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yeahxsurexokay13 · 3 days

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cat's outta the bag - lando norris

summary: after lando's win with y/n back in the mclaren garage, fans now have to go back to getting used to not seeing the actress and the driver together anymore... or not.

warnings: the 'monaco may gala' is made up, as everyone would've guessed. and i think that's it really.

this is part 2 to ideal weekend requested by @maysofi and @nan-lzzn. not sure if it's just me not knowing how to work tumblr or what but i couldn't reply to your comments /: but here you go!! hope it lives up to your guys' expectations x

y/n.y/l

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y/n.y/l la dolce vita

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y/n.y/l and the occasional tiramisu when i feel fancy

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15 May 2024

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ynupdates 📸 | New pictures of Y/n this morning. Apparently she flew home from Italy with Lando and Oscar, who raced in the Italian Grand Prix yesterday.

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20 May 2024

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mclaren An elite squad backing the papaya brigade at Monaco GP 🧡

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username MASON FREAKING MOUNT AND PHIL FREAKING FODEN AAAAAHHHHHH someone better get me a picture of those two with lando and oscar i'm begging

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26 May 2024

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lando.jpg Cat's outta the bag part 2

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username SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

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boothillssugarmomma · 3 days

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Hello hello!

Can I request a Dr. Ratio x reader that's a team leader and they're assigned to work together, and while he's complaining (whining) about her team they're not having it and they bicker (divorced parents vibes fr) (they're both in denial of their feelings). Just Ratio not being used to someone else talking back to him (pls make them make out thank you for your time regardless, I love your writing!

THIS IDEA GAVE ME SO MUCH BUTTERFLIES MAKING 😭 I hope you like it as much as I did creating it!

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Sparks of Synergy

(Ratio x Fem!Reader)

cw-: mean!ratio, insults of intelligence, heavily suggestive, smidge of nudity mentioned

🎀 authorsnote: this is my first request fic and I literally screamed and giggled when I saw it!

please don't steal my work!

"This part of this project is so simple! How do you not understand!? We've already been through this part multiple times!" Ratio could already feel an argument or a migraine coming. All it took was one glance down at your paper for him to practically combust.

"Fix this." He orders. He's spent hours going back and forth with you, hovering over your shoulder like a vulture.

He could spot all sorts of microscopic mistakes that he just was practically begging to point out. He doesn't exactly know why he even bothers. It's obvious that you were hopeless the moment you were recruited for his team.

Though, he suppose it's better for your dimwitted self and the rest of your team to come to him instead of doing it yourselves.

Aeons, he wouldn't be able to take in the sight of you doing this project alone and failing or asking for help from another bumbling, no-nothing dumbass.

The doctor is the best chance you've got with actually completing correctly, whatever it is you need help with...and he wouldn't have it...Any. Other. Way.

"Just because you're the team leader of this little project doesn't mean you can be so bossy." You hum and keep working.

"Bossy? Me?" Ratio lets out a scoff. That's rich coming from you.

He raises an incredulous eyebrow as his stare narrows at your ridiculous comment. Does this fool have the guts to insult him?

He rolls his eyes at the fact that you had the audacity to claim that he's "bossy" when he's simply trying to keep things together. He's not bossy, he has a title to live up to, unlike the likes of you.

"Yes...bossy..." Your eyes glance over at his in a glare. "You want to make the team quit?" You scoff.

"Please." Ratio shoots a condescending glance your way, leaning back against a wall and crossing his arms.

"If they aren't capable enough to handle my expectations and methods, then it's best for them to leave. I'm doing them a favor here. You should be thanking me, quite honestly. I am your team leader after all. I know what's best for this group."

He smirks. You should be grateful that he even allowed you to be a part of this team at all.

as you continue to bicker and fight the whole day the rest of the team just watches on in silence, until one by one they all start to leave

Eventually you both notice that you two are the only one in the room. Ratio let out an exasperated scoff and pinches the bridge of his nose. The headache coming back.

"Look at what you've done now." He snaps, his gold eyes snapping back to you once more. "You and your incessant nagging caused the others to leave. What a surprise."

The sarcasm was evident in his voice. He can't stand this.

"Oh you're going to blame this on ME!?" You scoff and fold your arms. "If anything it was your snide comments..."

Ratio let's out a sharp laugh, scoffing once again and turning his chin in a prideful way.

"What snide comments? The only thing I said was criticism that would help you improve on your work. You, just like the rest of those dimwits, can't seem to understand. Do you have any idea of the standards I live up to?"

"It's the way you say it Veritas." You sigh and rub your forehead with your index and thumb.

The purple haired smart ass stiffens. His golden gaze locked onto your exasperated expression. How irritating. How annoying. It was like a buzzing insect flying near his ear, one he longed to swat at.

"Perhaps try working harder instead of being so sensitive, idiot..." He scoffs. He was simply offering constructive criticism. It's not his fault that your little self couldn't take it.

"Ok you see!" You groan and push off the table. "That's what they don't like!"

Ratio scowls slightly. The audacity of you was absolutely ridiculous. He steps closer.

"What, do you propose I use a more 'soft' approach? Perhaps a 'softer' tone?" *He mocks, a sarcastic smile stretching his features. Soft? That's laughable. He doesn't do soft.

"You're just like them. Soft and sensitive. I have no tolerance for useless emotions. Only facts."

"Maybe you'd have more friends if you were nicer!" You raise your voice and clap your hands together before taking a breath.

Ratio laughs lowly, mocking your outburst. You had no right to judge him like that.

"How childish. If they truly were my friend, they'd stand by my honest and factual criticism. You see it as 'mean'. I do not. What is so wrong with telling it how it is?

I don't expect you to understand. Your feeble brain simply wouldn't be able to comprehend the standards."

"Ratio not everyone appreciates your random analysis of them." You scoff.

The doctor gives you a condescending side-glance, rolling his eyes. Random analysis? Surely you were aware that everything he thought of was correct?

"The facts are just the facts. People can either be offended by it or be mature and understand. Clearly, maturity is not a word you know."

"You seem sensitive and weak minded...GET OUT!" You mock him and throw a piece of chalk at the chalkboard before folding your arms.

It takes all of Ratio's self-restraint to not burst out into a hysterical, mocking laughter. His face twists into a sneer. You were the delusional and insensitive one here.

It's not long before Dr. Ratio had pushed you back until you were pinned against the wall his body pressed so close to yours that you could feel his soft, warm breath hitting the side of your neck.

"Weak minded?" He chuckles lowly.

"I would never dream of being weak. Ever."

You both just gaze in each other's eyes for what seems like an eternity before you clear your throat. "We should probably...get back to work..."

Dr. Ratio had almost forgot he was pinning you to the wall, but at the comment, it had made him pull back away slightly. He stares for a few seconds before glancing away and scoffing once more.

"Right, there's no time to waste on worthless chatter. I suppose it's up to me to be the bigger man once again and carry this team." He crosses his arms.

You roll your eyes as you walk back over to the table and start working.

After a small while there is no talking or bickering...until you did a slight mishap on an equation

He often glanced over quietly to make sure the work you were doing was correct. There were a few moments where he had to glance away from how badly your mistakes had irked him. He took in a breath to calm himself down.

He would be lying if he said that the silence wasn't slightly refreshing. But...he's quickly pulled out of that mindset when you made a mistake.

He lets out an irritated sigh and stands.

"Really? Another mistake? At this rate you might as well give me the paper for me to finish it myself."

"Don't touch it!" You rip the paper away from his hands.

He scoffed, his eyes narrowing as a sneer stretches on his lips. He takes another step closer to you, crossing his arms.

"Care to repeat that, idiot? You dare to talk back to me?" Ratio's gaze darkened slightly, his golden eyes practically gleaming in the light.

"Oh don't act like you're all high and mighty!" You stalk towards him poking his chest with your finger. "You're not the big bad Ratio everyone says you are!"

The doctor lets out a mocking scoff, his gaze locked onto you in a cold glare. He swats your little finger away like it was nothing.

"Big bad Ratio? You clearly are more ridiculous than I had originally anticipated. What, are you scared of me? Do my words... frighten you?" He steps even closer into your personal space, his voice dropping into a low growl.

Your heart flutters as your eyes lock again. His gold gaze holding yours so perfectly. But your stance never falters.

Ratio's eyes narrow as he can feel his irritation rising once again. Why is this bothersome woman making his heart beat like this?

He scoffs.

"You're getting too comfortable around me. Have I not made it obvious that I'm superior than you in every way?" He grabs your chin with his thumb and index, angling your face up.

"Superior? Superior!?" You scoff and laugh.

Ratio sneers, practically looming over you.

"Do you want me to list down everything that makes me superior to you, little one? The list would go on for miles and miles."

He stares down at you with an intimidating smirk, his thumb pressing against your chin almost possessively.

You glance down at his lips before locking eyes again. "Shut it...doctor..."

Ratio smirks once more, a dark chuckle escaping his lips. His thumb traces your bottom lip slightly, admiring your features for a brief second before he lets out another scoff.

"You have the audacity to tell me that? Oh, you are a fool. A very adorable fool...now you should shut it."

"Shut. It. Or. I'll. Make. You." You whisper darkly.

Ratio's smirk widens for a moment, clearly amused and slightly caught off guard by your boldness. He lets out another scoff and leans down close to your ear, his hot breath brushing against your skin.

"And. How. Precisely. do you propose yourself to accomplish such a thing, hm?" He murmurs, a mocking but low chuckle falling from his lips.

You lean up and cut him off with a kiss. A soft one before pulling away slightly. You both gaze into each other's eyes.

Ratio's golden eyes widened slightly in surprise, not anticipating such a move. You...kissed him? How dare you act so brazenly? Yet...why did he like it...?

He lets the surprise linger in his expression for a few more seconds before he takes quick action. Ratio closes whatever space was in between you and pushes you back against the wall, his lips pressing against yours in a passionate and possessive kiss.

As the kiss grows to be more passionate small sounds can be heard escaping both of your throats as you entangle closer together

Ratio's hand wraps around your waist tightly, his other hand slipping into your hair to keep you closer against him. Your soft lips were so addicting, it made his heart flutter strangely in his chest. His tongue darted out to slide against your bottom lip, begging for entrance into your mouth.

You open your mouth just enough for his tongue to slide inside, and you begin to fight for dominance.

His tongue immediately sought for yours, exploring the inside of your mouth as a low groan escaped his throat. He began to press you more and more into the wall, his body pressing tightly onto yours with an iron grip on your waist.

He pulls you away from the wall to lay you on the table as he continues to kiss you

Ratio's hand traveled down to grab your thigh and hoist it up so your calf wraps around his waist as he deepened the kiss with a small hum, his body hovered over yours in an almost possessive manner. His long, slender fingers would slowly begin to slip under your shirt.

"MhM!" You groan into his mouth as he slides a hand over your breast.

Ratio let's out a low chuckle as he slowly begins to slide your shirt off, wanting to feel more and more of your skin against his. He began to trail small, light kisses down your neck, gently sucking on a particularly sensitive spot.

"V-Veritas" You whisper softly in his ear.

Ratio gives one final, rough suck onto that particular spot on the side of your neck, creating a small bruise. He pulled back slightly to look down at you. A low chuckle escaped his lips once more as he leaned in to brush his hot breath against your ear.

"Saying my name so nicely...You're almost making me want to ruin you."

You roll your eyes softly and laugh quietly.

"So doctor how long have you been hiding these feelings for me?" You tease as you kiss his cheek.

Ratio let's out a scoff, his face quickly flushing a dark red at your boldness. He was getting teased by you of all people. He doesn't remember the last time anyone has gotten the best of him in such a way.

He clears his throat and leans down to press a bruising kiss upon your jaw, beginning to trail his lips across your neck.

"...for a while..." He reluctantly answers.

"And is this your mhM way of asking me out?" You smirk through a small moan and tilt his chin up with your hand to meet your gaze.

Ratio's face flushed a dark shade of red at your question, his eyes narrowing as he let out a scoff. He was the Veritas Ratio. You have some nerve to tease him.

It takes him an embarrassingly long time to answer, his brain scrambled. He can feel your soft hand on his chin, gently making him meet your gaze.

"...I suppose so." He finally admits sheepishly.

"Does this mean you're going to be nicer to me?" You lean forward to kiss his forehead.

The doctors golden eyes widened slightly at the small kiss on his forehead, his face flushing a deeper shade of red. He didn't expect you to get this affectionate with him. He glanced off to the side with a scoff.

"I-I already am nice to you. I'm...simply just more blunt than other people." He mumbled almost defensively.

You both pause as you throw your head back to laugh. "You're very funny doctor!"

His eyebrows furrow slightly in annoyance. You...laughed at him. He would have reprimanded you if it wasn't for the fact that your laughter was incredibly cute. He would huff in irritation, crossing his arms.

"It's not nice to laugh at me, you know..." He grumbles with a slight pout.

"Fine fine... I'm sorry~" you lean forward to whisper in his ear.

Ratio's face flushed an even darker shade of red as your soft whisper sent a shiver down his spine. His hands gripped slightly onto your hips, holding you against him firmly. He let out a sigh at your teasing words.

"...you're insufferable...I hate how adorable you are." He mumbled lowly, his voice dropping a degree as he stared down at you.

As he lifts you off the table and puts you back on the ground you smile softly "Yeah but you like meee~" You poke his chest softly.

Ratio quietly scoffs again, although his face was still flushed a dark shade of red. Why, you...! You had him wrapped around your finger. His eyes narrowed, yet the corner of his lip twitched into a smirk.

His arm loosely looped around your waist and bring you close to him, letting out a low chuckle as he rested his chin on top of your head.

"Shut up...you are so fuckin...insufferable." He mumbled lowly, not denying anything you said.

You press a kiss to his throat and smile. "Shall we get back to work...my love?"

A shiver raced down Ratio's spine at the small kiss, his eyes widening slightly in surprise. His heart thumped in his chest, the soft fluttering feeling in his chest only growing. No, not during work hours. He must not get distracted until the work is done.

He gave a firm nod, his golden eyes locking onto your gaze.

"...Yes, my dear..."

As he turns to the table you smirk. "Oh and Veritas?" You smile innocently as he turns back to you.

"After work..." You slide a hand up his chest until it rests on his heart. "I want you to show me just how insufferable I. Really. Am."

Ratio's eyes widen slightly before they narrow into a smirk, catching onto your words almost instantly. He raised an eyebrow as he watched you.

"A challenge? You seem so confident, my idiot..." He murmured. He grabbed the hand on his chest and brought it to his lips, placing a kiss to the palm of your hand.

He leaned close once more, and with a seductive whisper, and smirk, answered.

"You're on."

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batmanisagatewaydrug · 2 days

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Hi hello! I am a young trans man on a very lose dose of T (0.25 mL/week) that I've been on and off (for reasons beyond my control) for 4 years. I have avoided thinking about getting a hysterectomy specifically because I was under the impression I would be beholden to taking T consistently for the rest of my life if I want to avoid my body screaming at me for not having hormones.

I'm aware you are but a single person and don't possess All Knowledge, but to the best of your knowledge, would it be theoretically possible for me to get a hysterectomy that removes my uterus *only*, that halts the monthly bleeding part of the cycle but leaves the ovaries, and not need to panic about my body going into premature menopause due to entire lack of hormones?

Ideally, I do want to be on T consistently, but ADHD and needing to get represcribed every 6 months make this difficult. One of the things that has caused me the most dysphoria over my life *is* my period (other than my chest, which is why I got top surgery before starting T). I'd love to essentially get rid of that without needing to worry that my inconsistent T will give me further medical problems (other than any problems inherent to... inconsistent T itself 😂), as I already suffer from chronic fatigue, and that's *not* a good bedfellow with menopause 😂

I apologize for the paragraphs, but I wanted to give enough information ^-^ Thanks in advance, and have a great day!

hi anon,

I always feel a bit silly providing very short answers when someone has gone to the trouble of writing so much, but: yes. a hysterectomy is the removal.of the uterus; removing the ovaries is an oophorectomy and in the vast majority of cases only a hysterectomy is performed. because taking the ovaries comes with a hormonal deficit that can be problematic in younger patients, the ovaries are generally left while removing the uterus.

there are exceptions, of course; some people yoink the ovaries as well for health or personal reasons. my mentor actually opted to have his ovaries removed but leave the uterus, leading him and my mother (who had her uterus removed but kept the ovaries) joke that they had one full sterilization between them.

tl;dr that's not just possible, that's literally just what a hysterectomy is.

#sex edventures 2024

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lynnieos · 1 day

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Best Commissioned song from each character except I don't know anything about instruments and am bad at describing things.

Ichika (Hoshi wo Tsunagu): eh it's good. I don't really like any of her songs and this one is the best out of all of them. (I'm sorry bbg). Runner up is Made To Order

Saki (Tera Tera): What do you want me to say. Tera Tera is Tera Tera bro. Okay no lol it's a really good song and extremely catchy, the guitar is very fun and ichika saki and miku and a wonderful trio. Aioi is the runner up

Shiho (Peaky Peaky): I want 🎸🎸 to be 🎸🎸 legit-

What do you expect. The guitars. The basically trio of KAITO shiho and ichika. SHIHO. it's so catchy and funky and fun, which isn't normally something Leo/Need gets to be in their songs (which is fine I just wish they got more spunky stuff). Kaito is really well tuned and the guitar goes so fucking hard along with shiho and ichikas vocals. runner up is purpose

Honami (Flyway): literally gorgeous. Like. What else do I say. It's so different from Leoni's usual songs and it's better for it? Like the violins and whatever string instrument they're using is beautiful while still having some guitar or bass in there (I think) is just a wonderful mix of instruments and I wish they got to branch out more like that. Don't even get me started on the vocals HONAMI IS KILLING IT HERE. ichika's voice when the key changes is fucking amazing and everything about this song makes me want to scream. Ily honami. Runner up is Regulus

Airi (Momoiro no kagi): Holy fuck the everything about this song is just. Phenomenal. Everyone's vocals are on point, the instruments used are soft while still carrying, just like Airi's voice, like it was made for her (because. Well. It was.) This song is a lot different from her other songs and while I love (most of) them, this one is special to me because it's just so unlike her other ones and allows us to see a different side of her voice, one that's more melancholy. I'm going to stop here omg airi I love you sm. Runner up is Parasol Cider

Shizuku (Metamo RE:BORN): this song is so fucking stimmy and bouncy I ADORE it. The little click clacks in the background, the percussion doing absolute wonders, the vocals being so bouncy and matching the instrumentals perfectly, the buildup in the bridge (?) Is fucking amazing omg. Bopping so hard to this song it's so fun. Runner up is Hug

Haruka (Ai No Material): THE BEGINNING. THE SPARKLY SOUNDS. THE FUCKING VOCALS. everything about this song is so beautiful. I love everything about this song (except MEIKO'S tuning but. That's a whole other issue.) The chorus is so happy but in that calm, almost reserved way that reminds me of Haruka. It feels like floating on a teardrop. The guitar solo is good and so are all the parts after it omg. The soft quiet moment before the song picks up again for the end makes me want to bop my head i cant this song makes me so happy. THE ENDING ALSO. OH MY GOD. I CAN'T. I LOVE THIS SONG SM. runner up is float planner

Minori (World Wide Wander): this song is so fucking good. Why did y'all never tell me. This used to be in the bottom now it's one of my favorites. This song is so non-minori but it's literally perfect for her at the same time? The guitars, the overall... Vibe it gives off, you wouldn't expect a song like this from MMJ but they pull it off flawlessly. The guitars were an unorthodox choice but once again are actually really good. Also airi in this song omfg she sounds so good I can't- just. It's so catchy and fun I love it. Runner up is Teamate

An (Overthrow): I am so sorry An. This song is good. Rin's tuning is good and the chorus is great. The part where akito and an go off is good. I think this song does a good job of displaying everyone's unrest and upset after learning about such earth-shattering news. But it's nothing amazing to me. Runner up is Awake Now

Toya (Utsuro wo Aogu): everything about this song is so great. GOD. like. Holy shit Toya. The instrumentals are super good and do a fuck ton for the song, but the vocals are definitely a highlight in particular. Everyone sounds amazing and the girls acting as almost backup singers while still having their time to shine in the song is really charming to me. Of course the part where everyone says a part of their partner's name makes me want to rip at the walls/pos. But the part right after that makes me want to get up and scream omg. Everyone is on their A-game in this song and that makes this songs so fucking amazing omg. "Runner up" is blender

Okay so this was written pre-blender and now my opinions have changed blender is the best Toya comm but I don't feel like writing another analysis so it's the runner up

Kohane (Hitsuji ga ippiki): EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SONG IS PERFECT. the vocals the tuning the instrumentals the everything. Everyone is pulling their weight and akina and jiena went OFF in the recording studio. The buildup is so fucking good you don't understand. And Akina's like. Rolling of her Rs at the end killed me dead/pos. Kohane got to shine in a way she NEVER does in other songs and really got an opportunity to show how she can fit so so well into grungier songs and also MEIKO'S tuning is good for once so we all knew this song was gonna be a banger. Runner up is Beat Eater

Akito (Cinema): This song singlehandedly made me love Akito. And it's the first song to make me cry. I LOVE Cinema. The song to me isn't catchy or anything that scratches my brain but it's so fucking good that I love it a lot anyway. The lyrics speak to me a lot because of my experiences with not feeling like enough, wanting to give up but pushing through anyway because maybe, maybe one day I'll be able to be someone with something. But the lyrics progressively get more hopeful throughout the song, and I get more hopeful along with them. I don't have to wait around for the day to come when I can make that day today or smth. Idk man that song fucks me up. Like. A lot. Runner ups are Moonlight AND CRaZY

Kanade (Tricologe): I don't have much to say about this song. It's funky and fun and literally Kanade's only good comm (I'm sorry samsa). The vocals are good and I like Miku's tuning in this song. Um. Kanade's vocals are really good. NILFRUITS being commissioned for Kanade of all people is really surprising but done really well. Idk man this song really is good I just don't have anything much to say about it. Runner up is Kanadetomosusora

Ena (Nomad): all of ena's songs are around the same level of good but nomad beats out the others because of just how much of an improvement the full version is. I Nandesu is good either way and so is Infinitely Gray, but Nomad's full version is so much of a glow up in comparison to the game version that I can't help but appreciate it more. That and mizuki and Ena murder this song with their phenomenal vocals so this one takes the cake. The instrumentals are as per usual good and the like. Idk what it is but the little high pitched noise that plays is so so good. I love it. Runner up is I Nandesu

Mizuki (Kitty): you know what this song shouldn't be my favorite. It's just. So. Fucking. Catchy. It was the song I listened to the most over the summer. I was playing it non-stop and it somehow became my favorite that way. The guitars in particular goes so fucking hard in this song for no gaddamn reason and Ena's "1, 2, 3, 4" followed by the mizumafu part was a fatal combination. This song was nothing to me at the beginning because I was low-key tired of electric guitar but this song is so absurdly good it kinda trumps that. How did this happen. Runner up is IDSMILE

Mafuyu (Bug): Everything in this song is perfect and it was my favorite song in the entire game for so long. You don't understand. The instrumentals the hard intense beats and the fast pace. It's addicting. The small little noises and vocals that they added are so so good. But what really majes this song is mafuyu. This song has the best vocals in the entire game and Mafuyu is the reason why. The buildup then the sudden key change with Mafuyu fucking belting like she never has before. I stim so fucking hard to this song. Niigo has literally never sounded better than in this song and no other Nightcord song has been able to top this one since. Runner up is Jackpot Sad Girl

Rui (Showtime Ruler): this song is really good I like it. The lyrics are super sweet the instrumentals are so fun and spunky and so very Rui. Everything about this song is Rui. The instrumental the lyrics the fucking 3DMV. The little robot sounds in the bg (listen with headphones to hear it better.) Tsukasa and Rui's solos nearing the end of the song are so fucking good. This song is the embodiment of fun and quirkyness and Rui in general it makes me sick I love this song. The guitars are also really fun. Runner up is Donketsu

Nene (Glory Steady Go!): NENE!!!! THE GIRL!!!! Now THIS is how you make a song featuring mainly a duet between the VS and the Character of the song (im sorry leoni ilysm just not your songs). Nene is so perfect in this song, she sounds so free and happy in a way she doesn't normally mainly because she gets so many solo lines WHICH IS A GOOD THING!! ITS HER SONG IT'S ABOUT HER!!! The others do a perfect job of enhancing nene's vocals while still having a spot to shine without taking the focus away from Nene. The line distribution in this song is masterful and that's one of the main reasons why I love it so damn much. The instrumentals are fun as fuck and encapsulate Nene really well for me, still being chaotic and fun (because it's wondersho) but still keeping that slight subdued-ness that Nene has. It feels like Nene letting loose and just. Letting herself be a bit less... Reserved? She sounds like she's having a good time I mean. Luka is tuned really well here and adds a lot to the song, which is a trend in Luka comms. The small chants and tiny little noises of laughter and screams and talking is just so great man. The moment before the final chorus where Nene is like "you guys are a headache but doing shows with everyone is super fun!" While slightly crying I fucking hate wandasho I need to run them over oh my fucking god they love each other so much. That's it. That's what this song makes me feel. The song doesn't just feel like Nene cutting herself loose it feels like her letting herself get caught up in the rest of wandasho's antics. She's letting herself be influenced by the rest of wandasho and by a result the song is more chaotic than what you'd expect from Nene. Because Nene would have never gotten to this point without her friends. Without wandasho. I'm gonna fucking cry omg Nene is literally the best character in this game omg. Runner up is Hoshizora no Melody

Emu (Kira pipi Kira pika): this song is perfect. It's perfection. It's literally one of the best songs in the entire game. Words cannot describe how much I love this song. The instrumentals are amazing, but they also don't go as hard in favor of letting the voices shine instead. And the fucking voices. Emu sounds really cute here, matching the songs tempo to near perfection, but honestly I have to give this song to the entire group as a whole (which makes a lot of thematic sense considering how integral her friends are to her as a person and by extent her story). The small little exchanges and rapid-switching from one singer to another does a perfect job of keeping the energy high and fanciful, and when the song does slow down, it feels just the right amount of somber (especially since this song is so happy otherwise) while picking back up in a natural and very impactful way. It mirrors the relationship in wondersho; whenever Emu is feeling down and needs some reassurance, the others are always there to pick her back up and help her get going again. this song feels like it's telling you a story; the story of Wonderlands x Showtime, the story of Emu learning to move on and go to her next adventure with her friends omfg I love Emu so fucking much I would kill for her. Runner up is Niccori ^^ Survey Theme

And last, but definitely not least...

Tsukasa (Mr. Showtime): Okay. Okay okay okay. This. Fucking. Song. I literally cannot type because I keep getting swept up in the fucking PERFECTION that is Mr. Showtime. This song is the best song in the entire game. And I do NOT say this lightly. The instrumentals. The vocals. Luka. FUCKING TSUKASA TENMA. Oh my fuckinf god. Everyone and everything in this damn song is fucking PERFECT, this is Wonderlands x Showtime pushed to their fucking limits with how fucking hard they can go with a song. This feels like something straight out of a fucking musical and I mean that in the highest of praises. Everyone, and I mean EVERYONE, is on their fucking A-game here. Tsukasa of course steals the show with his PHENOMENAL vocals, but Rui Nene and Emu are not taking a backseat in this song. Holy shit it is the opposite. They carry this song on their fucking backs (along with tsukasa) because if they weren't there the song would be SO much worse. Like so much. God this song is so smooth and seamless and mesmerizing, it's too easy to get swept up in the song and dance along with it. It makes you want to get up and dance. Actually no I'm nowhere near done this song makes me want to CRY OMFG. I'm abt to go into specifics about EVERYTHING be Warned.

Okay so the instrumentals are perfect. Literally perfect. The saxophone (I think) is THE MAIN REASON WHY THIS SONG IS PERFECT. i have no idea what kinda percussion that is in the background but it does a perfect job of keeping you following along with the beat so I never go off track. The piano is SO GOOD. I know it's most major appearance is in the beginning but you can hear it if you listen closely, right before the chorus, kinda like a lead-in to it? It makes me sick. Hitoshizuku x yamaP put crack cocaine into these instrumentals. And no I'm not done btw. I have no fucking idea what it is but the like. Percussion. In the part where tsukasa is holding the balloons (In the 2dmv) is great. And I love that part. The instrumentals atp have only stopped like once so the sudden lack of saxophone and other stuff makes this moment more impactful and makes it HURT I LOVE THIS SONG. Another thing I'd like to mention is that they have never gone so fucking hard on the instrumentals before. There are a BUNCH of subtle changes, such as putting more or less emphasis on an instrument and stuff like that. How do I say this the song feels like it follows along with the vocalists and adjusts things depending on the current mood of the characters. Dare I say. Like a musical

Idek what to call it but the SFX are also amazing. The tape reel in the part after the first chorus and the clapping before the Intermission part always gets me really excited. I'm also including the little small noises that the others make and classifying them as sound effects. Emu and Tsukasa's little cheer in the part right before the second chorus is so good I rewind it over and over again I hate them they make me sick.

And now the vocals. I am going to be going on an incoherent rant now. Tsukasa is obviously the lead but he's also the leader of this song, so yes he gets the most impactful parts but it also feels like he directs when the rest of the cast respond (0:19-0:23 is a good example of what I mean), like he calls and they call back to him i guess? words are hard. Anyway the vocals are so well coordinated and perfect. Every character gets to have their own moment and the way the song switches from vocalist to vocalist (a perfect example is 2:37-2:44 if you're confused) keeps the song from ever feeling stagnant which then means I always get distracted by it cause it keeps you engaged the entire time.

I'm not good at interpreting lyrics but the lyrics hurt me/ pos. Read them and you'll understand. The double meanings hurt meeee- tsukasa loves his friends so much he loves being an actor so much he wants to keep going he wants to hold on he wants to remember he is so full of determination and love and that is a potent combination. I love you tsukasa tenma. Can you tell I like tsukasa tenma. Fuckkkkkkkk. Runner up is 88* and Filament Fever

Okay that's it! You can definitely tell where my biases kicked in and it's very obvious I know nothing about instruments but otherwise I think this is okay. Thank you for reading and if you have any input to add please do I would love to hear it

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Fixation│Jonathan Crane x Reader

Fixation - Part 4

Fixation Masterlist

A/N: I hope you all are liking the story, I love writing it!! It’s kind of taking over my life but I don’t mind. Reader’s backstory is introduced a bit in this part. There’s some more random time skips in here hope y’all don’t mind! Things move pretty fast and reader literally cannot catch a break in this fic I’m sorry. Again, reader’s appearance is very specific!! Jonathan is 32 years old in this fic.

Pairing: Jonathan Crane x Female Reader

Synopsis: (Y/N) is Arkham's new lead psychologist in the developing acute pediatric unit. Dr. Crane soon becomes fixated on the pretty young doctor. Is she just as fixated on him?

Word Count: 3.4k

Warnings: hurt/comfort themes, manipulation, angst (?), violence, choking, use of a needle (syringe), reader is drugged again

You awoke with a start, sweat covered your forehead but you were freezing. Your wrists and legs were still bound, and your mouth was still gagged. You immediately started sobbing. That sick fuck didn’t even bother to untie me? Oh god, was he still here? You looked around frantically but the masked man was nowhere to be seen. Your black out curtains were drawn, you had no idea what day or time it was. You desperately tried to spit the gag out but to no avail.

You tried your hardest to scream, to make noise past the gag. Tears streamed down your face at your futile attempts. Panic set in. Did he leave me here to die? You had no family in Arkham, let alone any friends. The only people who knew you in this city were Rick and Dr. Crane, they probably would just think you abandoned your job after the encounter with Elias. You looked down at your body, no wonder why you were freezing. The man had stripped you down to just your bra and panties, you hadn’t noticed before, probably due to whatever drugs he had given you. You thrashed against your restraints but it just tightened around your wrists and ankles. You sobbed and went limp, accepting your fate.

You heard a faint noise in the front of your apartment. Your eyes widened and you cried harder. He was still here.

“(Y/N)?” Someone called out from your hallway apartment.

Relief flooded your body. You tried to make noise, alerting whoever was there of your location.

They called your name again, getting closer to the bedroom. You silently prayed that they would find you.

The bedroom door opened and Jonathan’s eyes went wide at the sight laid out before him. You were tied spread eagle on the bed in just your underwear, your mouth gagged. Your eyes were wide and filled with tears, you looked terrified.

He rushed to your side, pulling the gag from your mouth. You tried to speak but all that came out were broken sobs. Jonathan quickly freed your hands, and then moved down to your ankles, ripping off the rope as quickly as he could without hurting you. He moved back up to you, pulling you into his chest, cradling your head and wrapping his other arm around your shaking body. “It’s okay, I’m here.” He rubbed up and down your back, attempting to calm you down. You curled into him, gripping his dress shirt. Your body shook with sobs and you hid your face in his chest. He sat there and held you until you calmed down, rubbing up and down your back gently.

You eventually calmed down and moved back to look at him. “H-how did yo-“ He cut you off, “You haven’t been to work in three days (Y/N). At first I thought maybe it just wasn't the right place for you, but I couldn’t shake the bad feeling I had.” He ran a hand through his hair, “Your front door was ajar when I got here.”

Your head hurt so bad. You put a hand to your forehead and tried not to topple over. Jonathan quickly supported your body, gently guiding you to lay down. “It looks like you were drugged. You need to rest. We can call the police when you feel better.”

You nodded, or at least attempted to. Your body felt like it was shutting down. He pulled your comforter over you, trying to make you comfortable. You reached out a hand to him, weakly grabbing at his shirt. “Please stay.” You whimpered. Jonathan gave you a soft smile, he got into the bed, sitting up next to you. “Come here,” he guided your head to his lap. “Get some rest.” He raked his fingers through your hair, attempting to provide comfort in your vulnerable state. You were fast asleep in seconds.

Jonathan just sat there and looked down at your delicate frame. Your hair was a mess and your eye makeup streaked down your face. You still looked so beautiful though. He loved the look on your face when you saw him, he was your savior, your hero. He loved providing this comfort to you, even though he was the reason you needed it. You didn’t need to know that though.

You were asleep for quite some time, Jonathan didn’t mind though. He loved how peaceful you looked just as much as he loved the terror on your face earlier. He kept raking his fingers through your hair, his eyes never leaving your face. You stirred and his hand moved to your back. Your eyes fluttered open and you moved your head to face him. “Are you alright?” Jonathan rubbed his thumb over your skin. You nodded slightly, sitting up next to him. “Do you want me to call the police now?” Jonathan asked in a soft tone. You stayed silent, you didn’t want to talk, you didn’t even want to move, you felt numb and empty.

Jonathan sighed, “I can make a report on my part, but they’re going to want a statement from you.”

You nodded slowly, not looking at him. He stood up from the bed, retreating to the hallway with his cellphone.

Your phone buzzed on the bedside table, startling you. You grabbed your phone, realizing you hadn’t checked yet. You had a couple missed calls from Rick and… 25 missed calls and about 30 texts from Isaac. “Shit.” You muttered under your breath. You shakily opened the unread text thread between you and Isaac.

Isaac

I know it’s been a while but can we talk?

Hello?

Are you okay?

(Y/N) please answer.

What is going on??

Pick up your fucking phone, I’m worried.

Hello??

There were a ton more texts from him, different variations of the first ones sent. You opened your call log and pressed his name. It rang once before he answered.

“(Y/N) what the fuck? Are you okay? What the fuck is going on?” Isaac’s voice was hoarse, as if he’d been crying. “I-I’m sorry, I’m okay.” You sniffled and pressed your fingertips to your mouth, trying to stifle a sob.

“I know you probably don't want to talk to me but when my texts were delivered and you didn’t answer, I knew something was wrong.”

Your heart ached at his words, he always knew when something was wrong. Isaac was a lot of things but he wasn’t careless. He had always been dependable, even when he was breaking your heart.

“Where are you? Do I need to come there?”

Your vulnerable state made it hard to say no to the man that would always have a piece of your heart. “N-no Isaac that’s okay, I’m okay.” The last thing you needed was Isaac knowing where you had run off to. You knew he would come and try to fix things again, like he always did, but he could never fix you.

“What happened?”

“I can’t talk right now Isaac. I’ll call you later. I’m okay.” You said softly, your chest tightened and you tried not to sob and beg him to come rescue you, like he had so many times in the past.

He paused and sighed, “Okay. Call me later.”

You quickly said bye and ended the call, letting out a shaky breath.

Jonathan appeared in the doorway, the look on his face was unreadable. “There’s a detective on the way.” You sniffled and nodded, looking down at your hands.

“Are you alright?” Jonathan was suddenly in front of you, he knelt down, looking up at you. You met his gaze and a wave of fear washed over you. No, this is too much, too intimate. You’ve known this man for what, not even a week? You quickly scooted to the side and scrambled out of the bed. “(Y/N).” Jonathan stood up and faced you, a look of concern painted his face. “I-I need to go to the bathroom.” You turned and rushed towards the bathroom, closing the door a little harder than you anticipated. You pressed your forehead against the door and let out another breath. You stepped back and turned, looking into the mirror. You were still in your matching bra and panties, shame creeped up your spine, Jonathan had now seen you almost completely naked. Your lacy bra was basically see through, and your panties were a tiny thong. You leaned towards the mirror, taking in your appearance. Your eyes were wide and bloodshot, makeup staining your face. Your hair was everywhere. You quickly got to work fixing your appearance, washing your face and brushing your hair. You looked back down at your body, of course he had already seen you but you didn’t want to go back out there like this. You cracked open the bathroom door, “Jonathan?” Jonathan stepped closer to the door, “Yes?”

“Could you bring me some clothes? They’re in the closet.” Jonathan chuckled lightly, and you could hear him move towards your closet. Moments later he returned with a pair of leggings and a tank top. “Thank you.” You quickly shut the door again.

Once you were dressed, you sat in the bathroom for a few more moments, you felt numb and confused. You acknowledged that you had just gone through a traumatizing event but for some reason Jonathan was the most nerve wracking thing on your mind. He was being so kind to you, why? Most people who were kind to you just wanted something in return. Another part of you was scared that if you faced him right now you wouldn’t be able to stop yourself from ripping off his clothes. You groaned, pressing a palm to your forehead. A knock broke you out of your thoughts, “(Y/N), I don’t mean to rush you but the detective is here. Are you alright?”

You opened the bathroom door, almost running into his chest. You looked up at him, making eye contact. “Are you alright?” He repeated. Your eyes went to his lips, and then back up to his eyes. You nodded. “I already talked to the detective so they shouldn't be asking you too many questions.”

You nodded again, you really didn’t feel like talking but you also wanted to just get it over with. You followed Jonathan out to your living room, where a man was standing, jotting down notes in a small notepad. Jonathan cleared his throat and the man looked up, locking eyes with you. “I’ll leave you two to talk. I’m just going to step outside for now.” Jonathan said, looking to you for approval. You nodded and watched as he made his way out the front door.

“Miss (L/N), I’m detective Jackowski. I’m sorry to hear about what happened. I’ll uh make this short so we can avoid any more stress.” He seemed unreasonably nervous, which seemed odd to you. I mean this surely wasn’t the worst thing that has happened to someone, especially in Gotham.

You gave him your statement, the interaction being painfully short. The detective barely asked you any questions, also barely wrote anything down. A weird feeling gnawed at you. Something was wrong with this whole interaction. You had heard about the corruption in Gotham but surely it wasn’t this bad?

Jonathan seemed to walk in on cue, right as you and the detective were done talking. Odd. The detective and Jonathan exchanged a glance and a nod and the detective made his way out.

Jonathan joined you on your couch, putting a hand on your back. You unintentionally flinched at his touch, your muscles tensing up. Instead of removing his hand, he rubbed your back gently. “Rick is aware of the situation, not…fully aware but he understands it might take you some time to return to work.” You hadn’t even thought about work yet. You didn’t say anything, you felt like your body was shutting down again.

—

You spent the next week cooped up in your apartment, trying to heal your emotional wounds. Jonathan was over quite frequently, usually bringing you food or just keeping you company. It was nice but you couldn’t help but feel as if he had ulterior motives, you were surprised he hadn’t made a move on you. The comfort he provided was nice but that gnawing feeling in the pit of your stomach never left. You tried to brush it off as the emotional aftermath of the attack.

You looked over at Jonathan, he was sitting near you on the couch, looking over paperwork that he had brought to work on. “I think I’m ready to go back to work on Monday.” You said softly. Jonathan looked over at you, “Are you sure?” You nodded, “I want to.” He gave you a soft smile, “I’ll let Rick know then.”

—

Monday came and you spent extra time on your appearance in the morning. You figured if you looked good, you might feel better. Jonathan had insisted on picking you up today. Something about him gave you a bad feeling but you weren’t exactly in a spot to reject someone’s kindness, so again, you brushed it off. You made your way out into the kitchen, you weren’t hungry though. You hadn’t eaten much since what happened.

You looked up at the clock on the wall, Jonathan should be here soon. The knot in your gut tightened. You wanted to return to work, to get back to a somewhat normal routine. That always seemed impossible for you though, your life had been filled with chaos and heartbreak. You seemed to be cursed, or maybe that’s just what you thought you deserved. Before you could spiral any further, your doorbell rang.

You sighed and gathered your things, making your way towards the door. You were greeted by Jonathan, he was wearing a dress shirt with a bright red tie, underneath a black knit sweater. You couldn’t help but admire how handsome and put together he always looked. “Good morning Jonathan.” You gave him a small smile. “Good morning, how are you feeling?” Jonathan grabbed your bag from you, leading you towards his car. “I’m okay.” You said softly.

The drive to work was mostly quiet, you were glad Jonathan wasn’t a big talker, as you weren’t either lately. You were quite spaced out until you two had pulled into the small parking lot. “It should be an easy day, we’ll just pick up where we left off.” Jonathan exited the car, coming around to open the door for you. He reached out a hand to you, helping you out of the car, he was treating you as if you were made out of fine china.

The first few hours of work went smoothly, Rick had popped in and checked on you, and you mostly just sat and shadowed Jonathan with intake paperwork. “I have a session with a client, I don’t think you should join me for this one. You can stay here and practice doing paperwork. I shouldn't be too long.” You didn’t try to protest, as you were in no place to be around an unhinged patient right now. You simply nodded, watching him gather his things and head out of the door, closing it behind him.

You spent the next 20 minutes practicing paperwork with fake names and fake symptoms. You sighed and sat back in your chair, looking around the room. A small black notebook sitting on the opposite corner of the desk caught your attention.

That looks like… a painful memory of you attacker flooded your brain, a knot forming in your stomach. You quickly picked it up, not being able to fight the feeling. You flipped through a couple pages, mostly just random notes or formulas you didn’t understand. You went to close it but noticed that one of the pages had the corner folded in. You flipped to that page and your eyes scanned over the page.

Female, 27

5’1” approximately 105-110 lbs

(H/C), (E/C)

Administered fear toxin through soaked rag, worked appropriately

Hallucinations of arachnids

Arachnophobia

Begged me to stop, personal feelings interfered with continuation of experiments.

Isaac ? Look further into.

There was more writing crammed onto the page but you couldn’t stomach anymore. A wave of nausea hit you and you stumbled back, dropping the notebook onto the floor. Panic spread over your body like fire, you needed to get out of here now. You rushed to the door, flinging it open to blindly make a run for it. You slammed into something hard and you stumbled back. Jonathan stood before you, a perplexed look on his face. He took in the state you were in and his eyes shifted around the room, landing on the notebook on the ground near his desk. He sighed and removed his glasses, tucking them into his suit pocket. You were frozen, you screamed at yourself internally to run, fight, scream. You couldn’t though, your body was paralyzed with fear.

“How careless of me.” He made his way towards you, grabbing you by the throat and pulled you towards him, startling you out of your paralyzed state. You let out a choked cry and clawed at his hand, you thrashed against him and tried to kick. He wrapped his free arm around your back, restricting your movements.

Jonathan gave you an insincere look of pity, “Poor thing, you really shouldn’t snoop through other people’s things.” All you could do is look up at him, tears beginning to stream down your face. You tried to plead with him but the grip on your throat tightened. Jonathan pulled you by the throat close to his face, your lips almost touching. He looked at your lips and his gaze slowly came back up to your eyes. “You look so pretty when you’re scared.” His lips ghosted over yours and you whimpered out a protest.

He walked you backwards towards the couch, keeping a firm grip on your throat. He pushed you onto the couch and flipped you over, his hand leaving your throat. You gasped and coughed violently trying desperately to get air back into your lungs so that you could scream. Jonathan roughly grabbed your arms, pinning them against your back with one hand. He pressed his weight down onto you and shoved your legs apart with his knee. You yelped in surprise as his knee shoved up your skirt, dangerously close to your panties. You jerked and struggled against him, causing him to shove his knee up farther, now flush against your panties. You struggled again out of instinct, unintentionally rubbing yourself against his knee. You stilled your actions as shame crept up your spine. Jonathan didn’t give any reaction to you, reaching up and untying his red tie with his free hand. He quickly wrapped it around your head, tightening the knot so that it gagged you properly.

He sat up, releasing you from the pressure of his weight. He released your hands and you immediately tried to press yourself up and away from him but he shoved you back down. He grabbed a fistful of hair, yanking your head back towards him. He put his lips up to the shell of your ear, “If you attempt to run away, I’d love to put you through another experiment. Is that what you want?” The hallucinated spiders flashed through your mind and cried out against the tie, attempting to shake your head. “Good girl.” He shoved your head back down onto the couch, getting up from behind you. You quickly closed your legs, turning your head to see where he was going. He made his way to his desk, reaching up underneath it. He pulled out a small syringe with a clear liquid. He started to make his way back to you and you struggled to get up, you stood on shaky legs and attempted to run past him. He quickly grabbed you by your bicep and flung you back onto the couch. You cried out against the tie again and kicked at him violently. He grabbed your calves and pushed your legs together, pulling you towards him so that your back was flat against the couch. He straddled you and you frantically tried to push him off of you. He grabbed your wrists and forced them above your head, crossing them so that he could hold them with one hand.

He used his mouth to get the cap off of the syringe and spit it to the ground. Your eyes widened at the long sharp needle and you screamed against the tie, not much sound coming out. Jonathan plunged the needle into the side of your neck, releasing the contents into your bloodstream. You lost consciousness seconds after, the last thing you saw was Jonathan getting off of you.

Another A/N: take a shot every time a fic ends with the reader losing consciousness LMAO

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garden-of-thoughts-fruit-of-lips · 2 days

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"I57" (part one)

My friends and I were coming back from a private party in Chicago. Ludacris crew was there, but we had got invited through a friend named Ryan who's an artist. The party was a promotion party. A celebration for one of their artist. Before we left the party, Ryan came up to me and said, "Drive safe and stay blessed." I didn't think nothing of it at the time, but I'm like,"alrighty."

I was driving, Eric was in the passenger seat, Torris, Bret, and Trell were in the back. Trell was sitting behind the driver seat. I'm on highway, "I 57" going at least 90-95mph, trying to get home in record time. We have been on the road for about 25 minutes. I'm talking through my headphones, updating a friend named Vinnie on the night since he couldn't come with us. Everyone else in the car was joking and all talking about how good the party was. I57 merged itself from a 3 lane highway into a 2 lane highway. Im now driving in the passing lane (left lane). Around this time is when I noticed all the cars in front of me were switching to the right lane. One after another, like a chain reaction. Which struck me as odd. We were all traveling around the same speed. I'm not putting much thought into it by putting it in my short-term memory.

About 30 seconds later, I was driving around a curve, and my thoughts became focused on the cars driving in the opposite lane. Some of the cars' headlights look like they were driving on my side of the road due to the curve. Ironically, there was an actual car driving on the wrong side of the road headed straight towards me! By the time my brain registered what was happening, like a reflex, my hands were already turning the wheel to get in the right lane. We ended up missing the car by half a second. That car had to be going over 100mph because I noticed the car from a distance of 2 football fields and in a blink of an eye that car headlights became so bright it lit up the inside of my car.

Nobody really didn't know what had happened. Besides that they whole body just "jumped" in the middle of their conversations, "What da fuck yo!!" and "Damn!!" they were saying as they reposition themselves in the seat. Only people who grasp what just happened were Trell and Eric. Because of knowing, the screaming began to become level and calm as we were all reasoning on what just happened.

I never stopped driving. Still in shock about what had happened contemplating, "All five of us could have lost our lives in a tenth of a second!" I had got off the phone to be more focused, to get us all home safe. My eyes became focused on all the car headlights. Any light that would shine my eyes would pick it up. Here's the strange thing about this story. As I'm driving about minutes after the scare. There was an all white, bright light, shaped as a small sphere. I first noticed from my left peripheral, "What duh?" I thought. And this light flew from my left side to straight in front of me, than to my right side, and I stared at it the whole time as it flew off out of my sight in the cornfield. Left me with this question in my head, "What was that?"

So I asked the question to everyone in the car who were all still wild up and conversing and reasoning on what had happened. "Man! Bro, did anyone just see that shit?" I asked. Choosing that choice of words purposely. Because I literally thought I was losing it, and I knew if anyone said that they saw the same thing, then I was not tripping. One by one, everyone nodded in agreement when the words were said, "See what? That car that almost hit us?" Except Trell, who were sitting behind the driver seat. He said, "You talking about that white ball of light that flew pass the car into the cornfield?" Even describing in detail by pointing his finger from left waving it to his right in the same movement in which I saw it from. That's when I knew I wasn't tripping. We all agreed that day at that very moment that we were all still alive because of God, and that was an angel of God. In all reality, when I turned the wheel, my brain didn't even pick up on what was fully going on, but I was already turning the wheel before I had processed what happened. That saying comes to mind "Let Jesus take the wheel."

Everything from that night. That was in my short-term memory. Was moved to my long-term memory. But even after witnessing this, I still didn't take take it to heart. That Trell saw the same thing I saw and all five of us having a near death experience. Even though we were saved from a crash. I selfishly unknowingly continued to live my life on a crashing course.

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