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vent-acc-tbh · 1 year

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I don't think I want to kms but I know I don't want to be alive .

Everything would be better if I wasn't born and everyone would be happy. I'm a disappointment to my family I feel like such a failure

#its getting worse #deppressed #i feel like shit #depression x me #what the fuck #self h@rm #fuckkkk #kms #bisexual #lgbt #i don't wanna be alive #i wish i wasnt like this #i hate myself

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unnamedsoul · 4 days

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#i don't feel like a human #i don't wanna be alive

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badcountryofficial · 12 days

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what the fuck has all this effort even been for.

#oh it's all crumbling right before me.#my whole fucking worldview.#the reason i even do anything.#omg. i've been doing it all for something unattainable holy shit. oh my god. lol. lol #i don't wanna be alive

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edgarallennope · 5 days

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as james somerton is back in the conversation, i would like to soyjack point to the one and only tweet that hbomberguy has made in light of the recent news:

#hbomberguy #james somerton #and he's RIGHT #this is nothing #this has all felt weirdly like closure to me #i was in the thick of it when the suicide note happened #and it was a really really bad time #for me like let alone for kat and harris #and even finding out he was alive i just wanted to never hear his name ever again #now? still don't wanna really hear his name ever again #but at least there's like #“oh okay yeah he sucks like he just sucks”#“sometimes people really do just suck”#also the gone girl vague posting he did was fucking REAL like that's insane????

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royalarchivist · 4 months

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Mine: Refer to me however you want!

Mike: Yeah, for me too. I think I use all pronouns too.

[They high-five and fist-bump each other]

Mine:

[via @barbmine]

#Mine #Barbmine #Mikethelink #Mike #I LOVE THEMMMMMMMMMMM THEY'RE SO FUNNY #Mine funniest person alive fr #also YOOOO LETS GO??????#I didn't know Mike was ok with any pronouns #and Mine too??? that's awesome!#Also for those who don't know: Mine is Mike's wife!#They're both bi #They're so cool I wanna have a silly sweet partnership like this someday *clenches fist and stares off into the sunset*#As per usual: not a native Portuguese speaker so can't translate the full thing #please feel free to hop in with translations and/or corrections!#Though I'm pretty confident about these. Wouldn't post it if I wasn't #I'll be real idk how to translate viado LMAO #It's like. Not what google translate will tell you it means #idk imo I think ''homo'' sounds right but ONCE AGAIN: I'm not a Portuguese speaker #Poor Mine I laughed when she first posted this image ages ago and I replied to her saying it gave me a good laugh and she was like #''WAIT I PROMISE IT DOESN'T MEAN WHAT GOOGLE TRANSLATE SAYS IT MEANS''#it's all good Mine I'm bi too I am not phased lmao #I don't personally use that word but I do not care when other queer folks use it

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a-dauntless-daffodil · 2 months

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Angel Dust: "Okay! So I'm gonna need some reassurance for this shit! We have a plan for this, right?? We're not goin' in BLIND right???"

Vaggie: "Of course we-"

Angel Dust: "Aw shit sorry, I meant, COMPLETELY blind."

Vaggie: (remaining eye twitches) "Of course we have a plan. We..."

Vaggie: (@ charlie) "Babe what's the plan?"

Charlie: "Think positive act fast don't die!"

Vaggie: "Cool great I love you."

Vaggie: (@ Angel Dust) "We have no plan."

Angel Dust: "I'm not askin' you saphs for datin' advice ever again."

#hazbin hotel #charlie morningstar #vaggie #angel dust hazbin hotel #chaggie #huskerdust #incorrect quotes #Charlie: “SHHH ITS HUSK HERE HE COMES! GET READY!”#Angel Dust: “Ready like how? Ready with what!?”#Vaggie: (lifts spear) “Ready.”#Angel Dust: “HOW'RE YOU TWO STILL ALIVE AFTER FLIRTIN' WITH EACH OTHER???”#Charlie: “Oh we skipped it.”#Vaggie: “Dumpster to dating speed run.”#Angel Dust: “From WHA to dating..? You know what? I don't wanna know. PLEASE don' stab the guy i've got the emotional hots for.”#Vaggie: “.....”#Vaggie: (slooooowly... lowers her spear)

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oksanaastankova · 3 months

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#queen of facial expressions #idk i miss her #add your caption #when someone i don't like talks to me:#when i wanna cry really bad and someone says i have to be grateful i'm alive:#when the love of my life is walking away and my boss says she wants to meet me (to kill me):#villanelleedit #villaneveedit #villanelle #jodie comer #killingeveedit #keedit #ke s3 #killing eve #ke #women #oksanaastankova's #jodiecomeredit

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deiahapmoment · 1 month

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Also I can't believe we got baited soooo hard, everyone was like "omg Fyodor backstory?" only for Asagiri to turn around, give us more skk shenanigans, Sigma is actually alive and so is that guy too

#i call him that one guy affectionately tho #also one of my parents likes Dostoevsky books and i don't wanna have to explain to them that the one that got crushed under a helicopter #isn't the real life author lmao #(my sister also reads bsd)#but fr i knew bbg sigma was alive but yknow if dazai says it then it must be true 🫡#bungou stray dogs #skk #bsd #soukoku #sigma bungou stray dogs #bsd fyodor

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bunnieswithknives · 1 year

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Brain friend doodles!! I like their designs and felt sad about not using them again so more coming...

#dhmis #don't hug me i'm scared #two of us AU #two of us!Roy #brain friends #I wanna mention that Roy doesnt actually talk like :3 its more to show that even tho he can talk its still distorted and hard to understand #also notice Puppet Pete overly praising roy...#cause alive roy felt like career choice made him an embarrassment/failure

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clotpolesonly · 4 months

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Call Down The Hawk ch 62 || Greywaren ch 42

#declanedit #matthewedit #nialledit #trcedit #tdtedit #Declan Lynch #kid!Declan #Matthew Lynch #Niall Lynch #TRC #TDT #pls don't think about how Declan has been mimicking those paternal gesture of comfort towards Matthew since he himself was a child #it'll make you wanna sob and throw up and punch through a wall and lie down on the floor for an hour #he's been a dad since he was 5 years old and he craves the childhood he gave up for Matthew's sake so deeply #ps i have the epubs on my PHONE now too!!!! so i can inflict psychological damage while on the go even!!!!!!#what a time to be alive #quote posts

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aroacehanzawa · 12 days

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whats ur beef?

My favourite manga lost the plot so now i cope by being a hater 👍

#long answer is i have beef with the direction that the bsd manga has taken #it only superficially resembles the beloved mystery and character-driven detective agency story with atsushi as the main character #i'm dissatisfied with major developments like killing off fyodor and reviving him and pulling this #PSYCH his ability wasn't what you thought it was. with zero foreshadowing or buildup #because the manga has become full of marvel-movie type plot twists that serve little to no coherent narrative purpose except shock factor #it cheapens the story and it cheapens the development of characters and it cheapens the reader's experience #because we can't speculate and we can't draw connections and parallels and engage with the story on a deeper level #what connections there exist (for example between manga and anime) are shoehorned in after the popularity of the anime and #specific characters (e.g. fyodor who was shoehorned into untold origins in the anime) and mostly the characters who bring in money #i.e. fyodor and dazai and chuuya and their relationships especially soukoku. all this at the expense of characters like atsushi or #the majority of the female cast. who have been MIA for god knows how long and who were barely given frame each in the anime's finale #bsd treatment of its female characters has been subpar shounen level at best and now they're completely sidelined #as with most of the original cast and the original themes of the story. in fact i struggle to identify a coherent overarching theme #for the current arc. other than military action scifi movie go brrrr #compared to early arcs where each chapter had a meaningful message to say about the importance of living and what it means to stay alive and #keep going and why we are fighting to keep important people in our lives and to keep ourselves alive #and what it means to belong somewhere and what it means to be good or bad and how your place of belonging affects that #as a long term reader i just feel betrayed and disappointed. by how a story with complex and vibrant characters has become another #generic cashgrab shounen. and i mourn for the lost potential it had and everything the series has build up #only to have plot points abandoned at a whim.#so that's why i'm a hater now 👍#i know a lot of my bsd mutuals are still big fans of bsd so i try not to be obnoxious about it and mainly keep it comedic #like i don't actually hate the manga. because it's so important to me. and i respect the creators of the manga and anime #but it's frustrating to watch a train wreck in real time. and it's my blog i can hate what i want 😔#sorry if there are typos i wrote all this on mobile and can't edit the tags. i didn't wanna put any of this in the main post

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cienie-isengardu · 6 months

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When Liu Kang says "capture Shang Tsung"

and Bi-Han is "Decapitation then"

#mortal kombat #bi han #sub zero #shang tsung #liu kang #BI HAN WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT? :D #i love him anyway but this is so hilarious detail #bi han... did you even listen to what the fire lord was saying at the war meeting?#liu kang wanted shang tsung alive not just his head #i'm so angry they didn't allow bi han do it #i know shang tsung must be alive and all but c'mon what a special force (assassin) wouldn't kill the target before enemy soldiers attack?#what a wasted scene!#shang tsung has more luck than common sense i guess #you don't use axe if you don't wanna cut the head or any other part of body right?#cryomancers are such savages :D

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number1-jojamember · 11 days

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Currently thinking about how when if Shane now lives with an has kids with the farmer Jas probably start to resent Shane when she grows older and more aware. It's like "He was supposed be my godfather... He barely did anything with that status, leaving Aunt Marnie to raise me and then while I was like 8 he goes off and raises two new children with the new farmer? Bullshit" Godddddd I shit and piss everywhere every time it crosses my mind. I fffffucking WISH WE COULD ADOPT JAS!!!

When she's an adult she'll probably forgive Shane, knowing he was going through a really hard time because his friends died and he was suffering with being an alcoholic, but she would still be upset with Shane having kids, kind of like a "Why not me? Why couldn't you just have been there for me? I was suffering through grief too, and I was a child, I would have done anything for that loving family you created, why couldn't I be apart of it?"

I KNOW IT'S TOO MUCH TO ASK BUT PLEASEEEE AT LEAST LET HER IN ON OUR LIFEEEE!!! Like maybe the first kid you have with Shane is actually just Jas, like instead he's like "Can Jas be out daughter?" And then she's just there! ERIC I'M BEGGING I WILL SACRIFICE ONE OF MY CHILDREN IN MY MAIN SAVE JUST TO HAVE JAS!!!

#fav #yes i can fav my own posts fuck you #also side note but i wish children grew out of the toddler stage and became like younger than Vincent and Jas #they wouldn't need a complex schedule just give them something to do god make them go to school or whatever #also i wanna give my children things mr.barone they don't rven need a dialogue portrait or different sprites honestly just make them alive #sdv #stardew valley #sdv farmer #sdv shane #sdv jas #sdv marnie

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insignificantfailure · 19 days

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I'm such a failure, a complete fucking failure

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aestheticslyrics · 1 year

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are you there? // all time low

#sorry i dont post anymore i promise im not dead #all time low #are you there?#tell me i'm alive #atl lyrics #aestheticslyrics #aesthetics #lyric aesthetics #lyrics #songs i like #all your friends are asleep 'cause they're all okay #and you need someone but you don't wanna say

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wildflowercryptid · 5 months

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i'm. suddenly realizing the parallels between sada sacrificing herself for koraidon and florian throwing himself infront of kieran when he's about to get hit by terapagos's tera blast... after everything that happened in area zero, florian was determined to not be like sada. only to do something very similar to what she had done.

i think in that moment — when he's not sure what the end result of his actions will be, if he'll make it out of the underdepths alive — florian starts to understand her a little better. he thinks " oh, that's why she did that. because she didn't want to see something she loved hurt. "

#BIG DISCLAIMER FOR ANYONE NOT THAT FAR INTO THE STORY : this doesn't happen in canon #it's just what happens in my interpretation of the story i don't wanna cause any confusion!#florian makes it out alive obv and his view of sada is shifts slightly but he still wouldn't think highly of her #just knowing that she essentially abandoned arven to prioritize her goals is still enough to make him dislike her that didn't change #( unfortunately for him he's a lot more similar to her than he realizes and that's something he's gotta grapple with )#this was supposed to be a post about florian having nightmares after the first expedition to area zero #but i changed course when i noticed this bc GOOD LORD #did ya'll know that florian wasn't originally meant to be the main protag in mjverse?#i just stumbled into making him my fave boi to have things happen to oops #i need to answer that ask i got about how florian got hit w/ the tera blast i really haven't gone into depth about it yet #pokemon #pkmn scarvio #hc : (pkmn) mjverse #chara : florian russel cavallari #mj.txt #sv dlc spoilers #indigo disk spoilers

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