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painsandconfusion · 1 year

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Bleeder

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You panic, pushing at her ankle to try to get her off of you as your eyes desperately follow Harrison into the other room.

There's a scraping sound. Metal? Creaking.

Heartbeat franticly slamming against her weight on you, you finally blurt out, "Wh-what do you want with me!?"

Celine's eyes fall back to you. "I want you to shut up like a good little bleeder, that's what I want."

She reaches down, giving you a kick to the side before grabbing your hair and dragging you toward the other room where the scraping has stopped.

You thrash against her, but are forced to continue to follow on your hands and knees lest you be dragged.

At the doorway, you can see into the room. It's still cinder block lined, but there's a few thick wooden doors lining the walls. Too close to be real rooms - more like cells.

There's a metal table in the middle of the room now, straps where the arms, feet, head, and waist would go.

Harrison is locking the wheels of the table into place.

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kquil · 1 month

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INDEFINITE HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT

hello my darlings,

this is going to be a pretty sad announcement, im afraid.

but because of things happening with family and my home life right now, i don’t feel like i’m in the best headspace to be writing at my best, consistently. i don’t want to disclose any details because the matter is very private but i am going through a lot of turmoil and hurt right now and feel as though i need to focus on other things so i can work towards having a plan b before my situation gets any worse.

i don’t know for how long i’ll be away. for now, i’ll try to make the ‘Divorcing Orion Black’ Chapter 3 update on April 1st GMT time but that will be my final update for a while. i will also still participate in the marauderswithpalastine event i signed up for since it's still an important cause that i want to take part in.

I’ll try to get back as soon as i can because i really do enjoy writing, however, right now, i have to prioritise myself and my well-being, mental and physical.

i'm really sorry my darlings, i hope you can understand <3

all my love,

kquil x

#☁︎ : kquil talks #indefinite hiatus announcement

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hellsite-detective · 1 month

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HIII OMG HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?? HOWS LIFE?

OH THIS REMINDS ME I NEED TO DO A LIFE UPDATE POST

so i guess i’ll do that here hehe

hello all! this is Hellsite Detective, P.P.I. coming back to give everyone a proper update on everything!!

now, i sorta started this hiatus kinda suddenly, and i still don’t know when i’ll be back (so sorry for that btw i feel baaad), but things have been… interesting to say the least! my job has been going okay, but it’s really stressful and it hasn’t been ideal for my mental health. but im pushing through it! i need the money so i can finally move out of my parents house!

and on the topic of mental health… my therapy has been going great!!! there’s still a long way to go, but at the very least our experiences were validated by a licensed professional!!! i won’t get into the details here, but if you’re curious feel free to ask about it! i don’t mind talking about it, especially now that it’s official hehe

but besides that, i’ve just been relaxing! i’ve collected more yuri manga! i need to get to actually reading it now tho oops. i’ve also gotten back into Stardew Valley!! i’ve been having a blast discovering all the new things from 1.6 as well as hanging out with my pixel girlfriend Penny! additionally, i’ve made great progress on my novel series, as well as beginning to develop a WataOshi AU, so overall my writing has been going wonderfully too!!!

i think overall life has been good!! i have my dear @hellsite-hall-of-fame to thank for keeping me sane and happy (i love you sweetie~!) and i think everything is gonna be okay! again, im still not sure when ill be back, but i will be one day!! i’ve been seeing all of your requests, and sometimes i see one that just gets me itching to get back into it. so i’m sure one day ill be back! i promise!

until then, feel free to ask me about life, or about my interests, or just to check in and say hi! i haven’t expressed this sentiment yet i don’t think, but i absolutely love discussing non-post case related things on here! everyone on here is genuinely so wonderful!! so please feel free to send in any ask you want!!! i would love to talk to everyone more about stuff, and this hiatus is a great opportunity to do that!!

but that’s all for now! thank you for sticking with me, thank you for being so patient, and you all have a great day!

signed,

- Hellsite Detective, P.P.I.

#also hello miallurk i hope you’ve been well!!!!#also i forgot to tag this post omg i’m doing that not #ask #hellsite detective #not a post case #the detective responds

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indigopoptart · 7 days

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Hello! Sorry to bother you but I just wanted to say that I absolutely loved the Stamps fanfic you made! I've been binge reading it and it's been such a wild ride!! Do you know if you'll be updating it any further? I really want a happy ending for the lovelies, barnaby and howdy aswell! Thanks for reading my message and have a great day! ^w^

hello hello!! you are not a bother!! im actually kinda glad you asked this bc ive been meaning to address it.

(redraw of an old ch12 doodle!)

anyway…

The future of STAMPS: (be aware this may contain some spoilers)

what happened with stamps happened because i got. kinda slapped in the face with some life events that dragged my mental health and motivation down. since then, the fic’s been on. an abrupt hiatus😭. ive had very bad writers block since then, but stamps is absolutely something i want to return back to. HOWEVER: because of things we have learned in the story, i will be changing some key plot points—specifically the laughingstock debacle, envelope colors, characterizations, and specific scenes/aspects in the story that range from major to minor. Because of this, the fic will either go through multiple major edits, or even an entire rewrite.

as for where this fic will be posted: i will be taking the fic onto tumblr (with doodles + extras on chapters), and squidge. the AO3 fic will be updated up to the most recent chapter edit, however after the newest one comes out, i WILL NOT be posting on AO3. The reasoning for this has to do with the number of zionist volunteers that the company, despite protest, has refused to fire, and even if me posting there generates them no revenue directly or whatsoever, i still do not want to be posting my works onto a platform that has remained complicit and silent in the face of genocide. i have morals.

if AO3 changes its stance, i will consider the platform. but, it probably wont, so i will be avoiding sharing my work on there for a long time.

i want to work on stamps again, i truly do, but just know that it may not update as frequently as it had in the past. i’m a full time university student now!!! on the days i’m not in class im at work!!! i sadly just do not have the time i once did, but with the end of the semester coming up, hopefully i’ll be able to get more out to you guys. just gotta make it through my finals first😭

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if you made it this far, congratulations! you get to see the original doodle from 12 march 2023, a whole year ago!

flashbang😭

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martynsimp69 · 9 months

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finally. return of the beloved 🐠 fis

after an unexpected hiatus “there are many downsides to being a marine biologist” (or “fis au”) RETURNS with chapter 17. sorry i had to go back to "working" at my "job." fucked up that i dont get paid to think abt fis all day.

heads up that the updates are going to be spaced out a bit more so we can edit them better and deliver a fic im proud of. probably closer to weekly now? can't promise consistency but i'll do my best!! thank u all again for the love and support for this fic i care u all <3 🐠

also fislove emoji edit made by ghast kingtheghast thank u i adore u <3<3<3

#fis au #hermitshipping #trafficshipping #docmartyn #mcytblraufest2023

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wildestdreamsblog · 2 years

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Hey, I'm so sorry I don't mean to push but each morning I check to see if there's any update on This love is bad. Your writing is terrific, I fear the day you'll post part 5 of This love is bad because I know it'll be the end of this amazing serie but I can't wait to know how it is going to go! xx

HI MY LOVEE! First of, tysm for appreciating my work! 🥹🥹🥹 AND U CALLED MY WRITING TERRIFIC I AM SMILING FROM EAR TO EAR AT THE MOMENT!

Okie so I’m gonna use this ask as a sort of update about why I’m writing slow. also I’m gonna talk about body dysmorphia so if this triggers u, you can just skip 🤍

So life update, I’m slowly working on the remaining 2 or 3 chapters of the series but as I said, it’s slow bcos of the workload of graduate school aaaaaand my how do I call this hmm inflammation(???) in my knees. I went to the ortho doctor today and finally had them check since they’ve been hurting for weeks now during my workout. Then I had my blood chem tested etc etc.

So even when I stand or sit or drive or walk or even lie down, they hurt but not constantly. The doc said I am lucky to not have that part or the knee completely destroyed bcos we don’t have transplant for that now. And so I have to rest for 4-8 weeks. I’m taking meds now. Also the blood chem thingy, my sugar is a bit low and my creatinine is a bit low. SO I NEED TO EAT MORE PROTEIN PER THE DOCTOR SKSKSK

so moving on to the body dysmorphia talk, I grew up thin. Like borderline malnourished thin bcos I didn’t like eating. But then my parents brought me to the doctor etc etc and I was prescribed back then a vitamins for me to eat more. Then I was borderline obese. Then puberty came and I slimmed down a bit but was still a chubby girl. Then only when I graduated college did I start loving my body bcos I was constantly working out. To the point that I run everyday, and did jumping rope 1000 times a day. Soooo my knees kind of took the hit. I didn’t like the feeling I get when I go on a long time without working out. I feel like i was gaining weight when in reality, i wasn’t. So long story short, I have to learn to love me and not the image i see in the mirror. It’s kind of taking a toll on my health.

Here’s me, still standing despite the pain mwahahahaha

Im not on a hiatus! I’m just taking this time to rest and love myself more. But rest assured I’m still writing and even have new series coming! I love u all and let’s all love ourself as hard as we love other people.

#daniella answers 💜#an update about me!

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moonlit-imagines · 2 years

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Is it ok if I ask when requests will be accepted?

no worries my love!! i know it’s been a while since they’ve been open, but i’m still on semi-hiatus for the foreseeable future. perfect time for an update post!!

hi all!! let me first of all say: you guys rock!!! i know it’s been forever, i still have requests in my drafts, posting is not how it used to be. i think i’ve been on semi hiatus since march? does that sound right?

i have had a hectic year as most of you know! since january 1st, things have been absolutely insane. i got fired from the bakery, was unemployed for two really shitty months, started a new job, quit, rehired with a “promotion” that was never official in anything but duties, got a boyfriend, dumped him, got my medical card, started a full-time job, went back to michigan for my grandmother’s burial (and to sort out some inheritance, nothing glamorous), bought a car, started my first semester of college (finally!!), got myself into another…unusual relationship, my mental health has been high and low, but honestly it’s much better!!! we’re halfway through october and the most overwhelming part of my job has just started, along with the halfway point of this semester of college!

this past month has been pretty stressful. today i was informed i was passed up for a promotion at work and the assistant manager let me know that the reason was actually because the other girl was performing poorly in our current position and they “needed me” where i was. so yeah, i am missing out on a raise and experience in a new position because im “too valuable to lose.” i’m pretty pissed about it. very overwhelmed. i had been working my ass off for a month, knowing deep down that the “interview process” for this position was a song and dance to show HR that the promotion was “fair.” my “partner” hasn’t been very understanding about it either, which is kind of pissing me off but hell, who cares! if im being honest, i just really need someone to be nice to me now more than ever. i REALLY need some kindness in my life. in the end, i’ll be okay, it’s not the end of the world, but things day by day have just been rough and if i could i’d be taking a break from much more than writing, but i cant. that being said…

sorry about the tangent! to answer your question, i’m not sure if/when they’ll reopen! truthfully, i don’t see myself never opening them back up, i still love writing and especially for you guys. i do however feel like i need to go at my own pace right now, it’s the only way i’m gonna get through this. i feel myself mentally drowning in all my emotions and responsibilities and if i force myself to write i’m only gonna grow to resent it. my mental health outside of OCD has been a bit yikes. i really do want to feel better about myself before i start posting again. and i am SO grateful for you guys. my mutuals, followers, anyone who is supporting me right now. i want to return the favor, but right now i have to look out for myself and my future. i love you all so much though!! it’s not often that i see a writer go on hiatus and not get at least a little bit of hate, so THANK YOU SO MUCH. it means the world.

i am always around to chat if anyone wants to <3 but writing will still be sporadic. truth be told, im not even caught up with most shows and movies! i actually barely have time to sleep most days. please send some good vibes my way!! im very off at the moment

#ask #waywardinfluencervoid #personal post

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hexonthepeach · 8 days

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update time: im sorry for being offline the last month or so a lot has happened

- birth of a child in my immediate family the week of my sibling's celebration of life hit a little harder than expected. been doing alright but thank you for everyone who has been supportive in the meantime your comments and kindness towards my fic mean so much to me

- got a job finally! i have had my online time reduced significantly but now that im not having an ongoing existential crisis and daily panic attacks i will be in a much better state to produce art for myself and other people

- have been outside touching grass and getting my mental state back from the literal brink (will not lie 127 hiatus got me feeling down but im going to make the best of it). my flowers are blooming and my garden is thriving and i feel a lot better out of the hardest time of year

- i've been fulfilling my role as editor for some friends with their novels ramping up for mid-year querying which is a lot of work for something i can't show you but it's nice to know i might have (another!) acknowledgement under my belt and has given me a lot of inspiration in the meantime

no promises on next chapter updates but writing is still going strong across multiple projects when i can breathe and my favorite project outside of agtbtb final chapter clean-up right now is the jungwoo installment of the f4 fic i promise it will be fun

hope you are all doing well and getting a taste of sunshine 🌞 love y'all

- ash

#hex peach updates #my head is spinning like a top these days but it's been much better than rotting in my bed with my cat #caught up on a lot of shows to try and jump start past writers block and over-analyzing too #please always feel free to send me asks or comments im still checking in regularly

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kalmeria · 2 years

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i fell out of my webtoon reading habits at around last november-december (can you guess what took all the brain space from it?) and i'm mostly comfortable with that, i don't even have the wt app anymore... but i do sometimes suddenly remember random canvas series like "i wonder what happened next" and then i have to remember that actually it's not that the series is necessarily on a hiatus, it's just me who isn't there reading it. i do think i want to go back to catch up with my indie faves sometime, but you have to understand, i was reading so many series.

(i used to comment a lot, maybe i wasn't as omnipresent as literally a tree (iykyk) but also one of the reasons i'd regularly change my nickname (like one would their icon on here i guess) is bc sometimes i was one of the handful, if not almost the only one regular commenters on a series and the possibilty that the author would expect me to comment on every update scared me. there was one of the more popular canvas series that i would always be very excited about in the comments and reread old chapters to find clues and theorize and everything and one time the author did say they would kind of look forward to my comments when updating and that made me quite happy though. also one time with another author we talked about the latest sk8 episode and that was nice and also awkward. what im trying to say is that i love being able to comment under each episode and read other ppl's comments and discuss and geek out etc. and i do also like that you're able to tell the author if what they have created made you happy or feel seen or experience big feelings but at the same time sometimes you need a bit more distance from creators and you can't really have that there. now i lost where i was going with this.

there's some small canvas series that i loved that got featured and they might have even released since then, i'm too nervous to check... probably not though, it hasn't been all that long, in terms of time it usually takes to reboot a series.

anyways. lots of weird nostalgia in my brain tonight.

and??? i just checked my account and a bunch of the originals i was reading have ended in the past 7 months??? like 5 of them, and only 2 of these i knew were in their final seasons. weird. one ended on my birthday even.

oh no now i looked at my subscriptions and there's a bunch of series that i kind of forgot about that i really want to know what happens in!! ugh bh changed its cover and the other half really was that other character i was right!! and tld is out on originals!! my children!! i have abandoned my children!! also i looked at the latest ep to see where they are in the plot and. i straight up forgot that kori is called kori. don't get me wrong i love him but i forgot he was also called that.

i really don't know what the point of this post is anymore sorry

#here's a funny thing. i think it's funny. my nickname is currently 'inkpa agenda' bc i changed it in like december and i was already-#falling behind on some series at that point and then i quit and now it's still that. you have to understand. i set that name before they-#-became canon. and now it's so hard to believe it was ever a possibilty that it wouldn't happen but back then i didn't kno #i kind of set that as my nickname as a way to wish it into existence i guess. and bc the series has a silly title so i didn't want to use-#that #and now that name has been there for months. even in some top comments. and i'll probably never know if anyone came to talk to me about it-#bc wt sucks in that way it's nearly impossible to see the replies except for push notifications on the app. which i don't have #even if i did i won't retroactively get the notifs. ugh

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pesiko · 3 years

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LUCAS SERIES RECS

✖hiatus | ✔ completed | ✿ personal favorite

Bad Boy (sns AU) {20}✖

In which good boy Lucas falls for a famous CEO’s daughter who swears by her rule of only dating bad boys. @yukheisass

Do You Think About Me Too? (sns AU) {12} ✔

In which you and lucas are notorious for your feud and a new school term means new antics. @byunnct

Go with the Flow (sns AU) {6}✖

In which surfer!lucas and surfer!y/n are rivals who don’t exactly get along. @markleeh

More than a Feeling (sns AU) {40} ✔

There were few people who knew the real identity of the rapper Amethyst, just as there were few people who knew what was really going on in the life of a certain frat boy outside of basketball games and parties. What were the odd’s the both enigma’s would end up working the graveyard shift at a diner, or that both of them seemed to be the current hot topics on campus? @panickedmarklee

Playboy (sns AU) {12} ✔

Everyone at NCT prep is excited to have their first female student attendee, having just become a coed school. When they finally meet her, she’s sweet, pretty, and everything they could’ve dreamed. Everything seems perfectly normal until one boy notices something a little odd: she shares an uncanny resemblance to a model featured in the most recent issue of Playboy. @nakyngs (KDJWJD IM SO SORRY)

Rumor Has It (sns AU) {4}✖

After an incident in Paris, you moved back to your home in Seoul, hoping to find peace. But before you knew it, you were thrown into a complete whirlwind. The source? Wong Yukhei; resident fuckboy who seems to have more to him than his reputation suggests. @sugaaasweet

Slam (sns AU) {15} ✔

Coach says he can be clumsy so that’s why he can’t be the ace. The girls’ ace would agree. But he apologized for accidentally pushing her into the fountain because his long limbs make him a klutz! @wereseoyoung

Something New (sns AU) {15}✖

You’ve always liked Lucas. But when him and his roommate decide to battle for your affection, you start to wonder who it is you really feel yourself falling for, and who might actually like you for more than his own bragging rights. @kihuix

The Library ✿ (sns AU) {25} ✔

Lucas falls in love after spending a drunken night on a strangers couch but now he’s just got to get her to fall for him. @princekunge

Waiting Game (sns AU) {11}✖

In which Lucas is a skater who’s desperately in love with his best friend, y/n. She has a boyfriend, but that doesn’t stop Lucas from chasing after her. Cue an emo sad lucas listening to sad songs while he skates. @dreamloveclub

❥ LUCAS NAVI

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dangoghz · 6 years

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UR FAVORITE BITCH IS BACK AND MORE JETLAGGED THAN EVER

#im so sorry ive practically gone full hiatus the past few days #its because there was no wifi for the last four nights fhfhf #anyways nz was incredible #i did so many cool things and made so many lovely friends #also i ate a kiwi WHOLE with the skin ON DID U KNOW THAT IT TASTES GOOD THAT WAY #WOWOW #anyways ive missed good wifi so much omg and now im finally back home #i have 8k notifs from the ogrelords just from these four days what the fuck @ shreklings #hope didnt miss much dnp stuff #but if u want then shoot an ask and update me on the Haps!#missed yalllll #im gonna go through my msgs and mentions now and then take a long long shower #gogh away ester

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akistans · 3 years

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𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒…

Warnings: Honestly nothing.

You’ve been warned ^^

Hey besties!!! How’ve y’all been??? Social distancing i hope;-;.

That’s nice:)

But all jokes aside, Hey everyone! It has been truly been a minute, i kid u not i have truly ghosted tf out of this app and i’am very sorry for that.

And also i feel as though i owe an explanation for me being gone.

And where Lovesick has been.

Also where are all the requests.

And some new updates i’d like to add to my page.

I wont make this too long a will be direct with every statement, but if you want to see about something specific, then follow the order i listed them in.

Alright, lets get into it.

𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

So there is multiple reasons why i’ve been gone but ig the biggest reason was because of my dad getting covid, i’m not one for putting out personal info like this so it feels weird typing this out, but yeah.

Another reason was just school, i wasn’t badly behind but it was the end of the year and I didn’t want to finish badly-btw ur girl is in her final year of senior high- so i devoted more time to studying.

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐊

This is probably one of the most largest things everyone has been wondering about and i may disappoint a lot of people😮‍💨

Currently Lovesick is still in my drafts but i honestly have no intention of releasing it anymore😖. I announced it all the way back in spring and its now almost 2022😩.

I wanna apologize for getting everyone’s hopes up, I’m truly sorry that i made you wait this long for an update, i really am.

As far as the story goes, i love the plot but i feel like i made a shitty mess out of writing cuz when i would read it, it didn’t really sound all that good.

I may release it in the future but for now it’ll just remain in the drafts.

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐒

Regarding requests, they will be currently closed cuz my inbox is currently stacked with alot ive missed over the months^^;

But i dont think it will be closed for long cuz most of them are probably request for the Yandere prince enhypen(which i’am almost done with the hyung line)

And speaking of enhypen, this brings me to my next point.

𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒

O ver the past few months I haven’t really followed up on enhypen🥺 the last mv i remember from them is drunk-dazed but i believe they just had a comeback recently so im trying to get back into them.

But what i most importantly wanna say is that ur gonna start seeing me write for txt and skz more often (like right after this post more often) cuz i didnt just wanna make my blog just about enhypen and i really love skz and txt (and maybe nct too if i think about it.)

Also…uhm . Have y’all seem Hyunjin recently???

Lord forgive me, but- like- i swear so many ideas popped up when i saw his dance video i-

He would make good for like a Yandere mafia boss type archetype y’know👀👀👀

But aside from that~

Theres one other thing i want to announce! I hit 200 followers! (Or I’m about to)

And for that! I really wanted to create an anon list so that i can interact with my followers! Just send in an ask and ask to be added to the list! I can’t wait!

You can send in any Yandere thoughts or maybe you just want someone to talk to! I’m all ears!

𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆

That’s all for now tho, again i would like to apologize for my long hiatus and for the cancellation of Lovesick. And also thank all of you very much for 200! I really couldn’t be more grateful than I’am now and i wish you all a beautiful day!

#kpop #enhypen #enhypen scenarios #yandere enhypen #txt ot5 #txt scenarios #yandere txt #skz #stray kids #yandere skz #nct #yandere nct

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silverdreamsstudios · 3 years

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a6 dub update ♡

hi everyone!! i'm really sorry it's been very quiet on the radar, it's been very hectic lately!!

to be transparent, because i like honesty LOL i haven't been doing great personally ;; life is really at a stressful sort of state right now because school has been steamrolling me LOL combine that with my broken computer problems™️ and it's been just kind of messy and not great. i started my internship this monday, which i really love, but it's basically a full time job. because my semester hasnt ended yet it's been i go to work 9am-5pm and then i come home and do school for the rest of the night LOL and repeat ;; i don't really have any time for recreational things and my hobbies so that makes me stressy and not in the best of moods at times (rip) i just haven't had any time and my computer . is still not fixed. LOL im doing my best to try to stay positive through at all but it's also just taking a huge toll on me mentally LOL @.@ the past couple weeks have been very hard for me to get through because i'm just not very good at handling large amounts of stress without tears and tissue boxes XD

thus, unfortunately with all this stuff going on, i think the dub will probably end up going on hiatus for several weeks until i can get it together LOL i didn't edit as far or as much as i wanted prior to all of this >> and im praying they can fix my computer and get it back to me at a reasonable amount of time. so when my semester ends (finally), my computer is fixed, and i feel better mentally, we will be back XD

i'm really sorry we have to on hiatus ;; it's not something i wanted LOL but unfortunately just something i need -- hopefully not a long one though -- i hope to be back soon!! i don't have an estimate currently because it's all dependent on when i get my computer back, but hopefully before the end of june, we'll be back. i’ll post updates as things happen!! please wait for us ^-^

idk why anyone would have any questions or concerns LOL but if u d(?) or just want to talk to a6 with me because im always down for that LOL, you can always reach me at discord (Silver#7086)!! i respond here but im a lot slower on tumblr!!

thank you for your continued support ❤ ,

silver

#a6 #andromeda six #andromeda six fandub #a6 fandub #mod silver #life has been a steamroll for me LOL #i cant wait until my computers fixed @.@#and until my semester is over #i REALLY miss editing and whatnot #on the upside my internship is so cool #ive been learning so much!!! :D #i love it and my mentor is so kind #hes the best teacher ever and i feel like ive evolved LOL #the other interns (that are also students like me) are also so kind #anyways i really hope to be back soon ;;#much love owo

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honeyjaez · 3 years

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Update from lil ol’ me

Hi everyone! It’s been a while since I really and I mean REALLY updated you guys on myself. Hopefully this clears up the confusion I gave everyone when I kept saying I was back from hiatus, and then disappeared once again

Needless to say I do my in’s and out’s of struggling. I’m sorry I’ve made promises on things writing wise that I have failed to deliver on, I’ve just had a hard time staying passionate and posting about kpop.

I’m not saying I’m growing out of my kpop personality at all (Im listening to it now haha)I’m just saying I went hard for years in various fandoms and I’ve finally just hit a time where I’ve needed a break.

I’ve been working a lot, I graduated this last spring and while im ready for my next career steps I’ve found myself still at my normal retail job. I gave myself the summer, and then the summer turned to the fall and now I told myself I’ll start looking come the new year. And while that’s my own fault, I’m finding it harder and harder to enjoy life at this job 😂😪 But I will start soon, and actually I already have really.

I’ve been playing a lot of video games as of late ( critically acclaimed MMORPG Final Fantasy XIV anyone? ) I’ve also been watching anime a lot as well.

Today would have been my eldest brothers 31st birthday and as such I drove it to the place my parents spread his ashes way back when and I wanted to share the beautiful picture I took while here.

I’m trying, I am, but staying off social media has been great, there was just so much toxicity in kpop over the summer snd it overwhelmed me.

BUT I did watch E’lasts newest comeback and loved it! Not to mention Seventeen snd Kingdom are both having comebacks too!

Please be patient with me. I’m sure I’ll find myself in the right headspace for tumblr again. Can’t let you all forget about your residential Hyunjae Doormat.

Until then. Much love. ❤️

#life update #also to the anon who request ONF writings I was directing this too aswell #I’m trying #and hopefully I’ll feel the desire to write soon

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lesmismignon · 3 years

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replying to anon messages

In this post I shall reply to the messages that have been sitting in my inbox for a regrettably long period of time. (It is loooooong. Please click “keep reading” at your own risk.)

I’m not a very good correspondent. I’m very sorry. I never know what to say right off the bat, and then during 2019 and 2020 when I was mostly on hiatus, I would just post a chapter or two and poof back out, and on Tumblr I would browse a few things and then poof back out. I do not have a good track record with social media and online presence in general. And with real life problems (mostly due to work), at worst it was impossible to muster even the strength to write. It was maddening.

But there is something about Hellsing and its fandom that reels me back in even when I am far away. Excuse me if this sounds cheesy, but for me fandoms are like the orbit of a comet. If it is something that you loved, and will continue to love even when you are not “active” on it, you will come back to it, someday, somehow. I’ll always be grateful to Hellsing, for being an inspiration to write, for being a bridge to some of my dearest relationships, for some of the kindest messages I’ve ever received in my life.

you freed yourself for a job that was not good for you and related to toxic people (Integra-like – demanding the respect you deserve). That is badass brave – and that doesn’t become less by that fact that maybe the next job you got is not the end of the journey but still part of the way. And you are brave by sharing your work, sharing your stories revealing parts of your emotional world to the outside – that is totally bad as too. I think you can be very proud of you, really. So maybe right now, you might be in situation that does not yet make you happy in way you deserve it. But you know- there is big chance that this is part of your journey to this place – imagine, in some time from now, you may be a successful (brilliant you are already) author and in an interview you say something like “yes, back there in 2016/17 I went through some tough times, that influenced the work very much I got this price for today”. So just in case you maybe cannot see it right now yourself – please allow me to tell you – you are brave and wonderful. And re. the brave decision you mentioned – I know I am not in the position to tell you anything – but please do not do any harm to you. So, thank you so much for your work you share with the world, my life is better with it. Take care for yourself, you deserve the best. (so sorry, I am really not good with words, hope you get my point….)

Anon, this was the kindest thing you could have ever done for little 2016/17 me. Oh God. Time does fly by so fast. I want you to know that I read this message a long time ago, and it gave me strength to go on, even though I’m not sure if I am so brave, to be compared to our lady Integra >< I hope you are happy and safe, wherever you are. I hope you know how brave and wonderful *you* are. Thank you so much.

just wanted to drop by and say I love all your fanfictions! You capture Integra and Alucard's characters so well; I LOVE it. Take all the time you need updating. You deserve it. And good luck at your job! <3

Ah, I probably changed jobs like twice since then. But they have been all good and meaningful in their own ways. I really did not mean to take THIS long in updating but I hope that you enjoyed the recent updates if you are still reading, thank you so much!

Why can I not write here? I just wanted you to know I am grateful for the reading joys that are 'Snow White' and 'Satis'...

Thank you Anon! I am so glad you enjoyed them!

I LOVE SATIS SO MUCH YOUR WRITING IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND FLOWY AND IT MAKES ME CRY PLEASE KEEP UP THE BRILLIANT WORK!!

Thank you Anon! You give me too much praise, but I shall indeed try to keep it up!

Hey so please don't take this as me pressuring you but I absolutely adore Satis! Is there any chance we might know when the next update is coming in? Totally understand if not- it sounds like work is taking a lot out of you and I understand that you're writing fan fiction purely for fun but DAMN IF I DON'T WANT TO READ MORE OF YOUR FIC OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH ASDFGHJKL!!!

I’m sorry it’s been ages! I’ll tell you my schedule(???) for this year instead! For this year of 2021 I really hope to average maybe at least 1 chapter a month but I don’t know how I’ll fare during the busy months. I hope you enjoyed the recent chapters if you are still reading!

@fierce-little-miana Can you believe that I have just noticed that I had given you any kudos for Snow White or Satis?! Sorry! Your stories are really worth all the praise we can give them. (so I corrected it) Have a nice day!

Thank you! I’m terribly sorry for this late reply. You’ve been so kind and sent so many lovely messages. Thank you again for each and every one of them!

@sinish-tem Hey sorryy for bothering you but. That ALutegra fic was AMAZING!!I LOVE IT!Amazing job sport<3

You’re not bothering me at all! Thank you old sport!

So I don't mean to rush you or be annoying or anything, but is Satis still happening? (plz plz say yes)

You’re not being annoying! I’m sorry it took so long! Yes :)

Hello! So, um, I have to ask... is Satis going to be updated? It’s just that it’s one of my absolute favorite stories by my absolute favorite author!

Thank you! I’m honored! I hope you enjoyed the recent chapters if you’re still reading!

Hi! Are you still around? Are you doing ok?

Yes, I am fine now, thank you :) I hope you are doing well, too!

@aniphine Hi! First off, I want to say that I absolutely love your writing style and am so looking forward to diving into all of your fics! I just finished Satis and it’s definitely in my Top 10 Fanfics ever, which is saying something! Thanks so much for writing it. On that note, I wanted to ask if you had plans to update it? If not, that’s totally cool - what you’ve written already is fantastic. But if so, I’d pledge my life to you in order to get a chance at reading more. 😆 Anyhoo, you’re awesome! 👋

Thank you so much! You are awesome too! I’m honored that Satis is in your top 10!!

@dontfuckingfollowmeifpornblog You still around?

I am now! Thank you!

@comixqueen Hello have I told you that I really love your Hellsing fics? ;u;/ They're among the best out there and I reread them often!

Thank you very much. That means a lot to me from you. Thank you for rereading, I’m always wary of my earlier writing but I’m glad if people still enjoy them.

I have never squealed higher than when I received the notification for the new chapter of Satis. You are a true blessing <3 thank you for your words

You are a blessing! Thank you so much!

Hello! I know you're not very active around here, but I just saw a trailer for a movie based on the letters of Vita and Virginia, and I was immediately reminded of Satis and the quotes you so expertly used in the narration, and I thought I might tell you in case you're interested in the movie (the title is literally Vita and Virginia) <3

Thank you Anon! I did see the trailer! I haven’t seen the movie yet though, but I will, eventually! I am so glad you think I did the quotes justice! It’s such a beautiful quote.

Not sure how to start this, might be a little bold, and yet; let me simply say that I am in love with your written works. In fact, so much so that I read it all again, and again. It never ceases to amaze. And as for you, the person behind it all, you do seem immensely precious as well. I hope that you have the most fantastic day, you deserve no less.

Anon, you are so very kind. Thank you so much for your lovely words. I am just an ordinary person unusually invested in a particular set of fictional characters xD and I am often late to things and a bad correspondent, but I must be doing something right if you’re sending me a message as lovely as this. Thank you again, I hope you are having fantastic days as well.

Honestly ive read your snow white fic years ago but I loved it insanely much and im about to read it again today ^.^

Thank you Anon! Ah, Snow White. I am very glad you still enjoy it. It is so old, and I wish I had the courage to edit it and spruce it up, or even update an extra or two...

Are you ever planning to continue Satis? I’m in love with that piece of work.

Thank you Anon! Yes! I hope you enjoyed the recent chapters!

My literal text to a friend of mine that's also a fan of Satis when I got the AO3 mail about the new chapter was: "NOW THEY'RE FINALLY STARTING TO BE *HAPPY* HOLIDAYS"

I am very glad I was able to bring you holiday cheer. Would it be bold of me if I say I aim to bring you non-holiday cheer as well, now? xD Thank you so much!

HEY JUST CAME HERE TO SAY I LOVE SATIS, OKAY BYYYYE

HELLO ANON! THANK YOUUUUU

#anon #reply

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remholder · 3 years

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its wild to think about now, but teen titans is literally the reason im even aware of fandom culture and fanfic and dA its fucking nuts and i can pintpoint every major moment of that journet and im GOING TO:

i dont quite remember when i started watching the cartoon, but it wasnt from the start. i think i just caught a random episofe on CN and was like 'damn this slaps' and watched it from there and my mom got me those dvds that werent the full season but it had like half of it. then i fell fucking IN LOVE, and luckily i had a computer in my room (ya know because the oldest childs room was always THE computer room...love growing up in the 90s) and i was just a monster for MORE MORE MORE

which brings me to TitansTower.net (may it rest in peace) and the art board that it had ((it called it like the oekaki board or something like that)), and someone had their deviantart page link in their post, and with me being the curious little shitlord that i was, fucking clicked it.

some scrolling later i remember coming across kadenfukuyamas page and just being COMPLETELY enamored with her art style. i didnt make an account right away but i checked her account DAILY to see updates. at some point i mustve gone to her favorites because i knew she went on a shortish hiatus, and one of those had linked to their fanfiction.net page.

now i have to admit something. i was young when this all happened, i did not know the code words, i didnt know fandom, i did not know fucking SHIT...i thought what i was reading was like..additional shit to the show. like, ya know, canon but they didnt have time to add it in. it wasnt until i read an au that i was like 'what? this is weird' and i finally did some research and found out that i suffer from serious stupid bitch disease.

i still really wasnt into the shipping side of things, outside of what i liked in the cartoon itself, until i came across chamzi's deviantart page and saw their art, and proceeded to fall in love once again. they were a multishipper, and while they drew robrae, i still wasnt like...invested.

then the show ended. i was livid. i remember the day like it was the back of my hand.

my mom had to go grocery shopping and she wqnted me to come along but the last episode was airing LITERALLY at that second, and she knew i was in love with the show so she let me stay home alone to watch it. and so i did. and it ended just as she had comeback (i think it was the episode before the finale and THEN the finale) and i went OFF when she came in through the garage door. i was fucking PISSED. HOW COULD YOU END IT LIKE THAT???

i NEEDED more teen titans content. during the shows runtime, i had learned of the TTG comic going on and collected a few issues, but i still wasnt aware that there was a series before all of this until just one day i go back to chamzis page (and by this time they hadnt updated in well over a year) and i saw their journal post talking about scans from the comics.

so i thought 'yo sweet, maybe i missed one and could pick it up later', and what chamzi did to file the scans properly is that they uploaded them based off pairings, and at that time i did like bb///rae, so i went to that first, saw that they were canon in geoffs run and was happy.

but then i saw the other pairings

i saw how raven was with the other titans. i saw...christ was was it, issue 32 of NTT v.2??? the kiss between dick and raven? and it finally clicked to me that...this is something i could like. it made sense to me, it made me happy, it made me write a list of every issue that chamzi upload and wrote down, it made me take that to my lcs, and i fucking BOUGHT those issues. that kiss issue was my first NTT book.

and this post is getting long and im sorry but fucking imagine what my life wouldve been like if i never watched this fucking cartoon

#long post #shjwkdkwkfkie FUCK IM SORRY I NEEDED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST #hate mobile impossible to do read mores properly

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