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devilart2199-aibi · 10 days

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Bumbleboyo!! 🐝

3 of the 6 TF fanarts done!! >:3c yippieeee!

#transformers bumblebee #bumblebee #tf bumblebee #transformers earthspark #tf earthspark #earthspark bumblebee #maccadam #maccadams #tf fanart #transformers fanart #took me awhile to get back to but I'm not gonna let this one fail like the other art challenges 🤣 OTL

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olioli-oxenover · 5 months

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Sorry I haven't drawn him in like- Alittle under year, But I drew some more of him!

Vance! love him sm still

TW? Blood.

Theres a drawing with a nosebleed under the cut :/

my style is really coming together over the year huh?

#vance omori #omori vance #omori hooligans #more like hooligan #oli art :0 #I'm happy with how the drawings turned out!#took me awhile to get back into the groove of drawing him #but we good!#never stopped loving him honestly.#he has been a brainworm for awhile #omori #omori fanart

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patchesproblem · 6 months

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This took literal hours to finish.. I'm really happy with how it came out though sobs.

#honkai impact 3rd #frederica nikola tesla #lieserl albert einstein #einsla #I started this awhile back but I just got around to finishing it #it took forever and I'm convinced CSP is about to explode on me because this thing has over 200 layers.#my art #nikolas posts #nikola spams their art #nikolas 2023 art

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biff-adventurer · 21 days

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today i met tiny chris

poor wean's da got et by a 'bon. now he wants 'em all dead. wiv' crossy eyes like them as drawed in the picture shows. dinnae get et and ye might be his new da.

he actually made me think about two things - the npcs/people we've helped along the way, and the writing of accents.

it's no secret i gave biff this accent - it tells you he ain't a city slicker but rather a rural boy, it tells you his folks ain't got a lotta money (at least, one would think), and it associates him with a specific cultural/ethnic profile (gaelic, i know/studied a little more about irish than scots so i lean irish)

i think we should, as a society, be wary of continuing to associate class with specific ethnic communities, but i'm not learned enough to make a post dedicated to my specific thoughts on that (yet? tbd)

mostly, i think it's important to look at the way characters speak as a vehicle of writing. when you write a character's accent, is it useful for what you're trying to establish in the scene? is the noble supposed to fail to understand the vernacular of his server? is it useful if the character is always going to say "dinnae" instead of "do not"? when dealing with non-western characters with accents, how far is it okay to go until the dialogue goes from representation to racist charicature?

writers have the power of flexibility. writing is about persuasion more than anything else, and we should remember to persuade our audiences that these are people. they aren't real, so don't bother with "realistic" - but they represent real ideas, concepts and associations in our world. it's important to be careful what you do with these, intended or not! and if you make an oopsie? acknowledge, accept and continue on your journey to being your best.

my preferences for writing accents based on my experiences, observations and education lean thus:

pick and choose what words require emphasis. if the whole sentence requires it, then so be it! but make conscious choices. words weigh differently, and they carry double the weight when they're written out to represent an accent. just really think about whether or not this is the point you want to say to, t', ta, or tae. the whole sentence doesn't need to be written out phonetically b/c avoiding doing that helps us steer clear of reiterating caricatures.

include culturally specific verbiage. "what's the craic" or "how's it hangin'" depending on who your character is. in india, lots of people greet each other with religious phrases (in english, it'd sound like saying "god is good"/"good is god" call and response) - so a thavnairian character could say anything between "sisters be with you" to "mindhurva guide your path today" (and also yours, brother/sister). but also: wain, wean, child, sweetling,

be careful which non-english words your character uses. i don't call it chai tea latte, i call it chai latte. my wife doesn't call it green tea latte, but matcha latte. i actually don't drink chai latte, i drink chai. but i call it both chai and tea interchangeably; so, when i want someone to know how to prepare my tea, i might ask for chai instead of tea. because with chai, you get half or whole base milk instead of water. you get dried ginger or an array of spices depending on the auntie. with tea, you get dried up leaves and some hot water. big difference for me.

above all, make sure it's legible most of the time. you can do this by avoiding writing a character's accent out completely phonetically. this isn't to say "conform your character to what people think they should talk like". this is about being aware that writing implies an audience. if you want your writing to connect with people, the important parts should be clearly communicated in the text. especially if you're writing in english. if i wanted my characters to speak hindi, why would i bother writing the story in english at all? you want people to see your character a specific way. write them the way you hope they'll be seen--if you've done a good enough job, it will lead to so much joy and satisfaction. if you haven't--it's back to the drawing board! but you get the chance to learn even more.

#ooc;;#screenshots;;#i've been wanting to say something forever #in reality though i want to include an ep about tiny chris in my ongoing fic #so i was looking at him and his FATES and i was then compelled to go back to other lower level areas and be like #where are the other little guys we helped? i love them #i don't really care if the time bubble keeps them in our halcyon days as a sprout #i want to learn who they are again and again and love on them #and imagine what happens to them as our stories grow side by side #i think i'll be stuck in ARR for a long time so sorry about that #but i think it will be worth it for the kind of story i want to tell anyway #ps this is probably going to be outdated advice someday so pls remember that even im doing my best LOL #i'm just tired of being quiet... i'm going to do me and not worry about fitting in...#it took me awhile to remember that my position culturally means i'll always be a disruptive presence to the status quo #so it's better for my health to stop hoping i'll fit in somewhere and just try to relax

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lazulines · 2 months

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I got back into my original tw*tter account! I will be resuming my activities/art posts there again. I'm so glad I didn't lose everything there ;;v;;

#just a tiny update but yay #I honestly felt really down when that happened so even tho I tried to keep going I lost a lot of momentum in art for awhile...#idk why it took support that long to finally help me but I'm just glad to be back

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springswallow · 10 months

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@haknam is up at four o' clock in the morning!

"Killing time!" she repeats. Was there a worse malaise than procrastination or even executive dysfunction in a socialist-market economy? "The utmost irony! It is the hour that is killing you!"

Chūn-Yàn flits underneath him like the bird she is so named. Having immortalish siblings does not stop you from worrying about them when they dangle from trees!

"I could ask the same of you, but there are much more suitable enquiries. Mine is crucial: it has been a stressful commute here, and I am in need of a treat. Abundance spoils one for choice. I have been drifting the streets, unable to decide..."

Earth to Ch|na! You haven't answered his second question!

"Perhaps you are, as the youths say... gatekeeping?"

Look, she has a history of rebellion and revolution. Fire cannot kill a dragon, gates cannot hold back a nation... the poets have done this for us already.

#haknam #HEWWO!!!!#'the hour that is killing you' - in mandarin 四 (four) sounds similar to 死 (death)#she's making a lil play on words - by it being 4 o clock she's saying that it's too early for him to be up and at 'em #so sorry this took awhile i watched gl@ss onion and now i'm inspired to write a mystery dungeon hehe #also no pressure at all to use the pinyin it's just to get my brain to get back into reading the tones!

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 5 months

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#just texted my ex that i parted on bad terms with. and who fucked my best friend. that i don't want to speak to her anymore #after she sent me a few messages #explained why i don't want to hear from her. was very polite #POLITE ABOUT THE FACT THAT SHE FUCKED MY BEST FRIEND #(don't worry my best friend didn't get off easily from this either)#but I've received no less than five messages from her since i sent mine #i think that's a pretty weird reaction to being told that i don't want to hear from her #literally two days before my birthday i got to learn that my best friend and my ex were fucking #didn't speak to my best friend for two weeks and i considered never speaking to him again #even considered not going back to the camp we both work at #i was in a very bad place for awhile #i feel like she has no right to text me what are definitely five angry messages #especially considering why we broke up #fuck her. i don't have the energy to be angry though #just tired and want her out of my life #I'm gonna go check the messages and maybe I'll talk about them here #not angry messages actually. she asked me to mail back the pillow i took (with her permission) and the promise ring she gave me #or at least not get rid of them because they mean a lot to her #i always told her if we broke up she wouldn't get her pillow back #but I'll send her the fucking ring. fuck get for promising we'd stay together and then abandoning me with no warning #I'm having a bad night folks. might cut and dye my hair about it

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stabbystiletto · 2 years

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I just want her to crush my ribs and pierce my heart with her stiletto 😶😶😶😈😈😈👠👠👠💥💥💥🫀🫀🫀🩸🩸🩸💀💀💀👻👻👻

#kill me baby 👻👻👻#take me out like the trash i am lolololol 😆😆😆🗑🗑🗑💀💀💀#servamp #inner sloth #inner kuro #genderbend #rule 63 #i posted this a bit ago but then it took me awhile to realize a pretty big mistake lololol 😅😅😅#i mean it was a quick fix but I'm at work so i couldn't do it right away lol 😅😬#anyways now it *finally* done #even if it's not I'm done with it lol I'm not going back anymore 😐😐😐

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dusken-iron · 1 year

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So I started work on a college essay last night and IDK why but I think I was possessed by the ghost of Ernest Hemingway or something because there’s a doc I have open now containing ~600 words of writing on the horrors of AI art that I vaguely remember writing in a haze of words

#wooo i'm finally back lol #this took awhile but tumblr has fortunately been sanitized for me once and for all #expect a lot of shower thought posts from now on #writing #ernest hemingway #college lol

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dylanconrique · 2 years

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Do you ever think about Nolan just revealing, out of the blue (maybe during a polygraph associated with his promotion), that he (and by extension Lucy) lied (about their relationship) during the IA investigation in S1? It just really disturbs me that he was totally ready to just tank her future for the sake of his conscience (and 100% would have, had IA not told him they were closing the investigation).

i always wondered if they were ever going to circle back to that, but it’s honestly been so long now that i really don’t think they will?

and look, i know it’s technically his show, and we really wouldn’t have a show to begin with without him, but nolan has always really irritated me, even from the very beginning. i mean, there are characters who are good, and then there are characters that are too good. and john’s moral high ground is something that really pisses me off if i’m being honest. i mean, i get wanting to be honest and wanting to do the right thing, but the truth does not always prevail like he so foolishly believes it does. he claims when they “breakup” that he’s trying to put himself in her shoes, which he clearly can’t because then he rebuttals that by confiding in lucy that he wants to tell jackson’s dad about their affair after they hookup again and someone attacks him at his home. saying, “the truth matters.” and “he’ll understand.” but does it really, when working in law enforcement as a cop is one of the most male dominant careers? will he really understand?? no. idk if he would have really thrown her under the bus like that cause he was still pathetically simping over her, and i think he knew full well that lucy would probably cut all ties with him for getting her or both of them fired. and i think in his delusional head at the time he thought they would find there way back to each other.

#rachelbee100 #answered #the rookie #john nolan #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #nolan is without a doubt my absolute least favorite character lol #couldn't care less about his storylines or his relationship with bailey (who i'm also not a fan of)#at least tim has the experience of dating another cop to know better than to do something as stupid and selfish as that jeez #btw sorry this took me forever to get to #ngl i haven't watched s1 in awhile and had to go back and skim through some episodes to jog my memory lol

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pollen · 2 years

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#i'm so so sad lately. i don't feel like there is any way out of it but there is. i just can't see it now #and that's ok! it just means i need to spend more time knowing myself in this feeling #it'll be fine. i know this. i'm also sad however because i have extensor tendonitis UGH i haaaaaate overuse injuries #i took 3 days off doing anything on my feet really just so it could rest and um. back to square one after my workout today #i didn't even do anything crazy in the gym. but i can't keep like. walking at a 15% incline at a brisk pace for 70 minutes #every other day and not expect it to continue to bother me #so i'm gonna like. idk. cycle and elliptical and rowing machine my way into a healthy foot again #and i have to wonder if just walking with no incline at all might be good for awhile after it's not bugging me anymore #ough i just love when my cardio makes me sweat so much i can't hold onto anything #and i don't want to run and aggravate it smh..... recumbent bike here i come #see i'm not sad anymore i started thinking about cardio

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apollo-zero-one · 2 years

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so like my anxiety is currently unmedicated so I am extra anxious at the moment. Very paranoid. Very jumpy. I'm also getting back into playing Minecraft for the first time in six or seven years.

Has this game always been so terrifying???? I remember thinking it was so fun and I loved exploring caves and running through new biomes and now I'm like. The days are too short and I get swarmed by three to five zombies the second the sun goes down! I can't mine without running into a creepy cave full of mobs! Why are there special water-zombies that keep chasing me every time I swim across a pond! I stepped on a snow block and sunk down into it and when I tried to jump I somehow ended up three blocks deep under the snow panicking about what was happening! Everything makes scary noises now! There are bees??? And there are partial nether portals everywhere which I am 99% sure used to be only underground but now they're just. Everywhere I found three so far and the loot is nice but looking at them gives me anxiety. What are magma blocks! They look shiny but they hurt! They seem to not be liquid?? Why are there so many holes and ravines!! I distinctly remember a long time ago running for chunks and chunks in search of a ravine and getting excited to find them but now I can't even run in a straight line for more than a minute without falling down into a scary massive rend in the cubic earth. Why does everything under ground make so many terrifying noises! I feel like I'm having a heart attack my chest hurts I set it to easy mode I thought that would make the mobs Less Terrifying

#minecraft #anxiety #why are there bees I'm so scared of bees 😭#I touch deepslate cobblestone and immediately wall off that whole arm of my mineshaft and go a different direction because I am not here for #Any of That at all no thank you #I made a creative mode file to scope out the new biomes (considering I spawned in an unfamiliar one) and took the opportunity #to fly around in the caves while invincible and with night vision #and it wa super neat I was checking it all out massive cave system Until. Until I came upon this peculiar area covered in weird not-moss #And I found the block in the creative menu and it was called #Sculk. and I was like. Huh. Weird. Wonder what all this is about.#And then this giant guy comes burrowing out of the ground!! And beats the shit out of a nearby zombie!! And I was like huh. that's terrifyin #and I watched him for awhile until he burrowed back underground again.#So. after trying every new mob egg in the game I found out he's called 'the Warden' which is scary on it's own #and the sculk area is called the 'deep dark' jfc is every update to this game just to make it scarier??#so now I'm scared of running into any of that on my survival file too.#at least the villager trading system is much improved from how it used to be

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midwestgender · 2 months

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anyone else have recurring dreams where they perform self-surgery on a healthy organ with the plan of just taking it out for a little while but then you realize you are incapable of putting it back in and theres nothing you can do theresnothingyoucandotheresnothingyoucandotheresnothingyoucando

#they are literally so anxiety inducing and harrowing its horrible #my first ones were about teeth #then i had them about my brain #one of the brain ones i had i chopped it into nicely sliced pieces and then left it alone with the plan of just #taking a break from my brain #and then putting it back in piece by piece #and then i came back and my friends dog was eating it LOL #and then i just had one the other night where i had a mysterious organ in my leg that #was a 'bladder' but it wasn't my bladder it was in my leg #i'm pretty sure my brain based this mysterious organ off of a fish bladder #anyways i took it out and went swimming and held it in the water #and then i got out and i was traversing some combination between my highschool and my old church #trying to find materials to perform self surgery again to put it back in #but i just got into a thought spiral in that one thinking about how i didn't know how to put it back in #and i couldn't reattach it and i was essentially fucked lol??#and as this is happening my whole high school swim team is meeting in a room and im supposed to be there but #im dealing with bigger things but they all look at me like wow... can't believe she didn't come to the meeting #and after awhile of that i woke up LOL #its crazy im always so grateful it was a dream lol because i get so immersed #and ill be like guess im the stupidest person ever #it reminds me actually a lot of the feeling i got after my suicide attempt which i am not suicidal at all right now so its odd

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haunted-house-heart · 8 months

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#it hurts so bad #it's been a year and still it feels like there's this empty space in my chest #and when i see them i think of you. when they're living this. this undeserved happiness all i can think of is you #i wish you'd come back and we forget all that happened and i know i'd forgive you. i would always forgive you #you've been out of my life for a year and you could be dead and honestly i wouldn't even be surprised. most days it felt like i was the only #thing keeping you alive. and i realize now that i never should have let you put that pressure on me but i told you i could take it even #when it made me physically sick from stress. i couldn't help it. i loved you.#i still do. that's what hurts so much. that after all this time and all the pain you've caused me i still fucking love you.#it doesn't go away. i keep thinking it will and then i see them happy and all i can think of is the pain they caused us both and the love i #still feel. you were the first. you were my first love and it took me far too long to see it. i should've told you. i should've gotten you #help. they were hurting you and i tried to do the right thing but you chose them over me. that's what hurts the most honestly.#that after everything i still wasn't enough.#i want to talk to someone anyone tell them what they did to you to me but everyone fucking loves th #loves them. and i don't want to ruin someone elses friendship over my wounds.#i had to leave. i couldn't stand to see them happy anymore. it hurt too much. my therapist said it wasn't healthy to be there anymore #i've been feeling it awhile. it's been a year but this wound in my chest won't heal while they're pushing a knife into it. i had to leave.#i'm just so tired of thinking about this over and over. i want to move on.#vent #tw vent #delete later

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uzurakis · 11 days

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apologies if u find this weird but it’s been on my mind for a while.. rotting my brain if u will.. jjk men being told by the others to keep it down while they AHEM fuck bc they could hear them😓

D★MN, KEEP IT DOWN !

featuring: fushiguro megumi. itadori yuuji. gojo satoru. geto suguru. (characters are all aged up)

NSFW MDNI. explicit themes under the cut!

n. nonnie sorry this took awhile. i rlly like your request but i was contemplating whether i should make it a full on filthy smut or not lmao (i chose the latter eventually). thanku for requesting thiis, was giggling the whole time and i do not find it weird at all bb, it’s quite funny actually XD

damn, keep it down will you?

you guys are too fucking loud!

ITADORI YUUJI

“was it really that loud?” in the hopes that someone outside the room might hear you, you shouted. “sorry about that! we were just really into it!” itadori added, a hint of playfulness in his tone.

your laughter bubbled up uncontrollably, blending with the lingering excitement in the air. "really babe? 'we were just really into it?'" you quoted him, unable to contain your amusement at his witty retort.

"we are, right?" itadori exclaimed, his eyes sparkling with passion as he continued to shove it slowly in your walls. “don’t say ya don’t enjoy when i make ya like this, baby.”

you nodded, unable to control your arousal as you let out faint whimpers. "ah, definitely, yuu.”

FUSHIGURO MEGUMI

your boyfriend's response was immediate, his tone tinged with irritation. "fuck off!" he retorted, frustration evident.

though you felt a twinge of embarrassment at getting caught, you couldn't help but laugh tensely at his boldness. "what?" he paused his pace and asked a question. you kept kissing him carelessly around his neck, saying, "no, don't stop," as he began to move slowly once again. "don’t be so mean, baby. focus on me."

his broad grin widened as he picked up the pace, having fun with those words. watching you act like a mess over him, megumi said, "mhmm, you don't need to say that."

"i'm totally focused on you."

GOJO SATORU

"guess we got carried away, darling,” gojo chuckled playfully. "seems like it," you agreed, feeling a rush of contentment wash over you. “i told you to keep it down, satoru.”

“hey, who’s the one moaning over my cock, baby?” he retorted, sometimes you felt like you wanted to slap that arrogant grin of his. “can’t put the blame on me like dat.”

“and who begged tremendously to let it in, huh?” you fire back a query, but he cuts you off as you feel it tearing your pussy even more deeply and forcefully.

you can't help but wail, "shit—ah, satoru," and feel his touch throughout your entire body, especially when he bit down the right spots. “keep it down? hell nah.”

“we’re just getting warmed up, darling.”

GETO SUGURU

"can't promise anything, but we'll try!" geto called back, a grin evident in his voice.

"will we though?" you inquired with a grin, as if it were impossible. geto returned your gaze, interlocking his hands once more as he bent down and kissed you on the lips. "that's why i said we can't promise anything, princess."

"but how else will the guys know we're having a good time?" he said, voice full of joyful mischief as he proceeded to work you through the sweet spot. dripping saliva as you sticked you tongue out and making a mess, unable to say anything since his cock has left your body speechless.

geto clearly understands your body, what it wants, and why it wants him.

"let me show ya how to make ya feel good, princess."

@uzurakis — rqs are open ^u^

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tomatosblossom · 1 year

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@lxspedeza asked: ❝ hello ! anybody home ? ❞

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The morning had been lazy, she had nowhere to be - which wasn't very common for Sakura. She spent half of it curled up in a chair by her living room window, only getting up to refill her cup of tea or grab a bite to eat. Sometimes drifting into a sleep-like state or reading from a book she'd started months ago and never got a chance to finish. She's finally up and moving when she hears Ino on her front porch. Rather than opening the door, she opens the window and waits for the drops of dew to fall off before sticking her head out.

"No, try coming back later," she says with a grin.

#( in full bloom; ino )#( hi hi hi !!#so sorry this took so long #had to disappear for awhile but i'm back and would love to write with sakura's bestie )#( i'm also totally down for this to be a college au or if you prefer blank period that's cool with me too )#( lxspedeza )

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