Into, Across and Beyond! Scripting: Quill Society HQ Tour
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On the way up to the main hub floor of Gust Planet, those waiting there were simply chilling out, though LM!Sonic wasn't too pleased with the music choice.
LM!Sonic: Remind me again WHY we have this music in the elevator.
EV!Sonic: Hey, don't look at me. Somari suggested it. Honestly, it was a cool suggestion on his part!
LM!Sonic: Urgh, whatever...
EV!Sonic: Sheesh, you really need to liven up, you know. Even Zonic, as serious as he is, isn't as grumpy as you are.
LM!Sonic: I don't have time for "humour", Sonic. Not with the multiverse potentially on the line.
EV!Sonic: Okay, look, LM. Humour is a perfectly alright thing to have, as long as the jokes and quips don't hurt anybody.
Jake (Reclassified Sonic): Yeah, Sonic's right. Man, you're like some kinda dark, edgy Garfield the way you're acting.
This got a chuckle out of NES Sonic, Hefty and OMT!Tails, and LM!Sonic simply glared at Jake for that.
EV!Sonic: Look, the point is, LM, you've been downright moody the whole time since you've been here. First you have high distaste for anyone who's not from a Sonic dimension, you've been shut up in your dorm for so many days, and now you're trying to suggest I DON'T bring OMT Tails to see what the place is like? How much of a killjoy do you have to be?!
LM!Sonic: The kid almost caused multiversal instability back there, and that's why you brought him here?!
EV!Sonic: That glitching was more likely a cause of Crimtake passing through. It was purely coincidental good timing. Urgh, you seriously believe in that tried-and-failed "canon event" theory?
LM!Sonic: What I'm doing here is none of your business. Once I'm finished, I'll be going.
EV!Sonic: Look, if you keep up this attitude, I'm going to have to block you out of accessing this dimension AND the Society full-stop. I'm the leader of this place, not you, so you need to have better respect for the policies we've got here to keep everyone safe.
LM!Sonic didn't say a word, getting off the elevator as EV!Sonic simply facepalmed in frustration. As the current characters got off the elevator and new ones got onboard, EV!Sonic went to check on OMT!Tails.
EV!Sonic: You okay, little bud?
OMT!Tails: I heard what you were talking about with that other Sonic. It's just... Did I do something wrong?
EV!Sonic: Of course you didn't, Tails. If anything, you saved BK Amy a lot of trouble helping her out of a jiffy back there, and I'm proud of you for that!
He sat down with OMT!Tails.
EV!Sonic: Well, still got a bit to go before we reach our floor.
OMT!Tails: This place is really that big?
EV!Sonic: Heh, you'd be surprised. Well, anything you want to discuss on the way up?
OMT!Tails: So, what's the whole "canon event" ideal about?
EV!Sonic: Some debunked theory about what should and shouldn't happen in a bid to supposedly "keep the multiverse stable". It's like trying to keep to a script; too hard to do 100% of the time.
OMT!Tails: Is that why "LM" is so grumpy?
EV!Sonic: Well, he hasn't been the same since what happened in his dimension. Lost memories, being tricked by his Eggman, a death he couldn't prevent... He doesn't like to talk about it at all.
OMT!Tails: And considering the "non-canon", is that where some of those other guys came from around four months ago?
EV!Sonic: Well, some of them did indeed come from alternate timelines, like the alternate counterparts of you, Lilac, Chara and Karilvatch. Their circumstances... are something I really don't like discussing with anyone.
OMT!Tails: So where are they now? The guys we restored and all.
EV!Sonic: Shalian, Talrareth, our Corrupt and Richard are all safe in our dimension, CR-2017's Corrupt and Sonath were neutralised as threats. And all the hurt counterparts are safely at a place known as the OMEGA Universe.
OMT!Tails: OMEGA universe?
EV!Sonic: Kinda like a sanctuary for anyone who needs it, and a popular tourist destination. It's run by a grown-up version of me, like CR, alongside a peculiar version of Frisk.
OMT!Tails: Ah, I see!
EV!Sonic: As for Curse, you'll see where the dude is shortly. Speaking of, we're almost at our stop! You ready, Tails?
OMT!Tails: Born ready!
The two disembarked from the elevator into the main lobby at Sector 11.
OMT!Tails: Wow... This place is huge!
Tekno disembarked off the elevator too, having joined the duo on their last stop, and watched them head onwards before going to see Fleetway Amy.
(Millie the Fox (the fox girl on the left) is owned by CartoonsAnimate22)
Tekno: Hey, Amy! Have you or anyone else seen Crimtake around recently? His power's recently overclocked and we need him stopped as soon as we can.
Fleetway Amy: Okay-doke! Let me ask around. Ahem. Hey, guys? Has anyone taken a lookout for Crimtake?
Tekno simply smirked in response.
Tekno: Heh, quite funny. Anyone else got more quips to say before the search begins?
Fleetway Amy: You know, now that you mention it...
Water Sonic: Yeah, bet he can't shapeshift through water like me! Still prefer my hedgehog look, though, heh.
Other Quill Society members nearby joined in with their own puns.
OMT!Tails: Heh, this is unbelievable!
EV!Sonic: Well, kid! This is the main lobby.
OMT!Tails looked out in awe.
OMT!Tails: Woah...
EV!Sonic: Welcome... to the Quill Society!
Curse: Quite a lot to take in, isn't there, Tails? Glad you could make it, heh.
OMT!Tails: Thanks, Curse! You too, Alice!
EX!Alice: Hehe! Don't mention it!
OMT!Mina came in.
EV!Sonic: You all good, Mina?
OMT!Mina: Mhm.
OMT!Tails: This is definitely bigger than a small elite strike team.
OMT!Mina (looking sad): A lot of these members work part-time, though.
D-Sides Mighty arrived.
D-Sides Mighty: So, Mina, how much have you told him about the nature of this place?
OMT!Mina: A little bit.
Tails glitched out a bit behind them, which shocked EV!Sonic a bit.
EV!Sonic: Oh! Here you go, Tails.
EV!Sonic passed OMT!Tails a fancy watch to wear.
OMT!Tails: Woah! My own extra watch?!
EV!Sonic: It's your very own day pass! We haven't fully nailed down how to stop that glitching in this universe, even with your own watch, so it'll keep you from glitching while you're here.
He put it on, his glitches disappearing proper thanks to this.
OMT!Tails: So what about the Chao Alice has with her?
EV!Sonic: Ah, we have our own dedicated Chao Garden where we raise Chaos for therapeutic roles or simply as companions for members. Since Shadows tend to get it THE most rough, they get them free-of-charge.
OMT!Tails: Heh, that's very sweet.
Into the hallway into Sector 12, and they watched different Sonics go by.
OMT!Mina: Hey, Sonics!
Modern Pocket Adventure Sonic: Hey hey hey!
BBLIR Sonic: How's it going, Mina?
SMB3 Sonic: Way past cool!
SMS1 Sonic: Hey, Mina!
One based on Super Mario World made a brief stop.
SMW Sonic: Hey, Mina! This a new recruit?
OMT!Mina: Heh, possibly.
OMT!Tails: (She knows everybody here?)
A Cream and a Cosmo saw OMT!Tails with curiosity.
SCD!Cream: Another Mr. Tails? He's got blue shoes!
Cosmo: Heh, yeah! Those look great on him!
At Sector 12, an outdoor space akin to Metallic Madness's construction stages, EV!Sonic walked up to Carol.
EV!Sonic: Hey, Carol?
Carol: Carol the Wildcat, at your service! What do ya need?
EV!Sonic: Well, I need you to escort the Mix-Match group over to Sector 18's docking station. LEGO me will meet them there, where they'll be able to start cleaning up the messes Crimtake left behind. Free sushi on the house in the café if you do a good job today!
Carol: Okey-dokey! Alright, crew! Next stop; Sector 18!
Rob O': Thou services art much appreciated, fair maiden! Onward!
Rob O', the Ray and Espio at the scene, and Johnny Lightfoot headed off with Carol for their mission.
OMT!Tails: (It's awesome how Carol's here, too!)
Over at Sector 21, outside the café, Tekno approached Turbo, who was leaning against the wall.
Tekno: Hey, Turbo? I need-.
Turbo: Sorry, can't talk right now. Too busy reminiscing on how my newest quest will play out...!
Tekno: Er, actually, I kinda needed you for something.
Turbo: (angry gibberish, before calming down) Okay, maybe that wasn't the best approach.
OMT!Tails: Is he okay?
OVA!Knuckles and a version of Julie-Su arrived on that one horse from the Archie comics, the former hopping down first.
OVA!Knuckles: Hey, kid. Wanna see how good your reflexes are?
OMT!Tails: Oh? Sure!
OVA!Knuckles: Alright, then! On three, draw!
OMT!Tails, not hailing from the cowboy genre, harmlessly hit him.
OVA!Knuckles: Woah there! You didn't wait 'til three. That's the whole aim of this stuff.
OMT!Tails: Sorry, hehe. I'll get better at it next time. So, uh, what's your horse about?
Julie-Su: Me and Knuckles here share responsibilities of looking after her while we're here. The crazy layouts definitely make it fun to traverse!
OVA!Knuckles: Well, I'd love to stay and chat more, but we gotta dash. We'll duel again next time, Tails!
OMT!Tails: You bet!
The two climbed back aboard their steed.
OVA!Knuckles: Alright, giddy up, girl!
They headed off.
OMT!Tails: By the way, who's the bird next to you, Lilac?
Hedgehog Lilac: Oh, he's Red, from Dimension ROV-2009. The Society's leader brought him on since SEGA brought out the company that designed his universe.
OMT!Tails: Ah, I see! Well, have a good day, Red!
Next on the tour was Sector 15, the site where multiversal villains were being held in different cells.
OMT!Tails: Who are all the guys in the cages?
Tekno: Those are the villains we've had to round up who've slipped into the wrong worlds by accident. We keep them here for a bit before sending them back home.
EV!Sonic: Yeah. Holding these guys long-term is not an option. I know canon events are outlawed in the Quill Society, but we just gotta be careful with them, since they definitively can't go out of their worlds for too long before glitching.
A pod hovered over with Sark sealed inside.
Sark: Let me the hell out of this cage!
OMT!Tails: One of those Sonic.EXEs, huh? What's he in for?
EV!Sonic: Well, since you're still young, and I really don't want to ruin that innocence for you, I'll say he's in for unspeakable crimes that are truly unspeakable.
Tekno: We usually keep these guys deeper in the facility away from the other captives, but in Sark's case, he's getting the Ret-Gone treatment. He's too mentally out of his mind to go back to his world.
EV!Sonic: Yeah. Hey, Somari?
Somari walked up next to them.
Somari: You-a called, pal?
EV!Sonic: Get this guy's pod over to Sector 0 for erasure.
Somari: Alright-a, my friend. Okay, little child-a lover, you're-a coming with-a me!
Somari escorted that cage away, whilst OMT!Tails wanted to see more around this prison area. However, OMT!Mina seemed suspiciously eager to move on.
OMT!Mina: They're not all that interesting.
Tekno: "Not all that interesting"? Of course they can get interesting. Look. Over there with Sunky is Sir Fuzzy-Logik and one of the small video game Robotniks...
GG Spinball Robotnik: (angry beeps)
Sunky: -_-
Tekno: Over on that end are Dr. Qwark, Witchcart, erm, Type-egg, who's simply ASCII text meshed into a man...
Type-egg (in a TTS voice like Microsoft Sam): Go to Helvetica, Tails!
OMT!Tails: Bold.
Tekno: Then over this way are an Eggrobo, Agent Stone, a Heavy Magician, an Emerl-.
OMT!Tails (shocked): An Emerl?!
EV!Sonic: Oh, er... Not your Emerl, we mean.
OMT!Tails approached one of the cells Pana and SS!Amy were guarding, with a Chaos-coloured Emerl suit on top and Speedy (or Battle Kakku XVI) inside.
(Cell sprites by RaulHedgeBomber)
OMT!Tails: Hey.
Speedy: Hey. ... It's rude to stare, kid.
OMT!Tails: So, er, what's with Speedy and that altered Emerl suit?
Pana: Birdbrain was causing some chaos in one of the dimensions. Took me and mini Amy here to apprehend him and bring him here.
SS!Amy: Sure I bonked him the best, Pana.
Speedy: You two idiots kidding?! During my escape, I tripped! You heroes just got off lucky.
OMT!Tails: So how many missions have you guys been on together?
SS!Amy: Well, not too many.
Pana: With Mina? A... couple dozen?
OMT!Tails: Wait, what? (a little jealous) Ah, that's cool.
As he headed to the next spot, he bumped into Nicole.
OMT!Tails: Oh! Sorry!
The two's super-senses were resonating, with some kind of vibe between them.
OMT!Tails: I'm Tails!
Nicole: Woah, no way! Heh, there's lots of yous here too.
OMT!Mina: Can we please just keep moving?
But OMT!Tails had already followed Nicole into...
(BG by Lithium)
Sector 30, the site of the Transport Hub, where Nicole quickly blipped to the other side of the room while GCD!Amy was maintaining the machinery there.
OMT!Tails: Woah... What are you?
Nicole: I'm a digital avatar! My real body is back in my home dimension chilling in a gaming chair and eating fruit salad. You know, I think I like it here better.
OMT!Tails could hear arguing parents through her digital body.
OMT!Tails: I hear that. What's this big spot behind me?
Nicole: Besides having a cool name? It's the Transport Hub!
OMT!Mina: At one point, I voted against it.
A Spider-Man version of Sonic showed up, quickly webbing up the Metal Sonic from Dimension OVA-1996 that somehow managed to slip in.
GCD!Amy: It allows you safe travel between dimensions, even without a way to summon portals!
OMT!Tails: Awesome!
GCD!Amy: Sure is! Got started engineering it after my scuffle with GlassCD back in my dimension. (to OVA!Metal) Now, goodbye, tin-can! Don't come back!
OVA!Metal was warped back to his dimension.
OMT!Mina: We should get going, Tails.
OMT!Tails: Okay. Uh, see you around?
Nicole: Good luck out there, Tails!
OMT!Mina started dragging OMT!Tails out of the room, who had a cute face in reaction to that. Jealousy from Mina, much?
OMT!Tails: Okay, bye!
Nicole and GCD!Amy watched him go. Elsewhere, LM!Sonic was watching everything going on from the confines of a green and black data room.
E-21: You know, it sounds like LM!Sonic might be hungry at the moment.
Amy Rouge: I heard he likes the Tex Mexan sandwiches from the café. Can't figure out why, though.
OMT!Tails: Maybe that could cheer him up! Man, there's loads of food on the menu! How many places have SEGA collaborated with?
Amy Rouge: All sorts! Now, to go, there's also meals like the Tails' 2x2x2, Dr. Eggman's Benedict, and even Sonic's Blue Blur Special!
OMT!Tails: Man! You guys have everything!
LM!Sonic: My name is Sonic. I may not be the only blue blur in this joint, but I'm not like the others.
LM!Sonic: I don't always like what I'm aiming to do, but I know I have to be the one to do it. I've given up FAR too much to stop now.
(Small fun fact; LM!Sonic is @mcgamejolter's least favourite character in IAB!, since his behaviour in this AU makes him come off as a massive edgelord. In his words:
"Everything about LM is just making me scream "UGH THE EDGE" all over :')")
In the café, Pana came to talk to OMT!Tails after he bought the Tex Mexan sandwich he was looking for.
Pana: Why do you wanna be in a huge community like this so badly?
OMT!Tails: To see people that are quite like me and can relate!
Pana: You know, I bet you got a nice set-up back at home. Nice family of sorts you have?
OMT!Tails: Absolutely.
Pana: Now, listen, Tails. Whole point of being the hero of your world is being capable of making your own choices. Being your own boss. Plus, you're a smart kid. I noticed you built your own interdimensional watch.
OMT!Tails: But if you're not a team-player all the time, why do you come here anyway?
Pana: Well, I'm just lookin' out for my songoose sis, is all. Just remember, only enlist once you know all the insides and outs of a job like this. You don't have to feel pressured to be a part of it now.
OMT!Tails: Yeah, I understand. I mean, it is a day out, and I do have Crimtake to stop as soon as we can track him down. I'll do everyone here proud!
Pana: That's the spirit, little Prower! Now, I think we need to have a word with LM in his dorm and uncover just what he's doing to distract you from the truth he's hiding about himself.
OMT!Tails: What "truth"?
Pana: Well, I ain't got a Scooby-Doo* what's outright going on, as he's wanting to leave people out of the loop.
[*cockney rhyming slang for "clue". - PDS]
Barry came by.
Barry: Oh, hey there!
OMT!Tails: Hi! You must be Barry, right? I heard a lot about you.
Barry: Hehe, thanks! You too!
Pana: Mind putting your investigation skills to use in here, Barry? I feel we really need it.
Barry: Okey-doke!
OMT!Tails: Alright. Let's see just what he's hiding.
They moved on to Sector 10 where the dorms were.
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Understanding the world at large is not actually understanding much (and I don't mean this in the Socrates way)
Today after a night out with my friends, I ended up with a conversation about life and the beauty of existence with an older man who seemed to have lived a hard life (at least told us his last few years have been difficult). He told us about how he used to have it all, a pretty stable life with monetary gain but kept chasing numbers and how that chase always kept him dissatisfied. Everything was vibing, and we were getting real insight, until my friend mentioned about not being able to handle human contradiction and I started to ask him questions una genuine interest about how a man saw the world, how it was it for a man, specifically how can they live their sexuality so inhibited (“when you go to a bar with the intention to fuck, whether you do fuck or not, regardless of the outcome, do you ever feel shame at all for your action at all?”) he went around in circles and started talking about how we are all animals and we have instincts and mentioned how he does think I am hot and would fuck me. I paid this last comment as no mind m, seeing as I understood he was trying to further the point about how we’re both wired to reproduce, in our most primal level. This I understand fully, and my understanding of this led me to completely let slide the fact he especifícalo kept mentioning us in a hypothetical sexual scenario. Slightly offended, but for the sake of the conversation I understood. Then I asked, going off this point, if we’re both understood to be wired to reproduce, why is it then that men don’t feel shame and are so inhibited about their sexuality and women aren’t? Or if it’s a neutral process of just reproduction, why is it that the hypersexual outward expression of male is tolerated and rarely is questioned/censored whereas for women they’re placed in such extremes, but if they decide to be specifically outward, even in the slightest, this is automatically scrutinized and question by everyone. Since he kept mentioning how yes he would try to fuck and maybe men are mostly bad, and how sometimes he’s not as good and he’s the one to beat himself up and how he was raised as certain morals, which I agree are factors in all of this, he never answered my questions directly, do you or do you not feel shame or the need to self regulate your sexuality ? Then I decided maybe sexuality is just too sensitive of a topic, especially outside of a dive bar at 2 AM so I explain to him, if we all have masculinity and femininity and we understand that this is part of the wholesome of an individual, why is it that a the wholesomeness of a man is respected/acknowledged/taken more seriously/made in a higher manner than the wholesomeness of a woman? Why do women do not get taken as seriously as men, why is it that we don’t regard as women’s band in the same way we regard The Beatles, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin (all male bands), and as a man, do you ever feel that you can’t accomplish your dreams, goals, that people question your abilities and integrity based on your gender?
Again, he couldn’t just give me that answer with that specific focus. It seemed his scope of perspective was focused on spiritually, money and morality at large, but he didn’t seem to begin to scrape the surface of what I was trying to ask hin. I was super respectful, very very calm and made my question and clear and concise as possible.
At the end our ride got there, and I said to him “I hope you understand I wasn’t trying to attack you because you’re a man or anything like that, but I simply am asking you your perspective as a man because I’ll never be a man and I don’t understand but I’m trying to” he said no worries and good night and that he loved us and it was all good and nice like when we first started the convo. But I felt feeling a combination of weird icky emotions.
For one, I felt like I just made this dude feel bad, when we started off the conversation on a very spiritual, hippie, “freedom come from acceptance of life,” and the general struggle of the highs and the lows, finding the mid point, how money and possessions can consume you, how you just learn to be yourself and appreciate yourself. He had called us beautiful and said he loved us and I believe his sentiment and I think it was genuine as I have felt those feelings and thought those things as well: the amazement at the beauty in each and everyone, in the world at large, how easy it is to love.
But when I tried to get into more specifics of understanding, I feel this is when the connection felt apart and led to us ending in a sour way.
Indeed, perhaps I used stereotypes and he used some women ones, but I feel I have seen this male behavior and I was able to accept the female behavior he described cause I have either done it myself or experienced it in my life, experienced it with people close to me and with people I’ve known. So there, I admit it, I believe, that as a gender, at least to some extent, I can admit to some wrong, I can admit to maybe having contributed to the catiness attributed to female dynamics, attributed to certain stereotypes, so if in wrong and you’re wrong, then we’re do we meet? But also, I felt I went as far as to say hey if I’m wrong, the alright, I admit it, but please let me understand from your male perspective how I am wrong. Meaning, if as a woman I am this and that then tell me with evidence. Or me, trying to relate to man, put my experience as a woman and ask “does it happen to you too?” If we consider we are more similar than different, then tell me so and be very specific as I will try my best to truly understand you?
And idk he said something about how men know they’re more similar to women than they like to admit or even let us know. I thought this was interesting but was not able to dig deeper.
I’m not really sure what I was trying to do, perhaps I shouldn’t have probed so hard a a single man’s view, especially since he could or could not be in a good place mentally, emotionally, physically, etc (he could or could not have been on a drug, idk), but the chance came to me out of nowhere and from the common ground that I have developed with him about the world at large and spiritually, I felt safe to even go there, in a genuine effort to understand, that it’s not about being angryfeminist and attacking and, and perhaps I could truly see where men are coming from and what can I do to better understand?
And like I said perhaps this was just this particular man, and I’m not going to put this universal all men judgement based on this sole encounter, but once again, when I tried to talk about gender differences with a man, especially the topic of sexuality, I simply feel like I am not being listened to, or at least that there is not as as much amount of effort in them to understand me as a woman in the same way I’m trying to understand them as a men? And in no way do I ever perceive them admitting to their wrongs, that perhaps, just perhaps we’re not just all angryfeminists but that we have legitimate arguments and valid views that are actually observable and are things that as individuals MEN NEED to take accountability for and perhaps don’t feel so self-assured in continuing such behaviors and being so fast to point the finger elsewhere and be in complete denial about the whole thing.
I don’t know how I feel, I feel conflicted cause for one I felt it pointed to the limits of my empathy, and felt narcissistic that I felt sad because it showed that I am actually shallow. Second, I just felt so confused as to why isn’t anyone explaining things to me when I’m communicating in a very neutral, objective way, based on your experiences, as in trying to understand very specific angles to this whole confusion in gender politics. I was so confused that blanket statements that kind of related but not entirely, were used to answer me. I was so confused that I was saying HEY I COULD BE WRONG, I just wanna know how it is for you, I was not receiving answers. If I’m asking you how and why, it’s because I don’t understand because my experiences did not give me true opportunity to see through those lenses, but you bet that I will try my damn best to come to that understanding regardless. So please, literally explain this to me as you would to a child. Be fucking specific, give me evidence. Say it all, I want to know.
I feel better now talking about it. I think perhaps I approached it wrong but now I feel like the whole “the world is a beautiful place, all is love” universal hippy feeling is just shallow and as self-congratulatory and useful as its opposite racist, hateful and all-phobic counterpart is. What good is universal understanding if you just overlook the specific context ?
I feel that that universal understating and love is the first step, and probably a feeling that drives you, feeds your soul and overall is amazing and should be respected. It’s necessary and it shows the genuine kind heart of the human soul. Nevertheless, I do not think this is enough. You cannot say you love everyone and accept everyone and tell me you know absolutely nothing about who everyone is. Can you truly love someone you don’t understand, much less someone you don’t even try to know?
I know I know, this is probably exaggerated as it is impossible to know everything, and of course that includes knowing everyone and knowing everything about everyone. I know my gender discussion excluded other individuals and experiences from queer folks, non-binary people, LGBTQ+, and I didn’t even touch upon class or race. With this man I saw someone who was more or less similar to me, middle class, cisgendered, straight, I disregarded race because I was interested to see what this man had to say as a man and what could I do with those views to better my understanding of women and how society views them (and like I said, consider the possibility that perhaps just maybe I was being too sensitive or I’m not being judged as harshly as I feel, or I’m just in one way or another wrong, and holding a faulty view that came as a result of a faulty belief.
But I feel frustrated. And at this point I don’t think I ever saw any worries in this man to self-regulate and take personal responsibility of himself than I do as a woman. And nowhere did I feel my questions were truly being answered even as I stood there with open arms, ready to accept any answer, as long as it was his truth to what I was asking him.
No. So now I don’t know. I just feel like saying a big NO. Not even in anger, not even in a fuck men or fuck the patriarchy type of way, but in a NO I will not tolerate this any further. no.
I’ve tried so hard, crossing so many times beyond the point of naiveness, but I just feel so frustrated that the weight of actions inflicted upon me are placed UPON ME. Meaning it is I as a woman who has to self regulate my primal instincts and emotional, expressive needs and be understanding of the outside world when the outside world does absolutely nothing to understand me and regulate its negative actions it has on me based on my gender.
And sorry if his parallel is wrong, but never did privilege seem to click, and white privilege, and rape culture, and the inability to truly understand another based on the fact that it has never and will. Ever happen to you (tell me, do white people truly understand the extent in the historical pain felt by Native Americans and Blacks? Do men truly understand the extent in the historical pain felt by women? Do the rich a wealthy ever understand the extent of the historical pain felt by disadvantaged countries that came about as a result of capitalism ?)
Idk but this conversations touched upon a lot of subjects and it truly cemented the fact that this society doesn’t make any sense, and that’s not just a nihilistic wushu-washy “but fuck it we all try to live the best way we can’t without ever knowing wtf we are doing” but in a more concise and extremely revelaba point that it makes no fucking sense to marginalized groups people, it makes no fucking sense to place money above life, human life and nature, hell planetary life, that it makes absolutely no fucking sense to continue in such a consumerist hyper-anything never ending gaping hole of an existence with no absolute regard, true regard, to the life and the people that have been long before us and that are directly affected negatively by all these absurd systems and ideas we all hold so dear a mighty as a way of living.
NO.
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