at the end of the day i do not know anything and i do think the idea of "multiverse is real and souls from it can be reincarnated into other universes" is a cool one. if you feel that for urself that's rad.

i think i am just maybe... a little mean though? because although part of me is like "yeah do whatever you want" when it comes to that thought process behind k*nning, i also do just... think it's a delusional filter to process trauma through more likely than not.

and i could be wrong, and if it does feel real to you of course you're going to go with the multiverse theory--i would too. i think i just dislike the forced-credibility people try to give themselves by insinuating yes, this was 100% real by playing it as a religious belief, because that feels counter-intuitive to then interacting in fandom spaces where canon inevitably differs and everyone else is going to be playing by that book instead of your bible.

a character type i'm really into is the ex-something - exile, obviously, but also anyone who used to have a role that was also an identity and now does not: ex-mage, ex-assassin, ex-monarch --

it's about loss of identity and recreation of identity; it's about how being an ex-something is impossible because the ghost of what you were haunts what you are now; it's about reshaping the way you see the world and yourself in the world.

i was cuddling with my boyfriend last night when his shoulder started tensing up (like he was readjusting or gently pushing me off) and when i asked him if he was okay or needed me to move or something he went “no you’re fine, i was just imagining myself pulling a large rope. i didn’t even realize my shoulder was doing that lmao” then refused to elaborate and i have never been as attracted to him as i was in that moment.

superwholock is rly funny looking back as someone who only cared about doctor who but had seen sherlock and some of spn. like i know a lot hinged on the Vibes like the 221b-in-the-tardis-with-angels kinda urls and so on which obviously i saw on my dash but. my inability to give a shit about male characters really made me immune to most of anything about it going on.

You wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

First rule of reincarnation is to have insane sex with the guy who killed you last time

i don't judge bc u do u, but i do wonder sometimes how actors would feel if you introduced them to the concept of kinning. like this person thinks they had your face and voice in their past life. do you think you were paid enough while working on this project to comprehend that. the microphone is taken from my hand and i am forcibly removed from the convention room.

I applause Rand's strong will because if this woman asked me to join the dark side, I'd immediately do it:

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augh my disabilities

The San Francisco Examiner, California, February 25, 1935

At some point in your life, you were taught that being slightly annoying is an unforgivable sin. Maybe it was by your parents or a teacher or a friend or a bully or an older sibling. But someone taught you that being slightly annoying is a crime punishable by death.

You must unlearn this.

You must accept that all people will be annoying at some point or another in their lives, maybe all of their lives, and that this is okay. It is okay for strangers on the bus, it is okay for children in the grocery store, it is okay for people on social media, and it is okay for you.

If you ever want to truly love your fellow humans, if you ever want to truly love yourself, you must have forgiveness for being annoying.

I forgot Klaus umbrella academy in my narrow list of babygirl male characters...