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thelofian · 2 months
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Deceiving Daily Booster Table (TTCC DBT) for 2024-04-19, Gag Farming Friday, 🇳🇱🇺🇸 Dutch-American Friendship Day | 🧄 National Garlic Day | 🃏 National Poker Day | 🔄 Refresh Your Goals Day
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travsd · 2 months
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Go Dutch, Young Man: A Post for Dutch-American Friendship Day
I head this post with Rembrandt’s 1662 painting The Syndics of the Drapers Guild naturally because since 1911 the image has been used to represent Dutch Masters cigars, famously associated with the great Ernie Kovacs — a Hungarian who only smoked Cubans! There were a few different actors and suchlike I might have written about today but I found myself more jazzed about the fact that April 19 is…
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fingertipsmp3 · 8 months
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In some other news I found a cheap flight to Seattle but I don’t even know if my friend wants me to visit anymore lol
#i did the google flights/destination: anywhere hack#and look i wouldn’t say ‘cheap’ but it’s half what i paid last august#but the thing is she like. never answers my messages anymore. well she answers but like a week has passed and she either doesn’t apologise#or has a feeble reason. and like… we all have lives; you don’t have to justify yourself to me#but i see you online all the goddamn time lol.. posting everywhere and not responding to me specifically#like no one has to be available to me 24/7. at all ever#ignore me for days; by all means#but it is a little wild to be ignored for legit like 10 days and i can see her on instagram; facebook; tiktok the whole time#like if you don’t want to be friends anymore just SAY THAT. and i don’t get why she wouldn’t say it?? i know she’s broken friendships#with people before and been upfront about it. and i think i have said before like.. if you don’t like me anymore just say that#but then when she does message me it’s ‘omg i miss you sooooo much’ but not enough to respond to me#you could read messages from me everyday if you wanted#like i feel like we’re drifting apart really bad. like there’s so much i haven’t told her and i know she hasn’t told me anything either#i don’t know if it’s because of her partner. she lives with them now and i don’t know if maybe they don’t like me and would never want me#visiting if it meant i would be in the same apartment. so maybe she’s just trying to ghost me so i won’t come#or she’s busy with her partner all the time and is forgetting about her friends? i just never thought she’d be one of those people#i have been ditched by friends so they could hang out with their SOs instead sooo many times but i never thought she’d do it to me lol#like she was the friend who had me riding shotgun while her boyfriend sat in the back. y’know?#maybe i’ll just save my money and go to amsterdam instead lol. i can use the money i would’ve spent on american flights#to have a really nice trip and maybe land a dutch boyfriend or girlfriend who i can ignore all my friends in favour of#because fuck it. i feel like it’s my turn now. isn’t it?? people have legit made out in front of me lol 🤪#personal
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mclqren · 2 months
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SUCCESSFUL ★ MV33
PAIRING ✦ max verstappen x fem!singer!reader
SUMMARY ✦ between you winning an award in the grammys in february and him winning the first grand prix of the 2024 season, you and your boyfriend are proving to be very successful [ SMAU ]
WARNINGS ✦ cursing
REQUESTED ✦ here!
NOTES ✦ my first max smau!! reader is implied to be american (refers to america as her home). as per request, the fc i've used is sabrina carpenter, but feel free to picture whoever you want! my requests are open so feel free to leave a request :)
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yourusername grammys tomorrow 😘
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user1 respectfully, she’s so fine
user2 FORGET MAX PLS COME HOME W ME
user3 I CAN TREAT YOU BETTER 🙏😔
user4 THE LAST SLIDE Y/N WHAT'S THE MATTER
yourusername these are tears of happiness trust me 💗
user5 OMG YOU GOT A REPLYYY SO LUCKY
maxverstappen1 so excited ❤️
yourusername yeah but i’m most excited so 🙄💗
user6 THEIR DYNAMIC HELLO??
user7 okay but MAX IS GOING W HER TO THE GRAMMYS??
user8 he usually does go w her to these events, like how she goes to his races!
oliviarodrigo BABY GIRLLL CANT WAIT 😉❤️
yourusername MY BABYY CANT WAIT TO HANG OUT TOMORROW 😘😘
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( caption one: omw to the grammys!! (i swear i'm happy to be going my boyfriend is just pissing me off) | caption two: you'd think i wasn't even in the car with him 🙄 )
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yourusername guess who won her first grammyyy!!!!! thank you all so so much for ur endless support, im forever grateful! 😘❤️❤️
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user9 BEST GIRL WON A GRAMMYYYY
user10 I LOVE YOU Y/N
user11 wait what category did she win??
user12 best new artist!!
user13 SHE'S STUNNINGGG
user14 max is punching idc
maxverstappen1 so proud of you ❤️
yourusername love you maxie 💗
reneerapp CONGRATS ANGEL 💗💗
yourusername OMG I LOVE YOU!!
user15 oh to be y/n.
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yourusername who said i couldn't go to a beach in february?? 🤷‍♀️🏖️
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user20 HOW WERE YOU NOT FREEZING COLD
user21 she IS the moment!
user22 ur life seems so fun omg
user23 literallyyyy
user24 is she not in monaco w max rn??
user25 nooo!! she's staying in the usa for a bit while max goes to prepare for the start of the f1 season :)
reneerapp photo creds? ☹️
yourusername SORRY ANGEL yes photo creds to you!!
maxverstappen1 only you would go to a beach in february
yourusername awww are you missing me maxie 😘
charles_leclerc can confirm he is
maxverstappen1 charles you weren't meant to tell her ☹️
yourusername I'LL SEE YOU (BOTH) SOON TRUST
user26 what did y/n mean in her replies w 'see you (both) soon'??
user27 she always goes to the first gp of the season, so she probably means that!
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yourusername coming home's been a blast 🚀
user28 MY TWO FAVS HANGING OUTTT
user29 Y/N IN LA HOW DID I NOT KNOW THISSSS
user30 so are her and renee friends then?
user31 they're very good friends!! when y/n first joined the music industry, renee sort of took her under wing and they become super close! 💛
user32 this friendship is just everything to me
maxverstappen1 cant wait to see you❤️
yourusername likewise max emilian!! 💗
reneerapp I CANT BELIEVE UR GOING TO LEAVE ME
yourusername I'LL BE BACK YOU BEFORE YOU KNOW IT ☹️
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( caption one: two flights and almost a day later and i’m finally here 🇺🇸➡️🇧🇭 | caption two: back in the garage 🏎️ )
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yourusername VAMOS MAX VAMOS 🏎️ (i'm so sorry i don't know any language other than spanish)
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user33 THE CAPTION??
user34 shes so funny stop
user35 Y/N IN BAHRAINNN WE LIKE TO SEE IT!!
user36 the last slide awww
user37 y/n's spirit animal
maxverstappen1 not dutch? ☹️
yourusername read the caption hon im so sorry 😘
carlossainz55 🇪🇸🇪🇸🇪🇸
yourusername SIIII
maxverstappen1 oh.
yourusername shh look away max ❤️
user38 HELP???
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maxverstappen1 unbelievable start to the year, 1-2 finish is absolutely fantastic 🏆👊
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user43 THE CHAMP IS BACK 🏆
user44 AND THE DUTCH NATIONAL ANTHEM PLAYS AGAINNN 🇳🇱
user45 RED BULL REMAINS SUPREMEEE
redbullracing Best start to the season! 👊❤️
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yourusername WOOHOOO THAT'S MY FUCKING CHAMPION!!
maxverstappen1 ❤️
yourusername RED BULL RAHHHHH
user46 HELP ME Y/N
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yourusername HE ONLY WENT AND DID ITTT!! congrats boyfriend, guess we're both starting this year off as winners ❤️
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user47 Y/N BEING SORT OF NICE IN THE CAPTION FOR ONCE?
user48 it usually depends on her mood ❤️
user49 'congrats boyfriend' HELP MEEE
user50 SHE'S SO FUNNY
user51 ugh i love you guys!!
maxverstappen1 love you ❤️
yourusername love you more!! 💗
maxverstappen1 the last slide 🤨🤨🤨
yourusername you can thank pinterest for that one 💗
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lxclerc · 2 months
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𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐧 ─ 𝐦𝐯𝟏
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summary: where max verstappen is the subject of a love song from a singer who never writes love songs pairing: max verstappen x american singer!reader faceclaim: no one specifically but based off olivia rodrigo
note: me? writing max verstappen? smau fluff? on main? everyone look away.
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dailyynupdates yn was seen around monte carlo the past few days, taking pictures with fans and allegedly cozying up with three time world champion max verstappen
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user12 what is going on in the house of commons because this was the last thing i expected
user39 this is quite literally the most random pairing i've ever stumbled across
user91 how do they even know each other 😭 user63 right like...where did this even come from? how did it start? literally how did they meet? they could not be farthest apart in the sphere of famous people
user19 now who the hell is max verstappen and why is he with my wife?
user49 oh girl you have a lot to catch up on the max lore user71 max is a formula one driver user56 saying max is a formula 1 driver like he currently isn't dominating the sport to the point where people hates him saying he's making it boring since he keeps winning because he's just that fucking good that literally no other driver can keep up is kinda wild user10 oh so our girl's new man is good at his job user52 "good at his job might just be the biggest understatement of the century when it comes to max. man's a fucking beast at his job
user48 i dont have to see her with her ratty ex anymore omfg war is over
user93 dare i say...they're adorable
user82 yn being in an age appropriate, healthy relationship? i never thought the day would come
user74 we won for real 🥹🫶
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dailyynupdates max and yn in a video posted by yn's friend 😭
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user93 oh my god look at them 😭
user81 they look so in love i want to cry
user65 "maximillian, do i look pretty like this?" "you always look pretty" i couldn't quite catch what he said at the end but 😭😭😭
user85 dutch here and i believe he said "laiverd" which means darling user75 this means so much to me user65 you just made my entire week
user45 seeing her in love after all the shit men is healing a part of me i didnt know was broken
user53 max fixing her hood then kissing her cheek what if you just stabbed me
user31 every time i see these, i get the urge to take a shot of bleach 😀
sincerelyyn ✓
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sincerelyyn can't have a conversation if it's not all about you
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yourfriend as the other person of those conversations, he's fine i guess 😒
sincerelyyn you know i love youuuuu
taylorswift love seeing you happy ❤️
sincerelyyn ❤️❤️ user73 mother is all of us user63 you know it's real when it's taylor swift approved
conangrey i hate happy couples i hope you both trip 🫶
sincerelyyn die 🫶
user92 their friendship is everything to me
user15 not girlie trying to soft launch like we all don't know who it is 😭
user43 THEYRE SO ‼️🥵🥰⚠️
user65 you're so right
user24 i'm so happy finally seeing our girl happy 😭
user84 "someday i'll be everything to somebody else" YES YOU ARE BABYGIRL 😭
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maxverstappen1 my american girl 🩷
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charles_leclerc i still can't believe this is happening
maxverstappen1 for someone who don't even follow me, you sure are early to my posts 😒 user91 max gagged him with that im afraid
landonorris please please max talk to her about getting me tickets 😭
user85 lando is just like us fr struggling to get guts tour tickets maxverstappen1 no ❤️ landonorris 😔 sincerelyyn @landonorris let me get you in contact with my team 🤍 maxverstappen1 baby noooo sincerelyyn be nice, max landonorris HELL YEAH THANKS YN user42 this is the crossover i never thought i needed
user66 max posting non racing content and being all soft in the comments for yn in what world am i in
user52 fr i feel like im in an alternate universe 😭
sincerelyyn love youuuu
maxverstappen1 love you more
sincelyyn i never knew love could be so golden till i met you <3
maxverstappen1 mijn hele hart is van jou, schat (you own my entire heart, darling) user42 they mean so very much to me 😭
danielricciardo god the two of you make me nauseous
maxverstappen1 hating because you ain't us danielricciardo im not liking that attitude, kid 😒 user71 daniel is so us
sincerelyyn
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sincerelyyn so american will be out on all platforms at midnight. a letter to the man i love, the only way i know how ❤️
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maxverstappen1 i adore you with everything in my being ❤️
sincerelyyn ik hou van je (i love you)
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i hope you guys liked this as much as i loved writing it 🫶
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thedemonofcat · 8 days
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I am interested in a comprehensive list of all the different names Jaskier is given in various translations. It would be fascinating to explore the meanings behind each name and any symbolism they might carry. I plan to group together languages that use the same name for him.
Jaskier: His name resonates universally, transcending languages and cultures. In Polish, French, Portuguese, Romanian, Bulgarian, Russian, and Spanish, Jaskier translates to Buttercup. These small yellow flowers symbolize joy and happiness, evoking images of carefree days and childlike wonder. They also represent youth and innocence, which aligns with theories about Jaskier's non-human origins. Another significant symbolism of buttercups is their friendship connection, fitting perfectly with Jaskier's close bond with Geralt. Historically, buttercups were used in folk medicine, symbolizing healing and protection, despite their toxicity and the need for careful handling.
Dandelion: Known from the English, Hungarian, Italian, Japanese, Belarusian, and Turkish translations. Perhaps the most familiar name, Dandelion, typically appears in two forms: small white, fluffy flowers that can be blown away by the wind and bright yellow blooms. Dandelions symbolize resilience, thriving in challenging conditions and growing almost anywhere, symbolizing perseverance, strength, and the ability to overcome obstacles. Historically used in medicine, dandelions are associated with healing and survival. They also symbolize a connection to nature and freedom, perfectly reflecting the bard’s character. Some Native American tribes view the dandelion as a sun symbol, representing warmth, growth, and the sustaining force of life. This connection to nature and resilience mirrors Jaskier’s character, who, despite facing many challenges, remains resilient and deeply connected to the natural world.
Marigold: Used in Czech and Serbian translations, this name is perhaps the most unusual since there is already a character named Marigold in the series. Nonetheless, marigolds symbolize brightness and positivity. With their vibrant yellow and orange hues, marigolds represent warmth, cheerfulness, and the light of life. This fits well with a bard’s role, as marigolds also symbolize creativity. In Mexican culture, marigolds are central to Día de los Muertos (Day of the Dead) celebrations, symbolizing the connection between the living and the dead. In Indian culture, marigolds are used in religious rituals and weddings, symbolizing love, devotion, and the divine. They are often offered to gods and goddesses as a sign of reverence and respect.
Ranonkel: From Dutch, though translated to Ranunculus, which are buttercups. I'd like to discuss the story from Greek mythology that relates to Ranunculus, as it aligns with Jaskier's character. Ranunculus was a handsome and talented young man known for his beautiful singing voice, captivating everyone who heard him. However, he was also vain and self-centred, revelling in the admiration he received. One day, while performing in a meadow, Ranunculus encountered a group of wood nymphs (dryads). Enchanted by his voice and appearance, the nymphs stopped to listen. Despite their admiration, Ranunculus ignored them, focusing solely on his performance and delighting in his own voice. Pan, the god associated with rustic wilderness and nymphs, observed Ranunculus's vanity. To teach him a lesson, Pan intervened. He transformed Ranunculus into a delicate, beautiful flower that would forever bloom in meadows and fields—the Ranunculus flower. This mythological tale is an intriguing parallel to Jaskier's character and could potentially inspire a fanfiction story in the future.
Valvatti from Finnish. Valvatti, which, from what I can tell, translates to Sow Thistle, can symbolize resilience but can also symbolize unseen beauty. Despite being considered a weed, sow thistle produces small, yellow flowers that symbolize hidden beauty or overlooked potential. This can remind you to look beyond outward appearances and appreciate hidden qualities.
Rittersporn German. Otherwise known as Larkspurs, they can symbolize openness and lightness with their vibrant colours. They can also be used as symbols for thickness and are connected to strong bonds of love. Some cultures believe that larkspurs offer protection against negative energies or bad luck. Placing them in a garden or a bouquet is thought to bring positivity and ward off evil spirits.
Vėdrynas is From Lithuanian. Breaking from the flowers, Vedryans translates to Lark, which can be seen as the bringers of dawn and the start of a new day. Larks are symbols of songs and music, which goes great with a Bard. Larks are agile birds that soar high in the sky, symbolizing freedom, independence, and the ability to rise above challenges or limitations.
Blyskáč is from Czech. It translates to "sparkler" or "firecracker" in English. Once again, breaking from the typical flower names, blyskac can symbolize celebration. The firecrackers' brightness and sparkle evoke joy, optimism, and positivity. They are often associated with bringing good luck and warding off evil spirits in various cultural traditions. Firecrackers and sparklers burn brightly but quickly fade away. They symbolize the fleeting nature of moments and encourage living in the present and appreciating life's transient beauty.
These are all the names I could find. If I missed any or made any translation errors, please feel free to let me know.
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Request (Angst- Friendship broke) - Max Verstappen 1
Y/N and Max have known each other since their karting days and have a friendship that is highly admired by fans and the media. The American raced for Alpha Tauri and achieved historic results with the team, which made her a strong candidate for the position at Red Bull. However, as the team made it clear to her that they were going to put Daniel Ricciardo in the seat, she accepted a million-dollar proposal from Ferrari, as it is a team that has the necessary structure to take her to the world championship. However, Max saw this change as a betrayal, as they always dreamed of running together. The Dutch cut off his friendship with her, leaving her devastated, he broke her heart when Max stopped looking at her face and pretended she didn't exist, both in the paddock and in Monaco, where they live. They face a brutal battle for the 2024 title, a more tense championship than 2021, as it involves a whole sentimental context between them, and Y/N wins the championship and Max is disconcerted.
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I hope this is what you were looking for
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Redacted Headcannons (Shaw Pack and Solair Clan)
Asher is Chilean (meaning his parents are from Chile)
Sweetheart is Chinese (born in China, their parents were farmers, Sweetheart helped their father grow crops)
David is half American (his dad) and half middle eastern (his mom is Syrian)
Babe is half Japanese (their father) and half Dutch (their mother), but their father was abusive to their mother when she was pregnant, so the mom was scared he would hurt her child too when it gets born, so she abandoned Babe somewhere in Japan, and a Korean family visiting Japan found them and took them in, but the Korean family lives in Australia, so now Babe mostly and usually identifies as Korean and Australian, but when they found out about their bio parents, they learned Dutch and Japanese on top of them already knowing Korean and English
Babe and Angel have known each other since they were six, they kept the friendship for their whole lives but they couldn’t always be together since they had different lives, but when they started dating Asher and David they didn’t know about each others parter until David and Ash decided to introduce them to one another, they realized that life had brought them together yet again and from that moment on they knew they were soulmates They were like “omg this is the guy you were texting me about” “who knew that our boyfriends are best friends” “I didn’t know that when David said Asher now has a mate it meant YOU” “how have you been? it seems like fate keeps bringing us back together, my soulmate”
Gabe met David’s mom on a trip to Syria, a trip that he happened to take along with William, they coincidentally met at the airport and decided to might as well do the trip together
Lovely is half Punjabi (their mom) and half Iraqi (their dad)
Alexis had a daughter when she was human, but when she turned her daughter was still growing, her daughter died a 16 years old in a CAR ACCIDENT with her mom in which the daughter was a really good healer and promised her mom that she could heal herself and that she didn’t need to be turned but died before she could even try
In the early days of Vincent’s vampiracy, he lost control of his emotions with William a few days after William evoked him to feed, and ended up killing a pregnant woman by snapping her neck (stole this from the vampire diaries)
This might be controversial but what if Porter was a Jew survivor of the Holocaust (when he was human)
Babe and Angel both know 20 languages, they studied them together, but there are two sets of languages in which they differ, Angel knows Russian and Spanish but doesn’t know Dutch and Korean (but they know a little cause they used to hang out with babe and their Korean family, and babe is starting to officially teach them Korean now), while Babe knows Dutch and Korean but not Russian or Spanish ( Asher is teaching them a few words in Spanish, and they have an awful accent in it, I mean they speak 20 languages fluently and with barely any accent but their Spanish accent is god awful lol)
William has only been in love 3 times in his entire 500 years of living
That’s it for today but I got more I need to share, so maybe next time!
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homomenhommes · 2 months
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THIS DAY IN GAY HISTORY
based on: The White Crane Institute's 'Gay Wisdom', Gay Birthdays, Gay For Today, Famous GLBT, glbt-Gay Encylopedia, Today in Gay History, Wikipedia, and more … April 17
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1725 – South Africa: Leendert Hasenbosch  (c.1695–1725), a Dutch East India Company employee, is convicted of sodomy on a ship in Capetown. He’s left on Ascension Island as punishment and dies of thirst six months later. He kept a diary entitled Sodomy Punish’d which was published in 1726. In 2006 the full story was published by Alex Ritsema, with the support of Koolbergen’s family and publisher, in the book A Dutch Castaway on Ascension Island in 1725; a second, revised edition was printed in 2010.
1857 – Maine sets a one-year minimum for sodomy and eliminates the word "detestable" from the sodomy law.
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1897 – Born: Pulitzer Prize-winning American playwright and novelist Thornton Wilder (d.1975), a prolific writer prominent in twentieth-century literature. A discreet homosexual, his sexual proclivities were kept far out of the limelight. Wilder's mainstream literary works are landmarks of American literature, but they reveal scant traces of his homosexuality. He can be credited for acting as a behind-the-scenes ambassador for the Lost Generation, making their avant-garde themes accessible to a middle-brow American public.
Wilder was born in Wisconsin though he spent most of his boyhood in Berkeley, California. As an adolescent, Wilder isolated himself in academic projects. Wilder's entire family was one of achieving, industrious, self-reliant Congregationalists with a strong work ethic.His roving intellectual enthusiasms blossomed in his adolescence, especially his interest in theater. At fifteen the budding playwright was cast as Lady Bracknell in Oscar Wilde's The Importance of Being Earnest, but his strict father forbade this drag role. Later, Wilder delighted in playing central characters in his own plays, such as the Stage Manager in Our Town and Mr. Antrobus in The Skin of Our Teeth.
Wilder described himself as "The only writer of the Lost Generation who did not 'go' to Paris," a statement that was not literally true but which expresses his attachment to American life and values even as many of the writers of his generation yearned to escape what they saw as the stifling conformity of small-town life.
Wilder's warmest friendships included Gertrude Stein and Alice Toklas whom he met in Chicago in 1934. Through them he befriended many of the gay artists in their circle. For all the liberation of the Jazz Age and the period following, homosexuality was only discreetly discussed among writers of the Lost Generation.
Wilder seems to have been regarded even by his closest friends as a kind of Henry James figure, somewhat sheltered and cerebral, and frightened of sex. The relationship between Wilder and his one documented companion, Sam Steward, (aka Phil Andros) may have begun as a furtive sexual fling in Zurich in 1937. Steward, a writer, pornographer, tattoo artist, and one-time college professor, was, in pointed contrast to Wilder, open and adventurous. He wrote popular erotic gay works in the 1970s under the pseudonym Phil Andros. Wilder seems to have backed away from Steward after several awkward encounters. Intimate affection eventually became fond intellectual acquaintance.
Typical of some gay men of the era, Wilder preferred to play the role of the perennial Respectable Bachelor. Although he never publicly discussed his homosexuality, later in his life he is believed to have had discreet affairs with younger men. Despite his reticence concerning his sexuality, Wilder was a notably convivial man who enjoyed friendships with writers and actors and academics.
Wilder is the only writer to receive Pulitzer Prizes for both literature (The Bridge of San Luis Rey, 1927) and drama (Our Town, 1938; The Skin of Our Teeth, 1943).
During World War II, Wilder enlisted in the armed services, eventually becoming a Lieutenant Colonel in the Air Force. In the 1940s, Wilder also wrote the screenplay for Alfred Hitchcock's Shadow of a Doubt (1943).
After the war, he reworked an earlier play, The Merchant of Yonkers (1938), a comedy set in New York in the 1880s, that features the adventures of a neighborhood matchmaker, Dolly Levi, who eventually snares herself the perfect husband. It was not much of a success originally, but it became The Matchmaker (1955), a popular vehicle for Ruth Gordon, and it evolved into the even more popular Jerry Herman-Michael Stewart musical Hello, Dolly! (1964).
Thornton Wilder died on December 7, 1975. In Wilder's public and personal life, the "love that dared not speak its name" usually remained unspoken. One can only wonder whether he might have addressed more explicitly the question of homosexuality (and its repression) had he lived in a more tolerant time or place.
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1919 – Chavela Vargas is a household name in Mexico but many North Americans aren’t privy to one of the most passionate performers of the last century. The queer masculine-presenting singer was prized for her tragic, tearful emoting — her songs appear in Pedro Almodovar films like Flower of My Secret.
A late bloomer, perhaps, but what a flower — Chavela Vargas did not release her first album until she was 42, didn't come out as a lesbian until she was 81, and didn't debut at Carnegie Hall until she was 83.
What was she doing all those years before recording Noche de Bohemia in 1961? Well, she dressed as a man, often in her signature red jorongo, smoked cigars, drank heavily, and packed a pistol, so obviously she was busy with more than singing rancheras in the streets. And maybe she had an affair with famed Mexican painter, Frida Kahlo (as Josephine Baker had).
Since that first record, she has released more than eighty albums. Her great fame of the 1960s and 70s subsided when she retired to battle her alcoholism. She returned to performing at 72 in 1991 in Mexico City. Since then her music has been widely used in films and she has appeared singing in several movies including Almodovar's Flower of My Secret, Julie Taymor's Frida, and Alejandro Innartu's Babel.
Buy her, beware: The first time you hear Chavela unleash her power midway through the quiet Paloma Negra you might drop whatever you're holding. She died in 2012 at 93.
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Lindsay Anderson with Malcolm McDowell
1923 – Born: Film and stage director Lindsay Anderson (d.1994), a foundational figure in the "Free Cinema" movement of the 1950s, a group of British filmmakers who created low-scale realist works that focused on the ordinary or the socially marginalized, particularly the working class and the younger generation. A leader among such peers as Karel Reisz, Tony Richardson, Gavin Lambert, and John Schlesinger, Anderson was influential in shaping what now might well be considered the golden age of British cinema in the 1960s. Ironically, as a result of his independence and idealism, he directed relatively few major films, and both his professional and personal lives were affected by the repression and sublimation of his homosexuality.
Anderson was born in Bangalore, India, where his father was a captain in the British army. His family sent him to Cheltenham, an English private school, where he met his lifelong friend and colleague, Gavin Lambert, who like Anderson, was not only gay but would also enjoy a significant directorial career. Subsequently, Anderson attended Oxford University, where he specialized in Classics and later co-founded the film journal Sequence with Lambert. In his essays and reviews in Sequence and other journals, Anderson took aim against the conventions of contemporary British cinema, which tended to avoid controversy and favored the lives and loves of the upper middle class as its subject matter.
Anderson's first films were short semi-documentary studies, looking at the everyday activities of the lower classes. Yet while Anderson had paved the way for feature films about the lives of working-class individuals, such as those that Richardson, Reisz, and Schlesinger directed throughout the early 1960s, he left filmmaking in 1957, when he became a director at the Royal Court Theatre, London. In this capacity Anderson directed many major theatrical works, including the 1975 revival of Joe Orton's What the Butler Saw, the first unexpurgated performance of the play.
It was not until 1963, that he made his first feature film, This Sporting Life, which, in detailing the career of a young coal miner turned professional footballer, seemed to follow rather than lead then-current trends. As such, it was not a commercial success, yet it is significant inasmuch as its depiction of the frustration and the emotional and physical violence that characterize the lives of ostensibly heterosexual working-class men has an inescapable homoerotic undercurrent, as seen in the film's nude bathing scenes.
Many of these themes, although in a very different context, recur in Anderson's best known film, If... (1968). Set in a British private school--indeed, filmed at Cheltenham--the film explores the social fascism that is inculcated in such privileged institutions and ends with student rebels machine-gunning a school assembly. It is also noteworthy for its frank representation of homosexual relationships among the schoolboys.Although If... was well-received as a cinematic political statement in the zeitgeist of the late 1960s, Anderson's subsequent films, though often equally daring, fared less well. O Lucky Man! (1973), the second of a trilogy featuring the character Mick Travis, the protagonist of If... (played by Malcolm McDowell), is a rambling three-hour satire in the mode of Voltaire's Candide on the evils of military-industrial capitalism and scientific experimentation. Ambitious and idealistic, the film was nonetheless a commercial failure, and, as a result, Anderson had few offers or financial backers for subsequent film projects. The third film of the trilogy, the cult classic Britannia Hospital (1982), is a satire on the British national health service. During the 1970s and 1980s, Anderson continued to direct for the stage and directed a number of television plays.
On August 30, 1994, he died of a heart attack while in southern France. Despite Anderson's daring as a director, his recently published letters and Lambert's biography show a tormented man who struggled with his own sexuality. He tended to fall in love with his leading men, including Richard Harris, Albert Finney, and Malcolm McDowell, all of whom were heterosexual, married, and unattainable. His closest associates have speculated that his life was, for the most part, a celibate one. His films, in which homoerotic elements are often presented in a violent or disturbing manner, became the outlet for the desires he could not express in life.
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1943 – Tommy Nutter (d.1992), was a British tailor, famous for reinventing the Savile Row suit in the 1960s.
Born in Barmouth, Nutter initially studied plumbing, and then architecture, but he abandoned both aged 19 to study tailoring at the Tailor and Cutter Academy.
In the early 1960s he joined traditional tailors Donaldson, Williamson & Ward. After seven years, in 1969, he joined up with Edward Sexton, to open Nutters of Savile Row at No 35a Savile Row. They were financially backed by Cilla Black and her husband Bobby Willis, Managing Director of the Beatles' Apple Corps Peter Brown, and lawyer James Vallance-White.
The business was an immediate success, as Nutter combined traditional tailoring skills with innovative design. He designed for the Hardy Amies range, and then for the man himself. His clients included his investors, plus Sir Roy Strong, Mick Jagger, Bianca Jagger and Elton John. Nutter himself was most proud of the fact that, for the cover of The Beatles' album Abbey Road in 1969, he dressed three out of the four: George Harrison elected to be photographed on the road-crossing in denims.
In the 1970s he branched out into ready to wear clothing, marketed through Austin Reed. In 1976 Sexton bought Nutter out of the Business. Sexton continued to run Nutters of Savile Row until 1983, when Nutter returned to the row with a ready to wear shop: "Tommy Nutter, Savile Row". (This new venture, which traded at No 19 Savile Row until Tommy's death, was backed by J&J Crombie Limited, who continue to own the "Tommy Nutter" trademark.)
In the 1980s, he described his suits as a "cross between the big-shouldered Miami Vice look and the authentic Savile Row." He created the clothing of The Joker worn by Jack Nicholson in the 1989 film Batman.
Nutter died in 1992 at the Cromwell Hospital in London of complications from AIDS.
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1967 – About 150 people attended a public meeting in Wellington, New Zealand on 17 April 1967 to form a society to work for homosexual law reform. It called itself the Wolfenden Association, but it soon became the New Zealand Homosexual Law Reform Society. Lord Cobham, a former governor-general, was invited to become its patron. His letter to the society secretary, Jack Goodwin, declining patronage was blunt and expressed a common attitude:
'These people are mentally sick to as great an extent as, for example, people suffering from smallpox are sick. The whole problem of legalizing this offence seems to me to hinge upon the extent to which the disease is contagious.'
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2013 – Marriage equality passes in the New Zealand Parliament 77-44.
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sednonamoris · 2 years
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ghost story
known by law enforcement, civilians, and outlaws alike as ‘the ghost rider of new austin’, you join up with the van der linde gang in your youth. so begins a long and complicated history.
ch. 1 cloudburst
shot by a bounty hunter and left for dead, you’re saved by an unlikely pair in the dead of night.
ch. 2 gift horse
now healed, you plan out the job that will fulfill your life debt to these van der linde boys. what else would it be but stealing horses?
ch. 3 daddy’s got a gun
a job gone wrong, and a journey home gone worse.
ch. 4 drowning lessons
the hottest day of summer launches your friendship with john off the deep end.
ch. 5 raise a little hell
you, john, and arthur go out on the town after a successful score. of course you couldn’t leave it at just one drink.
ch. 6 american dreams
need, morality, and family are difficult to conceptualize in a life defined by crime, and your vision of the world has been shaped almost entirely by the van der linde gang.
ch. 7 stormchaser
abigail roberts joins the gang. your relationship with john is changed, maybe forever.
ch. 8 dear john
a year’s worth of letters, never sent.
ch. 9 hang ‘em high
a high stakes bank robbery forces you and john to confront exactly how close - and how far - you are from one another anymore.
ch. 10 a dark alley and a bad idea
after an argument with abigail, john goes into town to drink his worries away. as always you follow, and as always there's trouble - seems like you bring it with you wherever you go. 
ch. 11 sold down the river
the blackwater massacre, and the aftermath.
ch. 12 teeth
john never returns from his scouting trip. you, arthur, and javier seek him out through the snow.
ch. 13 through the valley and the vale
once dutch gets a train robbery out of his system and the snowmelt starts, the van der linde gang makes its way to horsehsoe overlook.
ch. 14 pony up
john and abigail continue to argue. you and jack are both stuck in the middle, so you make the best of it by teaching him to ride.
ch. 15 act the maggot
sean is rescued, and the gang celebrates his return the only way they know how - drinks all around.
ch. 16 life ain’t fair and the world is mean
arthur’s decision after meeting with mary linton again leaves you caught between a rock and a hard place.
ch. 17 once bitten
john and abigail’s relationship continues to deteriorate as arthur begins a clumsy courtship. you and john run off hunting to get away from it all, but things don’t exactly go to plan.
ch. 18 come all ye sinners
driven from camp in the aftershocks of an earth-shattering shift in john and abigail’s relationship, you find yourself in an unlikely situation with and even more unlikely friend. is there a way forward?
ch. 19 oil on troubled water
tensions are high between john and arthur. will collaborating on a train robbery bring them closer or tear them farther apart?
ch. 20 blood of the covenant
arthur and abigail make a promise. you and john have a chance to find out what that means for you, if you’re brave enough.
ch. 21 good, honest thieves
a fight with micah leads to a lecture from dutch. loyalty is exactly what you've been raised on, but to what? to whom? the answer seems to be john every time.
ch. 22 unbridled
a theft gone right and a deal gone wrong.
ch. 23 thunderstruck
a storm brews over your journey with john to meet an old friend and make a profit on the braithwaite horses. what will happen when lightning strikes?
ch. 24 working for the knife
you and john return to camp, where an unexpected crisis awaits.
ch. 25 arsonist’s lullaby
with sean dead and the confederate gold nowhere to be found, the braithwaites learn exactly why boys are off limits.
ch. 26 water of the womb
[coming soon]
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wondering (are you my best friend?)
@cycleprompttuesday: "friendship"
also on ao3
you needs to make friends, they say. it will help. it will make you more likeable.
you think:
wout, wrapping you in the biggest and warmest hug you've ever felt after a climb that made you feel like you were dying, squeezing the back of your neck and calling you “little guy” with eyes crinkled in a smile, sending you photos of jerome in a little yellow jersey
nathan, sitting on his bed in your shared hotel room as you unwind from the race in companionable silence, laughing and joking to raise your spirits during another interminable sprint stage, calling you with a soft voice and reassuring words from a hospital bed when your world is falling apart
sepp, talking your ear off about this or that with bright eyes and animated hands and american phrases that you don’t understand, rubbing your back as you slump exhaustedly over your handlebars after a stage, begging you to come to andorra to visit “even though you’ll take all my koms”
not like that, they say. those are your teammates. that’s different.
you think:
michael, grinning at you across the counter at the fish factory before flicking cold water in your face, ruffling your hair and buying you a beer to celebrate your first professional contract, calling you after you win the tour the first time to brag about having noticed you first
mads, cursing up a storm on live tv but making you smile brighter than the sun, one arm around your back and whispering stupid jokes to you on the balcony in front of half a million people, showing up on your doorstep unannounced with a case of beer and an easy grin
mattias, cocking an eyebrow and challenging you to race to the top of yet another swiss mountain, outdrinking all of you on a night when strictly speaking you shouldn’t be drinking at all, laughing at your hair and tugging on it where it sticks out the slats of your helmet
not like that, they say. those are your countrymen. that’s different.
you think:
tadej, smiling and laughing and fistbumping at every starting line, texting you after every win to congratulate you and to promise another battle, practically begging you to come to lombardia, to flanders, to la flèche wallonne because “we will have fun, won’t we?”
remco, joking with you before each stage and pretending to throw his bike as you cross the line, texting you weird memes in dutch that you don't understand but laugh at anyway, at the after-party taking ridiculous drunken selfies that should never see the light of day
primož, inviting you to come to monaco "just like old times, eh?", slapping you on the back with a genuine smile and promising not to go easy on you in july, greeting you at the starting line with a quick grin and an eyebrow raised in challenge
not like that, they say. those are your rivals. that’s different.
you think:
different from what?
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Candle's Whumptober Masterlist
Posting this to pin before tomorrow as a tumblr place to keep all the links together
Day 1 - Safety Net
Friend Material - Jamie gets beaten up, lies to Ted about why he is hurt, Dani comes to try and help him feel better but ends up leading a seminar on the magic of friendship
“I do, get that,” Dani began. He kept his voice quiet and soft like he was talking to a skittish racehorse not a premier league footballer. “I prefer to think of it like a safety net. You hope to never need it but when you need it most it is there to catch you. Friends should always catch you when you need it most.”
Day 2 - "They don't care about you."
Snap Chapter 3 - Jane kicks Beard out and he calls Jamie for a drink together to take his mind off it
Day 3 - Broken
A Treatment Room Doors Moment Chapter 1 - What if Roy was the one to see James Tartt Sr throw a boot at his son? It would have gone a lot differently
Sometimes it is the smallest of moments that change lives. That moment could be catching a train or it could be viewed through the window of a Treatment Room door.
In one scenario, an American in London stumbles upon an old protégé in a perilous situation facing down his own blood. The American walks away, that moment is seemingly forgotten but it shapes both their lives in seen and unseen ways.
In one scenario, a veteran of the sport has played his last as the young starlet contemplates his future while faced with his past. One rescues the other, leading to their fates being intertwined.
We've seen how the first scenario plays out. This story follows what might have happened if it had been the second instead.
Day 4 - "You in there?"
Have You Noticed You Are Breathing Chapter 7 - Jamie overexerted himself the night before and struggles to sleep with the pain and whirring of his brain. Ted recruits David Attenborough, Henry Lasso and some cute hamsters to help him make Jamie feel better
Day 5 - "You better pray I don't get up this time around."
Maybe Next Time He'll Think Chapter 1 - Jamie takes in his dad after he leaves rehab but they get into an argument and Jamie hospitalises his dad. He calls Keeley for help and she has to deal with the consequences
The reconciliation between the Tartt men had been a constant worry in the back of Keeley's mind. She compared it to a ticking time bomb. You didn't know when it was going to go but it would and it never let you forget it.
She didn't think that Jamie would be the one to blow though
Day 6 - Recording
Dutch Courage Ch3 - Jamie starts to let other people in and return to life as normal as others realise what Jamie is going through. However a spanner is thrown into the works when Jamie recieves a video from his stalker
Day 7 - Radio Silence
Missing in Play Action - Ted leaves to go play in the MLS after Ted says no to taking him back to Richmond. He cuts off all contact and seems to be a shadow of himself. Keeley tasks Ted and Beard with going and checking in on him
Ted hadn't thought about Jamie Tartt since that ill fated night in the Crown and Anchor where he turned Jamie away. When Keeley wants Ted to check on a friend who is ghosting her while he's over the pond back in the USA, he doesn't plan on mending bridges but it's a good job he always has his hammer ready to go.
Day 8 - Overcrowded ER
Roll Call Chapter 2 - Dani and Colin arrive at the hospital. In the chaos Colin tries to communicate with Richmond but Dani has a bad concussion and needs his friend.
Day 9 - "You're a liar."
A Treatment Room Doors Moment Chapter 2 - Roy deals with the aftermath of his injury. Jamie deals with the aftermath of his altercation with his father. Corwin has to deal with both of them, the poor soul. But Roy and Jamie somehow find some comfort in each other.
Day 10 - Aftermath of Failure
Where the Hell is the Karma? Chapter 3 - Roy panics and tries to hold together the Richmond crew as the police search for the missing Jamie Tartt
Day 11 - Captivity
Where the Hell is the Karma? Chapter 2 - Jamie is taken in the boot of his own car by Bug and Denbo. He is locked in a basement room where time passes and he starts to panic that no one is looking for him. Because surely they would have found him by now ... Right?
Day 12 - Insomnia
One Step Out of Time Chapter 1 - Jamie panics when his dad gets out of rehab. Roy does everything he can try and get Jamie to just go to sleep!
Jamie thought he was rebuilding a relationship with his father. He thought he would be fine when James Tartt Sr was back out into the world as a free sober man. Jamie was wrong on all counts. Now Jamie can't sleep no matter what he tries and why is Roy being so goddamn nice to him all of a sudden?
Jamie explores his relationship with his father, his relationship with his Roy and his relationship with the concept of a relationship all while trying to hold onto his own sanity
Day 13 - "I don't feel so good."
Roll Call Chapter 3 - Sam contends with a dislocated shoulder and tries tog et himself to hospital. Colin struggles with having to be the responsible one and Sam battles the trolls
Day 14 - "Just hold on"
Maybe Next Time He'll Think Ch2 - Jamie is released on bail and ... doesn’t handle it well. Keeley overworks. Beard is the only rational person in this whole house and Doc Sharon sets everyone on the right path
Day 15 - "I'm fine."
Snap Chapter 5 - Jamie calls a meeting but Beard struggles with always being the bridesmaid to Ted's bride after Ted's funeral based breakdown
Day 16 - "Just lie with me and forget the world"
Make Me Fret Chapter 4 - Jamie is released from hospital and has to hide out at Roy's to avoid the vultures. Rupert loses everything but still tries to turn his army of keyboard wankers on Jamie. All Jamie wants is to get back out on the pitch and prove everyone wrong
Day 17 - "Leave me alone"
Like a Black Hole - Jamie's POV of his return to Man City as he implodes
Jamie really feels like he's turned a corner at AFC Richmond and maybe this is his chance to grow like Ted wanted him to.
Then the rug gets pulled out from underneath him
Day 18 - "I tend to deflect when I am feeling threatened"
Snap Chapter 4 - Jamie is getting fed up of being the Richmond whipping boy and wants to be able to snark back ... but he's worried about finding the line between banter and prickdom
Day 19 - "I'm not as stupid as you think I am."
Forgetting How These Things Always Go - Jamie is still around Richmond for Nate's tough love speech and gets teased for being a "weak little baby". He doesn't take it well
Roy doesn't know what to think when the kitman starts roasting the team he works for with the permission of their coach. But the one thing he does know is Jamie does not react to it well
Day 20 - Found Family
It Takes a Village (or a Professional Football Team) - Roy is ill and cannot attend Phoebe's Cup Final. Jamie organises it so that Roy can watch and the whole Richmond crew come down to support her
Roy Kent is sick, Ruth O'Sullivan is at work, Phoebe O'Sullivan has a very important cup final. With both of Jamie's favourite Kents sad, he needs to come up with a plan to make sure this day is the best it can be. This is a job for Uncle Jamie.
Day 21 - Restraints
Where the Hell is the Karma? Chapter 1 - Jamie is kidnapped by Bug and Denbo when they try to rob his house to get money
He had been at Ola’s with Sam. Sam was one of the only teammates that had stayed in London and was just doing admin at the restaurant so Jamie, being the clingy little shit he was, just went to go bless Sam with his presence. It was late when the taxi pulled up and Jamie was tired and ready for bed. He unlocked his door, turned to bolt it and then black.
Bug and Denbo look for an easy pay day robbing the son of their friend and end up with Jamie in peril, none of his friends aware enough to help and no one with a clue how to get out of this situation with their sanity, limbs and freedom intact
Day 22 - Vehicular Accident
Roll Call Chapter 1 - The Richmond team bus is involved in a major collision. Colin is the least hurt of all the first team and has to deal with the aftermath
Colin heard the accident before he saw it. “Fucking idiot,” Jeff cursed from the back of the bus. Before Colin could turn there was an almighty crunch followed by an ear-splitting tearing sound. Colin’s head snapped to the side with a jerk and he felt weightless for a moment. Time slowed. The bus skidded.
AFC Richmond end up in a bus accident on the way to a game and Colin has to contend with the near death of his closest friends
Day 23 - Stalking
Dutch Courage Chapter 1 - Jamie has been dealing with having a stalker. Everyone tells him it is fine apart from Jan Maas who takes him home to keep him safe.
Jan Maas is well aware of the ways his teammates can be idiots but this was a new low. Sitting around assuming everything would be ok when a crazed fan has been following your every moment and apparently knows where you live ... Jamie had lost his mind!
Day 24 - Neglect
Gonna Know My Name Chapter 1 - Baby!Jamie meets his hero Roy Kent realising that he is his best friend's uncle. Roy starts to learn a bit more about Jamie and gets suspicious of his home life
Roy Kent meets a child prodigy at his outreach day at Phoebe's school and is immediately fascinated with his niece's new best friend. When it turns out the young family is struggling, Roy can relate more than they think and decides to lend a hand adding to his small family.
Day 25 - Panic
Make Me Fret Chapter 3 - Roy is convinced by the war room that he is the best option to tell Jamie that his accident wasn't an accident. Jamie panics and takes it badly
Day 26 - "You look awful"
Where the Hell is the Karma? Ch5 - Jamie reunites with his family and friends in Manchester. Recovery is a long frustrating road for all out of Jamie, Roy, Georgie and Simon including steps forward and paparazzi induced set backs
Day 27 - "Let me see."
Dutch Courage Chapter 2 - Jamie settles in to Jan's house. The team continue to be lax about Jamie's safety, the stalker escalates and Jamie ain't no snitch
Day 28 - "You'll have to go through me."
Call a Responsible Adult (you promised) - James Tartt Sr makes an appearance and beats up Jamie while he is looking after Phoebe. Phoebe calls Roy to come save Jamie
Jamie is asked to pick Phoebe up from school while her mother and uncle are working. Jamie's father is released from rehab without Jamie being informed. Together these facts spell disaster.
Day 29 - "I only sink deeper, the deeper I think"
Thuiskomen - Jamie spirals worrying about meeting his boyfriend's parents for the first time
Jan wants his long term boyfriend Jamie to come to the Netherlands to meet his family for Christmas. Initially Jamie panics and ropes in Roy to pull him out of the destructive thought spiral but in the end all he needs to do is take a leap of faith.
Day 30 - "Its ok to say I'm not ok"
It's Not Lost, You Just Don't Know Where It's Gone - Roy torments Jamie on another bike ride confessing that it is the anniversary of his grandad's death and he regrets burning Blankie. Turns out that Jamie accidentally saved Blankie but didn't know this old blanket was important to anyone
Roy and Jamie go cycling again when Roy is struggling with his feelings. Their chat turns to nostalgia and thinking about that ghost fire. Roy tells Jamie about the blanket he regrets burning ... which puts Jamie in an awkward situation for many reasons. 1) Jamie didn't burn the boots his mum gave him 2) And he just lied to Roy about that 3) Roy's blanket didn't burn either 4) And he's just lied to Roy about that as well
Day 31 - "Take it easy"
A Lasso Tartt Kent Jones Sutton O'Sullivan Welton Beard Family Christmas Chapter 1 - This is the first Christmas with all parts of Jamie's family together, and so he has multiple panic attacks about it
Jamie Tartt wants to bring together his new and old family for the festive season. It somehow ends with all the people that have come to care about Jamie coming together in celebration.
Despite that ... Jamie is stressed
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Oh Jesus Christ, not the "they scalped people" argument again. Why do these dickheads always bring up scalpings like some sort of gotcha...
Hey, quick question: am I now allowed to hold "your ancestors blood-eagled their victims" over every WASP I see? No real reason I'm asking, just out of curiosity.
Every single time someone mentions indigenous violence in a bid to make the public consider the indigenous tribes of history morally gray, I guarantee you it is not to point out how indigenous societies are complex, because the thought typically ends on a commonly-recognized image of indigenous brutality: scalpings, Aztec human sacrifice, slavery, tribal wars.
Others' understanding of our history stops at ancient acts of violence to which we must forever be chained. Even though, according to that logic, we ought to hold modern-day Romans accountable for how their ancestors horrifically crucified people.
Indigenous acts of peace, coexistence, and alliance, on the other hand, are conveniently and routinely ignored. None of you in this Chili's have heard of the Two-Row wampum and it shows. I have legit never heard a single non-Native bring it up, mostly because people in general have never heard of it. And the reason they've never heard of it is because it doesn't fit this presupposed narrative of pre-colonial Indians being anything less than warmongering savages.
We're rarely portrayed as "complex" as in "created a society with such little rape that it shocked European colonists." Never complex as in "struck a treaty of friendship and trust with Dutch settlers where we call each other 'brother' instead of 'father' and 'son': an agreement to coexist in peace following many frustrated attempts at communication." No, it's always "complex" as in: "Don't forget they used to scalp people, too! Did you forget? Let me remind you for the 1,000th fucking time, just in case you were inclined to think of Native people as able to ~behave themselves~ for two seconds. I am certain my insistence on using the visceral imagery of scalpings carries no racist overtones whatsoever. What do you mean, more white people scalped Indians than Indians scalped other Indians because they were selling that shit to the government for sport? INDIANS WERE NOT UWU SMOL BEANS EITHER, YOU KNOW."
Furthermore, I can't help but notice folks use violence as a way of making us seem more human… as if there is no other way of humanizing us in the eyes of others. Violence is the only language violence recognizes. And it is a way of dismissing our genocide via colonialism by implying we deserved it somehow. Because we were not "perfect" victims, it lifts the burden of conscience from people's minds.
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"Native American cultures had plenty of interpersonal violence. In what is now the eastern US, competition over land led often to warfare, and in eastern North America, captives were routinely tortured to death, with the entire community participating in that torture, which was seen as a chance for the captive to demonstrate stoicism that reflected well on their own people, while at the same time giving the torturers the opportunity for revenge."
pLeNtY oF iNtErPeRsOnAl ViOlEnCe, as if that A.) is in any way comparable to colonialism and B.) means anything when history has proven that we were frequently capable of cohabitation and settling our differences without bloody conflict.
You seem to have missed the point that Native tribes formed alliances just as often as they warred. The Haudenosaunee may be the most famous, but there are multiple inter-tribal alliances throughout history. They just don't get a lot of press. Because why would they. They contradict your mental image of Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom Aztecs ripping the hearts out of people's chests.
Also, the Haudenosaunee? The People of the Longhouse? The Six Nations, formerly known as the Five Nations? Haʔ Akunęhsyę̀·niʔ hęʔ? We're still here. As in today. Right now. Always been here. Never went anywhere. Never going anywhere. That's more than can be said for other historical alliances.
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You're not saying anything new by saying people have always been violent towards one another. No shit, Sherlock, part of the origin story of the Haudenosaunee is that the Five Nations used to fight each other. The violence of our past is not news to us, and treating us as though we act as though we're somehow hiding that part of our history in order to present the world a squeaky-clean image is to treat us as though we are as equally ignorant as you. Therefore the only possible thing you could be saying here is "It's okay, they really were savages." And no one in this Chili's ever really seems to consider that, from our perspective, the colonists were just as violent as we were, if not more. To the point where us ~violent savages~ took notice and commented on it. We don't call George Washington "the town destroyer" because he rolled up into town saying pretty please.
You realize the flaw in your logic? We were violent and imperialistic just like every other group in history, and that's grounds enough to dismiss anything we say on the matters of white supremacy and imperialism. But if the colonists were acting such fools that even we were like "damn, dude," then just how violent and imperialistic could we have been, really? And what does it say, then, that the colonists never had their "damn, dude" moment when it came to our genocide?
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People who have beef with "Turtle Island" are so weird, dude. It's just a name. Nobody's insisting it's this place's only name and that everyone has to use it. The other person decided to use it once and you're all "nOt aLl InDiAnS" about it. Okay.
Yeah no, you don't give a shit about Salish, Seminole, Nahua, or Navajo views of the world because you don't actually tell us what they call the world. You're just using them as rhetorical chess pieces. In case you're confused about the context, the OP of the post I screenshotted created the above reblog as a response to this portion of another's post:
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And while, yes, this is a tad reductive and does not reflect the experiences of all Native tribes across the continent (who's treating who like the monolith again, OP? hmm), it also carries a grain of truth which would be equally disingenuous to ignore. When the colonists first began living among the Haudenosaunee, they were surprised by the zero amounts of rape they saw. I am not exaggerating that number. They looked, but they did not see a single rape in their time there. The most damning conclusion you should take away from that is not that a lack of rape is a random fluke of an otherwise dark human nature; it's that the colonists had been expecting rape as a natural matter of course and were surprised to see its dearth among a society they assumed to be more "primitive" than theirs. Rather than reflect on their beliefs and perhaps do some soul-searching on why they expected to see rape everywhere they fucking went, they shrugged and were like "idk dude." (The men did, at least. The women noted the disparity in how they were treated, and thus the seeds for suffrage were planted.) They did not seem to realize that the reason rape was so prevalent in their culture was because rape is the byproduct of a societal attitude which treats people like possessions. Remove the dehumanization and you eliminate a lot of the impetus for rape.
The Haudenosaunee's lack of rape is due to a variety of factors. One among them being that women are considered people first and foremost, not objects, and another being that Haudenosaunee culture does not allow the kind of fuckery that enables abuse. If a man hit his wife, he would see his things strewn outside the Longhouse door the next day, and he was fully expected to pack up and leave without protest. Our society takes measures to ensure abuse is not tolerated at a material level that engenders Actual Consequences for the abuser. If you prove unable to treat people with a baseline level of respect, you have no business being part of society to begin with. By contrast, Christianity made divorce nearly impossible and thus trapped many women in abusive marriages. This worldview heavily colors Western perceptions of Haudenosaunee culture to this day, and "women have an equal say in how things are run"/"we are matrilineal" tends to be misinterpreted as "they are a matriarchal society (read: patriarchy except Uno-reversed)" and "women wear the pants." In reality, our society is gender equitable. Women only seem to "have power" when they have a say and your baseline perspective is "women ought to have no say."
Re. scalping, another popular refrain of the "um, ackshually" crowd. As I have said earlier in this post, more Indians were scalped by white people than white people were scalped by Indians and Indian-Indian scalpings put together. White people sold Indian scalps to the government, yet no one ever brings that up in discussions of this ilk. Gee, I wonder why.
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"The US is not a monolith" - Cry me a river. The government killed 95% of us regardless of who we were or where we were from. The colonists might have deemed some tribes more "civilized" than others, but you have to keep in mind that it was a divide-and-conquer tactic. Their paying lip service to some tribes' supposed "civility" didn't prevent them from attempting to kill and/or assimilate all of them.
"Which part of the US?" - You are being obtuse. The federal government. The elected body chosen to represent this country and its interests. The government that made us move to inhospitable climes and then forbade us from moving anywhere else, ripped children out of their homes, placed them in residential schools and beat the language out of them. The structures they erected which operate on indigenous oppression to this day.
Our genocide never stopped, by the way. It just donned a fancier-looking suit. Instead of kidnapping children and sticking them in boarding schools, social services simply invent bullshit reasons to take kids away from their parents so they can be placed in the foster system and lose their culture. They criminalize poverty and wonder why Indians are suicidal. They do nothing about missing and murdered indigenous people. They send bodybags instead of clean water or masks. This world makes it almost impossible to be indigenous and then blames Indians for not trying hard enough. We mention white supremacy because the US cannot exist as it is today without our genocide. Manifest Destiny was a deliberate project of white supremacy, and our elimination through death or force was regarded as the ultimate "solution" to the "Indian problem." It was all very much intentional.
The government will never acknowledge it as such, however, because acknowledging it requires them to admit on some level that the country's very foundations are illegal.
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someone   should   restrain   me   ,   i'll   be   happy   in   the   mad   house   ...   i'm   at   the   pity   party   of   my   dreams   .
◜    &. ›    𝙳𝙾𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙴𝚁    。
𝗼𝗻𝗲:    𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘤    𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯    .
        full    name:    jillyan   melanie   murphy.  alias:    jilly    (    preferred    name    )    ,    hannah   montana    (    alias   during   stint   with   disney    ).    age:    twenty    six.  date    of    birth:    july    twenty   third.  place    of    birth:    green   bay    ,    wisconsin.  hometown:    tarzana   ,   los   angeles    ,    california.    current    residence:    calabasas    ,    los    angeles    ,    california.    nationality:    american.    languages    spoken:   english. gender:    cis    woman.    pronouns:    she    /    her.    orientation:    pansexual    ,    panromantic.    relationship    status:    single.  education:    finished   homeschooling   at   sixteen   years   old.    occupation:    child   star   ,   popstar   ,   actress.
        𝘁𝘄𝗼:    𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺    𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴    .
        ethnicity:    german   ,   scottish   ,   english   ,   austrian   ,   irish   ,   dutch.  financial    status:    upper    class. father:    fabian   murphy.  nationality:    canadian    -    american.    occupation:    businessman   ,   owner   of   murphy   inc.    mother:    lena   andersson    (    formerly    murphy   &   king    )    .    nationality:    american.    occupation:    new   york   times   best   selling   author.   step   -   mother:   natasha   murphy   (   formerly   rocha   ).   nationality:   american.   occupation:   public   relations   manager.   former   step   -   father:   chadwick   king.   nationality:   american.   occupation:   actor.   step   -   father:   neels   andersson.   nationality:   swedish.   occupation:   reality   television   producer.   siblings:    two   younger   half   brothers   (   maternal   ,   surname   king   )   ,   one   younger   half   sister   (   maternal   ,   surname   andersson   )   ,   one   younger   half   brother   (   paternal   ,   surname   murphy   )   ,   one   younger   half   sister   (   paternal   ,   surname   murphy   ).  pets:    bella   -   a   tan   and   white   corgi   puppy.    deeper    dive:    click    here.
        𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗲𝗲:    𝘱𝘩𝘺𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭   ��&    𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺    𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘴    .
        height:    4    foot    11    inches.    weight:    108    pounds.    hair:    naturally    brunette    ,    that   she   dyes   blonde   ,   long   and   wavy   flowing   down   to   the   middle   of   her   back.  eyes:    big   blue   eyes.    voice:    a   little   raspy   at   times   but   overall   smooth   -   feminine   tone.  traits:    friendly   ,   compasionate   ,   insightful   ,   stubborn   ,   blunt   ,   unruly   ,   critical.    zodiac:    leo.  deadly    sin:    gluttony.  heavenly    virtue:    humility.    character    parallels:    tba.
        ◜    &. ›    𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺𝙶𝚁𝙾𝚄𝙽𝙳    。
fabian  and  lena  murphy  were  not  a  story  that  ended  in  a  traditional  happily  ever  after  .  while  they  did  get  married  it  was  short  lived  ,  divorcing  just  under  a  year  of  marriage  .  shortly  after  their  divorce  lena  found  out  she  was  pregnant  .  fabian  stood  up  to  the  plate  and  in  the  nine  months  leading  up  to  the  birth  of  their  little  girl  the  pair  managed  to  build  quite  a  friendship  --  that  was  all  it  would  ever  be  though  ,  a  friendship  .  jillyan  was  born  on  a  sunny  day  in  july  ,  her  parents  had  agreed  rather  easily  on  joint  custody  .  an  even  split  in  time  with  their  daughter  :  week  days  with  her  mom  ,  weekends  and  most  of  summer  vacation  with  her  dad  ,  holiday's  were  split  evenly  .  family  vacations  were  planned  together  ,  despite  both  her  parents  having  new  spouses  and  even  child  within  those  new  relationships  .  she  had  a  massive  family  growing  up  and  she  loved  every  second  of  it  --  fabian  and  lena  had  created  their  own  version  of  happily  ever  after  just  for  jillyan  . 
her  childhood  was  one  she  cherishes  now  looking  back  ,  her  siblings  were  built  in  best  friends  for  her  and  she  had  both  loving  parents  and  step  -  parents  .  it  was  her  step  -  father  ,  chad  ,  a  retired  hollywood  actor  ,  who  was  presented  with  an  opportunity  for  jillyan  when  she  was  just  thirteen  .  an  audition  for  a  new  disney  show  ,  that  was  slated  to  be  a  big  hit  --  a  pipeline  to  stardom  .  the  entire  family  made  the  trip  from  the  midwest to  los  angeles  for  the  audition  .  it  went  well  but  they  said  they'd  needed  them  to  stay  for  an  extra  week  just  run  through  chemistry  reads  .  at  the  end  of  the  week  they  returned  back  home  without  many  answers  .  jillyan's  newfound  dream  left  in  limbo  for  the  next  few  weeks  until  her  step  -  dad  recieved  the  call  during  family  dinner  :  jillyan  would  be  hannah  montana  (  and  her  step  father  would  inevitably  play  the  role  of  her  dad  on  the  show  )  .  in  just  a  months  time  both  sides  of  her  family  were  moving  from  their  homes  in  green  bay  ,  wisconsin  to  los  angeles  ,  california  .  both  her  parents  houses  in  the  same  neighborhood  ,  she  could  literally  look  out  the  front  door  and  wave  to  her  dad  from  her  mom's  house  and  vice  versa  .  it  was  perfect  in  jillyan's  eyes  .
from  the  outside  looking  in  it  all  could  seem  like  a  dream  come  true  and  in  many  ways  ,  she  was  aware  anyone  would've  killed  to  be  in  her  position  but  when  you  have  a  call  time  of  5:30am  ,  followed  by  hair  and  make  up  ,  broadcast  appearance  at  7am  ,  an  interview  at  7:45am  ,  another  interview  at  8:30am  ,  followed  by  ...  another  interview  at  9:15am  ,  a  meeting  with  editors  directly  after  ,  a  lunch  interview  alongside  her  step  -  father  ,  a  father  -  daughter  magazine  photoshoot  ,  an  after school  special  interview  at  6pm  ,  last  interview  of  the  day  happening  at  6:45pm  ,  then  having  to  be  on  set  the  next  day  for  14  hours  it  takes  a  toll  on  anyone  ,  especially  a  13  year  old  girl  --  this  would  go  on  to  be  jillyan's  life  for  four  years  .  her  life  wasn't  hers  anymore  ,  it  belonged  to  disney  ,  and  asking  for  a  break  or  a  day  off  was  never  an  option  ,  labeled  ungrateful  or  a  brat  if  the  words  ever  so  much  as  left  her  mouth  .
it  was  around  16  that  jillyan  realized  she  didn't  want  to  have  to  play  up  this  perfect  role  model  act  anymore  ,  her  life  wasn't  perfect  --  a  far  stretch  from  it  and  she  didn't  feel  as  though  it  was  right  that  girls  and  kids  across  the  world  looked  up  to  her  of  all  people  .  she'd  started  smoking  at  14  ,  was  given  medication  on  early  morning  shoots  to  "  wake  her  up  "  ,  and  was  likely  the  most  underpaid  individual  on  disney  channel  despite  being  trotted  out  as  one  of  the  faces  of  the  channel  .  it  was  in  2014  when  the  show  would  be  ending  ,  that  jillyan  finally  saw  the  light  at  the  end  of  the  tunnel  .  she  could  finally  go  on  to  be  herself  ,  do  what  she  wanted  to  .  then  ,  she  learned  her  step  -  father  had  signed  a  contract  just  days  before  the  premiere  of  the  last  episode  to  have  her  do  two  hannah  montana  movies  and  a  tour  .  feeling  like  an  animal  trapped  in  a  cage  with  all  eyes  on  her  at  that  point  ,  it  was  only  inevitable  her  view  on  her  life   and  her  step  -  father's  intentions  finally  shifted  :  hannah  montana  was  his  ticket  back  into  the  lime  light  ,  he  simply  refused  to  let  it  go  and  disney  refused  to  let  go  of  the  face  that  had  carried  their  brand  for  nearly  half  a  decade  .  if  she  allowed  them  to  continue  to  control  her  life  ,  she'd  be  trapped  in  this  hannah  montana  persona  forever  .     
throughout  shooting  for  the  hannah  montana  movie  ,  she  would  be  late  to  set  ,  visibly  hungover  or  even  some  days  still  intoxicated  from  whatever  antics  she'd  gotten  up  the  night  before  .  life  at  home  was  splittering  and  she  was  often  spending  more  of  her  time  at  her  dad's  house  than  her  mom's  merely  to  get  away  from  her  step  -  father  who  she'd  fall  into  vicious  arguments  with whenever  they  were  together  .  she  was  entirely  drained  and  was  willing  to  do  just  about  anything  to  get  disney  to  drop  her  :  walking  out  of  interviews  ,  cussing  out  executives  ,  actively  speaking  out  against  disney  and  even  stating  on  a  late  night  talk  show  just  days  after  the  movie  had  been  released  "  i  hate  her  [  hannah  montana  ]  ,  the  whole  thing  is  stupid  ...  i  feel  trapped  ,  suffocated  even  "  .  the  treatment  she  received  after  these  antics  from  disney  was  nothing  less  than  illegal  in  a  work  setting  .  her  team  ,  blinded  by  the  disney  affect  blamed  one  person  and  person  only  for  jillyan's  attempts  at  rebellion  ,  her  co  -  star  on  the  hannah  montana  movie  .  he  was  bad  news  ,  ruining  her  reputation  ,  all  things  they'd  attempted  to  convice  her  but  to  her  it  only  felt  like  them  attempting  to  control  another  aspect  of  her  life  :  so  she  fired  them  ,  every  last  person  on  her  team  . 
it  was  in  early  2016  ,  exactly  a  week  before  rehearsals  for  another  hannah  tour  was  set  that  her  parents  stepped  in  (  finally  )  ,  and  put  her  into  rehab  .  it  would  later  come  out  that  she'd  landed  in  the  hospital  just  the  night  before  from  over consumption  of  drugs  and  alcohol  .  she  spent  just  under  a  year  in  a  rehab  facility  in  arizona  and  throughout  that  time  :  disney  had  finally  let  go  of  their  leash  on  her  and  pulled  the  contract  ,  her  mother  had  divorced  her  step  -  father  ,  and  jillyan  had  started  writing  her  own  music  to  finally  be  able  to  hear  her  own  voice  .  when  she  was  finally  released  from  rehab  ,  her  new  team  wanted  to get  her  back  out  there  but  in  a  new  way  .  she  listened  ,  not  because  she  thought  it  was  what  was  best  for  her  but  because  she'd  never  known  how  to  make  her  own  decisions  ...  disney  and  her  step  -  father  had  done  it  all  for  so  much  of  her  life  ,  she  felt  entirely  like  a  fish  out  of  water  despite  being  in  hollywood  for  the  better  part  of  her  life  .  she  signed  on  to  be  harley  quinn  in  suicide  squad  not  even  a  month  after  leaving  rehab  .  diving  into  that  character  immediately  .  once  again  not  affording  herself  the  chance  to  just  simply  be  jillyan  murphy  .  the  character  of  harley  took  a  toll  on  an  already  fragile  19  year  old  .  falling  into  a  string  of  incredibly  public  and  toxic  relationships  in  such  a  short  time  span  ,  partying  ,  and  inevitably  relapsing  .  in  a  sick  twist  of  events  ,  life  repeated  itself  ,  this  time  she  admitted  herself  into  rehab  .  admitting  to  the  workers  while  in  a  fit  of  tears  that  she  was  ,  "  afraid  i'm  a  danger  to  myself  "  .  during  this  stint  she  managed  ,  with  the  help  of  her  team  ,  to  release  her  first  album  ,  as  jillyan  murphy  no  alter  ego  no  big  brand  behind  it  . 
after  eight  months  of  bettering  herself  ,  she  left  rehab  for  what  she  has  since  promised  herself  ,  the  last  time  .  from  that  day  to  now  ,  she's  had  an  on  call  therapist  ,  who  she  sees  atleast  once  a  week  (  on  harder  weeks  the  visits  can  be  anywhere  to  3  -  4  days  a  week  )  .  while  still  in  contract  to  play  harley  quinn  ,  she  worked  with  the  studio  to  allow  her  the  time  she  needed  to  not  work  and  simply  carve  her  own  way  through  adulthood  .  even  going  as  far  as  not  going  on  tour  for  the  album  she'd  released  ,  biting  the  monetary  penalties  that  came  from  the  label  for  the  sake  of  her  own  mental  health  .  she  spent  the  year  after  rehab  with  family  and  friends  ,  writing  songs  and  simply living  her  life  to  the  beat  of  her  own  drum  for  the  first  time  in  her  life  .  
jillyan  returned  to  work  and  hollywood  in  2019  .  this  new  version  of  her  ,  the  real  her  ,  was  a  tough  pill  for  the  public  to  swallow  .  much  more  honest  and  critical  of  the  business  ,  there  was  virtually  no  one  set  in  place  to  keep  her  in  line  and  filter  what  she  said  and  while  some  found  that  to  be  a  shame  ,  it  was  what  she  needed  ,  the  only  thing  she'd  ever  craved  :  freedom  to  be  herself  . 
  ◜    &. ›    𝙷𝙴𝙰𝙳𝙲𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽𝚂    。
coming soon ... probably .
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FULL   NAME.   jamie   white    NICKNAME(S).   jay AGE.   31 DATE   OF   BIRTH.   9th   october,   1992 HOMETOWN.   auckland,   new   zealand
NATIONALITY.   new   zealander GENDER.   cismale PRONOUNS.   he   /   him SEXUAL   /   ROMANTIC   ORIENTATION.   bisexual   /   bi   romantic RELIGION.   christian   (   non   practicing   ) OCCUPATION(S).   professional   wrestler LANGUAGES   SPOKEN.   english   ,   dutch   ,   french
TATTOOS.   none SCARS.   none   out   of   the   ordinary SLEEPING   HABITS.   6   /   10 EMOTIONAL   STABILITY.   5   /   10 ALCOHOL   USE.   rarely
POSITIVE   TRAITS.   always   got   a   joke   on   his   lips   ,   stands   behind   his   opinion   ,   tidy   ,   rational   and   intelligent NEGATIVE   TRAITS.   holds   grudges   for   a   long   time   ,   dry   and   sarcastic   ,   detaches   emotionally   ,   provocative FEARS.   fear   of   getting   injured   ,   fear   of   being   abandoned HOBBIES.   farming   /   gardening HABITS.   calling   people   ‘   mister   /   miss   ‘   ,   prefers   flying   over   driving   ,   wakes   up   at   7   am   on   his   days   off   ,   runs   his   hand   over   his   beard
FAVORITE   WEATHER.   sunshine FAVORITE   COLOR.   green FAVORITE   INSTRUMENT.   electric   guitar FAVORITE   BEVERAGE.   beer FAVORITE   FOOD.   roasted   chicken FAVORITE   ANIMAL.   dogs FAVORITE   SONG.   my   evil   ways   – the   nearly   deads FAVORITE   MOVIE.   american   psycho
BIOGRAPHY.   his   home   here   in   los   angeles   was   nothing   like   the   dorm   he’d   lived   in   in   japan   .   it   wasn’t   similar   to   his   apartment   in   london   either   .   the   lack   of   personal   items   had   not   gone   unnoticed   when   greg   had   visited   him   and   before   it’d   been   pointed   out   he   had   barely   taken   notice   of   it   .   home   wasn’t   really   home   anyway   –   not   just   because   more   time   was   spent   on   airplanes   and   long   drives   than   actual   downtime   .   nah   .   adulthood   had   long   replaced   interests   of   a   younger   jamie   .   friendships   that   had   lived   for   years   had   been   silenced   by   the   pace   of   business   ,   so   had   the   interest   in   soccer   and   the   brief   curiosity   for   hiking   .   all   things   he   had   left   behind   in   new   zealand   a   decade   ago   .   things   that   he   missed   on   some   days   and   tried   to   spend   little   thought   on   on   other   days   .   
silently   putting   away   the   laundry   from   his   last   trip   for   dynamite   –   the   house   quiet   as   ever   ,   undisturbed   as   if   no   one   even   lived   there   .   but   someone   did   .   someone   ,   who   perhaps   ,   was   in   need   of   change   ,   of   a   trigger   ,   of   something   that’d   push   him   over   the   edge   and   remind   him   that   this   slick   and   perfect   version   he   had   created   of   himself   was   not   actually   who   he   was   .   if   anything   was   proof   of   it   ,   the   boxes   that   crowded   the   basement   were   .   boxes   full   of   family   pictures   ,   old   christmas   gifts   ,   even   his   high   school’s   soccer   jersey   were   still   there   .   all   of   it   proof   of   a   version   of   him   that   existed   once   .   perhaps   ,   still   did   ,   if   the   mix   of   homesickness   for   a   place   he   did   not   know   and   anger   over   that   it   had   been   taken   from   him   ,   had   not   turned   him   sour   –   had   not   caused   the   defense   mechanism   of   searching   deflection   in   work   to   take   over   completely   .   
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Sadie rdr :] ?
Sexuality Headcanon:
Bisexual, with a slight lean towards women. She was with quite a few before falling in love and marrying Jake.
Gender Headcanon:
Cis Woman
A ship I have with said character:
Sadie/Jake. They seemed perfect for each other, and just hearing Sadie talk about how happy Jake made her before his death makes me sad. I wish they could have lived their happy lives together forever.
Sadie/Abigail/John. This one is mostly my wishful thinking of a universe where Sadie is around after American Venom, but I think it’s sweet.
Sadie/Arthur/Charles. Refer to Charles’ answers.
Sadie/Molly. I imagine these two became friends after Molly had a loud fight with Dutch, ending in Molly hiding away just outside of camp. Sadie followed her because she was worried (not that she’d say that) and sat down with her to cheer Molly up. After a few months of friendship and a lot of encouragement to leave Dutch sniveling in the dirt, they get together.
A BROTP I have with said character:
Sadie & Hosea. This is all just headcanons speaking, but I think speaking to someone who also lost their spouse could help Sadie with her own grief. Hosea offers his advice and while it doesn’t fix everything, it helps her get through each agonizing day without Jake.
A NOTP I have with said character:
I can’t think of a single Sadie ship I hate. Other than Dutch but I just hate Dutch
A random headcanon:
While in Colter, Sadie was very close to running back to her burnt home. Even if she would freeze in the cold, she didn’t care. All she wanted to do was get Jake’s body and bury him properly. Death wasn’t much of a concern of hers anymore.
General Opinion over said character:
Sadie’s great, and I love her. I see a shocking amount of hate for her on Reddit and such, but most of that is just clear misogyny or a misunderstanding of what grieving can look like. Another character in desperate need of a hug.
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