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Me watching lotr alone: crying so much I give myself a headache
Me watching lotr with friends: did you know that hobbits love mushrooms?
#ok no but literally#like we had fun and laughed a lot and made jokes#so I was chill#but usually every time I watch boromir's death#and sam and frodo leaving together#I'm straight up sobbing#and don't get me started on return of the king#like the ending of lotr makes me cry soooo much every time#honestly even just seeing the shire in the beginning of fellowship always makes me cry#I just love middle earth man#if my friend talks during my favorite scene of all time#aka pippin singing in minas tirith#I'm going to scream lol
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just finished www #23: on your way, and i have many thoughts. all of them make me want to cry.
ame knowing as soon as she got back to the cottage that her actions had burned a bridge, not just with the citadel but with one of her best friends, and yet still needing to complete her tasks as the witch of the world's heart. the spirits she awakens so as not to leave the cottage untended or unprotected, and the way she asks and does not take. the note she leaves, should her friends make it there.
eursulon in the fire, followed by the man in black, who is a brother in the way all spirits are brethren, but not the sibling eursulon seeks. leaving through the burrow, fighting monstrosities, and seeing the citadel raze cities to ruin beside a jungle of rot. finding the tree. his tree. the tree that is emblazoned on his shield, his coat of arms, what he fights to protect. and inside... his sister. a family she made for herself.
and suvi. hurt but still afraid that ame will die if she stays. determined to not let that happen. conversations with steel where she says that another wizard said that the wizard sly lied, or did not tell the full truth. commiseration, but suvi holds back the full truth, and suspects steel of doing the same. an airship to fly north. to protect ame, yes. but the mage armor mean that no creature or spirit or witch will ever be able to touch her again. broken trust, if not broken love.
and through it all, the thread that the citadel represents a threat to the world's heart itself, and to all spirits beyond. the council of elders wishes to neutralize that threat. grandmother wren did not.
questions moving forward: what is the true purpose of the war on gaothmai being waged by the empire? why does kalaya's family look like suvi? is suvi going to have a villain arc? i have my theories, but i'll get into those in other posts.
thank you to the worlds beyond number cast and crew for giving us this incredible story. i'm so excited to see where you take us next.
#i was surprised but glad that suvi was upset with ame but still wanted to protect her#i was glad that ame knew she had done something hurtful to her friend#i'm SO fucking glad that eursulon found his sister!#i was sobbing throughout that whole scene with kalaya#also AME LEVELED UP! LEVEL THREE WITCH BABY!#and suvi had the fun empire music behind her... god i hope aabria gets to play villain arc suvi. that would be so hot#but also i want them to be ok and happy. conflicting interests#it's wild to listen to a dnd podcast that is straight up a drama#like it's funny in moments when they have a chance to be together and not stressed#but overall it is an epic where every player is taking the story seriously in every moment#that's the craziest part. there are so few bits#but it's amazing#worlds beyond number#wbn pod#wbn spoilers#the wizard the witch and the wild one#wbn: www#wwwo#wwwo spoilers#ame wbn#ame the witch#eursulon toma#eursulon the wild one#suvirin kedberiket#suvi the wizard#the wizard sky#erika ishii#lou wilson#aabria iyengar#brennan lee mulligan
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Spare a Carriage; Ride the King 👑
The moment I discovered Romeo's eyes were hazel (Blue-Brown-Green) I immediately went feral and lost my mind ♡ Been staring at the blender model that Blue made as well and noticed scattered tiny perfectly rounded specks on his face?... Whether that's dirt or soot... I took creative liberties and decided that Romeo has beauty marks ♡
#Lies of P#Lies of P Romeo#Lies of P Carlo#Carmeo#Lies of P Spoilers#STILL TAGGING SPOILERS JUST IN CASE I GUESS???#But Carlo is... 100% done with him. But also he kinda do be looking 👀#But I mean... how could you NOT? Mans is beautiful 🥺#STILL CAN'T BELIEVE HE HAS HAZEL EYES I CALLED IT!!! Just not Green-Brown bUT STILL!!!#I KNEW he didn't have straight up blue eyes I'm so happy he has such pretty eyes ;;; ;;;#so sad we couldn't actually SEE them in all their glory -SOBS-
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[TUVOKTOBER: Day 15]
At First Sight.
#tuvoktober#excerpt from the novel 'pathways'#tuvok/t'pel#Tuvok#st voyager#st voyager fanart#T'Pel#hey [vibrating from thinking about Tuvok - Vulcan Love & Gender Identity & Sexuality too much] -extends hand- chew through drywall with me#comix#something about how Tuvok's identity is half T'Pel and has been for decades he's spent DECADES growing with half of him being a person#he's not just deeply in love with but literally IS. He literally literally /IS/ part of T'Pel and his children literally ARE a part of him#the SECOND he sees T'Pel Tuvok says 'Being with her isn't enough I need to BE her. NOW.'#that novel had barely anything about T'Pel in it but I'll forgive them bc what they did have (basically just this) ??? showstopping.#thinks about Tuvok alone on Voyager thinks about the unique and alien suffering#[shuddering breath...]ahgh...[cough]....h ey Tuvok!!! What're your PRONOUNS-#Guy who misses his wife who is also him#gu ys....[sobbing openly] g uys...he's INCOMPLETE without them.....#are you picking up what I'm putting down???#-chokes star trek writers- stop having straight people write alien romance. let insane gay people like me have a turn pleasepleaseplease#bea art tag#[switches out of angst mode for a second] also its SO fucking funny that in this novel's canon Tuvok didn't know about the pon farr until#it happened to him. he literally had NO idea what was going on. His parents didn't tell him. Why?? Don't believe in sexEd???#it really made me laugh. conservative coded...#drawing elaborate Vulcan head....things? headresses? is fun <3#suggestive cw
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I am slowly losing my mind
#Rambles#I SEE NOTIFS IM SORRY INBOX#I have been doing nothing but scrolling and screen recording and pacing in circles for two hours straight#HELP ME.#sitting now cause knee hurty#Cpc goes on daily pass either tonight or tmrw and I still have 40 episodes to screen record sob#I missed a few episodes too my numbers ain't adding up. I'm gonna have to go and mark each individual one so I can record the ones I missed#Girlsuffering#<- tag system#Cat is sitting beside me for emotional support I am so bored#But this has a deadline I have to get done now#Why
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just finished watching daisy jones and the six and i'm sitting here with tears streaming down my face, it is such a good fucking show and it leaves you feeling SO MUCH. definitely one of the best things i've ever watched
#the characters#the story#the quality of the show#the MUSIC#everything just WORKED#and the ending fucking hell#for the last ten minutes i was crying and then straight up sobbing for the last two#i'm so fucking happy but so sad and so emtpy but full and ELATED but heart-broken#just SO MUCH#THIS is why one should use good fucking material for tv shows#why we need more book to screen adaptations#because when they work they really really work#god#daisy jones and the six
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RiTO doing that Silence of Idol game and Revali actually falls asleep because he works himself too much
i'm gonna be honest i had no idea what this game was until i searched it up and watched (1) a string of tiktoks about treasure and up10tion doing the game and (2) the entire episode of lesserafim on the game KDJHFHKJDSJH but i got the gist. i've been so out of the kpop loop lately
(for anyone else who may be unfamiliar with 'silence of idol' and have 15 minutes to spare, lesserafim was very entertaining to watch on the show LOL but it's essentially like a challenge simulation of kpop idols being in their trainees days and having to practice or something late at night while attempting to not get caught by their manager/trainer)
RiTO doing this game would be so silly 😹 kass and MAYBE mimo would be the only ones who would have fun with it, bc teba, harth, and revali would be so serious about it. kass and mimo trying to convince their manager to get in on the fun with their takeout fried chicken vs. teba, harth, and revali all panicking and getting ready to accept their punishment for getting caught even though it's literally just a game 😭
i can totally imagine revali genuinely falling asleep during the game 🥺 the youngest of the group pushes himself to be the best idol out there, always saying that his training isn't enough, that he needs to be more accurate in his dance moves and hitting notes, and push himself past his own limits. teba is constantly chastising revali for late nights training because revali insists on waking up with the sun too, so he's always running of <4 hours of sleep (which actually is the reality of most kpop trainees & idols anyway, but let's pretend that the loz kpop au isn't as bad 🥹).
maybe before they're scheduled to film the silence of idol, revali pulled an all-nighter practicing for their next music show performance and thus is extremely sleep-deprived. during the segment of the game where they genuinely are supposed to fall asleep, it's only supposed to be a light sleep which most of the members achieve, easily woken up by the lights turning on and the sound of the door opening. but revali, the lightest sleep of them all, doesn't budge, doesn't even react at all.
"hey, revali, wake up," mimo says, gently shaking revali's shoulder in an attempt to rouse him. "it's time to start practice." nothing.
teba and harth come up on revali's other side, crouching beside him on the floor. "don't play games, kid, we're supposed to start practicing in a few minutes," harth says gruffly, poking revali in the forehead. the second youngest of the group is as serious about keeping up the act as he is about playing the game.
teba swats his hand away from revali's face. "don't do that," he says, before refocusing back onto their youngest. "revali, are you really sleeping?" still no response.
I'M . IMAGINING THIS SCENE THE WAY THEY WOULD SAY AND EDIT IT THE WAY ACTUAL KPOP IDOLS WOULD so in my head it's like a close-up of revali snoozing and curled up in the blankets and there's a caption that reads something like "RiTO maknae Revali is so peaceful when he sleeps~ 🌸" and "doing his job as the maknae flawlessly; he sleeps like a baby! 👶 [baby laughter sound that all the kpop idol editors use]". teba standing up to rub at the back of his head and chuckling awkwardly; "i guess revali really did fall asleep..."
they end up pausing filming as the members sit by their youngest, the managers talking with the film crew, as revali continues slumbering on. kass and mimo are taking pictures of revali and giggling to themselves about how cute and peaceful he looks fast asleep, meanwhile teba is worrying about how revali has been working too hard lately and is probably why he fell asleep and didn't wake easily as he usually would.
"should we cut down practice sessions?" teba says to harth.
the second youngest just shrugs. "he already practices extra in addition to our regular sessions. you're not gonna be able to stop him from practicing more unless you physically restrain him." teba sighs; harth is right.
the managers decide that they're just going to take revali back to the dorms to keep sleeping and have a check-up to make sure he's healthy and not overdoing it. the rest of RiTO can continue filming for the comeback promotions, and they're fine with it albeit worried for their youngest. that's when revali begins to stir, mumbling and shifting around in the blankets, the rest of RiTO beginning to crowd around him again. (the cameras are still rolling KJDFKJDSF)
"hello, our lovely maknae~" kass greets him softly. "did you sleep well?"
"slept?" revali mumbles, blinking sleepily back up at the second oldest. "wha... only closed my eyes for a little... didn't even sleep that long..." and kass has to hold back a laugh, pursing his lips.
"that's right, revali," mimo whispers, also trying to keep in a laugh. "but it's still too early for practice, so you can go back to sleep for a little bit until it's time. we'll wake you up, okay?"
revali nods slowly, eyes falling shut as he curls back up into the pillow and blankets. "okay, hyung" he yawns. "you better... wake me up..." and falls right back asleep 🥹
the rest of RiTO and their managers are all trying not to laugh, taking a video of their sleepy maknae curling back up so cutely to sleep. the normally sharp-mouthed youngest is so sweet and cute when he's sleepy, why can't he be like this all the time? 😹
#loz#botw#loz botw#legend of zelda#idol au#ask#noraiir-arts#q#and when this episode gets released and link gets to see eepy sleepy revali?#bro is screaming and crying and shouting and sobbing at the top of his lungs about how cute his revali-sunbaenim is 😹#can't stop rewatching sleepy revali pout at being asked about how well he slept#clips it and adds it to his favorites and watches it all the time for a week straight#yet another ask i'm sorry took a while to answer 😹#i hope this was still up to your tastes ik i didn't really add any revalink LAWLLL
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i think most art that tries to critique christianity, and specifically american charismatic christianity, is shallow and honestly corny unless it comes from someone who has experience w that institution
#and by experience i mean either grew up in it or has done a lot of research#i'm listening to saved! by reverend kristin michael hayter (lingua ignota's new project) and parts made me very nauseous in a good way#like for the most part she's just playing it straight and that's more effective than any over the top parody could ever be#like being raised to believe that you are constantly at war w yourself and your mind and your body and you cannot trust yourself#bc you're inheritantly sinful and these authority figures (both the church leadership and god) are the only ones who can properly guide you#and all of the ppl you love but aren't christian are going to hell and it's your job to either convert them or leave them behind#bc they'll just tempt you to abandon your own road to salvation so you should only form relationships w other christians#is already terrifying on it's own w no more random bits hooked on to it and her voice is so haunting and the production is so off putting#like she sounds so desperate in parts of this album like she NEEDS what she's saying to be true and she's gonna force it to be real#anyway parts of this album brought me back to being a child and seeing ppl collapse screaming sobbing and speaking in tongues around me#and i forgot how much that scared me#my posts#.txt
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so like ... is my Tumblr broken? are you not getting my asks?
oh! wait no? i mean i got this one if that's what you mean!
i used to have many asks eaten away istg i'm sorry if you thought i was ignoring your asks!! there was a post going around back then saying not to use certain punctuation or images too high def but idk i could be wrong about that >:'D
#ask#i don't see any of yours when i scroll down i'm sorry :'(#then again i might also not reply to some asks in general cause i just straight up forget about some of them HHH#SO sorry to all of those that sent me a happy bday and i didn't answer i was just too busy to reply immediately and now it's too late SOBS#i have more than 200+ asks in my box now it's so shameful...thank you all sm for passing by i promise i cherish you :'D <333
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my first shiny in pokémon violet
#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK#i'm sobbing but this is so fucking hilarious at the same time#ALSO DOES THIS GAME STRAIGHT UP NOT TELL YOU WHEN YOU SEE A SHINY POKÉMON WALKING AROUND???#pokémon#pokémon violet#pokémon sv#pokemon#pokemon violet#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokémon scarlet#my posts
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I'm literally trying to have a mental breakdown over my dog you can't make me laugh over the live action mha cast announcement
#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#I'm literally in tears for an entirely different reason now#ikyfl#there's not a SINGLE drop of color in that lineup#WHAT DO YOU MEAN LMFAO#hori I'm so sorry#I'm so sorry these ugly ass bitches would do this to you#WHERE is my crispy asian baby daddy cause I know you don't expect me to believe that frat boy lookin ass is him#DABI???????? MORE LIKE WABI#PLEASE#NETFLIX EXPLAIN WHY HIS NAME IS DABI IF HE'S WHITE????????#SPEAK INTO THE MIC#not even mixed asian just straight up an entire cast of white people#astounding#I'm literally wheezing and sobbing in my room cause I keep thinking of roasts HELP#I feel like I'm watching ember island#if shouto's scar is on the wrong side my soul will LEAVE MY BODY
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the urge to get a job just so i can save up for a tablet and stop drawing everything on my phone </3
#it's not a horrible experience but like#it feels limiting when i'm trying to do bigger pieces cause the screen's so small and everything gets squished too much#and i end up making some details too big so i can see them properly and that can fuck with perspective. sobbing.#can't use my laptop for drawing tho cause it would just straight up die on the spot. poor old thing
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Splatoon never ceases to make me an emotional idiot
#These tags are straight up just rambling btw#Ahhh the music.... The characters.. The story... SOBS.... CRIES STUDIO GHIBLI STYLE.........#jpeg barks#Was literally just using the restroom and started humming the song for the. I believe the song at the ending of hero mode from 2?#The traditional styled calamari inkantation. Dude#MAN. I wasn't even a Splat1 gamer but the Squid Sisters have some moving songs still. Mostly the ones I heard in S2 lol#I'm sure I've already talked relentlessly about how Off The Hook music makes me cry so. Squid Sisters turn apparently
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god I'm like 2 seconds away from snapping at someone
#I'm so TIRED#and theres so much to DO this week#its only tuesday and im so over it already#people expect SO much of me and keep asking me for things and im just like FUCK OFF#like jusy can i be left in peace to deal with uni and moving alone WITHOUT having work pile on me too#i swear to fucking christ i am about one slightly grumpy question away from just straight up sobbing#i want to DIE i hate it here
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I am ENRAGED and AUTISTIC
Nothing makes me like more frustrated or hurt about Boruto more than Naruto being an absent dad because it makes me so angry that throughout Naruto it constantly brings up how Naruto either wishes or longs for a family and seeks a father relationship from Jiraiya. And then it gets blamed on him being the hokage and I just cannot take it that their telling me that THE GUY WHO SPENT HIS ENTIRE CHILDHOOD LONGING FOR A FAMILY/DAD IS JUST AN ABSENT DAD LIKE AAAGGHHHH. DONT DO THIS TO MY MAN, HE WOULD NEVER, FUCK YOU, NARUTO WOULD NEVER GRAAAAGHHHH.
Like this makes me so unfathomably angry that something is shown to be so important to Naruto and then they make him bad at it like who made this decision DIE DIE DIE. Honestly I would almost rather just watch Naruto be a dad than be made hokage I can't take this shit ass character destruction anymore. And I just. Why do they have to blame him being a bad absent dad on being Hokage. Like why can't he have both of his dreams, why does it have to be one or the other.
It's also really late though so maybe I'm thinking about this too much but I fucking hate this world we live in, they should've just made a slice of life anime about Naruto being a dad/hokage and watering plants :(
#naruto#boruto#I'm so unreasonably angry#just let the balding straight man water his plants#downright sobbing#was thinking about this while driving and straight up just started gripping the steering wheel till my knuckles where white#hate gods green earth
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asta.
darling.
dearest.
beloved.
get this man AWAY from me.
#( he disgusts me. )#( i need him GONE. )#( if you love me. you'll support me in hating this straight white alpha male lookin' ass who is a walking red flag. )#( he probably spews misinformation. he'd follow Nick Adams religiously. No no. he IS the Nick Adams of the HSR universe actually. )#( he probably got pissed off at the fact the green M&M changed her boots from some casual wear shoes. )#( he would call me slurs. he'd push traditional gender roles on me with a smile on his face knowing I hate it. )#( he'd watch Andrew Tate just to piss everyone off. He doesn't actually believe in it but he lives and breathes to be an ASSHOLE. )#( everyday i become a little less phobic of jing yuan. long gone are the days of me hating on the general who buries himself and his emotio#in his work that he never ACTUALLY gets done and writing letters capable of making god cry and scream and sob. now I hate on the#manifestation of the white alpha males who act like the world revolves around them and everyone around them are like chess pieces on their#personal chess boards. GOD.)#( he feels like he'd be homophobic too. homophobic yet he's already killed every homophobe in a 20 mile radius. he's a trans rights#activist but somehow he also bullies the closest trans people in his area. he's an asshole without purpose and I need him GONE. )#( and AND you know WHAT? i'm RIGHT. just LOOK at him. he has a whole ass book on how to piss everyone off and 300 of those pages are#dedicated to just me specifically. )#( i'm five seconds away from shoving my foot up his ass. )#( I need this man GONE. Asta. I need him to disAPPPEAR. )#( this is all /lh and /j btw I'm just violently hating on him rn /lh )
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