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orangeshinigami · 5 months

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i only have about 250+ emails to read and answer (like literally over 250 emails, i wish i were overstating here), 36362536 shipments to follow up on & about 5093526 import/export documents to issue/correct, I'm not losing my mind no haha what you're talking abt. I'm f i ne

#lmao #at least I'm working from home tonight and this weekend #it'd be much worse if i actually had to go all the way to the office #on Saturday & Sunday #I'd cry so hard #man #whatever you do with your life #don't choose to work in the foreign trade field ok #ITS HELL #what did i do with my life #( ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆ ) out of karakura town. | ooc.

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ballpitwitch · 11 months

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KEANU REEVES as NEO The Matrix (1999)

#Keanu Reeves #The Matrix #kreevesedit #moviegifs #junkfooddaily #userstream #dailyflicks #cinemapix #filmedit #*#Neo #cypher saying Neo has pretty eyes was the realest thing #neo you're doing amazing sweetie #get him some noodles #*all those posts about not arguing with a man with brown eyes*#did i need the version so HD i can see the stray chest hairs???#yes and frankly i'd worry about my state of mind if that wasn't the case #*my hard drive crying in the distance*#coloring this was......yeah wow #sure he can dodge bullets or whatever but he's also a gangly nerd and that's what i need #okie dokie #hacker bf 💚#god what a face #is this seat taken?#pls don't hurt me Trinity #you're under arrest #put your hands where i can hold them #me if i was agent smith #thank you to who decided on the thigh holsters #they are supremely important

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brotherconstant · 10 months

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You have no idea who he is. You were only there when he was a baby who needed to be protected. I was there when he learned to walk. I was there when he first went out into vacuum. I was there for all the moments his mother should have been there. And I've felt guilty every day since.

THE EXPANSE ◆ Oyedeng (5.07)

#the expanse #theexpanseedit #she had him shaking crying throwing up the whole time <3 when he tried to save face like 'actually i haven't killed you bec--' yeah bye #it's so hard watching scenes with these two bc on the one hand Stay Away From Her but on the other This Is What I'm Talking About #can they please be cast in another project together i'd watch the hell out of it #marco inaros #naomi nagata #dominique tipper #keon alexander #beegifs

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mandersie · 1 year

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Recently came back from a trip and was having a very tough artblock; had a lot of trouble to work on commissions. So I made this warmup of Dad of War to get back in the drawing zone

#my art #digitalart #fanart #god of war #god of war ragnarok #Kratos #I never imagined I'd be drawing fanart of Kratos #I used to really dislike God of War when I was younger #AND I REALLY DISLIKED HIM KJAHSDFKJASD #but then #last year #I watched the 2018 gameplay with him and Atreus and it just had everything I love in a story minus the gore im very squeamish kjahsdgkj #oh Kratos you beautiful mess how dare you make me cry #also this bastard was so hard to draw either bald older muscular men are difficult or im just incompetent

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harbingersecho · 4 months

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#vampire survivors #krochi freetto #krochi #vs #mine #*24 #pixel art #crying throwing up why is pixel art so hard #at least i got these dither brushes to save me. i'd be fucking dead without them.

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deanckley · 2 months

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hail to THE bucktommy truther guys it's coming home

#buck will definitely struggle and bumble for a while #as much as i'd love for bucktommy not to have any problems it really is a first fling for buck rn #it is bound to be hard at the beginning #but that's okay because he is so gonna fight for tommy #and i'm actually so here for it #tommy's going to challenge him to be more honest with not only himself but also people around him #all so that he could finally be at peace with who he is #and not feel like he has to hide any part of himself #and be proud of who he is #it warms my heart oliver thinks this could be the right match for buck #and i think tommy fits right in this description #if they're not endgame i might actually cry #bucktommy #evan buckley #tommy kinard #911 abc #911 speculation #911 spoilers #hazel speaks

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frosla55 · 1 year

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I am once again missing my poor little deranged meow meow

#I'd ride this man so hard till the bed breaks till he starts crying 😩✌️#MISS HIM #aegon ii targaryen #aegon targaryen #hotd #house of the dragon #tom glynn carney

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angelsdean · 6 days

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ruthlessly deleting old 2021/2022 posts (not by me) from my dean studies tag like *click* un-incorporating that from my beliefs system! also the way SO many posts have me like ok uh-huh good aaand then say one completely wrong thing that loses me. it's so many posts.

#it's usually when they randomly drop some line of fanon. like saying dean has never admitted to being wrong in his life #or never expressed an emotion or been vulnerable or doesn't Talk About Feelings or is super duper RepressedTM #like i'm sorry. have you watched the show. oh and have you taken off the sammy POV goggles first?#bc this guy is always crying and being vulnerable and talking about his feelings. he is self-aware.#he may not always want to talk to sam abt things! but he sure does talk about things with other people #do i need to reblog the compilation posts AGAIN?#(also re: his sexualiy? AWARE. sorry i saw him flirt and be flustered by so many men. he knows how he feels.)#and then 'first time ever admitting to being wrong' this one came from a post abt dean's prayer in the trap #like i'm sorry but first of all. dean apologizes more than any other character on the show. there are hard numbers on this.#people have tracked this on spreadsheets. i think ilarual is one of them.#and often he is apologizing for things that aren't even his fault! but he still feels responsible for bc he's been made to feel that way #his whole life!!#other characters *cough samandcas *cough* apologizing Less doesn't mean they've Done less things wrong #it just means they're not owning up to it and brushing it under the rug. something both do frequently.#anyways. aside from apologies. dean also has no problem admitting he's wrong y'know when he's actually wrong #which is less often than you'd think bc he has pretty good instincts and intuition and often suspects things which turn out to be Right #but anyways. another thing abt the trap prayer is. i don't think cas Needed to be forgiven #i think dean was justified in feeling angry w cas over the circumstances leading to the Death of His Mother! totally normal grief response!#i think cas also understands dean to be someone who needs time to process and deal with his feelings (he says as much to jack)#however. despite me not think dean Needs to forgive cas. the thing is. with dean when it comes to cas the forgiveness is implicit #when he says /of course i forgive you/ and in the cut like /of course i wanted you to stay/ like. yes he was mad and dealing with grief #but also. yes cas was already forgiven even back then. he just needed Time to work through the feelings #anyways i think dean says he 'forgives' cas bc it's what CAS needed to hear to stop feeling guilty and dean gives him that closure #but i also think cas was already forgiven even in dean's anger. he wants him there always. i'd rather have you. we can fix this. etc etc #a lot of tags for a non-rebloggable post ajksdfs maybe i'll make these into a real post sometime #vic.txt #dean and feelings #so i can find this all again later

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nadjantipaxos · 1 year

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Don’t touch my Tito’s. I drink Scotch! 'Course you do, with your hairy fuckin’ armpits.

Yellowstone 5.08

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pallanophblargh · 1 year

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I think part of me expected this burnout would last a long time, but it’s drawing close to a year now. I have a strong reason to suspect medications are prolonging it. Granted: I have no intention of stopping medication, but I suspect I may need to make some changes. It’s been nice not to feel burning rage/crippling despair/panic most of the time, but I also miss being able to actually... act on things! Start things! Feel some semblance of motivation, as fleeting as it is. Mostly my reaction to prompts of any kind are “nah, don’t wanna” or “so what?” which isn’t terribly conducive to anything more than day to day life. (Y’all, I can’t even reliably plan my vacation and that’s pretty terrible.)

I’m saying this in part as a sort of explanation as to why I’ve been so slow to respond to anything, or post any art, or even re-open commissions this past year. I just... generally can’t make myself do anything that isn’t a part of my daily maintenance routine. Knowing that making art (even personal art) takes 3x times as long to complete is a standout reason I’ve been refusing to reopen commissions especially, since I’d be unwilling to make clients wait more than a few months for even something as simple as a sketch. People were patient enough with “Old Me,” I don’t think most would hold out for “New Me.”

Thankfully I’m speaking to my doctor tomorrow regarding my experiences on the current medication, and maybe I can find something that works a little better. I feel like I’ve been pretty fortunate so far, all things considered, and my side effects have been fairly mild. (Though I have suspicions it’s also thinning out my hair something fierce... probably time for supplements for that issue!)

Hopefully I’ll figure it out sooner rather than later? Either way, I’m learning to accept things as they are these days.

#April rambles #text post #mental health #medication #I know I'm one of the lucky ones but I'm still not discounting my aggravations #like yeah I'd like to think I should be capable of motivation #but at what cost?#and I never thought I'd care so much about hair loss but yikes I never had a lot of hair to begin with #wanting to cry anytime I see someone with a full head of thick hair #guess I'm kinda shallow after all lol #I have some beef regarding my other issues and suspicions but whatever #I can deal with them later #but I still find it hard to believe I've been assigned Just Anxiety instead of low grade well masked ADHD #Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh whatever #I'm a pleasant zombie for the most part are you happy?#I can't be arsed to do really anything are you sure that's just anxiety?#I'm literally masquerading as an apathetic potato most of the time now with meds so yeah ok sure?#we'll get there someday I hope #shit count my blessings it could be so much worse

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lucyshypemaster · 9 months

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do you guys ever think about how heartbreaking it'll be for shannon messenger once she's done writing kotlc

#the first book came out in 2012 and now it's 2023 #the next book is only coming out next year #she spent over a decade in the lost cities #and ppl expect her to move on just like that?#oh if i was her I'd cry so hard knowing that I'll never write any of these characters anymore #she can also do a sequel series of kotlc or a whole new friend group in the lost cities that doesn't involve sophie #but it just wouldn't be the same #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #shannon messenger #sophie foster #nav's kotlc thoughts

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silvermoon424 · 3 months

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#don't really want to get into the details too much but my breathing disability flared up really bad during this work trip #and I physically pushed myself way too hard #I ended up just sitting on a stairwell crying because I couldn't breathe and my heart was pounding so hard #everyone was worried and a coworker took me back to my room so I don't have to go out again tonight #I'm physically okay now but I'm really embarrassed #it's humiliating to be 'the fat chick who can't breathe properly'#I'm just gonna relax the rest of tonight #but if anyone has kind words to say I'd really appreciate it

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airanke · 5 days

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#my poor dad had left the water on in the bathroom like 4 days before he and my mom left #and idek how much it's going to cost to fix #because I live in a condo now and idek wtf is happening #like i'm pretty sure my insurance is right #but every time someone mentions it i'm like 'is it correct? is it right? am i fucked?'#i'm hoping it's just a deductible #but it's so frustrating that the only time I've had issues here #Have all been caused by my parents and not by me #and to make it worse (for me LMAO)#is that the condo IS in my name #so i'm like #how does this reflect on me?#anyway i'm just crying into the void #i'd talk to ppl but it's really started to feel like i can't #idk why #i'll talk to my therapist about it #which was hard to do w/ my parents here because my mom #is super nosy and wants to know what i talk to him about and like #.................???????? i'm talking to a therapist for a reason????#because i literally CANNOT talk to my parents about ANYTHING?#anyway lol byyeeeeee i'm gonna channel my distress into art

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 6 months

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i am your nightmares wife in my head. i will give her backrubs and everything I LOVE HER shes my silly. i love nightmare. someone sedate me

anon just gimme something to call you so i can officiate the marriage cause wow

#ask #this ask is bathed in love wahgaah i almost feel bad she's not real....fluffy fanfic levels of love right there HHHH #and for MY nightmare design ahgag sedate ME i never thought i'd see ppl like my designs this much sobbing wailing crying AHGHGAJHG #you had her at backrubs LMAO i'm projecting my immense back pains onto nightmare's old self so hard rn sorry not sorry<333 #thank you so much anon hhghghg :'D have a super duper amazing day muah muah<3333

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crescentfool · 7 months

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beaming everyone on the dashh with good brain day vibes!!! i hope that you all can remember to extend self-compassion to yourself whenever you're feeling down about something 💙

#lizzy speaks #the human brain works in such profound ways i think #lately i've been thinking about that post that was like 'you will always be your oldest friend take care of yourself'#it's definitely a sentiment i agree with and i appreciate how it emphasizes the importance of extending compassion to yourself #you wouldn't say such hurtful things to your friends right? (or at least i'd hope so)#so why would you say it to yourself?#you are your own friend too. and i think everyone has a beautiful soul within themselves. nurture it! water it! feed it good thoughts.#basically i wish everyone a 'i hope that your brain is not your own enemy but rather a friend that you can find comfort in'#things will work themselves out with time. there's beauty in life and you will find small delights to cherish!! i am manifesting it for u!!#and for those who find it difficult to transition from a self-critical mindset to one that's more compassionate and nonjudgmental #i truly think that with time you will be able to rewire your brain to be kinder to yourself. i'm proud of you for taking any first steps :)#there are times in which it feels counterintuitive to go against habits that feel hard-wired... but brains are very malleable littel guys-#with such a wonderful capacity for changing and learning new things. so i hope everyone can learn to be their own best friend!#not to undermine the importance of a support network ofc. that's good too and im all for that!! but i hope everyone remembers to be kind-#not only to others but also to themselves!! you're going to do great out there!! i love you all!!#ive just been thinking about this a lot... i needed to get it out there. you all shine so brightly!!! we shall be fine!!! have a good week!#sorry if this is out of nowhere but if there's anything about me you should know it's that i'm the 'hey dont cry 8 billion people on earth-#ok?' post. idk i just find great joy in knowing others are out there thriving and finding a daily delight yknow i love humanity!!

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fortes-fortuna-iogurtum · 7 months

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#hi back for now bc it's fall break and I'm stuck on campus #trying not to complain about it but I've been having stomach issues for at least the past couple of weeks #it's been acting up since I got here but the past few weeks and specifically the past few days it's become a lot more intense #I made an appointment with the medical clinic here on campus and they're treating me with something for a possible stomach ulcer right now #I have a follow-up in a couple of weeks #I'm struggling to keep on top of all my thoughts and feelings and emotions right now too #which may be causing or compounding the stomach issues. honestly who knows.#all I know for sure rn is that I feel very tired and worn out despite it being fall break #and I wish I didn't feel this way #kinda sad and very tired #it's a perfect opportunity to catch up on school work that I've fallen behind on. and yet I feel completely unable to even think #about school. hhhhh. 🙃#it's been such a hard year guys. and I don't want to complain or wallow but I wish I could just break down have a good cry #or a screaming fit if needed #just get it all out #and then maybe I'd be able to cope a little better #unfortunately I'm not sure that's how it works. so I guess I'm stuck feeling like this for now.

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