Clingy -Clingy Husband!Bakugo Katsuki x Wife!Reader

I used to write Bakugo all the time (no, he's not a husbando of mine, you don't have to worry about me claiming him) but rarely do it now.

Fluff (slight angst) | 1,020 words

Once again not edited

Warnings!: Mentions of- death, losing a loved one, regret, (👈all from random civilians) and insecurity

A hum escaped your lips as you wiped down your kitchen counter, basking in your husband's warmth.

"Do we have to do that now." Bakugo grumbled, pecking at your neck semi-aggresively.

"Yes Suki. I do not want to wake up to a messy house. And can you help? I'd get done a whole lot faster~."

"I am helping. I'm your emotional support."

"Katsuki.. will you please just get off me and do the dishes or something?"

"But I want cuddles." Bakugo all but whined, tightening his grip on your waist before nuzzling his face into your neck, ears red at his show of affection.

You just sighed, resting your head against Bakugo's before going back to your cleaning- a smile stuck on your lips.

After another thirty minutes you looked around at your living room, satisfied with your work. You single handedly cleaned the entire downstairs with Bakguo attached to you the entire time. You're not exactly sure why, but ever since Bakugo came home from work he's been clingy onto you, demanding you pay attention to him, and practically whining whenever you got up to do something.

"Are we done now?" Bakugo muttered, voice heavy with sleepiness.

"Yes baby. I'm done now."

Bakugo gave you a peck on the shoulder as a response, lazily picking you up. Wrapping your arms around his neck and legs around his waist, you had to admit that this was pretty perfect.

Your usually tsundere husband was giving you the attention that you demanded daily, showing off his clingy side for whatever reason. But for some reason you felt like something was.. off.

Bakugo -though he loves you dearly- rarely showed it via pyshical touch. He would cook and work for you, leave you little notes -which he totally blew off as you being crazy or you having a stalker, or in Bakugo's words: "They're probably from Dunce Face. He's always been jealous of me getting the hottie of the class" -, and grumpily letting you cuddle him and shower him with affection. And of course, he does xnotx like it at all. No no he hates it. But- if you come home you have thirty minutes to give him at the very least five minutes of your time showering him with this "unwanted" affection before he blows up and ignores you for a few hours.

Even though sometimes this was quite frustrating, most of the time you found it endearing, causing you to go soft for your big baby and give him the affection he adores- no matter how many times he denies it.

But this was different.

He's clung onto you for five hours.

The best you've gotten -and this was when he woke up feeling super clingy- was thirty minutes before he got bored of following you around as you did this and that, and so he went and sat on the couch, pouting as he watched you giggle at him.

After Bakugo tucked you in he immedietly climbed in beside you, wrapping you up in his arms as he pressed a few kisses onto your head, causing you to giggle.

"I love you Teddybear."

"And I you, Handsome. But.. is there anything wrong?"

At your silence you took that as a yes.

Leaning away from him, you left just enough space to look him in the eyes, playing with his hair as he looked down at your arm, drawing patterns onto it absent mindedly.

"You know you can tell me." You murmur, lifting Bakugo's chin so he was forced to meet your gaze.

"At work today.. there was this.. couple. The girl got crushed, and she wasn't able to be saved in time. She died-"

You panicked as Bakugo started slightly tearing up. Moving to kiss away the tears gathering in his lashes, you grabbed his hand, rubbing at his knuckles encouragingly.

"The- the man.. he was sobbing into her xdeadx body, apolgizing for not expressing his love enough.. he was so.. broken. And it reminded me of you- me specifically. You give me so much affection, but I- I hardly give you any in return. And I don't want to regret not showing you the love that you need, the love that you deserve."

"Oh baby." You coo, pulling Bakugo into your arms, pressing feather like kisses to any skin you could reach as Bakugo clung to you, letting a few tears fall.

"Listen- you do show me how much you love me. It's just not in the same way. Like when you cook me your special bentos, telling me to eat it or you're gonna track me down and force-feed me, or when you slave away only to come home and take me shopping, and when you leave me all of those sweet notes, telling me how much you love me, and spending a special amount on time on something so random."

"They're never random." Bakugo huffed, nipping a your shoulder lovingly.

"And I quote: 'Y/n, Teddybear, Goregous, Doll, Angel, and Keeper of not only my heart but soul, just so yk- that shirt looks xdazzlingx on you. You are so freaking xgoregousx if you weren't already married I'd ask for your hand.'"

"What!? You. Looked. Amazing."

"Katsuki, hunny.. you made it sound like I was a super model when I was in the same pjs I was wearing for the past three days with stains showing what I had for every meal since I put them on."

"You were goregous. And don't make fun of yourself. Your favoirte character just died."

"See- look. You remembered. That's another thing that makes you such a good husband, Babe."

"Yeah yeah whatever." Bakugo grumbled, wiggling out of your hold to pull you into his.

"I love you, idiot."

"And I you, boom boom boi."

Giggles filled the room as Bakugo pinned you to the bed, mercissly bombarding you with tickles, pinches -calm down they were soft, don't kill your idiot-, and kisses.

And no, he didn't stop until you apologized.

And no, you didn't apologize until your sides were aching and you desperately missed the warmth of your husband's chest.

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i'm so sorry for answering late!!!!😭 i went on a trip to my cousin so i didn't haven't been very active💔💔 your recs could never bother me i treasure them like they're actual gold🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 oh god yes i get very excited at the thought of a comeback but at the same time i'm just like. REST!!! RIGHT NOW!!!!!! i'm glad my words about your writing did have an effect, whenever i see you doubting yourself i'm like 🤨🤨 aggressive reassurance incoming✅ i did in fact not see the midsummer season thing, i've missed out on most of the txt content that came out these past few weeks i've missed seeing them🥹 soobin getting hit in the face by his own shirt while running really resonated with me<3 plus beomgyu being the only one indoors while everyone else is outside TWINSS🤞🏻🤞🏻 i've been quite well!!! i got to go outside a bit more these past weeks which makes me feel less chronically online and i can only hope it stays that way🤨 plus i got to see my cousin for the last time before she has her first baby . yes i am in tears writing this</3 i can't wait to meet him😿😿 i also splurged on a new bag and my heart is so full i love pretty things!!! i almost got a white+pink one but then i remembered that i literally always dress like i work at a tomb so it would definitely not have seen the light of day😐 and ohm y god,,.,., YOUR KITTIES?!-!/?-!! i am in LOVE (!!!!!!!) with them absolutely wonderful adorable lovely and every other nice adjective in the english language is the black and white one a kitten or does it just look tiny in that pic☹️☹️ PLUS THE PARTY HAT‼️‼️ showstopping i adore it<333333 IT'S HYUKA DAY!!! so here is a video that had me sobbing in fetal position plus some hyukas!!! I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE!!!!!!! i hope you've been well and taking care of yourself!! TE AMO x10000000

HIIII omg what my darling apple ur completely fine! im the messed up one who takes 30 years to answer u irs like im in space like light years away and ur on earth oh god this made me sad anyway! i hope ur trip was great!! how was it!! im happy you appreciate my refs it means so much to me *sobs* i have this eerie feeling at least one of txt will do something crazy with their hair idk…. i can just feel it…. lookin at you, soobin… omg <333 ur aggresive reassurance really does wonders for me ~!! ur a life saver, did u know that ? :0 awww i understand ~~ i’ve been slacking on the recent to do episodes hehe and besides that, they too have also been busy preparing for the rest of the tour i hope they’re taking it not-so-impossibly hard on themselves fnjngdjkgnjdng and good ol beomgyu <3 we can always count on u to stand out buddy thanks for never changing ~! hey yeaaaaaaa i love to hear that you’re doing well it makes me oh so happy !!! omg the outdoors !! get that vitamin d and serotonin (sunlight works like magic for the body besides the too much sun causing skin cancer but THATS BESIDES THE POINT) wish that were me <3 awwww how sweet oh god <//33333 congrats to ur cousin and i hope u see her babie soon <33 retail therapy yaaaaa you deserve to treat yourself especially to pretty things ~~~ god we are one in the same bc i too dress like i work at a tomb hehe hehe beffie vibes <3 u still deserve pretty things and the very best for sure tho ! i rest my case !!! AHHH im glad u think so :’)) and yes the black and white is still a growing kitten >,< his name is sylvester ~~ but i call him sylvie for short ! OMG HAPPY LATE HYUKA DAY!!! hope u spent the international holiday well with lots of cheer <3 VHBHDFB STOP THAT VIDEO had me choking on literal tears ahhhhh I LOVE YOUU VERY MUCH ahhh !!! i actually have been doing the opposite of all of that whoops but im trying to fix it ~!! LOVE U TONSS MILLIONS BILLIONS TRILLIONS~!! ++ random to do rec: ep 35-36 ~!! i love fishies :3 ++ song rec ++ here’s a tiktok that made me giggle so much (its beomgyu hehe) and another hehe bc taehyun is awesome

p.s. THESE HUENINGS </3 smiling so hard it physically hurts i love him, them, U SI NUCH (no emojis this time Since im typing on my ipad and its hardddd)

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living on the edge of the law (biadore) - chapter 4 - lily2

bianca is beginning to feel something different develop and adore doesn’t want to speak of her issues and living situation, sasha is an angel and bianca’s statement of shea being an idiot only grows stronger each day.

— *.✧ Adore finished applying the final touches of makeup before jumping into her outfit, the usual look for a venue like this— like anywhere truthfully. She was beyond inspired by the grundge movement of the 90’s and loved her occasional dolled up moment but mainly stuck with her fishnets and short jean pair when performing, it wasn’t laziness like some people liked to try and point out, try and write about. It was called personal taste and not like she could crowd surf in a corset and a dress that fell to the floor. Feeling energized she bit her lip nervously looking at the vodka she guessed someone brought her and shrugged, knowing it was just a shot and it wouldn’t too much in a state where she was probably the least drunk even with a shot in her system, she wouldn’t get black out wasted, not today— not in a while she hadn’t, not since her and her best friend had argued so awful that she got wasted and collapsed in Tatianna’s bathroom, battered.  “This isn’t like that, me and Ganja are all good now.” She smirked before taking a small shot and shaking her head, running a hand through her curls and humming to the song blaring from the speakers before using the two minutes she probably had to warm-up atleast a tiny bit.  —  “Adore!” Tatianna yelled once she got home, dropping her keys worriedly in the usual place they sat, giving her dog a quick pet and smile before focusing her attention on trying to find Adore, it was unsual for her to not be in the living room or kitchen, snacking. “Adore!” She repeated before peaning around the couch just for fun before hearing a stifling cry and noticing the light in the bathroom on.  “Adore honey—” she grumbled knowing damn well what this would entitle, she tried to open the door but it was locked. She tried one more time for good measure before knocking aggresively, “Adore please open the door, please!” The girl sniffled and sobbed, “Go away, I don’t want to talk about it.“  “You don’t have to, I just to make sure you’re okay, did something happen?” The softened voice in her tone was enough for Adore to open the door, Tatianna’s brows immediately raised seeing that she had practically cried all her makeup off and her hair was an absolute mess of knots and tangled, three entire bottles of vodka laying around, only one with any substance in it. She wanted absolutely murder Adore for breaking the one promise they had but this wasn’t the time. Tatianna opened her arms like a mother would to comfort her child, “What happened?” She asked as she stroked her hair.  “Me and Laganja…"  That was a sentence that always started with trouble, she didn’t wanna ever say anything bad to Adore about her since she knew she had her questionable friendships as did Tatianna but she had to admit in the back of her head it always a worry: Laganja was much better than she was before, now she had a medicinal card! However her temperament was always an issue. When her and Adore clashed, they clashed, head on. “We started drinking, I know you’ll hate me but, but— we started drinking and then it escalated and we basically both broke down and I just don’t want to talk about it.” That was a pretty mellow and grey explanation but Tatianna really, really didn’t think it be the best idea to push anything out of Adore and she didn’t need to because only a minute later she was the one holding Adore’s messy hair so she could throw up in the middle of the night, in Tatianna’s toilet, of course. “You’re a real friend.” She threw up again and felt herself cry harder, Tatianna shushed her and told her to not talk while she threw up, quickly dismissing herself for just a second to bring two water bottles, it was bad to drink all that and then throw up, she forced an ever growing saddened Adore to drink water— not one of her proudest moments.  “We’re gonna talk about this tomorrow but not right now, I want you to just drink water and go to bed, please.” That was all Tatianna asked for and Adore nodded, the older girl helping her friend get up, shakily moving her towards her bedroom before she messily collapsed on the bed.  “Oh god I fucked up…” She sobbed, getting some makeup remover towelettes and wiping all her shit off, Tatianna combing through her hair, stubbornly attempting to detangle the small knots. “She’s been my friend for so long, I’ll talk to her when my head is straight.” She whispered to only herself really.  It’ll be all fine and good in a week, won’t it? That’s how it always is.“ Adore could almost laugh, her hands hanging onto her phone after she threw her dirty wipes on her nightside table, Tatianna quick to throw them away so the area wasn’t culttered.  The numbness of her entire body feeling absolutely awful as she raged in her bad, grasping her pillows and crying into them, drinking water periodically just trying to not throw up again, that would be a damn travesty.  "Hey, get some rest please, we’ll talk tomorrow."  Adore nodded, not taking her nose from the pillow and throwing herself against the bed, closing her eyes and moving around, "Okay.” She whispered back before Tatianna closed her door and left her nightstand lamp on, Adore blinking and being left with the worst fear she had: herself. —  “Adore you’re on!” One of the employees yelled, she nodded and put her phone near her makeup bag and was on her way, definitely curious to see the amount of people and their energy, that was the important thing. She would much rather have 1,000 who were passionately screaming than 10,000 who only clapped at the end of songs. She danced across the back of the stage smiling hearing an introduction by the club’s owner, a close friend of Tatianna and Laganja’s. She peaked over and gave a thumbs up to Bianca who seemed definitely less than flattered, sipping what looked like a vodka or some cocktail, she really wasn’t one to know these kinds of things.  “Please welcome, the lady of the hour, Adore Delano!” The crowd completely screaming and erupting in nothing but applause and praise, Bianca happy to see she definitely had fans and followers but that definitely didn’t stop her from plugging her ears before Adore stepped on stage, wearing basically what she expected: fishnets, short jeans and a tank, her long hair reaching all the way to her waist, “Well hello!” She yelled, laughing over all the escalated screaming. “Jesus, I expected about fifty of you to be completely honest."  Bianca had to snicker at her selfawareness, she seemed to fit right in style wise with what the general vibe of the club was, Bianca also feeling a bit overdressed now that she thought about it but not like she could change now, she stood patiently in the stands and heard Adore yell a, "This is a new one and I’m gonna preview it here, if it sucks I don’t put it on the fucking album!” A smattering of applause and screeches.  “This is called 27 Club! I’m not 27 yet but you know, Libra season is coming.” She whispered into the mic dimly, winking at no one in particular and feeling her cheeks redden seeing all the amount of people cramming near the stage to be near her, it wasn’t anything intense or overly concerning but it was something you had to take in a bit.  The music started and Adore flipped her hair and smiled into the stand, pressing her lips into the microphone a bit to close, surprised that the crowd was respectfully quiet enough, about as quiet as a mass of drunk teenagers and adults could be but still, it was something!

“Don’t wanna be a part of that scene, I heard

Of the curses with death

My life is falling into temporary sin

Cluster of roses and baby breath”

She begun to sing, closing her eyes and imagining that place again, the inspiration glaring into her eyes clear as day from the time she wrote it, humming the lyrics on Tatianna’s couch, strumming the same three chords on her bass guitar when she was at work as Adore was left with only her music and the Pomeranian, a match made in heaven truly.  A smile formed across the corners of her lips hearing the front row lose it when she begun singing, she opened her eyes a bit, clutching the mic with both hands near the stand, her legs and hips moving to the beat of the percussion.  Bianca wasn’t sure exactly what to expect, especially being dropped into the new job from managing her own best friend for six years. Her eyes immediately sprung open hearing the first damn word she sang, maybe she was a bit too harsh to Shea in the car earlier because now piecing the voice to the face made everything seem euphoric enough.

“I been trying and I been buying

And I’ve been lying and I’ve been crying

And that’s how I know”

Continuing she listened closely, getting a bit closer to the outskirts of the stage, really wanting to see the emotion and the face of Adore to the lyrics of the song, something was different. Everything was, her heart doing nothing but jumping jacks as she leaned against the pillar of the bar and smirked, seeing Adore make direct eye contact with her, she had to give a thumbs up and sit down, completely entranced.  That tone, that voice, the roughness: it was very opposite of Courtney but in a very good way, for her style of music and her look it was perfect. Setting her drink down she stared, head in her hands.  Adore grinned at the audience before she grabbed the mic and held the stand in one hand, leaning against it and almost practically throwing it into the audience who went absolutely wild seeing her drop to her knees and belt the next set of lyrics, staring straight at her audience, getting up and jumping around the stage, occasionally leaning down to give a hand to whoever could reach.

“All of the legends

Die at twenty seven

They all went to heaven

All of the legends!”

Having the power of the energy and audience in her hands Adore completely let herself run loose on stage, tossing around the stand and taking the mic, wrapping the wire around her finger as she walked around the stage, continuing to sing as she occasionally would glance at a clearly hypnotized and impressed Bianca, only further motivating her to get on the floor, on the side of the stage before sitting on her knees and letting her left hand point and do whatever she wanted to as the right was holding the microphone steady, she tossed her hair, letting the light shine in her eyes.

“Since I was eleven

All went to heaven

All of the legends

I been trying and I been buying

And I’ve been lying and I’ve been crying

And that’s how I know

That I don’t wanna go!”

Fuck. Seeing her completely dominate the stage and be so confident and such a different person yet she wasn’t, she was the same from when they met but now she was in her element, doing what she loved and it showed with all the smiling and glances over to Bianca to make sure she was paying attention and god, she was.

“All of his dreams

Are in the fast lane scene

These habits go so fast, he can’t see

Baby lost his mind

Nobody gives in time

The drugs are worth it

Or so it seems.”

The lyrics were questionable definitely but Bianca’s mind more wandered toward sipping her drink, not taking a single eye off of Adore and her essence of performing. It was incredible how calm and collected she was to screaming fans as she completely sang her face off, sweating in her clothes and pushing her hair out of her face as the song’s energy increased and decreased, it was an entire rollercoaster in it’s music and plotline.  She was starting to forget all that was said and done early, the hair worked in its own wild way and she could almost feel Shea breathing on her shoulder and saying how she was right but she didn’t have a crush: she just had a new perspective on Adore and that was just as important, work and her safety came first after all.  Just remember, this is what you’re being paid to do: sit here, drink and make sure no one is on stage trying to kill her, that’s basically it. *.✧ Adore performed for about an hour though half of it was talking to her audience and interacting, it was remarkable some of the distances some of them came to watch her, the singer wished the best and promised to come back soon, politely thanking the club managers and owners before stepping off the stage and blowing a kiss to the wonderful patrons and fans.  She stepped off and found Bianca near her dressing room and felt herself lean against the door, next to her, “So did you enjoy what you saw from me?” She expected a half assed and rude answer but was surprised at the genuine nod of her head, “It was wonderful."  Adore laughed happily, feeling like she truly succeed for herself, her fans and now for Bianca who she was beyond eager to impress already only after a day of work.  "And the fans were so drunk and supportive that the lingering smell of alcohol blocked out your dirty ass tights!” Her sharp tongue quickly adding as Adore rolled her eyes, knowing it was indeed typical Bianca talking now and not the same Bianca she saw and who let her guard down though she didn’t know her well enough to know what exactly her true personality was.  “I’m too punk to wash them, what can I say!” Bianca’s turn to roll her eyes and completely dismiss her comment before biting the inside of her mouth, “Do you have a ride or do you just drive?"  "I’m gonna take a ride from one of the girls here, I wanna stay and watch some of the performers anyway, maybe get some free drinks.” She laughed at her own comment but Bianca wasn’t exactly sold on her reply, “Be honest with me, I can drive you home."  Adore’s hands tied behind her back and she gave a very polite shake of her head, "No really, it’s okay! I’ll be nice and sobered up, well rested when I come and see you tomorrow for the paperwork stuff!” She punched Bianca’s shoulder gently before entering her dressing room and blowing her a kiss, “Drive safe! See you tomorrow asshat!” She yelled before shutting the door in her face once again.  Bianca stood plainly, her gut said not to leave but she knew it she didn’t she would also fall drunk or asleep and not be able to leave Los Angeles so she decided to take Adore’s word and trust her to stay good and that she indeed had a ride. Walking to her car she unlocked the door and got into the car, closing the door before banging her head on the wheel, “I’m so fucking stupid!” She screamed, knowing Courtney and Shea were going to both laugh at her absolute misery and newfound emotions. I’m basically getting income by being emotionally played around! Absolutely fucking spectacular. *.✧ “Morning Bianca.” Sasha called from her office, barely even looking up from her laptop as Bianca gave her another large iced tea from Starbucks. “It’s from Shea isn’t it?” The Russian girl whispered with a smile across her face so pure Bianca almost wanted to flip the drink on her laptop and scream at her how bady Shea was hiding her feelings for her but she wasn’t paid enough to care, sure she was paid a large sum but until she was mobster rich she really didn’t want to do shit for anybody with a profit. “It is! A bit invasive of a question but what’s up with you and iced tea? Not a coffee person?"  Sasha laughed and took a sip, clapping happily at the fact it was sweetened perfectly to her taste. She brushed the thick blonde hair from her face, "My dad, before I moved obviously from Russia, he owned a tea shop and I constantly would pester him about tea and the process of making it, he sold loose leaf ones, the very nice quality stuff. My mother is American and just met my dad while studying abroad but I like to keep that part of me alive because its the one thing I have from Russia besides my citizenship and flags but, nothing really connects me as good to the motherland is all."  Bianca smiled and genuinely meant it, it was a very loving and cute story even if she could feel herself throw up in the mouth a little bit it was that cutesy but definitely admirable how proud she was of the art of Russian tea— if that was a real thing. "So how did you and Shea meet if you don’t mind me asking, you both seem close.” Bianca pulled up the chair usually meant for clients to get to sit next to Sasha, grabbing a pen just incase managers came in and they could pass it off as a discussion.  The blonde laughed a bit at her antics moving around. “I came to America just about when I was about a junior in high school, I was very lonely.” She admitted as she took off a picture of her and Shea all dolled up, must’ve been a party of some sorts. Sasha wearing what looked like a dress definitely inspired by Eastern Europe with the embroidery and tassles while Shea rocked her makeup and that damn leather yet again but in dress form! “Shea was in my European history class and then she asked me to go with her to her friend’s house, Monet, she had a grand party to celebrate the last summer before our last year."  Bianca couldn’t help but snicker, classic Shea to not mention all of this background knowledge. "The rest is history as they say."  Her words said one thing but her damn eyes, she stared at Shea with just about the most disgusting thing ever, nothing but love and admiration for her. "That’s very sweet.” Was all Bianca would possibly say without shaking the Russian and screaming about how badly Shea wanted her and for how long, it was only her second day she had to get into her employee’s good graces.  “How is Adore?” She asked curiously, not having to piece together that Shea probably told her all of their antics from the day before. “She is very talented, smells awful but she’s interesting to say the least.” This earned a light-hearted snicker from Sasha.  “I was just curious is all, I won’t take you all day so you can go and work and settle down but tell Shea thank you.” Bianca nodded, heading for the door, “Oh don’t worry, I will!” She yelled before closing it gently and walking towards her office, giving shake of the head to Shea from her office window, she groaned and mouthed: You fucking prune! Just talk to her!  Shea gasped and mouthed back a reply: You’re bold to talk, I will I promise! Bianca doubted her for every second but didn’t have the energy or willpower to burst into her office right now and talk about what just went down though it was a very nice, very uplifting start to the morning.  What she didn’t expect to see was Adore on her desk, sitting and staring at her little pinboard of pictures, locking eyes with Bianca who could only take it in and finally motion with a: “What are you doing on my desk with your dirty fucking tights yet again?"  Adore immediately jumped off and laughed, "I have more than one pair.” She quickly remarked before holding up a Polaroid picture and smiling, “Is that you two?” The picture was her and Courtney smiling widely, laughing and not even looking at the lens of the camera, both dressed fancy and arms on eachother’s shoulders, Courtney clutching an award in one hand.  She recalled the memory vividly and breathed through her nose, “Yeah. Year Courtney won best track of the year, it was a big deal and an even bigger after party and our friend, Morgan, she captured the picture because she goes around and fucks with that damn Polaroid, I don’t know why anyone would want to waste an entire gas budget on film for that thing but—” she shrugged, “Guess it was well worth it, it’s probably my favorite picture with her."  Adore was completely smitten with how honest and undeniably loving Bianca was talking about her friends or her memories, it was charming. "You’re so much more soft than you think, what’s up with your guard? Are you just scared to tell people how you really feel?"  "Whoa bitch, you’re not my fucking psychologist, don’t try and over analyze this shit. I have been best friends with her for years and am feeling a bit homesick, it’s normal, it’s not your concern.” And there she went again, raising the wall.  She dropped the papers aggressively on her desk and muttered something under her breath Bianca couldn’t catch. “I finally sat my chola ass down and filled out the paperwork like promised.” Bianca caught the slang and stopped her immediately, “Chola?” The laugher that came from Bianca was enough to make Adore smile just a tiny bit but enough to get her talking. “Yeah, I’m Mexican and a few other things, I’m basically just one huge mutt but my mom is full blood."  "You looked about like someone who was.” That earned a slap on Bianca’s shoulder, Adore not at all offended but finding it amusing. “For a name like Bianca Del Rio you can’t be making fun of me without looking in the mirror."  "Hey, my mom is from Cuba, my dad is from Honduras! I already know I would have a huge dick, no credit and that I have a tendency to take things that don’t belong to me! I am very well aware of my hertiage.” She corrected before Adore visibly easier her eyes and covered her mouth, laughing beyond words. “Holy shit.” Adore whispered before licking her teeth nervous, “So my singing was good last night?"  "It was wonderful, did you get home safe?"  Adore ignored the question, "I’m glad you thought so.” She looked around her new assistants room and tilted her head, “I think you should decorate it more, you think about painting it?"  "I really don’t, unless you volunteer tribute but I don’t know if I want you attempting to paint my damn walls, now did you get home safely or not?” Adore stuttered a bit and Bianca immediately grabbed her by the shoulders, “You’re so pretty…” Adore almost leaning in but Bianca raising a finger to her lips, “What did you do after I left?"  "Had some alcohol of course, I forgot to call my ride so I just kind of—” she sighed, “I walked until I found a hotel and slept there for the night, it was a nice hotel though!” Bianca wanted to completely melt down, how could it be the second day and already Adore had done something extremely stupid and would absolutely get Bianca fired in a second if she ran her mouth.  “Adore.” She groaned before snatching the paperwork and staring at the address which still didn’t have a damn thing filled in. “What’s going on?” The younger girl wiped her eyes and looked away, Bianca sitting her down and running a hand down her back, not really knowing what to expect from a blank canvas.  “I don’t have a house or an apartment! I live with my best friend but I just don’t wanna be annoying and I can’t live there forever you know!” She explained before Bianca wasn’t exactly sure how to reply to that. “Can you atleast for now please put the address? We can always change it and I can always help you find a house, once you start posting and making the music you’ll earn definitely much more money than you’re making now."  Adore paused before nodding, "That’s cool.” She cooperated very reluctantly writing in Tatianna’s address which was still in Los Angeles and a decent drive away but it was free living, it was her current closest thing to home after her mom freaked on her dropping out.  “Listen—” Adore said handing the paperwork back and lovingly putting a hand on Bianca’s shoulder, “I owe you for being so nice, something I’d never expect from you, last night and not just using me for the alcohol which I would’ve absolutely done, not gonna lie so I was wondering if I could take you to dinner."  "What kind of fucking date is this?"  "It’s not a date! It’s a get together dinner with my new assistant who was very kind last night to come.” Bianca wasn’t convinced about this idea, “It’s called being a decent fucking human being, I don’t deserve special treatment for that."  "Bitch it’s free food, do you always complain?” Adore raised a good point, tapping on her phone’s case impatiently waiting for a hopeful and gracious acceptance from Bianca. “I’m gonna say no and only because I swore to see my friend tonight, it might be suprising to you but I indeed have a life outside of work!” The girl laughed to herself, Adore frowning a bit disappointed. “Do you know when they want me in so we can talk about my new album? They seemed eager enough yesterday."  "Well, I actually got an email, they said anytime this week is fine as long as you call them and tell them in advance the time you want to meet, I’ll make the call as long as you promise me no showing up in fucking fishnets."  Adore opened her mouth but Bianca held her hand out to make the deal, shutting her mouth the libra sighed, "Alright, fine you hag."  "We have a deal! Thank fucking jesus for that! I have actual work to do then so if you could be on your way that would be amazing, I know I’m your assistant but now I legitimately have to make the call. Is tomorrow around noon okay with you?” “That’s fine, I just want some damn closure about this album is all.” She begun walking to the door before turning, staring at Bianca who opened her laptop immediately, clacking on the keyboard. “And Bianca—” she started before the employee looked up with intent, “I like that color on you, you look hot.” She winked before laughing, earning a well deserved flip off from Bianca who cussed her out in Spanish and in English, a bilingual experience!  Adore screamed, barely understanding half of it and closed the door smiling, Bianca being left in silence before staring down at her plain gold dress and looking around, opening the notes app on her laptop and feeling her cheeks get warm.  Buy more gold dresses, just buy gold shit. She leaned back into her chair and took a sip of her water, “Don’t even think about Rio, she is way out of your league." 

Rick Grimes has actually and truly ruined me for other male characters. If a guy cannot aggresively adore his spouse and kids, perform Fast & Furious level car stunts, break into ugly sobs every five minutes, and bathe in the blood of the people he just killed, then what is even the point?

Substitute

Characters: Scott x Reader

Fandom: Teen Wolf 

Warnings: Light Smut , angst 

Plot: It’s been a while after Allison’s death and you and Scott have come closer ;) but you realize that he is not over her yet and you are just a substitute . ( It takes place around the beggining of season 4 , also for this to make sense Scott isn’t into a relationship with Kira ) , ( I’m not really sure about this one but here we go , also let me know if you want a part 2 )

Song : Starring role by Marina and the diamonds .

You’re hard to hug, tough to talk to And I never fall asleep, when you’re in my bed All you give me is a heartbeat

You closed your eyes allowing a softmoan to escape your lips. You were already sweating , the sheets sticking into your naked back but you didn’t care all you could think of at the moment was his hands on your body , the thumping of your heart echoing louder and louder in your head with every second passing.

Scott had placed his hands on your thighs , his mouth assaulting the soft skin of your leg leaving small purple marks. He looked up at you abandoning his previous possision to remove his shirt. You could see the lust in his eyes but that was the only thing you could see when he looked at you and all of sudden returned to reality.

When he appeared at your doorstep all of sudden he hadn’t even give you time to procees things before carying up stairts to your bedroom. You felt like clearing this mess up for moths but never really found the courage for it , too scared to loose what you had even if it was just sex until the previous night that he passed things over the edge for you.

I’ve turned into a statue And it makes me feel depressed ‘Cause the only time you open up is when we get undressed

“ I want you so fucking much “

Scott groaned and leaned forward , his hands cupping your breasts as he stuck his tongue in your mouth kissing you aggresively. You moaned into the kiss not wanting to stop but you couldn’t let the situation get out of control again as much as you enjoyed it.

You placed your hand on his bare chest gently pushing the Alpha way from your body, at first he didn’t notice.

“ Scott stop “

You whispered so quietly and gently like you whished he didn’t hear you, your hand was still on his chest. He hesitanly stopped , coming to his senses as you used your elbows to push your body up and covered your exposed upper half with the sheets. 

“ What is it ? “

Scott asked breathing hard , he frowned , he was confused, you had never before asked him to stop , a hint of worry on his face but not the kind of worry you whished him to have , he cared about you and you were well aware of it but he only saw you as a friend .

“ We need to talk “

You said looking at your fingers , you wanted to clear things out , on the other hand you didn’t wanna loose Scott , he was a childhood friend but the things had taken an unexcpected turn the last few months.

You don’t love me Big fucking deal I’ll never tell You how I feel You don’t love me Not a big deal I’ll never tell you how I feel

He settled himself next to you , realising you were serious as he noticed you avoided to look at him. You used to do that always when you were kids and something was wrong so he immediately knew something was up. He remained silent , signalling you to continue talking.

“ What are we Scott ? “

You took a deep shaky breath and asked after a long pause , it was like the words were getting stuck in your mouth . You didn’t wanna fight or cry , you just wanted to have a conversation and try to understand what he really wanted but that didn’t seem to be the ocassion as your feelings quickly caught up with you.. 

He looked at you even more confused, the expression on his face made you chuckle , he was cute when he did that. You sighted and looked up at him, his beautiful chocolate eyes meeting yours.

“ I mean .. i don’t know friends? “

He said a little hestantly , the tone of his voice showing that it should be obvious. You shook your head feeling your eyes burning from the tears that were slowly forming. You mentaly coursed for leaving him see you like that.

“ Friends don’t have sex Scott “

You said feeling the anger raising up in you and you knew you were going to explode soon , it was like a lamp got stuck in your throat making it hard for you to talk.

It almost feels like a joke to play out the part When you are not the starring role in someone else’s heart You know I’d rather walk alone Than play a supporting role If I can’t get the starring role

“ I thought that’s what you wanted.. i thought you liked it.. “

Scott said , his voice raising a little , he was right , this was your fault too , you should had never left all this happen since you had a different kind of feelings for him.

“ Yes Scott , i liked it ! Yes i wanted it ! But that’s not the point .. i’m freaking tired being a subtitute , you are crearly not over Allison and i get it , i fucking get it , she was my friend to you know , i miss her to but when all this started i really thought you felt something for me, something more like i do and i didn’t wanna push you but i was clearly wrong all you seem to want and all you do for these past months is fuck me and get your anger and pain for her death out on me , you don’t talk to me anymore all you want is to have sex with me , things have changed.. God you almost called me with her name last night .. “

You practically screamed at his face , the tears spilling from your red eyes , you could taste the salty water in your mouth , you were so fed up and finally let everything out. You were full sobbing now not even caring anymore that he was watching you. 

Scott looked at you , guilt evident on his face , he knew you were right but he didn’t want to admit it to himslef. He swallowed hard and put a strong arm around your waist gently pulling you into his arms that locked safely around your shaking body.It surpprised you as it was the last thing you thought he would do but for once you didn’t fight back . He didn’t know you felt this way about him, if he did maybe a lot of things would be different ..

Sometimes I ignore you so I feel in control ‘Cause really, I adore you, and I can’t leave you alone Fed up with the fantasies, they cover what is wrong Come on, baby, let’s just, get drunk, forget we don’t get on

He rested his head at the top of yours that was burried in the crook of his neck. You had finaly started calming down.

“ I’m so sorry ..i didn’t know , i didn’t realise i swear Y/N “

Scott whispered leaving a quick peck on your forehead , he didn’t really know what else to do , he had screwed up badly , after Allison’s death it seemed like everything were falling apart and he couldn’t do anything specially now that more supernatural problems had come to make your lifes difficult once again.

You took a few shaky breaths , slowly lifting your head from his naked torso , wiping the remaining tears from your face with the back of your palm. Your eyes were still red and puffy. This wasn’t supposed to happen how did things went from hot and sweaty to this , you felt embarrassed and as much you wanted to fix things you felt like forgetting about everything would be better at the moment.

You like my dad You get on well I send my best Regards from hell

“ I think you should go “

You said trying as hard as you could to sound cold , making your way out of his arms as you left the sheets to fall from your body replacing them with your shirt.

“ Y/N please i-i ..”

“ I need some time alone Scott , i can’t keep doing this ..”

You walked up to your bedroom door and opened it. He looked up at you with these puppy sad eyes and it took everything you had left inside not to fall into his arms again and ask him to stay.The guilty was drowning you , you knew it wasn’t his fault.But you both were so broken.

“ Please .. if you had talked to me , only if you had told me how you felt then- “

“ But i didn’t , did i ? And now it’s too late .. we screwed up, both of us and it doesn’t matter because you love her , not me there’s no then..“

You said running a hand through your messy hair. 

It almost feels like a joke to play out the part When you are not the starring role in someone else’s heart You know I’d rather walk alone Than play a supporting role If I can’t get the starring role

“ We still have time , we can fix this i promise if you just give me second chance ..please “

He begged , he was desperate , he didn’t want to loose what you two had all these years , whenever he looked back there wasn’t a single memory of his childhood that you and Stiles weren’t there , He almost lost Stiles when the nogitsune took over him and now he was loosing you too.

I never sent for love, I never had a heart to mend Because before the start began, I always saw the end

Yeah, I wait for you to open up, to give yourself to me But nothing’s ever gonna give, I’ll never set you free Yeah, I’ll never set you free

“ Scott please , i need some space , i need to breath , i was depressed all this months holding everything in , i need sometime for myself “

 You begged your voice was cracking as you felt an other lump building up in your throat because he was hurting as much you were and it was your fault , the voice kept reapiting in your head that it was your fault. He didn’t love you that way and he never would he just didn’t wanna loose you and you knew it from the start. You just were too stubborn to admitt it and now you had to face the consequences by loosing your best friend.

“ I’ll call you when i’m ready , i promise “

You continued and took a deep breath. He nodded and got up grabbing his shirt from the floor, putting it on.You could tell he was angry with both you and himself.

“ I just can’t loose another person that i love “

He whispered as he stood in front of you at the door , you just turned your head the other way without a word,he sighted and walked past you. 

When you heard the familiar noise of the central door closing behind him you allowed your body to slide down the cold wall and cuddled yourself sobs tearing through your body once again. What were you supposed to do now ?

It almost feels like a joke to play out the part When you are not the starring role in someone else’s heart You know I’d rather walk alone Than play a supporting role If I can’t get the starring role

The starring role

My 10 Fave Babes of All Time

Tagged by @faecakes​. Thanks! (I loved your selection btw~).

I think I did this one a while ago but I took the chance to make this my first drawings of the year :pp to start warming up again ww. These are in no particular order.

1. Horokeu Usui (HoroHoro) / Shaman King.

Horo was probably my first masive 2D crush. I obsessed over him like a psycho lol. I learned every single little thing about him (and I mean trivial stuff like... the exact numbre of frame, page and volume for his first appearance xd), the meaning of his name, the name of his techniques (which were in Ainu). Oh, and also, SEIYUUS! Horo started my obsession with making seiyuu connections x) (I was never really fan of Ueda Yuuji, tho). And I really admired Horo... I felt he was like my soulmate, my perfect husbando. So, based on priority right, he should be like my #1 bae :')

2. Hinata Hideki / Angel Beats!  &  Kuga Aki  / Kamisama Dolls.

I'm putting them together because they're both special characters to me for the same reason: I knew Kimura Ryouhei because of them, and I loved him from the very beginning. Coincidentally, I started watching Angel Beats and Kamisama Dolls at the same time, and the contrast between these two characters, voiced by the same seiyuu, made me fall in love completely. They're both so different. Hinata is a bright, loyal, energetic boy while Aki is this manipulative, rude, meticulous, violent guy (though he's also super calm and indifferent about certain things). Hinata had me loving his voice changes whenever he was put into ridiculous and funny situations while Aki got me melting becasue of his manic laugh. I love Hinata & Aki both as characters, not just because of Kimura, but they're the perfect examples of why KimuRyou is my fav seiyuu <3 <3

3. Kise Ryouta / Kuroko no Basket.

Oh boy..... my love for this man burns like a thousand suns bursting, ISTG. He's too pure too good to pretty too shiny too precious for this world. Ok, I admit... Kimura Ryouhei is partly at fault here lol. Kise actually reminded me a lot of Hinata and I liked him from the start too, but soon I started loving every single little thing about him. He's introduced a little as an arrogant dude but soon enough comes to change after his loss against Seirin (I loved it when he cried sddsffg). He's like the cheerful, carefree member of the group, but he also shows so much determination, strength, and even selfishness. But I really think he's the most admirable of the Generation of Miracles. And he's so pretty I wanna cry everytime I see him, sob.

4. Judal / Magi.

Yes, the Kimura Ryouhei syndrome continues... but I swear it's coincidence(?). Judal caught my eye since I saw him in the opening (that sequence when he's falling, grabs a white rukh and turns it black it's mesmerizing), but when he was finally introduced in the show, I WAS DOOMED FOREVER. Goddamn, I loved his personality. Even if he's a little bit of a psycho, I loved his childish arrogant attitude. He's like my twisted son ♥ Except... not really a son, because... he makes me feel things 6//6 (???). Aahaahgsdjhk yes yes ok, I love his design, really, L O V E   I T ♥ ♥.  His long braid, those beautiful ringed eyes, the makeup on them, the necklace and bracelets, that crop top, those abs, DAT WAISTLINE  aksjdhjkashdkjhgasgasd ⁄(⁄ ⁄ ⁄ Д ⁄ ⁄ ⁄)⁄ He needs his own manga, there's just never enough Judal in my life.

5. Nozaki Umetarou / Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun.

I've said this before, but it me. Nozaki is me, I am Nozaki (except I'm not tall and handsome lol). Looks cold, mostly serious, suuupr dense in some subjects (specially about love and romance), zero experience in love... but somehow still makes love stories! His shoujo manga is terrible haha but he's surprisingly popular as mangaka in spite of that x) I bet if I were to draw a manga it would be as ridiculous as his (or if my comics serve as an example... well, there ww). He has this stoic aspect, but he makes the most idiotic faces when he gets excited too~  I think Nozaki is more socially skilled than me but we're both awkward anymway(?) xD. He's my spirit animal ♥ 

6. Netherlands & Finland / Hetalia.

Ah, my time in the Hetalia fandom... feels so distant :') Italy was my fav at first but then I started roleplaying Fin (the first chara I ever roleplayed) and my love for him kept growing from there. He was just too adorbs <3 I got to know a lot of super nice people, both on the internet and irl, because of him. Also, back then I listened to lot of metal music, and I always pictured Fin as a secret metalhead xD And then Netherlands... I don't remember exactly how I started liking him, I remember they released the chara design, stuff happened, and then there I was cosplaying the dude. Hahaha ah, even though I loved Fin, I couldn't identify with him cause he's super cute,  happy and lovable; but Netherlands was more like me~ Stoic, cold, tsundere. Over time, Netherlands became my favorite over Fin, but they're both special.

7. Furukawa Nagisa / CLANNAD.

My precious child. The purest girl ever created. A National treasure, istg. She's not the type of female characters that I usually like, but somehow she got me from the start. She's too adorable, sweet, innocent and good. She's just too good!!!!!!! She's always caring for others, always supportive of her friends, and tries her best even though she's phisically weak and lacks confidence. She's so strong and admirable, she makes my heart melt. CLANNAD made me cry rivers and hit me hard when... well, when After Story happened. She's the type of character that I want to protect from all evil. I also LOVED Nakahara Mai's performance as Nagisa, btw. I kept watching her scenes over and over just to listen to the cutest voice akjshd <3 I really love this child ;//;

8. Licht Jekylland Todoroki & Lawless / Servamp.

Well, as you would expect x) It's probably obvious that I love them both so hard. And I want to clear up for the records that it's not just because I love them together, or the homo hints flying all over the place between them. I love them both as separated characters. I really admire Licht. His resolution, his unbreakable spirit, his attitude, the hard worker he is, his strength, his pure innocence about the things he loves, his vision, his badassness, his frankness, his creativity...  He's a gem, the type of person I could never be :')  ALSO, HE'S HOT AF. Lawless is so beautiful. He deserves the universe. I feel him more in a spirital way. How he lost faith in everything, how meaningless lives seemed to him, the vicious cycle he was in. But the fact he's able to change that (with Licht's help) is truly touching and praiseworthy. He made a deep impression in me. Ah, and of course, his flamboyant personality! He's such a dork ahah xD I love his nerdy side, his energy, even his bragging. And the fact that he can literally go from hotdamn vampire to cute hedgy in no time is amazing xD ♥ Also, his voice.... yeah, you know this by this point, but the fact he's voiced by Kimura Ryouhei makes him even more perfect than he already was (everytime I listen to the Drama CDs, I literally have to go back and listen to his lines again because kjahsdjkg perfection in my ears). So yeah, I love my boys ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

9. Morgiana / Magi.

Ah, Morgiana ♥ ♥ The ultimate example of the type of female character that I like. She's strong, kind, determined, tough, has a strong sense of justce, needs no one to do shit for her, BUT she's not arrogant, aggresive or extravagant herself. She's quite, starightforward and helpful. But she's also soooo adorable and cute!! The way she puffs up her cheeks when she's mad, her smile, the little tears on her eyes when he was encouraged by Hakuryuu, her happy face, the way she dances around wearing that exotic outfit... man she is gorgeous, she's amazing, she's a goddess. And dem kicks, THE KIIICCCKKKS, god she's a BADASS. She seriously became like a prototype of my perfect gurl. No kidding, after her, everytime there's a badass fem chara that I like, I call her "a Morgiana". And I know she's probs being "controlled" by Sinbad in the manga right now, but I cried when she said she has come to love herself because of all the time she's been with Alibaba. I'M SO PROUD OF HER <//333

10. Special mention to: EVERY KIMURA RYOUHEI CHARACTER.

Agh, I just.... it's amazing how without a miss, characters voiced by Kimura always become my favourite. I always love them, for one reason or another. I mean, I have other seiyuus I love too (Kaji Yuki, Nakamura Yuuichi, Ishikawa Kaito, Sugita Tomokazu, Kamiyan....), but I don't always like their characters. But with Kimura, I ALWAYS do. I don't know all of his roles, obviously, but here's some that I absolutely love:

Takakura Shouma [Mawaru Penguindrum]  |  Yagami Riku [Prince of Stride]   Nishimi Kaoru [Sakamichi no Apollon]  |  Atou Touji [Tokyo Ravens]  |  Hauser [Nanatsu no Taizai]  |  Izuminokami Kanesada [Touken Ranbu]  |  Wakamatsu Hirotaka [Nozaki-kun]  |  Fujimoto Takatora [Aoharu Kikanjuu]  |  Kimata Hayato [Meganebu]  |  L-elf [Valvrave]  |  Furuya Chihiro [Sankarea]  |  Bokuto Koutaro [Haikyuu]  |  Shimotsuki Shun [Tsukiuta], etc....

- Special mention 2: Jorah Mormont, Eddard Stark, Jon Snow. Because I love GoT, and these are my favs, but I can't draw real people ww.

I’m tagging @pastenaga​, @stars-glow-for-you​, @adeslowmoqueen​, @rhomilch​ & @reimeijennoir​~ Feel free to do it if you want uvu/ Don’t worry guys, you don’t have to draw the charas to do this www Actually, you don’t have to write anything about them either lol my hand slipped(?)