I knew Lin Shu will die, even when I watched Nirvana in Fire for the first time. I knew it now even better, since I was rewatching it. And yet, why does it always hurt anyway?

here comes the boy ~ hello boy ✨

cleaned up a couple of the vash doodles i did while learning to draw him :)

I want him carnally

Hatsune Miku doodle

Pay no attention to the claws and fangs

the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

Today we try:

Jonathan Smith / Agent Fox's Fruit Juice (BIRDMEN)

Verdict: 3/10

Well, it tastes of everything it's made of.. Not bad but I can't say it's good either.... It's edible for sure, not terrible, but you'd expect fruit juice to effortlessly land a higher score........ ok it kind of sucks. Everyone in the series is valid for refusing to have any. If you offered this to me I would drink it out of politeness but know it is putting a strain on our friendship.

Ingredients:

Yellow Kiwi

Green Kiwi

Banana (with peel)

Oranges (peeled, not cut)

Strawberries

Mizuna

Amounts were estimated. I skimped on mizuna. It might be closer to canon (more brown..) if you add more mizuna and less strawberries than shown. 1/2 yellow kiwi + 1/2 green kiwi was too much, it bites back.. 💀 My blender obliterated the banana peel. If you're uncertain whether yours will, just peel it. It is gooey so you may want to add ice or water.. I wouldn't recommend milk or juice (unless it's juice of a fruit already present in the mix..?) there's already too much going on in there.

Enjoy! ☆

got a lot of feels lately thinking about how much Khalan has grown as a character since I created him, so I felt like drawing him again!!

specifically focused on his Primordial SMP version this time around, since that's the version of him that I feel has the most distinct character change. really wanted to try and capture that shift in personality within these two sketches - like how he started out so meek and closed off from everyone when he first arrived in Drehmal, but eventually grew to be more confident in himself later on in Atria ;o; (and even learned how to fight!!! which is a big deal for him!!!!)

anyway, it was real nice to draw him again. I love my boy so, so much;;;

please do not remove caption or repost. also on deviantart

doc: can you not take some painmeds?

me: yea ibu and paracetamol

doc: ah so novalgin is fine :)

me: yea!

novalgin: PRESCRIPTION ONLY

doc: ok bye

me: ?!

wild child

Toddler was sick over the weekend. So I spent the last couple days tending to him and worrying about him. And being clung to, climbed on, cleaning up various bodily fluids from the child, from the floor, from myself. Doing laundry and giving baths. Checking fever and sneaking tylenol into chocolate milk. Trying to keep him entertained and distracted.

He's fine though, it was just a relatively minor cold or something.

And ofc he gets to stay home from preschool today so he could sleep in and make sure he's over the virus.

And then husband is like, 'now that he's sleeping you can get some cleaning done.'

Do men ever fucking listen to themselves. No you fucking dumbass, I am also going to sleep, because I did not get to rest at all during the weekend. Fuck the house. Fuck everything.

listen ifsomeone bought me that little scolipede plushy from that one post where it's in a backpack at a party youd own me

Some doodles 🤗

just realized that when hashirama tells his and madara's story - including the bit about madara telling him about the writing on the uchiha monument - the uchiha monument is actually right there next to them? madara told him that he could decipher the writing using his ocular powers which im thinking means that u need EMS cuz madara was the first one to obtain them .. sasuke has EMS too and he demonstrates that at some point to everyone there. why didnt anyone think about whether he might be able to read the writing w them?

hashirama at this point - with exception of the few hints that he got from madara - has no clue what the writing says but he does know that it had smth to do with madara leaving the village and when sasuke and orochimaru later tell him that madara has been resurrected and plans to trap everyone in his infinite tsukuyomi .. why wouldnt he connect the dots and realize that maybe thats what he meant back then with his "real dream"? wasnt he curious to find out more specifics? cuz orochimaru and sasuke just say that he wants to control everyone, kill everyone, cause the world to go under etc. and bc they dont know madara thats enough of an explanation for them. but hashirama has much more intimate knowledge of him, he still regards him a fundamentally kind man, refers to him as his gift from the divine, says that he looks forward to reconnecting with him etc. etc. so surely he must have wondered whether there isnt a little more to the infinite tsukuyomi than just world domination for world domination's sake? and the monument was right there, if sasuke had turned out to be able to read it, they couldve gotten a better understanding of it. even without hashirama's perspective on madara as a person - the writing could have had crucial information on how to stop him. so why didnt anyone think about having sasuke try and read it?

F 5 for Darkwing Duck, if it's not already taken?

I am the ask that haunts your inbox,

The comical captain you overthought and are no longer sure about,

I AM -

[ask meme here]

Edit: my requests are still closed, this was left over from March last year

i was watching the work flow process for some pixel artists and now that im like actually pulling up my tablet i was so caught up in the joy of learning about a new medium that forgot i lived in a world that is right-handed centric