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albedobeheading · 1 year

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Guys. It’s going to set in soon.

I will be having a mental breakdown VERY soon

#my best friend from college is moving away for a year- probably longer #and I don’t have a passport to visit her yet so I need to do that at some point #I’m not moving this month anymore #I’m going to keep working this minimum wage job bc I’m not qualified for the job I want probably #and I’m a horribly insecure person in most of my relationships #I’ve been a bad friend in the past year and it’s no wonder that the only person that wants to live with me is my boyfriend #but I’m so worried about becoming just this one singular thing together #like we’re both still young and I’m worried it would be bad #and now he’s who I’m hopefully going to live with and my mom literally can’t stand him I guess #oh my god I’m gonna have to deal with my mom for multiple more months

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thimbell · 8 months

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#rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #tmnt jennika #tmnt venus de milo #roller disco #I’m not even gonna announce I’m back anymore #BUT IF YOU WANNA KNOW #I quit my old shitty 60hr week job and moved and lost the majority of my work and pouted about it for a month (2 months?)#Boo! Surprise!#Told you I drew they girls #rottmnt april #rottmnt cassandra jones #rottmnt sunita #fanart #my art #doodles

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whentherewerebicycles · 25 days

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I want my mom 😭

#return of the intense pregnancy vulnerability feelings #I’m like TOO pregnant I can’t move properly anymore and everything hurts #and I’m going on nine weeks of hand pain and a month of no sleep #it’s too hard doing everything for myself #I still have to walk the dogs and feed myself and practice this talk #and do laundry probably 😭#so I can wear one of the three things that still fit me tomorrow #tomorrow I work from 9am to 8pm #okay. I can do this #I will put laundry in right now #and walk the dogs on the 20 min loop #then I will make the easy breakfast tacos again #and practice the talk over dinner #and by then it’ll be like 7:30 or 8 #and I can go to bed #I think I feel demoralized by the news that I won’t actually be able to schedule my induction #it feels like this is heading towards ‘you will continue to be in physical pain hell for the indefinite future’#I’m not brave and strong I’m very weak and my hands hurt so much

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porternash · 3 months

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This is a youtube exchange on a John Oliver segment from months ago and given the recent events, I’d like an answer from everyone that believes they have an argument against trans rights;

why do your personal feelings superceed my rights, when my personal feelings aren’t enough justification to keep them?

#transgender #lgbt #trans rights #i’m fucking tired #youtube doesn’t even notify me anymore lol #it’s like yeah btw people are still wildin on that comment you made #that was a real dumb move vince from seven months ago

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songtwo · 3 months

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idk i think my bf might be developing a drinking problem and i just don’t know what to do…..

#it’s been going on for a couple of months now but he promised he would stop and he had been doing well until today….#and it’s like. on one hand i never wanted to be w an alcoholic and i told him straight so he promised it would stop #but on the other hand i can’t just abandon him #and it’s like we used to go out a lot and party but like. that was it but ever since he met this guy he just gets lost when he drinks w him #and the thing was he got like aggressive like he didn’t do anything to me and i can’t really explain it but he just wasn’t himself #and like. we talked about it a million times and it’s not like it happens every week #it’s been like 5 times since december #but 3 have been on the past month alone #and two weeks ago it got bad like he almost got into an accident #and like i’m not even physically w him anymore like we really only see each other once a week since i moved #and from the very first time it happened i told him i couldn’t be w him if it kept happening #and after that incident two weeks ago he swore it was the last time but it just happened again #by the way he and that guy get wasted it really is a miracle they get home alive #and like. idk what to do #i really don’t want to be w someone like this #and i hate feeling like this like if i were to think only about myself i don’t want this i hate feeling like this #but i also can’t abandon him #like not even bc i would miss him or whatever i just wouldn’t feel good leaving him alone #but like i don’t want to live like this #maybe i’ll ask for some time to just figure things out #but it’s gonna suck so bad bc we were supposed to see kendrick lamar next week and then we already had plans for his bday and omfg #i don’t wanna leave but i don’t want things to be like this either #and i asked him to stop and gave him multiple chances but idk #i just don’t know what to do #i love him endlessly but i need to put myself first but i can’t abandon him:(#and our 1.5 anniversary was also next week…..#but i think time is the sanest and safest thing right now

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coffeeandcalligraphy · 1 year

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Lonan’s got game etc | Moth Work

“I’m not going to stab your ear with a sewing needle,” Lonan said, his voice raspy and low in Harrison’s ear. Lonan kissed the spot he’d just touched, and a jolt of delight wound Harrison like thread.

“You wouldn’t be stabbing it. You’d be piercing it.”

“Stabbing, piercing. Synonyms.”

“I want you to.”

Lonan kissed him again, and again, until they were both breathless and numb with pleasure. Lonan cupped his cheek and re-parted his hair. “After breakfast,” he said.

LONAN DOES WHAT NOW??? P-PARTS HARRISON’S HAIR????? WHAAAAAT

hopeless romantic loser

#I’M SORRY????????#I literally collapsed in a chair LMAO #I know I just read moth work a month ago but holy actual fuck this book is so good #completing the reread as I get my shit together and unpack move into room etc etc lol #let me find this section in the hardback!#HIS VOICE RASPY AND WHAT #oh Christ #I put this scene in seventh virtue actually hahahaha #but yes the lore is that lonan pierces Harrison’s ear! can u believe he didn’t have an earring until 2019 #a friend of mine developed this idea with me! not pals anymore but I’ll never forget how precious that was #if lonan just….. got his shit together………..#(to be fair in feeding habits he DOES but Harrison is now the problem as u all know lmaoooo)

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permanentreverie · 5 months

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so i may be moving in the next few weeks 😵‍💫

#there’s this girl looking for a roommate in this town an hour away #and i just texted her and we’re gonna meet up this week to talk it over #i’m so NERVOUS fuck.#but it is absolutely time to move on!#it’s not healthy living with my mom anymore i need to not Be Here #i also might have a job opportunity in ***** so moving there makes sense #even if it’s just for a few months #cause i’m going to apply to university!!!!!!!!!! that whole process is So Daunting yall are so brave #how do you guys function in the transition period without throwing up every hour???#ofc this might fall through. if it does i think ill just pursue moving to the city that im applying for university in #since i have family there i could rent from #but yep! get me out of this house!#lindsay posts

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lambentplume · 2 months

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i’m trying not to beat myself up for not having postgrad plans 😭 yes i am moving at my own pace unfortunately i don’t LIKE my pace,

#jaerambles #i’m so scared. i want to know that things will be fine.#at the very least i have somewhere safe to live so not scared in the physical sense but emotionally #there was previously a lot of pressure on me to Make Something Of Myself but that kind of. lessened with the Problems #but now that i’ve been focusing so hard on fixing the Problems i don’t have any career aspirations and i’m scared of being aimless #i really don’t know what i want and i don’t know how to make the moves necessary to get what i want. at least not anymore #when people ask me if things are possible it’s like damn why didn’t i think about that. damn.#anyway 😭😭😭 i stressed really bad about this all day and now i’m just kind of stuck because i can’t Do anything about it yet.#gotta finish my degree. my degree that i didn’t even like all that much.#that’s the thing that gets me i want so badly to feel alive and not just going through the motions #i’m midway through my twenties i have time but i just don’t like how i’ve been spending it #thank you tag system i love typing in tags.#man. i’m so stressed 😭 my resume is so old i haven’t worked in over 6 months and i have no extracurriculars #like what HAVE i been doing. just being mentally ill.

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ilostyou · 6 months

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#one of my best best friends is getting married today and bc of crazy like personal and circumstances out of everyone’s control #i couldn’t travel to be there and :\#i was gonna be a bridesmaid and visit friends i hadn’t seen in a really long time bc. she moved abroad and is getting married there #and i was really all set to go but then. i couldn’t anymore #this was a couple months ago but still #the wedding is happening like now and i just facetimed everyone and i’m just :( like i wish i could’ve been there #delete #ugh and it feels so silly to complain about bc the circumstances are insane and so unfortunate and really has nothing to do with me #like on a personal level except that my travel plans got upended but. i’m still :\ bc i wish i could’ve gone #and i was talking to her mom who was saying there’s only a handful of people from outside her new friends where she lives that she really #wants to come to the wedding but she had said she’d really really love for me to come if i could make it work #and it was gonna work!!!! i was gonna go for a week plus bc i’m off from school rn and just #i wish i could’ve been there for me and her yknow

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cryptidafter · 3 months

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told my mom I couldn’t afford to replace the fridge and she’d have to put it on her credit card and that was the most nerve wracking part of my morning

time to lie on the couch for the rest of the day lol

#cryptid’s thoughts #partially joking but my anxiety has been so high since yesterday #telling my mom no even though it’s reasonable is still a challenge for me #that guilt is deep-rooted 😮‍💨#like I bought her a brand new washer and dryer when I moved in because hers had been broken for at least two months #cleaned up the rooms we’re using and repainted (didn’t ask her to help)#pay rent every month!#and yet my mom still doesn’t have money or pay the bills on time #and whenever anything goes wrong she expects me or my sister (who doesn’t live here anymore!) to pay for it #like I’m thankful for my job but I’m not rich lol - I can’t just drop thousands of dollars at a moment’s notice #and my mom likes to make us feel terrible and guilt us and it’s not easy but I’ve been working on standing firm #our relationship has been so strained since I moved in #same thing happened with my sister #like we love her but my mom is unwell and she’s done us a lot of harm 😞#dealing with trauma is hard lol

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francisforever2014 · 4 months

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my dad did something to fuck up the whole family so now i’m trying to convince him (subliminally) to come down here to help me move in summer . you know as reparations

#he decided to move back to texas . and told my little sister (14 years old!!!) that she could go with him . without telling my mom . yknow #the person with primary custody . who’s been her primary caregiver (technically 😐) for 7 years now .#and put the entire decision on my sister . and the burden of telling my mom on her too .#anyways that’s been a shit show for the past like month and i’ve been dealing with the brunt of it ofc despite not even LIVING THERE #bc my sister can’t talk to either of them about it and my mom is being actually unhinged and delusional and talking about moving too now #despite my sister begging her not to but she had a ‘vision’ that it’s the right thing to do #so anyways . i’ll always be dragged into this it seems but i don’t mind as much anymore like i’m just glad my sister can come to me #bc i’m just helping her and not even having to talk to my parents #but i will be yelling at them when i go home for break #but anyways!!!!! i’m trying to convince my dad to move when i also need to move out so he can do swing by here on his way to texas 😭#the least he can do imo

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bich-the-moss · 4 months

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YIPPEE

#officially moving in with my boyfriend once my lease is up in a few weeks.#even though I haven’t left his house in months #I broke the news to my mom yesterday and it went surprisingly well #essentially ‘well I don’t agree with it but I’ll support you’#I wasn’t necessarily looking for her approval. I just know that if it had gone badly it was gonna be A Thing for the next 3 years #I’m sure it will still be A Thing next time I see my parents but idc anymore. I’m just glad I don’t have to hide it anymore #anyway pray for me over the next month while I move and continue to dump cryptic family drama on here

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heartual · 4 months

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eugh

#🍄.txt #actually really upset i haven’t been able to look at tee ex tee the same for the last few months because of sbn #like they were my ult group and he was my ult bias but now i just feel yucky.#*pcs >#pc i bought myself for my bday came in like a day or two after all of that stuff happened a few months ago and they’re still sitting in the #envelope #i don’t even collect anymore i was just like yay <3 for funsies #this is why u don’t buy laminated cardboard pictures of men #i feel weird just having them sit there now 🧍🏻‍♀️#this is so dumb 😐#doing some more research and seeing people talking about dropping mia after seeing the third movie or the second season like yeah #i feel a little sick but we move #🚶🏻‍♀️#doing my own research so i’m not supporting some weirdo i don’t even know #like me just trying see just How censored it is…

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