#I think I’ve written like 100 words in the past 2 hours lmao
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Maybe my writing wouldn’t take so long if I stopped checking social media between every sentence
#like I’m doing now#fanfic writing#writing update#I think I’ve written like 100 words in the past 2 hours lmao
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1: Name
- Kaylie
2: Age
- 23
3: 3 Fears
- Spiders, failure, loss
4: 3 things I love
- Reading, writing, Taylor Swift
5: 4 turns on
- Kindness, nice hands, humor, someone who has a really warm heart.
6: 4 turns off
- Arrogance, moustaches lmao, narcissism, basket ball shorts *shudders*
7: My best friend
- Her name is Megan (but also my mom lmao)
8: Sexual orientation
- Heterosexual
9: My best first date
- I have never been on a date.
10: How tall am I
- 5'2
11: What do I miss
- My childhood mostly
12: What time were I born
- 2:45 pm
13: Favorite color
- Red, but sometimes a nice summery, pastel yellow
14: Do I have a crush
- no
15: Favorite quote
- I have so many that I can't say my utmost favourite, but one that I always think about is from Richard Siken "He was pointing at the moon but I was looking at his hand." I'm not even sure how this is supposed to be interpreted, but I just love the detail of this. Of someone looking at the moon and pointing at it, but you're looking at their hand because you're that consumed by them and also they're like your moon. anyway-
16: Favorite place
- My house lol
17: Favorite food
- Cheesecake
18: Do I use sarcasm
- Yes, but very dryly
19: What am I listening to right now
- Nothing actually. I'm just sitting in the quiet.
20: First thing I notice in new person
- I used to think it was physical, like eyes or their smile, but I think it's actually their demeanor. i.e., confidence, if they're laid back, talkative or quiet, etc. Or even just how they handle things. Like when I'm at work and I meet a new co-worker I'm always noticing how they are with people.
21: Shoe size
- 6.5 US but I can manage a 7 US too.
22: Eye color
- Grey
23: Hair color
- Ashy blonde, but I usually get it highlighted to be a brighter blonde
24: Favorite style of clothing
- I'm super into the French girl vibe right now (elegany, classy, ribbed sweaters tucked into high waisted jeans or dress pants, a blazer thrown over and a nice gold necklace) but I'm also really into a summery boho look (flowy maxi dresses and skirts)
25: Ever done a prank call?
No
27: Meaning behind my URL
- On this account, it's just my name and then 'muses' because this account is just me talking to myself tbh. My main account is called autumnsletters which is just a combo of my fav things: autumn and handwritten love letters, and finally, my embarrassing taylor swift account is called sixteenavenue which is a lyric from her song I Think He Knows where she mentions her heart skipping down sixteenth avenue.
28: Favorite movie
- I feel like i don't have one answer bc I always have a different answer to this question lmao. I think it's called A Christmas Carol (the 2009 version w/ Jim Carrey). It just makes me feel cozy and warm inside. Also: Clueless.
29: Favorite song
- All Too Well by Taylor Swift I think.
30: Favorite band
- Of Monsters and Men
31: How I feel right now
- I actually feel really happy today, which is a change lol. I had an awful week last week, but over the last couple of days I've just felt more creative and happier.
32: Someone I love
- My mom
33: My current relationship status
- Single
34: My relationship with my parents
- Excellent.
35: Favorite holiday
- Christmas
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
-0 :'(
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
- I want to get my ears pierced again bc the holes grew over. Low key want a nose piericing and low key want a tattoo on my collarbone (or somewhere around there)
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
- Because everyone else had it and I felt left out LOL
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
- I don't have an ex
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
- No
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
- No i've never been kissed rip
42: When did I last hold hands?
- never but it's ok bc i can hold my own hand
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
- Depending on what I'm doing. If I showered the night before and I'm just doing a very low-maintenance look, roughly 15-20 mins. On a normal day in which I shower in the morning and am trying to actually be presentable, roughly an hour.
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?
- Have YOU shaved MY legs? No. Have I shaved my own? Yes
45: Where am I right now?
- My room
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
- Most likely I'm not drunk, but IF I WAS, it would be my friend, my mom, or my sister (my sister would probs make fun of me and film me tho tbh)
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
- Loud if I'm jamming with nothing else to do but sing along. If I'm trying to do something, I'll turn it down bc I can't focus with loud music (especially if I'm trying to write something/talk to someone/text someone)
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
- My mom bc my dads dead
49: Am I excited for anything?
- My sister and I are going to Banff in about three weeks so I'm excited for a getaway.
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
- No
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
- I work in retail so
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
- I don't know. I think I hugged my mom at some point this week lol
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
- Bye bye babyyyy
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
- my cat
55: What is something I disliked about today?
- I had to go to work
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
- Taylor Alison Swift baby
57: What do I think about most?
- Probably Taylor Swift.
58: What’s my strangest talent?
- I can make stomach gurgling noises with my mouth closed.
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
- Nah, pretty generic ones
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
- Behind the camera
61: What was the last lie I told?
- Some lady asked if a product was good and I said yes so I wouldn't have to help her find another one
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
- Neither what the hell
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
- Neither
64: Do I believe in magic?
- No
65: Do I believe in luck?
- No
66: What's the weather like right now?
- It's calm, but a little cloudy. It was really warm and sunny earlier, but it's gotten a little grey.
67: What was the last book I've read?
- I just finished this series called The Winner's Curse by Marie Rutkoski and it was so good but so stressful omg. Still 5/5 stars.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
- Yes
69: Do I have any nicknames?
- Not really, but sometimes my coworkers call my Kayls
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
- Oh my god when I was like 10 I fell during grounders and the bar hit me right on the cooch. Most painful event of my entire life.
71: Do I spend money or save it?
- Spend it bitch
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
- No
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
- yes!! my blanket!!
74: Favorite animal?
- I love hippos and I don't know why.
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
- Reading on my phone to avoid sleeping so I could prolong not going to work
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
- Devil. Kind of like Satan The Devil is his full name
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
- Shake It Off
78: How can you win my heart?
- Learning Taylor Swift's entire discography for my sake
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
- tbh I really don't know
80: What is my favorite word?
- Wonderstruck
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
- n/a
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
- stream fearless taylor's version
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
- no
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
- Healing
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
- N/A
86: What is my current desktop picture?
- it's a misty forest
87: Had sex?
- no
88: Bought condoms?
- no
89: Gotten pregnant?
- no
90: Failed a class?
- yes
91: Kissed a boy?
- no
92: Kissed a girl?
- no
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
- no but it's a dream
94: Had a job?
- I've had two so far
95: Left the house without my wallet?
- Yes, sometimes I do it on purpose so I can make my mom pay for something lmao (chill i'm talking something small like candy)
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
- no
97: Had sex in public?
- no
98: Played on a sports team?
- no
99: Smoked weed?
- no
100: Did drugs?
- no
101: Smoked cigarettes?
- no
102: Drank alcohol?
- yes
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
- no
104: Been overweight?
- I feel overweight, but technically no
105: Been underweight?
- No
106: Been to a wedding?
- Yes
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
- Yes, but not since I was younger. I'm mostly on my phone now.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
- Oh yeah lmao
109: Been outside my home country?
- No
110: Gotten my heart broken?
- Yes
111: Been to a professional sports game?
- No
112: Broken a bone?
- No
113: Cut myself?
- Yes
114: Been to prom?
- Sort of. I'm Canadian so I had grad.
115: Been in airplane?
- No
116: Fly by helicopter?
- No
117: What concerts have I been to?
- Jonas Brothers when I was about 10 lmao and Marianas Trench when I was 15
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
- No
119: Learned another language?
- Tried to
120: Wore make up?
- Yes. I do work at a makeup store.
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
- no
122: Had oral sex?
- no
123: Dyed my hair?
- not a funky color, no
124: Voted in a presidential election?
- Sort of; I voted for a prime minister
125: Rode in an ambulance?
- Yes
126: Had a surgery?
- No
127: Met someone famous?
- No
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
- No
129: Peed outside?
- No
130: Been fishing?
- No
131: Helped with charity?
- Yes
132: Been rejected by a crush?
- No bc I never fessed up to any crush lol
133: Broken a mirror?
- No
134: What do I want for birthday?
- A jewelry box
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> questions to ask at 4:02am meme 🌕🌃
thank you!
2: Do you mourn for a place or person you’ve never known?
yes 😩 I can’t even adequately describe what’s going on here, but there’s a lot of people and a lot of places that feel familiar even if I don’t know them, if that makes sense? and there’s also a lot of people I could have become, and a lot of places I could have been, and I do have moments where I kind of mourn them even though I have no proof that they would have even existed in that specific way. I do think this is normal to an extent, but also I do this a lot, lol.
on a slightly less philosophical level, I of course mourn my older brother, who’s quite literally a person I never got the chance to know.
8: Do you think you can put love into categories (family, platonic, romantic, etc.) or is it just one general sensation?
oh man definitely. the love you feel for your friends isn’t the same love you feel for your spouse or your parents, and so on and so forth. there’s lots of different kinds of love, and lots of different levels within those types, and you’re also more than capable of feeling several different types and levels towards the same person, in my opinion. I don’t know if I would try and categorise everything, because something like love doesn’t really suit being shoved into boxes, but there are different types of love and I find it’s constantly shifting and changing along with you and the object of your love, which is cool.
I should add that I don’t find any one type of love more or less important than the others. seriously, destroy the idea that romantic love is the One True Love, and all other forms are somehow lesser. that’s just garbage.
26: What’s the most life-changing choice you’ve made so far?
this is kind of embarrassing but the truth often is: almost eight years ago I decided to make a sideblog on here that has... something to do with writing, let’s say, and something to do with... a certain character... and anyway that decision led to me meeting a certain person and going from awkward messages on Tumblr to awkward messages on Skype, to eighteen hour conversations and constant texting, to living in a car together for three months on a roadtrip and then living in a car together for many more months while homeless (and a million other places in between), to moving in together and then holy shit we got married.
so I guess that one impulsive decision to make a shitpost sideblog at stupid o’clock in the morning when I was bored one summer has been the single most life-changing choice I’ve ever made.
37: Do opposites attract?
eh. I mean, yeah, sometimes? but similarities attract, too. I think for any kind of relationship to be successful you’ve kind of got to have an element of both, and I think that “opposites” usually refers to something very specific. for example, I don’t mind cleaning the bathroom and you hate it. that’s a useful kind of opposite, because it means a compromise neither of us feel cheated by. you’re unshakable when it comes to slogging through bureaucratic minutiae, and I’m a beast in high-stress quick-thinking scenarios. together we make a pretty unstoppable team, for being opposites in that regard. I think that’s kind of what’s meant by this saying, but unfortunately it seems to have been appropriated to mean “yes honey, I know you work 10 hour shifts and come home to find your partner hasn’t cleaned the house or done anything to help, but opposites attract!” or “my partner supports Trump and genuinely believes that vaccines and masks are a government conspiracy to control us all, and I am a normal human being, but opposites attract so I guess I’ll have to put up with it”. like no, kings and queens. that isn’t what it means. dump them.
38: Is your life what you expected it would be five years ago?
lmao no. not in the slightest. five years ago it would have been... just into 2016, and yeah, no. there is not a single thing about me right now that I would have predicted, aside from the general stuff that’s never changed about me. I had different ideas about what I would be doing for work, about what I’d be working towards; I had completely different levels of commitment and discipline to various tasks, and I certainly wasn’t planning an international move. I can at least say that I’m happier with my current plan than the one I used to have (it wasn’t a bad plan, it just no longer suits me) but there’s no way I would have expected this.
and of course, there’s the whole issue with the pandemic. five years ago I had no idea I would be living through a global natural disaster, and if you’d told me, I would have thought it would be something like a supervolcano eruption or a nuclear winter. like, I’m glad it’s not, but also “you have to stay in your house for over a year” still kind of sucks.
57: Do you thinks humans are obsessed with escapism (books, video games, movies, etc.)? Are you looking for an escape? Do you think that’s a bad thing?
I think we are sometimes, when things are tough and there’s a need to wish to escape (see how many books I read over quarantine in March, for example). most of the time, however, I think humans just like stories. I don’t think it’s any deeper than the fact that humans love stories, we’ve always loved stories, we’ve always loved telling and hearing stories, before we had books and archives we passed our stories down orally and we drew them on cave walls with our own fingers, and this love for the story has never changed or altered in the hundreds of thousands of years since. I think that’s the major driving force here.
right now I’m looking for an escape 24/7, because I’m sick to death of the real world. I don’t think that’s a bad thing at all. without books, without the fictional things I love, without reading and writing and music, I would have gone absolutely bonkers in 2020. being able to fall into a book or play around in the worlds I’ve created, both my own and things I’ve co-written with you, has literally saved my ass over the past eight months. escapism is never a bad thing. like anything, it only becomes troubling when it starts creating problems. but I do not think there’s any shame in occasionally saying “fuck it” and going to worry about someone else’s fictional problems for a while.
72: Should people be prosecuted for crimes that weren’t considered crimes at the time?
this is a tough one. on the one hand I want to say no, because it could easily be abused. some asshole could get into power and make something illegal, and then round up all the people who have committed that now-crime and lock them up, and oh, would you look at that! all the people who have committed the now-crime just so happen to be the dictator’s biggest critics and threats, how convenient.
at the same time, dictators are going to wipe out their enemies no matter how legal it is, and I also have to consider the fact that before WWII, for example, words like “genocide” and “crimes against humanity” didn’t exist. how could we decide that these things are crimes, but then not try those who literally gave cause for the crime to be acknowledged? we can hardly say “alright, genocide is now a crime against humanity, but because these guys did it before this was law they can’t be tried”. that’s just... not really a great precedent to set, you know?
so I suppose a tentative yes? I think it would probably depend entirely on the severity of the crime. for example, if they found out that... I don’t know, some normal everyday substance was something that people could suddenly get high off, and they declared it a drug, I don’t think everyone who’s ever sold it or used it should be rounded up and jailed. but like, if the act of cannibalism itself became a crime (and not just murder or desecration of a corpse, which is what “cannibalism” usually falls under in terms of legality) we should probably go round up all the people who are stealing human legs to eat, yanno?
91: Is hate as strong as love? Who do you hate?
sick totheark reference bro. anyway yeah, hate is as strong as love, though it appears and reacts in different ways. hate and love are two sides of the same coin, if you ask me. the deeper you love somebody, the harder you hate them if things go wrong. hate is betrayed love. something something, a tree’s branches cannot reach to heaven unless its roots reach to hell, and all that. something so powerful is going to leave a lot of damage if it goes wrong.
I hate a few people. I don’t want to go into detail as to their specific identities, because I’m sure that if you know me well, you’ll know who they are. both of them were people whom I loved very deeply, and who betrayed that love in ferociously cruel ways. both people taught me very difficult lessons about the nature of love, and how sometimes it really cannot conquer everything, but while this would be a nasty lesson to learn it’s compounded by the fact that I learned this not out of any kind of extraneous circumstance, but rather through their cruelty and their refusal to work with me, listen to me, or love me in the way I deserved to be loved. my hatred for these people will never go away, even though it certainly doesn’t dominate my life. it is there, though, and I can easily draw on it whenever I need it. should I get the opportunity, I have no doubt in my mind that I have the capacity to be very cruel to these people in my own right, and I won’t feel bad about it.
94: How would you describe yourself when you love? Do you love forcefully, unconditionally, gently, quietly, desperately?
oh damn. forcefully, conditionally, stubbornly, and probably slightly possessively.
I don’t show love in conventional means. I’m one of those stereotypes, I guess. I don’t like declarations of love, I don’t really go in for physical affection, and I’m not sappy at all. my love language is more subtle, but it’s there. I like to do things for people, I like to create things for/with people, I like to have adventures with people. that’s how I love, and I can be pretty forceful about it. I also want people to improve themselves as much as possible -- I think the greatest thing I can witness someone I love doing is becoming the best version of themselves, and I will support them 100% in this effort -- also very forcefully. I don’t think there are many people who could put up with that level of intensity for so long, if I’m honest. I demand a lot of the ones I love, but I also like to think I give a lot, too.
my love is never unconditional. while I believe unconditional love exists, I have never seen it. my love always comes with conditions -- conditions about how I expect to be treated, about ideology, about worldview. these are all huge deal breakers, of course -- my conditions aren’t vague, or petty, or small in any way. but there is nobody on earth, nor will there ever be, who I will not walk away from if I feel the relationship is harmful in any way. I might not stop loving them, but I sure as hell will not assume that my love for them will protect me from them.
at the same time I’m a very stubborn person when it comes to love. people will do things they think must break one of my conditions, but I’ll see something else in it and I’ll stick around even if we both think it’s useless. I’m never wrong, so I suppose I have that going for me. but I am very, very stubborn when it comes to love. I have a high level of endurance and I know how to nurture love; how to stop pessimism from setting in. I’m also slightly possessive, so I don’t let go of anything easily -- and this includes the people I love. I’ll never stifle a person, but I’ll definitely fight for them, and something something everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.
100: What belief do you have that isn’t logically grounded, but you still firmly believe in?
I suppose something like this could never be logically grounded because there’s no logical proof at all, and “I Just Know” is apparently not a scientific argument (it should be), but I know I’ve had past lives. I just do. I have no solid proof for this, only gut feelings and Just Knowing and weird memories and some crazy shit that I can’t explain -- like being able to find my way around a strange city because I remembered it from a past life, for example -- but I just know I’ve had many different lives before and I will have many more to come. this is just an unshakable belief and it always has been.
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If is ok to ask, how do you make money of cc? If you don't use annoying shorter links and add fly. Maybe other creators can learn from you 🤔
Hi. I monetize my traffic by placing Google Adsense ads on my blog. Those do not pop-up, are safe and based on the visitor’s search history and location. This is how most websites make money these days. In the past they would give out accs to just about anyone, but these days they are more strict about it. Most cc creators might have to put a bit of money (optionally, around 6-9$) and time to get approved. The requirements are the following:
Very long post ahead
1). Top-level domain (com, net, org, etc, so mauvemorn.net, not mauvemorn.tumblr.com).
Alternatively, you can get an acc on Blogger without having to buy a domain, it is owned by Google. It’s best to have a SSL certificate, too (additional security measure that turns http into https, Google is said to prioritize websites that have it, Tumblr does not allow to edit themes that have links that start with http). If you’re buying your domain for Tumbr, there’s no need to buy SSL. Tumblr offers their own. You just need to wait for a day or so for it to change. If you’re buying it for another website that does not offer this feature, it’s best to buy it in the process of buying a domain. I remember Namecheap offering me it for 2$, but after I bought a domain, SSL started to cost 8$. Make sure to google for a discount!! I saved 3$ this way lmao.
2). Unique written content.
This will be the most important and challenging thing to get for a cc creator, i will give suggestions in the end. The exact number of words and text posts is not voiced anywhere in google documentation, but people say you should have at least 10-12 text posts that have at least 800 words each. When I applied, I had around 50 posts, 14 (if I’m not mistaken) of which were text posts with the word count above 1200. Almost all of them were posted in a row, like, not scattered across my blog. You should also check the grammar, it does not have to be perfect, just no random typos.
And by “unique” I mean it should not be copy-pasted from anywhere, should be written by you. The software will scan everything available to it to check if your written content is not plagiarized. Do not use copyright protected images either.
3). Privacy policy, About, Contact us, Disclaimer.
Privacy policy basically warns your visitors that the website is collecting some of their data. You can rephrase mine, just make sure to do it more-or-less thoroughly so that google does not count it as copy-pasted.
Disclaimer is the same thing but shorter. You know the window that pops-up when you enter a new website telling you something about cookies? That’s it. It does not have to pop-up though. Just make a new page and put it somewhere.
About is, well, put whatever you want there.
Contact us is pretty self-explanatory.
Things that may or may not be important, depending on who you ask
1). The blog must be active. Post something after you apply.
Once you apply, the window will tell you you’ll get a reply after 24 hours. I received it on 18th day, coincidently or not right after I posted something. The long wait may also be a matter of the platform I chose (Tumblr is not a SEO friendly website, but it is the best for this type of content since it has large the sims fandom).
2). Traffic.
Some people say it matters, other say it does not. Before applying, I didn’t post any cc in months, so my traffic was very low, around 200-300 page views per day. If your website is new and you get no traffic at all, you can install vpn and just open all of your pages from each country available until you get at least 200 pageviews. I think it does not matter though, but, again, I do not know for a fact.
3). SEO
So as I mentioned, Tumblr is a very bad choice of the platform SEO-wise, does not work well with search engines, but most people do not actually look for cc this way. Most of my traffic is direct (from simsdom and similar websites). However, you can improve your tumblr performance (…i think) by tying it to Google search console and submitting site maps. I don’t know much about it tbh, but you can do it just in case.
4). Website appearance
You want your website to be simple, no red text on a yellow background or something as dramatic, no micro font, no pop-ups or effects, no music that can be copyrighted, etc.
5). Your blog’s age
In some countries ( India, China) a blog must be older than 6 months to get approved. However, I’ve seen people from India say they got it for 2 weeks old blogs, so just…try and see it for yourself.
Once you get approved:
1). Tie your website to Google analytics.
It can help you understand where your traffic comes from, what posts get the most of it, etc.
2). PUT DOWNLOAD LINKS UNDER THE CUT ( like, Read more thing ) LIKE I DO. Not only does it drive traffic to your page instead of someone who reblogged it, BUT ALSO ENSURES PEOPLE DOWNLOAD THE LATEST VERSION OF THE PACKAGE. There’s always a possibility of you missing something and having to update the file.
3). Be considerate.
Do not use link-shortening websites. They give people viruses. Many would just not download from you if they know you’re using it. MAKE SURE TO SPECIFY THE LINK IS DIRECT OR HAS NO ADF.LY. These websites bring very little money, so you won’t lose much.
Upload you cc on google drive and generate direct links this way. Websites like Mediafire with their pop-up windows can be annoying.
Do not make content that is very high-poly. I do not go past 10k unless I absolutely have to (and when I do, I mention it in the description). If your 60k item will crush someone’s game, they will not download from you again.
Do not half-ass your cc. If there is a problem, post it in Creator’s help and someone will assist you. If your cc does not morph, people would not want to use it. If your cc distorts, people would not want to use it. If your mesh greatly slows down game or crushes it, people would not want to use it.
Do not make content that is very simple or very complex. No one needs 5653467 simple white t-shirts or CK bras in their CAS. Not many people would need some avant-garde shoes in theirs either. For example, my simple Zoe pumps have 25k page views, while the last DVN sandals have 207k. That’s ~40$ against ~345$. Clearly the last took longer to make but it was worth it.
3). Some say that the post shows up only in the first 5 tags used. I think Tumblr fixed it but just in case put the most commonly used tags first.
4). If you started a completely new Tumblr, your posts will not appear in the tags (anti-bot measure). So the best way to be noticed is to contact some cc finds type of blogs. Once simsdom starts to post your cc, you will no longer need to worry about search results or your following, as I said, most of my traffic comes from them.
5). The more ads you have per page, the more money they will bring you. However, when you put a lot of them, it affects the page loading speed, usually by seconds, but if a person has a very slow internet, it can be much longer. So I suggest you to not use these whatever they are that make people wait for a minute to access a download link because they use an adblock. Most people do not use them and you will make a lot of money regardless so long your cc is decent.
6). Ad size will affect your revenue, too. Choose the most popular ones not locally, but in general. Most of your traffic will come from USA, UK, South Korea, Brazil, Russia, so, again, better not to choose ad size by region.
7). Preview. If you do not know how to make previews in the 3d software of your choice, I strongly advise you to learn. Not only will it be much easier, but you will also give a better idea of what textures really look like without graphic card coming into play. However, do not overdo it. Do not play too much with lights or specular, this will give people the wrong impression of what your cc is really like. As for picture editing, you can change the skin, background, anything, but NEVER EDIT THE OUTFIT/SHOES/ACCESSORIES/WHATEVER YOU’VE MADE ITSELF. THIS IS FALSE ADVERTISING. When I download something that looks good in previews but significantly worse in-game, I do not download from that creator anymore and neither will many people.
8). Specify if previews are made with HQ textures or not.
Just a warning. Once your earning surpass 10$, google will send you a pin code. It can take 2-4 weeks for it to be delivered to your address by post. You need it to be able to withdraw money. Your earning must surpass 100$ per month for you to actually withdraw them. But you will actually receive them 22 days later. So, say, by the 1 of November I know how much I will receive for October, but I actually receive this sum on the 22nd of November….yeah.
As for how much money to expect. 60k pageviews bring me around 100$. The click on ads is what actually brings the most money, but for the love of everything, do not click on them yourself or ask people to do it, do not buy traffic, you will be banned.
About text post suggestions:
1). In my case they were tutorials, but PLEASE if you’re new or do not understand why certain things need to be done, DO NOT MAKE TUTORIALS. When I began making cc, I was happy with anything, but as I started to moderate Creators help, I also started to wish some people would just not make them. Newbies keep making the same mistakes, keep having no idea why they are doing what they’re doing, keep being discouraged and confused. The more tutorials with no explanation there is, the less chances a person will find the right one. I understand that one cannot know everything and there is very little official info on these matters, but please, if you are not confident in your knowledge, if you only know how but not why, if you do not have time to properly explain something, do not make tutorials before educating yourself or making time for it.
2). If you have been around for a while now, you can groups all of your asks into new text posts by topics. Make sure to copy-paste the questions, check for typos, hide it under the cut to not make your followers scroll endlessly, and delete or hide the original asks. I DO NOT PROMISE IT WILL WORK but it should.
3). If you started a new blog I THINK BUT I DO NOT GUARANTEE you can make those 10+ about anything, post them one or two per day, apply, get approved, then just delete or hide them and start posting your cc. Again, I do not guarantee this will work, but logically it should and nothing of it goes against the rules. Simsdom, simfileshare and many websites without any text posts continue to have these accounts, so nothing should happen to yours.
IF YOU GET REJECTED THE FIRST TIME, FIX THE MISTAKES AND APPLY AGAIN.
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Okay so the video had some shit that I could potentially understand from an outsider's point of view but hell this is just plain stupid. The Harry situation was clearly a joke. Yeah I guess how he said it might have stung and made people question his thought but he was clearly joking. (1/?) (This is about that video with the hateful remarks of Liam, I thought maybe I should rant about it. Pay in mind it was late and I already had a crap mood so I'm pretty not okay during this rant)
The girlfriend situation, don't even start with it. Yeah she's 18, that girl ain't 19 and even if she was, internet really did her wrong by finding ways to show she aint. That situation fucked up Liam even more and idc if he loves her or whatever but it clearly didnt do him justice and I wish they never made it public, even if it's a stunt or a "real" couple. Like that made people hate him more. (2/?)
The merch is people's choice. I hate the hoodie but I like the t-shirt. He has the rights to sell whatever he wants. His album might be expensive online but its cheap af in stores. It costs 15$ cad here which is nothing compared to the others's album (Louis doesn't count). (3/?)
Mr. Boring" was given by hateful people because he looks like that jock guy that wants to fuck you and leave you like a rag but we dont even know him. Nobody knows any of the boys so this is just a wrong thing. This could be his persona or the real him but what does that do you? Y'all really love to make him look bad with any ounce of being you have. This boy is much more than Mr. Boring but all of you fuck him up constantly so of course he comes of different. (4/?)
I wouldn't blame him, if people always told me I was the worst or boring, you will try not to be or shut everyone out. Cringeworthy lyrics? OH GOD YES! But some of his tracks on Lp1 aren't as much. Stack it Up sucked balls and I wish its death because it was horrible. Strip that down is that generic song you find in clubs which is fine. All his songs lack something for sure but they are still very good. (5/?)
Lyrics wise he said he didnt have inspiration to write which honestly I don't blame him, maybe he ain't a wordy person to open up and ask people to write shit for him and I dont blame him. He gave what he could and I'm proud of him. Yeah some lyrics are problematic af and I wish they worded it better or made it look less crappy but what can we do? (6/?)
A lot of artists write like that but no! LIAM JAMES PAYNE has to be hated on it as if he is the only one who does those kind of lyrics. Some artists have the same intentions but some aren't as straightforward but still, it's all the same. Plus, Rude Hours and Both Ways are like 2 songs and he gets dragged on repeat for it when there are good songs on the album. (7/?)
I hate his team for making 3 different albums with the target one with 2 bonus and the Japanese one with 3 extra bonuses and that sucks. His features should've been out of the album and have those 5 beautiful bonus songs in instead. The Christmas one should have been off the album. Stack it up was a failure from the start. (8/?)
I just wish people would stop hating on him and always drag him down. He is much more but I see what those people see because Liam ain't himself and he didnt give his 100% but he seems okay enough to have this album out and seems pretty proud so just give him some rest. This album ain't as bad people make it to be. People hate those 2 problematic songs and wont even listen to the other songs. (9/?)
And not everyone has the same music taste. I like "sexual" pop music and rock. His music are those generic sex songs and that isnt a bad thing. If he likes doing it, who is to tell him to not do that? Y'all really compare him to 1D Eras and the bandmates but they are different. Liam maybe likes these 'popular' shit and what does that do you? Liam is human. Liam is Liam. We cant do shit and he lives his life. Give him a break jeez.. (10/10) [sorry for this rant, you can hate me if you want to]
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Okay anon I don’t hate you at all! This is well thought and I do agree with a lot of point you made here. I’ll try making a few comments by ask since this is big lmao
BTW SUPER IMPORTANT: don’t watch that video and don’t spread it! Report it if you feel like doing something about it.
1. But what even is the Harry situation? Him saying that they aren’t best friends? Or that they have much in common? Because that’s understandable. Or is it the “harry’s clothes” comment of 2017 that harries keep bringing up when you can clearly see that Liam was just joking?
2. I do agree with you! The situation with the teenager just made things way worse for him. It added a lot of hate and it was completely unnecessary, especially how they keep bringing her up every single time and how she is always there!
3. I actually like his merch. I think it’s simple, but the white t-shirt is amazing. Sure the hoodies could have been more elaborated, but they’re super cozy! The thing I appreciate most about his merch is that it’s actually affordable. Btw I agree that it’s personal taste. His album is kind of cheap compared to other albums I've bought.
4. But the thing for me is that Liam was never boring. He is smart and has a brilliant dark sense of humor. I think that some old 1d fans didn't like him much because he was always the spokesperson and had to say the shit nobody wanted to be said. People don’t seem to want to get past that to be honest with you!
5. I agree with you! I really prefer Liam to shut up these fucking people with his success and what he wants to do that being an underwear campaign. Sure, some of the lyrics aren’t poetic shit, but there are others that are really deep and have some dark themes behind them. The songs aren’t bad at all in my opinion. SIU should have never been released, but I think we can all agree with that one!
6. I do think that Liam wasn’t 100% inspired, but I also feel like these are the songs we were supposed to get last year. They aren’t current if that makes sense, so of course some lyrics aren’t worded okay.
7. I never thought it was a bad thing to use lyrics written by other people. That’s literally why songwriters exist! And a lot of people don’t write their own lyrics, but apparently it’s only bad for Liam to do it. I do agree! He is getting dragged for two songs.
8. I don’t understand why they made three different albums. I understand wanting to keep the old songs because in terms of certifications/streams it gives him an advantage, but the extra songs are so damn good! They deserved more than this and he actually wrote on them. With the whole thing of the album I really don’t understand why AIWFC was added!
9. I think you say it all with this part “This album ain’t as bad as people make it to be”. That’s the truth! I like the album and sure I'd do thing differently, probably. But I think people are judging the album based on BW and they are just going along with the hate. This album is exactly what Liam said it was going to be! A mix of songs that felt like a playlist with different genres.
10. It’s a personal taste thing again! I consume all kinds of music, I’m eclectic. I’ve been like that since I was a kid and learnt to play music. It isn’t bad that Liam is showing what kind of music he did and experimenting with different genres. For me it makes him a more complete artist to be honest with you! I really hate that they keep comparing them. Just let them all be whatever the fuck they want!!
In conclusion, I don’t understand the hate and I wish it would end.
(Hope this answers you and don’t feel bad about ranting! It’s good to let it out.)
#Liam Payne#stunts#lp1#this got really fucking big#wow so sorry if people bother to read this#Anonymous
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This took SO LONG thanks @natthisback
1: Name Madison
2: Age 21
3: 3 fears spiders, not becoming a doctor, becoming like my parents
4: 3 things i love marvel movies, my blanket (whoops), and scrunchies
5: 4 turn ons compliment me, be chivalrous, (idk if this means sex turn on too or not but) moaning my n- ANYWHO uh and the last one definitely like showing you want me
6: 4 turn offs someone who only talks about themselves, being like wishy washy, being arrogant/cocky, complaining about the same things
7: my best friend that would be shea @cloversofshea
8: sexual orientation lesbian
9: my best first date okay SO this like isn’t a first date but it was my first like nicer dinner date so I’m gonna count it. It was just this past weekend actually and i just i loved it so much it was amazing
10: how tall am i 5’2
11: what do i miss honestly, feeling like i was good at things
12: what time were i born 11:14am
13: favorite color purple, although it’s slowly been turning to like a baby light pink
14: do i have a crush yes yes i do and i likes her a lot
15: favorite quote “Truth is a matter of circumstance. It’s not all things to all people all the time. And neither am I.”
16: favorite place Chicago or New York City
17: favorite food SALMON
18: do i use sarcasm yes, but i feel like i don’t use it as much as i used to
19: what am i listening to right now Christmas pop playlist on Spotify
20: first thing i notice in new person whether they only talk about themselves
21: shoe size 8 or 8.5
22: eye color blue
23: hair color right now, it’s a brown that goes to blond at my ends
24: favorite style of clothing so if this means like fav style to wear daily, definitely athleisure. If it means in general, i love love love preppy looks? But not super preppy.
25: ever done a prank call? Absolutely, many times
27: meaning behind my url i explain this in my about me page (linked in bio!)
28: favorite movie captain America winter soldier
29: favorite song i don’t really have favorite songs but rn it’s prob December night by Michael buble
30: favorite band i don’t really have fav bands
31: how i feel right now it’s really hot in here, so warm. I feel okay
32: someone i love i love lots of people but ill stick with @cloversofshea
33: my current relationship status I’ve answered this so many times literally just look at the ask game tag
34: my relationship with my parents um yikes
35: favorite holiday Halloween
36: tattoos and piercing i have i have 6 tattoos! “Breathe” on my right inner ankle, a heart on left shoulder, heart w equal sign in it behind right ear, basically an ecg on my left inner ankle, Aquarius symbol on right bicep, and caws 5749 on my left side. And my ears are pierced.
37: tattoos and piercing i want definitely the black widow symbol in the same place Scarlett got her og6 tattoo, an amino acid tattoo that spells out “wah” , definitely more little tattoos! And maybe more ear piercings idk
38: the reason i joined tumblr so, I’ve had a tumblr for many many years. I originally joined bc my best friends at the time had them, and i was like sure! Ive deleted that personal blog since, and started my new personal blog a few years ago. I also have a studyblr that i started i think back in high school, and i just started this blog back in the end of July!
39: do i and my last ex hate each other no, I’d say far from it bc i likes her a lot
40: do i ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts yes from her and i fucking love it, it used to be a bigger thing almost every day and i loved it
41: have i ever kissed the last person i texted lmao no and for those who were wondering it is @cloversofshea
42: when did i last hold hands LMAO WITH @michelinaamour WHEN I WAS STUMBLING HOME DRUNK IN HIGH HEELS
43: how long does it take me to get ready in the morning it depends, anywhere from ten minutes to an hour and a half
44: have you shaved your legs in the past three days no! I am super lucky and have really light colored hairs on my legs and so i dont’ have to shave very often. Also i just want to say that i personally love shaving my legs and it is my choice to do so.. girls, you do not need to shave!!
45: where am i right now so i started answering this in the research lab, but i am currently sitting at one of the dining places on campus finishing it
46: if i were drunk and can’t stand, who’s taking care of me LMAO DEFINITELY @michelinaamour because she’s done it ALREADY FOR ME MULTIPLE TIMES
47: do i like my music loud or at a reasonable level it depends, in car trips, definitely blast it. But just driving around or listening in doors, definitely reasonable level
48: do i live with my mom and dad nope i live with @michelinaamour
49: am i excited for anything yes, I’m excited for lots of things. I get excited easily
50: do i have someone of the opposite sex i can tell everything to no. I used to
51: how often do i wear a fake smile this is a really interesting question. I don’t consider smiles i give to random people like ordering food or something to be fake, so i would say fake smiles are when I’m not okay and trying to hide it. Which happens less often now bc I’m just much happier of a person
52: when was the last time i hugged someone I think it was @michelinaamour two days ago but i think i hugged @cloversofshea that day too so
53: what if the last person i kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me I’d be heartbroken tbh
54: is there anyone i trust even though i should not yes, certain adults in my life
55: what is something i disliked about today my hair won’t do what i want it to :(
56: if i could meet anyone on this earth who would it be probably Chris Evans or Scarlett Johansson
57: what do i think about the most tumblr and everything with that, or probably her or school stuff definitely
58: what’s my strangest talent i don’t think i have any lol
59: do i have any strange phobias yes definitely haha, I’m terrified of stepping on worms
60: do i prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it i think a few years ago i would have said behind, but honestly I think I’d love to be in front of the camera now
61: what was the last lie i told i actually don’t know. Maybe this past weekend as to like the fact that i was going out on a date instead of just going out with a friend
62: do i prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online I’d say talking on the phone bc then they cant’ see me lmao
63: do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and yes
64: do i believe in magic? Yes, or at least, that’s what i tell myself
65: do i believe in luck yes
66: what’s the weather like right now snowy!
67: what was the last book I’ve ever read The Butchering Art, it’s about the history of surgery
68: do i like the smell of gasoline omg yes yes yes yes yes yes
69: do i have any nicknames yes, madz, madi, girl who lives by the kitchen, queen (a new one) and clown (also a new one) thanks @natthisback
70: what was the worst injury I’ve ever had back in freshman year of college, i did something stupid and my foot swelled up like hell and hurt so bad. There were no fractures detected but the swelling stayed for a really long time, as well as the bruising and pain, and it never returned to normal
71: do i spent my money or save it SPEND IT BABY
72: can i touch my nose w my tongue no I’m not that talented
73: is there anything pink in 10 ft from me. Hmm part of my backpack? And my rings are pinkish bc they are rose gold. Oh and my scrunchie is pink, as well as my iPad
74: favorite animal cat
75: what was i doing last night at 12am i was still at work In the emergency room!
76: what do i think satan’s last name is uh honestly Jim lmao (it’s demons Jim! @cloversofshea )
77: what’s a song that always makes me happy when i hear it so good by dove Cameron
78: how can you win my heart suggest we watch a marvel movie, and I’m prob straight up in love. There are other things too but they’re pretty general, like compliment me, show you want me ya know
79: what would i want to be written on my tombstone haha, as a joke, “so realy its very thing. Just to keep everyone guessing.” But idk something funny
80: what is my favorite word i have no idea, maybe like sophisticated or something like that or aesthetic , champagne is a good one too
81: my top 5 blogs on tumblr ooh! Okay so @markiplier @lesbian-deadpool @americasass-romanoff @lesbianmariahilll @shining-rey-of-sunshine but i love so so so so so many more, and i have a lot of top blogs
82: if the whole world were listening to me right now what would i say fuck trump also I’m gay as hell and I’m growing tired of hiding it from people
83: do i have any relatives in jail not that i know of
84: i accidentally eat some radioactive vegatables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super power of my choice! What is that power lmao this question is great. Prob same powers as Wanda
85: what would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on any weird fetis- JUST KIDDING. Do you still think about them?
86: what is my current desktop picture so on my laptop, it’s fall flowers. But since that’s broken af, i use my iPad and that background is one of the apple ones. It’s just a beach idk why but I’ve never changed it
87: had sex WHY IS THIS IN EVERY SINGLE ASK GAME WTF
88: bought condoms nope i am gay as hell bye
89: gotten pregnant nope i am gay as hell bye
90: failed a class nope, definitely come close though
91: kissed a boy yes
92: kissed a girl yes
93: have i ever kissed somebody in th rain honestly, probably at some point, but I’ve never had one of those romantic kisses in the rain. I really really want to though and i think about it a lot
94: had job yeah, I’ve had three true jobs
95: left the house without my wallet probably
96: bullied someone on the internet no bc I’m not a fucking douche
97: had sex in public not yet
98: played on a sports team yeah, played softball and basketball in middle school
99: smoked weed yeah, but i didn’t get high
100: did drugs nope
101: smoked cigarettes nope, i think i asked drunk once if i could smoke, but my friend was like “really?” And i was like uhhhhhh just kidding haha
102: drank alcohol lmao i drink fucking all the time i mean. I literally have drunk writing nights , I’m drinking tonight too
103: am i a vegetarian/vegan i was a vegetarian for a while, and then an aspiring vegan, and then vegetarian, and then pescatarian now!
104: been overweight no
105: been underweight yes
106: been to a wedding yeah, but like not for a long time. I was like 4 and the flower girl. Oh WAIT. Does playing a wedding count? I played cello at a wedding so i was there???
107: been on the computer for 5 hours straight hell yeah, how would i function not doing this with class and relaxing
108: watched tv for 5 hours straight lmao definitely
109: been outside my home country yeah
110: gotten my heart broken yeah
111: been to a professional sports game yeah. I don’t really do sports though , so when i go it’s usually in suites and I’m just there for the food
112: broken a bone nope!
113: cut myself this is...a. Really deep question but bc i want to be able to speak about mental health on here, the answer is yes.
114: been to prom yes! I went to my junior and senior proms!
115: been in airplane too many times
116: fly by helicopter no, I’m not sure if i want to do this or not
117: what concerts have i been to I’ve been to lots. So first off, I’ve been to hundreds of classical concerts (and performed in them). As for pop, Bruno mars twice, maroon five like three times. Selena Gomez. Josh groban. American authors. Definitely others that i don’t remember
118: had a crush on someone of the same sex yes I’m fucking gay
119: learned another language so if this means fluent, no. I took a decent amount of French and am learning Russian right now!
120: wore make up absolutely. When i choose to wear makeup, its because i fuckign love makeup haha. Most days I’m lazy though and like to let my skin breathe and be natural
121: lost my virginity before I was 18 no
122: had oral sex yeah
123: dyed my hair many times
124: voted in a presidential election okay i think so but honestly can’t remember. But I’m pretty sure i did.
125: rode in an ambulance no and i never want to.
126: had a surgery no and i never want to haha. Well i cant say that. Depending on how my life plays out, I might freeze my eggs or something.
127: met someone famous yes, several I think, but probably Henry winkler was the one I remember most.
128: stalked someone on a social network yeah
129: peed outside nope don’t think so and definitely don’t want to
130: been fishing yes I have been ice fishing and regular fishing
131: helped w charity i have!
132: been rejected by a crush I’ve been not liked back but i don’t think I’ve ever made like a move on a crush and been rejected
133: broken a mirror ooh i don’t think i have actually
134: what do i want for birthday nothing bc i dont’ like my bday
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April 4th-April 10th, 2020 Creator Babble Archive
The archive for the Creator Babble chat that occurred from April 4th, 2020 to April 10th, 2020. The chat focused on the following question:
What is something you’ve improved with in regards to writing or comic creation thanks to working on your story?
carcarchu
Oh this one i can answer definitively. it's 100% lineart. forcing myself to have to do lineart for hours everyday is definitely a way to force yourself to get better at it while i still don't like it it's something that i can do now without being scared about it
shadowhood (SunnyxRain)
Colouring. I had to get really creative in expressing emotion and hinting plot devices with colour. Also got much better with drawing gesture drawings due to looking at a lot of references!
Cronaj (Whispers of the Past)
Either writing dialogue or drawing/painting backgrounds... I used to be particularly awful at writing dialogue. It was too stiff and formal, and sounded a lot like old prose. Now, because of writing a comic and going through several scripts, the dialogue is a lot more natural, and the pacing is more realistic to actual conversations. And the other: backgrounds. I really used to not even draw them at all, and doing a comic forced me to have to think about environments in scenes. So I went from drawing floating characters to having to consider where they are and how it affects the story/mood.(edited)
Feather J. Fern
Paneling! That was my main focus to figure out how to do good paneling to have clearer pages
Deo101 [Millennium]
Honestly? Everything. It's all gotten better and I've learned so much. I would say my biggest improvement is probably in my time management, and art wise is probably composition and layouts. But it's hard to pick because I've grown so much in every aspect!
chalcara [Nyx+Nyssa]
Biggest thing I learned was to keep the story small and focused - and that the smaller, more human struggles are much better in creating tension than the whole default "the world's gonna end!" thing. Mind you, I still love a good "world's ending" story, but you gotta make people CARE about the people in that world first!
Holmeaa - working on WAYFINDERS
ohohohoooo I have done more drawing in photoshop in this short time I have worked on Wayfinders, than the rest of my life! That has given me some skills for sure! Coloring is another one, and generally just efficiency and flow in a comic
Nutty (Court of Roses)
For me it's been my use of color, and getting more confident in experimenting with it to really drive home a scene's mood!
LadyLazuli (Phantomarine)
The clearest improvement I always notice is my layouts - I’ve gotten more adventurous with panel shapes and placement as time has gone on, experimenting with more interesting designs for the whole page. Some of those experiments haven’t been totally successful but it always feels like a worthwhile try. I’ve gotten some really, REALLY cool layouts out of these experiments, and I love seeing how dynamic the panels have become compared to my first chapter. Also speed. I’m so much faster now. Thank gooooooodness (edited)
Eightfish (Puppeteer)
@LadyLazuli (Phantomarine) I've definitely noticed the experimental panel layouts! They're really cool.
AntiBunny
Planning. Book 2 is when I started using sketchbook thumbnails to plan ahead. The luxury of that first draft meant I could rethink panel layouts and how to best express the events happening if I first had an idea of what was happening laid out.
Also digital art by necessity since I switched to digital during the current arc. I was decent at lineart already, but other aspects have really challenged me to grow as an artist. I had to totally rethink the way I create backgrounds for instance. During this time the background quality actually declined a little while I got used to a new method, but experience has improved my skills greatly as I force myself into new methods.
DanitheCarutor
Hmmm maybe paneling, speechbubbles and backgrounds? My current project is my second real attempt at doing a comic, but I have learned a lot of stuff from the community and general art and story tutorials. Backgrounds and bubbles were the worst for me when first starting out, I only read manga before starting so the speechbubble shapes did not fit with how English is written. Plus I've only drawn wooded fantasy settings before making my comic, so using a ruler, figuring out perspective points and drawing buildings was very new to me. I still hate drawing cities and such, but I've gotten a lot better at it and it is easier to do now. Since I mostly stuck with B&W before my current project, coloring also kind of improved? Depending on who's looking at it. Lmao If I were to think about story/characters/dialogue, I have no idea if I've improved. Honestly, I don't pay much attention to the quality. Also my brain kinda says it's all bad regardless of what I make.(edited)
Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]
For my Improvements: I'm getting better at my comic panels, as I adjust to the vertical style. Before I've always drawn the standard format. It's more than just boxes, I try to keep a variety of sizes. I'm picking up roughly how much 'gutter space' I need per 2-3 panels.etc I'm also improving on choosing colors that fits my love of detailed linework.(edited)
OH! I'm also learning about Clip studio shortcuts, how to use the assets they provide which makes the process, abit easier on me. Things I need to change, is I want to get a good speedy coloring style, without referring to my usual coloring.(edited)
Tuyetnhi (Only In Your Dreams!)
the more I worked on the comic, the more I feel ambitious in making different angles and perspective. So it's really hitting me out of my comfort zone which is good! lol Though I'm trying to keep in mind of my speed, what I feel like I've improved a bit is trying to keep in mind of paneling and dialogue.
FeatherNotes(Krispy)
Process! Space and i have definitely figured out the most productive way to produce content at the rate and quality that also provides us with time for our own projects. Comics are a useful tool that helps you discover ways to better organize your creative workflow for sure!
sssfrs (JOE IS DEAD)
I think probably scenery. I used to dread drawing inanimate objects but now I feel more confident in filling in a scene & even look forward to it sometimes. Maybe also page composition and paneling but I still have a lot to learn there
eli [a winged tale]
One of the reasons I embarked on the webcomic journey is to push myself to improve not only storytelling but also utilizing art to create a reader experience that would be difficult to replicate with just words. I’d like to think that 9 months into making A Winged Tale, I’ve improved on deciding when is a good opportunity to invest more into backgrounds vs character dynamics and when should be focused more on sequences of panels and composition. While the comic is written in a four panel format, more and more I’m finding areas where the story could be told by breaking those rules (attached pic). It’s a balance and I hope going forward I will improve more in pushing the limits of panels and find ways to express the story in fun and interesting ways.(edited)
Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]
Wow that's a very good description @eli [a winged tale] I look forward to reading more of your story journey
eli [a winged tale]
Thanks so much Joichi! I’m eager to keep learning~
Capitania do Azar
I'm gonna go with planning and actually getting it done. I'm so much faster because now the process is much more streamlined to me
kayotics
My whole comic was started s an exercise to just get better at comics generally so I’d probably say every part I’ve improved at? The biggest things are probably colors and the upfront planning process
Phin (Heirs of the Veil)
Ooof hard question. I think my main improvement lies with page and speechballoon layouts and writing natural feeling dialouge. I'd say maybe also character acting?
Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]
I'm slowly learning how to create more engaging comic narrative. I read and research in the polished prem webcomics to see what makes them engaging? Like I'm going to challenge myself by creating a series of short stories with a reoccurring set of characters. Every new comic series I create is an experience, trial and error. Sometimes I skip the writeup and just go in blind, trust my own instincts. I'm glad to reach out and talk about it than in my own head. I hope by this year, I'll have at least 2 chapters of Hybrid Dolls out.(edited)
keii’ii (Heart of Keol)
I've definitely gotten better at planning/ outlining multiple chapters ahead of time. I did not even do this when I was doing the first 10 something chapters. (I did attempt an outline before I began the comic, but the story changed significantly from the outline by the time I started the comic, and I did not try to do it again for a long while.) I can't remember when I started, but I do recall having a lot of trouble the first time I tried to do it. It's gotten a little easier each time, though. In fact, I just spent the past few days outlining the next few very important chapters, de-tangling some big tangles. I'm really glad my outlining (and overall writing) skills had leveled up, because HOO boy, I don't think my 2014-2015 self could have done this!
I also became friends with enviros. I had already become somewhat comfortable drawing perspective when HoK started, but I had a sort of mechanical approach to it, like "oh I need some enviro for these establishing shots, guess I'll draw them." But now I LOVE drawing enviros! (some types anyway...) It's my comfort activity, something I treat myself to after a long day! In the thumbnails for my next few pages, there's a few enviro-heavy panels that I have to remove, because I drew too many of them (and the pacing got too slow as a result). I have to stop myself from drawing too many of these.
My biggest improvement is probably I've come to understand my characters and my themes much better, but that's more of a "I got better at making HoK" than a "I got better at making comics." There's definitely a difference between the two.
Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]
@keii’ii (Heart of Keol) ah I totally understand I tried the outline method before I start but my story changed alot after I drew it. So it start to feel like a waste of time for me, but I'll still write an outline to make sure to plan where my story heads(edited)
keii’ii (Heart of Keol)
Yeah! I needed to draw those first few chapters to understand the direction of my own story.
The drawing part is an essential part of self-reflection, to try to understand what it is that I want out of the story. The answer has always been there in my heart, but I'm not able to see it clearly from the get-go.
Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]
I end up breaking scenes and put them in for future episodes, since I want to get a certain flow in the story.
It could be tricky to see what it is you want out of the story until you are in at least 3 chapters in?
keii’ii (Heart of Keol)
I needed way more than 3 chapters -- though granted, my chapters are short, so that could be a part of it
Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]
I see the early first script as testing the water. like a test to figure out the characters personalities. Unless you are bringing in old characters which you knew before?(edited)
keii’ii (Heart of Keol)
Even if the characters have been with you for a while, unless I have made a comic with them, there is a big chance that the characters will completely change, too.
DanitheCarutor
You know, I was thinking about about this, mostly about how I wouldn't have been happy if I was able to finish my comic the day I started. Then I realized I'm happy that I didn't. The first chapter wasn't the best, I was just learning how to coloring a comic, still fleshing out my characters and was still brainstorming small kinks in the story. I also still didn't have as much of an understanding of perspective, or panel and bubble layout. Even though I still have a lot I need to work on, I've gotten a lot better in all those aspects. Even though my use of color is weird, I've definitely gotten much more confident in it, enough so that I experiment and take a lot more risks with style. Even though my panelling can be boring, I have a much better understanding of how I want a page to look. I've improved a lot with my planning as well, like even though my thumbnailing/storyboarding only takes maybe 30, I've learned to step away for a bit if I don't like a layout, or analyzing why I don't like it and brainstorming ways to make it better. If I had magically finished the comic all at once, it would look really bad and may have been less readable.
Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]
That is inspiring to hear about your improvement @DanitheCarutor
Natsu-no-Hikari
Chiming in! Just this week, Miko (my co-creator) and I were discussing how far we've come from when we started our first comic (https://liarsgotoparadise.com/) vs. where we are now. I think there have been a lot of learn experiences, such as art, dialogue, general editing - but especially with pacing and character interaction. We regret that we didn't stop to focus more on that interaction, as we wanted to move ahead in the story...and now we can't change that, except to start now and not allow ourselves to grow impatient. Take our time and enjoy the journey - that's our new motto. There's a time to rush ahead in perilous moments, but there's also definitely a time to catch our breaths and let the characters mingle and speak. It's an improvement that will become more noticeable going forward in Liars and our second comic as well.
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the biggest thank you to @caws5749 for sending me all 134 questions 🥰
1: Name Lorena
2: Age 20
3: 3 Fears drowning, the ocean, and fishes.
4: 3 things I love my dog, my friends, and mangoes.
5: 4 turns on humor, charisma, telling me how much you want m-, and moaning.
6: 4 turns off being full of themselves, disrespectfulness, afraid to be themselves, and not showing a care about the well being of others.
7: My best friend k, f, and @brownmantwo.
8: Sexual orientation bisexual.
9: My best first date i’ve never been on a date!
10: How tall am I 5′2
11: What do I miss being fucking skinny-
12: What time were I born 10:45 pm!
13: Favorite color red.
14: Do I have a crush uh...
15: Favorite quote “I got STDS they make my coochie itch” SKSKSKDKSDKAD.
16: Favorite place my house.
17: Favorite food rice.
18: Do I use sarcasm 99.9% of my vocabulary is sarcasm.
19: What am I listening to right now “everything I wanted” by billie eilish because ya girl is depressed.
20: First thing I notice in new person how they hold themselves.
21: Shoe size 8 or 8.5 sometimes a 9.
22: Eye color dark brown.
23: Hair color black.
24: Favorite style of clothing baggy clothes or dark bold colors.
25: Ever done a prank call? yea. I use to call those numbers where it takes you to a different number to prank.
27: Meaning behind my URL its not necessarily an interesting story I just came up with it in my head one day.
28: Favorite movie too many to count.
29: Favorite song literally too many.
30: Favorite band three days grace.
31: How I feel right now fucking sad.
32: Someone I love my friends.
33: My current relationship status single.
34: My relationship with my parents its good! but there is a lot I tend to not discuss with them.
35: Favorite holiday halloween!
36: Tattoos and piercing I have I have two tattoos, both on my left arm. my finger tattoo is of a rose and my bicep is a ghost wearing a witch hat! piercing: septum, conch (but it closed) and my two lobes.
37: Tattoos and piercing I want a bunch more of tattoos and I want to get a few more ear piercings.
38: The reason I joined Tumblr to be cool like my older niece.
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? no we do not. lots of love and respect left in between us.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? not really.
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? NO BECAUSE @domromanoff and I ARE BASICALLY SISTERS AND THATS INCEST.
42: When did I last hold hands? years ago.
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? 10 minutes to get up from bed and 5 to actually get ready.
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? yes I have because I like smooth legs.
45: Where am I right now? my kitchen.
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? no ones because they'll just leave me behind and laugh at my misery. jkjk but my dear friends.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? L O U D.
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? I do because rent in LA is fucking e x p e n s I v e.
49: Am I excited for anything? to go to bed.
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? I have 2 of them.
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? too often tbh.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? a few weeks ago I believe?
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? they should because thats their baby momma.
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? yup.
55: What is something I disliked about today? waking up.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? lady gaga and scarlett johansson.
57: What do I think about most? what tattoo to get, if I should get another dog, how to annoy @caws5749 that day, etc etc.
58: What’s my strangest talent? I can move the bones in my wrist.
59: Do I have any strange phobias? im scared of fish!
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind because I am a nervous mess and I like taking control of such.
61: What was the last lie I told? “im okay”
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? both honestly! I love video chatting with @domromanoff and my friends!
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? yes and yes.
64: Do I believe in magic? hell yea I grew up around all that shit.
65: Do I believe in luck? not really.
66: What’s the weather like right now? its chilly.
67: What was the last book I’ve read? jesus christ I forgot the name but its currently under my bed rn.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? YES.
69: Do I have any nicknames? clown, wueej by @caws5749, pi- prin-, bottom by @domromanoff, lore, lorecha, whore, hoe.
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? I pulled my thigh muscle recently and OMG I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN.
71: Do I spend money or save it? I SPEND IT HONEY YASSSS.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? sadly no.
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? my water bottle c:
74: Favorite animal? I fucking love cows.
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? crying lmao.
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? nikolas is it not??
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? “Judas” by lady gaga.
78: How can you win my heart? just be yourself and believe wholeheartedly of what you want and desire.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? “madi did it”
80: What is my favorite word? fuck.
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr @caws5749 @domromanoff @dailyavengers @ravenforce andddddd @supercorpbechloe there’s so many more I’m editing this rn AKSJSHSHSHS I love each and everyone’s accounts here!
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? GLOBAL WARMING IS A REAL THING YALL.
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? i think so 👀 but im not close to them.
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? maybe like telekinesis or some mind power.
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? what goes on in your mind?
86: What is my current desktop picture? a winter forest.
87: Had sex? if oral sex counts then sure.
88: Bought condoms? I haven't bought them I just magically obtained them.
89: Gotten pregnant? oh god no.
90: Failed a class? yUUUUP.
91: Kissed a boy? yes.
92: Kissed a girl? yes.
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? back in middle school lmaoooo.
94: Had job? yes im on my second one rn.
95: Left the house without my wallet? all the damn time.
96: Bullied someone on the internet? no because im not a fucking asshole.
97: Had sex in public? not yet.
98: Played on a sports team? yea I was in track n field and cross country!
99: Smoked weed? I haven't but I once wanted to try it but I was to much of a pussy to skip class.
100: Did drugs? nope.
101: Smoked cigarettes? ew no.
102: Drank alcohol? y’all Ive gotten so fucked up on here so of cOURSE. my friends think I have a drinking problem ksjlksdjlkjds.
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? I am not.
104: Been overweight? yea.
105: Been underweight? No.
106: Been to a wedding? I have when I was younger.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? sadly yes because of video games.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? yea when I binge watched the walking dead.
109: Been outside my home country? yes!
110: Gotten my heart broken? yeah.
111: Been to a professional sports game? Yes because everyone in LA has possibly been to a dodgers game.
112: Broken a bone? nope!
113: Cut myself? oh man..I have and I deeply regret doing so but its a part of me now and i’ve accepted it.
114: Been to prom? YES! best night of my life.
115: Been in airplane? once and that was it because fuck planes lsjdkjlksdjs.
116: Fly by helicopter? nope!
117: What concerts have I been to? daddy yankee and some other guy I don't remember heheheh.
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? duh im gay.
119: Learned another language? I tried (and failed) to learn japanese.
120: Wore make up? a couple of times. i’m not the hugest fan of makeup.
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? nope!
122: Had oral sex? once.
123: Dyed my hair? too many times.
124: Voted in a presidential election? no but I will this upcoming one for sure.
125: Rode in an ambulance? no but I want to!
126: Had a surgery? no but I did have to get stitches on my lower lip.
127: Met someone famous? I meant jenni rivera’s brother at a movie theater once!
128: Stalked someone on a social network? yes? but not to a weird extent.
129: Peed outside? only because no one was around to open the door to my apartment complex and I couldn't hold it in-
130: Been fishing? I am T E R R I F I E D of fish so no.
131: Helped with charity? yup! I bought a shirt from one of @markiplier‘s livestreams that donated all the money to a charity.
132: Been rejected by a crush? yea.
133: Broken a mirror? I think maybe once??
134: What do I want for birthday? I want a tattoo.
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Fuck Yeah
1: Name Kai
2: Age 22
3: 3 Fears Fiance leaving me, never meeting him face-to-face, being alone with my thoughts
4: 3 things I love My fiance, food/desserts, and animals ^^
5: 4 turns on Hell, anything my fiance says to me, forced to submit, pain, and just looking at my fiance
6: 4 turns off Talking bout my parents, my current life situation, thinking about a certain asshole, and my depressing thoughts seeping through
7: My best friend That one’s hard.... It’s a tie between David and Kiana, though I’m leaning more towards David
8: Sexual orientation Bi-sexual <3
9: My best first date What first date?
10: How tall am I 5.1 ft :’(
11: What do I miss Triple Chocolate Fudge Cake
12: What time were I born 1:03 pm
13: Favorite color Black, Red, Purple, and Blue
14: Do I have a crush Yep :)
15: Favorite quote I got lots
“It’s funny how someone can break your heart and you still love them with all the tiny pieces”
“I choose you. And I’ll choose you, over and over. Without pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat. I’ll keep choosing you”
“The demons are back and stronger than ever. They are looking for a fight, looking to win, and this time, I might just let them.....”
16: Favorite place Does in my fiances arms count if I haven’t been there yet?
17: Favorite food They are all number 1 <3
18: Do I use sarcasm Sometimes
19: What am I listening to right now Criminal by Britney Spears
20: First thing I notice in new person Hmm, the way they act, their personality~
21: Shoe size Fuck, idk lmao
22: Eye color Blue
23: Hair color Dirty-Blonde (Wish it was black)
24: Favorite style of clothing I don’t know, I guess loose and comfy
25: Ever done a prank call? Can’t remember
27: Meaning behind my URL Don’t have one
28: Favorite movie Fuck, uhhhh..... Deadpool 1&2 for now~
29: Favorite song Lot’s, Baby Don’t Cut - Bmike, Anxiety - Blackbear, Hold On - Chord Overstreet, and more fucking depressing songs <3
30: Favorite band Hmmm.... Ramstein
31: How I feel right now Eh, depressed, loved, horny, sad, upset, happy, it’s all jumbled up
32: Someone I love My fiance~
33: My current relationship status Engaged <3 <3
34: My relationship with my parents I wouldn’t care if they died, not going to lie, I would do it if there were no consequences
35: Favorite holiday Halloween ;o
36: Tattoos and piercing i have Sadly, no tats yet. Only piercings I have so far, are my ears
37: Tattoos and piercing i want Tattoo: A knife going through a skull with chains loosely wrapped around it Piercing: The tip of my ears
38: The reason I joined Tumblr My fiance told me about it, and it was an easier way for us to chat with each other and send each other all of the dirty little naughty things we want~
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? I don’t know if he hates me, but I don’t know if I hate him, I’m just fucked up and confused
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? Sometimes
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? Nope, but I hope to soon~
42: When did I last hold hands? Hold hands? I think that was in 8th grade when my friend Kiana was dragging me away from the bullies
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? Like 5-10 minutes
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? Yep
45: Where am I right now? In my cursed room
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? Depends, where am I? In England, my fiance. Here? I don’t know, Kiana
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Depends on the type of music playing, and also what it’s playing from, like headphones.
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Unfortunately
49: Am I excited for anything? 2024 :3
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Yep
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Honestly? 97% of the time
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? I don’t know, uhmmm..... think it was in 11th grade
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? Well, that’s a hard one, cause I have yet to kiss anyone. But, say if it was my fiance, I would slap the shit out of whoever he is kissing, and probably shove a stick up their @$$
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? ....
55: What is something I disliked about today? No chocolate
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? My fiance, I just want him in front of me and to hug him and never let go~
57: What do I think about most? 2024, Desserts, Fiance, Music, Pets, unfortunately, John
58: What’s my strangest talent? Uhhh.... Don’t really have any, I guess hiding how I truly feel inside
59: Do I have any strange phobias? Is being deathly afraid of ants a strange phobia?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind, 100%
61: What was the last lie I told? That I was fine
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? I don’t know, they both seem a bit weird to me
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Ghosts, yes. Aliens? I don’t know
64: Do I believe in magic? Who knows
65: Do I believe in luck? Sometimes
66: What’s the weather like right now? Clear
67: What was the last book I’ve read? A fan-fiction of RWBY
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? Yesssss
69: Do I have any nicknames? K
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? My arm twisting completely around
71: Do I spend money or save it? Save
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? Nope :(
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? Eww, fuck noooo
74: Favorite animal? Entire Cat family and wolves
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? Watching “Love 020″ on Netflix
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? Hmmm.... I have no clue, never really thought about it
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Lots, but, definitely this one: Dream of You - Camila Cabello and Battle Scars - Lupe Fiasco
78: How can you win my heart? Be mindful of how I truly feel, care for me like no one ever has, be a dominant
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? "I had so many battle scars from my war, but my love healed them away~”
80: What is my favorite word? Chocolate
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr @thelonewolf84 @we-are-beautiful-s0uls @britishdom
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? I don’t give a fuck what you think about who I love
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? Yeah, my bio-father
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Invisibility
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? What my thoughts are about my ex or how I feel towards him or what I would say if I was allowed the chance to ask him 1 thing
86: What is my current desktop picture? I have it on shuffle, but currently it’s on a picture of an anime boy playing the piano in the rain
87: Had sex? Not yet ;)
88: Bought condoms? Nope
89: Gotten pregnant? Do I seriously need to answer that?
90: Failed a class? Yes.... I think
91: Kissed a boy? Not yet ;)
92: Kissed a girl? Nope
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Haven’t kissed anyone!!! Omg
94: Had job? Not yet
95: Left the house without my wallet? What wallet?
96: Bullied someone on the internet? Fuck no!
97: Had sex in public? -sigh-
98: Played on a sports team? Yep, soccer and baseball when I was 8-11
99: Smoked weed? Nope
100: Did drugs? Nope
101: Smoked cigarettes? Almost
102: Drank alcohol? Mhm
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? Fuck no! I want my bacon and kielbasa!!!
104: Been overweight? Nope
105: Been underweight? Currently am
106: Been to a wedding? Yep, my aunts
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Yes lol, longer
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Yes lol, longer
109: Been outside my home country? Not yet
110: Gotten my heart broken? ....yes.....
111: Been to a professional sports game? I...think so....?
112: Broken a bone? Many, many times. I was very clumsy in my teens, I still am but have yet to break any bones so far
113: Cut myself? Yes and yes, to both ways
114: Been to prom? No, skipped it
115: Been in airplane? -shivers- Too scared to be in one, but I will have to when I go to England
116: Fly by helicopter? Nope
117: What concerts have I been to? None
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? Yep
119: Learned another language? Mhm, spanish
120: Wore make up? No
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? Still a virgin.....
122: Had oral sex? Nope
123: Dyed my hair? Want to
124: Voted in a presidential election? Nope, fuck politics
125: Rode in an ambulance? Yep
126: Had a surgery? Mhm
127: Met someone famous? Nope
128: Stalked someone on a social network? Hehe....yeah lol
129: Peed outside? I don’t remember if I have or have not
130: Been fishing? Yes... My instructor ate the worms ;-;
131: Helped with charity? Yep ^^
132: Been rejected by a crush? Yep
133: Broken a mirror? Yeah
134: What do I want for birthday? Depends, which birthday? This year, Triple Chocolate Fudge cake. 2024, to be in my fiance’s arms~
#took to long#it was awesome though#love surveys#and my fiance#more of me#surveys#depressed#i got insomnia#love yall
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colin jost x reader | new job | pt. 1/2
request: n/a {please leave requests tho lmao}
a/n: ok this is... a lot. idk i feel like its a bit descriptive BUT there will be a part two that will hopefully be better, and actually have mainly colin focused content in it. if there is anything you think i could improve on let me know!
warnings: the jokes written and character are ones i came up and they’re mediocre at best. sadly two of my friends and i actually came up with the character at school and two other ones as well and annoy our teachers with them sksksksk. this also probably not 100% accurate to an actual snl audition.
word count: 1,368
making people laugh was sort of your specialty, or at least you thought so. in middle school you won class clown for your eighth-grade superlatives, but that was when you were young and even something as simple as the word “bean” could make a whole class of fourteen-year-olds laugh. though, even if your classmates were wrong about you being funny, you enjoyed at least trying to be. in fact, you enjoyed it so much you kissed your family goodbye and moved to new york city to audition for saturday night live. though this was very exciting, to say you were nervous was an understatement. the day you arrived was the day you auditioned, so a whole new city and trying out for your dream job in the span of two hours. fun. especially because you’d be around the 80th person to stand on that stage all day.
you heard in the waiting room that lorne michaels and writers sat in the room as you performed, which was a given, but, current cast members seemed to switch in and out every audition. multiple people said beck bennett sat in for them, some others said kenan thompson or cecily strong, and others even said three or more of them sat in the room. this left you on edge. you didn’t know who was going to be in there. what if it was someone you really liked and wouldn't want to embarrass yourself in front of? what if it was someone you knew wouldn’t like you? then again, you didn’t know any of these people outside of playing characters on tv, but still. a million thoughts ran through your head, but it was just nerve-wracking knowing you're gonna be performing in a room full of actual funny people, as a nobody.
“ NUMBER EIGHTY-TWO, OR Y/N L/N! ” an older salt and pepper haired man yelled, who you assumed to be a casting director. as you got up and grabbed your box of props, a young man rushed out of the room crying. this made you break into a nervous sweat and your eyes became glossy, wanting your mother for some reason, but you tried to stay composed. you took a deep breath and walked into the room.
as soon as you stepped in the room you stopped. the stage where the musical guest and host gave their monologue stood in front of you. it was a mesmerizing site. imagine seeing something that you’ve loved and imagined yourself on for the past fifteen years. for a few seconds you just stood and stared, but you shook your head out of your daze and walked over to the table where lorne and the writers sat. you handed your rèsumè to one of the writers. at first, you tried not to make eye contact with any of them, but you soon realized that was one of the poorest choices you could make; you just shook everyone’s hand and flashed a smile.
after shaking lorne’s hand you, which caused a flash of heat to run through your body, you walked onto the stage. that was probably the worst part so far, walking in complete silence, with only the only the tap of your shoes hitting the floor, and all of them staring at you. you set up your things on stage, which wasn’t much. a plate, fork, knife, and an unplugged landline. they were nice enough to provide you with a small table and chair. you had prepared a small standup routine, and two different characters.
“ hi, i’m y/n l/n and today i’m going to be performing a small set of jokes i have written, and two characters i have come up with. ” the moment those words came out of your mouth, you heard a door from the right of you opening. you didn’t look though, for two reasons. you didn’t want to seem distracted easily, or know who just walked in.
you took the mic off of its stand and began telling jokes. “ wow, um. this audition sure does feel different than any of the other ones i’ve done,” you smiled, trying to loosen up. “sorta like a perfume commercial. in your head, it’s totally perfect and you think it’s going to be all peaches and roses, yet it ends up smelling like your grandma's bathroom and two-year-old baby powder. ” this was a bad joke, at least you thought. you knew the writers/people in the audition weren’t supposed to laugh or even chuckle while you audition, so you knew just to keep going, but you were a bit taken back to hear a chuckle come from where you just heard door open, and though you just told yourself not to look, you did for a split second and realized it was the damned weekend update boy. you were too flustered to remember his name. you looked forward and kept going, noticing lorne michaels glaring at him.
“ AND! you are NOT gonna believe what stacy brought to thanksgiving this year! ” you half-shouted, in the thickest boston accent you could achieve, into the unplugged landline you had brought with you. “ chicken teriyaki! i mean, who does that? i don't care how hard you're trying to re brand yourself after finding out your husband is cheating on you with the hygienist at the dentist’s offices he works at, you can still bring god damned yams to the family thanksgiving! ” the whole time you performed, you could feel the update boy burning a whole into the side of your head with his eyes. you couldn’t tell if this good or bad, but to the least bit, you were flattered. i mean, at least he's paying attention. plus, whenever you’d glance back at him you could see he was trying to conceal a smile. you completely forgot how nervous you were about cast members watching you.
before you even knew it, the thing that you had worried you for over a month had come to an end. you gathered your things, thanked all the producers, writers, and lorne, and walked out of the room. you had no idea what was gonna happen next; but you were excited.
you headed out of rockefeller center, the mild wind breezing past you. you were just about to turn a corner, when you were stopped by someone tapping your shoulder and a small “ hey! ” you turned and it was weekend update boy. kind of surprised, you just smiled and replied “ hi ? “ back.
“ you probably remember me as the creepy guy giggling in the dim lit corner from your audition. i’m colin, by the way. “ that was it. colin jost. “ i know i’m not allowed to do this, but i really just wanted to compliment you on your whole performance... it was fantastic, and i mean like, 100% fantastic,” you felt your face heat up a little bit, and you began playing with your hands. “ uh... i... thank you i guess-- i mean no, not i guess, thank you. i was so nervous, and i’m nervous right now, but that means a lot to me. “ you managed to get out. he chuckled at you, “ i really don’t want to boost your hopes up because i don’t decide who gets on the show or not, but i really cannot wait to maybe begin working with you. “ he stuck out his hand for you to shake, and you complied. “ it was nice meeting you, “ you smiled, pulling your hand back. you looked down into it, and saw a tiny crumbled up piece of paper in it. you opened it, and it revealed a phone number. cheesy, but okay. “ you too. “ he winked, turning around and walking back into the building, not even hesitating or thinking about what he had just done. you just and stared for a minute trying to comprehend what just happened. you stuck the paper in your pants pocket, let out a small “today has been weird in a good way” squeal, and began your walk to the subway, and to an apartment you now had to unpack.
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1: Name: Blaaair
2: Age: 23
3: 3 Fears: Myself, spiders and nicolas cage
4: 3 things I love: My boyfriend, my family and Demi Lovato
5: 4 turns on: My bf, my bf, my bf and martha stewart
6: 4 turns off: Unrelated
7: My best friend: I have several.
8: Sexual orientation: Demisexual
9: My best first date: Meeting my love 2.1 years ago
10: How tall am I: Tall
11: What do I miss: My kokum
12: What time were I born: The time i was born at, i swear!
13: Favorite color: All shades of blue.
14: Do I have a crush: Martha Stewart
15: Favorite quote: If you think on it, you’ll think yourself out of it!
16: Favorite place: My mind at night.
17: Favorite food: Lasagna
18: Do I use sarcasm: Naaaaaaawwwwwww.
19: What am I listening to right now: An intriguing movie.
20: First thing I notice in new person: Their vibe.
21: Shoe size: Too big.
22: Eye color: Marvelous brown.
23: Hair color: Hobo mixture of browns.
24: Favorite style of clothing: Black clothing.
25: Ever done a prank call? Many times.
27: Meaning behind my URL: Absolutely meaningless.
28: Favorite movie: That one where they do the sex.
29: Favorite song: Any song by Demi Lovato
30: Favorite band: Hair bands.
31: How I feel right now: Morbidly awake.
32: Someone I love: My critter.
33: My current relationship status: Abducted.
34: My relationship with my parents: My mom is amazing & father who?
35: Favorite holiday: Any day of the week.
36: Tattoos and piercing i have: Several ear piercings and one hand tat.
37: Tattoos and piercing i want: Decide when i get them.
38: The reason I joined Tumblr: Boyfriend resparked my love.
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? Nope.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? Rarely.
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? I don’t have a cellular.
42: When did I last hold hands? 20 mins ago
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? A bitch is never ready
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? no
45: Where am I right now? Out of my mind.
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? The lord.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Loud.
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Not since i was 17
49: Am I excited for anything? Sexual interactions with my love.
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Only myself.
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Only when im awake
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? 5 mins ago
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? Find out on nightly news.
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? Myself.
55: What is something I disliked about today? Myself.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Demi Lovato & Martha Stewart
57: What do I think about most? How im gonna live past 25
58: What’s my strangest talent? Existing without being noticed.
59: Do I have any strange phobias? Lighters randomly exploding.
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Meh, either or.
61: What was the last lie I told? That i want to live.
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? neither.
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Both, fully.
64: Do I believe in magic? Absolutely.
65: Do I believe in luck? Absolutely maybe.
66: What’s the weather like right now? Colder than celery.
67: What was the last book I’ve read? Inspirational something.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? Nope.
69: Do I have any nicknames? Bear, Chi-mukwa, why are you here?.
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? Got stabbed.
71: Do I spend money or save it? Depends.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? No.
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? Penis.
74: Favorite animal? All of them.
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? Probably on crack. Jk asleep.
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? Last nameless.
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Any demi song
78: How can you win my heart? Make me truly feel why you’re interested in me.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? I’ll be back
80: What is my favorite word? murder
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: All those i follow.
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? Tiddy
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? Yes
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Strong telepathic abilities which give me telekinesis as well.
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? What is your true fear?
86: What is my current desktop picture? Colorful stuffs.
87: Had sex? Twice.
88: Bought condoms? Nope.
89: Gotten pregnant? I wish with all my heart but im Trans.
90: Failed a class? Yes.
91: Kissed a boy? Yes.
92: Kissed a girl? Yes.
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Yes.
94: Had job? Several
95: Left the house without my wallet? Never carried one.
96: Bullied someone on the internet? Yes, though i wish i hadn’t.
97: Had sex in public? Nope.
98: Played on a sports team? Yes, several.
99: Smoked weed? Too much.
100: Did drugs? Too much.
101: Smoked cigarettes? Too much.
102: Drank alcohol? Not enough.
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? Nope.
104: Been overweight? My whole life.
105: Been underweight? My late teens to present.
106: Been to a wedding? yes.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Lawd knows.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Regretful, i am.
109: Been outside my home country? No.
110: Gotten my heart broken? Meh, slightly.
111: Been to a professional sports game? Yes.
112: Broken a bone? Nope.
113: Cut myself? Depression is a bitch.
114: Been to prom? Nope.
115: Been in airplane? Nope.
116: Fly by helicopter? Nope.
117: What concerts have I been to? None.
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? Absolutely.
119: Learned another language? Some french.
120: Wore make up? A bitch can clean up :P
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? Nope.
122: Had oral sex? Yes.
123: Dyed my hair? My poor hair lmao
124: Voted in a presidential election? Nope.
125: Rode in an ambulance? Yes.
126: Had a surgery? Nope.
127: Met someone famous? Yes.
128: Stalked someone on a social network? lmao shh
129: Peed outside? Who hasn’t?
130: Been fishing? Yes.
131: Helped with charity? Yes, several times.
132: Been rejected by a crush? Nope.
133: Broken a mirror? Threw it at a nun who gave me the finger.
134: What do I want for birthday? His time, nothing more.
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1-154. you wont
bitch
bet i will
1: Full name
lashy. das all you get
2: Age
19
3: 3 Fears
stairs, glass breaking, not being able to get ahold of someone
4: 3 things I love
my ocs uwu, my friends, my fucking tablet goddamn
5: 4 turns on
not comfy sharing on tumblr
6: 4 turns off
ill say ill come back to this one then leave this in the post
7: My best friend
rn i would say it’s probably blitztrolls
8: Sexual orientation
pan uwu
9: My best first date
ahh.... i havent had an in person first date still ;u;
10: How tall am I
5′5″
11: What do I miss
not being stressed eue;;;
12: What time were I born
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
13: Favourite color
pale blu
14: Do I have a crush
ye u//w//u
15: Favourite quote
you know these things are asked and my mind goes blank
16: Favourite place
the woods just after it’s rained
17: Favourite food
im a basic bitch and just gonna say mac n cheese
18: Do I use sarcasm
no absolutely not. nope.
19: What am I listening to right now
ambles playlist- it’s on ocean eyes by billie elish rn
20: First thing I notice in new person
prooooobably like. their face? typing style if it’s online
21: Shoe size
uhhhhhh i think like a womens 10?
22: Eye color
blue/green
23: Hair color
dark brown
24: Favourite style of clothing
loose and baggy because if i cant be comfortable what’s the point
25: Ever done a prank call?
HELL YEAH
27: Meaning behind my URL
lashyd was one of my first fantrolls and i liked the way it sounded
28: Favourite movie
mmmmm either labyrinth, princess mononoke or annihilation
29: Favourite song
no clue my friend im bad at picking
30: Favourite band
same as above sweats
31: How I feel right now
excited but tired
32: Someone I love
passivetrolls u//w//u/
33: My current relationship status
in a relationship!
34: My relationship with my parents
love my dad, kinda dislike my mom
35: Favourite holiday
christ mass
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
none, im so scared of needles ;u;
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
mmmmmaybe something stupid and simple on like my ankle?? i dunno what tho sweats
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
another fandom and i got bored with homeschooling lmao
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
i dislike them but they have tried to contact me a few times before i blocked them
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
not usually
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
i dont text so ill go w discord and no i have not the last person i messaged was you shenk gdi
42: When did I last hold hands?
the 2nd ;u;
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
7ish minutes
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
hellllllllllll no
45: Where am I right now?
room
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
prooooobably my bf or my dad. hate alcohol tho
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
loud but only w speakers
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
only da
49: Am I excited for anything?
absolutely motherfucker im making new friends left and right
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
i got two uwu
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
:))))))) irl most of the time tbh
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
last night
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
i would probably cry ugnfldkjfgslfdjg the last person i kissed was my bf wheezes
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
i mean probably.
55: What is something I disliked about today?
ehhhh nothing bad has really happened today
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
probably my friend from serbia uwu
57: What do I think about most?
ocs probably sweats
58: What’s my strangest talent?
burping on command? i dunno
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
glass shattering ouo;;;
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
beh ind
61: What was the last lie I told?
calling myself a basic bitch lmao
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
phone probably? video calls make me nervous
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
hell yeah to both
64: Do I believe in magic?
hell yeah i yell tossing salt on all my rocks
65: Do I believe in luck?
yeee
66: What’s the weather like right now?
uhhh clear i think
67: What was the last book I’ve read?
Shibuya Goldfish
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
nop
69: Do I have any nicknames?
lash, lashy, gremlin and then stupid relationship nicknames gldsfgjfgs
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
prooobably almost falling down some stairs at a con and chipping my shin and probably partly pulling my shoulder out of the socket
71: Do I spend money or save it?
i try to save but end up spending it ouo;;;;
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
nearly
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
there are some half customized MH dolls so i guess yeah
74: Favourite animal?
cat uwu
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
drawing ambles trollcall pick
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
satan stan obviously
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
Here - Ancient Magus' Bride OP
78: How can you win my heart?
art of my ocs ngl
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
fuck if i knew
80: What is my favorite word?
probably fuck if you would ask my phone lmao
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
passivetrollsblitztrollstavvys-trollsfilibusterfrogwe-are-the-legion
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
hey fuckers lets rumble
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
not that i know of
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
teleportation ngl
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
probably 87
86: What is my current desktop picture?
87: Had sex?
sweats how about we move on
88: Bought condoms?
ye
89: Gotten pregnant?
hell no
90: Failed a class?
i think yeah
91: Kissed a boy?
yeeeeeeee
92: Kissed a girl?
nop
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
does it count if we were indoors
94: Had job?
not yet wheezes
95: Left the house without my wallet?
ye
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
i dont think so i mgiht have when i was younger
97: Had sex in public?
n o
98: Played on a sports team?
ye!
99: Smoked weed?
ye.
100: Did drugs?
only weedles
101: Smoked cigarettes?
nop
102: Drank alcohol?
yes and i hated it
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
nop
104: Been overweight?
ye
105: Been underweight?
nop
106: Been to a wedding?
nop
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
every day p much
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
nop
109: Been outside my home country?
ye!
110: Gotten my heart broken?
;;;; yeah
111: Been to a professional sports game?
ye
112: Broken a bone?
possibly?
113: Cut myself?
if this is on accident then ya
114: Been to prom?
prom is a waste of time ngl just go to arbys
115: Been in airplane?
yeye
116: Fly by helicopter?
n o
117: What concerts have I been to?
blueman group and the 4th of july ones that play around here
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
yeeee
119: Learned another language?
bits and pieces
120: Wore make up?
yeah
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
nop
122: Had oral sex?
lets just skip the sex questions
123: Dyed my hair?
yeee
124: Voted in a presidential election?
ee
125: Rode in an ambulance?
nop
126: Had a surgery?
nop
127: Met someone famous?
yeye
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
god no
129: Peed outside?
this question is weird
130: Been fishing?
hell the fuck yeah
131: Helped with charity?
prrrrobaby?
132: Been rejected by a crush?
yeah ;u;
133: Broken a mirror?
i dont think so
134: What do I want for birthday?
money
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
NO
136: Was I named after anyone?
i was named after two people uwu
137: Do I like my handwriting?
i can barely read it lmao i hate it
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?
my stuffed tigger uwu
139: Favourite Tv Show?
fuck i dunno probably cyberchase or fetch i dont watch tv anymore lmao
140: Where do I want to live when older?
somewhere quiet but convenient
141: Play any musical instrument?
flute and violin
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
i have a scar on my knuckle from making garlic bread ;u; wasnt even good
143: Favourite pizza toping?
banana peppers
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
nah
145: Am I afraid of heights?
mmmm at times
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
yeah >w>;;;
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
all the mc fuckin time
148: What I’m really bad at
telling people when im not up for something
149: What my greatest achievments are
being alive you fuckers cant beat me i won over hundreds of other fuckers and im here
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
Lets Not, Kids
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery
buy so much cosplay shit and helping friends get what they need
152: What do I like about myself
im getting better uwu
153: My closest Tumblr friend
passivetrolls or blitztrolls wheezes
154: Something I fantasize about
being able to help my friends out of the places they are right now QuQ
155: Any question you’d like?
more questions for amble and my other girls!
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Ship meme!
Tagged by @kamidoodles!
1. Ultimate OTP: Merlahad. I've been completed devoured by the ship. I've written 200,000+ words and counting on why they're old and married (and both alive to appreciate it, fight me.)
Basically that translates also into Haydeaux as well, as the same actors are in Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy and Mark Strong is basically known for being able to emote that he is in love with Colin Firth without really trying. (Leave me alone LMAO)
2. A ship you’ll always love: KakaIru. Kakashi and Iruka are basically hinted at being married in canon, as closely as possible, to the point where they release merch of them together despite Iruka being in the series WAY less than Kakashi. (Legit, he makes the most popular character lists almost every time.) Plus in Boruto he and Kakashi bicker like an old married couple. It's a nice nod to the fans without it being overt.
3. Your current obsession:
Ladybug/Chat Noir -- look, don't judge me, the show is rather cute and the dynamic works well. Plus, not knowing each other's alter egos means that they basically moon after each other forever in like four different ways and it's hilarious.
Merlahad, Percilot -- the current writing inspiration.
Phryne Fisher/Jack Robinson -- the married work couple.
Bob and Helen Parr -- the actually married work couple, I fucking LOVE the Incredibles ok. Second movie is just as good as the first.
Chidi/Eleanor -- LORD THEY ARE BOTH FORKING IDIOTS BUT HOT DIGGETY DOG DO I LOVE THEM. There is so much GROWTH for Eleanor as a person that I'm so...I have so many feelings about this ship after S2.
4. A ship you never thought you’d like:
Bucky Barnes/Kurt Wagner -- I have some feelings about this ship and I do not have the space to spout them all but they work surprisingly well together.
Rhodey/Tony Stark -- I have seen the light and it's basically best friends fall in love and I love it. (I love it even more when Pepper joins the ship seamlessly and with no jealousy because she and Rhodey are Taking Care of Tony and they both love each other for it.)
5. A ship you liked but don’t anymore:
Hawke/Anders. Basically The Discourse made me get up and walk away. (That and various other things. I love Adam Howden, he's a gem but I can't.) Like, I have Anders saviored and it's saved me a lot of eye-twitching -- and for those that tag, know that I love you so, so much.
For Marvel it was Stony. I went into Avengers hoping for real character building between them and got bupkiss -- and a new ship for Cap. (Civil War makes WAY more sense when you have 70+ years of canonical friendship behind them, rather than 'we worked together in New York and basically don't interact after that until Ultron'.) Basically Stony still rules the roost in Marvel pairings, but for me it's meh. (And can be written really abusively; don't get me started on the 'Steve is really in love with Tony and he settles for/leaves his partner for him' -- bullshit.)
Also, to my shame, when I was a dumb teenager I shipped Snape/Hermione after she graduates from Hogwarts. (I know, I KNOW. There was arranged marriage and things and you know that shit is my catnip.) I learned/realized better when I got out of that phase and after Deathly Hallows came out -- remember, these books originally targeted me, I was their age group. I've since changed my opinion. Snape is godawful, and it really shows how easily young people can eat up toxic relationship mentalities without realizing it.
6. A ship you think should be canon: All of my Kingsman ships. No, seriously, Vaughn, give me the script. I will fix your shit and make it 200% more gay and you will make buckets of money.
7. A canon ship you hate:
SasuSaku -- Haruno Sakura deserved better, fuck you Sasuke.
Steve Rogers/Sharon Carter -- LORD. "Hey, you're the spitting image of your dead aunt who I had a thing for in the war. Let's date." Yes, Sharon Carter has her own arcs and is a fantastic character on her own, but also the gist of their relationship is 'either we're fighting about whether or not Sharon (A Strong, Capable Woman according to all canon sources) should be in the field or whether she should be in administration for SHIELD or we're sad because Sharon was brainwashed into shooting Steve and losing the baby' and it makes me Tired. That and I feel like Sharon has WAY more wlw shipping capability, like the working respect she and Black Widow have with each other -- or even her and Bobbi Morse. There's a lot to be said for espionage girlfriends.
8. A ship you’ve shipped for years: Capsicoul, since 2012. Hawke/Sebastian Vael, since 2011. KakaIru, since 2007.
9. A ship everyone loves but you don’t care about:
Stucky -- it's so meh. There's way more dynamic in Steve finding a friend he can trust and that he thought he'd lost. Plus, I really think that Bucky couldn't ever push past Steve being 'better' than him, that insecurity is in the comics all over the place and it's something that eats at him. Plus, there are several Stucky shippers who I've personally interacted with that just sort of pushed the pairing away from 'yeah, I can kinda see it' into 'man, no' territory for me. (Mostly with Bucky being weirdly co-dependent on Steve in a lot of the RP relationships I've watched go down -- Marvel RP has left me a broken old man, 0/10 do not recommend.)
Also Hartwin. It's everywhere and it skeeves me out just a bit? Like, I don't interact with Hartwin in the wild, I have it saviored, but I just can't see it. (100% my personal opinion, it just seems wildly out of character for Harry to concede to sleeping with what is essentially not only his subordinate but his legacy and there's a lot of badtouch there from personal experiences in my own life that are best left in therapy.)
Anders/Fenris -- Are y’all kidding me with that? I can’t even see how they’d tolerate each other in a room for more than an hour without Hawke’s intervention, but you do you.
10. Favourite rare-pair: Mother. Forking. CAPSICOUL.
I am one of a handful of writers. This ship is a canoe. I will captain it until the day I stroll off this big blue marble.
Tagging -- @billprideauxs, @whiskey-not-entirely-straight, @bearfethers, @waverly-earp
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1:Full name.I don’t like to share my full name online so I just go with Marina Sakai (that’s enough).
2:Zodiac sign.Taurus
3:3 fears.cockroaches, drowning and burning to death.
4:3 things I love.Music, drawing, movies.
5:4 turn on’s.Music, people who are similar to me, trips and playing The Sims (how random is this?).
6:4 turn off’s.Stupid people, soccer, math and being obliged to do something I don’t want to.
7:My best friend?I don’t think I have one best friend only, I have a few close friends… you are one
8:Sexual orientation?Straight.
9:My best first date?hahaha lol
10:How tall am I?1,62cm I guess.
11:What do I miss?A very good friend I made on tumblr. For some reason she is gone :(
12:What time was I born?At 6:40 am or something.
13:Favorite color?Well I have a holy trinity of colors, but I’d say purple.
14:Do I have a crush?As long as band members exist, I will have a crush LMAO.15:Favorite quote?“My world is turning pages while I am just sitting here” - Kevin Parker, Apocalypse Dreams.
16:Favorite place?Paraty (beach).
18:Do I use sarcasm?Me? No, never.
20:First thing I notice in new person?
21:Shoe size?35 in Brazil too lazy to search it for other locations :p
23:Hair color?Black.
24: Favorite style of clothing?I don’t know, I like to mixture things.
25:Ever done a prank call?Not that I remember.
26:What color of underwear I’m wearing now?Yellow with lilac stripes
27:Meaning behind my URL?It’s a song by Tame Impala. Me + the lyrics = accuracy.
28:Favorite movie?Too hard… but let’s say it’s The Babadook.
29:Favorite song?TOO HARD, but hum… at the moment it is Stella Was A Diver And She Was Always Down by Interpol (which I’m listening to right now!!!) ((but also Leif Erikson and Tidal Wave and ughhhhh)).
30:Favorite band?Sorry, I cannot choose only one so here it goes my Holy Trinity: Tame Impala, Arctic Monkeys and Arcade Fire. But I am extremely obsessed with Interpol, so yeah.
31:How I feel right now?Shitty for having a week off and doing nothing.
33:My current relationship status.The same as always: single.
34:My relationship with my parents.It’s good with my mother, and ok with my father.
35:Favorite holiday.Festa junina because food.
36:Tattoos and piercing I have.None, yet.
39:Do I and my last ex hate each other?who?
40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts?Sometimes good night from my mother and my ex sister-in-law.
41:Have I ever kissed the last person I texted?No.
42:When did I last hold hands?God… when I was a child, maybe, with my parents, to cross the streets lmao seriously I have no idea.
43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?The whole morning lol an hour at least.
44:Have I shaved my legs in the past three days?No. Call me disgusting.
45: Where am I right now?Dining room.
46:If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?This could only happen if I go out with my friends, none of them would go out to get drunk though hah but they would help me, I’m sure.47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?Mostly reasonable level, but you know sometimes you gotta turn it louder for that one part… other times, the whole song lol48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad?Yes.
49:Am I excited for anything?Some of my fave bands will release new stuff this year, so yeah. Also, MGMT are coming to play here and I hope to go!!!50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?No.51:How often do I wear a fake smile?70% of the time maybe.52:When was the last time I hugged someone?I hugged someone? I think it was 14 days ago because it was my friend’s birthday and I went to her house for a surprise party.
53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?I would feel nothing.
54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?I don’t think so.
55:What is something I disliked about today?The whole day, I spent it doing chores and I am dead now.
56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?Kevin Parker, love of my life. And many other band members.
57:What do I think about most?Music lol hum, I try to focus on my life, my future… but I can’t seem to succeed.
58:What’s my strangest talent?If I had one I can make 3 waves with my tongue, just like Daniel Radcliffe.
59:Do I have any strange phobias?I don’t know if they are strange, but I am afraid of dolls (automatonophobia) and trypophobia.
71:Do I spend money or save it?Save it… to spend it HAH (taurine with ascendant in Taurus).
72:Can I touch my nose with a tongue?Nope.
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?Yes, there is a rose quartz, a pink tsuru (origami), a bed sheet, a sculpture of Our Lady of Aparecida, a small fake flower that my ex sister-in-law gifted my mom for Women’s Day.
74:Favorite animal?I also have a holy trinity for this lol: cats, elephants and deers (any kind).
75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM?Massaging my mom’s feet cause I’m a good daughter.
76:What do I think Satan’s last name is?Devicari LMAO ok this is an internal joke with my friends
77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?Signs of Life by Arcade Fire78:How can you win my heart? Buy me concert tickets and food.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?Embrace disgrace. I have just decided this haha I like the word embrace and I always say disgrace, in English, to my sister. And these two words rhyme lol80:What is my favorite word?In Portuguese, it probably is saudade because of the feeling, but there are some others that I like the pronounce, not necessarily the meaning (like resiliência, recíproco, melancolia), and I chose it by the meaning. There’s also eita, which is a perfect word, omg, I don’t know what I would do without this word. In English, one of them is embrace as I said above. But by the pronounce, it is vortex in British accent. Good af. 81:My top 5 blogs on tumblr?OH MAN, I don’t have fav blogs, I have fav people! So this is the criterion to choose. This is not in order. I AM SO SORRY1. @warpaint-impala2. @14thandeuclid3. @sastrugie4. @roger-sultrey5. @streetofthoughtinallyourbones (this one is inactive, unfortunately, but there’s so much gold in there!!!) ((she is @ourblogtoadmire))
82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?hahah… hum… I would say @ all the band members who destroyed my life how much I love them. As everybody in the world is listening to me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
83:Do I have any relatives in jail?Not that I know.
84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?Mental power, just like Professor Xavier, but with telekinesis too. Oh, and being able to fly.
85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?Hum, I can only think of “y/n” type of question, which would be very obvious… so I guess the question would be “what would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?” LOL
86:What is my current desktop picture?The best gig of my life, aka Tame Impala. For some reason I can’t add the picture here :/ so I’ll post it later separately.
87:Had sex?what is it?
88:Bought condoms?lol
89:Gotten pregnant?When seeing some certain pictures? Oh hell yes!
90:Failed a class?Yep, Chemistry classes mostly. I may have missed some classes, but my shitty teacher could never be patient and a good professional so I could never really learn a thing.
91:Kissed a boy?Unfortunately yes (not because he’s a boy, but because it was bad as fuck).
92:Kissed a girl?Nope.
93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?No.
94:Had job?Yes, I’ve already been an English teacher for kids (imagine how dumb these kids became when they had classes with me lmao I’m sorry girls)
95:Left the house without my wallet?No, never.
96:Bullied someone on the Internet?No.
97:Had sex in public?lmao what does sex mean?
98:Played on a sports team?Yes, I used to play handball at school.
99:Smoked weed?No.
100:Did drugs?No.
102:Drank alcohol?Yes, today. But I never went out to drink, neither had a single alcoholic drink only for me.
103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan?Nope.
104:Been overweight?No. I mean, never been in an unhealthy way.
105:Been underweight?Possibly when I was a child and had anemia.
106:Been to a wedding?Yes, the last one was on April 2017. It was my friend’s sister wedding.
107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?I think so, playing The Sims lol I love this game.
108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight?Probably… I’m not sure.
109:Been outside my home country?No :( (not yet!)
110:Gotten my heart broken?Yes because my fave band members havE GIRLFRIENDS!!! Ok, hum, I have had my heart broken by a “real person” once (and only time). But this person is one of the best people I have ever met and my heart was broken because we could never fit; he is not a bad person at all, we just are from different realities.
111:Been to a professional sports game?No.
112:Broken a bone?No.
113:Cut myself?Yes, once.
114:Been to prom?No.
115:Been in airplane?Yes, a long time ago, and I don’t remember how many times. Maybe 2 or 3.
116: Fly by helicopter?No, but I want to!
117:What concerts have I been to?I have a list of it here! I have seen some native bands too, which were pretty cool.118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex?Not a crush properly, but a little attraction.
119:Learned another language?Yes, English. But I want to learn others, like Japanese and Russian!
120:Wore make up?For weddings, graduation and this kind of event. And sometimes to go out, but very, very simple.
121:Lost my virginity before I was 18?LMAO
122:Had oral sex?why so many questions about sex? I still don’t know what this mean!!!
123:Dyed my hair?Never, but I’d like to.
124:Voted in a presidential election?My first time will be this year, in October. And I have no idea in who to vote!!! :)
125:Rode in an ambulance?No.
126:Had a surgery?No.
127:Met someone famous?I didn’t meet him, but I once went to an event and Beakman (from Beakman’s World) was there… but this is just like seeing a band live: you only see them, you don’t meet them.128:Stalked someone on a social network?Hahahahah hell yes
129:Peed outside?Outside what? In public, like, in the street? In a bush? No, never!
130:Been fishing?Yes, twice.
131:Helped with charity?Yes.
132:Been rejected by a crush?I had only one crush and he didn’t reject me, neither accepted.
133:Broken a mirror?Yes.
134:What do I want for birthday?My birthday was exactly 14 days ago I wanted a new pair of sneakers, and also money for gigs.
135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names?If I have a good financial condition, I want two. If not, only one. I don’t think too much about names, but can you believe I thought of it earlier today? Yes! Male names I like are Julian and Edwin. And female, Elizabeth/Elise, Amélia/Amelie (just like I said here) and also Helena.
136:Was I named after anyone?No, my grandfather suggested this name for me and my mom liked it.
137:Do I like my handwriting?Not anymore. It is really ugly now, it used to be better.
138:What was my favorite toy as a child?Barbie dolls, always.
139:Favorite TV Show?Decora. It’s a Brazilian tv show about renovating and decorating rooms.
140:Where do I want to live when older?Perth, Australia (thanks Tame Impala for destroying my life).
141:Play any musical instrument?Unfortunately not, and I hate this!!! I really, reaaaally want to play some! Hopefully I will in the future.
142:One of my scars, how did I get it?I have two scars on my right arm. My sister really wanted the tv control I was holding… yeah, she tried to get it from my hands and scratched my arm.
143:Favorite pizza topping?K E T C H U P! LMAO SO PAULISTAN
144:Am I afraid of the dark?No.
145:Am I afraid of heights?Yes.
146:Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?Yeah, I remember once when I left the laundry room (I was alone there) and I didn’t hold the door, so it shut and it was loud, and I said it was my brother’s fault, though he wasn’t even there. My mom was getting in the laundry room and she saw it all. LOL.147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?Always? lol hum, yes, it happens a lot.
148:What I’m really bad at.Everything. Ok, hum, I would say that I am really bad at being positive.
149:What my greatest achievements are.Seeing my Holy Trinity live; saving the life of some pets (my last dog and the three current cats I have) and I don’t know what else.
150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me.basically everything my father says to me hum my father used to call me useless a lot of times.
151:What I’d do if I won in a lottery.Help my family, move to Perth and try my life in there.
152:What do I like about myself?Nothing…………….-my music taste, and the fact that I am an open minded person.
153:My closest Tumblr friend.you (@warpaint-impala).
154:Something I fantasies about.LMAOOOOOOOOOO sorry but nope hah
155:Any question you’d like - would you read my text?Yes, I will read it.
Glenda, muito obrigada, mas nunca mais faça eu responder todas as perguntas. Por favor. Te amo
#this was the first time I had to answer ALL the questions#it took me two days to finish it lol#but well ok that's the price I pay isn't it?#my post
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all of them!
Anon you are trying to kill me but also like..thank you
1: Full name
I’m not stupid, I’m not putting my full real name out. lol
2: Age
Eighteen
3: 3 Fears
Being rejected, depression consuming my life, going deaf or blind
4: 3 things I love
My brother, my friends, music
5: 4 turns on
Gentle caresses, dirty talk, teasing, kink stuff
6: 4 turns off
Uhhh. Pedophilia, scat, incest, racial degradation? I’m going for the most hardcore bad stuff lol
7: My best friend
I have a lot but for simplicity’s sake my bestest is @lettiehigh
8: Sexual orientation
Bisexual
9: My best first date
Lol
10: How tall am I
5′2. correct question is how short am I
11: What do I miss
Special ham sandwiches
12: What time were I born
I don’t fucking know
13: Favourite color
Pink
14: Do I have a crush
I have multiple.
15: Favourite quote
“They don’t sell cheese at the jewelry store” - my husband Felony Steve
16: Favourite place
My bedroom
17: Favourite food
Chicken nuggets from a hong kong mcdonald’s. They taste like shit in scotland
18: Do I use sarcasm
Sometimes but I’m not that good at it
19: What am I listening to right now
No More Time - Flor
20: First thing I notice in new person
Eyes
21: Shoe size
6.5
22: Eye color
Dark brown/black
23: Hair color
Dark brown/black. it’s gotten darker over the last few years
24: Favourite style of clothing
Frilly or bondage-y. Sometimes both at once
25: Ever done a prank call?
Nope
27: Meaning behind my URL
RPDR fic pen name
28: Favourite movie
RENT
29: Favourite song
Right now it’s Felony Reunion by Felony Steve
30: Favourite band
Waterparks, flor, All Time Low, Fall Out Boy, you can’t make me pick
31: How I feel right now
Lorny
32: Someone I love
My baby brother
33: My current relationship status
Single
34: My relationship with my parents
Rocky but overall it’s fine. It’s like an ongoing negotiation but I know they love me really.
35: Favourite holiday
I went to England when I was 14 with my school.
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
None
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
Nipple piercings, I want a hip tattoo on my right hip because I haven’t self-harmed there and it’s a bit of a��‘sacred space’ now. someday I want a lyric tattoo, a flower tattoo (roses pls) and a watercolor one. I follow so many tattoo instagrams and they all look so pretty
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
At the very very beginning to make an aesthetic pastel blog. Got into roleplaying for a couple of years, made some good friends, some sad things happened, moved onto rpdr fic, evolved into the mess it is now
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
what ex
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
Good morning snaps from my brother and copyright from @samrull
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
Nope
42: When did I last hold hands?
Not a thing I’ve done in a long time?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
Depends on whether I do makeup or not. 10 minutes if I don’t have to, 20-30 if I do.
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
Nope. I don’t shave unless there’s a special event.
45: Where am I right now?
My bedroom in Edi
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
I don’t drink :)
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
reasonable level most of the time. Unless I am feeling particularly apathetic/anhedonic/depressed
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
Back in Hong kong yes
49: Am I excited for anything?
Dan and Phil show, possible trip to Copenhagen, possibly seeing flor, doing fashion design or Danish at uni next year, improving my fluency in languages, my brother visiting Edi, going home and seeing all my friends, going home and seeing my teachers I miss them so much oh my god, possibly seeing one of my crushes again!!
Oh and I’m going to a convention on sunday so that’s pretty great too!
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
Yeah my brother we’re a bit too open
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
depends on how often I leave my room/spend time in others’ company that I’m not comfortable with.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
Tuesday at 7:30 pm
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
Cool, thumbs up dude. he kisses well
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
Yeah probably. lbr I trust people too easily
55: What is something I disliked about today?
I didn’t move from my bed much. but! I got a lot of drawing done and I studied some Polish so that’s a win. fuck you for making me think negatively :)
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
there’s this girl in denmark i owe a very long apology to. her. and maybe her cat.
57: What do I think about most?
My crushes, analyzing whether I have a pattern/type of crush, random etymologies, whether Russian is harder than Polish or I have a warped bias, whether my friends care about me or am I overestimating my place in their hearts
58: What’s my strangest talent?
I can say thank you in like 15 languages that counts right?
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
The wolf from little red riding hood
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
In front bc I am shite at taking photos
61: What was the last lie I told?
my meds are making me better
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Video chatting oh my god
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
I sometimes hope ghosts exist. idk about aliens
64: Do I believe in magic?
No
65: Do I believe in luck?
yes
66: What’s the weather like right now?
Not that bad for scotland tbh but chilly for late April
67: What was the last book I’ve read?
Essentials of Polish verbs and grammar or something. google it
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
no???? who tf likes that what the fuck
69: Do I have any nicknames?
This one friend I used to have called me Christababe. Also people at school called me Lily
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
Self harm cut from a few weeks ago. Got infected (it’s fine now)
71: Do I spend money or save it?
Depends
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
With a tongue sure but not my own lmao
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
Yes a lot of it because my closet is next to my bed :)
74: Favourite animal?
Unicorn
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
Eating ice cream and surfing the drag race reddit
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
I don’t know???? Johnson?
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
78: How can you win my heart?
Don’t manipulate me.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
Married to Felony Steve
80: What is my favorite word?
Felony
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
Like my faves? @rippling-waves @samrull @lettiehigh @veronicasanders @lecafenoirx
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
Listen to Waterparks they have the best music. -dabs-
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
Nope
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
Fluency in all languages
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
“are you in love with me”. if asked by certain people. alternatively “do you like girls” asked by other certain people.
86: What is my current desktop picture?
DDLC fanart
87: Had sex?
No but close
88: Bought condoms?
No but I have one from the Hive from a fresher’s package
89: Gotten pregnant?
no dear lord
90: Failed a class?
Nope and I hope not
91: Kissed a boy?
Yes
92: Kissed a girl?
No, I wish
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
No
94: Had job?
Yes, barista and factory worker
95: Left the house without my wallet?
Yes
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
Kind of? Not really? It was more of an argument but we’re friends now. I was a stupid thirteen year old
97: Had sex in public?
No
98: Played on a sports team?
Lol, tell another one
99: Smoked weed?
No
100: Did drugs?
No, will not
101: Smoked cigarettes?
No, I hate smoking
102: Drank alcohol?
I had a few sips of white wine that were absolutely DISGUSTING
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
No
104: Been overweight?
Currently am
105: Been underweight?
I wish
106: Been to a wedding?
Yeah of distant relatives and teachers
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
Try 14
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
I don’t watch TV, There’s no tv in my student hall and back home the TV is only for news
109: Been outside my home country?
Yep too many times tbh
110: Gotten my heart broken?
Unrequited love-wise yes
111: Been to a professional sports game?
Yes and spent the whole time reading (I was a kid and my mum couldn’t/didn’t find someone to babysit)
112: Broken a bone?
No, thank god
113: Cut myself?
Yes, trying to quit it
114: Been to prom?
Yep and I sang on stage too!
115: Been in airplane?
Yep
116: Fly by helicopter?
No and not interested tbh
117: What concerts have I been to?
Waterparks, Avril Lavigne, All Time Low
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
Yes, quite a few times now
119: Learned another language?
Try multiple
120: Wore make up?
Yeah! Trying to do it more
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
No, too late for that now
122: Had oral sex?
No but I want to
123: Dyed my hair?
No but I want to
124: Voted in a presidential election?
No, HK doesn’t have presidential elections
125: Rode in an ambulance?
No
126: Had a surgery?
No
127: Met someone famous?
Famous in Hong Kong yes. Worldwide no. I’ve met the UoE principal though
edit: Iza reminded me that I’ve met both Courtney Act and Sasha Velour!
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
Yes but not like…creepy. for drawing reference I’ve gone through a lot of people’s social media this morning lol
129: Peed outside?
When I was like 4
130: Been fishing?
Not that I can recall
131: Helped with charity?
Yeah
132: Been rejected by a crush?
No because I’m too much of a wimp to confess. Maybe a few years later
133: Broken a mirror?
Yep, the one I use to wear my contacts (when I used to wear contacts)
134: What do I want for birthday?
Sex and liposuction and a corset and maybe someone to love me and a full happy day with no depression or anxiety
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
I don’t want kids. But if I did have kids, here is a list of nice names: Gracie, Ljudmila, Nico, Agneta (this one sounds really fucking familiar but I don’t know why), Anthony, Selene, Kristoff, James
136: Was I named after anyone?
No. My Chinese name means to have manners and to be gentle lmao. My English name is literally just the first thing I blurted out when the teacher asked me for my name. Wednesday was a name I look after Wednesday Addams though.
137: Do I like my handwriting?
I hate my Chinese and English penmanship it looks like shit but my Cyrillic looks GREAT
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?
Barbie, I had Genevieve from the 12 dancing princesses
139: Favourite Tv Show?
Drag race, b99, ASOUE, the good place
140: Where do I want to live when older?
In Edinburgh
141: Play any musical instrument?
The ukulele and I think I still remember a bit of guitar
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
Cutting. Most of my scars are from cutting. A few from childhood bruises
143: Favourite pizza toping?
Cheese
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
Sometimes
145: Am I afraid of heights?
all the time
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
A lot worse than sneaking out buddy
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
Yeah
148: What I’m really bad at
controlling my fucking feelings and not falling for peple
149: What my greatest achievments are
Sewing my prom dress, making an animation, juggling learning 3 languages (slowly) at once, surviving high school because honestly I didn’t think I’d make it to graduation
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
That bisexuality doesn’t exist
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery
Depends on how much i win but assuming it’s a big amount of money, split it and donate a third to charity, give a third to my parents, split the rest of it in quarters and give three quarter to my dad for investments and spend the last quarter
152: What do I like about myself
I have pretty hair and nice tits and I can draw (not well but I can draw), and I have a bit of talent in learning languages and fashion design
153: My closest Tumblr friend
@samrull without a doubt
154: Something I fantasise about
My brain giving me a good yummy serotonin
155: Any question you’d like?
….anon you didn’t put a question (this happens every goddamn time i s2g)
Thanks for the ask though this kept me occupied for the good part of an hour :)
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I thought this would be nice for the people remember my old blog
1: Name
Alex
2: Age
532 this year! :D
3: 3 Fears
SPIDERS, heartbreak, and homophobia (homophobiaphobic?????)
4: 3 things I love
Water, peace of mind, and acceptance
5: 4 turns on
I’m asexual so let me just---
I find it really cute when people talk about what they love, are open, are very active, and smile a lot
6: 4 turns off
Still asexual~
I hate liars, disrespectful people, casanovas, and cringey people
7: My best friend
They hate me, so it would be wrong to tag them
8: Sexual orientation
Panromantic and asexual :D
9: My best first date
I just love being with them, I don’t really care about much else
10: How tall am I
5′4″
11: What do I miss
The ocean
12: What time were I born
10:20 pm
13: Favorite color
Blue~
14: Do I have a crush
I HATE LOVE SO MUCH! I do and it causes me so much pain, I’m good tho! :D
15: Favorite quote
“If you’re still bleeding then you are the lucky one because most of our feelings are dead and gone.”
16: Favorite place
The beach! <3
17: Favorite food
Ramen
18: Do I use sarcasm
Do I? Nooooooooooooooooo~
19: What am I listening to right now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9yjnVjgDjs&start_radio=1&list=RDH9yjnVjgDjs
Colour & Electricity
20: First thing I notice in new person
Their eyes and scent
21: Shoe size
6 in women and 4 in men
22: Eye color
Green ring on the outside, blue inside with flecks of gray, and hazel ring around the pupil. It reminds me of the ocean
23: Hair colour
Blonde with natural highlights
24: Favorite style of clothing
Androgynous
25: Ever done a prank call?
Nah
27: Meaning behind my URL
I formed my own sea :D
28: Favorite movie
Love, Simon
29: Favorite song
Youth by Daughter
30: Favorite band
Yunomi
31: How I feel right now
Nothing
32: Someone I love
They hate me too, so I will not tag them either. They cause me too much pain anyways haha
33: My current relationship status
Single
34: My relationship with my parents
I don’t like talking about it
35: Favorite holiday
HALLOWEEN BIATCH
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
My ears are peirced
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
None please
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
I just wanted to one day
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
I hate them, but they are indifferent towards me. I hold grudges
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
I wish man
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
Nope
42: When did I last hold hands?
July 29, 2018
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
6 years
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?
I shaved my legs for this post haha
45: Where am I right now?
Mon lit
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
I’ll be dead before I can drink
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
LOUD
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
It’s always a fight here, we could replace WWE
49: Am I excited for anything?
A moment of peace
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
I don’t have many real friends
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
I hate fake smiling. I start to cry instantly, I’d rather frown (does anyone get the reference?)
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
Like 2 hours ago (It’s 1:33 am now)
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
Bitch slapped
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
HELL YEAH A LOT OF THEM
55: What is something I disliked about today?
I haven’t slept yet
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
My doppelganger
57: What do I think about most?
Imperfections and heartbreak
58: What’s my strangest talent?
I can vibrate my eyes
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
Being chased
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
BEHIND
61: What was the last lie I told?
“I don’t love you”
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Talking on the phone. I hate video chats
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Yup
64: Do I believe in magic?
Yeah
65: Do I believe in luck?
I’m lucky I haven’t jumped off the bridge
66: What’s the weather like right now?
Dark and hella hot
67: What was the last book I’ve read?
The Lightning Thief, I think. I reread it not too long ago
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
I’m iffy about it
69: Do I have any nicknames?
Alex, Bianca, Lexi, Mama, and Mika
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
Bloody eye
71: Do I spend money or save it?
Spend lmao
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
Nah mate
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
HELL YEAH MAN
74: Favorite animal?
Toads, frogs, fish, cats, and foxes
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
Writing this post
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
It’s Schnoes (It means gravedigger)
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
ÑΣVΣR GΣ† U$ΣD †Ø PΣØPLΣ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqO8VgzrzHQ
78: How can you win my heart?
Get to know me and actually make an effort
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
“I’m right behind you just smiling”
80: What is my favorite word?
Galaxy and Ocean
That’s more than one
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
Everyone from my old blog ask me in pm
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
“Get your shit together, everyone!”
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
My grandma went to jail when my mother was a child, but that’s about it
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
The power to throw up that shit and get no diseases (Water-breathing)
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
“You promise?”
86: What is my current desktop picture?
Legit the windows logo
87: Had sex?
Still asexual
88: Bought condoms?
Haha nope
89: Gotten pregnant?
Asexual noise
90: Failed a class?
Probably would kill myself if I did
91: Kissed a boy?
Too ugly for that
92: Kissed a girl?
Yes
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
No
94: Had job?
No
95: Left the house without my wallet?
All the time
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
Is swearing at them bullying?
97: Had sex in public?
Asexual scream
98: Played on a sports team?
Yeah
99: Smoked weed?
I don’t live in California
100: Did drugs?
Hell no
101: Smoked cigarettes?
Still no
102: Drank alcohol?
Accidentally a few times
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
I wish
104: Been overweight?
Haha totally
105: Been underweight?
Never
106: Been to a wedding?
Nope
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
Probably
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
Most likely
109: Been outside my home country?
Yup
110: Gotten my heart broken?
Right now buddy. Hurts like hell, still good tho :D
111: Been to a professional sports game?
Nah
112: Broken a bone?
No
113: Cut myself?
Let’s not
114: Been to prom?
Too young
115: Been in airplane?
Yep
116: Fly by helicopter?
I don’t think so
117: What concerts have I been to?
I can’t remember
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
Right now buddy
119: Learned another language?
Not entirely
120: Wore make up?
A few times
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
Asexual screeching
122: Had oral sex?
Asexual pterodactyl screams
123: Dyed my hair?
Does Kool-Aid and sharpie count?
124: Voted in a presidential election?
Still a smol baby
125: Rode in an ambulance?
Nope
126: Had a surgery?
Yeah, and I was awake
127: Met someone famous?
I can’t recall
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
Haha totally
129: Peed outside?
Not that I remember
130: Been fishing?
I usually watch
131: Helped with charity?
Yeah
132: Been rejected by a crush?
Hell yeah my dude
133: Broken a mirror?
Not that I can remember
134: What do I want for birthday?
An actual friend
135: One fact about you
I’m gender neutral
If you need my new blog and you used to follow me, pm me
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