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giggling maniacally. finally
#FIRST TATTOO LETS GOOOOOOOO this is a late bday present from my brother AAAAA im so HAPPY!!!!#im giddy im insane i cant stop looking at it. hes so CYUTE hes so SCWUNKLY. my BUNKLY my BOY#ty to @zootzonk on twt for designing him im literally blasting thru my roof to outer space. fuelled by pure whimsy#i am DEDICATED i LOVE him. im v comfy w the idea of fandom tattoos as long as their still illustrative-y on me#theyre#and ougguhhh this hits. sniffles so weakly. hes so CYUTE did u SEE it. look at him hes ADORABLE#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#YES IM USING THE MAIN TAGS. PPL NEED TO SEE HIM
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Hello guys!!!!! Aforementioned project is finally finished 🫠 It was meant to be just a simple weekend project, and ended up being 30+ hours over the period of like four days. I don't think I'm an actual normal human anymore. This is the project that caused everyone in my life to question my mental and physical wellbeing and health. But I'm super excited to share this all of you!!!! Please enjoy!!!! Even if you don't like vettonso, I hope this is still interesting????
If you make any, please reblog this or tag me in it! I'm excited to see what other people, other than just me suffering alone in my bedroom, make out of this!!! <3
#jesus christ i cant believe i actually made this 😭😭#originally earlier last week i was like ahhh i wanna draw more of them in different eras(like the timeswap au)#and then randomly wanted to draw every single racesuit(nightmare)#and then im like WAIT I CAN MAKE A PICREW OUT OF THIS#no joke when i say i dont think i was a human this weekend#it was truly: eat. sleep. draw. eat. draw. sleep. draw. eat. draw. draw. sleep.#the screentime count on my ipad is soooooo fucking bad im ashamed dhfjfkkg#i dont think picrews are meant to be made in the span of a weekend#*weakly* i did it~#again as i said in the description. please request if you want anything added!!!#i dont know if ill get to it immediately bcs i just spent 30+ hours psychologically torturing myself#i actually feel so ill JSJFKGLGLG but im happy w it and i wouldnt have gone back and changed any of the process#tho the evolution of 'im having so much fun' to groaning every time i opened up my ipad again was so funny#thank you so much to suzuki i could have never have done this without your support and encouragement 🥹🥹#hoping this picrew works as a blood sacrifice to the good health and wellbeing of the amr24. the car that is launching today!#also istg i am going to dm shill and self reblog this with no shame. it is my magnum opus(as of now)#now i am going to sleep and not touch my ipad for a while djfkkglg#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#catie.art.#vettonso#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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sunshine boy !!!
#vash#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun stampede#I DID IT !!!!!!!!!!!!#gurgles weakly#okay i send off my files and then i pass tf OUT good night#:*#my art
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i started rambling in the tags of a scavenger's reign reblog but realized Too Late i rambled Too Much so i'll put the thoughts here as a screencap instead but there's spoilers in it
#i love the hollow it is so toxic but kamen brought the (emotional) chemicals#we stan hollow [episode 6 happens] ['*weakly* did everyone have fun at The Horrors' voice] y-eah... w...we stan...#scavreign warbling#scavenger's reign#hollow posting
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Let’s Talk About Feelings
(1316 words)
The first thing that Etho finds out is that day and night pass too quickly.
Etho has never been a man running out of time. To his left, currently sharpening the back edge of his diamond axe, is a man who has. Right now, for Etho, the passage of time is not only a visual sensation, it’s a physical one. He feels it in the way his body tires, the way he moves, the way everything takes less time than he’s expecting. Even sitting here, the dull da-dump of his heart is enough to mark the seconds of his life passing. He drinks from his canteen. He swallows. He loops his pickaxe over his head, the weight settling on his back, and stands. Tango’s eyes flick up to him. He doesn’t look as tired as Etho feels.
There is no downtime. There is only time wasted.
“Ready, T?” Etho asks. Tango smiles, a mouth full of sharp teeth, and nods.
“Sure, E,” he says, standing with a sway. “Let’s do it.”
It’s a quick trip down into the mine from the top of the base. The two part system works surprisingly well—there’s a modest looking home on top, ugly, as per usual, and the real stuff happens below. Wheat, sugarcane, two cows, at long last, and the mineshaft down to pools of lava and dark, cool tunnels. Tango follows beside Etho down the two-wide staircase, humming to himself.
“I can’t believe it took us that long to get two cows,” Tango grumbles, glancing back up the staircase. Etho huffs, trying to laugh, but finds that his tiredness just sort of pushes the air from his lungs, rather than do anything important. “Our ranchin’ skills have plummeted, man.”
Etho hums, shaking his head. He can feel a soft heat radiating out from Tango’s shoulder every time it brushes his.
“That’s too bad,” he starts. “Thought we had a rancher on our hands.”
Tango laughs, though it peters into something a little hollow.
“Mm, I wish. Wasn’t me, though. ‘M notorious for gettin’ things killed, you know that.”
Etho knows Tango well enough to place the validity of his sentence. Not even just here, either. Wardens to cows, mob farms to personal, accidental deaths. Etho laughs, finally warbling out a complete one, until Tango knocks into his shoulder. He shoves back. They rebound back and forth for several steps, until Etho nearly loses his footing and Tango clamps a hand around his wrist. He doesn’t let go, though, and Etho drags him along. They stand together at the landing for a moment, a handful of tunnels branching off from the sides. Etho glances down one, tilting his head in the direction of the torchlight. Tango nods. There’s a cave further down that opens up into a ravine, one Etho knows more diamonds have to be in. He can feel it, like an itch under his skin.
Tango’s sentence says something he doesn’t voice out loud, though. Etho tugs on his arm. Tango makes a questioning noise.
“You doin’ alright? Not seein’ him?”
Tango furrows his eyebrows. His features are obscured, half by lack of light, and half as the torchlight warps when they step into the next room, and the cave walls open up. Tango waves the torch around, passing it off to Etho.
“Yeah,” Tango starts. “‘S fine. Hate that Joel’s rubbin’ off on him, but…glad he has someone.”
“Mm,” Etho agrees. “Last time I checked it was Joel and Grian.”
Tango squawks.
“Ugh! I just—oh, no…”
Etho frowns a little as they stand in the center of the room.
“What d’you mean, “oh no”?”
“You threatened to kill Joel! I can’t not back you on that.”
“You’re gonna stick yourself in another messy situation, T,” Etho says. He climbs down the lip of another crevasse, sliding part of the way. He offers his hand to Tango, who worms down, bumping into him.
“‘M gonna try not to,” Tango grumbles. Etho can see his tail flicking back and forth. “‘S long as you don’t do somethin’ stupid.”
“Hey, no promises, man.” Etho doffs his pickaxe, placing the torch in the center of the room. Here, it lights up the space, stretching outward with a yellow halo. The places it can’t reach go grey with dark. He turns a slow circle as Tango tracks the ceiling. Nothing yet.
“Speakin’ of people,” Tango starts. Etho feels his limbs go cold, a static electricity pooling in the pit of his stomach.
“Mm…” he starts, but Tango beats him to the punch.
“You talked to him any more?”
Etho shakes his head.
“No, no, I haven’t. There’s not really a point, I think.”
“I mean, you two were partners…” Tango continues. Etho shakes his head.
“We shouldn’t be partners in things like these, it always goes south.”
Tango shrugs.
“Suppose so…” he agrees. Something about his tone suggests that he doesn’t really agree, but he’s giving Etho the chance to explain if he wants to, and the space to stay quiet if it’s more than he’d be willing to share. Etho worries the inside of his cheek. Then, he takes a swing with his pickaxe and breaks into the rockface.
Between the clunk of the pickaxe and the shnk of his armor as he swings, he hears Tango start in the opposite direction, tossing a question over his shoulder.
“You don’t miss him?”
Etho’s stomach folds over itself. Part of him begs to turn and ask his friend what he could possibly mean by that, what it could imply, but the words seem sad. They seem expectant on something. On Etho, maybe, to refute the claim, to prove to Tango that he does, to give Tango the peace of mind, maybe. Maybe Tango’s scared, Etho thinks, of the possibility that Bdubs comes back with vengeance, rather than anything else. Were they not all indirectly both advocates and victims of Bdubs’ death? He realizes, after a moment, that he’s been leaning on his pickaxe, staring at a chunk of iron in the ground. He drops to his knees after a moment, prying the block up.
“Etho?” Tango asks.
Oh. Etho hadn’t said anything, had he?
“No,” Etho says. “Let’s keep digging.”
He thinks he hears Tango sigh. It doesn’t sound frustrated. It just sounds tired.
“Sure thing, E,” Tango says. Etho swings his pickaxe into the rock and watches it crumble at his feet. He isn’t thinking about a night in the middle of nowhere around a soup pot. A night in a fort half built cradling cups in his hands. A life forked over by the man behind him that wasn’t Etho’s to negotiate. A night outside of a base that isn’t is, calling Bdubs’ name like he was forbidden to step inside. A clock in Bdubs’ hands he never made. A happy marriage Etho wasn’t part of.
Part of him thought going home would fix it. It didn’t. He still never saw him. They were better, they weren’t leaving, but there was still a distance. And it doesn’t matter—clearly, it doesn’t, because otherwise Etho would be lamenting about a man who can’t love him in a dangerous place because he has to keep every feeling for himself just in case they get used against him. He can’t even be mad. It’s a trait Bdubs picked up from him.
He isn’t thinking about that, though. He’s thinking about a fireplace in a basement. And he’s thinking about dinner and tea in a half-built base in the jungle. And he’s thinking about a color palette getting commented on. And he’s thinking about anything but the idea that he might just have to kill him this time. He doesn’t have much of a choice, does he?
“I think I found diamond,” Etho says. His voice echoes until Tango hums.
“None for me, yet.”
Etho keeps digging.
There’s no room to talk about feelings.
#limited life smp#limlsmp#limited life fic#limited life spoilers#tangotek#ethoslab#BEAR WITH ME AS I POST TO THE WRONG BLOG BECAUSE I FORGET TO CHANGE TO SIDEBLOG WTF#anyway limited life friday yippeeee (< weakly)#i cannot believe i just did that#if you just saw this no you didnt#anyway etho and tango should just talk i think!!#and no do not speak to me about their episodes im not well#it's fine dw about it sdjkfhksdjfh#been thinking a lot about the day night cycle though... hmmmmmmm#since it is 24 hours. anyway just a thought!!#ethubs is next heehhehehehe#as it should be.. i mean. monolith you already know
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(blankly staring at the wall) dungeon meshi thursday.................
#hello my final fantasy xiv fan friends here. do you know how haurchefant's death is so spoiled that everyone knows it going in?#well even I did. and also; dungeon meshi is very similar. anyways when I finished famous Heavensward Dungeon 'The Vault'#I remember thinking. 'I thought I had more time. i thought i'd have more time with you.' and i remember also thinking#'That's probably what the warrior of light thought too.' to relate this back to Dungeon Meshi Thursday#it's also a very notoriously spoiled manga being finished already by the time the anime is airing. i'm not entirely dumb#but also. laios. falin... . (continues staring blankly at the wall) do you think he also th#author's note: this user's greatest heartache imaginable is losing their sibling. they watch this show with their younger sibling#not groundbreaking but. uough. (weakly) dungeon meshi thursday........#armour clanking
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okay disclaimer i haven’t seen the film yet, BUT there IS something supremely funny about every night at the museum fan foaming at the mouth for years for jed and octavius to be made canon and then disney going. ha. you are like little baby. watch this. [SLAPS A BI STICKER ON NICKY DALEY]
#of all the characters with bisexual energy in this franchise…nicky huh#don’t get me wrong it sounds like i’m mad but i’m not this is just the FUNNIEST TIMELINE#i did hear that jedtavius was like. weakly implied once again but what else is new#natm#natm 4
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Did I fall? Where's Rhett? What time is it? Does my mom know? Evidently, I've hurt my head. (Note the order of those. 😏)
I busted my ass! 🎶
Mythical Society
Never Before Seen- Broken P elvis Song
BONUS: See it right there? That's my pelvis.
#mythical society#never before seen#broken p elvis song#link neal#link sans specs#college link#this boy#hopped up on pain meds giggling weakly#and singing in harmony about his busted ass#but still hellacute#man when i was in college i would've been so intimidated by how gorgeous he was#a worship from afar situation for sure#gee can't imagine why i never dated anyone in college#ugh#extreme closeup#of his very baggy jean covered crotch#because of course he did#😂😂😂#my edit
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Bweh
#if u know what this is. thank u for sticking around and I’m sorry for what I’m about to do /hj#I REALLY LIKE THEIR STORY THOUGH.. i wanna do something with it but my attention span is poopy aaeeahhg#literally been thinking about them for weeks like man it would be cool if I did this.. and made a character for this#bearer of the curse#they’re literally my favs though. i think their story is a little more hashed out when im on meds but damn#maybe I’ll work on it when I go on break#my art#myart#my oc#myoc#Pokemon oc#Pokemon#Pokemon ask blog#pokeask#pokeask blog#pkmnask#waves weakly hi guys
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My friend and I went to see Saltburn and went in completely blind (typically we read the whole storyline prior to going). We were not expecting all of that. We agreed that Choices™️ were made that we wouldn’t have made ourselves, haha.
So interested to hear your thoughts if you want to share 🩷
Oh gosh, yeah, haha, I feel like going in blind must've been a bit of a shock.
I kinda knew what to expect because a friend of mine had already told me it was 'if Talented Mr Ripley was dumb' and I'd seen a bit of the press for it so was expecting certain scenes, and look - - I was just commenting to @nakedmonkey, but I do think the worst crime a movie can commit is to be boring, and I don't think it was boring, so it had that going for it at the very least, haha.
Some of the performances were fun (Rosamund Pike in particular is always great), but overall, I just think it was just a really shallow film that was less interested in character arcs or relationships than it was in shock value. It flirted with these rich themes of class and race, power, attraction and intimacy, control and freedom, and it just chose the cheap shot every time. It was more interested in making the audience gasp or cringe than it was in actually having the characters evolve or devolve in a way that - - y'know, told a compelling story, and any shift in a dynamic was handled so limply that it had no real emotional impact.
I don't know. I still had enough fun watching it (my cinema was packed and the audience skewed pretty young, and their response was hilarious), but I just ultimately don't think it had as much to say as it pretended it did.
#the cousin being biracial and born of scandal and trying to get back in was particularly weakly handled tbh#you could tell ef just wasn't particularly interested in exploring the nuances of the different dynamics#also to pretend j*cob el*rdi has an ounce of the beauty talent and charisma as 1999 jude law...#honestly too it confirmed for me i don't love linus sandgen as a dop/cinematographer either#i find his style as lacking here as i did on la la land and american hustle#and i think the only time he's visually interesting or meaningful is when he's imitating other cinematographers#which is wild because i feel like this should've and could've been visually sumptuous and layered#and yet...#of course a part of that is ef's direction too#film asks#definitely low on my 2023 movie list#not the lowest though haha
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im trying to develop a proper team for gv jaide but im actually struggling a whole lot because i have a habit of trying to make sense of why she picked them even if i could just simply dump whoever i want 🧍literally analyzing if her team works from a game standpoint
#im honestly jealous that ive made such a good team for aine but she's not really mentioned at all in my blog#because each member of aine team serves a purpose to help her weakly self like#damn how did i come up with that??? can i do that again.... smh#the ones ive ultimately settled for jaide are: gallade - togepi and leafeon#i have so many fire type choice i like but i want to keep one type brrrr#like ... imagine her having a cinderace i think that'd be so fun... but i also like infernape..... b-but blaziken...#why are these guys hella physical for a fire type#jaide won't have a single electric type on her team however#yeah im still thinking about it#the applins don't count since i havent played swsh yet LMAO
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we got this 15 min video of half these seiyuu telling either a truth or a lie to the theme of the ‘number 6’ (anniversary!!!!) and what came up was kinda interesting lol
the ones in charge of telling either a truth or lie were 0️⃣1️⃣2️⃣3️⃣🎋🍮🥂 and the rest had to vote on who was lying!!!! so the stories they told were
0️⃣: he was once scouted to be a professional baseball player. due his skills he would have been part of the clean up (baseball heavy hitters) and was offered the jersey number 6
1️⃣: he raised 6 cats in his youth and one of them was named gianko
2️⃣: in six months he gained 6kg
3️⃣: because he’s from osaka, he’s very attached to rokko related things (rokko range is near osaka, and uses the kanji for six in the name so he’s still on theme lol)
🎋: he finds it’s much easier to consume bread if it’s cut into six pieces
🍮: there is a movie he’s watched six times because the details seemed a little different on each watch
🥂: before bed, he’s eaten six pinot gris grapes
the seiyuu in the back all voted that ishiya-san and kuroda-san were lying but it turns out that only ishiya-san was lying!!!!! (6 truths 1 lie lmao) apparently he only gained 5kg in 6 months lol
#this is vee speaking#i never expected watching sports anime all the time meant that knowing the terminology would come in handy casually#but quite a few of these seiyuu are sports fans so it comes up so frequently LOL#kuroda-san told that story so confidently and like………….. it’s kuroda-san lol i believed him immediately lmao#both shiraimu and hayama-san tried to poke holes in kimura’s story lol#shiraimu the cat ambassador asked him what did his cats like to do and when kimura couldn’t answer hayama-san chimed#‘well then what were their names??’#kimura answered weakly with gianko and tho hayama-san continued to poke fun at him during the voting stage (😌✊)#that honestly told me he wasn’t lying lol since gian was kimura’s childhood seiyuu role LOL#komada-san was the one that sussed out ishiya-san and i can only reason it’s his physical trainer bg that helped lol#it was a fun time i just wish the bat seiyuu at least got to sit together since they do tend to be quiet in ensemble vids lol#at least they could be a shy/introverted family together lmao#btw everyone absolutely clowned on iwasaki-san LOL
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I see Moonie @eloquentmoon, I just : ♥
#♝#which reminds me#i did not do a review on your kit fisto fic because i was too in love reading it like some weeks ago#but then i see you and i'm off to reread it again because i too would like him to ask#“wh...where?”#to which I will also#respond weakly#“inside”#ksajdkjdklajdajd#i miss you >:
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(threateningly) all the numbers
i have been threatened.
How many words have you written this year?
published total on ao3 is about 33k, but if i add all the unpublished stuff the total is just over 70k! i sure wrote a lot of stuff i won't publish this year LMAO
How many works did you publish this year?
4 (salute emoji)
What work are you most proud of (regardless of kudos/hits)?
finishing steps v2...! it adds a lot of canon exploration and also fern character study which was fun to write and really satisfying to get out!
What work of yours has the most hits?
from this year it's steps because i didn't publish anything that wasn't unbound but is it cheating if like half of its 600 hits were from last year. haha. haha
What work of yours got more feedback than you expected?
i actually didn't get that much feedback at all from anyone who wasn't already a friend so i guess i'll have to work harder for that. nobody new commented on anything that i published this year and i didn't get a single reblog note so... (shrugs) but there was a nice comment i got about steps taking liberties with the post-canon which made me very happy...!
Favorite title you used
i'll post this later this month but 'one step at a time' as a half-companion piece to steps... if i can finish it in time.......
If you use song lyrics, which artist’s songs did you pull from the most?
let's just take a moment to listen to acacia by bump of chicken the fucking song ever the everything the fax essay
Pairing you wrote the most for this year?
Favorite pairing you wrote for this year?
8 and 9 are the same. fax. i only wrote fax. fax the ever
What work was the quickest to write?
respite took me about a day, which is insanely fast actually
What work took you the longest to write?
steps took me like 8 months to rewrite. it turned out pretty damn good so we're winning here
How many WIPs do you have in your docs for next year?
surprisingly not a lot... i have bodyguard to work on, which is pretty much a constant, but otherwise i think i'm done most of my wips. i want to take a writing break once i'm done with my current fics because i'm just. tired. but i have a bunch of ideas (some basic ideas and aus, some about aros with jax... i have reincarnation sitting in my notes... promised to do something w crime boss and syndicate too...)
What’s your longest work of the year?
stop making me say steps BUT it's 38.5k baby!!!!!!
What’s your shortest work of the year?
actually this unpublished micro study of fern which i find really sexy. i'll put it at the end so you guys can read it too!
What WIP are you taking into next year with you?
bodyguard (fernsleep) it's always bodyguard. augh
What’s your most common “Additional Tags” tag?
pov 2nd person because it's so fucking sexy but to be real it's probably fluff
Your favorite character to write this year?
i literally only wrote fax. so uh. i guess jax ? he's easier than fern
The character that gave you the most trouble writing this year?
SEE ABOVE. FERN IS HARD
What’s one pairing you want to explore next year?
not really pairing but once i get up to khux i have something in mind w ephemer! and also maybe some khml things because i can't just be faxing all the time (i can absolutely fax all the time and i will continue to if left unchecked)
Which work of yours have you reread the most?
probably steps again but i think hook, line, sinker gets privileges too
How many kudos in total did you get this year?
ao3 is telling me 27 on the fics i've posted this year of which like. 10 are from steps being from last year. let's do better next year. otherwise i get a ton from my old prsk works and occasionally from enstars but i haven't posted anything new for either for a while
Which work has the most comments?
please i literally wrote only for a ridiculously obscure fandom. please give me a break (it's steps.)
Did you do any collaborative works this year?
no :( i think it'd be fun to try but i'm kinda bad at working with people because of my specific vision and vibe for whatever i do (also perfectionism). i also literally don't have friends into the same things as i am
Did you write any gifts this year?
mage i know you're here. i hope you enjoyed your 13k of porn
Did you receive any gifts this year?
no. i don't expect to get any though
What’s your most common category?
what does this mean . umm. m/m G-T usually i think releasing porn this year was a bit new but it was good and i liked it a lot so ,
What do you listen to while writing?
whatever song i'm addicted to recently! this is how you get me listening to catchy idol pop while i'm writing about fern getting his sanity fucked out of him. the vibes don't really matter because the music is just there to stop me from getting distracted at everything
Favorite work you wrote this year?
this ask game really wants me to say steps again but it's literally my pride and joy. i hope you all play unbound so you can read my 38k monster oneshot
Favorite line/passage you wrote this year?
"It's cute, in a way, how his dishonesty betrays everything he wants to say."
Biggest surprise while writing this year?
i actually quite liked a lot of the things i did this year. they're not bad and i don't mind rereading them and i hope that means i've gained a bit more confidence in myself... also i wrote 13k of straight up porn that's new. i've never wrote that much goddamn porn before lmao
anyway that bit from (14) because i think it's really sexy thinking about fern in terms of his relationship with intimacy and how that relates to sex and romance in his view of things... y'know......
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also i can never tell if im just like lifting-strength weak or if my PC is the heaviest bastard on planet earth my pc stand is like 6 inches off the floor and i had to use full muscle power to shuffle one half of it back on the stand. and then take a breather before doing the other one
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dragging all my spins together and bundling them in my arms like a bunch of ferrets. they don't all wanna be there, they're squirmin'
#my mind going#ships? ships? did you say ships?#and bounding over#aubreyad#and#hornblower#triple m murdock just a soggy pile in the corner#star trek tos#weakly holding up a starfleet flag and trying not to get trampled#they are a Collection#and they Will Mesh#(holmes be glad you got out when you did)#(starfleet flag meaning a uh a united federation of planets flag i guess)#daredevil#daredevil tv#fandom nonspecific#ernie-spin-cycle#ernie-speaks
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