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stromblessed · 5 months

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Mizu's spectacles, and the levels of her disguise

In drafting some more Blue Eye Samurai meta posts, I find myself writing out the comparisons between what Mizu can and cannot hide about herself, and how that affects how she moves through the world.

Like, I get the jokes about Mizu's glasses, if only color contacts had existed back then, etc. etc., and I think (hope) that most viewers don't take the glasses jokes seriously, as in "I don't care about the suspension of disbelief because BES is a cartoon." But I wanted to write these thoughts out anyway without burying them in a text post about something else.

I think the points I'm going to lay out here are viewed very differently by different people, so please feel free to add to this post, reply, or put your thoughts in the tags!

Not only do Mizu's glasses not actually help her that much, there's surely more to Mizu's mixed race appearance than just the color of her eyes.

In my view, this was pointed out in episode 1:

I'm willing to bet most of us were expecting young Taigen to say "blue eyes," not "ROUND eyes."

Obviously this is still about Mizu's eyes, but not even spectacles can hide their shape.

I don't think the show is obligated to point out everything about Mizu's face that isn't quite as Japanese as the people around her expect. Though the creators have said that they specifically designed Mizu - and her clothes - to read both as "white" and as "Japanese," as well as both male and female. I think there's more about Mizu's features that read as "white" than just her eyes.

This is where my own headcanons start entering the picture, but it's my impression that people can just tell that Mizu looks different, whether or not they can put a finger on exactly how.

There's the little girl who looks at Mizu and then hides on the way into Kyoto:

When there's more to your face you'd like to cover up than just your eyes, big hats are a big help!

By the way, most of these examples have to come from the first half of the season, since by the second half, either Mizu is too preoccupied with fighting henchmen, or everyone Mizu is facing knows who she is already, and she therefore has no reason to hide her mixed race identity.

It's worth mentioning that the mere fact that Mizu has to hide multiple aspects of her identity - her mixed race and her sex - results in her having to choose clothes that really, really cover her up, which doesn't win her any favors either:

(Zatoichi reference, anyone?)

If it were as easy as, for example, tying her glasses to her head and wa-lah, nobody would ever know she was half-white - then (1) Mizu would've just done that long ago, and (2) Mizu wouldn't be so on guard and on tenterhooks 100% of the time the way she's depicted in the show, even when her glasses are on.

Her spectacles sure don't help her in the brothel, which is full of observant women who are trying to seduce her, meaning they get good long looks at her:

Mizu never takes her glasses off, but they still send a woman to her who has light eyes, thinking that must be what will interest a blue-eyed man:

No wonder Mizu gets mad after this, lol

So Mizu never takes her spectacles off in the brothel, it's dimly lit inside, and the women can still tell that she has blue eyes. I'm getting the sense that Mizu putting on her spectacles isn't a guarantee that people suddenly can't tell that she looks different.

And yet no one spots that she's female.

Mizu can hide her breasts, can wear her hair in the right style, can hide what's between her legs, can walk and talk and behave like a man - and she's been doing it for almost her entire life, to the point that not only is she very good at it, but the threat of being found out as female is deadly, but isn't presented in the show as omnipresent.

Let me explain.

She threatens Ringo for nearly saying the word "girl" out loud, because while she's constantly ostracized for being mixed race, being a woman traveling without a chaperone, carrying a sword, and disguised as a man will get her killed or flogged or arrested or some combination of these things.

But in addition, it's been drilled into her since she was a child that if she is discovered as female, the combination of her being mixed race and female will identify her as someone extremely specific, someone known to some bad people, and she will be killed:

I think of it as Mizu thinking to herself, "Being found out as mixed race means I'm treated badly. Being found out as mixed race and a woman means I'm dead."

Mizu's hair is cut as a child. But she isn't made to wear a big hat, or cover her eyes somehow, or anything like that. Because hiding her sex is a more successful endeavor than hiding her race.

Ringo finds out she's female by accident, but once Mizu accepts the fact that he won't rat her out, she relaxes pretty early on in the season. Because the threat of being found out as female is mitigated pretty much 99.9%, since Mizu has gotten so good at being a man. And also, because most of the time, people see what they want to see. Even if Mizu's face makes her stand out as "not 100% Japanese," no one in the world of BES looks at Mizu's clothes, her bearing, her sword, hears her voice, and will ever in a million years conclude that she is a woman, because expectations around gender roles in the Edo period were so rigid and so widely enforced.

One detail that proved this to me is after the Four Fangs fight:

Ringo takes off Mizu's clothes so he can stitch her up, then leaves her clothes off even after he's done. He doesn't even throw her cloak over her as a blanket or anything. There's a little a straw (pallet?) as a divider there on the left, but anyone could just peek around it and see Mizu and her chest bindings. (I think it's mostly there as a windbreaker.)

And Taigen is right there, but he doesn't give a shit:

Opinions probably vary hugely on this, but my impression is that because the show doesn't make any kind of deal about Taigen being in the room with Mizu here, my guess is that Mizu isn't in any danger of Taigen thinking she's female. Even when I watched the show for the first time, I assumed that Taigen had seen Mizu out of her clothes here, and that he thought nothing of it.

Eat your heart out, Li Shang (Mulan 1998). I actually do think that this scene is a direct and purposeful side-eye to that movie, lol

There's obviously some nuance to how "severe" being mixed race is compared to how "severe" being a woman is for Mizu:

After all, Swordfather can't bear to listen to Mizu confess to being a woman.

So a Japanese man can go wherever he wants, whenever he wants in BES. A Japanese woman has limited options: marriage, religion, or a brothel. A mixed-race man is an eyesore in this story. A mixed-race woman is a death sentence.

May as well eliminate the female aspect, and do what you can about the mixed-race aspect. Because that's just realistic.

Meaning Mizu can avoid the strictures Edo society places on women. But she can't avoid the repercussions that come with being mixed race. And I truly don't think that it's just because "there's no brown contacts yet."

#blue eye samurai #mizu #racism #bes #I am truly disappointed that we didnt get absolute confirmation that Taigen saw Mizus bound chest and just didnt think it was a big deal #but I still think that scene is making a point #again I dont think most people take the glasses jokes seriously #but its been bothering me ever since I first saw them #I really dont think Mizu just looks like a 100 percent Japanese person...... with blue eyes #and I bet that will be made even more obvious when she goes to London where Im sure she will meet plenty of people #who are more than happy to point out their observations to her #also I ran out of room in this post to go into it but this is also what made Mizus marriage an absolutely doomed prospect #Mikio talks about wanting to find the right creature for his lord and well... a mixed race woman is the right creature huh #he just needed a little push imo #getting kind of sad at the thought that Ringo is the only person in Mizus life who knows her whole identity AND accepts it wholly

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arkos404 · 1 year

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i think those 'reigen fearing for his life when with ritsu' posts so funny bc one of the most important things in their dynamic is the fact that reigen is an adult and ritsu is 13

like, yeah i see where youre coming from but all i can see is this

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narwhalandchill · 4 months

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oh my fucking god i feel. SO stupid rn at How i didnt make the (super sane very normal just absolutely. Yes. Surely) connection earlier but uhh

so anyway im now like 89% certain that whatever the "traces" of the narwhal that remain on ajax and facilitate their (ever-growing) innate connection are like. an actually fundamental aspect of it (them?) more or less.

why? because if you consider its pov just for a moment. the narwhal was literally about to depart teyvat for good. it had nearly finished consuming the primordial sea and preparing to breach surface to finish the job by eating the french for the leftovers their human bodies were made from. its an interstellar voyager it does not linger on planets it devours. it goes glug glug and it leaves.

and like if it wasnt for traveler intervening its confirmed through narzissenkreuz and renes world formula that teyvat wouldve just been destroyed. no one could have stopped the narwhal not neuvillette not focalors not anyone.

so what was the one other thing it did right before going for that french brunch? calling for ajax. getting them reunited in the primordial sea. like all the possible implications aside bc theres many different ways to speculate on the exact reasons why and the nature of that link. the point remains.

it wasnt leaving teyvat without finding him.

like the narwhal is about to fucking Dip from this cringe planet and whatever part of it that ajax carries within himself his narwhal Absolutely wanted to be reunited with. what the fuck am i supposed to read from that. hoyo???????!??! answers?!?!?!

and its not only the calling from the narwhal side itself either bc this is ALL coinciding with the growth of a 'restless power' within ajax and his vision malfunctioning (the things celestia is literally confirmed to harvest energy thru to repair its damaged authority) and his connection with the narwhal reaching an actual conscious level (arguably subconscious n emotional too bc i find it Curious his mood is poor right as the narwhal is repeatedly described as positively malding to the point its boss fight mechanic is literally a rage meter). ajax' power is growing. his destiny is starting to shift and something is drawing him to fontaine... right as the narwhal is getting close to finished with the primordial sea. funny how it overlaps eh. how it aligns 🤨🤨 why are they orbiting each other like this (they should kiss)

(& not to even Mention how ajax just Happened to get that absolutely exponential and borderline unbelievable feat of power spike in extending his foul legacy endurance as massively as he did. while. within the primordial sea. with his narwhal. who had at that point all but incorporated the power of that sea into itself. i s2g if childe was getting passive home turf co-op bonus exp with a 4x multiplier automatically the whole 40+ days 💀💀)

#man the way its lovely reunion but tjen ajax fucking ATTACKS IT ON SIGHT you couldve gotten married!!!!11!1 fucking unbearable i am in agony #anyway contrary to popular belief we still have no fucking clue whether ajax' link to the narwhal was innate #skirk saying the traces remain on him after meeting it isnt saying tht much. the parts he shares w it couldve well been innate but dormant #instead. also just the fact that he woke it up already shady #then like. monoceros caeli being his from the beginning is completely plausible despite ppl acting like its been confirmed his const change #and like them being halves of the same entity on some lvl would make the narwhal being so weak without him n until ajax found it again #make very much. sense. anyway ajax toxicity jokes aside if the narwhal was just trying to eat him point blank without even a hello #i do get why hed react aggressively. but also bros been telling everyone n their mom hes fighting his narwhal the seconf he finds it again😔#so i feel somewhat confident in assuming he started that 40+ days brawl #anyway if ajax Isnt the celestial narwhal on some level or possibly becoming it as their link grows.#riddle me this atheists. why is his 3rd phase boss theme. the song about His individual murderous rage at us #bc he thought he was outplayed by us. His personal wrath #whys the song for that called the wrath of the celestial narwhal. of the star swallowing whale. Hmmmge. his individual rage.#why does tusk of monoceros caeli speak of him embracing the narwhals innate qualities as embracing mere parts of Himself #funny how tjat goes!! (the OST n boss drop is not 100% serious theory but it does drive me insane. bc why would they phrase it like that)#anyway either theyre 2 halves same original entity or theyre soulmates idgaf . they should fold teyvat in half and eat it for brunch #aaand im going to be consumed by this realization for the next month wish me luck #WHY DID IT NEED HIM THERE SO BADLY???? HUH??????#i mean relatable dont we all. but its sooooooooo inch resting. Curious indeed #rambles #genshin #childeposting #childe

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themyscirah · 1 month

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Vanessa didn't even die and yet her story is still sadder and more fucked up than jtodd's. He wishes he was on her level

#may be a controversial one but i dont care this is my house #dont think there are enough of you to get hate over this anything #anyways no she didnt die. she wasnt killed by voter poll. but like the stuff that fucked her up was so much more real than a psycho clown #like im sorry but what is “you get beat up and die” to essentially getting taken and having the bad guys confirm to you that everything you #thought about yourself in middle school was true and everyone thinks youre ugly and worthless and not special and no one loves you. and then #ofc the medical torture. like im sorry but one of these things IS worse than the other imo #especially as the teen girl in the wonder woman comic like jesus christ #and while of COURSE the stuff about diana not loving her and all that is NOT true its something we see her struggle with as insecurity for #years beforehand. and then dc goes and brings her back into continuity in the past few years only to basically say “yeah wonder woman DIDNT #care about her! what a loser to think so and get all worked up about it! abt a vers of her who only has the name in common #like she wasnt dianas baby freaking sister with 100+ appearances #blah #vanessa kapatelis #anti jason todd #she also literally did the red hood arc before he did #with the whole attacking the successor and everything #yet another woman for him to steal from lmao #(this is mostly a joke. i dont think anyone making anything about jtodd canon or otherwise even knows what a wonder woman comic is but the #comparisons are still there.)

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sonknuxadow · 13 days

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what pisses me off the most is mutliple news outlets posting like the casting has been "confirmed" as if their sources arent just some rando at cinemacon announcing it when he "wasnt supposed to" + other news outlets getting the hype😭 like paramount or jeff fowler havent said a WORD. WHO is confirming it😭???

yeah maybe its because i really wouldnt like this if it was true but the whole situation feels weird. the site is allegedly reliable, and they claim they have multiple sources, but like. what ARE the sources exactly? they wont say . who told you this. and no official sources are saying anything as far as i know?? and theyve been keeping everything about this movie as secret as possible and i dont remember knuckles' casting leaking in advance like this so . idk.

#also i dont get why so many people think this would be a good casting this literally feels like the mario movie thing all ove ragain #asks #also i looked at the video of the guy who supposedly confirmed it and he said that its 100 percent true #but he also admitted that you shouldnt take his word for it because hes just some random guy and people cna easily lie about this stuff #and the only actual source the article thats going around mentions is HIS video.#it could still be true because they claim they have multiple sources not just that video.#like maybe theyre not naming anybody specific because they dont want to get them in trouble #because this clearly wasnt meant to come out yet #but its still weird like how do we know these people arent lying lmao

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arolesbianism · 3 months

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Sits in shambles I didn't read maybe Jorge's id correctly in the mysterious hermit logs the first god knows how many times I read them and only just now realized that it's the same id as the scientist that speaks in the agricultural notes log why must I be so bad at reading

#rat rambles #oni posting #on the bright side thats one mystery id kind of solved #by kind of I mean its most likely jorge but theres no way to comfirm it #this does make me feel like there might be some other b363 thing I missed but Im not sure if I doubt myself enough to go check rn #they are another character seen in story trait logs alongside an in game lifeform origin log just with critters this time #Ive made baseless speculation on who b363 could be based on what named characters we have without ids but its nowhere near confirmed #at least from what I remember but again Im starting to doubt myself a lil so I might double check at some point #the only idless characters we have fully marked off is nikola Im pretty sure #although based on the characters we do know anything abt itd most likely be either ada or liam but thats not saying much #ada is a fairly high probability tho since we basically 100% know that shes a part of the bioengineering department #liam possibly is too but thats more of a educated guess then smth particularly implied #Im glad I've finally realized who our lovely plant guy is tho #alas even if I find some hidden b363 content that still leaves I believe 3 ids unidentified #well we do know that at least one of them is steve but we don't know which one #and while we can take shots in the dark at who the scientist is theres also a second guard #and out of everyone we know bits and pieces abt theres no one who fits that bill or at least not anyone Im remembering #every other mentioned character is some flavor of scientist or is implied to be #not counting quinn but they are also off the table on account of not being a gravitas employee #so basically unless I missed smth the only previously established character that we know for sure is in that log is steve and the other two #could easily be any of the currently unused guys #and the other guard basically has to be unless theres scientists here that also double as guards

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what-are-even-humans · 1 year

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This is a long shot but im working on my thesis and I'm looking at an RCT where the author has got a sample of 10, and on a scale of 1-100 somehow at T2 they've got a mean of 99.10 with a S.D. of 10.661

Now my gut feeling is that this should not be possible. The measure is a quality of life measure where I don't know anyone who'd score 100. You would literally have no issues in physical or psychological health, social relationships or environment. And this is for a group with a serious disabling condition. So im like 99% certain the data has either been falsified or a mistake has been made. But it's been years since I've done anything even remotely close to what I'd need to mathematically prove that the numbers don't add upp. Anyone out there that can help??

#math #maths #statistics #also yes the author did use mean for an inn of 10 lmao. oh and ive already spottet literal plagarism so no benefit of doubt here #mathblr #is that still a tag?? used to be back when i remembered how to do this stuff #also i know you cant literally get the raw data out of the mean and sd but maybe a simulation could confirm whether or not its even #theoretically possible to get these numbers because ive done about 15 variations manually and i cant get anywhere close #how would you get an sd of 10.661 with a mean of 99.1 and a roof at 100???

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thelostsisters · 1 year

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shoutout to my fellow big brained henry stans for taking the tired “what if the mind flayer was the real big bad??” take that ppl came up with after st4 vol 2 bc they were pissed that the true antagonist of the show was just Some Guy and turning it into the best st5 theory known to man

#no one actually thinks henry is possessed by the mf to the point of having no conscious input on the supernatural shit that’s gone down #or if someone does think that it’s a dumb theory sowwy #‘the mf manipulating henry into doing what he did at the creel house and has led him to believe he is 100% in control of the upside down #(v similar to brenner manipulating the children at the lab who believe they’re going behind papa’s back)#but he’s still technically in control of himself’#and also ‘the mf gave henry his powers’??? now THATS a fucking theory right there #*by mf i of course mean the shadow monster/particles #*the spider form/mf we see acting in season 3 (as this is the only season that’s been confirmed to have been henry’s doing) was controlled #by henry #but the entity that makes up the mf is an individual sentient being with its own hidden agenda #stranger things #stranger things 4 #henry creel #001 stranger things #the mind flayer #the mf theory

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gothamcityneedsme · 4 months

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i fucking knewwwww venigni parents were killed by a puppet. I CALLED it.

#Shitpost #also. I BET its the king of riddles. Tbh. Hes 100% a puppet #also. ZEROTH LAW I ALSO CALLED IT #IM SOOOO FUCKING GOOD I AM ON THE WAVELENGTH HERE #All this and i know alidoro is fucking Fake too #And like i figured tons of this before it was confirmed #and a lot of it still isnt confirmed yet #oh but i am winning the theory game. Hello :)

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softgreensakura · 6 months

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Me when I think about how long ago 2016 was and how long I've been obsessed with one (1) Laurent fire emblem.

#its me I'm the one with the emotional support mage #did you know that s support decision one Friday morning before school changed my life for the better?#hehe I'm still here #uhh how long ago WAS that?#this will be me when he is in feh #omg will he have a 100% confirmed VA then??? will I be able to attend a con with said VA as a guest..#and piss my eyes out as I share my tale of gratitude and appreciation???#I did this with Zach Aguilar I can do this again in the future

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lemonsbakery · 11 months

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youre never going to guess who is paranoid because they spoke out about how they're sick of nonbinary people being bound to they/them pronouns and hating how prominent that stereotype is in the cookie run community

#its alright if you go by that pronoun set and you're nonbinary btw what im saying is that like #gender doesnt equal pronouns thats what im saying #this literally only applies when people say that a character has a confirmed gender based on their pronouns when they dont btw #for example #a character goes by she/her #does that mean shes a girl?? no it doesnt it means that she goes by she/her . not once did i mention that she had a confirmed gender #all i said were her pronouns #not her gender #yet someone somewhere would blurt out that i mentioned that her gender was female and that its confirmed that shes a female while she ISNT #again #headacnons are fine and cool but the word CANON and CONFIRMED dont really . work in those situations #cream unicorn is confirmed to be nonbinary #roguefort is not confirmed to be nonbinary #they both go by they/them #has cream unicorns gender been confirmed? yes it has. Has Rogueforts? No #yet people will still scream out that rogue is canonically nonbinary and that devsis confirmed that they were 100% nonbinary based on-#-strictly their preferred pronouns #its annoying #does this make sense. i hope so #TL;DR fck gender norms your pronouns dont equal gender and im sick of seeing people say characters have a confirmed gender based on prns

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obstinaterixatrix · 2 years

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still reading readymade heroine while in a defensive stance like. this is still surprisingly respectful and down to earth m/f with a gender nonconforming male lead. even the mc’s worries of ‘I don’t even know if he’s into women, he might be gay’ feels more reasonable than tokenizing or done specifically for comedic relief…?

#orlbs #misclb #I dunno it’s like #I don’t think this would ever be confirmed or a part of the manga #but it’s like. the atmosphere of a bi4bi m/f in terms of just being willing to accept certain things at face value #it’s like the only time where it’s like huh this feels like a gay way to worry about things despite being an m/f and without being annoying #y’know the whole ‘I don’t even know if the other person likes my gender’ question #but again because imo it feels like a natural line of questioning (even tho rooted in stereotypes)#it doesn’t have that aggravating self centered straight lens of ‘what if HETEROSEXUALS had to STRUGGLE like THE GAYS’ and it just feels more #normalized?#while still taking place in modern society with its stigmas etc #I don’t know how to describe it like it’s appealing (maybe even safe?) in ways m/f usually isn’t #because gender nonconformity OUTSIDE THE BOUNDS OF WHAT’S ACCEPTED is inherently framed in a sympathetic and positive light #like beyond a guy liking girly things which is still usually pretty good but still ‘safe’ within society #yknow????#basically this boils down to #even if it does inherently rely on stereotypes #this is the first time I’ve seen ‘he might be gay’ in an m/f in a way that’s 100% not homophobic #yknow???

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coulsonlives · 1 year

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#my friend and i broke up #she's still on w the whole 'i have this' malingering and attention seeking behaviour and i tried to be sympathetic but she shut me out #her parents apparently even let her see a psychiatrist (that shit's expensive) and she did but she got a different dx now she's mad #and she doesn't want to see a counsellor. i sent her resources for what she (thought) she had and she won't even look at em #she said it's 'big psychiatry' so she didn't trust it?? i wish i was making this up #the links i sent weren't even affiliated with any doctors or psychiatrists!!#they were literally support links and pages from a reputable site for people with this disorder and pages that helped confirm if you had it #SHE REFUSED TO LOOK AT ANYTHING #SHE ONLY WANTED TO SEE THINGS THAT REINFORCED HER DELUSION #heLLO YOU YOURSELF WANTED TO SEE A PSYCHIATRIST NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN BC YOU GOT THE WRONG ANSWER ITS A NO??#i feel like i'm going to be sick i feel horrible #i'm angry and hurt and frustrated and i don't know how to help her outta this so i feel like a useless pos #i'm so done?? done done done #the sad thing is i can't even tell 100 percent if she's actually sure she has something based on super wrong symptoms or #if she's intentionally faking #i just went thru and blocked a lot of blogs too..#because i'm starting to notice a LOT of this on tumblr too and it jumps out like a sore thumb now esp in certain communities #idk if i have it in me to see all these people in the same exact boat whether it's intentional or they actually don't get what's goin on #i'm not using certain community/label tags in my posts anymore and taking em out of my previous posts #mental health cw #rant #vent #tbd #malingering cw #munchausen cw

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somnidoptera · 1 year

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Whenever I think of AUs where Andrea never died and ended up raising Cody herself, I always imagine her as being a suburban white picket fence potluck mom that’s never met a stranger. The epitome of southern hospitality.

Except there’s something... off about her. She dotes on and adores her precious beautiful perfect son but never answers any questions about who his father is. Always changes the subject. And she never invites anyone over to her house because while yes there is a lot of flower and butterfly and bird and otherwise very cutesy decor, its also full of occult stuff that kinda sorta heavily implies Cody might not be fully human....

#ramblings of a snarf / ooc #it keeps them safe until they're grown up / headcanons #even if im plotting with someone that his dad is confirmed 100% human shes still like this. she just has the vibes.#and its all because in a flashback scene she SMILES when her literal newborn does some funky light shows with his mind

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littlebigplanet · 2 years

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tmnt perpetual running wheel that reinvigorates you the second you start slowing down with new content

#im gonna be SO annoying when mutant mayhem releases you don't even know im so excited #were prepping in advance for this. the second it hits theaters im never shutting up about it if its good #and it looks like it's gonna be good. so #this post sponsored by i just heard the va rumors. the one for raph is like almost 100% (he sounds great btw im excited) and i sincerely #hope we get the gumball kid for donnie do you know how funny that will be. and then the other two seem to be almost confirmed but still #kinda up in the air? so. we'll see #if they dont let leo keep the concept art braces i will RIOT theyre so cute #🫀

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thesingingrevolution · 26 days

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maybe im getting better, maybe the fact that i feel things i havent genuinely felt in years means that i am getting better

#i always had a suspicion my endocrine system was messing up my entire life #and it was basically confirmed but nothing made it better #i still think its messed up but #things are happening #and it’s like #what i feel is the default state for me feels like something insane #so im doubting my natural emotions because theyve been messed up for so long?#and now that i may be (?) gettihg better im reverting to the natural state #ifkdididididj #i dont know 😭😭#no clue what im saying #i wish i had a really amazing person to be 100% honest with #i feel like that’s in possible to find though #oh

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