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jodellejournals · 4 years

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little mermaid days

an hour away from my hometown city, a municipality called san joaquin peacefully exists and humbly thrives. it is located at the southern tip of iloilo and it was way back 2005 when we spontaneously walked on its shores until we found an empty lot. it was love at first sight at the scenery that struck us so my tita bought that piece of land. a year later, it became our family beach house. long weekends, summer breaks, birthdays, and anniversaries started to be spent and celebrated there and so it became a home away from the city where i lived my little mermaid dreams. as some of you know, i have always been fascinated by mermaids and their happy-go-lucky life — just swimming, brushing their hair with forks, being friends with crabs and almost all sea creatures, and away from the harsh and cruel human world. i’m such an escapist, i know, but that’s who i am. i have mentioned in one of my previous entries that my favorite disney princess is ariel from the little mermaid so living in a beach house during weekends made me feel like one. thankfully, no ursula was there but only eels. and sometimes, they come for free. a family friend of ours who does business in the area gives us free seafood and we all know it tastes better when it’s free! but i don’t eat eels! they’re not my thing. i only enjoy fresh fishes and prawns. they’re good although i am allergic to the latter one. i am scared of how oysters look like, on the other hand, so i just pass them around. that’s too much food already so let me share to you instead how life was like in the sea side.

usually, we’d leave our ancestral house in the city by 8am although we have originally planned to depart at 7am. filipino time, you know. if there will be plenty of us (cousins from first to third degrees, extended aunts and uncles, nieces and nephews who were tagged along, and some househelp), we’d go in three batches. if we’re a small bunch, one or two batches would be enough. i always pick the car where cousins my age were at and i’d be lounging in the backseat with my pillow, a bag of cheetos or chippy, bottled water, and earphones. life is good. and i’m all set for a cozy hour of car ride. bye-bye, city! whilst on the road, i’d always (and i mean always), look in the window as if i’m in a summer adventure movie like aquamarine. the usual sights were centuries-old churches, spanish colonnial houses, pastry shops, local malls and resorts. all of which were very familiar to me since i grew up passing by them but they still seemed anew each time i laid my eyes. i marveled at my city. it is such beauty. there is really no place like home. then thirty to forty minutes later, my eyes were greeted by palm trees, zigzag roads, little nipa restaurants, and just a bit further, the glittering sea under the piercing rays of sun came into our perfect view. san joaquin, being a southern municipality, is abundant in natural resources. so the closer you get there, the closer you are to mother nature. it’s like a secret hiding place for me — almost like narnia — where i can unwind with birds, fishes, cows, and dogs to name a few. some cows were literally on the road so we make sure that we don’t go way too fast even if there’s no traffic. cows have their agendas, too, so let’s not get in their way. then if we’d get a bit hungry because breakfast was usually prepared upon arriving at the beach house, we’d stop over at a famous bakery shop called nang palang’s pies. a trip to san joaquin is usually never completed without buying boxes of their signature buko pie. delicious, warm, and well-suited for the tropical weather. i’d take half-bites so as to not be full when real breakfast arrives. then after attempts of dozing into a nap and avoiding cows and their agendas, we’d finally arrive at our vacation home.

upon opening the car door, the crashing sound of the waves welcomed us warmly and the buzzing of the crickets, too! i can already feel my tan slowly coming out of my skin. i don’t know why but beaches make everything seem glisten and glitter. the air smelled of fresh leaves and trees mixed with saltiness from the sea. i love that earth smell! by that time, i’d instinctively hear the sea calling my name. it’s shining there few steps away from me, after all. no worries mr. sea, me and my cousins were already in our swimsuits. we were that excited and ready. we have learned from previous visits to be always prepared with the right attire because the sea calling exempts nobody. and the bangka at the shore (that is usually a property of our caretaker) only tempted us more to go for a sunny boat ride. the adults could no longer do anything if we jumped in and rowed that boat! forget the sunscreen, the little children in us back then used to not care much about our skin. playtime was more important and twice the fun at the beach. so one time, my mother called us for breakfast but we were already dipped in the not-so-deep blue sea and basked under the yellow san joaquin sun. too late, chocolate!

but if she triumphed in stopping us, me and my cousins would have an afternoon swim instead. by 3:30pm, usually refreshed from our nap, we were in the perfect mood to be little mermaids. folding chairs in happy colors perched at the shore and tall beach umbrellas stood firmly. now we have sandy toes that made us forget our childish woes. we’d create sand castles or write our names in the sand using sticks. it would stay there for the sky to look upon until a giant wave would wash them all away. gone was any trace of our masterpiece but that’s okay, we always love the sea. then some children at our age would pass by us. they hold with them crystal bottles that looked like one of those that ursula had with potion, weirdly-shaped but pretty-colored stones, kites, and biscuits or chips. i guess it’s their playtime, too. no, they’re not lost wandering anywhere the wind takes them but local residents just roaming around their village. yes, our beach house was at the sea side where many houses of the locals stood firm. when we talked to those children about the place, they knew every twist and turn, how long it would take to get to the next island or village, or how much the goods there cost. these children, small they may be, but mighty is their knowledge. i could not even commute properly until now without asking for some guides and directions! but them, they are like dora’s map that memorized each corner by heart. how wonderful are the lives of these people? living by the sea, breathing fresh air, and swimming in the waters anytime they want. they do fishing for a living and it’s not even a nine-to-six job. clearly, there is work-life balance. the best things in life are indeed, free. so why do we even picture a life in the city? a simple life calls for a simple way of living. but jodelle, you know deep down inside, that each parent wants their children to live a life with the best things that this world has to offer. how? by getting a good education, earning money, investing on insurance, building your own place, exploring countries, and meeting new faces to name a few. that’s how it’s always been painted to us. but what if, once in a while, we just retreat to nature and immerse in a homemade and handmade kind of life? i’d gladly consider that option.

anyway, going back to my story, me and my cousins would start swimming by 4pm right after our encounter with the locals. for me, it’s the ideal swimming time because there was no more blazing heat but only breezing winds. and it would not also be long enough until it’s sunset o’clock! so one afternoon, i laid down by the shore wearing my navy blue swimsuit with yellow flowers on it and my back felt the soft sand and each time the waves kissed the shore. relaxing, soothing, calming. i can just stay here forever, i remember thinking. and while laying there, my only view was the clear sky. it was not blue that time but clear white with some fading yellows on the sides from the noon that has passed. how vast is this celestial body? does it ever end? the world is so big and i felt so small — but free as well. then a flock of chirping birds came into my view and i didn’t mind. i enjoyed them, in fact. they seemed so happy and at peace. isn’t it beautiful how bodies of water, vast skies, and living creatures just harmoniously coexist together? god really created everything perfectly. i stayed laying there a bit longer and saw the sky changed to a different shade in its own pace. just like us humans. another thought came across my mind but it was a bit silly. wild guess? i pretended the sand was snow and created a sand angel! it was not that bad upon checking the outcome. shortly, i called my cousin, dianne, and told her my blissful and happy experience. i can’t be selfish and enjoy the wonders of the shores all to myself, right? so she also laid beside me, created her own sand angel, and we looked up to the sky above, enjoying our moment of peace and quiet. we closed our eyes for a bit and meditated. just two pisces girls being spiritual. but not too long though, because strong waves took us back to our reality.

by that time, the sun was already setting and hues of oranges, pinks, and purples painted the sky. i’m not a swimmer so i just sat at a huge rock in the waters, pretended i had a tail, and parted my wet hair into half just like how mermaids do it. i’d look at the horizon, check ships from afar, observe small boats nearby, and when i look down on my toes, little nemos were there happily swimming. being in nature really makes me feel alive. then as we came out of the waters, the fishermen were also docking their bangkas and pulling their fishing nets. they had a bountiful catch which was enough to feed their family. that signaled me and my cousins that it was time to wash up in the bathroom for dinner will soon be served. expectedly, our viand would be grilled fish to be dipped in soy sauce, calamansi, and chilli peppers and we’d pair it with warm sticky rice. when we were full, we’d leave the ground floor for the adults to play mahjong and climb our way to the second floor to share stories. sometimes, we’d play cards or read books through our iphones. The television did not appeal much to us when we were there. and when midnight came, we’d munch on a bag of doritos for snacks and drink leftover red wine that was usually from our previous visit. all while the airconditioner was on full blast. i miss that kind of comfortable. a little bit later, we’d turn off some of the lights but it wasn’t completely dark. the moon that shone above was enough to give us light and it seeped through our room that was guarded by a sliding glass door. it overlooked the sea 24/7 and we never got tired of that view. when daylight came, there was no need for an alarm clock because the sound of the ocean waves that sweetly lulled us to sleep last night would gently wake us up in the morning sun, too. coming with the terms of nature and its cycles enabled me to be aware of what part of the day it already was. so that’s when i knew it’s time for brunch because the sun was way too high up in the sky. we’d then go on with the day just like how we spent yesterday until we were due to be back in the city.

oh, happy times. it was simpler back then. it used to even feel like days would always be like that forever but look at me now. i’m miles away from where i consider home and “living” a so-called adult life “the way it should be” — working at the office, paying insurance, constructing emails. all those stuff. when did life become like this? did i forget how to have a heart and eyes of a child? i hope not. but being in your twenties can easily get you in a trap especially if there is no time to take a pause and reflect. sometimes, it’s easier to be just a child — forgiving, carefree, light-hearted, full of wonder, and pure in every way. all would be well again after a good cry. but then i have always known that i can forever remain a kid at heart no matter how old i age. i just have to make sure that she’s within me safely guarded at all costs so the world would never harden her. i am glad she still remains soft when i look at her closely. she still has those eyes full of wonder with a carefree heart that carries happy childhood memories from her little mermaid days.

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hermeticimp · 5 years

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Hermes and The Imp - Part 2

Hey guys! So, here’s some more information on my relationship with Hermes. This one will focus more on what’s been happening lately and a more personal take on my relationship with him.

So I mentioned being devoted to Hermes last time. Well, I actually officially devoted myself a few weeks ago, right after the Full Moon in Pisces. Don’t get me wrong, I was and still am deeply devoted to him, but I found out from @underworldariel that he wanted something concrete and permanent. So, I cleansed and cleaned my room before doing a ritual with my prayer beads. I told him how I would honor and represent him here. I told him about how much I looked up to and loved him. It was a really simple ritual (just me, my prayer beads, and him), but it was... incredibly powerful. For the next few days, I felt this deep warmth and sense of satisfaction. Something had changed. I feel connected him in way that I wasn’t before and I’ve enjoyed every second of it. It just... feels right that I’ve done this.

At the same time, I also caught myself freaking out. Now that I’m an official devotee, what does that mean? What am I expected to do? How do I properly embrace this role and avoid disappointing Hermes? As happy and warm as I felt, I was anxious. I was so scared that I would mess everything up and that he would leave. Of course, that wasn’t the case at all. I was just overthinking - as I’m prone to do. I was so caught up in these imaginary expectations of what a devotee SHOULD look like that I neglected the fact that my relationship with Hermes doesn’t have to look like anyone else’s.

I don’t have to act or certain way or do certain things. Our relationship is very much the same as before, minus the stronger connection. Hermes wants me to keep up what I’ve been doing... and take care of myself. I found this out both with Ariel’s help and doing some shufflemancy with Hermes. He sent two songs that were VERY clear messages for me that I was doing just fine (literally the name of the song) and that I shouldn’t be afraid. We’re partners. He’s looked after me for a long, long time. For lifetimes, in fact. He won’t leave me over little mistakes. He’s here to support me. I’m so, so grateful for that. I know that I can call on him and he’ll help give me clarity and support. He comes through on many of the readings I get from others as a reminder that he’s here for me. That’s why I’m ecstatic to be his devotee, that I can have the connection with him the way I do. It means the world and more to me.

Interestingly, the prayer bead bracelet I devoted myself with broke yesterday. I’m trying to figure out if that means something or if it’s just a coincidence. I was upset over it, but really, it’s just a physical representation of our relationship. I can still use it, just not wear it. I hadn’t taken it off much since I devoted myself. It was weird, but at the end of the day, it’s just a thing. I bring this up to remind myself (and others should this resonate) that you don’t have to have statues or pictures or prayer beads to remain connected to your gods. Sure, they can help, but they’re not necessary. There’s always prayer, offerings, devotional acts, learn about them, and communicating with them. Your gods are with you, even if you don’t have all the embellishments or if you do. I mean, I plan on buying a Hermes statue and probably another set of beads. I plan on dressing as him/a daughter of his for Halloween. There’s nothing wrong with doing what’s comfortable and feasible for you. I’m sure they appreciate it anyways.

But, I shall step off my soapbox. I don’t mean to go on about this. It’s a subject that’s been talked to death. It just came to mind with my circumstances being what they are. Anyways, that’s it for this go around. Feel free to let me know what you think or ask questions! My askbox and messages are always open. Thank you for reading. ^_^

#hermes and the imp #hermes #hermes devotee #connecting with the gods #devotional acts #hellenism #deity work #my path #my post #deities and the imp

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orbitalpancake · 5 years

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Zodiac Legacy Challenge; Pisces Sibs

River went on a daaaaaaaate ! ! !! You go, cutie !

I mentioned in a that Eloise has a kind of rocky family life, so that’s why she abandoned River the other night to deal with a “personal emergency”, probably was a bit afraid to stay out too late.......well anyway it’s all good now !!!!!!

Eloise lowkey got distracted towards the end of the date, but it wasn’t as bad as Skylar with Ariel’s date, and I can reason she’s texting her sister/making sure nobody wants her back home yet

i mentioned this earlier too but once the date ended I teleported Catlyn to the lot bc the new couple went over to chat with a really cute, pink-haired townie. i, the overlord Sweet lil River thought Catlyn would like her (and that maybe she should get out more).

#zodiac legacy challenge #ts4 legacy #ts4 gameplay #simblr

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brightgoat · 6 years

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Did the angels create Zodiacs? If not, who? What’s everyone’s Zodiac? I’m Curiousss..

Not sure if they created the zodiacs, they might’ve helped form the constellations but the ones to actually give them meaning were probably mortals. And uhhh when the angels were ‘created’ the zodiac didn’t exist, heck I’m not sure if time was time back then so uhhh yeah BUT, I’ve been googlin’, apparently some angels are associated with zodiacs, on each source it’s different (on one of them it said that the angel for leo is Raziel and it called him the ‘angel of drama queens’ and they ain’t lyin’ honey).

Anyways, soooo I can’t give you a straight answer cuz I can’t really find any most reliable sources but uhhh here’s what, if I had to give ‘em ones I would saayyyyy…. Raphael is pisces, Michael is libra, Gabriel is cancer, Ariel is leo, Chamuel and Selaphiel are taurus, Raguel and Zadkiel are sagittarius, Uriel is aquarius, Azrael is virgo, Raziel is capricorn, Barachiel is scorpio, Azazel is aries and Jophiel is gemini… phewww…

#lil lucifer au

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lightning-wishes · 7 years

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Tagged by the amazing @harper-hook

Name: Lightning

Gender: Female

Star sign: Technically Ares but like I should have been a pisces so sometimes I look at that stuff

Height: 5′5"

Sexuality: Asexual with a side of homoromatic/ demiromatic/ aromantic depending on the weather, stars, day of the week, and if I have a Japanese quiz

What images do you have set as your cell wallpaper: Okay I legit thought you meant if I was in jail what my cell would look like and I got so confused. I SWEAR IM A GEN X. Anyway, my cellphone wallpaper is a picture of Vox Machina in honor of Critical Role's first campaign ending last week (still not over it).

Have you ever have a crush on a teacher: No.

If you could be anywhere else right now, where would it be?: Disney World

What was your coolest Halloween costume: Ariel

What’s you favorite 90′s show: When did Teen Titans come out? Can I count that? Look I didn't live in the 90s for that long, I don't remember. Oh wait when did Liszt McGuire come out? Can I count one of those two because I am.

Who was your last kiss: Sadly, no one has given my a thimble just yet

What’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever done: signing up for a secondary major when I was already majoring in Japanese. I'm dying. Someone help me.

Have you ever been stood up: Y'all I've never had a thimble do you think I've ever been on a freaking date.

Favorite ice cream flavor: Reese's

Have you ever been to Las Vegas: Nah

Favorite pair of shoes: I don't have any

What’s your favorite fruit: Starberries

What’s your favorite book: "The Star Touched Queen" and "A Thousand and One Nights" and "The Reader" and -

@evieoftheisle @rayeoflife @inquiringcharlie @greengrasspony @the-man-moth @malicebertha

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qorillas · 7 years

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tagged by @latinsimonez! this was really fun to do lmao thank u for taggin me

answer 30 questions + tag 10 people you’d like to know better

-nicknames: ......i hesitate to inform you all of this but my uncle started calling me ‘the squish’ when i was a baby because i was so fat and now everyone on my mom’s side of the family calls me that more than they call me by my actual name. also sometimes people call me ari but not that often and my dad’s side of the family calls me arielita

-star sign: sad pisces binch

-gender: i’m a girl but. idk i’ve kinda been very slightly questioning it a little just to make sure? i’ve pretty much come to the conclusion that yup i’m a girl tho so

-MBTI type: mainly infp, probably like 15% enfp because i get really excited when i’m around groups of people i love and Lose All Sense Of Boundaries. does that qualify me as enfp? i get tired being around most people tho so idk

-height: 5′5.5″ and yes the half inch COUNTS

-time: 10:41pm

-birthday: march 1. when i was little i couldn’t pronounce 1 correctly like i said “much fust” so everyone thought i was saying march 4 tho lmao

-favorite bands: there’s this band called gorillaz i really like idk if anyone following me has heard of it tho :/// also phoenix, vampire weekend, the lumineers, glass animals, purity ring, young the giant, maroon 5, the beatles. i would die for ezra koenig and one time he liked something i tweeted at him and i cried for 10 minutes and my roommate took a video and made fun of me

-favorite solo artists: stromae, damon albarn, shawn wasabi, ingrid michaelson, childish gambino, nicki minaj, sohn, kanye west, lil wayne. gorillaz should collaborate with stromae also like i think they’d be good together

-song stuck in my head: ......the mii channel song but where each pause is uncomfortably long. yes i hate myself

-last movie I watched: wonder woman like three months ago?? ? i like never go to the movies which is actually kind of a shame because going to the movies is one of my favorite things to do ever i know it’s like not that wild but i always get so excited wow i love movies

-last show I watched: rick and morty like the pickle rick episode. someone save morty and summer please i fucking hate beth

-other blogs: @ratqueenofficial is my main! also i have an art blog @ratqueenarts but i like never actually post there so. and i have multiple urls about antigone and about half mexican murdoc hoarded lmao

-when I created my blog: april 6 of this year but i made my main on new year’s eve because my friend came over so we could relaunch.......a semi-popular meme archiving blog whose name i’m not allowed to actually say because mods are a secret.........but anyway my old main had been around since 2013 and i wanted to start fresh so yeah

-what I post about: that son of a gun sure do love those gorillaz. also i post my own mediocre art and make shitposts and memes because i find myself hilarious and i write headcanons and am starting to do fics. but yeah it’s all centered around grillz, and sometimes like 1% damo but never hewll because. i don’t really like him lmao. i think my most common tag is murdoc and i know he sucks but i would fucking die for him in a heartbeat

-last thing I googled: ..........mii channel hip hop remix on youtube and i’ve had it on loop and my roommate hates me but. it’s a fucking bop okay don’t judge me

-following: 939

-followers: 1,233

-favorite color: yellow but like a Very Specific Yellow like strong golden yellow that one might be able to argue is actually orange but Bitch It Is Fucking Yellow (here it is) like half of everything i own is this color which was fun at first but one day i walked out of the house when it was raining and realized i was wearing yellow boots, a yellow raincoat, a yellow beanie, a yellow backpack and was holding a yellow umbrella and it was at that point that i realized that i had a Problem. my friends make fun of me for it rip

-average hours of sleep: half of the week it’s like 4 and half of the week it’s like 14 because of the ol’ depresh so i’m not actually sure at all. probably like 7 if i absolutely had to pick a number

-lucky number: 3

-instruments: classical piano (and i guess keyboard by extension) but i can’t sightread for shit (i’m good at playing by ear tho!), general percussion like bells and xylophone and marimba, i did tenor drum in marching band for like one year but i’m pretty horrible at non-mallet percussion lmao. also i had a vuvuzela for like two years but my roommate confiscated it because “vuvuzelas are not to be played at 3 in the morning, ariel” and anyway i don’t think it really counts

-what I’m wearing: glasses, black skinny jeans, my black x men sweatshirt that has like pictures of the vintage comic panels on it and yes i got it from hot topic don’t judge me for that i was like 14, dark blue baseball cap that says “best dad ever” across the front but i’m wearing it backwards because i’m cool. i got it for father’s day so that i could match with my grandpa

-how many blankets i sleep with: generally like 2 or 3 but at this point they’re all crumpled up at the bottom of the bed anyway so mainly just the big comforter and a throw blanket over that if it’s really cold

-dream jobs: oh man uhh. i used to think i wanted to be like a genetics/evolutionary biology professor and do research on evolution or cancer or hiv/aids and teach at like ucsf or something. or like work for nasa as an astrobiologist, or maybe work as a vet for a zoo. but now i don’t think i wanna do that anymore? to be quite honest if i could be 100% guaranteed whatever job i wanted i think i’d want to be a showrunner for an animated show on cartoon network or adult swim, like not something just with storyboards or animation, but like actually involved in the writing of the show. i’d love to write for a tv show on cartoon network or something like the office or brooklyn 99 or even a story-based video game, or maybe like do something where i get to just joke around and be funny all the time like what the mcelroys or game grumps do but. i have No Idea how to go about doing that and honestly i think jobs like that just happen to people randomly so it’s not really like, a Secure Job Option To Pursue. but i really hope somehow i end up doing something like that. i just wanna do something where i can create something meaningful that i’m proud of and see people connecting with it and feeling happy and inspired and less alone because of it, and maybe liking it so much a fandom or something grows around it. i’d be so fucking happy if that happened.

-dream trip: i really want to go to new york with my jewish grandparents and see where they grew up and all the places they lived so i can finally experience all the places i’ve heard so many stories about? same thing with my abuelitos like i wanna go to mexicali with them or mérida in the yucatán and just see where they came from and where all their stories happened and meet all the relatives that they left behind when they came to the united states. also i think going to like, denmark or england or germany would be really cool? my friend studied abroad in england this summer and her snapchat story was full of dogs and random cows and those are some good things. i would very much like to softly caress a gentle english cow they have beautiful eyes

-favourite food: kbbq? ? ?? Bitch I Love KBBQ. fuck now i want kbbq. also mangoes, and deli sandwiches from the deli by my temple, and jazz apples, and sugary coffee, and sweet corn tamales, and high mountain milk tea with taro qq but sharetea stopped selling taro qq and i’m still salty because of that. and raw lemons because i’m an inhuman monster. can you tell i’m hungry rip

-nationality: american (specifically born and raised californian even though i know that’s not really a nationality but i love california so much you guys im so glad it’s my home) edit: apparently people are puttin in their ethnicities too on this?? ? i’m half american jewish which is. basically white lmao and half mexican idk i look super white tho im so pale rip

i tag @two-chi @drugstore-soulboy @murdoctrinated @murdochub @ephemeralprince @funeralshawls @astronomutual @maccamc @loboluchia @helloitsbees @grimdarkmatt @gorillahz @hewlll and i know that’s more than 10 but this is my house also like. if i tagged u and we Don’t Actually Talk it’s because i see u on my dash a lot and we’re mutuals and i think you’re Super Cool But I Am Too Shy To Actually Talk To You But Yeah I Think You’re Really Cool

#pipe down pipe down #this is super long i'm sorry i love talking about myself lmao

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lady-on-the-grey · 7 years

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So I was tagged in a thing by @lesblion for this thing

the last 1. drink: coffee or water 2. phone call: my bubbie 3. text message: marty! (@teabank if you want their blog) 4. song you listened to: well right now I’m listening to a shit ton of Miyazaki movie music, all by Joe Hisaishi of course. But that’s not really songs, so I guess the last song I listened to was Rouge No Dengon from Kiki’s Delivery Service, which does have lyrics and is all fun. I’m kind of on a Ghibli kick rn, any other day this answer wouldv’ve probably been some Mitski or LAKE song. 5. time you cried: recently I think, but I can’t remember specifics. time isn’t real

6. dated someone twice: not applicable, I don’t date at all screw that shit 7. kissed someone and regretted it: once more, not applicable 8. been cheated on: n/a 9. lost someone special: that’s kind of vague. does this mean death? or just them being gone? Because I kind of have both 10. been depressed: that’s a loaded question 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: never been drunk.

3 favorite colors 12. black 13. grey (you may have noticed a theme) 14. olive green? maybe? I love colors, but I don’t wear them much lol, so I dunno, I don’t really have favorite colors. There’s different very lovely colors for every occasion. I like red. Anything is cool, depends on my mood

in the last year have you 15. made new friends: yes! I plan to keep my friend group small still, I like having a small amount of people to keep in contact with and all, but yes, I’ve made several very good friends! 16. fallen out of love: love is fake lol 17. laughed until you cried: I think? Yeah I have 18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah, I don’t really have to find that out, people do it all the time and I hate it, but it’s a very common aspect of my life. I’m used to it 19. met someone who changed you: I dunno, I feel like it would take a lot to change me in a big way, but everyone changed you a little at least. I probably have. If I have I probably haven’t noticed it, that’s difficult to track though. (I would like to point out the very nice and good response Ariel had for this one, ilu buddy! You’re the greatest!) 20. found out who your friends are: I guess so. What does this mean exactly? 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: what’s a facebook

general 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: see number 21 23. do you have any pets: YESSS I have five cats! Three adults and two kittens. (Warning, sadness ahead) We used to have another cat but he recently passed, and we all miss him very much. I know it’s weird to mention that in this question, but it feels weird and wrong not to mention for me. We had him for like my whole life. 24. do you want to change your name: I used to really want to go by my middle name, Grey. I feel ambivalent now. I’m okay with my name, it’s a bit boring, but I don’t mind it. It’s a nice name, I don’t think it suits me. Plus I don’t like that my first name is the last name of a neo nazi lol, but that’s not that big a deal. It just puts a sour taste in my mouth. 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I went out to get Polynesian food and hibachi and stuff. I was very stressed and anxious the whole night. I think a few days later or before @gummybird took me to see a cure for wellness, which was one of THE worst films we’ve ever seen in theaters. And we go to the movie theater to specifically watch bad movies together. He also gave me a DS and a bunch of mini kit kats. Thank you Jay (I know it’s been like like more than four months, shush, thank you anyway) 26. what time did you wake up: which time? I wake up like five separate times every damn morning. I’ve set three different alarms with different tones at completely different times to ensure I’ll get up at a reasonable hour, and I still fall asleep immediately after turning them off. 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: showering 28. name something you can’t wait for: @nicehairprincess AND @listeningforpudding COMING BACK TO AMERICA THIS MONTH!!! They’re gonna be here tomorrow for the party my mom is throwing at our house that I don’t want to be at lol (parties make me anxious as all hell) 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: maybe 40 mins ago 31. what are you listening to right now: a fan in my room 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: probably 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my brother is a little pissbaby who gets defensive at everything and can’t ever admit he was wrong. My mom does the same thing. It get’s on my nerves every day 34. most visited website: tumbo dot com

35. hair colour: dirty blond 36. long or short hair: on the long end of short. I’m thinkong of either growing it out of getting one of those cute little fluffy furly mohawk lookin’ things. I wanna do something new with it 37. do you have a crush on someone: see numbers 6, 7, or 16. You’ll notice a theme happening here. 38. what do you like about yourself: next question (I legitimately hate everything about myself, not an over exaggeration. I don’t view it as some tragedy though, I just don’t like myself)

39. piercings: none 40. blood type: blood 41. nickname: god there’s too many. My dad calls me senor speedskate. Everyone else just calls me “that little bitch” 42. relationship status: alone and wouldn’t have it any other way, see number 37 43. zodiac: pisces 44. pronouns: he/him or they/them. tbh I don’t give a shit about pronouns, I probably wouldn’t use any if that wasn’t the most inconvenient thing. The only reason I primarily use he/him is because I’m used to it 45. favourite tv show: gravity falls yo! but it’s over and I’m still crying. my favorite show that’s currently still running is star vs,I can’t wait for the update!! 46. tattoos: none. I may or may not ever get one, I don’t really care 47. right or left handed: right

48. surgery: none? Once I had to get stitches on my head after i cracked it open on a radiator 49. sport: ew, that’s a slur 50. vacation: when I was like 4 my family went to disney? then every summer up until I was in like fifth grade I think we rented a beach house for the last week of summer 51. pair of trainers: ???? is this code or something? Do I need to break out a cryptogram book?

MORE GENERAL 52. eating: right now? nothing 53. drinking: nothing 54. i’m about to: stare blankly into space for four hours then probably shower at way too early in the morning like I usually do 55. waiting for: goddamn anything to happen 56. want: to be less of a sadsack boring peice of nothing lol 57. get married: how dare you say the m word to me 58. career: animator and a lot of other things probably, but the man=in thing is animation and writing

WHICH IS BETTER 59. hugs or kisses: hugs, but please don’t make me do too many. If I hug you it’s fine, if you hug me we got a problem 60. lips or eyes: both, duh. I fnd them both to be visually interesting 61. shorter or taller: both are good, but I’m tall, which I prefer for me 62. older or younger: um what 63. nice arms or nice stomach: why should I choose, they’re just bodies. I don’t care how other’s look so long as mine is good 64. hook up or relationship: hook up but I’ve never done one and probably never will lol. Ain’t no great tragedy 65. troublemaker or hesitant: the two aren’t mutually exclusive. I’m very much both

HAVE YOU EVER: 66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: no, because taking sips from my older sibling’s cups doesn’t count. The most I’ve had is a beer equivalent like 5% abv thing. It was cherry flavored. But that’s not hard liquor 68. lost glasses/contact lenses: my eyes are in working order, I don’t need those 69. turned someone down: it’s a hobby of mine 70. sex on the first date: I don’t date, binch 71. broken someone’s heart: how would I know that 72. had your heart broken: this is vague but it probably means romantic, so no 73. been arrested: no 74. cried when someone died: not when a human being died, but there have been cats. and friends nearly dying that got me hella upset. 75. fallen for a friend: look, I have some very nice friends but not on your goddamn life

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 76. yourself: did you not read the little shpeil I had about hating myself? Also, it depends 77. miracles: cat’s count as miracles I think 78. love at first sight: no 79. santa claus: I’m an adult. No 80. kiss on the first date: ??? is that somthing I can or cannot beleive in?? it exists whether I do it or not??? 81. angels: no, though the thought is nice, but no

OTHER: 82. current best friend’s name: I have several best friends, I don’t like to categorize my friends, it feels weird, but I’ll just say that Jay and Beck are my closest friends 83. eye colour: like this really muted blue 84. favourite movie: Coraline. But I have a lot of favorites, I talk about them frequently.

I tag @cllusterfuck and @teabank I guess? and anybody who wants to

#selfawaregothkid talks #long post #answer #questions

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FUCK YOU MAYÁ BUT OK IMMA DO THEM

1. what is your middle name? - rose

2. how old are you? - 15 but i’m gonna be 16 in a few weeks ayyy

3. when is your birthday? - march 13th

4. what is your zodiac sign? - pisces

5. what is your favorite color? - green

6. what’s your lucky number? - don’t have one

7. do you have any pets? - two dogs + a cat

8. where are you from? - i’ve lived in colorado for my whole life

9. how tall are you? - 5′3

10. what shoe size are you? - 8

11. how many pairs of shoes do you own? - like 10 (and they are all just different colors of converse lol)

12. what was your last dream about? - i can’t remember it fully but i remember someone dying

13. what talents do you have? - none

14. are you psychic in any way? - nah

15. favorite song? - right now it’s love by lana del rey

16. favorite movie? - don’t have one

17. who would be your ideal partner? - someone who likes me i guess ?? wouldn’t that be a plot twist

18. do you want children? - fUCK NO

19. do you want a church wedding? - i’m not interested in getting married tbh i’d hate it

20. are you religious? - i’m a christian

21. have you ever been to the hospital? - yup

22. have you ever got in trouble with the law? - not yet

23. have you ever met any celebrities? - yes and i’m very lucky :)

24. baths or showers? - both but if i could take a bath every day i would

25. what color socks are you wearing?- black+grey and they have harley quinn quotes on them

26. have you ever been famous? - no

27. would you like to be a big celebrity? - maybe

28. what type of music do you like? - anything except for country

29. have you ever been skinny dipping? - no

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? - two

31. what position do you usually sleep in? - on my side

32. how big is your house? - idk it’s a house with rooms and stuff

33. what do you typically have for breakfast? - cereal

34. have you ever fired a gun? - yes

35. have you ever tried archery? - yes

36. favorite clean word? - clean

37. favorite swear word? - fuck

38. what’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? - not long i can’t live without sleep

39. do you have any scars? - lots

40. have you ever had a secret admirer? - bitCH nahhh lmao

41. are you a good liar? - it depends on what i’m lying about i guess

42. are you a good judge of character? - like can i tell if someone is a fuckboi? than yes

43. can you do any other accents other than your own? - not really

44. do you have a strong accent? - no i’m just a shitty american

45. what is your favorite accent? - british

46. what is your personality type? - intp (last time i took it anyways lol)

47. what is your most expensive piece of clothing? - i think it’s this melanie martinez-ish outfit i have? can’t really remember tho

48. can you curl your tongue? - yes

49. are you an innie or an outie? - innie

50. left or right handed? - right

51. are you scared of spiders? - certain types of spiders, yes

52. favorite food? - food

53. favorite foreign food? - as long as its food idc

54. are you a clean or messy person? - messy

55. most used phrases? - yeah boiiiiii

56. most used word? - boii, bro and dude

57. how long does it take for you to get ready? - like an hour

58. do you have much of an ego? - LOL yep

59. do you suck or bite lollipops? - suck ??

60. do you talk to yourself? - sometimes

61. do you sing to yourself? - if i’m home alone yes

62. are you a good singer? - bitch no

63. biggest fear? - failing

64. are you a gossip? - no

65. best dramatic movie you’ve seen? - high school musical

66. do you like long or short hair? - both

67. can you name all 50 states of america? - i can barely name 10

68. favorite school subject? - health

69. extrovert or introvert? - introvert

70. have you ever been scuba diving? - no

71. what makes you nervous? - pretty much everything

72. are you scared of the dark? - yes

73. do you correct people when they make mistakes? - depends on the mistake i guess? if it’s not that big of a deal i won’t

74. are you ticklish? - idk nobody has tried to tickle me before

75. have you ever started a rumor? - probably before i left public school i was a bitch

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? - idk

77. have you ever drank underage? - i’ve had alcohol but not a lot lol

78. have you ever done drugs? - no

79. who was your first real crush? - this boi from elementary school i wanted to get that dikk boi but now he’s nowhere to be seen so he’s probably dead

80. how many piercings do you have? - just my ears

81. can you roll your Rs? - WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN

82. how fast can you type? - fast

83. how fast can you run? - i don’t

84. what color is your hair? - right now it’s red (like ariel)

85. what color is your eyes? - blue

86. what are you allergic to? - idk but definitely something bc i have bad reactions pretty much every time i eat so i should probably get that checked out

87. do you keep a journal? - yeah but i never write in it

88. what do your parents do? - they parent me

89. do you like your age? - i guess?

90. what makes you angry? - everything

91. do you like your own name? - well, it’s a name

92. have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? - no children are spawns of satan and i’m never having any

93. do you want a boy a girl for a child? - i’d rather die than have either

94. what are you strengths? - what strengths?

95. what are your weaknesses? - everything

96. how did you get your name? - my parents gave it to me

97. were your ancestors royalty? - no

98. color of your room? - black/grey

99. color of your bedspread? - black/grey

#screamingdennis #asked

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