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cardhamine · 10 months

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I've been putting off writing to redo their character designs/sheets ... So anyway, here's Ava! I pinned the blurb about my AU for reference! Vanny's sheet will be up in the next couple days.

#fnaf security breach #fnaf vanessa #Fnaf AU #Gregory is also here #Cardoodles #Breached AU #I'm realizing I should have split this into 2 pages or something #But I refuse to work on it any longer #Ava Andros

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cchanticleer · 10 months

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i haven't touched awakening modding almost at all mostly bc i don't have any major ideas. but i thought of one

#took 10x longer than it should have bc citra just straight up refused to register any mods for awakening #still haven't actually gotten it working i just tested it by swapping the sd card between my 3ds and my computer anytime i changed something #fortunately everything went off w o a hitch that would be hell otherwise #fire emblem #fire emblem awakening #zelda cdi #morshu #mod #fe:a #would it be disingenuous to tag this as rtvs. i know morshu first and foremost as an rtvs character

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anouri · 1 year

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i had to, okay?

#james is very proud of himself… reg… not so much #posting this and running away #bc i’ve already noticed like 272938 mistakes but i refuse to work on this any longer #marauders #jegulus #a decomposing dump of my thoughts

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screwpinecaprice · 1 year

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Ko-fi commissions? UNAVAILABLE (Reserved slots for June if you're interested!)

Wanna order a drawing from me but you're on a tighter budget? Perhaps you'd like to consider my Kofi commissions instead?

Ko-fi commissions are the cheaper options among my commission list! ^^

>> My Ko-fi account here

if you're unable to use ko-fi, you can use direct to Paypal or Payoneer. See, I actually just keep calling it "Ko-fi doodles" just to differentiate it from my much more casual personal doodles. 😅

Style A Ko-fi doodles:

$2/5

flat colors / simple gradient overlay filter

Won't be a multi-paneled comic

$2 will be busts but we can work around more body parts shown if I feel it's needed to convey the message of the drawing, or if it's a simple chibi.

Only applicable for $5: I do best with thighs up/knees up visible so that’s my standard. But it can be full body if the scene requires it or if requested.

Can be up to two characters; additional character will cost extra.

samples:

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$8

It's basically the same as above but added a little embellishment for added atmosphere or for (relatively) more detailed environment.

Can be 2-3 paneled simple comic (Simple as in few details and/or characters shown are just head/bust.)

For comics, you must provide dialogue.

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Style B Ko-fi doodles:

The anatomy is a simplified version of my regular commissions, but can be in style A if specified.

$10 - single image

Flat colors / simple gradient overlay filter

Can be up to 2 characters. (Additional character will cost extra.)

I do best with thighs up/knees up so that's my standard. But it can be in full body if the scene requires it or if requested.

samples:

$15/20 - single image

Same as above, added a bit of embellishments for atmosphere/ if there's a lot of details/ for a more detailed environment.

samples:

[note: You'll notice the last sample had more rendering than the other ones, and it's simply because this is on the max $20 price without extra elements such as heavy details, additional character/s, and/or background. Basically I had more time to spend on it. In case you do like to have more rendering while having extra elements, it will cost extra.]

$10+ comic !!! Under price reorganization... or whatever you call it. 😅 The old prices were too vague, I will have to make it more specific!!!

Can be a multi-paged. (But still limited number of panels per page.)

You must provide dialogue (if there is any) for comics, specially the longer ones.

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TERMS/DETAILS:

If ko-fi is inaccessible we can use Paypal or Payoneer directly.

If you're interested and would like to discuss details before tip, hit me up with a DM. (Recommended, tbh.)

I will not do complicated/detailed drawings. Any backgrounds would most likely be super rough ones with monotone colors or no colors at all. (Remember this is a doodle! Drawn casually; rough and simple.) If, say, the background or little/extra details are a necessary, it would cost extra.

There is no deadline.

I can also do suggestive, NSFW, Grimdark, blood, and gore.

If it's a major nOTP, I can't do it. 😅 (Ask if you're uncertain.)

For NSFW/suggestive: Nothing that depicts the character/s as minors. No incestuous and/or adult X minor themes. No explicit feral or softcore porn feral. There are certain fetishes I can't do like scat, inflation, etc. (Ask if you're uncertain.)

I may draw subjects that makes me uncomfortable if I'm desperate enough for cash that day. But the specifically stated on the last two bullets are always a no.

You must be 18+ if you request NSFW.

No NFT or AI use. No claiming you draw it yourself. No monetizing the doodles. No refunds.

I'll credit you as your ko-fi username by default, but let me know if you like to be credited in a different name or be anonymous.

By ordering a Kofi commission, you have read the above and agreed to the terms.

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Interested in my Regular commission?

#eh why not?#Ok I'm to be completely honest here. If you're going to even simply actually ask me an adultXminor or an incest ship; I miiiiiiight refuse #any commissions or requests from you and any in the future if I remember who you are. haha 😅#commission deets #my shiz #my commission deets #doodles for tips #ko-fi #ko fi requests #There can also be inconsistencies on the speed of how I draw the initial doodle.#I extended the time the doodles are made because sometimes I take longer to finish the initial doodle (doodle before clean up)#edited the pricing to make em less vague!#Please don't hesitate to ask for clarifications.#My comic doodle requests pricing had made a few people confused so I'll be working on making it more specific.#I can't do minimum $1 now because although Ko-fi doesn't take fees; Paypal does.

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finn-shitposts · 7 months

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I finally bit the bullet and quit my joooob !!! Now im gonna actually have time to rest and catch up on owed art and just fucjin sleep for 3 weeks

(And then scramble to find a job but thars for future me to worry abour)

#dw i still live w my parents and ill save my last paycheck for rent and testosterone ill be fine #but fuck im so relieved #like this job has been getting steadily worse over the past year.#it was meant to be a green/conservation based job but it ended up being 90% landscaping and garden clearances #and there was 0 communication and management and organization is fucking terrible like #its a wonder this company is still going #plus my terf coworker grinds my gears so bad i may have commited murder if i stayed any longer #the only good part of this job was my rly sweet supervisor who is also leavong at the end of the month skdjsj #hes so silly and kind and knowledgable and a bright spot in my life leo my best friend leo <3 he knows soo much about plants!!#anyway he reccomended some horticulture apprenticeships and my other supervisor mentioned an apprenticeship school type thing too #so thats what ill go for next year #so that i can actually work with plants someday. instead of hauling 2 tons of litter out of someones shed cos the owner cba #and the housing association/council refuses to do it cos its shit work #so they pass it off to us #anyway #finn.txt #im gomma be freeeee soon

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crowcryptid · 5 months

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Stuck at a red light and I could count 16 cranes all making new condos and apartments. Maybe a few of them are offices but they looked like apartments.

Filled me with a new sense of dread

#I’m just. head in hands. you guys have no idea. I’ve been here my whole life and it has never been this horrible here. traffic.#there was definitely more than 16 that’s just what I was able to see #Yes just keep building luxury apartments and making an already horribly planned out and overcrowded city even more crowded 👍#if this shit was actually planned out it wouldn’t be so bad #but it was not. intended. to have this many people.#what I want to know is who the fuck is actually living in them #yeah we got a lot of people from high wage states working remotely here in the past 3 years #but surely it can’t be THAT MANY?????#like. this is a city with no industry outside of money laundering and being a servant to rich ppl and tourists #wages are in the dirt here. even with a degree most jobs will refuse to pay a living wage #you will make more in pretty much any other state fl wages are abysmal #who is renting these #edit: I should mention that building more housing is not a bad thing it’s just that. these aren’t for normal people. these are for the rich #the regular ppl are getting absolutely eaten alive here. I would know I’m one of them.#and the roads just can’t support this many people. my commute has gotten 10-15 mins longer #just this year. distance hasn’t changed. there’s just that many more cars

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mxboxlocks · 8 months

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ahh my stickers aren't selling at all and it's really disheartening bc i really really thought they would do well. im not sure if i wanna print the other designs now

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chaoticstupiddm · 1 year

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Wednesday (TV 2022) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Wednesday Addams/Tyler Galpin, Ajax Petropolus/Enid Sinclair Characters: Wednesday Addams, Enid Sinclair, Tyler Galpin, Xavier Thorpe, Ajax Petropolus, Divina (Wednesday) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Star Trek Fusion, Fluff, Alien Food, Sex Series: Part 2 of Lovers on the USS Nevermore Summary:

“Why is that, by the way?” he asks, his smile never leaving his face.

“Why is what?”

“The emotions. I know you have them.” He nudges her knee with his. “But every vulcan has to suppress it for some reason. What would happen, if you let go?”

“Bloodshed.”

She earns a chuckle from his lips, the melody seeping into her pores, embedding itself inside her brain. She could listen to that sound for hours on repeat, writing an accompanying piece to her cello and playing the music together.

Wednesday's and Tyler's relationship after her pon farr.

#stau #weyler fanfiction #wyler fic #i refuse to work on it any longer

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viksalos · 7 months

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in about 5 sessions with my therapist we went from "you can't possibly be autistic because you're not like the nonverbal high support needs teenage boys i worked with in the early 2000s," to me digging up my childhood psychological records from the early 2000s and convincing her, to her presenting my case to her supervisor and her supervisor being like "yeah you had an undiagnosed autistic client on your hands and she needs to be transferred to someone qualified to handle that" lmao

#text #only reason i stuck with her after figuring it out is bc my psychiatrist works at the same practice and he *is* qualified lol #that said i don't think she was being malicious abt this. like i would be more angry at her if she *still* refused to believe me #after all the evidence i dug up #only thing she's guilty of is not keeping up with the research in this particular subfield of her field #which; in fairness; is no longer her specialty #aughhhh i'm gonna have to do so much processing about how the '''''g1fted''''' label shot me in the foot so many times tho #with so many professionals who insisted i couldn't possibly be having any associated difficulties bc of it #(not to mention the societal narrative that ex-''g1fted'' kids are just privileged (fair) and whining about fake problems (not fair))#and set me up for so much systemic abuse that i can't even be mad at a single person for bc they all thought they were doing their best #but the good news is i can process that with New Therapist lol!

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abowlofpetuniasandawhale · 5 months

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“This is really a priority, can you do it faster?”

well if you hadn’t ignored my messages for two days it would be done already so how much of a priority is it?

#i love coding but i hate working in software #this client in particular it’s always a lack of planning on their part that necessitates an emergency on my part and then they refuse to #respond to any follow up questions and stomp their feet when that makes it take longer

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pollenallergie · 7 months

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ignore everything i said back in late may/early june. i was hypomanic and, consequently, unreasonably angry for most of that time. 👍👍👍

#or at least both myself and my therapist hypothesize that i was #this is about all those times i claimed that i could no longer be a fan of a very specific celebrity #i’m not gonna say i agree with everything she did at that time bc i don’t #but also who am i to judge i’ve literally never been in that situation before???#anyways i was cutting ties left and right with people for no fucking reason back then so um…#i wasn’t exactly stable #i was just itching to be insanely mean to people and i said some shit that i very much regret!!!#saying that i hated/could no longer support said celebrity is definitely not the thing i regret the most…#i mean i literally blocked my aunt and uncle and refused to speak to them for the stupidest reason imagineable #the reason? they sold their house #do/did i have any emotional attachment to that house? nope. they literally only lived there for like two years.#and i’d only been over there like six times during that time???#so yeah… that’s definitely my biggest regret (esp since i’m still working on mending those relationships)#but like publicly denouncing said celebrity when i actually still really like them is definitely on the list of regrets from that time #like i feel like a flip-flopper but IN MY DEFENSE i was really fucking angry for no reason back then!!

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saints-and-summers · 9 months

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Me, May 2023: Oh cool! A sketch of Heather Chandler I did in early 2021! I should render it out a little, shouldn't take more than a week.

This took almost five months to finish.

#ok to be fair in those months I was mostly just doing calculus and physics and crap so like #there was no time for me to work on this AT ALL and I refuse to work on it any longer. what you see is what you get #izzy scribbles #hey look! an art tag! hopefully it will be used more than once...#also fun fact this is a redraw of one of the first drawings I made on my tablet. very nostalgic.#heather chandler #heathers the musical

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savethepinecones · 8 months

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so so sick of being yelled at for being depressed

#my sister offered to let me move in with her and her spouse and my mom insisted i stay here til the end of the year #because shes worried about my mental health #but she keeps freaking out whenever i have Symptoms #like yeah i dont have any energy so sometimes it takes an extra day or two to get chores done #ive made it clear that im trying my best but it never meets her standards so it doesnt matter #and she wont even fucking let me leave #i told her months ago i wouldnt be able to contribute to groceries much longer because i havent worked in six months and have no money #and she was super understanding at the time but as soon as i make any food requests when someone goes shopping she gets pissed at me #says im asking for too much when im keeping it to the bare minimum #and when my sister heard about this she offered to send me some grocery money and my mom got pissed about that too #i woke up to a huge paragraph of text lecturing me and she called it a 'roommate intervention' like she hasnt been very clear that #she doesnt consider us roommates #and she refuses to actually talk about it she just sends me messages freaking out about how im not good enough #and then she says if i respond shell freak out so shes refusing to have an actual discussion #like if shes so fucking sick of me being here she should just let me move jfc #i havent been able to eat at the table for years because its covered in a bunch of her shit but if i ask her to do something about that #shed just freak out #like how dare my living here inconvenience her in any way but also what i want doesnt matter at all #i dont have any of my stuff in the living room or dining room and i only have some stuff for coffee in the kitchen #and even then she moves that shit without checking with me beforehand #im doing everything i can to reduce my impact here and its still not fucking good enough #god im just so sick of living here #brb gotta go do a million chores while i have a migraine because otherwise there will be 'consequences'#like im a fucking child #and not a full grown adult whos dealing with serious mental health shit but still trying their best #god i want to cry rn im just so sick of this

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soryualeksi · 2 years

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In all seriousness for once, any other autists / nd folks out there, prefereably with autist / nd kids? Having any suggestions on how to get my 4-years-old son to tolerate ANY medical examination at all?

Because in theory I would have to do a Covid test on him, but there’s no way I’m getting the swab in his mouth.

Taking a temperature in any way? Refusal. Letting doctors check inside his mouth / ears / eyes? Rarely possibly, with lots of convincing and a lot of time. Basically, he is VERY uncomfortable with all medical examinations and his reaction to things that make him uncomfortable is avoiding (understandable), running away, stiffing his body in some corner, refusing to move at all and eventually screaming himself into a meltdown...

I don’t want to override his bodily autonomy and FORCE him into medical examinations, BUT medical intervention to assure his health are also the one line I draw where I say “In this case I can and WILL override your will if I have to, because it is my responsibility as your parent to keep you save.” It’s the one thing I am, reluctantly, willing to force him into if I have to. But I wish I didn’t HAVE to. Because it’s BAD to override his own autonomy over his body and it makes him feel bad and also I’m scared it will traumatize him in the long run. (It doesn’t happen often, just so I’m not being creepy / callous. It’s actually VERY rare I force him and it’s ALWAYS about serious health issues. Think “can’t breathe because lungs full of infectious slime” that has to be treated.)

So any ideas, any ideas at all, how to get him to, you know, want to “comply” on his own? Because I’m reaching a bit of mental breaking point here from the stress of one kid with Covid and now trying to get the other kid to at least let me take ONE GODDAMN MOUTH SWAB. And for the future, I can’t always have “how the FUCK am I gonna get him to get examined and treated without it being a potentially traumatizing disaster with lots of screaming and crying”.

What would / did help you / your kids / kids you know with getting less uncomfortable and scared of medical procedures? Because it’s a very specific issue and I’m just. Drawing a blank. I guess because I can’t really make out what makes ME tolerate this kind of stuff, but in my case I think it’s because medical stuff is my special interest and I’m weird about it?

I just want to be able to take a temperature or do a goddamn Covid swab from the mouth without everything being horrible.

#it's like the one line he draws in the sand and i just can't bring myself to make overriding it the way to go IT'S WRONG #but i also can't seem to get him to be comfortable enough with it to tolerate it without issue #but i also don't wanna be like autists have to HARDEN themselves into BEARING with how uncomfortable the world is bc that SUCKS too #i WANT him to enforce his boundaries #i feel BAD trying to shift his boundaries #but ALSO medical intervention is necessary for his wellbeing and i HAVE to #it's like a no win situation #actuallyautistic #parenting stuff #kids stuff #autistic parents #with autistic kids #what helps you calling on all autists for tips and tricks #i tried rewards and sooometimes they work but not reliably enough #i would not be asking this if it was about literally ANY other issue than maintaining his health and safety #it's my one override of everything in this family #he's too young to decide he'd rather be seriously sick lmao #i tell him he can decide to refuse medical treatment when i'm no longer his caretaker responsible for it lol #i respect people refusing medical treatment buuuuut not a four year old kid #you get me right #autism stuff #neurodivergent stuff

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camptw1nk · 11 months

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open.

he doesn’t know how late it is, doesn’t know how long he’s been gone. all he knows is that it’s dark, it’s cold, and he’s terrified. he stumbles through the street, dripping blood along the pavement as he slowly moves. he doesn’t even know how hurt he is, not really. he’s pretty beaten up, he’s limping, his leg hurts, but some part of him is falling back into his usual processes — if he can walk, he can’t really be that hurt, can he? what he’s doing is only just enough to really be classed as walking, but the idea still stands. he wasn’t trying to walk anywhere in particular, at least not consciously, but he soon finds himself at a familiar door, a weak attempt at getting attention as his palm hits the door, leaning against it to keep himself upright. it’s only now hitting him how tired he is, how desperately he craves to just drop to the ground and go to sleep. he can’t imagine that’s a good thing.

he makes another few attempts at pounding on the door, well aware that it’s the middle of the night, some part of him trying not to wake the neighbours. “hey!” his voice is hoarse, clearly pained. he’d done a lot of screaming in the time he’d been gone, sometimes screaming for help, sometimes just having no other way to process the pain. neither did any good, not really. all it did was leave him with a dry and scratchy throat, a constant feeling of strain. “please—” whispered, practically croaked. it becomes clear just how heavily he’d been leaning on the door when it opens, body following the moving door as it moves too fast for him to keep up, quick to drop to the floor. he makes a weak attempt at catching himself with his hands, though in truth he’s already hurting enough that hitting the ground hard isn’t too horrible of a thing to deal with.

#open starter.#make ur reply as long or as short as u vibe with i am going w the flow ehre #i also did. the bare minimum at descriptives so that its maybe easier to work with and slot into any verses #he couldve been gone for days or months or longer u know i vibe w any possible angst #the longer he’s been gone the more his parents have capitalised on it i hate to say #more than a month passing after they refused to pay the ransom and they probably went forward w the assumption hes dead #and then publicised anything they could to make money off their ‘loss’#his injuries could also be just bumps and bruises or could be very bad and threatening i am just #*gestures vaguely*#if u wanna reply to this and have actual plotted definitive times/injuries/etc we can plot that out i just like 2 keep opens well. open #im also not proof reading so as usual if theres contradictions just take whatever was said second lmao

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huehoa17 · 2 years

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Some stuff that i have in progress, maybe never?

#Wip #also i just looked at some of my other ones and goddamnit i cursed myself because i do want to continue working on them #but my brain refuses to work on any longer time consuming drawings for the meantime

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