God it’s just like what would you trade the pain for? I’m not sure but heartbreak feels good and I thought it would get better, I figured somehow by now I would’ve got it together but if you make no plans, none can be broken, and half my life I’ve been hooked on death but oh I’m feeling so good right now til we crash and burn somehow it’s inevitable I know this can’t last… and maybe it’s all a random lottery of meaningless tragedy… listen I’m trying to keep it together but it gets a little harder when it never gets better but I’m TRYIng… confront my pain like gifts under the tree… maybe if I’m grateful for my suffering it’ll be okay… self-sabotage at best… I miss the way I felt nothing… everything is lit! except my serotonin!
My pain isn’t cool enough I’m not suffering enough to get attention for because I should’ve had it all together now I should still think it will get better, but I don’t, we thought we had it all and I can ache it til I make it but… I don’t have the guts to keep it together. so much for stardust.
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all my bones, they are gone, gone, gone / take my bones, I don’t need none
Album flash: Ys
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and she could make hell feel just like home.. Okay Vic. Thanks for That
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sometimes i wonder what makes vivid songwriting and then lady lamb croons “by your mother and your father and you will become your most favorite color”
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Antimai fucking slaps so much ass and that's that on that
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Hi Ana I wanted to check in and make sure 1989 tv hasn't completely murdered you but from the looks of things I may be too late 😭😂🩵
it has, in fact, murdered me and it has been a truly and deliciously splendid experience
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these songs were once about my life. they are now about yours.
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every sibling duo got the one that dresses like a 50 yo man and their teenage rebellion daughter
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Damn good gig, good damn crowd / good god, for cryin' out loud!
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