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whumpshaped · 7 months

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GUYS role/species swap au (ik we talked abt this with the crossover but what about with astaroth as cassael's angel?)

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tw angel whumpee turned whumper, demon whumper turned whumpee, blood drinking, murder and cannibalism, it/its used to dehumanise, self-harm, gore

Cassael watched from a distance as the angel crashed into the ground. They were debating going a little closer. It was a risky endeavour, given that more powerful demons were sure to take notice and pounce on it, but... maybe they were the closest demon. Maybe they could make it there before all the others.

They decided to make a run for it, only slowing down when the angel was close enough that they could pick out the feathers on its torn wings. They looked around, breathing a sigh of relief at the barren landscape. Good. Nobody was around.

"Hey," they said cautiously, strolling a bit closer. "That... that doesn't look very good."

The angel glared up at them, bloodied face contorted with both pain and frustration. Cassael had never seen one from upclose like this before. It was absolutely fascinating. "Get away from me."

"You're not gonna survive that on your own."

"Then I'll die."

Cassael frowned, kneeling down by the angel's side. "You don't have to. I can heal you."

The angel laughed bitterly. "Oh, you can. I'm sure. And what do I have to do in exchange?"

"Well, um..." They looked around again, wishing the angel would just take the bait. They didn't exactly have a lot of time. "Nothing. You'd need to drink my blood, and then you'd heal up nicely." Probably. If their blood had enough magic in it to bind an angel, that is. Which they had no idea about, because they had never tried before.

"Just leave me to die, demon."

"My name is Cassael," they supplied helpfully.

"Then leave me to die, Cassael."

"Don't do this. I'm just trying to help." They bit down on their own forearm, piercing the skin and letting their pitch black blood bubble to the surface. They shoved it in the angel's face insistently. "Please? I don't want to see you die."

The angel flinched away from the offering. "That's disgusting."

"But you have to!"

"I don't have to do anything a demon tells me to do."

"But– but you'll– okay, let me phrase this another way. If, if you don't drink and you don't heal, other demons will come and eat you alive. Because you won't be able to run. Or they'll forcefully bind you to themselves, and then you'll have to spend an eternity being tormented."

That seemed to have made a bigger impact. The angel still looked suspicious, but Cassael felt like it was starting to come around. It didn't have to know that forcefully binding an angel was impossible, and that if it kept on being stubborn, the worst that could've happened to it was getting eaten alive. "And you don't want to bind me and torment me. Because I'm just that lucky."

"I... I'd keep you safe. I'd treat you well." They had no idea what the angel wanted to hear, really. "If you were bonded to me, other demons would leave you alone. And you'd heal! I..." They sighed, wringing their hands nervously. "Okay, I... I want to do this because I've never ever had angel meat before. And I'm also just really lonely. That's the truth. I'm not very good at making up stories and convincing people, but, but I can tell you the truth, and the truth is that any other demon who might find you here would be ten times worse. I don't want to hurt you."

"Apart from eating my flesh."

"Apart... apart from eating your flesh. Sometimes. A couple bites. We don't primarily feed on flesh."

It looked quite disgusted by the idea. "I'd rather die."

"But you won't! Someone will get you, and they'll be worse! Please, just listen to me!" They weren't supposed to be begging the angel, it was supposed to be the other way around. Still, they folded themself even further, trying to seem as nonthreatening in front of the fragile little thing as possible. They offered their arm again. "Please, drink? Yes, I'm selfish, yes, I want an angel to myself, but it's also the best outcome for you. It really is."

"I'm not spending all eternity as some weak demon's dinner."

"The weakest demon is stronger than a Fallen," they said quietly. They both knew it was the truth. It didn't react for a while, and Cassael looked around again.

Fuck. Somebody was very much approaching.

"Listen to me," they began urgently. "Another demon is on their way to check out the free meal. It's now or never. I am a weak demon, and if you refuse to drink, I'm just going to tear off an arm as a snack and flee before they get here."

The angel followed their gaze, their eyes settling on the intruder in the distance. "Take me with you," it said suddenly. "I'll drink when we're safely away from others."

"There's no safely away, angel. The bond is your chance at safety, that's what I've been trying to tell you."

It bit the inside of its cheek, weighing its options. Cassael didn't have time for this. They grabbed onto the angel's arm, preparing to rip it off and run, when–

"Okay! Okay, let me drink! I'll drink!"

Yes. Yes! They'd have an angel within a few minutes! The could barely believe it. An excited grin spread across their face as they held their arm out for the third time, watching as the angel finally bit down and started drinking.

Before immediately spitting it out.

"I can't drink that–"

Cassael grabbed it by the hair and pushed its lips back against the wound. "You'll have to. Right now. Or I'm leaving."

The angel forced the viscous liquid down bit by bit, and Cassael could feel the bond slowly forming. It was working. It was actually working. They kept looking around, noticing more and more demons around the two of them. Before they knew it, they felt the completed bond pull against their soul like a thin golden chain, connecting the two of them until death. The angel must've felt it as well, because it stopped drinking immediately.

"This was absolutely disgusting, and if you think I'll ever do something like this again–"

"Not now." Cassael grabbed the fragile thing and stood up, not caring for the yelps and whimpers. "We're leaving."

By the time they got back to Cassael's nest, high on one of Hell's many dangerous mountains, both of them were out of breath. Turns out the angel was entirely unused to any type of physical exertion, even if it was just holding onto a demon while they ran and flew. No matter. The angel didn't need to exert itself ever again.

Cassael gently placed it on the ground, then sat down next to it, patiently waiting for it to collect itself. They folded their wings entirely, not missing the angel's resentful glares in their direction.

"This was ridiculous," it choked out. "How am I meant to believe you'll protect me if you can't even show your face in front of other demons?"

"Not many of them can come all the way up here. I'm on fairly good terms with the ones that can, or they have their own angels to torment instead of trying to steal a bite from mine."

"I'm not yours."

"Yes you are! You're bonded to me! Stop being– being ridiculous about it!" they snapped, making the poor thing flinch a little. But that was good. They needed it to respect them. "And, and while on the topic of bonds, you will drink my blood again. Often. Because the thing is, you're addicted now, and you need it to survive. That's how it works."

"What?" The angel shakily pushed itself to its feet, full of such immense rage that Cassael immediately understood why it might've been cast out. It made them crawl back a little, forgetting about their act of the big powerful demon within moments. "How dare you try and deceive me like that? I do not care how satisfying it is for a lowly demon like you to see me choke on your disgusting blood, I will never do it again."

"I'm not lying," they whimpered. God, they were being pathetic. The angel was half their size, basically mortal, and bonded to them; yet they were cowering away from it like a dog. "I'm not lying. You'll go into withdrawal."

The angel considered them for a long moment. It seemed to realise that it held an unexpected amount of power despite its disadvantageous position, and Cassael quickly cleared their throat and sat up a little straighter. They couldn't let an angel walk all over them.

"You will drink whenever I tell you to," they said, trying to sound authoritative. "I told you I'd treat you well, but, but there's some stuff that's–"

"Quiet."

Cassael flinched and bowed their head, all too used to that tone. Master used to talk to them like that, back when they were still a pet. But they weren't a pet anymore. This was their angel. "N-no," they forced out. "You have to listen to me."

They had the bond. They could force the angel to its knees and show it what it meant to be property. Yes, that was exactly what they had to do.

Just as the angel was about to go off on them again, they yanked on the bond forcefully, making it cry out in pain as its limbs seized up. Fuck, fuck, fuck, it was supposed to be easy! Fuck, they were hurting it way beyond their intention! How difficult was it to actually control it by the bond? Why couldn't they be a more experienced magic user?

They let go of the bond immediately as the angel collapsed onto the floor, shaking with the aftermath of their mistake. They didn't even know what exactly they had done. Tears were streaming down its face when they crawled over to it, looking even more like a kicked puppy than before.

Maybe they could still make it work.

"I had to show you what the bond could do," they said quietly. "So, so you'd know you really do belong to me now. I didn't want to hurt you, but you were being really mean–"

"I will kill you," the angel hissed through gritted teeth. That was the one threat that didn't startle them, though.

"You can't. Even if you could, it'd just be suicide."

Cassael had no idea how they ended up like this. Bonding with an angel was supposed to be their big achievement, something to prove to themself and the whole of Hell that they were worthy. And maybe it would've been, had they captured anyone but Astaroth.

Ze was sitting with zyr back against the stone wall, fiddling with the hem of zyr new attire. Ze took to life in Hell easier than expected, getting rid of zyr constricting, heavy robes, and making Cassael turn them into more breathable, temporary clothing. Just until you get me something actually suitable, ze'd said. They had no idea where they could get anything like that aside from maybe the castle, a place they steered clear of.

Ze used to be high up on the ladder, a fact that Cassael realised very shortly after bringing zyr to their nest. Giving orders came just as naturally to zyr as obeying did to them, the ex-pet of a demanding and cruel master. They tried to go against it for a while, but ze turned everything on its head and made them feel helpless even while they held all the power. The fact that they were too scared to use the bond again after their first fuck up only aided zyr.

Ze had said ze would never drink their blood again. And then ze changed zyr mind, telling them when and how ze was going to drink. Telling them to cut their arm open, then grabbing onto it and drinking on zyr own terms, snapping at them whenever they moved around too much. Sometimes spitting at them and telling them they were disgusting and that if this didn't get any easier over time, ze would simply kill them regardless of the consequences.

How would an angel be able to kill them? They didn't know. But Astaroth had this way about zyr; they believed that ze could.

"Hey, demon."

Cassael looked up, trying not to be miserable about their name being disregarded like that. "Yes?"

"I'm hungry." Ze tilted zyr head to the side, looking at them expectantly.

"I... I'm sorry, hunting is– it's difficult, I can't go out every day–"

"I don't care." Ze nodded towards the opening that led to the outside world. "Come on. Go."

They glanced in that direction as well, acutely aware that hunt meant danger and prey resided in the same area as the predators. Every time they left the nest they were tempting death, and Astaroth wanted them do to it day after day after day.

"I'm scared," they whined.

Astaroth stood up and walked over to them, making them flatten their body against the ground even more. "I don't care. You said you'd take care of me, now go take care of me. If you bring me some actual good food, maybe I'll let you take a bite in exchange."

It was stupid. Astaroth was their angel, they should've been able to eat fresh, delicious angel meat every single day if they wanted — but they didn't even have any idea what it tasted like yet. Ze had never allowed them to try, and they were too much of a coward to go against what ze said.

"Really?" They hated how hopeful they sounded.

"Yes. That is if you go right now. I'm losing my patience."

Cassael nodded and scurried out of the nest, spreading their wings and taking off. Hunting was always a borderline suicide mission, but displeasing Astaroth seemed worse. Plus the promise of angel meat was one they could never resist, even after the tenth time.

They arrived back several hours later, carrying the carcass of a fairly large demon with them. They were proud of the catch. This would sustain an angel for at least a week! And it had to taste nice too, judging from the smell. They dropped it onto the ground and almost collapsed from exhaustion, happy to be done with it.

"I'm not eating it raw," Astaroth remarked carelessly, clearly not very impressed with their work.

"I know, I just... need a moment..."

"I don't have a moment. I'm hungry."

Cassael thought about other demons. How they would've punished such disrespect. They thought about using the bond, or ripping the angel apart with their teeth and claws, pinning zyr down and biting and chewing and tearing– they thought about all of that while they painstakingly built a fire to roast the meat over. They thought about it while ripping the body apart, imagining it was their angel; but the picture was too devastating and they let it go. They didn't want to hurt zyr. They just wished ze didn't want to hurt them either.

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bugdogg · 6 months

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💬🏳️‍🌈 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 💖🍳 ryu and blanch maybe ?😭srry i rly wanna know more abt them

IS FINE, I GOTTA TALK ABOUT THEM MORE ANYWAY! ^W^

💬 - What are some filler/buffer words they use? (Like, um, etc.)

For Blanch, she uses "alright" and "whatever" in her speech a lot, but more often she adds unnecessary cursing to her sentences (she often isn't even angry, it's just a habit). She has a very brash or harsh way of speaking and often times the words she uses implies she's pissed off about something.

For Ryu, they use a lot of "uh"s and "um"s in their sentences and also has a habit of going "eh..." when they finish talking. He speaks in a very slow, laid back way and despite how long it takes him to talk he still tends to not be certain in what he's saying.

🏳️‍🌈 - What do they identify as? What are their pronouns?

(mentioning now: all three my ocs are based on me in some way. For me, identity and labels are very confusing, so all of their identities are kinda undefined as I'm still trying to figure it out myself)

I don't really want to label them right now but Blanch's pronouns are she/her and Ryu's pronouns are he/them.

I'd say for like a basic idea of how I view them is Blanch doesn't like labels really and could be agender but she wouldn't call herself that, and Ryu is transmasc!

(actually a good summary, at least for me, is Mizuki: doesn't know, Blanch: doesn't care, Ryu: does know and does care!)

🧑‍🤝‍🧑 - Do they have any siblings?

Blanch probably had a younger sister she used to care for, I think she'd take the older sister role seriously but would have also been a bully, simultaneously. She lost touch w that sibling after moving out, I don't think she and her family get along at all but I'm sure she'd still stalk her sister's socials to make sure she's okay.

Ryu would've been the middle child I think, they keep in touch w their family and I think have a good relationship w their older sibling but a hint of resentment for the younger one. I think if Ryu introduced Ichimatsu to his family they'd all just go "Oh good, you found someone to connect with." and Ryu would just look so tired.

💖 - How and how often do they try to impress their partner(s)? How and how often do their partner(s) impress them?

Blanch doesn't care for other's opinions on her and never sets out to impress anyone, but I think Choromatsu at least is impressed by her ability to be both insanely hostile and still smart and successful. He'd probably see her as a cartoonish-brute at first but is surprised to see she's actually pretty smart and grows to respect her more, as she also does w him (somewhat).

Choro would often try to impress her I think by trying to one up her in arguments or anything. At first it'd be to try to feed his own ego or feel better about himself, then he'd fail and would actually start trying to impress her. Unintentionally, I think Choro would impress Blanch by being very resilient, something every matsu sorta has but she'd still admire his stupid persistence at trying to win a constantly losing battle.

Ryu tries to impress people by spewing worthless facts... (not really) they don't have any interest in a partner, and, w Ichi and Oso, doesn't feel the need to impress them. Ryu is used to being considered mediocre and has sorta accepted it, he doesn't care to impress people who he doesn't think will ever care so he just talks about things he likes and see's who sticks around to listen.

Ichi and Oso wouldn't care to impress him, I'm pretty sure. All three's dynamic is mostly based around being very chill and just existing together. Maybe occasionally, Ichi would try to do something to get some kind of approval from them but that's about it.

🍳 - How well can they cook?

Blanch is a good cook, she isn't the kind to make some new recipe on the spot or anything but she's memorized how to make some things and is very good at being precise w it. She mostly learned the skills as she started traveling w her bandmates. She already had some skills from making things for her sister back home so she volunteered to make meals when they couldn't afford to eat somewhere and got better as they went.

Ryu can't cook, at all, he can cook things in the microwave, and somewhat follow the directions on the back of the pizza box. But besides that, he doesn't know how to do a lot, and I think they would somehow burn a salad.

#oc #ask tag #sorry i took so long to answeerrrr #thank you for asking about them tho i like thinking about themmmmmm<3<3<3 #i shake them around lovingly

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ember-owlet · 2 months

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Oh i only now saw your response!!! Personally i have too many theories for season 2. Um cw kinda big talk? Hehe. I think abt arcane a lot

I think Caitlyn’s mom will probably die, it would make sense as some sort push for character change, and maybe we’ll see more of her dad.

Arcane is also about parallels, and with the theme of season 2 being “war”, i think Jayce and Viktor will end up in similar positions that Vander ans Silco were in. We might get more expedition on maybe Silco’s backstory, or maybe just him talking to Jinx, flashbacks to him, since his voice has been recorded for season 2.

Jayce might also go back on his promise with Viktor… As it’s not only the last thing they said to each other, but it would also make sense if he tried using it to save Viktor’s life. And with how Ambessa(?) will be more in Arcane in season 2, i can only image the awful influence she’ll have on Jayce and Piltover. It will be like the war that happened on the bridge that make Jinx into a victim. Only this time she’ll be the cause of it, just like her dad (Silco).

cw: mentions of theorizing character's deaths

you are totally fine anon, i think about arcane a LOT and would love to hear any and all theories/thoughts that you'd have! /gen unfortunately, i'd have to agree with you about cassandra kiramman even though she's one of my favorite councilors. especially since there were some scenes shown in the behind the scenes with caitlyn and tobias where he's in a robe presumably mourning his wife's passing. i believe that a good chunk of the council that had supported zaun's independence will be gone for the divide between the two cities to really break further. i have my own personal theory that the ending montage with the other characters (like ambessa, ekko, heimerdinger..etc.) will become a pseudo-council of their own in some way.

OOO I LOVE THAT THEORY. i genuinely never thought of that before but i could definitely see a type of betrayal between the two in the same way that silco and vander did, even in terms of physical stature they parallel those two very well. man, thinking of silco as just another, if not one of the main voices that will haunt jinx in the next season breaks my heart. just give my girl some peace!!

and i agree!! especially with the theory that mel has most likely passed due to the hextech missile it will be so much easier for ambessa to convince jayce to go back on his word. as misguided as jayce's love is for the city to protect his loved ones i worry that it will be too late until he sees how much he's been played by the people around him and pushed away those with good intentions for him and hextech. ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

#arcane #firelight flares #ask ember

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oceansatedogs · 5 hours

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Obviously I ain't a selfcare expert and I am just Some Guy and I still have acne and whatnot. But honestly I learned some stuff about skin and hair care... and the most important thing is excessive washing and not moisturizing makes your body generate More oils than you would've just leaving shit alone.

You also don't need like a 10-step face wash routine! Just a cleanser, a moisturizer, and some face sunscreen will do. And controlling acne can sometimes also be about simple lifestyle changes. Eat less dairy, try to chill out, watch your hormone levels, and change your pillow cover every few days. Also be patient acne goes away eventually so don't pick at it. At least that's helped me.

Um I'd also say it helps to know what type of skin you have too. I use oil-based cleansers. Also your hair type matters when we're talking abt hair care. IDK what it's like having straight, thin hair. But I learned to just leave my hair alone and just make sure to rub coconut oil in my scalp and let it sit for about an hr before washing my hair (and maybe rub some on my comb and comb my hair with it after?) ... I mean it probably won't work for long hair but at least for me it looks nice being left alone

#émile barks #sharing my wisdom with the world

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hibernationsuit · 6 months

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break, failure and guilt for toby? 👀

omggg thank youuu <3

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

OUGH definitely fucking up Real Bad (tm) or losing someone very close to him, and also if he's very, very stressed etc.

He isolates himself (comes from childhood's competitive environment where showing signs of feeling bad was deemed weak etc.), his sleeping problems get even worse, he barely ever eats and he tends to be somewhat "detached" from himself/situations.

If someone notices it and asks him if he's okay, it's a 99% chance for him to end up crying A Lot if the person actually gets him to talk about it :((

Klara has seen him like this a "few" times, and maybe some crew members too, once or twice.

failure: What's your OC's greatest failure? Have they been able to move past it? Does anyone else know about it?

His opinion certainly, but definitely what happened at his ex-job back on Earth sjfjfknfkf

Long story short he was a lead chemist in a R&D team, and bc of his background in research and stuff he greatly values testing everything on the computers first bc 1) they were only beginning developing their product and since one of the things used in it can have lethal side effects, he wanted to be extra careful and 2) it saves animals & people from getting hurt.

Now his boss, Samuel, is, well, not really into that. He wants quick results and lots of money. He wants things done right away. So he tells the testing team lead "we should secretly start human trials btw to speed things up" which is. um. Bad (tm).

A testing team worker, a friend of Toby, tried to tell him about what they're doing but he was either 1) drowning in work or 2) at home either suffering from migraine or sleeping. And before she could, Samuel had her quietly dealt with. She still managed to leave him a note abt it and he found out in the end. That led to him confronting the boss -> getting fired -> trying to whistleblow the whole thing -> almost getting killed.

"Now Red, where is the failure here", you may ask. Very good point! He personally sees it as his own failure, mostly for not noticing it by himself earlier (bro u were literally busy af with your work, how?), for not managing to whistleblow it quietly and peacefully, and also bc his friend got killed. Is it his failure? Judge by yourself.

Tobias hasn't been able to move past this thing and it gets really bad once they get on Gorgon :))) oh well at least going through what's on the asteroid and what also happens in my story for him during that time was somewhat therapeutic (considering he hasn't been at therapist since leaving Earth :/ unless u count Max).

As for who knows about it, I'd say Klara & everyone who has access to his personal files ehehehe

If you want actual failures though, he would've won a gold medal in an important figure skating competition BUT tripped on the last move djfkkgkggk He literally doesn't care abt it and they often joke about it with Klara.

guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?

omg favorite topic <3

Okay so first off I gotta say that in-game & like, on his refsheet, I've mentioned that he has the guilt-ridden flaw which is...well...100% fitting. He feels So Bad for having to use a weapon in Halcyon (even if ur life depends on it like 99,9% of the time) :)))

I think the worst one is the ministry lab though. Board was doing hibernation-related research on humans (probably in somewhat inhumane ways, bc it's the board, and also based on the test subjects) and they used dimethyl sulfoxide there, the chemical Phin sends you to find. You can either choose to only take like 27% of it or the whole canister, which would result in the test subjects dying.

Considering all the ways how many test subjects have already suffered here bc of the board scientists, and how these people could likely have the same happen to them, and how the chemical is important for the Hope colonists stuck in hibernation, he chose to take the whole canister.

Was it the right or wrong thing to do? No one knows. But he feels Very Guilty about it.

Additionally he also feels guilty for like, very small things (e.g. lying about not finding the toothpaste formula) or things he can't control (e.g. only being able to send the power either to Edgewater or Botanical Garden only). Guilt-ridden miserable little guy.

not-so-nice oc ask game

#asks #oc: tobias #sorry if some of these don't make sense i'm so tired rn JFJFKKFNGNG #syysväsymys innit #anyway. miserable guy <3 need to give him a cup of caramel coffee and a warm chocolate croissant.

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editrevue · 8 months

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hiiiii hi hi haiii guys!!! ^_^ I don't rlly know much about these revstar girlies (the anime is on my to watch list! i just have to wait for the stars to align in my brain to. let me watch it 🥲) but i wanted to send in a request so!!!! how bout y'all make something self indulgent!! And to wanna make it interesting..... maybe you can make something for a kin/comf that isn't too popular by. fandom standards? or is just underappreciated in general?? if that makes sense?? okay thats allll have a nice day guys have fun bye byeeeee :33

-Cherry @/sunbedo 🍒💕

CHERRY!!! here's hers and here's mine!! @sunbedo

Hiii hi hi hiiiiiii!! omg don't worry, this was incredibly fun to do and it had us both thinking about the popularity of certain characters and who we'd like to see more content of, so we appreciate you sending this in! also I'm sorry for the wait to post this ask, it got completely lost in the drafts for a while and I wanted to ramble a bit under a cut ajsdakhd oh and let me know if you want to be 🍒anon at any point! ily and thanks again!! have a good night cherry 🥺

I only put this under a read more so I don't ramble too much but omg if you get into revstar let us know!!! it's still raging strong as a special interest and hyperfixation and we'd both love to talk abt it with you!! and please take your time there's never any rush to get into it! might i add that i love the usage of "if the stars align" here because if that ain't the most befitting for this source that you could've said... kjDSHASD <- revstar is very "star" themed, literally and figuratively! but hmm. if I had to kin assign you anybody especially from the anime I'd say probably Futaba and/or Karen!!! It's a little harder to say from Starira but I just KNOW you'd love Frontier and their found family tropes. Aruru? Misora? who knows but I also think you'd enjoy the Siegfeld Juniors a lot, especially Minku and Kuina for some reason. But yeah! the anime only focuses on the Seisho cast so that'd be your first introduction if you started with the anime and basically like the only introduction unless you looked into the mobile game or stage plays! which we can always help you with because we both have the resources. the cast is fairly small (if you don't count side characters and background characters which in of itself is few and far between) totaling about 40ish or so, roughly. so it's both easy and difficult to find "obscure" or underrated characters that don't get attention in the fandom because they're all loved by *someone* but there are characters that aren't as popular by default at the same time (like Frontier, Seiran, some Siegfeld, etc.) so that's why I went with Shiori Yumeoji for a kin, and Sun went with Tsukasa Ebisu for a kin as well! If we went with ccs, I would've chosen Misora or Stella, and I think it's funny because we got a few rqs for them recently since we've done this rq so it really worked out that way! Sun said she probably would have done Shiori as a cc if love didn't chose a kin too which worked out since I ended up doing that for myself. um anywaysss yeah! omg! I hope you enjoy it whenever you have the motivation and do not hesitate to talk to us about it or send in anything else for us to do in the meantime! this was very good for the soul

#✧. ┊ moon intermission #✦. ┊ position zero!#✦. ┊ star performance

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neonstatic · 2 years

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it's just. every time it's: get high, drink, play. i'm far from the sober-prude type alright but there's barely any space for actual talking? and some part of me is sooo starved for some deeper connection rn and ofc my own needs are my responsibility and i have to consider my difficulty to open up and yadda yadda yes but i've hung out a total amount of three times w these same ppl and omg why are we always playing mario party. i'm so sick of mario party. and it's not even the game's fault, it's just that it's their favourite thing and they never bothered to teach me fairly what the game was, first time we played they threw me in w not even base knowledge of what i'm supposed to do and ofc i was losing and very confused anyway wow this isn't making sense

but ykno what i'm gonna talk shit abt mario party for a second. fuck this game. i won last night's round with 3 stars and there was nothing gratifying abt it. it's largely a game abt luck bc i SUCK at the minigames but every dice roll of mine is blessed by the gods. ykno what's a game that i like and haven't ever gotten the chance to play? scrabble. i'd love to play scrabble. get me crossfaded and start a game of scrabble now THAT will bring me joy.

but also maybe i should just. stop getting crossfaded. i don't think i'm made for that. i can get a lil tipsy and a lil high, but both at once is a 100% guarantee that i'll feel like shit the next day. emotionally, i mean. like rn. i'm not in a good mood and i wanted to stay in bed forever. i'm finishing a pint of ice cream in one sitting and just because it's non-dairy i'm rly unhappy w it. as someone who's prone to depressive moods it just seems glaringly obvious that getting high and drunk isn't, like, the ideal combination for me. OR. or. maybe the issue isn't necessarily the mixed comsumption, but the fact that i'm in this vulnerable state in, um, not to be unkind but... subpar company.

like i have a feeling that if i were crossfaded at home, headphones on listening to my stupid videogame soundtrack playlist, volume cranked up to hell, eating poutine... that'd be good. or watching a thriller w my sister while we're both shitfaced. or i'm tipsy w my sober friends and we're watching a movie of their choice. idk. i think that'd be fun. but these ppl... idkkkk there's smth abt being in their company that makes me moody like I'll be staring in the distance thinking to myself "i wish i was on a walk rn" like a damn dog lmaooo

in conclusion: 1) sometimes my version of fun and someone else's don't match. it's no fault of theirs or mine. i just have to learn to communicate it. 2) i should find out what exactly IS my version of fun and how to make it happen instead of going w the crowd lest i become an unbearably passive aggressive big baby

3) i can drink a lil. i can get high a lil. i probably shouldn't do both.

4) whether i consume or not, i should do it in Good Company always. nothing less than Good, not even Okay. turns out that intoxication doesn't necessarily make things more fun.

5) almond ice cream can't and will never compare to dairy. read the label next time

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mymarifae · 3 months

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just finished the trailblaze mission the other day and immediately went to your blog bc i knew you'd be sane about it 😭 absolutely baffling to me but somehow not surprising that no one seems to care about the mystery like???? there's so much weird shit going on and such interesting pieces of lore about memoria and different factions and how they interact in this absolutely huge universe??? i also loved firefly i'm so sad that people don't seem to care much abt her :( she was so sweet and the fact that they touched on chronic illness w her character and her using the dreamscape as a way to escape from that reality... this patch was so so good in so many ways and i'd love to hear your thoughts if u have any!! :) (also the MUSIC???? if i can stop one heart from breaking had me in actual tears)

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE FIREFLY i got another anon asking for my thoughts about what happened to her and i'm still kind of wrapping my head around. That. so i'll save all that for later! she's definitely a new favorite of mine, though. we didn't get to spend too much time with her but like yeah she won my heart pretty immediately. she was so... genuine? sure she hid a lot, but she didn't seem like she wanted to. it was more like she had to. not for her own sake, but for stelle's

that was the other thing that really got me! the bond she formed with stelle. like oh my god. they CONNECTED... stelle ADORES her. they felt so comfortable in each other's presence despite the wall firefly had to keep up... stelle picked up on the thing i just mentioned above: that firefly wasn't entirely honest not to give herself an advantage in the game of penacony (like aventurine and, to a degree, black swan) but to keep stelle safe in the midst of it. and it was for this reason that stelle chose to trust her. and to offer her genuine friendship in return

the entire sequence of exploring golden hour and then dream's edge with her was sooooo nice. it just made my heart feel at ease. and also yes if i could stop one heart from breaking is BEAUTIFUL and i want it on spotify rn. so i can loop it for 58347685673453485734 hours

my thoughts about the mystery on penacony as a whole are like. well:

the key to what caused firefly (... ?) and robin's deaths lies with misha and a child's dream

not saying that in the way some other hsr fans are and theorizing that misha's evil, btw. i really doubt that. this comes off more as a ... ralsei deltarune situation. two genuinely sweet kids who just want to go on adventures and live their lives but got mixed up in the fucked up inner workings of the worlds they live in

misha's grandpa is obviously a nameless and i'm 75% sure he's also the watchmaker (i say 75% because someone - a random npc, maybe firefly, or someone else, i really don't remember whose mouth it came out of - says that clockie was designed in the watchmaker's likeness and i don't think misha's grandpa is a talking clock . so. um. ...)

clockie is going to be a bigger part of the plot than he is now and there's totally going to be something fucked up underneath the cartoony exterior

aventurine stresses that we can't trust acheron because she's an emanator, but an emanator of who, i wonder...? her connection to the dream world, her memory problems, and the way some of her dialogue varies from player to player (INSANELY COOL TOUCH BTW) makes me want to say fuli. or possibly... IX. mythus? i guess lan and nanook are possibilities but i kind of really really really really doubt that

idk like i mentioned in the tags on a different ask i gotta properly explore penacony and read all the things i've picked up that i ignored in favor of finishing the trailblaze mission! and do the 53873453465786837 side quests i got from tinkering with people's emotions. Help. it'll probably help me theorize more! lots of little clues and foreshadowing strewn throughout the game's text, hehe...

i've REALLY enjoyed this update though. definitely sunk my brain even further into the hsr interest than it was before. penacony's cast is really dynamic and interesting (firefly, misha, and acheron are my faves here). also, the dreamscape pass is such a clever feature. really makes you feel like a tourist AND it's got lots of little morsels of lore inside. love it. uhg. i can't wait for the next big update i'm going to explode

#i like. Game #mailbox

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8 & 14 for emmy and sienna.

8. is there any rumor netizens made up abt you or your group that actually made you laugh out loud? is there a rumor that genuinely offended you?

⠀⠀⋆⠀&.⠀٬⠀⠀EMMY ANSWERED⠀⠀┉⠀⠀"honestly, i haven't had many outrageous rumors about me personally. but, there was this rumor that floated around on twitter for like a week about my dad."

emmy suppresses a laugh as she recounts the story. "so, um, my dad lives in the uk and someone decided to do like- a deep dive into my dad's life. the genius realized that i never talk about my mother and my dad doesn't post anything about my mother either."

she pauses to roll her eyes, "they started spreading this rumor that my parents had a nasty falling out and my dad was a deadbeat who only posted me for clout." emmy scoffs at the thought, a shake of her head revealing the incredulity she held. "truth is, my mom's just not in the picture and my dad is gay."

⠀⠀⋆⠀&.⠀٬⠀⠀SIENNA ANSWERED⠀⠀┉⠀⠀"this is so stupid, but someone spread a rumor that i dyed my hair to pass a drug test." sienna waves off the thought quickly, rolling her eyes in annoyance. "literally had to give an official statement because of that bullshit."

14. if you had to put yourself in a new group with idols of your choice, which idols would you want to team up with? is there any existing group you would want to join?

⠀⠀⋆⠀&.⠀٬⠀⠀EMMY ANSWERED⠀⠀┉⠀⠀"i personally think duos are awesome because there's no room to hide," she shrugs, pursing her lips together. "so if i was in a duo i'd probably choose hwaseong." her hands clasp together as she continues. "i think we have similar tastes so a cute rap duo would kinda eat, right?"

⠀⠀⋆⠀&.⠀٬⠀⠀SIENNA ANSWERED⠀⠀┉⠀⠀"i've always wanted to make a cute little subunit with devin from so s!ck, ian from avos, and i." sienna figets in excitement, a wide smile revealing the deep smile lines embedded in her skin. "the concept would be washed up royal heirs and we'd make alternative pop." her smile is persistent. "the three of us talk about this all the time but it never lines up with our schedules. maybe one day, though!"

#‎ ‎ ⋆⠀⠀ʬ.ʬ.⠀⠀٬⠀⠀(⠀⠀&.⠀⠀)⠀...⠀INQUIRY.

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wannaliveattheholidayinn · 1 year

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fun tag game? fun tag game. ty @janelevy for the tag <3

what book are you currently reading?

i just finished i'm glad my mom died by jennette mccurdy, so now i'll probably move onto loveless by alice oseman or iron widow by xiran jay zhao

what’s your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year?

i,,, genuinely cannot remember going to a single movie in theaters this year. i'm pretty certain i never went into theaters this year. although, now that i'm thinking my local theater did host a viewing of goncharov-

what do you usually wear?

um,,, mainly,,, like dresses or shirts tucked into skirts. i don't own many "masculine" clothes and i'm just generally more comfy in "feminine" clothes

how tall are you?

uh,,, 5'2 or 5'3 i think. i'm pretty short. i'm the shortest of my friend group

what’s your star sign?

gemini !

do you go by your name or a nickname?

i'll go by anything if you clear it with me first. hannah? sure. 04? sure. jamie? sure. stan? sure. munchkin? ... sure, fine [redacted]

did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child?

uh,,, so i'm in (community) college now w an undecided major (which funnily enough, i did not want to go to college when i was little), but i'm pretty sure i'm going into education. little me wasn't exactly sure what i wanted to grow up to be, i flip-flopped around a bit, but i clung onto actor for a while so,,, no, not really

are you in a relationship? if not, who is your crush if you have one?

i am very single. i do have a crush on someone (two someones, actually), but i'm scared they'll find my tumblr so they'll remain unnamed. i do also have many crushes on celebrities who have no idea i exist

dogs or cats?

don't make me choose... okay fine, cats

if you draw/write, or create in any way, what’s your favorite picture/favorite line/favorite etc. from something you created this year?

oooh i am a fanfic writer (ik, i'm really cool /s), and my favorite fic has got to be this zep fic i wrote (pas de deux) kiss me backstage, in part bc it's just really personal. i'd say my favorite line in it is "She stepped away, wanting to see how he’d react before going. He seemed a little shocked, but slowly, a smile played at the edge of his lips. She smiled and then ran for her life towards the wings, because Jesus, she was late." what can i say, i'm a romantic who spent their final show of dance running to and from the wings

what’s something you would like to create content for?

ooooh um... maybe the west wing or wednesday or the punisher. definitely would like to write something for jessica jones. maybe if i'm feeling daring, derry girls?

what’s something you’re currently obsessed with?

the west wing. did a rewatch a month or so back bc of hln and i remembered how much i love it. derry girls, abbott elementary, and she-hulk attorney at law have all been taking up considerable space in my head, especially derry girls. also, weirdly, the punisher, which i've only seen one episode and clips of

what’s something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year?

... first kill. i tried really hard to like it, but idk there was a lot about it that rubbed me the wrong way and i just couldn't get into it the way i wanted to

what’s a hidden talent of yours?

um,,, it's not very hidden, but i have a pretty good singing voice. idk most ppl on here don't know and it isn't something i talk a lot abt with ppl i don't know... or maybe my hidden talent is the ability to ramble on for any given topic i'm somewhat passionate/invested in for hours on end, which i have done before

are you religious?

i'm not,,, religious, but i am somewhat observant of judaism, and i'd like to be more observant

what’s something you wish to have at this moment?

um... i guess a friend to hug. idk, i'm kinda sad, i had to leave my family early for the holidays bc my dad caught covid and i just really wanna hug somebody... also, bc we live in a capitalist society, money

tagging @wannabe-etymologist, @pesby, @delphiniumblooms ! obviously, no pressure, if you guys don't wanna participate <3

also open to anyone who sees this and thinks it would be fun to have a go at it <3

#tag games

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