OHHH SOFT STATIC AND WHIRRING OF RUNNING TAPE HOW I MISSED YOU

No worse feeling than when you start to understand the appeal of a certain character that you swore to hate from the beginning LIKE NO GET OUT OF MY HEAD NOO NO NOOOOO

not to out myself on main but Katsuki Bakugo continues to make me fucking insane

in my head and in my heart, i know for a fact that all 3 todoroki children have really unfavorable habits that they got from endeavor.

fuyumi is mean. just honest to god mean. she doesn't even mean it most of them time. just being everyone's emotional support all the time causes her to suppress her meaner emotions and when someone pushes, it all comes out. but there is nothing in the world sharper than fuyumi's tongue on a bad day.

natsuo, ever the middle child. always there and always forgotten. natsuo is quick to get physically aggressive. never on people, god no. but he'll punch through walls like it's nothing. he's had his fingers broken and set more times than he can remember. he hates this part of himself. he already looks so much like enji, does he need to have his father's destructive rage too?

shouto... where to even begin with shouto. the child kept under enji's thumb the longest. shouto is more like enji than he would like to admit. he eats his food the way enji eats his food, greens first then everything else. he does his morning routine a near copy of his father's. this is what happens when you spend every waking moment of the first 15 years of your life with your abuser. that being said, shouto, ignoring the ever present constant thrum of anger that hides just below his skin, shouts a lot when he's angry. it comes from the chest, booming and seething. it scares people. he knows this and he hates that he cannot stop himself.

they don't like thinking about but when it happens all of them can't help but think i'm just like dad.

I mean this in the most respectful way possible… but I utterly crave seeing your rendition of König to get absolutely railed by Ghost… and Soap walks in on it perhaps 👀 my apologies I’m so unhinged I just sit here and ingest all of your pieces

no because why is ghost/konig so compelling like...I think their dynamic is so interesting and layered with how they mutually understand each other's reliance on the mask and how they can tap into this part of themselves that's just pure killing machine but how they're also both so diametrically different???

i seriously cannot wait to draw more of them interacting one-on-one. last part of the comic seriously opened the floodgates for konig when it comes to confronting his puzzling attraction to ghost and i can promise you drawing him getting absolutely destroyed is definitely on my to-do list.

Every time someone tries to turn Eddie or Steve into Max’s new brother instead of Billy I go a little more feral

i fucking hate this gane

throws up tears

i will always advocate for skipping classes btw. to all the high schoolers following me: don't sweat having a perfect attendance record it quite literally does not matter. if anyone tells you good attendance is important for being considered for scholarships they're lying to you. my attendance was fucking abysmal and i was offered several full-ride scholarships because my grades were still solid and that's all 90% of colleges care about.

and besides. taking care of yourself - whether you need a mental health break or you're tired or you just frankly don't want to go to that fucking class - should always take priority! now don't take a page from my book and skip a month and a half's worth of pe classes because you ditched One Time because the coach said he was going to make everyone run a mile that day and then he kept trying to get you to "make up" the mile that you missed so you kinda just stopped showing up until he gave up on you forever like please know that you should go to class regularly BUT.

i think taking time off and leaving early and such needs to be normalized. for school and work. i don't think it's fair to punish people for needing breaks. the human brain is literally not made to sit in the same stifling environments for 8 hours almost every day and just focus on "working" or "studying" and "learning." it's very cruel to deprive young, still developing minds especially of proper breaks and time to Play (not that it's not cruel to do the same to adults)

if the system won't give them to you freely though... well. break the rules a little. you know your limits better than anyone. don't try to work to an impossible standard. rest when you need to!! it's very, very easy to burn yourself out, but it's very, very, very, very difficult to recover from it

this part genuinely makes me feel like eating dry wall like i can't explain how i feel about it without making some of you finally tire of me and block me about it i think

went to lunch with Boy and mentioned i very foolishly was the only person in my family who took a french elective instead of spanish in school. he goes oh you speak a little french? i say yes very very poorly. he nods and goes hang on a second. types something into his phone. says "do you understand *the absolute most mangled pronunciation of a long french phrase you've ever heard in your life*". i raise my eyebrows, expecting this to be some absurd meme thing. he shows me his phone screen, where he has typed the phrase "you're one of my favorite people on the planet" into google translate

Trying to listen to Batman: Unburied but they don’t provide a transcript and I can’t find on anywhere but my STUPID audio processing disorder won’t let me understand what they’re saying. Like the killer goes off on his tangent and he’s saying stuff that sounds important, but unfortunately I can only make out 2 words.

i want to scream

my toxic trait is that i do believe that if they wanted to they would. and i keep reminding myself that it's about communicating or whatever but it's not about "oh i want them to buy me flowers and they need to read my mind ab it" it's like. hey. i think if this person wanted to talk to me regularly they probably would. i'm not super high maintenance in relationships. like i am but i don't act like it. i'm talking like three months of not having someone talk to me and yeah i get a little upset and pissed off. cause i don't give a fuck if you don't do this or that and i know that i have trouble communicating things i want/need and i acknowledge that but genuinely i have such a hard time believing that people wouldn't like. just genuinely fucking talk to me if they cared. anyway

time for me to be Mildly and secretly obsessed with god of war again because ragnarok made me cry like a bitch (spoilers in tags)

i’m so mad actually i can’t think about this anymore i have to stop looking at these posts they are so awful for me oh my god

someone needs to take my drawing tablet away frlm me im actially. oh my god sometimes is WRONG with me (←drawing their oc WAYYY hotter then they actually are) ((←needs to be quarantined))