#I’m all over the place today | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

xmhhoe · 1 year

Text

I haven’t been on here lately, but I just want to offer my condolences to those close to Moonbin and arohas.

Astro was one of the first groups I discovered and listened to when I got into kpop back in 2016. Moonbin was such a bright light and had so much life ahead of him. I went back to watch some of the old goofy videos and shows that used to cheer me up, and while I’m sad to know that bright light and energy is gone, I’m glad that I had a chance to have seen and connected with it for the time that I did.

I hope you’re resting peacefully, Moonbin. I will never forget that bright, beautiful smile that so many of us cherished 🤍🕊️

#I’m all over the place today #I was so shocked when my friend told me the news #rip moonbin 🤍#fly high

5 notes · View notes

litfeathers · 1 year

Note

As a writer do you usually get jealous over certain people? Also, are you mostly motivated by validation?

Ha! Actually, I have never been jealous of other writers (which I’m guessing is what you mean).

I write for a completely selfish reason: because it’s something I desperately want to exist, and so I make it happen. That’s literally it. It’s completely self-serving, and I am not ashamed to admit it.

So for example if I find a baller fic with a pairing I like with a delicious plot and perfect tags?

Oh my god I am fucking ecstatic because that means I didn’t have to spend all that time writing it myself lmao

(Plus I’m not completely jaded from knowing the whole plot and having already read it about a zillion times while I wrote and rewrote and nitpicked over every little thing)

It’s the version of “HOLY SHIT TWO CAKES” when you had to make one yourself because “ugh no one ever brings chocolate guess I have to do it myself if I want chocolate”and you are proud of your baking and enjoy a slice but then someone puts a cake down next to yours and HOLY SHIT IS THAT GANACHE YESSS SOMEONE ELSE MADE A CHOCOLATE CAKE TOO IM GRABBING SOME OF THAT

anyway yeah

#coming to you live from the target parking lot while I wait for my dinner #I’m all over the place today

6 notes · View notes

yournameoverandover · 3 months

Text

trying my hand at batch cooking drumsticks. I hate chicken drumsticks but I’m hoping the meat will fall off and then I can use it for other things

#I totally forgot about this plan until I was packing my lunch lol #I’m all over the place today

0 notes

bambeebirdie · 10 months

Text

This is for @bluepeachstudios ‘s Ghost in a Shell. It’s really good you should read it.

I looked at exactly one picture of Jupiter Jim and went “yeah this should be enough to draw him.” I will not be answering if it actually was

Have some bonus content under the cut!

And sketches

(I love any character who can say “I don’t want to go back to prison” it’s like the funniest thing to me)

#i don’t know what compelled me to hand write that text. it’s not very good #we just don’t do things the easy way here. that’s why I render with an app on my phone. i don’t believe in simplicity #i had a plan for a lot more full body shots but then I couldn’t find any good lair references so I decided to screw it #I’ve never drawn rise characters before. this is my first time drawing them and expressions wow #I’m not very good at style copying and my default is so much rounder than rise is so that was just a woof #i should say all text in these shit posts aren’t canon at all. you can figure out where they likely take place yes #but they never show up in story #just a little fyi incase anyone decides to check it out #the entire inspiration for this post was just watching 2003 and going #WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY DID THAT??#ghost causally dropping the most wild facts about his life has like endless shit post potential #yeah I went to space. stole a ship. went to jail. aided a fugitive. held a dictator at gunpoint #and folks that’s just one arc. go watch 2003 #i debated making angst as it is likely more currently topical but I’m a shit poster at heart #chapter 29. how we feeling boys? I’m actually doing rather well. i think just the fact the build up is over and I’m so tired I no longer #have emtions I’m just pumped for the next chapter whoo!#i started to lose mojo very fast while doing this but I wanted to finish today so I did. i hope it’s not too obvious #yeah anyways go read ghost in a shell #go watch 2003 #go read ghost in a shell #i’m gonna go to bed now #ghost in the shell #teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt 2003 #tmnt 2018 #fan fiction recommendations #fan art of a fan fic #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #teenage mutant ninja turtles 2003

125 notes · View notes

mattodore · 6 months

Text

not many people online atm so i figured i’d show off theo’s freshly customized moles :) i'll post a proper close up of his face moles later because i'm obsessed, but for now here’s the full thing.

also this is how this background looks with the character page (this isn't the pic i'll be using, i was just testing things out). i'll probably alter the code to match the background rather than editing the background’s color, i think.

#the cas background was much closer to the page’s color before i turned my preset on </3 #river dipping #theodore doe #echthroi #ts4 #i might delete this later... we shall see #i just don't like posting theo when he's showing a lot of skin idk why...#ig it's bc i know how theo feels abt his body and everything so eyeeee am just like. everyone close your eyes.#but i want to show his moles off because they took me forever to place where i wanted #he has four!!! moles on his left palm that i love so bad and no one is ever gonna see them kjfdhnkfdjhn #i imagine matthias kisses theo's palm there all the time #…jotting this pose idea down expeditiously ✍️#i’m laying down for bed now so hopefully i get at least four hours tonight 🧎#also i only took test shots today while in cas so tomorrow i have to hop back in there to actually take the pics i want for the oc page #i want to do everyone’s but i just know i should just keep it simple with mattodore first #oh—also! downloaded a ton of clutter cc yesterday and today so i’m hoping i might actually get to that in-my-bag tag game soon #but yeah . . . nothing else to say and my eyes are watering from yawning so i’m going to sleep 🚶#everyone watch over theo for me while i sleep 🔫#gn!!!! <3

68 notes · View notes

lvstharmony · 6 months

Text

beyond grateful for the people that are surrounding me in my life, just as i am grateful for the people i’ve parted ways with, for without them, i would not be the person i am today.

#i have left so many people throughout my life #and #if someone would ask me if i’d regret any choice i’ve made i would say no #i regret hurting people yet i wouldn’t change a thing if i could #without the suffering the sacrifices and the lessons i would not be the person i am today that i can finally say i’m proud of #whenever i read the question “would you want to be your friend if you’d meet yourself?” deep down my answer was no #i was a good friend and i always tried my best to be there for everyone #but i was so blinded and overwhelmed by my pain that i tried so hard not to project on others that it was exactly the thing i’ve done #i was extremely caring sensitive loving and selfless but my ”bad“ traits were just as extreme #my emotions were so overwhelming that they were scattered all over the place that it didn’t allow me to have any control over them #i used to be so terrified of being alone. all i’ve felt was a great loneliness that was residing within me #until i’ve gathered the strength to leave an entire friendgroup with people that meant the world for me #they weren’t good for me anymore just as i wasn’t for them #since that day i’ve grown a lot i became a better and healthier version of myself #i learned how to be alone and to find the peace in it and in myself #all i’ve had was Allah swt. and He is all i will ever need.#without the hardships in terms of friendship i wouldn’t have been able to learn how to be alone and love and enjoy it #without it i could not say that i could easily give up the people in my life #i could if i had to bc i have Allah swt.#but i’ve learned how to choose and to choose the right people #i don’t need you and never will but i choose you bc i want you in my life and i think that makes it so much more special #i can finally say that i love the person i am today and can’t wait to see myself grow even more as the cycle of growing is never ending #I still have so much to learn and I will let it come to me with open arms #an open mind and an open heart #above all the most precious gift i’ve earned is to learn how to have tawakkul.#everything that happens every trial that is afflicted upon us has meaning #and it’s beautiful.#being able to pick out the khair in everything is the biggest blessing #alhamdulillah for the things that bruised my soul alhamdulillah for the things that mended it #alhamdulillah for everything bc truly; Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear.

46 notes · View notes

track2hack · 3 months

Text

28.01.2024

Finally a photo of me riding after many long years 😮‍💨

Really good lesson with west coast pony club coach today, lots to work on and lots to aim towards this season 💪 (a confidence boost being the big one!🤞)

#riding Eddie is like driving a bus with loose wheels flying all over the place. it’s b a d #BUT he is a genuine trier and he trotted over a pole today so I’m happy #horseblr #horsblr #equiblr #equine #equestrian #horses #horses of tumblr #standardbred #standardbred pacer #gaited horse #retired racehorse #ex racehorse #my ponies

12 notes · View notes

why-the-heck-not · 1 year

Text

hate hate hate the feeling of turning in a part of an assignment and being hella embarrased abt how it is :3 like, feeling someone’s just gonna email me like ”hey?? what the fuck ??? what are u doing here this is garbage” like yeah dude i dont know what to tell you, things did not go well this week

#doing one that’s like a bigger thing but has weekly deadlines #and this week hasn’t been good for that so it’s like very fucking pathetic of how little I got done #and it’s all basically shit anyways like i know it doesn’t work and won’t work with the way I’m going about it #also I’m only submitting the previous version bc i don’t even fuckin know what’s going on with this current one #like the code’s all bad and all over the place and I have no clue where i’m trying to go with it #so it’s like i basically didn’t get shit done this week #only made myself more confused #i need to take a step back and like really fuckin think what I’m going to do with this bc it’ll just get worse if I just keep trying to go #with this shitty thing i have on my hands rn #and also im like over an hour late already bc gotta write a weekly report and idk what the fuck to say like #’’oops sorry dude it’s shit rn i have no clue what’s going on but also dont have anything i could ask help with bc im too confused so it’s #just uhh this thing now; a mess <3’’#the way i’ve been handling this course like ?? uh oh will i ever have the audacity to step a foot to my campus ever again lol #yes im now writing this to procrastinate writing that weekly report thing #ughhh yes im hella positive rn all is shit #(also there was parliamentary election today and it didn’t end well so that might be why everything feels 5x more shitty rn)#april 2023 #2023

55 notes · View notes

braveburned · 6 months

Text

hoping I’ll finally be around this weekend but it’s my birthday today and I’ll be out for most of the evening !!

#★ * OOC / brainrot for a sushi restaurant. )#sat in classes all morning for some TA stuff #but I’m going out with friends tonight #and my anxiety has been through the roof today for no discernible reason so idk what’s up #my vibes are all over the place

17 notes · View notes

catastrxblues · 4 months

Text

read more than 50 pages while i was outside today!!!!!!! where’s my trophy

#OUTSIDE as in like…. public places such as class and train station and train and bus stop #who am i #no one ask but this blog is my diary so here it is #so in the morning i continued a few pages of crooked kingdom before class. but then my friends came and the teacher came so i stopped #and we literally didn’t study anything AT ALL today it was such a waste #so after a few hours of talking with my friends because as i said literally no classes i decided to read again #i was going to read ck but i felt like i would just going to go around the sentences and not understanding anything if i did #thank goodness i also brought another book circe by madeline miller so i started that #and it’s really great!!!! i started that book at 2 am days ago but haven’t continued it again. and because i didn’t really remember much #from that i decided to start over and it’s good!!!!!#tell me why sometimes general fiction books are easier for me to digest than ya/mg #i think maybe it’s because with ya/mg (esp fantasy) has such a fast and complicated plot to keep the readers entertained #and this book imm reading is just a retelling of greek myths but?#anyways yeah i’m kinda hooked #actually thinking of finally putting song of achilles in my tbr #reading tag #nadirants

14 notes · View notes

milflewis · 2 months

Text

.

#in a strange place today and i need to put this somewhere. i do not have a journal yet. this is it #my grandad was diagnosed with dementia years ago and the grandad i have now is often unrecognisable from the one i grew up with #and while this like isn’t fun and it is strange for him to look at me and not know me more times than he does. it has also been kind of l #lovely?#bc he thinks my granny is still alive so whenever i get to go see him i get to pretend she is too. and she is for a minute. and tho i am #glad she went before him. it is nice to say oh i’m popping in to see her after this grandad and talk about her like she’s hasn’t been gone #since i’ve been ten. my dad has spoken more to him in the last five years than he has his whole life #he was not an easy man. he was loud and friendly and hard working and funny and scary but not easy. in ways he is even #harder now. in others he is easier.#he is more of a child. this is what dementia can do to a brain. we are learning things about his childhood that no one alive has ever spoken #about. that no one knew. my dad doesn’t love him more now but he understands him better #my grandad taught me how to drive a tractor and how to fish through my dad and he has not recognised me in over a year and he #hasn’t walked since he broke his pelvis seven years ago and his muscles are nearly all gone. he is a fraction of the size he used to be. his #personality and body took up my childhood like adults on the screen in cartoons. he hasn’t dressed himself in a decade. he told one of the #nurses that after dinner he wanted ice cream plain like herself and nearly peed when she laughed and told him to fuck off #he is in there. he is himself. i know him. but he isn’t. he doesn’t know me but he allows me to tell him how to ppl he knows are doing. he #still somehow trusts me. we talk a lot about my granny and how she stayed up watching tv again last night so she’s tired today. don’t stay #long when you call in to see her?#whenever we would journey to see him and my granny and get in v late he’d ask us if we wanted apple tart and my granny would say michael.#not ur kids. u can’t parent them. he didn’t know my name yesterday but he asked me if i wanted apple tart #i hope he dies soon. for all that i will miss this. miss my dad having this. he would not want to live like this. it wouldntbe living to him

12 notes · View notes

pollencoveredwoman · 10 months

Text

Dennis “Sometimes I need a foolproof system to bang a dude” Reynolds.

45 notes · View notes

shima-draws · 9 months

Text

To everyone messaging me in concern about icing my back: Do not fret!! By ‘direct contact’ I did not mean just slapping ice on my back lol I put it in a ziploc bag and then applied. But even that was a bit too cold so I used my shirt as an extra little barrier :’)

I’m probably gonna get one of those special little pillows with the beads inside that you throw in the freezer 🤔 Anyway thank you all for the kind messages and suggestions it means a lot!! Super glad there’s people out there that have experience with this kind of pain and know the best way to handle it

#My sciatica’s a LOT better today #I’m still achy and stiff but not nearly as bad as last night #So I’m assuming the rest I’m getting + icing my back helped #Shima speaks #I gotta get up and go make dinner lol I haven’t really eaten properly all day. Oops 😬#I DID unpack more stuff today and got most of my office space in order!!#I’ll take pictures once it’s all set up. It’s very cute #I want to unpack a little more before my bestie comes over tomorrow 🥰 Don’t want this place looking like a total trash tornado lmao

20 notes · View notes