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kinos-fortress-2 · 2 months

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miss pauling WOULD NOT SMELL FINE.

#me disagreeing at everything about miss pauling that people paints her as something good sweet or cool #WHEN SHES NOT COOL OR AWESOME OR SMELLS GOOD AT ALL SHAKES YOU AROUND LIKE A BOTTLE #she smells LIKE HUMAN SWEAT and old clothes from a humid closet she barely cleans. like a grandma.#well grandmas do smell nice. BUT THATS NOT THE FACT #ok well she does smell fine and bearable maybe he hair smells like bed sheets no changed at all #because she wakes up so early she doesn’t have time to clean her room or make her bed #she just instantly runs not even eating breakfast and dying of hunger until either scout or soldier gives her a cookie #or a half eaten pork beans in soldiers courtesy #and gets home late EXHAUSTED and throws herself in the bed to later wake up in 5 minutes #me wanting to expose her every single damn time i am evil like that to my ult #oh yeah her hair doesn’t smell that good at all. full of lice. and greasy. girl wash YOUR HAIR that’s what demo always says to her #prob demo often times calls her out or secretly spy will come and said damn my mask doesn’t even smell that bad than that hair of yours #but is either of those two. wait what i was talking about #her teeth are so yellow because she forgets to clean them #crusty eyes too. can’t put makeup stupidass just only puts her fav purple lipstick to hide her crusty lips #takes a deep breath… fuck. woman failure

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frecklystars · 3 months

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sorry for the long ass post but this has always my favorite scene in the entire film - for obvious reasons - and im so glad greta talked about it and the way she worded it made me laugh so hard i had tears in my eyes. haha... god. my boyfriend sobbing his eyes out over the metaphorical crusts on his patriarchy sandwich......

#i dont think ill ever love anybody quite the same way that i love Ken #because he came into my life during a time when i was like. dying. not in a haha millennial way. i was genuinely fucking dying.#he is so. special. to me. he is so... everything to me and i truly mean it every time that i say it #i miss and love him so deeply so WHOLEHEARTEDLY *EVERY* single day #and i didn't used to be able to do that anymore! but he!! HE made me feel SAFE again and thats INSANE #because i was SO UNSAFE for SO goddamn long! and the feeling of safety is STILL unfamiliar to me and foreign and horrifying #but he's constantly such a Safe character. Barbie too even moreso. and it's so refreshing after feeling Unsafe for so. long.#i spent over a year feeling like my whole world had ended and i was destined to die but then he! shows up! in my life!#and no other character was able to spark life back into my heart the way he did #AND I HAD *TRIED* I had tried so hard to get into old special interests and find new ones but NOTHING worked #i was just an empty husk. just a shell of a person having flashbacks *constantly*#feeling unsafe *constantly* suffering *constantly* every single second i was awake i was in so much pain #and then every time i'd sleep i'd have the goriest nightmares about all the abuse i was put through and all the F/Os i'd lost #but then Ken Carson plucked a star out of the sky and said 'hey sweet girl you don't know me but i miss you and love you'#'and barbie is here and im here and allan is here and everyone loves you already. we're so happy to meet you'#'and everything is gonna be okay because we've got you! we came for you! and we will fight for you!!'#and then hearing greta comment abt this scene made me laugh so hard and then it hits me. i laugh now.#i laugh so often because of This Dude. i didnt used to be able to laugh before but now i laugh like i used to #i used to say all the time about my past main F/O i had lost from abuse from an IRL person 'i will never love anyone more'#and true i will never love anyone more than i loved my starlight. but here is the thing #i will never love anyone the way i love Barbie. i will never love anyone the way i love Ken Carson #because it was IMPOSSIBLE for me to feel joy for so long and it was. THIS MOVIE that brought me back #when this movie is so full of the most specific triggers. colors. clothes. yet i push thru it every time #and its because these characters make me feel THAT safe!!!! like if i see a trigger i tell myself that's BARBIE'S Thing. and Barbie is safe #ive never ever once had a flashback during the barbie movie NOT even once even tho logically i Should. but i dont.#because these F/Os are like!!! sweet girl!!! we've got you!!! and i'm like yeah you sure do now don't ever let me go #god i cry my eyes out every single time i think about this i need to sleep LMFAO SORRY FOR THE LONG RANT #love notes #💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́-

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dockaspbrak · 5 days

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i feel like im not actually connected to the world anymore like i used to be and i lost whatever i had

#and now im just waiting to die orsomething #idk #i feel like norman shouldnt have gone without me #unfair #im not even a person anymore #im uselss and a disappointment to all #i can just drive #i miss having friends and being a part of a group who noticed when i wasnt there yaknow? like #a society #i feel like i slipped out somehow and i dont see people smiling anymore or enjoy sunlight on leaves or feel hopeful #i dont know when i got to be so depressed but #i managed to get a hair cut today #which sounds stupid to even mention but i am sort of agoraphobic and hadnt. managed to get one since september of last year or so #i looked stupid #the other day i went into a store with my sister and a woman was very chatty with me so i bought her a slushie and it was sweet how happy #that made her #so im just being dramatic you know its nice when someone smiles at you like directed at you #and like i did feel the sun on my arm while driving today and it felt nice and i can change as a person whenever i want #i dont like living in the city i think #i dont know what i want but i gotta make changes you know #start smoking and get a tattoo or something #i guess a lot of this is just regan and i arent that friendly right now and its making me sad #shes just busy #kinda a little bit makes me sad it was so nice when we started dating and we flirted a lot now its like im just a fixture that needs mainte #ance #everyso often #and my cats still dead #and his brother is dying #hes got lymphoma #i guess thats why im sad and sayng all this today

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dapperrokyuu · 7 months

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Read ~60 chapters of Chainsaw Man today, WHEWWWWW-

#dee p thoughts #overall review so far: pretty good. author's style is very distinct and potentially offputting/unhinged so I 1000% get someone not liking #this for that reason. theres a lot of food for thought to chew on among it so I enjoy it tho. but I do think the plot in terms of arcs and #how they tie into character development/progression can be very...fast and sudden? couldve used more time to make the progressions more #gradual and natural feeling imo which is where I think the anime expanding on scenes enhances this. ex: aki's care for power and denji is #very sweet but it also feels a bit sudden in terms of...well how to word this? like it ultimately MAKES SENSE but the turning point makes i #feel like his care stems from them almost dying reminding him of himeno as opposed to. caring about them afdadljbkndlkj- yes its establishe #that aki views denji kind of as a little brother but they couldve had the trio cook a little longer imo like at that point I dont really #feel aki has had much connection to power either tbh but...I get it I get why lol-#THO I WILL GIVE THAT THE SUDDENNESS FEELING MAY STEM FROM ME READING ~60 CHAPTERS YEAH. just like? denji's relationship with makima has mor #gradual progression than the trio's imo which makes sense but we should strengthen the trio bond for extra impacttt-#thinking deeper I do think aki has individual moments with denji and power has individual moments with denji so its probably the lack of ak #interacting with power that makes me feel the trio isnt fully baked lol. kind of just shown annoyance and then happiness at her not throwin #vegetables and now you dont want her to die I guess thats what makes me feel something is missinggg #which makes sense at the end of the day I guess? whats important is their relationship with denji not each other? but eh still I guess we'l #jot this down as a personal preference of mine

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soft-pwincess · 5 months

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♡ in need of attention ♡

#where is he #at work???#asleep????#>:(#i messaged like 3 minutes ago and he hasn’t replied #I NEED HIM #i will never recover #doesn’t he know????#that im dying???#he better send me a gn message or i WILL cry until he calls me a talks soft and sweet to me for two hours AT LEAST #so i can fall asleep to his voice #maybe im being pouty and clingy #thats not my fault tho

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redstrewn · 11 months

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Sometimes i wish we could just have a clown route where we could just do everything to piss off the LIs until they kill you

#dying while flipping them off #redstrewn talks #leander is the resident annoying one but how will he handle someone who is vastly more annoying #my love language is being annoying #youd think that would work for ais but im not thinking of a hot bratty attitude im thinking of a clown jester vibe #i wonder how leander will handle poking at his insecurities LOL #those uquiz results are soooo pathetic #i want to poke him #i like the idea of pissing them off bc it means ure getting under their skin #getting on someones nerves can be something that is so intimate #and youll end up either dead or....😏 the little death #reading these tags i just wrote and it makes sense why enemies to lovers is like my favorite trope lmaaooo #if youre bad at making peoples heart beat by flirting then you have a wonderful alternative!#make their blood boil ♡ their heart rate increases just the same #passion is passion. and thats on hatefuck #i am just not good at being sweet but i can give them headaches until they cant stop thinking about me

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thebonejunky · 1 year

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Nona and Pyrrha's relationship makes me so crazy

#THATS HER BUTCH MOM WHO LOVES HER😭😭😭#THEYRE SO SWEET I WAS CRYIBF MY EYES OUT WHEB THEY WERE SAYING GOODBYE #BECAUSE OF COURSE PYRRHA WILL CARRY HER ACROSS THE UNIVERSE AS SHES DYING #AND OF COURSE SHE GOT HER A BIRTHDAY PRESENT #ive been reading the fluffy domestic fics abr them on ao3 #tlt #the locked tomb #nona the ninth

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definitelynotwinter · 1 year

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When is life supposed to get better again? When does it get easy? When will I wake up without everything worrying me...and when will I snap back into reality and feel light again. Without any fear, with the ability to know I'm secure and loved. To have my health no longer be failing me and to not care what others think.

Idk I'm just a miserable bitch and life will always be as horrible as it ever has been,

But God am I trying so hard for it to not be

I just wish I had a break so I can be...light. just for once.

#summer shut up #if it werent for my son life is just a neverending nightmare and im so surprised i havent killed myself yet #when will i be loved? so truly and purely. i want something soft and sweet with butterflies #the kind of love that makes you blush by yourself. the kind of love where you look at the person and want to shut down because everything #everything hits you. i want something so soft sweet and pure. someone to open doors for me. write me poetry. take pictures when i dont ask #i want to be able to talk about anything without fear i want it to be mutual just so head over heels for one another #i just want the pinnacle of romance and love it makes me want to throw up and then i want that to be the model for how my son treats his #his future partners. makes me want to throw up that i have to go through it all essentially alone #i just want to be understood and not pacified by my partners too god thats just romance #i want my health to get better im tired of being sick im tired of dying im TIRED.#like get this tumor out of my fuckin head already yeah i renoved 2 already but the one underneath my brain is cramping my fucking style #i feel like im going to die soon and i dream about it so vividly and its just so bitter sweet #anyways i dont have anywhere else to vent and im crying myself to sleep bc im overwhelmed with how bad life truly is #just when will it get easier? i just want to run away from all of it. my health #i need a job im supporting an almost 1 yr old by myself im not doing okay #when does it get easier!!!!!!!i want to scream #i know im stupid just disregard this im melting down

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partyinthemysterymachine · 2 years

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Im just stopping by to tell you the way you draw James Sunderland and Harry Mason is gorgeous and I love it so much omg your brain is so big

AAAHHH THANK YOU SO MUUUUCCCHHHH (here have a Secret Harry from a Secret WIP (and if ur one of the 2 people who has seen the actual WIP no you haven't <3)

these two are my beautiful and first and foremost brand of brain rot in silent hill and i just adore sharing them, and seeing others' versions of them beacuse DGLKDGL HRHGHG I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH, SCOOB

aw hell why not here have a Sassy Gay James from the Secret WIP (first sketch can be found in my art tags LOL, his face is just too good tho)

thank you SOOOOO so much again!! i'm in the midst of pulling together more art of them together rn and i'm just purely in love with these two Actual Morons so i will never be freed from such delightful torment, rip everyone else but i'm different

THANKS SO MUCHHHHH BLESSS ❤️💖❤️❤️🥚🥚😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️

#my art #ches writes #james sunderland #harry mason #THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU #AAAAAAA #THATS SO SWEET AGDLKHGDLHG THANKS U GIVE ME STRENNGTTHHHH i just love sharing them sm i am always dying for more harry/james content

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maaaxx · 2 years

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fun fact about me is that red hair is literally my favorite feature someone can have.

like if you have ginger or strawberry blonde hair i automatically think you're one of the most beautiful people in the world

its just so pretty

#im dying my hair either copper or strawberry blonde soon #and im getting like 8 inches chopped off #but thats besides the point #theres a girl that works at the gas station where i normally get gas #and ive never seen her there before #so i think shes new #but she had strawberry blonde hair #and i told her i like her hair #and she was really confused for a second i think because her hair wasnt done up anything special #like she just had it in a braid and it was messy #and then i told her that i like red hair #and she complimented me on my car #its my moms #she has like a bright blue jeep #we get compliments on it a lot #but i said thank you and we talked about the car for a second #and she told me i was sweet because i held the door for her #and she looks my age #a little older maybe #and i wanted to keep talking to her but my aunt was in the car #and now im upset #and i want to go back to that gas station and talk to her more #she seemed so nice and she had a really pretty voice #and face #she also had freckles and glasses #both of which i also find so freaking beautiful #max thinks shes relevant

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consciouschunkofmoss · 2 years

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Hihi just stopping by to say that to this day your reblog of my Alma fic is my favorite and will forever live in my memory!! If I could like hug you or give you 50 high fives i would be doin thag right now(with your consent ofc)

Also I hope you have a good day and I love ya fernie!!!!!💖💖

oh my god im so glad for that xhbegdhwh these reviews are usually nice to give out, to divagate over a piece of writing i enjoy is certainly an entertaining experience, and to know that you also enjoyed reading the one i left on your fic and actually liked it to such a level makes me feel genuinely so so happy

and quite literally, you have no idea how much i love your writing !! its poetic to such a demeanor that flows well through the pacing of the story's development, so i was only bound to fall in love with it haha

#asks #literally dying rn 😭💖#ray youre so sweet dhebzbhebs #i promise that with the upcoming recess ill try and read more your works too !! thats been on my to-do list for quite a while tbh^^

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pizzapizzadickz · 2 years

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