#I'm so emo abt them rn....
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We who choose to be alone, can we be alone together?
#Knuxadow#I'm so emo abt them rn....#Knuckles the Echidna#Shadow the Hedgehog#sth#sonic fanart#sth fanart#eyestrain#art from the den#artists on tumblr#alone together by fob starts playing#shadow x knuckles#knuckles x shadow
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me: just read a 140k fic in less than 2 days
me: opens a 50k fic....eh, seems kinda long :/
#i always do this i end up accidentally reading super long fics in record time#and then look at shorter fics like. man idk if i can do that rn...#vic.txt#i think i read beat sheet in like 2 or 3 days#and 4lw in like 3 days ?? maybe 4 bc i was really emo w that one#idk how my brain works bc long fics just seem less daunting somehow? i think it's bc i never expect to finish them fast#so i'm like yeah sure lets start that. and then get sucked it#whereas i give myself anxiety over shorter fics asjfkhds bc i'm like. i SHOULD be able to finish this in X amount of hrs#so if i /don't/ finish it quick i get stressed abt it#that being said. i will never read dta sorry i can't do it !!!!! that one is TOO long and its not even finished ?? asjfhdk NO WAY NEVER
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heyheyheyyyy!!! Youve talked abt Waterparks fondly before but i literally know NOTHING abt them like genre members etc, im sitting cross legged on the floor listening to u explain this rn. and recs maybe 👀?
OH MY GOD THANK YOU. ALRIGHT, SO -
Waterparks is a weird little pop rock pop punk emo band type thing, hard to really narrow them down? Sometimes they lean more pop [funeral gray, 2 best friends, etc] BUT they can also lean REALLY HEAVY into the other stuff [REAL SUPER DARK, RITUAL, etc]
They consist of three dudes, Awsten, Otto, and Geoff!! Awsten as the lead singer and many different instruments, Geoff does some epic guitar moves and awesome backing vocals and such, Otto does the literally best drums EVER and some backing vocals!!!
Awsten changes his hair color based on albums or general vibes of their content, CURRENTLY we are in a red hair era for their latest album INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY which is absolutely one of their absolute best!! My personal favorite is A Night Out On Earth, or RITUAL !! ❤️
Geoff has a twitch channel, it's super fun and chill and he is genuinely so awesome and sweet. UnderscoreGeoff, I think it's called! Such good hang out vibes!
Otto is a serial killer but don't mind that.
Awsten has synesthesia which I believe is why everything is super related to colors, and why the albums and songs have very specific colors associated with them!
Personally I HIGHLY recommend the album Greatest Hits, but FANDOM was probably their most popular? Entertainment is also super super good,,,,,
Also the song Dizzy comes to mind because of your username lmao, I think I've said this before oops.....
I'm always recommending their COVER of the song Starry Eyes?? It's so good omg???????
But if you want a SAD song for your blorbos i recommend the songs Closer, High Definition, and Never Bloom Again ❤️
This band is an absolute special interest and I am genuinely so excited over this ask omgomg. 💙💙
THESE ARE THE BOYS, AREN'T THEY COOL
Also they have LORE. BAND LORE. WITH TWO CHARACTERS NAMED STARFUCKER AND SOULSUCKER. YOU CAN SEE THEM IN THE FIRST PIC.... THE CROSS AND THE STAR.
Im NOT caught up on the lore BUT we're getting songs abt it soon i think????? :D
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hi again I’m the one who had the hc abt tiger’s clones bein ghosts :) I have another one for ya if you’re interested, it’s about don!
I hc that Don has botanokinesis, or plant manipulation. It’s a basic power, if he’s in a good mood, he’ll nurture any plant life he touches. If the opposite is true, plants will wilt. (which is why his rose regains its color in title defense if he wins)
the spooky part comes in where the power affects don physically. it makes some kind of dark/black sprawling pattern grow over parts of his body and little red dots to appear instead of his pupils (the growths are namely on his fingertips and around his eyes, but also his lips, his cheeks, his chest, etc.)
the scariest part is that his power *can* harm living beings other than plant life. if he were to grab onto someone while he were upset, it would feel super cold, and if he held on long enough, you’d actually feel your limb going numb. pretty scary stuff! but hey, that’s my kinda stuff
beuhh im in the middle of pe class right now so excuse any typos😛 (currently lying on the bleachers. my elbows hurt a lot rn)
STOP this makes a lot more sense abt his rose,,, gives an actual explanation to why his rose just suddenly. turns black or vise versa. i've always assumed that it's one of those magician's rose(?) if that makes sense
is this why he turned emo in TD LMAOO /j
wait stop imagine carmen buys some flowers or something and they die within like a week n she's all sad about them. don stops in and he's like "don't worry😎" and makes them all healthy again. i actually cannot word this romantically but yall get what i mean
the markings on his body sound unsettling imo— which i luvvv omg— and it's interesting to think abt. knowing how sassy extravagant (if that's the right word) he is, don most likely buys CRATESS of concealer to hide the markings that he can't hide while in the ring. i'd assume most of the boxers are aware of don's botanokinesis, but the audience isn't, so any boxers walking into the locker rooms would probably walk in on don caking his chest in expensive concealer to hide the markings LMFAOOO
he's also got brown contacts to hide the little red dots in his eyes. it's a pain in the ass to have them on in the ring, but it's an even bigger pain in the ass to explain to people why your pupils are tiny red dots yk (#justdonflamencothings💕)
whenever don gets asked about his "magic rose" in interviews or by fans, he usually just dances around it by saying "a magician never reveals his secrets" or something like that. little do they know🤨
he definitely keeps all the roses he gets thrown at him in his victory (?) animation and nurtures them back to full health whenever they get all wilted. don keeps them in this giant vase that sits on his balcony/near a window and he treats them like his kids 100%. in addition to those, he has a shit ton of other plants in his living space as well
AND THAT ALSO EXPLAINS WHY HE ALWAYS HAS THAT FUCKIN ROSE W HIM IN THE RING... he's always nurturing it back to life😭😭 but with this head canon i'm now permanently sayinf that the rose seen in every single cutscene is the same exact one. it was given to him by carmen on their first date and, when not in the ring, is either in its own special vase at home or somewhere safe in his bag/locker. his locker had a separate vase in it just for this rose
but yah,, i luv this head canon now.
this is actually canon now
#punch out#don flamenco#don flamenco more like don flamingo. roasted#are we ever gonna talk abt don's waist btw#who wrote that previous tag. omg.#bazooka overkill#bazooka-overkill
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System ask questions. All of them.
YAY YIPPEE
Which headmates are the iconic couple - probably Inland and Concept tbh!!
Which headmates are the unlikely couple - Vol & PT tbh. quote from the night they became official:
Which headmates were enemies at first and now best friends and/or a couple - Inland and Auth. they fuckin hated each other for SO LONG AJSKDJCJCJZ no idea what changed between em but I'm glad it changed goddamn
Which headmate is the most different from the body? - i meannnn. All of us tbh DBDJSJFJCJXKD
Which headmates are city folk - Shivers 1000% tbh
Which headmates are country folk - idk actually!
Which headmates have the most unique music taste? - idk actually!! our music tastes r either v similar to each other or not very unique to begin with hmmmm
Which headmate has the most specific role? - either Auth [their role is to Be Cared For And Doted On when up front] or Suggestion [Its role is To Be A Sapient Stim Toy. Its role is to Literally be thrown around and hit. do not worry this doesn't hurt him at all and he enjoys it JAKAAKSJDJFJDJD]
Are there any headmates from a specific state/country/etc different from the body? - I mean technically all us Skills are fantasy French i guess. does that count
Which headmates are emo/punk/goth etc? - Aesthetic-wise? I don't think any of us actually!
What are some pet peeves headmates have about other headmates? - Scio & Cass are super annoyed by Mr. Soot's voice and demeanor tbh if that counts. Like the three do not get along well at all SJDJSJSKFJF
What headmate was the biggest surpise? - FUCKING CHILCHUCK??????????? BRO WE WERE EXPECTING SENSHI. WHERE DID YOU COME FROM AJAISJDJFDJ
What headmate has a skill that the body doesn't usually, but when they front the body gets it (or almost gets it)? - PT is hella skilled at friendship bracelet making meanwhile the rest of us suck at anything that isn't a chevron or smth really simple HSDJSJDJFJD so all the bracelets we make she's gotta be up front for
What headmate makes the most typos? - I DO AJAKAKSDJFJFJDJD i type FAST and unless I'm typoing my name I don't care to fix em because the typos add Flavour. They add Character. Also i dont feel like fixing em. Also Logic!! due to uhhhhhhhh psychosis shit he's really uncoordinated w the body now and has poor motor skills
What headmate has the weirdest (/pos) way of talking/typing? - idk!! rn we don't really have anyone w unusual typing quirks outside of Logic & his typos [lh] but talking-wise hmmmm. I guess Shivers! She kinda blasts her voice all through the headspace & into our minds when she talks and she is VERY loud but that's expected ig since she embodies the spirit of a city and all. and also Logic again actually, it's not Weird per se but he slurs his words a lot usually as a side effect of our last Big Psychosis Episode™. Also shoutout to Esprit who primarily speaks through barking and other animal sounds, love that 4 you but pleaze stop barking directly in my ear when u front AIAJSJSKD OH MY GOD I FORGOT ABT RHETORIC he sounds like he's choking when he speaks. Which. He is. On. His own neck LMAO
-Electrochem
#ask#thank you!!#the most unfortunate typo i make is Electrocumistry . I make this typo so often and yes it is bc i type Fast. HSHSDJJDJFJXJDJDJ#our last psychosis™ fucked logic up rhe Most and he's still recovering from it ajajdjskad
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no one asked me to list my fav blogs but i’m just gonna make my own end of year follow forever bc i wanna rant abt my talented friends, beloved mutuals, and just people i follow that i have never spoken to but who are such a joy to see on my dash. so, without further ado, maddy’s 2022 follow forever:
@strangeswift abby strangeswift, my beloved. you were the first person i talked to in this fandom and i’m so glad u were bc u are the sweetest most kind person ever. you are so supportive of all your friends and mutuals and u make me wanna be a more outwardly loving and supportive person fr. i remember when u wrote that lil ficlet based on my text post and i’m p sure i almost cried bc i felt so special that someone had been inspired by something i had said to write smth so wonderful. you’re an incredible writer and i am always so excited anytime you post any of your writing. i can’t wait to read more of your fics and am so patiently waiting for MilevenVision (as much as i may bug u for crumbs). i’m so glad to call you a friend <3
@elekinetic ella ella, bonded in shared discord trauma so ur never getting rid of me. i feel so honoured to call you a friend bc you are one of the best people i know. you are so smart and level-headed and loyal as hell to your friends. you are also so kind and you're so deliberate with what you say and how you say it. you defs intimidated me the first few times we talked but now im like oh ya ella, my amazing talented friend ella. your scripts give me so much life. and not just your st ones but your original ones as well. can't wait to one day see "ella elekinetic hexagirl" in movie credits (bc obviously ur last name is ur url). and your OCs?? i have never once become obsessed with someone's OCs the way i can't stop thinking abt yours. that's what you've done to me. you are so incredibly talented and ily <3
@andiwriteordie ANNDDIIIIII ILY FR <3 u are so insanely talented and kind and wonderful. i’m so happy we started talking recently bc u have truly brightened the last few weeks of the year. u got me back into watching merlin so thank u for the pain u will surely cause me as i rewatch this show i haven’t seen in almost a decade. ur fics were some of the first that i read in the byler fandom and that means u will always hold a special place in my heart. i remember the first time i read your let's hear it for the boys series and i was just like omg i'm obsessed with this. i have absolutely adored every single one i’ve read (even though i’m a lil behind on them rn oops but i will catch up) and can’t wait to see what else you write. your atla!au (and the newly brainstormed merlin!au) live in my head rent free and i can’t wait to read them if you write them.
@nnilkyway my fellow emo will truther <3 yvie i love you dearly. you are so incredibly talented i could scream abt ur artwork literally for days. your fanworks and your original art and your doodles are all beautiful and stunning. the day we started talking and you sent me the lil doodle you did of emo will byers i think i actually cried at how much i loved it and that it had come from our conversation about it. i saved it onto my camera roll so i can come back to it easier that's how much i love it. you are also one of the funniest people on here, your tags almost always have me rolling. i can't wait to see what beautiful art you draw in the new year.
@finalgirlbyers sierra lovqbrl madcleradin finalgirlbyers!!!! i know we haven’t talked much but i love seeing u on my dash and u always have the best takes and theories and just posts in general. i know i've said that literally multiple times to you but it cannot be overstated how correct you always are. one of my fav people to follow on here.
people i don't talk to but whose presence is a joy to have on my dash:
@astrobei an absolutely incredible writer that wrote some of my fav fics. one of the best will fics, not all the prayers, that truly is just so unbelievably amazing. like the care that you can just tell went into that fic is just incredible. Some absolutely incredible lines that will punch you right in the gut in the best way possible.
@blueeandyellowmakesgreen jade! one of the coolest people, has some of the most amazing art over on @azuries, like it's actually so amazing and people need to go look at it and reblog it now immediately
@mlchaelwheeler an absolute joy to follow. so many good posts and im fr rooting for mike with a sword in s5 just for her
@elmaxed their fics were some of the first i read in the byler fandom and i absolutely fell in love with them. they hold such a dear place in my heart. also one of the sweetest people fr, one of the first to compliment my gifs and so they are forever in my mind for that <3
@smoosnoom omg their fics!!! are!!!! incredible!!!! so many wonderful fics, i was just looking through my bookmarks and i swear half of them are theirs. the one about mike's will voice has my whole heart.
@wiseatom another lovely fic writer, and one who titles her fics with taylor swift lyrics bc she Gets It!!! also one of the sweetest people in the fandom, always seems to be supporting other people.
@kidovna one of the most talented artists in this fandom oh my GOD. i cannot praise her and her art enough idk how what else to even say besides amazing incredible talented showstopping
@byeler wrote one of my all time fav fics, Heavy Hopes, with my beloved trope, oblivious jealous mike, which is truly *chef's kiss*. such a good writer like it cannot be overstated
@ice-sculptures a truly amazing gifmaker. gifs so many little byler moments that are so precious that i've definitely missed when watching the show.
@william-byers an absolutely incredible gif maker. taylor swift and stranger things together on one blog, what more could you want?
@padme-amidala makes some of the most beautiful gifs ever oh my goodness, her gifs are part of what inspired me to start making gifs and to challenge my gifmaking. i hope to one day be as good as she is.
@robiinbuckley also makes some of the most beautiful gifs, literally in awe of her gifs. also inspired my gifmaking journey and has inspired me to challenge myself when it comes to gifmaking.
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Omg I’m so eepy and it’s so late rn (no it’s not, it’s like 8:50 pm) but I HAVEEE to get this out 😿
First!! I’m gonna beat Fyodor for not letting me cling to him 😡😡😡 he’s so mean to me 😞😞😔😔
AND SECOND (the actual reason behind my ask!!) SO I’VE HAD THIS LIL THOUGHT FOR SO LONG AND NEED TO KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE AGREES!! Okay, so like I feel like Kunikida just had this like…pure fascination and attraction to alt people…like ESPECIALLY goths 🤭😍 like, he totally just admires people being different and showing off who they are, not caring abt anyone’s “comfort”. Also feel like he’d think they’re super brave. I js imagine him being like the stereotypical casually dressed, normal guy, bf with a gothic or emo partner who overdresses for everything. He’d totally love it too 😭
I feel like I’ve said smth like this before but idk so whatever 😭
Also, it’s so silly how a lot of the things I’ve said have been about him despite the fact he’s not my favorite. Don’t get me wrong, I adore him sm but out of every single character Ranpo is highkey my favorite. Like he’s so me. I AM Ranpo 😭🙏 my favs prolly go Ranpo #1, then Fyodor, Chuuya, Kunikida, and Nikolai in some random order (I totally don’t have a type 😿)
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This has been buried in my ask box and I'm so sorry 🪐 anon
Kunikida 🤝 Chuuya
Having a crush on Akutagawa's BTGGF
Kunikida and Chuuya have a lot alike in terms of who they like....bc they're both definitely into alt and goth styles, but for diff reasons. Kunikida isn't in that scene at all but he's fascinated when he sees a really beautiful person walk by in this very specific tailored outfit. If he gets to talk to them and spend time with them he'd come to really respect their dedication to their style and the discipline it takes to put together such all-consuming styles.
My favs have been the same since I got into the show, I'm definitely still top 3 Ango, Akutagawa, Kunikida, and I also think Dazai and Nikolai are hot and I ship ranpoe harddddd
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I thought i might take the time to tell tumblr abt my trollsonas >0< ( i don't have drawings but bear with me on visualizing.) im gonna be listing the traits of em with the little dots bc i dont feel like writing a paragraph rn
Cynfael ( goth/grunge troll)
Physical appearance:
Gray skin, green eyes, black and red hair ( Kinda like the chunky highlights) with a wolfcut :3
when not wearing goth clothing, fae is usually dressing comfy or grunge.
he has a septum, a few ear piercings, tongue, and the left eye brow done.
while being originated from a pop mom and a country dad, Fae has came to love the grunge and goth genres MAJORLY, but don't be surprised if he plays some Luke Bryan or lady gaga.
Personality:
Sarcastic, flirty, pretty dirty-minded, playfully mean.
loves to hang around the country trolls because of how chill they are, but counts on barb for a good concert or party.
Pronouns and sexuality: He/They and bisexual ( leans towards men,but a true gentleman to woman‼)
Hobbies: Writing ( has great penmanship, surprisingly,) Singing, Drinking, sometimes you can catch him line dancing, going to concerts, baking, listening to music, cleaning, playing board games.
Likes: skinny emo boys, meeting new people, sleeping, the color red, collecting fancy vintage items, thrifting, jewelry.
Dislikes: being too warm, running, imperfect makeup, messes, working, anyone too rude.
Music taste: Pixies, Nirvana, The Cure, Sisters of Mercy, Joy Division, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Type O Negative, some new wave artists, some pop, and some country, Alice in Chains, etc. ( PLEASE correct me if i'm wrong, i'm into so many different genres i'm not sure how ppl categorize the music now)
Here's the info abt my first trollsona, i may or may not write a background for them/ introduced my second trollsona if ppl like them enough, I'm super tired and got school tmrw but, lmk if you like my little guys <33 I'll probably post info about the second trollsona tmrw, but if your still reading tysm and i'm literally giving the biggest kiss rn bc my friends don't wanna hear abt my hyperfixs 💔 also as soon as i learn how to get back into drawing and learn how to draw trolls im running to tumblr asap to show my silly guys.
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i know you're not participating to the ask game but i just want yu to know that my favorite fic from you is all my love 😭 and good to me 😭 and clingy!rin 😭 i reread them every month
all of your rins basically because you have no right writing that rude emo so lovely and putty 😭
omg thank you for taking the time to lmk i'm sending you all my love (😆) rn!!! i'm actually proud of all my love i'm ngl.. it's one of those stuff that i actually like sjkahsasj (good to me can be cute ig but clingy!rin oh my god i almost forgot abt that)
"so lovely and putty" 😆 i can see that my rin agenda is working (●'◡'●)
btw what ask game lmk lmk so i can try !!! 🫵🏻
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I am thinking abt cpyroduo so i'm dumping abt them rn
the fact that c!sap and c!tommy were never 100% enemies, exactly. in fact if it weren't for c!drm, c!sap might've possibly joined l'manburg, as iirc he expressed interest in it.
the two had actually worked together during the disc wars.
and shit hit the fan and sap slowly started realizing that well, maybe this all wasn't a game anymore, and that his best friend actually was a fucking monster.
and that he was there, alongside everyone that day, to save the kids he had known since the beginning. that he has a particular soft spot for tommy, that he literally was protecting him and helping him calm down during the prison break.
they make me emo dude, sap has such a soft spot for tommy and tubbo :((((
he's a good blaze man. dumb but good.
#ask#dream smp#c!sapnap#he's far from a fav since his lore just doesn't click for me#but yes#i too am a bit unwell about him and ctommy
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speaking of hj, I love how well you wrote his endearingly chaotic drama llama vibes (exacerbated by seungmin's very on-brand devilish tough love ♡) in call it what you want. if I'm attacking you with my fyp, you're certainly reciprocating it by fuelling the bias-wrecker agenda
+ your “who moves like that?” response to that enha line was exactly my thought when heeseung released this cover yesterday https://youtube.com/shorts/N-UJ_yOz2VI?si=j2eIAHIGEZkn55_Z - he really said “did you forget abt me as your og bias?” bc the way he sings with so much passion and joy has me absolutely whipped jfc
+ rm's really fuelling the missing-ot7-hours rn goodness me 🥺🥺 I need them all back together NOW I CAN'T SURVIVE THIS ANYMORE 💜
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tysm for reading the drabble hehhehehe. i love writing hyune!! he's a dork in every universe he's adorable to write. and have you seennnnnnnnnnn his new hair?! 😭 if that's literally not a college boyfriend alsjfhdkkfsk i've been thinking about it ever since that dang tiktok dropped
NOOO i can't afford to look at heeseung damn it 😭 i always thought he looked very boyish until last year (from bite me era? i think that was when it started?). he suddenly looked so much more mature and i just- ... i have enough men rotating in my head like a microwave !!!
JUST TWO WEEKS (and 2 days) UNTIL SEOKJINNIE IS BACK 😭 it's so comforting that he'll be back just in time for their anniversary. i can't imagine how emo his first live will be for everyone. and just think of yoonjin reuniting in 2 weeks I'M GONNA CRY 😭
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I'm going to sound like super emo rn but
why does no one in this home understand me???
again, not in like an emo "im just so edgy no on gets me" kinda way. they just act like im not speaking.
VENT
just had a convo with my mum, i asked if it would be cool if i made my own dinner tonight, and she flipped out and said that she cant keep making 100 differnt meals, i explained "nah, I'll do the cooking, its all g" and i went on to say i would rather i cook for myself bc i know what i like, and bc my (only by a year) older sister is allowed to do that. my mother said she pays, i said that i would be more than happy to pay for shopping, or do my own grocery shopping, my mum said i need to get a job first
i have a job
i literally work for her
i earn 50$ a fortnight, not a lot rn, but im looking for more work and it'll do for now, i can durvive off of 50$ a fortnight of food
she talks more abt cooking
she then says "well maybe if you paid you would be able to"
i point out i literally just offered to pay and do my own shopping
she says im not an adult yet
i point out that when she was my age, my sister had moved out and had a kid and was being treated like an adult, so what really counts as an adult?
she says my sister was paying rent
my sister hasnt had a job since she had the baby
the rent is coming from the government
this same thing happens when i talk abt school. I'll say "hey Italian is really hard, nearly failed out today, really need u guys to help me with the school staff since they intimidate me too much to talk to alone" and all they seem to hear is "if u dont let me drop out I'll stop doing my work"
like
no
why would i want to drop out
i graduate in september
i only have like 40ish school days left
why would i drop out now
I'm not trying to fail, im genuinely struggling with multiple classes and the school is threatening to kick me out because of it, and I Do Not Want That
or my struggles with finding a job
ill say "ive applied to every single retail job in the area, i have applied online, i have handed in my resume to every retailer in this town and the next one over, i am so desperate that i am moving on to fast food even though i have crippiling social anixety" and all they hear is that i applied online so clearly i wasnt trying hard enough. They didnt actually get how hard it is for me to get a job until McDonalds literally ghosted me, and they were there watching me frantically call and email them
i just
i cant deal with this anymore
I'm like actually on the edge of a breakdown and all im getting from the people around me is what feels like purposeful misinterpretation at this point
and on top of all of this my dog is fucking dying :(
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tw me being sleep deprived and depressed but ill probably laugh at this when im not sleep deprived
yk what makes me sad? that in any universe, as much as my mind likes to daydream that my favorite characters will love me as much as i love them and will take me in as their own, the truth is that it isn't true. If I were to magically be transported into tua or jjba universe, they would not accept me. Like, I know the point of imagination is *imagining* that they would, I mean like come on, they aren't even real, but like still yk.
idk if its just because im severely depressed and spiralling and scared of disappointing my parents, but like when i used to daydream during covidtimes about jjba as a coping mechanism for my hallucinations, i used to think "hey, at least if i was with josepj or like buccerati or smth they would care about me, and protect me from the scary monsters." But now, whenever I try to daydream about what it would be like if I was magically transported into the umbrella academy, all i can imagine is it going like this:
*a blue burst of light similar to how it was when five crashed reggies funeral*
everyone is confused, im confused. I am in the lobby of Hotel Obsidian with the entire umbrella academy LMAOOO. I think this is some weird lucid dream, or maybe more hallucinations from sleep deprivation. Five questions me, thinking I have something to do with either the commission or the fact that the universe is collapsing on itself. Allison is ready to rumor the fuck out of me, she is scary as hell. Since I think this is some weird dream, I tell them all the truth. I'm from a universe in which they exist, yes, but not in the way they think. They are from a popular Netflix show based off of a comic book series written by the lead singer of a very popular emo band. Of course, they don't believe me at first. Everyone is wary, Diego tries to attack me. But they all aren't as threatened when they realize i don't have any powers, even less so when they realize I cannot fight to save my life.
Five eventually asks me if I know anything about how this season of the show ends, since its kinda like im from the future yk? but the thing is, I don't because I never finished this episode. Hell, i never finished this season. I'm basically just a liability to them. I can't fight, I'm not insanely smart and/or strategic, I'm powerless. Like, perfect hostage material.
anyways i think im just so severely depressed rn that even the coping mechanism that helped me through literal anxiety hallucinations (maladaptive daydreaming) isn't working bc all i can think abt is how i fail everyone, even people who aren't real.
toodles !!!
#omg did i accidentally write#self insert fanficon????#omg wtf#like i iwsh i could be loved like one of the tua siblings or like i was a joestar#but the truth is im not good enough irl so im not good enough in a fake universe eitehr#depressing shit#its 3am and i cant sleep
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Hiii everyone (^o^)／
My name is S1N0NGY4RU but you can spell that however you want since I know the numbers get annoying, pronouns any/all but usually she/her
I'm a fic poster, idk what type I'll do mainly but for now I just write my silly little story about two emo bitches in an abusive relationship
If that bothers you then you probably shouldn't follow me... lawl
Speaking of I need to put my DNI in this...
DNI:
If you don't like reading about abusive content (s@, @busive relationships, kidn@pping, t0rture, g0re, y@ndere, bl@ckmail, etc..)
If you're anti-Catholic (I don't post abt religion here or really mention it in my work at all but I still would appreciate the respect)
If you're a sensitive person in general, I consider myself pretty problematic when it comes to my beliefs and humor so I could definitely say something that would offend you on accident
If you're politically charged, I'm literally just here to write fics gtfo ><
Might add to dni later but idk I think it's pretty straightforward rn (I need a caard sm)
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Idk what else to put but uhhh ye I love making new fic friends so if you're interested let's be moots!! :D I also might do fic requests at some point
I'm into a lot of fandoms I don't feel like listing them all so I'll put a random 5
1. Final Fantasy
2. Castlevania
3. Souls Games
4. Honkai Impact
5. Touhou
Thanks for reading!! I'll post soon ><
<3
#anime#castlevania#final fantasy series#final fantasy xiv#goth girl#gothic#gyaru#resident evil#gothcore#goth aesthetic#intro post#introduction#blog intro#emo scene#scenecore#scenemo#2000s scene
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Idk anything abt him but I wish solrock was my friend I'm so emo abt him rn
You love them too right.... say you love him okay???
oKAY?????
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Ahhh! I just read your reblog to my reblog of your reblog about Heaven Sent and I LOVE your thoughts. And clearly, we should be friends!
ahhhh sorry i’ve got the flu and i forgot to answer this! but oh yes please let’s be friends because i love your thoughts too!
#asks#isagrimorie#also 👀👀👀 come join our gay dw server#god i'm just in real missing 12 hrs rn so like yes pls come be emo w me abt that awkward space granddad#and how 13 is just awkward space granddad but Louder#(LISTEN ok:#northern and manipulating = clara; HAPPY and RAINBOWS = bill; gleefully chaotic (and uh a lil bit superior over humans??) =missy#keeps just casually breaking the law = river; machines!!!! and Awkward Around Real People = nardole#the doctor just always takes a lil bit of their family w them always huh :') )#also!#benefits of being friends w me: i will send you angst at all hours and also am v easy to convince into writing literally anything#atm i'm drafting out a resolution au where 13 gets body/mindjacked by the dalek and they spend a Whole Long Time floating alone in space#as well as two (2) different angsty amnesic!13 fics#bc i like dying and being dead#and they all just came from convos w friends#plus some fluffy 13&ryan oneshots bc i guess i gotta write nice stuff sometimes#hm that reminds me i gotta finish that doctor/companion swap thing whoops#also i drew river yesterday so now i'm in real missing doctor/river hours too#where's my space wives bbc where ARE they#........oh yh and sorry for the ramble as you can tell my brain likes to wander a lil ^-^
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