January 2023: timeline

01.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 02.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 03.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 04.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 05.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 06.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is in Los Angeles 07.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is in Cabos 08.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is in Cabos 09.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 10.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is in Cabos 11.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 12.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is in Cabos 13.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is in Cabos 14.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is in Cabos 15.01.22: harry is in London // louis is MIA 16.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is in Cabos 17.01.22: harry is in Italy // louis is MIA 18.01.22: harry is in London // louis is in Cabos 19.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is in Cabos 20.01.22: harry is in London // louis is MIA 21.01.22: harry is in London // louis is MIA 22.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 23.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 24.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 25.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 26.01.22: harry is in Los Angeles // louis is MIA 27.01.22: harry is in Los Angeles // louis is MIA 28.01.22: harry is in Los Angeles // louis is MIA 29.01.22: harry is in Los Angeles // louis is MIA 30.01.22: harry is MIA // louis is MIA 31.01.22: harry is in Palm Springs // louis is MIA

One drink, Brasov [27.01.22] d

27.01.22 | 02.02.22 for last We played very short but fun Witchlight Carnaval adventure.... My Witchlight Hand tabaxi warlock, Caramel (they/them).  They are kinda asshole and wannabe archfey. It was funny to play them.  Bonus sketch with their little adoptive family - illusionist punk teacher(dad) and old blink dog buddy.

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Harry and HSHQ via Instagram story - 27.01

Liam via Twitter - 27/01

Joshua Halling instagram stories 27/1/22

27.01.22: recap

harry is MIA

sm posts: IG, story, tweet

louis is MIA

sm posts: RT, Story

Taylor Swift has been nominated at Band Lab NME Awards 2022 for Best Reissue and Best Music Video!

27.01.2022 // 21:12

It hurts. Everything hurts. I‘ve been crying in the shower and all I feel is the ache in my chest.

I kind of don‘t deserve to have people close to me I guess?

I‘ve been feeling this particular kind of loneliness for a long time. My bf knows about it but he can‘t do anything about it. What am I doing wrong? I just kind of have nobody to talk to about this. Been thinking every now and then that maybe I should start writing here again. Maybe it will help.

It‘s just… That I‘m so freaking lonely haha. Well at least I have like 2 people who I can talk too but still. I don‘t feel like I have friends and all the people I hang out with are my boyfriends friends. My own friends kind of don‘t talk to me? Like they don‘t answer my messages or take days to. I‘m really trying hard to find new people or to keep the friendship going but it hurts a lot seeing that it‘s just coming from my side.

I often forget about it or try to forget about it. Dive myself into work, games and other media to distract myself from the future. Not knowing where to go to, what to do and with whom. Nobody to discuss that with.

It hurts really a lot.

I miss you all. What happened? What did I do wrong? Was I not caring enough? I don‘t know…. Most of them found better people, I guess. And one of them just ghosted me. I… don‘t know man. Sometimes I think I deserve this and sometimes I think that I‘m giving my everything and it‘s still not enough so it‘s not my fault.

Everybody is wondering why I‘m struggling to be open about myself and my past and everything that‘s been bugging me and stuff. But how am I supposed to trust and bring up the energy to talk about everything that hurts my soul if they just kinda turn away either way. Why should I.