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me pretending I don't care about the pictures and videos of the meetup so they can come out faster
#qsmp#qsmp brazil meetup#ITS ONLY LIKE 10 AM HERE AND BAGHERA ARRIVED AT 5 AM BUT LIKE#AAAAAAAAAAAAA IM GOING INSANE
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okay, just gonna say this now before i start this post: i have absolutely no problems with alternate universes, go ham with them, go wild, you can have fun, etcetc, they're called alternate universes for a reason, after all
however. HOWEVER.
i have a problem when people say something should have happened in canon, when canon itself disproves or goes against whatever these people want
the reason why im bringing this up?
the whole thing with how some people keep saying mirabel should have [insert the usual things people say here, hate, slap, punch, left, get revenge, etc, take your pick, there's unfortunately a lot to choose from] the family. in the canon movie.
again, i have no problem with alternate universes and seeing them in fanfics or whatever, you do you, could be interesting to see even
but when you start saying this should have happened in canon, its just. no. no.
god, it just frustrates me so much whenever i see these posts and comments, the ones that said she should have gone evil or villain or hate the family and all that stuff
because mirabel herself loves her family. she literally said it outright in the movie!!! its not in her personality and character to just go against them and hate them and want revenge. there will be hurt and hesitance and some resentment after everything she'd gone through, yes, but outright hate to the point where she'll hurt them?? absolutely not.
not with her character, her love and empathy and understanding, the traits we see her show in the movie.
like my friend once said: mirabel "he loved this family. i love this family. we all love this family" would NEVER hurt her family
say it louder for the people at the back!!
and thats not all i want to rant about tbh...the real kicker on this one?
whenever this statement is added on top of it all: "if i were mirabel—"
well, news flash people who keep saying these things, mirabel isnt you. mirabel is her own character who has her own experiences and her own feelings. maybe you'll be able to relate to her, especially with similar experiences, but that doesn't mean you can just copy and paste your own feelings onto her and say this is what she should have done in canon because thats what i would have done!!
we all project onto our favorite characters in various ways, which is completely fine, go at it and definitely not surprising for a story about family issues, but when you start to project so much that you throw away the character's actual personality and characterization in favor of said projection? yeah...no.
thats not mirabel madrigal anymore, that's a completely new character...or dare i say, a self-insert for some people... 💀:////
yeah, im just so frustrated with this AAAAAAA 😭
but anyway yes.
thats it, really. again, AUs are absolutely fine but if someone starts yapping about how canon should have [insert whatever those people keep saying here] instead while disregarding actual canon and proper characters and personalities, im going to become violent
anywho...thats my thoughts on this, went on a bit of a tangent but
yeah
anyway bye—
#encanto#mirabel madrigal#kept going through some comments and posts in the past and i felt violent#and decided to rant#uhhhh hope this makes sense#and that im not being insane or something#but yeah#whoop—#overthinking and doubting again but#i will prevail aaaaaaaaaaaaa#but anyway yes#this is all for the people who had comments on how “canon should have ended like this!!!”#im so done with them pls
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im actually not done being mad about this
ITS DIRK BRÛLEÉ NOT BRÛLÉE GET HIS HORRID NAME RIGHT
i wrote a goddamn fic about this lunatic i demand respect!! who can i pay in fic trash to fix the ao3 tag please it’s driving me crazy
#i am going insane#why is everyone misspelling it#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#dirk brûleé#BRÛLEÉ#look at the video!!! or dont maybe actually#daniel brühl#im taggig him too bc its his fault for being like that#sixdemon nonsense#just cause the food is spelled one way doesnt mean he is!!
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It is 23:20 where i live right now and my parents are trying to convince me to go to sleep early BUT I NEED TO SEE THE WH UPDATE BEFOR MY SLUMBER
#welcome home#save me clown#clown#clown save me#AAAAAAAAAAAAA IM GOING INSANE KAVGIWBFGFBISBFJDD#PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I NEED THIS#/nf ofc#gosh im so excited for it#im gonna be doodling till then lol
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hey you, do you wanna know the dungeons story but don't wanna read all those journal entries? well there is a FANTASTIC summary on youtube, complete with renders and everything :D it's also been put in chronological order for an easier read :]
youtube
#IM GOING INSANE YIPPEEEEEE I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS A LOT#the soul sand area being the cage for kaeman. yeah you're 100% right but i think it being the colosseum would be cool#just bc dante ALSO ''died'' there and jumped into the void to escape death#but eh they're close to each other. good enough for me#i love how bonzo. scarf. the professor. maxor. and goldor... none of them EVER get mentioned in the journal entries kfjdhsjg#man how did scarf get here he literally just wanted to revive his mother 😭#also THE SKIN THEY USED FOR KAEMAN AAAAA I LOVE IT!!!!!!!! i wanna draw him now#finally. a design to go off of#they put emmet at scoop's house i love you i love you so much <333 i know it's probably common knowledge now but#im still glad it was very accurate anyways#i actually got a bit of new info out of this too 👀 not just kaeman's cage but also some stuff i overlooked#aaaaaaaaaaaaa good video#ok NOW i disappear. needed to wind down and found this video. had to share#but now it's midnight and i need to sleep#sb#sb lore#Youtube
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Wow I love being into media me and 2 only other people have ever seen
#im going insane over Solatorobo again#its SO GOOD#BUT YOU HAVE TO EMULATE BC ITS TOO DAMN EXPENSIVE NOW#AAAAAAAAAAAAA
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#+3 BROUGHT AGUN ALAKAKDNGUXUAJEHFA
#eye contact cw#AAAAAAAAAAAAA.... and AAAAAAAA also AAAAAAA ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#im going insane this shit HURTS IT ALL HURTSSSSS#sriracha.txt
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i dub thee, Chairmmet
#guys im going to hecking scream#emmet#TW: table#well#in that universe#but yeah no still going insane#its fine im fine#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#im not even going to apologize for the quality#i spent. so long. on that coat.#also- yes this chair is called “Emmet Lounge Chair”
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When I start to manipulate my body to points that i no longer appear human, becoming an eldrich horror as the sight of me drives you insane you are all over.
#stole this one from a friend#LET ME BE AN ELDRICH HORROR#dies#hey pups look at me im going insane!!#AAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Thinking abt healthcare costs and am crying, screaming, throwing up etc. Lads
#lucky#like im okay right now and i know its privileged of me to be okay but its fucking INSANE that im considering myself to be in this#situation?? like. i have needed physical therapy for months and have been going but it would be 320 a MONTH if i was still going as often#as i really should be (not counting the time i need to take off work to go!!!) ive had to cut it down to once every two weeks way earlier#than i should bc thats unmanageable!!!! and the fact that the medication i need is 3800 a DOSE w/o my insurance and my insurance could#suddenly tell me to fuck off bc its a specialty medication that i already had to fight them to pay for makes me want to tear my skin off#and i need two doses a month!!!! thats 7600 a month!!! ONE COMPANY MAKES THIS MEDICATION AND THERE IS NO ALTERNATIVE#like. i was so bad off without it i had to go to the hospital where they basically told me to fuck off they couldnt do anything????#the wack ass cocktail of shit they had on basically destroyed my life for two years and did nothing to manage the actual condition#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#my life has literally been reduced to work work work dr appt work immunologist work physical therapy work work work etc#im so burnt out i couldnt even manage a call with my best friend for the last few weeks#rant
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✨ rayllum ✨
whaddya want from me i have to talk about it rn. aaaaaaaaaaaaa🫶🫶🫶🫶 boundaries. trust. FINGERGUNS. they. them. my pronouns are they because i'll never be them. callum is done wasting time being mad and is now devoting all of his time remembering and/or discovering HOW MUCH HE LOVES THIS GIRL UGH 💕💞💖💗💞💕💖💝💝💘💖💓 he is the sweetest fucking thing rn oml he can see now that she will always be there for him and he wants her to know and im normal. aside from the core developments of their relationship omfg we were SERVED. the banter, the softness, the absolute bestie(+) behavior. let's review:
(e1) "practical? like what ; :)" that is the flirtiest fuckin face ive ever seen
"yes. you. uh.. rayla."
"i was lookin for you! uh.. callum." HIS FACEEEE HIS WIDDLE SMILE
"i can see that. let her go." ZERO hesitation. also mad foreshadowing
"she broke into the high mage's office." "no that's crazy. she can go in there any time she wants." UGH i expected a "no that's crazy she would never do that" but he's straight up like 'whats mine is urs bbg" 😭✋
"the elf stole it." oh.. ok his face doesn't look too happy there i wonder if "shes not 'the elf.' she's rayla." OH FUCK ME THEN
"and she was hiding a weapon" "so what? she always is?" IM SCREAMING I LOVE THEM SM
it doesn't even seem that for a second he was perturbed about rayla having the murder weapon, more so that he was looking straight at the murder weapon. she's always been in the clear 🫡
"if she didn't tell me... she has a good reason." THIS. THIS RIGHT HERE. THIS-- iiis getting its own post.
"it means i trust her. unconditionally." brb dying happy
his face when she unchained herself god he loves his non-law-abiding girlfriend
"you don't have to explain or justify anything to me. you can tell me when you're ready :)" what can i even say at this point
(e2) "well i'm glad you liked it :)" kill me now
"and now... here we are," there it is he still sees them as one unit, defying all odds and persevering all circumstances oh me oh my
stargazing obvi
(e3) RAYLA IN CALLUM'S DOODLE. HE DIDN'T HAVE TO ADD HER IN THERE YET THERE SHE IS LOOKING ADORABLE
"she can't stop us." "nobody can >:)" "so we're going to lux aurea right? ; :)" "too right we are >:)>:)>:)>:)"
their chaos <3
(e4) rayllum montage my beloved THAT MUSIC
if you guys have been weird please show me normal
"rayla, we've been through a lot, and a lot has changed, ah- um, well, some things have changed, but not.. everything. uh... i would do anything for you."
i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i wo
this is not fucking real what the fuckity fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
they are The standard
i've seen a lot of ships in my day way too many perhaps but no one compares
he's so patient and respectful w her 😭 the way he just gently holds out his hands
she fully emphasized that freeing them wasn't her priority and yet just ZERO hesitation callum saw his girl in distress and dropped everything no second thought required
THE HAND HOLDDDD THAT WAS SO SOFT
HE WAS SO FRICKEN EXCITED TO HELP HER
about to die and only one priority mhm
THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB
"i waited too long" i am so absolutely insane feral indignant
"i hope you know-" "i know."
bury me
(e5) fist bump. thats it im done im gone oh m !!!!! FIST !!! BUMP !!!!! YOU ABSOLUTE DORKS YOU <3<3<3<3<3
i am weak and the water scene is literally my favorite
he IMMEDIATELY knows shes uncomfy
AND he waits for her
"i don't think i'm comfortable pushing- hey!" "see? i pushed you first! pushing is easy!"
12:06 ish that glance downward tho 👀
the hand snatch of the century. her face. his face. that squeeze. "together." that ttm parallel.
HE HELD HER HAND THE ENTIRE TIME 😭😭😭💗
"-the entire world would be in danger-" IM SORRY BUT HE LOOKED STRAIGHT. AT HER. THAT LOOK KILL ME
"an amulet. or, uh, is it a talisman? what's the difference?" HER SWEET LIL GIGGLE (might just be the last sweet moment i have to report on)
beginning o e7 they're standing together on deck what happened all last night i need to know
her catching him when he collapsed :') and holding him up the rest of the time
"LET HIM GO!"
so e8 🙂
so
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female rage has nothing on callum.
5 seasons. so many characters. so many losses. we have never seen this much emotion from anyone. i can hardly joke right now but he really embodied "don't you just wanna go apeshit?" i consume so much fucking media and this is new even for me. callum has never even had a temper. through all of this--getting kidnapped, abused, mentally and physically, seeing what his friends are going through--he hasn't broke. and then, seeing his biggest fear, the thing he's been plagued with for years, the thing we've seen him throw away his life to prevent, comes true, and he loses it. the scream, grunt & inhale, the speed, the aggression, the fucking expression. it's not hard to see how what happened next happened, i'm surprised he didn't do worse.
“all that talk about how love makes you stronger, but the second you see that elf girl in pain, you completely lost yourself.” mitski miyawaki kindly carry me out
every threat or demand finnegrin has made and callum has done nothing but scour. he has been as strong as anyone can be. and all of a sudden here he is crying out for mercy, pleading, bargaining, the lowest we've ever seen him. it hurts, but finnegrin was right.
"just... just let her go."
"NO! NO"
his defeat. we know this is because of... literally everything he has ever stood for being demolished. but his personal moral catastrophe aside, don't you find it interesting how he did all of that to keep rayla safe, and yet he never once went to her? i made another post abt this but i'm saying it again: rayla told him not to. and she believed in him. she's safe, but i don't think he thought he really saved her. he doesn't think he deserves anything she's giving him. he refuses to indulge in her, he refuses to confide in her, he refuses to seek her out. but he just saved her life. but that's not enough. not enough to resolve this within himself, and apparently not enough for the girl who's life he has saved twice now, who has stuck by him for years, who has dedicated everything to him, to be able to be okay with it. and he just kind of... accepts it. he doesn't beg for forgiveness, that being said he doesn't tell her either. this may seem like he's protecting himself, that he really just doesn't want to lose her, that he doesn't want to face this at all, but maybe it's him not wanting to disappoint her. yknow i really hate to be one of those people who ignores how basically all of callum's character surrounds his own internal conflict in favor of rayllum fan service, but fuck it's hard no to sometimes. he wants to be her hero, but he isn't; not to himself, anyway. this would always be the case. and yet... he did it all anyway. if that isn't unconditional, i'm jumping off a bridge.
no matter who he's protecting he is still being so strong for her
"yeah. yeah, i'm okay. i am." no, that obviously wasn't the truth. but for a "horrible liar," he sure appeared at least a little bit better. at the end of the day, the end of the battle, rayla's okay. and that always seems to help.
face touch 🩷
that hug man. her deep sigh. his shame melting into unavoidable comfort. him letting go despite all his better judgement. also it was cute. homicidal. but cute.
THE OTHER WATER SCENE IM STARTING TO THINK I HAVE A TYPE
the "eyes on me" thing AUUUHGHHGHGHGHGH
"i-i'm getting out" 👏ZERO👏HES👏ITATION👏 AND THE THING THAT MADE HIM BREAK WAS THE FEAR/SADNESS IN HER VOICE. LIKE AT FIRST HE WAS JUS LIKE "U GOOD?" BUT THEN HE SAW HOW UPSET SHE WAS AND WAS ALL "FUCK THE FATE OF THE WORLD IM GIVING YOU A HUG"
the squad reunion post-claudia when rayla gives callum's arm an extra little squeeze 😭
the ending handhold 🫶 thereee'ssss my little married couple
welp i would say it's been fun but it's been more so absolutely excruciating so. it has been.
if i still had feelings i would be so happy <3
#tdp spoilers#s5 spoilers#tdp s5 spoilers#rayllum#tdp s5#tdp season 5#tdp#the dragon prince s5#the dragon prince
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Sorry I'm going insane on main because for a while now this song has plagued me and like its just such a fucking Sonadow song. For me the most Sonadow song of all time. Its driving me up the walls. I am going bonkers. Crazy even. Some might say insane.
I was gonna put my rambling in the tags but decided against it BECAUSE JUST. THE FUCKING LYRICS?!
"You and I were, you and I were fire, fire, fireworks
That went off too soon
And I miss you in the June gloom too"
Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
"I said I'd never miss you, but I guess you never know
May the bridges I have burned light my way back home"
AAAAAAAAAAAAA
"My 9 to 5 is cutting open old scars
Again and again 'til I'm stuck in your head
Had my doubts but I let them out
You are the drought and I'm the holy water you have been without"
IM FUCKING LOSING MY MIND.
#sonadow#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sorry im just going insane. I needed to get it off my chest#THESE FUCKING FICTIONAL HEDGEHOGS ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY ONCE AGAIN#sth#sonic#Spotify
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AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
I FINISHED THE SPIRIT BARES ITS TEETH
I LOVED IT SO MUCH!!! IM GOING INSANE!!!!
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she etho on my slab til i SCREAMS SCREAMS SO SO LOUD I LOVE ETHO SLAB IM GOING INSANE IM GOINF FERAL AAAAAAAAAAAAA SCREAMS AND CRIES AND ETHO SLABS ALL OVER THE PLACE
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aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! thankyou thankyou!!!!!
he's just missing his brand over his heart, but otherwise, he's perfect! you did such a good job he looks so lovely in your style, thankyou ^-^
also i completely get u haha, it's no worries ^-^ ive also been quite slow on the art front especially with irl going insane lol (🎶 it's the most chaotic time of the yeaaaaar 🎶)
and!!! i have drawn your boi >:))) he was very cute and fun >:)
im gonna try out glaze so i'll be a little bit before i post, but i have the invite link, so hopefully today i can get my ass into gear and try it out :D
thank you so much, i'm so glad you like it!! i can't wait to see him, ik it's gonna look great !!!
aaa my bad, i assumed the brand was some kind of watermark 😩 i added it here, tumblr crunched the quality on his ref so i hope this is accurate LOL
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Hi been a while haven't posted since last year im going so insane about a game and aaaaaaAAAAAAA
Have what was supposed to be just a sketch + what happened after I turned on my music and got distracted
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