imagine loving someone so much you’ll leave to keep them out of danger, your heart hurts but it’s to keep the danger that follows you away from them, imagine being comforted thinking the ones you love are strong and healthy, they’ll be fine just like they always have been without you, your children are protected by the one you love, someone strong and dependable, imagine going to sleep comforted by this information… imagine being so distant from the ones you love to be so unaware of just how false your false sense of comfort regarding their wellbeing is, not knowing how close to the one you love, the one you see as strong and undefeatable, is to giving up, to let himself get lost forever, and just how much pain all those you love have endured and are haunted by
imagine leaving to protect someone you love, only to unknowingly risk losing them forever to a threat you could’ve never even imagine
i’m thinking a bit too hard about qmissa and just how unaware he is of the fastly declining mental health of his family, hiding in an attempt to keep his family safe while not knowing just how desperately he is needed by them :(
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Just took a nap oops but honestly, I don’t even feel safe venting on here since I have a feeling people will just screenshot my posts and pick it apart to slander me even more ;;
Which then just causes me to get even more stressed and physically sick…
I think I need a break from the internet as a whole, honestly. Things are not healthy and I rather spend my time doing something productive than get anxious over people getting mad at me. But that’s easier said than done. People saying I’m “weird” for using labels like Bara, Twink, etc. genuinely hurts.
Being depicted as this fetishistic, p*rn addicted person is crazy especially knowing I’m a gay asexual and am repulsed by NSFW. Hell, even me saying all this is making me scared since I genuinely do not feel safe at all and it’s awful 💀
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good posts king 👍
HUH
The fact that you think my little weirdo blog has GOOD posts is very cool!!
The pigeon guy himself has spoken, I have good posts B)
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if your respect for trans people ends at the ones you deem unfuckable, you only respect trans people when they’re attractive, or you harass or assault trans people you want to fuck, YOU DONT RESPECT TRANS PEOPLE
and also i don’t think any trans people you treat like that want to fuck you <3
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