Like OK so I've been reading a fic with trans wolfwood in it that is so. HONEST. About how it affected him and still affects him. In a way that's very much not an average cis writer portrayal of a trans character.
Like. Either this writer is trans or did plenty of research, but it just feels REAL to me. And it has me thinking about my own way of writing trans Wolfwood.
I'm not there yet. But I've been thinking about it. The ways that what the EOM did fucked him up... but it also acted as HRT that affirmed his gender. So what do you do when you're in a body you don't recognize, but looks much more like a man than ever before? There's some gender euphoria in a way, but dysphoria at the same time bc you didn't grow into this. You didn't watch yourself transition. Suddenly you just Were this, and it's not you, but also it's nice to finally be seen as a man, but it also feels wrong to feel grateful for any part of what they did to you...
On and on and on
You see? This is what I want to think about with him. This is why trans Wolfwood is so compelling to me. It's just so Complicated, he'd have such Complicated feelings about his body and the way he lives with it. He learns this new body, it starts to feel more like his, but he also mourns the fact that he didn't get to watch it grow into this like he should've.
That kind of thing.
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thinking again abt how my output of art from 2016? til this year was...abysmal
like i had my periods of time i drew a bunch of stuff, but then i'd go cold/dry again
and how when i said i was gonna post all my stuff here that one anon was basically like isnt that gonna be a LOT?? but no :sob emoji: it wasnt a lot at all...
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Aight peeps! Here is the last bits of drawing ideas I could get out! My creativity and ideas and positively drained now lol
Have some au-ish Nomi randy (I wanted to do more (a comic-), but I was too lazy lol, so have this cursed mirror au which I hope to revisit one day
Also have more dad finja/dadja au content, this time- PANICKED/WORRIED PARENT MODE ACTIVATED! EDITION- XD
Meanwhile randy sees nothing wrong as he is having the best time and or thrill of his life lol
Also here's my favorite drawing of the day-
Need I say more???
Lol honestly my first time actually properly drawing randy in his ninja suit which is honestly pretty surprising but also I'm glad the first one gets to look as badass and cool as I could ever hope to imagine ✨✨✨ (been hankering to draw these two just being a cool ninja and working together- ❤️)
Also here's a dialogue I thought about while drawing this;
Randy: You may defeated me... BUT I WAS NEVER YOUR TRUE ENEMY!
*cue first ninja jumping from behind randy looking menacing as hell as he charges up his special dragon punch move*
First ninja: Omae wa mou... SHINDEIRU!
Anyway don't expect frequent updates anymore lol, need to rest both my body and mind a bit, but I'm positive I'll still do a few doodles... maybe...
Unless you guys can just give me ideas and maybe even some memes I could draw for them lol- been thinking if doing it but never got the chance...
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Yknow one thing I hate to do is compare mechas given they’re all pretty different even putting the clear influence a lot have on each other aside and I don’t like the idea that I’ve seen a lot of mecha fans subscribe to where “if you like this one show you HAVE to like these other ones” but this is less of a comparison thing especially because I’m not petty or anything since it’s just something I thought about:
Mazinger v Getter when it comes to their recognition tends to boggle my mind a bit. Since it feels like there are more dedicated Getter fans around that talk about it than Mazinger fans, but Mazinger is more recognizable to the point it gets more funded stuff than Getter.
I was thinking about this when I was watching Mazinkaiser, and I can’t confirm this but I found it interesting that it almost (felt) like this ova spawned out of Getter making a comeback before Mazinger did, since Armageddon came before and was massive hit, than was followed up with a game + shin vs neo by the time Mazinkaiser was made. Like they even got Armas art director to work on it and the studio doing it was Brains Base who made the getter OVAs.
And in terms of recently all the stuff with Grendizer, which I know was SUPPOSED to get another an anime way before this, is now finally getting something coincidentally after Getter Robo Arc. And everyone is already pointing out between the two Grendizer looks waaay better then Arc so it’s clear it has more money put into it, yet I wonder if Arc didn’t happen if they would bother to touch Grendizer since Arc was them also finally giving the Getter team who NEVER got to be in a anime- well, a anime. And now the most neglected pilot apart of Mazingers universe is getting his own show.
I understand why Mazinger is more known and funded since it was the first self piloted mecha and something Go Nagai, a man who arguably changed the industry a lot, made so his works are always gonna be rebooted for the sake of memory, where as Getter sorta lives in Nagai’s shadow sadly even if Ishikawa memory is respected, but I feel like almost Getter is the one to test if things will work and then they’ll see if they can do stuff with Mazinger again.
Or maybe it’s just two coincidences and we’re just going through a long coming mecha renaissance of older properties of the genre, but I’m still rotating it heavily.
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