yeah yeah you hate me I'm an evil disgusting perverted manwhore we have each other blocked everywhere blah blah but I know you still jerk off to me and I know it makes you hate yourself a bit because you don't have the strength to accept the darker parts of your desire. but you can't help yourself and I take pleasure in the knowledge.

OMG the stuff I have in my hoe archives 🤣🤣🤣

Sometimes, I'm glad I don't remember everything I've done here....so I can shock myself when I come across it again 🤣👀🤦🏻‍♀️😬

River Ward: The Black & White Collection

okay...it happened...the way-babe showdown

the enigma reveal...babe's face when charlie told him it was way oh god oh god oh god

i did NOT KNOW that way legit tries to sexually assault babe....and omg babe is so scared and helpless and upset and he can't DO ANYTHING coz way is using his powers on him touching him and kissing him forcefully good god it was PAINFUL to watch

and the whole fight between way and babe....way's desperation, babe's hurt and anger....this is delicious angst i'll give them that

and i'm SO IMPRESSED with nut and pavel....BRILLIANT acting

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Oh oh oh the visual balance of THIS is incredible too! Both Mokona and Yuuko, eyes closed in a visual mirror of each other, wings unfurling in their drastically different styles. 

I have to admit, the other times we’ve seen Yuuko’s wings I think I assumed it was an aspect of her true form showing in the world of dreams, or in the weird inbetween version of the world that she inhabits, or something similar, but I’m not sure if we’ve seen them in Tsubasa before? Perhaps we have and I've forgotten but either way I LOVE that she literally just has these - how Yuuko's butterfly wings symbolise change, because she IS change. She serves as an access point to the ability to change for everyone she meets, either through wishes or through long term growth (like Watanuki). She serves as The concept of change for the wider universe, and everyone powerful enough knows how to find her for this purpose. (In hindsight I’m sad we never found out HOW this is. I’d love to see how Fai learned about Yuuko, or Tomoyo, but that’s a whole different thing)

On the other hand, as a butterfly, she implies the final stage of growth. She herself is already a full butterfly and cannot change any further even if she wanted to. She is trapped in this role (perhaps willingly, perhaps not, I don't know) and can’t help anyone unless it is paid for. She has an upcoming purpose that, once fulfilled, will no longer require her to be around anymore, which presumably leaves her role open for Watanuki. 

Also, since in this wider connected universe (thinking specifically of it's connection with CCS) visible wings like this are usually seen on magical beings (Mokona, Keroberos, Yue, and perhaps even more relevantly Spinel Sun and Ruby Moon) Yuuko's wings kind of blur the category of character she belongs to. IS she just an ultra powerful person, like the other independent magic users we’ve seen in the series? Or is she somewhat of a magical construct, like the magical beings we’ve seen with wings? Is she neither, or a little of both? Is it actually just her dream-like nature bleeding into reality, or has her existence been altered by the same person who had a hand in the creation of all the other magical beings with wings? (Clow)

We just don't know!

Yet.

so the pornbots are in the tags now

so that's fun

okay listen i have some thoughts about this fanart

on a surface-level glance, it's perfectly normal. my beloved fools. everything is great. but let's zoom in and look at the two gay bastards called dazai and chuuya.

no see you don't understand. putting aside the blatantly romantic skk fanart bsd keeps releasing, its 'normal' posters ALSO have undertones of the ship. notice how they are the only ones facing each other? they are the only 'partners' standing next to each other? atsushi and aku are being responsible teens and maintaining distance. kunikida is faced away from dazai. yosano and ranpo are on two different sides. BUT THESE FUCKERS. FACE EACH OTHER. AND STAND NEXT TO EACH OTHER. AND CLAIM TO LOATHE EACH OTHER. THIS HAPPENS. ALL THE FUCKING TIME. I AM SO MAD. CAN THEY ACT NORMAL AROUND EACH OTHER FOR ONCE.

4.15.10: Oh boy, exactly what my Les Mis reading experience has been missing: Vicky being weird about virginity.

Ray who keeps verbalizing how much he loves his friends and how he doesn't want them to leave him while drunk / Ray's inability to be honest about his feelings when he's sober to anyone and insistence on how he's unlovable and they'll leave him

Establish dominance over your bandmates by refusing to go on the roof

just had a realization after spending the first three days of this week absolutely inseparable from my phone: the vast majority of humans - at least in america - spend a HUGE amount of their waking lives looking at screens unless they're driving, which is really one of the only remaining scenarios where it's still unacceptable to whip out a phone and get digitally immersed in whatever you want.

this counts for work and school too; jobs you wouldn't expect to be handled electronically still require their workers to be on the computer for an overwhelming chunk of the day, and all but ONE of my college books this semester are ebooks (which have given me and every other student in one of my classes an aneurysm trying to redeem our $200 codes. like why is the digital version as expensive as the physical copy too, idek what to think about all that)

like, we really are addicted to screens as a society, and even if you try and be the annoying friend who leaves their phone at home and tries to live in the real world, it's too late because phones at the very least are required now; it's like leaving the house without your ID at this point. You literally need to have it. Just last year I went to a restaurant (which was vvvvv good tbh) that didn't give out menus, making you scan a qr code to get the digital menu instead. Convenient I guess, but god forbid someone doesn't have a phone (or data for that matter), is that when you bring out the old paper menu? Why not just stick to that, even if just to be traditional in the midst of the world's collective digitalization?

pls don't try and make this some kind of discourse if it's a controversial thing to say btw, I'm as guilty as anyone else, probably spent 24 hours of this week already just staring at my phone (which is INSANE when you actually think about it). Even at social gatherings, I can't help but whip out twitter and just scroll through the dopamine when things get just a little boring… so what's the point in even going if it's just having a different location where I'm on my phone. I won't even talk about how our BRAINS practically require screens now as well, like there is no reason I should have such a constant desire to be on it when I'm at my favorite restaurant or the beach or whatever. I think we as humans need to be forced to socialize offline again, and if that makes me have to swap my phone out for a flip phone and an ipod nano for music, I can live with that

ATTENTION EVERYONE: LSSJ BROLY IS THE NEW ULTRA IN LEGENDS!

I ask for so little and they provide me with the bare minimum :> but you can see restrained ssj for like a whole second! And im just