands fly to her shoulders and you groan, hips lifting to try and chase her cock as she pulls away.

"oh, now you want it?" she says darkly, criticizing you.

you've given up all self-respect and desperately hump the air for any sort of friction. she laughs at you mockingly and slaps your cunt, making you cry out in pleasure. "please, lottie," you beg, "anything, i'll do anything, just please f-"

before you can finish your begging, she slams her faux cock into your soaping pussy, the immediate stretch sending a pleasant burn throughout your lower belly. the grip you have on her shoulders tightens and she winces in pain, moving your arms to pin them over your head as she thrusts into you.

lottie's eyes are fixated on how your tits giggle while she pounds your pussy, leaning down to take a nipple into her mouth. you let out a groan as she laps at it, back arching into the touch. as she pulls back, her spit leaves a trail around your areola.

she watches your face as she snaps her hips hard, which makes your mouth open in an O shape, a tiny broken moan spilling out.

"i wonder what else i can get you to do with this whole blackmail thing..." she wonders, mostly to herself.

#.myworks #lottie matthews thoughts 💭#yellowjackets x reader #lottie mathews x reader #yellowjackets smut #lottie matthews smut #lottie matthews

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lunarzomb · 26 days

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I am SO tired of the majority of the Yellowjackets fandom thinking that Misty is the reason why the Yellowjackets were stuck out in the wilderness for as long as they were. People are always like, "she broke the black box, she is indirectly responsible for everything that happened in the wilderness". But that is just wrong, since black boxes are ONLY ACTIVATED by WATER. Her breaking the black box did not change anything about their situation. The black box was never even able to be activated to send out a beacon, since they never crashed in water. Of course people can have whatever opinion they want to have about Misty as a character. As a Misty fan myself I am aware that a good portion of the fandom has a strong dislike for her character, and that doesn't bother me. And obviously Misty is a very flawed, complicated character, and she is not blameless for any of the horrible things she has done. But when people hate Misty and use "she broke the black box" as one of their talking points, I go a little crazy.

#misty breaking the black box did not change their situation at all #misty quigley #misty quigley nation #misty quigley defense attorney #yellowjackets #yj thoughts #yj #lunarzomb txt #natalie scatorccio #shauna shipman #lottie matthews #taissa turner

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souvlakic · 4 months

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#yellowjackets #lottie matthews #misty quigley #natalie scatorccio #shauna shipman #female manipulator #just girly thoughts #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #quetiapine #unhinged #bpd #antipsychotics #loxapine #risperidone #lottienat

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roucaelum-art · 1 year

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𝖣𝗋𝖺𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗀𝖺𝗆𝖾~~~ [𝗆𝗒 𝗍𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗋𝗈𝗎__𝗎𝗈𝗋]

#fanart #spy x family #spy family #yor forger #sxf fanart #loid forger #anya forger #yuri briar #yuri is angry #Lottie whyyy #Yor is confused #Yor only has murder in her thoughts #Anya hieroglyphs #papa knows Anya

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holyfacehead · 1 month

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lottielee brainrot

#lottielee #pictures of us by beabadobee is so lottie matthews #why has no one edited them to that audio yet pls pls pls #laura lee #lottie matthews #yellowjackets #i had this sitting rotting disintegrating in my gallery for a week now thought it deserves to see the light of day #also this is my first digi art yay (will probably be the last.. why is drawing digitally literally the hardest thing ever)#sticking to my pencil and paper now thank you very much #ew the quality

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jollyreginaldrancher · 1 month

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More realistic Yellowjackets hcs

•Van is squeamish af. She nearly threw up when just talking about Allie's leg in the pilot, and she almost throws up everytime you finally get to pick a movie and you go for a horror thing.

• Shauna would be one of those girls that could never pick what to eat. She would drag you to hell and back before she'd finally just go with one of the same three restaurants she always chooses. Even though she always picks the same she still wants you to suggest every place in town before she reaches a conclusion.

• Nat and Van overshare with each other. If you're with either one of them you will get smug looks from the other.

• Nat and Van also share their porn stash. Van has the decency to hide it but Nat just leaves her magazines on her night stand. You only ever knew she shared them with Van because you saw one of their trades. Nat tucked a folded up mag into the back of her pants. Van hid hers in the bottom of her schoolbag. You cringed so hard when you realised that's what they were doing. Nat stole them during a house party and Van let curiosity get the better of her and long story short they'd been trading them all year until you found out and used the rolled up magazine to beat Natalie over the head with.

• Van absolutely tries to build a house out of breadsticks every time you take her out to a restaurant for dinner.

• She tries to make an igloo out of waffles.

• You're on the team, on Away games and you share a room with Nat. She climbs on the bed and rocks it back and forth making it squeak and makes moaning sounds when you're on the phone with your mom. If Van is there she will join in but she will be blushing the whole time.

• Trying to get closer to Taissa involves being forced to take part in her morning constitutionals. Only her morning constitutionals involve 45 minute morning runs. And her legs are so long you are constantly trailing behind, and with her, everything is a competition so she straight up leaves you in the dust. You've gotten lost in her neighbourhood multiple times when she's left you behind to run ahead.

• Jackie's inviting you to weeknight dinners with her parents and expecting you to sit idly by while they passive aggressively destroy your confidence. She gives you yours back though after dinner when she lets you top her on her frilly bedsheets.

• Jackie makes you leave her house after dinner, get in your car, drive to the house next door, out of sight, then sneak back and climb up to her window to hit it.

• Sitting in a pew in the back of Laura Lee's church, your hand resting on the stretch of wood between you. You scratch your chin and return it absentmindedly only to find her hand is also resting between you...her pinkie is close enough to touch. You breathe heavily as you ghost your finger against it only for her to react by parting her fingers. Not a lot, but just enough to interlink your pinkies. Your heart is thumping so loud you swear the whole congregation is aware of it. You stare forward, your eyes glazed over as the priest chants Κύριε Ελέησον.

• After church one day, you hang back with Laura Lee as your parents all mingle with other members of the church. The two of you climb to the second floor, way in the back, and lie down on one of the pews, head to head. You look up at her, and she looks up at you and smiles. It's the same pious smile she always gives you but this time you swear her gaze fixes on your lips a moment.

Her parents call her over to go home and she sits up abruptly and waves at you as she bounces nervously away.

• Akilah spends most of her free time with family. Her older sister and her husband both work, so she and her mom get saddled with babysitting her nephew a lot. She sits around the house watching tv and doing homework with a baby on her lap most days. She's supposed to put him down but he's sooooo cute she just can't bring herself to.

When he's a little older, you two sneak him his first bit of chocolate. Well, less sneak, more he reaches over and shoves your entire ice cream down his throat at six months. He doesn't get to the cone before Akilah pulls him away but half your scoop is gone with him. Akilah apologises profusely but you just laugh. She offers to buy you another ice cream and you suggest a rain check. Your first date is an ice cream date when she's no longer grounded for letting him have ice cream at six months. He was fine though.

• Mari doesn't have nieces or nephews yet but she has so many cousins and they all get together and play soccer at family get-togethers. She is not the only one in that family who's on a soccer team but she's the only one who's going to nationals so the competition is stiff with all her cousins competing against her to prove they're all just as good. You may not be the best but she starts dragging you to all of these get togethers so the two of you can ratio her entire family together.

She normally wears jumpers and ties her hair up and stuff but her family notices that she dresses in way more form-fitting clothes and lets her hair down when you start coming to these things and ALL make fun of her for it. I'm talking little baby cousins who look up at her and make kissy faces behind your back and you feel a breeze when you turn your head, and hear the thud of a couch cushion hitting a seven year old at full force.

Oh no, her cousin spilled some juice on you now. Guess she has to bring you to her room, alone, and give you something to change into. You hear another Thwack behind your back as she ushers you down this hallway to the back.

A few cousins grin at you both through the window so she rushes to shut the blinds... She's red as fuck at this point. You're in her room and it's the designated coat room so she pushes a big pile of coats off to the side so you can sit down. She rummages through her closet and finds something that's lowkey a little revealing but she realises her whole family will see you in this so she reaches for a turtleneck instead. It's way too hot though so she just grabs a yellowjackets tee and hands you that and pretends to look around her own room while you change.

• She sniffs it when she gets it back.

• Melissa wears her hat backwards so she can be more easily identifiable as a skater. She's the only girl skater in the school but she doesn't get that much shit for it because she's also a jock on the soccer team that's going to nationals.

• She absolutely tries to rizz you up while skating around you.

• She absolutely loses her focus and eats shit while trying to hit on you.

• You give her your number out of pity.

• She writes your number down on her arm and then uses that part of her arm to wipe the sweat off her brow.

• You realise she's not playing dumb for the bit but you give her a shot anyway. You spend a disproportionate amount of time applying bandages on her and talking her off dumb stunts.

• Had there been any flat surfaces in the wilderness she could have used to skate on, she would have been the first to die.

• Gen...fuck it I don't know shit about Gen. Maybe she's a ninja. Yeah.

• latchkey kid with one of those dogs that's small enough to fit in a bag. It's fluffy and smol. She brings it on dates and feeds it breadsticks when her date isn't looking.

• Gen likes to dress that dog up in funky little outfits. Sometimes she matches it. Has a box full of pictures of her dressing her dog up.

• Misty can and will drag you into the equipment room for some alone time at school.

• Still plays doctor. Doesn't realise that the objective is not to heal the patient but to get close to the patient and feel them up. On the upside she has a full nurse costume. Not a sexy nurse costume, an accurate replica of a nurse costume. So accurate she's banned from wearing it at the local free clinic. Because 12 year old Misty tried to wear it to the clinic the way kids wear princess costumes to Disneyland.

• Van and Natalie subscribe to the sniff test. These jeans Nat's wearing were at the bottom of her used clothes pile but it doesn't matter because they passed the sniff test. Can Van pull off wearing that hoodie for a third day in a row? Yes, because it passed the sniff test. Sniff test.

• Van and Nat have burping contests outside Denny's at 3 am.

• Misty goes to sleep at 8pm every night. Even Laura Lee thinks that's way too early and she has a strict self-imposed bedtime at 10:30.

• Jackie's skincare routine takes the better part of the night.

• Shauna makes you sleep on the floor because she kicks in her sleep and it's her bed so...

• Lottie can come up with an excuse for shit at the drop of a hat. Usually it's excuses for why you shouldn't leave her house and why you should stay over. Lately she's been using excuses to get away from you though and it's worrying you. Nevermind she just wanted space to throw you a surprise party. Wholesome ass.

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alicentes · 11 months

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Okay now that yellowjackets s2 is over I can say something that I’ve been keeping in my notes for a few weeks now, Lottie Matthews never did anything wrong! Her mental illness was exploited, she was used by the other girls as a scapegoat and gaslighted into thinking she was responsible for the horrible acts that the others committed and then she was locked up, forgotten about and left to rot when they got rescued.

#i think they probably triggered her mental breakdown in the present like having them back in her life brought it all back up again #i have so many thoughts on the finale and the unanswered questions i hope s3 wont let me down #lottie matthews #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers

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