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I am now at my friend's house because their partner sucks and I was worried
#My sister drove me#My sister is cool and amazing#I am so pissed at the partner though#I wasn't involved in a sleepover in over two years so it's very funny to me that I am now#Especially because I didn't bring clothing or anything#I'm going to sleep in my normal clothes#Just without my wallet and pocket knife in my pocket#And without my sketchbook and my pens and the fidget toys I brought in my pocket#Im stupid#My sister said that I should bring stuff#But I thought that they'd tell me everything's alright and that I should go#But they aren't alright so now I'm obviously staying#Lmao#I love my friends and I want to kick two people rn because WHO TF BREAKS UP OVER TEXT#LIKE AT LEAST ONE OF THOSE PARTNERS WASNT IN A LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FREIND (WHICH OBVS STILL SUCKS BECAUSE#LIKE I SAID#WHO BREAKS UP OBER TEXT) BUT FRIEND2 AND TGEIR PARTNER WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP FOR A LUTTLE MORE THAN TWO YEARS#TWO YEARS AND YOU DONT EVEN HAVE THE DECENCY TO BREAK UP WITH TGE PERAON YOU ONCE LOVED (OR STILL LOVE#NOBODY KNOWS)#IN PERSON. LIJE#DUDE#WTF#very vent-y and rambl-y#Just needed to express my anger in some way :)
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haaate wheb people have meticulous character tags but they tag chsracters with alters all under the hosts name
#thw way i tend to keeo a few of ny sideblogs actuve is by just cimbing through peooles blogs#for the characters from that franchise i like. i cant do thus wheb youre doung it lije that#personal
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seeing diskhorse on the dash. i don't have the spoons to engage but like. everyone look at @spnpocdirectory and support your local poc creators un-white-fying the white supremacist show that is all thank you and good night.
#i jsut think!!! better off!! supporting poc creators explicitly and joyfully is better than!!! fighting over who is the better allu#by measuring your anger#like i could sit here and tell you SO MUCH about the racisms white fans tend to do here on the reg but let's not#i know most of you don't mean it etc snd lije not my job to make you a better person or whatever#nEWAYZ#IM GOING TO SLEEP FOR A BIT IM FINALLY HOME
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she is always so seriousd
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i just need to kiss women and i'll be fine
#sure do wish i knew how to flirt passed the initially lije banter back and forth#but don't u worry i know there's either a wlw or another fruity nb person out there waiting to make out
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okok im not watchign anymore til after i play more myself but im DHFGFGFGF
#'please hold' Oh you want to be held? You want to be held like you mean in a gay way? Oh i mean lije i have this one person i can recommend#lunar to you im sure theyd be happy to =^_^=#daisy.txt
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very disappointed that there's never going to be a batman v red hood movie where the central question is about whether or not judgment can be meted out by an individual's hands and what exactly constitutes as "justice"
#keg wrecks#was thinking abt this today. like#the whole 'jason coming back as red hood & wanting to kill the joker' thing ... makes me think abt lije#like* . people wanting death row to exist bc they dont think serial killers; rapists; etc deserve to live after what they've done#and not thinking abt who else wld get death row. who wld be accused of heinous crimes specifically for that to happen to them.#batman refusing to kill bc once you make that choice you find it easier to keep making it#is a valid stance to take#if anyone knows a fic where this is actually explored w nuance & both sides being weighed equally. please. let me know#like the situation sucks for the characters for very personal reasons so its easy to view it as 'jason was right fuck batman'#or 'jason was wrong & the batfam is right to regard him warily'#but . the shit u cld do with this without making either of them the villain
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I can't watch it because it is forbidden in my country Misha, did he masturbate in the movie Karla? I don't find him strange, I'm just curious because after all, he's just acting
https://twitter.com/Wayward_Lily/status/1543002972694650880?s=20
Hmmmm.... 😑
I don't watch it either not because prohibition or censoring, and I'm sorry you live in a country that chooses what you can or cannot watch. That's probably why you always need someone to double check things for you.
I don't want to watch it because Misha was right, that movie was awful. MISHA OR DMITRI wasn't masturbating there, the awful character he was playing was doing it. Like you say, he was acting, that was his job at the time.
The same way the Jackles bated his meat in front of two women. Or the dude that plays Homelander did in the past season of The Boys.
Sometimes the meaning or purpose of this vaguely obscure asks just eludes me. Are you trying to make a point?
Is this an attempt to make Misha look bad?
Is your primary gold to troll for the sake of trolling? Am I falling on the troll wagon because I got a bad day and few human interactions in the past week that I prefer to yell into the void of this pointless ask?
Of course.
Taking advantage of this weird attempt to "discredit" or show a dark side of Misha... For whatever reason, because I know and WE know Misha Collins isn't your average vanilla white Hallmark dude.
Let's talk about all the fuss the Jackles made about that particular scene. All the preamble about having to call Kripkie, and saying:
Oh! Very respectful of him. Putting his role as a father then as a son to not be put in an awkward position and burn his just starting to leave an everlasting role on TV to fly with his new wings through Hollywood and show what he is capable of.
Funny thing is, because he is a white millionaire pretty famous dude, is able to say this things, "self respect as a human being" and ask for the robe, and the angle that will only imply his actions and "ACCOMMODATE AND HIDE" his royal white ass and Acklesconda.
But I wonder. What about those ladies that had to be fully naked and were captured in a few frames of lewd acts in front of the sexy, yet clothed actor? What? Didn't they have families too? , sons? , or a long lasting career that now summarizes in this frame of FULL FRONTAL nudity while they touch themselves for fear of this white dude?
Why the Jackles couldn't extend the same speech for them, and spear the full frontal yet VERY ACCEPTED FEMALE NUDITY on TV. Why he didn't ask for the same cleaver technique of acting like he is masturbating, while covering his very expensive and reserved privates. But still delivering the same shock value to his despicable character.
Well, that's why he is the white rich celebrity dude. And the two ladies where LITERALLY the Help in that scene. Even in that industry your dignity or personal reservations will be weighted with your overall value as a celebrity or money.
To be honest, I don't know if Misha would had done the same. I mean, probably fight for at least just be naked from the back not showing the main prize we all long to see. But asking for a minimum of modesty and reserve of his white male lead status in this show. AND he probably would had "forgot" to speak about this ladies too.
I hope everyone FORGOT this ladies, and that scene isn't the most relevant role of their careers in their IMDBs. BUT we shouldn't forget about this ladies and all the other women who have to do WHAT THE SCRIPT SAYS because film industry and the INTEGRITY OF THE PIECE.
Yet, a white dude can invoque the I'M A FATHER AND SON AND HUSBAND EMEMDMET.
Funny, all the listed true life roles where only given to him because of a woman in his life.
#just venting a little#This was stuck in my mind since I saw the episode#And understood why the Jackles was so flustered and had to explain his clinical repulsion to this scene#to be honest#He is in the right to choose what to show or deliver about his body to the public#Even as an actor / celebrity /public personality#Every one of the public figures that work in this industry should have a saying in the actions of their characters#Specially as they are developing them#But.... That's the tea.#HE AS A WHITE RICH MAN CAN HAVE A SAY#But other actors and actresses... Just have peal their clothing and /personal drama/ and deliver#I would have lije him to add later... Yes! I said no because father son and stuff#BUT ALSO FOUGHT FOR THE LADIES because they were about to do some nasty shit too....#Even so... It's very plausible this ladies were very much ok with all the thing... Because trained actresses and#Stuff#But the Jackles making THE PREAMBLE AND all the fuzz JUST ABOUT HIM...#Was the thing that make me realize that us as a society will never change if we keep JUST saying yes to pretty white rich faces#And ignore the ones who don't have money or fame to pay to have a choice#The boys#True shock value for your raitings
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why have i become bad at Splatoon
#like everything where am lije omg am sooo good at this Best person in the world to ever splat. and the 2 secs later be loje 💀 i dont even#know how to play video games#sorry team spicy am flopping#its turf war an aw like help am embarrassed
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ohhhh ok i get my problem now. i don't cry often at anything because I'm so emotional i can't talk honestly how i really feel around people i trust and what they deserve like my siblings and that's why I don't talk back to my parents when they treat them like shit because they never listen to me and tell me how I'd like if i took care of the house myself. and if i speak this out loud i get the overwhelming urge to cry
#ive never told anyone this but like lol i get that i can be unbearable to be around#when it comes down to it im rude at any inconvenience and i yell at my ate or kuya if they ask me whats wrong because again i hate#telling people that#i do need therapy btw. literally after my grandma wony speak to me i finally told my sister her physical symptoms of a clogged ear#isnt her being an attention seeking brat lije she says and she knows that but fuck#i couldnt just sit there while my oarents tell her that. its important that we know we're not alone#i wanna be able to clean everyday and buy shit on my own like idk responsibly because i want it to be just me ate and kuya#no parents. no grandma i know this now#its also not enough that i know my problems as a person i need to make the effort to change#fucking. but when my mom tells me im selfish. that im rude. it for the fucking wrong reasons#its when i do anything that says i know i dont deserve this. its always that#but yknow to them its always be grateful we dont beat you and emotionally berate you so much#its not a fucking reach for me to say you emotionally abused me and its definitely#not me making shit up YOU ABUSE MY KUYA EVERYDAY YOU FUCKING JACKASSES YOURE KILLING ATE BECAUSE YOU TELL HER HER PROBLEM#IS BEING FAT AND PUT HER ON THIS FUCKED DIET AND NOW YOU WONDER WHY HER HAIRS FALLING OUT AND WHY HER TONGUES DRY#AND WHY HER EARS FEEL CLOGGED and you look at me with my hair similarly falling out because i miss meals a lot#and donf make a damn connection. my moms own childhood full of abuse aside i cant fucking stand this#id say go ahead and kill yourself slowly just dont bring us into it but i cant be that shitty#i dont wanna be fucking responsible for my mom and grandmas problems. my ate doesnt wanna. my brother doesnt wanna#vent tw#abuse tw
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Every time i read eruri fanfic i have such a hard time picturing erwin because literally no one can be that majestic looking in real life
#erwin smith#he's too pretty#no real person looks lije that#which makes reading fanfics too difficult#like what do i picture him as?!!?#how do those features translate into a real person?!?
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do you guys think i could ever have a pet?
#like... im scared#i guess im scared of neglecting it#because i am... not wery well#b ut im gonna be moving out in a few moths#and i possibly could get a dog or a cat#but yknow... its a big responsibility#and i dunno if one could help me be more like a real person#or if i would just torture the poor animal with my awful way of living#lije i can orer pizza for mysef#but i gotta keep the food for it#and i need to provide it with enough outside time/play/attantion#so yknow#i probably wont get one until im in therapy taking meds whatevr#but i have a snaking suspition im never gonna beready#which is a shame because awfully selfishly i want to be loved unconditionally#and thats why i want a pet#text
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Listen here.
If you were to tell me Mac and cheese would ever be refused.
I guess you're gonna die from the flavor.
#I see myself as a dog lapping from a hose#but it goes all in my nose too and I am lije mmmm goddamn this good slurp#it's like well you are carrying my babies#and they need to learn to enjoy Dad's mac and cheese#This is personal at this point#well I already trust you to stab me so do as you will
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Things are good but they are also a very specific kind of torture
#2 months of hugs and the pillows on my sofa smelling like him but i still struggle with normal things.#makes me want to scream cry throw up etc#wish i was normal and could make normal eye contact but i associate eye contact w actual torture/threats/confinement#so i just cannot do it a lot of the time and it makes me dislike myself a lot#i feel like im constantly testing his patience being my horrified self#he's genuinely kind and good i just do not know how much a good person can tolerate until their patience runs out#and it's too hard to explain things like i think it's impossible to explain in a way that lets him understand what it was lije#like*#i think things were so difficult that they just cracked me + my life into 2.#normal/stable me and Reliving Bad Things me#and i just feel so unable to relate to ppl like :( just feels like everything is fundamentally different#and also like i am fundamentally Bad.
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they gave tk more earring variety season 4 is already everything I could have hoped 😩🥺😍
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You know, now that I think about it we never saw Garp's house in Foosha Village, nor in any other place nearby in Goa. (As far as I remember) The only places were Luffy used to hang around were Makino's bar, the jungle, and eventually Dadan's house.
It could be because maybe Garp did use to have a house he raised Dragon in, but by the time Luffy came along he already got rid of it because he spent most of his time at marine bases and lijely had his personal living spaces there.
So the implications are that Garp quite literally raised Luffy in the jungle by never giving him an actual place to stay with zero dignity and only going back for a few days once in a while. And the only person that gave Luffy an actual bed with some respect and minimun decency was Makino herself. (Goddam saint)
The more you look into Garp's parenting the more you realise how awful it is.
Yeah, no, it doesn't surprise me in the slightest. You could tell me Garp left Luffy for weeks starving on his own in the middle of a burning forest and I would believe you- Which is. I mean. It is not really far from the actual truth. You could tell me this man tried to poison Luffy and then said "BUT YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN TO NOT TRUST ANYONE BECAUSE WHEN YOU BECOME A MARINE-" and I would believe you. Garp is a complex character that I love but damn boy he should have never taken care of Luffy. Dragon, I know you were busy with the revolution but I prefer you as a dad and you weren't even there.
#makino my absolute beloved for taking care of the kid#and dadan <333#one piece#monkey d. luffy#monkey d. garp#ask-bean!
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