Hello guys!!!!! Aforementioned project is finally finished 🫠 It was meant to be just a simple weekend project, and ended up being 30+ hours over the period of like four days. I don't think I'm an actual normal human anymore. This is the project that caused everyone in my life to question my mental and physical wellbeing and health. But I'm super excited to share this all of you!!!! Please enjoy!!!! Even if you don't like vettonso, I hope this is still interesting????

If you make any, please reblog this or tag me in it! I'm excited to see what other people, other than just me suffering alone in my bedroom, make out of this!!! <3

I think it might be dumle, do they have sticks version? Also idk did you ever try Swiss chocolate but hands down it's also one of the best things ever and the fact that I don't have access to Cailler on the regular is a crime. And Kinder and Milka fucking slap but I think that's understood (even though some of their things are sooo pricey).

As for my tooth, considering it fully broke idk how I'll go about fixing it. And since our health system is... what it is, and I hate dentists with burning passion, we'll see what happens. It's just very unfortunate situation.

And I can't help but to join a/b/o conversation because it's one of my favourite tropes ever. I totally get what you mean with your comment on omegaverse and ngl I blame straight people getting into it and writing it because omegaverse is so inherently queer (and I will preach about it until the end of time) and so many newer omegaverse fanfics nowdays just don't have the spirit of what it should be.

And I do love unconditional omegaverse so much 🫶🏻 especially two alphas. And I love when there is extra layer of trans experience by making characters feel uncomfortable with their presentation and they look for ways to change it. Bitching and studding fanfics are so good actually- (aka alpha becoming omega and omega becoming alpha). Straight up, one of my favourite omegaverse fanfics is ship with these two alphas and one of them always hated it and he ends up confessing it to the other one and other one helps him change and then helps him through his first heat <3

(I'm not sending the link tho, I'm not exposing my ships)

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No sugar they don’t have a stick version but I’m sure whichever you had was a 10/10 bc all of their chocolates are also I haven’t eaten Swiss chocolate before but I’ve heard a lot of good stuff about it!! Swiss chocolate is like the fanciest chocolate out there right?😭 also yes!!! Dear god in heaven I absolutely love kinder and milka they should ban it bc the way I’ll eat anything kinder and milka is criminal 😭

Sugar please make sure that it doesn’t get infected and that it doesn’t spread to the rest of your tooth flesh! I think chipped tooth aren’t the entire world my friend got it fixed for aesthetic reasons but just focus on keeping the place sterilized and be careful when you eat! I know there’s also a toothpaste that works wonders for infections idk which one but my dentist had told me to get it it’s like a purple paste?😭

I def believe straight ppl have a part of it but I also feel like we as a community have become so rigid with things like for example omegaverse isnt a real thing yet ppl will be up in ears telling you how two alphas cant be together this doesn’t just apply to omegaverse but the other day I saw a whole debate on how you aren’t a real top if you like getting head like what the hell is going on😭

Oh now you’ve made me curios 👀 but oh well it shall remain a secret 🫶🏻 however I really need to read more enemies to lovers alpha x alpha bc Jesus Christ 🧎🏻‍♂️

Okayyyy I finished tsasog and without further ado here is me simping:

God I missed your wolfstar the UST, the chemistry is unparalleled. I need my wolfstar pathetic and intense and pining mutually right off the bat and you delivered. Don't think I didn't see Remus's reaction when he caught sight of Sirius in his church that first time!

Ok some of my fave metaphors (not incl. religious) that have stuck with me: spit watermelon seed for Lola. Holding a cherry pit under his tongue waiting for Remus. That whole description of James in the last chapter omg.

Having never watched Fleabag bc of the triggers, to me, the way you described missing your dead friend, and what it felt like for Sirius right after she died-- it's accurate. All of it. Thank you for treating it tenderly and honestly. It made me feel less crazy tbh.

Ok onto the Hot Priest bit. Again, only you and only wolfstar will have me buying into The Hot Priest (like yes, Sirius, Get On Your Knees for Remus where you belong. The fingers on his tongue, like he is receiving the Eucharist, the Body of Christ, only hello it's the body of Remus John Lupin). I weirdly grew up with a brand of priest where being hot was part of their whole thing to like "attract people to God" but then like try being fifteen and in confession and having to tell said priest you let your bf touch your boobs shit got weird.

ON THAT NOTE. I am FERAL for all the religious/sacrilegious metaphors and perversions and commentary. I already talked about Sirius receiving "communion," but Sirius crucifying himself on a FIRE ESCAPE with his pathetic love for Remus? Perfect. If you ever need a beta for that shit PLEASE let me put my catholic education to werk. I once wrote a metaphor comparing a sex facial to the baptism of Jesus in the river jordan. I got a lifetime of knowledge.

I'll end with this: Remus, after he leaves the church and goes to Sirius and professes his love-- that experience was beautifully depicted. Remus saying that religion is a source of goodness and truth and peace, and if you aren't experiencing that, then it's not what you are meant to be doing: SO TRUE. And then there's that feeling of freedom and happiness and joy you have when you are brave enough to truly follow your path, even if it means giving up an identity and a life and a truth you once believed. It's terrifying but exhilarating once you make it to the other side. But yeah, that idea of bone-deep, constant "suffering," as Remus called it, while staying in the church, and then realizing that that is not what church or God or love should actually feel like- that is the *only* way a truly devout person will ever have the strength to walk away from it. You nailed it.

Hope this ask isn't too unhinged but like what is the point of fandom if you cant pull shit like this amirite? Thank you for sharing your writing-- you are doing the lord's work. xxooo

hello hello!!!! i love this ask definitely not too unhinged thank you for all ur lovely words :-) and thank you for including the bits from the last ask i somehow deleted 😭😭

i actually can’t write r/s without UST and like intense amounts of pathetic pining it just doesn’t make sense to me thank you for seeing my vision and loving it!! i’m really honoured you read this work despite it having some triggering material for you - and then also feeling i honoured the events that happen and treated it well. whenever i write difficult topics (grief, mental health struggles, unhealthy relationships etc) im always trying to approach it with care and honesty and vulnerability! drawing from what i know and how i think that character would also react to these events. but yeah thank you :-) particularly irt religion which i have some knowledge of but not hugely, i actually ended up doing a lot of research and like reading priest’s experiences in the church and why they chose the profession etc and then why some leave. and i’m glad the last part resonated because religion isn’t inherently evil or bad and i didn’t want r to be like i don’t want any of it! but to actually connect with his faith again to realise that the way he was practicing and engaging with his religion was no longer healthy and no longer the best way to like connect with it and god!!

and damn i wish i had gotten you on board for the religious metaphors 😭 you would have taken it the next level aidjfjw but thank you so much for all these lovely words!!!! just loved reading all this :-) xxxx

omg don't get me started on adult heedo. if the writers wanted me to believe heedo and yijin broke up and she was fine living her life cause ~ things dont last ~ then show me that she moved on. instead, they showed me her keeping RAINBOW chairs around her studio, using yijin's thing he wrote on her sword with her daughter, the look in her face when she hears his name… like? she's obviously not over it at all. also older heedo forgetting THE BEACH TRIP, her very first significant trip with her first 'real' friends it seems. she acted like it never happened. and sure people forget things, but this was significant. i don't think anyone would plain out forget that.. idk maybe its just me. they were really trying to nail in things dont always last but jesus christ it was like heedo had amnesia except when it came to yijin though right? she remembers him like yesterday sigh what a waste of a beautiful relationship. i dont even know those two anymore in the last eps. things just went fucking downhill so quickly only cause the writer wanted to fit the ending into this weird narrative that she couldn't make believable at all at that point. you can't show us what they mean to each other for those 14 eps then quickly pull them apart, quite literally, at the end to make it work for this bs ending cause it didn't. if she wanted to show us they couldn't make it, there should've been signs way earlier but no, she waited until we barely got them together and suddenly all their traits are gone, they cant communicate, they cant be understanding when thats all they've been doing for each other the whole time.

No the rainbow chairs 😭😭 you know that last episode had me bawling I was so sad. I felt actually heartbroken for heedo. The way she pretended to forget the beach trip please she didn't forget, I bet she remembers every little thing. It was so meaningful to her and everyone else. Remember how only yijin got that photo of her?? Yeah that seems like a guy that would break up with the love of his life. Such a wasted opportunity for such a beautiful ending. I don't buy the whole "realistic ending". It was not realistic, it was stupid. I know they hinted since ep 1 that they might not end up together but then they shouldn't have created such a good relationship for them. From acquaintances to friends to almost lovers to lovers. They made them so in love. I'm getting sad again. I don't remember the last time I felt so sad after watching a drama, maybe only after uncontrollably fond. Agh. I'm upset again 😭 we were so robbed.

Operation: "Ignore the Shitty Live Action Winx Show and Just Rewatch the Cartoon for the First Time in Almost a Decade" part 54:

Stella and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day

The show that brought you gay fairies now presents: gay mermaids

You know, I'm sure most versions of Valtor have a dramatic or creepy voice to match his extra appearance but here he just sounds like Some Guy and that's the only Valtor I will accept bc it is once again comedy gold

Also he's such a motormouth during his grand speeches? I can't tell if that's just a character trait, or if Dutch doesn't have short enough ways of saying things and having him talk that fast is the only way to get all the info in

Many feelings about Aisha being so unsure of her place in the group last season yet here they all are stressing over not being able to contact her. Heart full

Did I somehow manage to send my complaints about s2 not having enough Girlfriends™️ content back in time to the creators? Bc this season is really going hard with them again

Also the paralelism of Stella taking Bloom to Magix in 1×02 and taking her to Solaria in 3x02👌

"Bloom, You're welcome here. Stella talks about you all the time, make yourself at home" "I'll try my best. Even though my home is about a hundred rooms smaller" Heart. Full.

If I can't get my "I was kidnapped by a teacher I trusted, and then brainwashed into hurting my friends" angst, then I will gladly take the "I'm the sole survivor of a genocide" angst from Bloom instead

Stella did not just gently wipe away her tear I imagined that

HELLO?!?

This punk is lowkey kinda valid for thinking Stella is a spoiled brat here, but she also seemed pretty spoiled herself. Where's Musa when you need her to playfully put Stella in her place😩

"I know it doesn't seem like it right now, but this could be the start of a beautiful and lasting friendship" when did Bloom get so fucking funny fdghsd

LMAO Stella just magically flipped over the bed to get Bloom to get up, but she just curled up on the floor this episode is a work of art😭

Not Bloom looking into the camera like she's on the Office

After Stella brought out a pile of clothes, insisting Bloom tell her how she looks in them, this gremlin just gave her a thumbs up and fell asleep on top of them😂😭

I am SO glad the "Bloom can't fucking stay awake" gag stuck around even after she stopped having magical dead sister dreams. Those made it worse but she's literally just Like That

Welp! It's looking like another school year filled with some villain obsessing over Bloom who's just sitting here Poor girl cant catch a break

I can't believe I was giving this dude props for being more chill royalty than Sky's parents! fuck this guy someone tell Mike and Vanessa it's time to adopt another alien

"It's ok Stella just isn't acting like herself right now" no I'd say her reaction is pretty appropriate if not understated actually? How is everyone so chill about this? Even Flora smh

Bloom is the only valid person in this ballroom rn everyone else is on my shit list

Oh jesus christ there's more. I guess they decided Stella had it too easy last season huh

"Something tells me we're not getting invited back here" I think you may be on to something there