Sorry just thinking about how lovingly Charles talked about where he'd buried Arthur, the softness and somber in his voice, the way he reassured John that Arthur got the proper burial he deserved.

"It's where he would have wanted to be.. a pretty hillside.. facing the evening sun."

カ・カ・カ (ka-ka-ka) 乾杯したいじゃない？(Don't you wanna kanpai?) 大宴会にしたいじゃん、ね！(Wanna have a big party, right?) 乾杯したいじゃない？(Don't you wanna raise a glass?) 夕方から朝方まで！(From night until the morning!) 発散したいじゃない？(Don't you wanna let loose?) ちゃらんぽらんでgood! (Being happy-go-lucky is good!) 軽快なミュージック鳴らすのはあなた (The one who'll make the music sing is you!)

plus a version with the color palette from the videeo that i dont like very muchh

i’m almost finished with the report. i hope this goes well. i hope everyone believes me. i hope it’s not too upsetting to go through the whole process. i hope something comes of it. i hope i can move on after

Someone’s looking out for you ♥ (Patreon)

every time i talk w my parents i have to remind myself not to get swayed by their doting affectionate act.

does it feel like quite a few comebacks have really dropped the ball styling-wise this year? you've mentioned Taeyong's Shalala with the recycled NCT wardrobe, but i feel like i'm seeing so many jeans and tee shirts on music shows lately and it just looks so lazy. Like I was shocked at how for P1Harmony's Jump for example, it felt like the stylists had made zero effort at all (which is a shame since the song is throwback in nature that we could've gotten a riot of 2012-kpop looks).

yea there kinda has been a drought this year on styling, at least in the first half. it's been oddly consistent in a way though, if that makes sense? i'm looking through my first half styling playlist and it doesnt seem like there's as many cbs as there usually is on there, but there's still around the same number of videos bc the stylings that have been good have HIT with pretty much everything. just scrolling through its like. every halazia stage every rose blossom stage every xg stage every tic tac stage every sweet juice stage etc etc. lots of stuff's been pretty meh all around and therefore doesn't make the initial cut, but there's comparatively few of middling missed opportunity ones. i think the biggest ones there for me are shalala and rover, which i think i did publish that ask about......i think.

it especially feels like a dirth rn i think bc may and some of june were pretty slow for good releases in general, so now that there's more groups in the summer cb swing it feels more obvious that the styling has been pretty bland. also it doesn't help that ateez kicked off the season with an absolute slammer of a hit, both styling and song wise.

For reference I shaved my head recently and have basically no hair and I DO miss my hair a lot but also I can do this.

Which is also really fucking cool so idk. I’ll definitely grow it back since I think the longer look is definitely more me, but I don’t regret shaving it off either, y’know?

me: aight imma watch villainous on hbo max usa 💪

*2 minutes later*

me: damn. 15 dollar monthly subscription fee got hands

Jesus christ just realized I haven't like turned on my computer since Thursday, it's just been one of those weeks man

fuck this shit i'm NOT working this summer

Was a lovely day/night ☀️✨❤️‍🔥 which is rare but it’s been great weather last week and this for here lol didn’t have money today or a chance to go hiking buttt I did sit in the back garden of my flat at a table and drew/painted, listened to music & watched stuff on my laptop, played with my dog (I made him a spot with a few couch pillows wrapped in a quilt cover next to me by the table and brought him water and snacks out lol) so I done that for hours and smoked weed and drew finished my Grace and Frankie drawing:)) 🎨 with watercolour pencils and pens (I need to buy new paint soon lol). I got high:)) 💨 it was nice ❤️‍🔥 wearing that big spaceship hat coz I couldn’t find my cap and my scalp burns easily so I took my mums huge hat, ironic I call her mothership and it looks like a bloody spaceship 🛸😂 lol anyway had a nice night, would rather go hiking again, but seeing this guy I’m seeing this week again,. Can’t stop thinking about our hike and picnic it was lovely :)) we keep texting he’s great

i have no words....

im quitting coffee

i need to think homosexual thoughts to calm myself down so i can sleep after that mess, but I'm subjectung you all to them too bc idk. I'm in a Mood.

Eadwulf's marriage to Adi is the most sexless relationship he's ever had and they are both happier for it.

Like, even after Adi and Eadwulf are a Thing tm instead of sugar baby/daddy, Adi wants to make his own living. Both because he doesn't want to be completely dependent on his husband's money (he doesn't Think Eadwulf would financially abuse him but that doesn't make Adi more comfortable giving him the opportunity to do so) and because if Adi didn't pay his own bills absolutely no one would see their marriage as a legitimate relationship instead of as a very rich older man buying a pretty young thing to hang off his arm at parties and to give him a reason to keep filling his Viagra prescription.

And the way Adi makes his money is through camming and occasionally full service sex work. Which kinda means that sex has lost a Lot of it's appeal for him. It just feels like working. He gets caught up in his own head so much during it because he's so used to focusing on making it all look good or feel good for his client that it's really difficult for him to just enjoy it.

So they just, don't have sex very often. Which is itself a massive change from the kinda awkward period that basically immediately preceded their sugar free arrangement. Adi knew he was down bad for Eadwulf and that Eadwulf returned those feelings and also knew Adi liked him. But, their relationship was that of a sex worker and his client. Adi couldn't afford to very suddenly loose Eadwulf as a client, and Eadwulf knew that and also that it would be ridiculously unprofessional and would way overstep the rules of their relationship for him to make any sort of move. So they were just locked in this stalemate where they both wanted something more but were unable to risk moving forward with it. Adi didn't handle it well and it was way worse for Eadwulf who had basically 0 non Adi people in his life he could be vulnerable around, or let his guard down with, or just Connect with.

Eadwulf has no one besides the guy he pays to sleep and go on dates with him. and he's Really scared he's going to do something that makes Adi not want to keep working with him. so instead of paying adi for dates where he might cross a line and ruin everything he began basically Only buying sex from Adi. There were fewer chances for him to run his mouth and ruin things that way. but it meant his one emotional support was suddenly gone and the only way he could feel human connection was buying sex and etc etc. The man spiralled it was a bad time for everyone involved.

But anyways, after that mess is resolved and they're together properly, sex is a sore topic for them both and they kinda just want to chill and cuddle or go bowling or something. And that change was a massive relief for them both.

Who gives in first? Percy feeling bad for him(despite loving the chaos&drama) or Kronos going "what the fuck is happening to me, what's going on, what the fuck what the fuck-"

Kronos gives in first because Percy is sipping his apple juice and watching while hiding a grin as Kronos almost collapses from exhaustion and dehydration.