ramon's letters to sunny and tubbo have been scratching the itch in my Brain. just the fact that he, the soon-labelled egg hero, that has forcibly emotionally grown within the shortest timespam and has constructed an emotional barrier (much like his dad's) around and amongst his siblings has gone out of his way to demonstrate candidness and sincerity for the people that he truly cares about makes me so Fucking insane. that he's been able to woven the perfect bond between his dad and his pai and has reconquered the links of a happy, stable relationship he so long yearned for, seeing the harvest of his unconditional efforts to make it bloom AND actively disserting on how he has been affected by tubbo and sunny's actions; how morning crew is still morning crew because the basis of it is Unconditional Love. He lives with the weight of caring, and it's gladly paying off. they're all a family, after all – but now he's been given the chance of pureness; of being a real nenê, not brushing and skimming over the steps of this minute affection. His braveness equals his need of being a kid. of having the chance to be tucked into bed, being told stories, of having no seeming worries. He's carried the burdens of so many eggs and islanders, and now he finally gets the chance of being free.
and, obviously, all in his world pale in comparison with the freedom of a happy child.