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rosyerim · 4 years

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bad boy au | na jaemin

na jaemin, the notorious playboy of his school

literally flirts his way out of trouble

his english teacher caught his cheating during his test and what did jaemin do? wink and slide the paper up his sleeves

“ah you must be mistaken i would never cheat on a test! esp w a teacher as pretty as you ♥ ~(◠‿◕✿)”

cue the teacher blushin and letting him off and jeno laughing at him getting caught

part of the dreamie squad obviously

the whole group of them are absolute hearthrobs

but jaemin is like the leader ever since mark graduated ot7(╥﹏╥)o

whenever he walks down the hall or into class, guaranteed the students are squealing and highkey blushing

i mean who isn’t, jaemin is a god???

he’s also known for playing around w girls and boys

its never too serious as jaemin always cuts it off when if they say i love you

homeboy isn’t about that committed life

which sucks for the ppl he has a thing with

because he treats them so good

always taking them out on the cutest dates, to the newest cafe, the aquarium, the ice cream shop even simple dates in the park!!

pulling out their chair for them, holding the door open for them all that gentleman ish!!

but they always want more from jaemin

jaemin is known to be affectionate w his own friends but he’s never done any pda with his flings

which confuses them bc??does jaemin like me??

the answer is; no

despite what he says while flirting he rarely means any of it, he just likes the reactions he gets like,

when he compliments them and they turn red

or he holds their hand and they get all shy

but he loses interest in them as quickly as he gets it and is quick to cut it off

which does make him a bit of an asshole in that sense

but he does it in such a nice way they can’t get mad

he also dyes his hair so!!much!!

how hasn’t it fallen out yet!!!

also kind of a stoner

psa; dont do drugs kids if ur underage!! this is just an au!!!

he likes to get faded behind the abandoned carnival the dreamies have dubbed as their hangout

its rlly just a closed down amusement park thats rlly old and they just spray painted DREAM on everything they could find but the dreamies love the eerie feeling they get in ther and like to pretend they own it

AND theirs no cops around so they can do what they like

which usually means getting crossfaded or having the occasional bonfire/party but most of the time they just get a truckload of candy and challenge each other on pokemon w their nintendos lol

he also likes the feeling of his surroundings being numb and always ends up falling asleep after he finishes a blunt

which leaves a sleepy and clingy jaemin stuck w the rest of the dreamies

jaemin doesn’t let himself smoke around his flings as he doesn’t trust them nearly as much as his boys

lowkey has trust issues

but once he gets his daily dose of coffee, like 3000 shots of espresso he is A W A K E

the dreamies are the worst for almost getting in trouble

when it gets dark they usually hop on their bikes, grab two bottles of spray paint each, and go on into their neighbourhood, whilst playing obnixous dubstep from their speakers

and cause total chaos

they always leave dogs barking and house lights turning on in their wake as they cycle like mad men down the empty streets, streaking the road with luminous pinks and greens

they get the biggest thrill out of being chased by the local police

whenever the hear the telltale siren they all whoop and laugh in unison, shouting out bets on who will get caught first chenle and who’ll get back to the hangout first renjun

it’s dangerous but they get a real kick out of it and always make sure to tweet about and post it on ig

overall jaemin is jus your average bad boy who likes causing havoc

but who doesn’t like havoc??

you, my dear reader :))

you had just moved house and into a completely new neighborhood

it was your fifth day in your new home and you missed your old area a lottt

and you were highkey bitter bc you didn’t want to move but your parents made you >:((

so sunday night rolls around and you were chilling in bed, watching some dumb yt video when all of sudden in the distance you heard,,,thumping,,,

like really ugly but rhythmic thumping,,,

and it was getting louder and closer to your house

so you being all investigative, throw on your hoodie and waddle on downstairs and open your front door, the porch light turning on automatically

and what you saw was a sight

there were a group of boys cycling up and down your street, attempting to do tricks like wheelies???and shit

but as they did their tricks they were spraying the ground so they left a lot of squiggly lines as they turned and jumped

you didn’t mind that, you thought it was actually kind of pretty

but what wasn’t pretty was that hideous music

you were pretty sure they were playing that im blue dabdeeda song but a dubstepped remix version

and god it was awful

but you kinda assumed they must have gona tone deaf bc they were screeching the lyrics to the tops of the voices and one tall kid was trying to freestyle to it

yeah, they were a sight

you noticed none of the neighours had come outside which meant this was a normal occurrence??

oh no, you were not having this

without a second thought you shoved your feet into your uggs by the door and stomped your little butt over to the group of screaming boys

one of the boys who was on his phone on his bike, noticed you storming towards them and quickly hit another guy next to him and so on

until all their attention was on you

all six of them

if it were your old neighbourhood you would have been flustered at their attention on you and they were good looking and you were wearing an,,,odd attire

but you didn’t care

once you reached them you just crossed your arms

“whose playing the music?”

they kinda looked at you as if you spoke another language

until you arched an eyebrow and the tall kid from earlier raised his hand, holding his phone

“uh,,, i am,,, i’m jisung,,,”

you marched over to him and swiped his phone, ignoring the laughing from one of the boys, scrolling thru his horrible choice of songs

then one of them tapped you on ur shoulder

“so like,,who are you? whats your deal sis?”

you noted he had quite an ugly bowlcut that was also bright red and you just rolled your eyes, before typing in a decent song in jisungs phone

another kid stepped forward and tried to look menacing as he stood up slightly taller in front of you

“like haechan asked,,what’s your deal? do you know who we are?”

you scoffed and clicked on the song, feeling satisfied as frank oceans song ivy played through the speaker

“frankly i don’t care who you guys are but your taste in music is shit and you all sound obnoxious”

homeboy who tried to seem tough was lowkey shook

and haechan just laughed really sarcastically

“our music taste is shit? your outfit is a mess”

your outfit was literally a large hoodie and uggs but like??your mom bought them and u liked them!!

“my mess of an outfit is worth more than that tragic cheap dye job you got ontop of your scalp smh”

haechan just gaped at you while the boys tried to hide their snickers

you were about to leave before another one of them stepped forward, stretching out his hand

“yo you’re kinda funny, i’m renjun!”

u just stared at his hand

“yeah cool i dont care, bye”

ohhhh cold

you had stalked off from them ignroing their oooo savages behind you, ready to slip back into bed highkey proud of yourself

BUT

not so fast

suddenly your met with a really smiley face with pink hair

he grabs your hand and kisses the back of it giving you his usual, heart stopping smile

“i don’t think i’ve seen you before...i’m jaemin and its very nice to meet you (◕‿-)“

but you are not liking his large ass smile

you rip your hand back and just arch your eyebrow again at him

“are you all actually deaf? I am y/n, and I do not care! goodnight!”

and off you storm, this time actually making it to your door

you spare one more glance at them as you’re closing it

and the group are almost crying bc they’re laughing so hard at jaemin whose looking over at you

and he just winks at as u slam the door shut

damn reader, ur wildt

once you’re back in your room you hear the group disappearing down the street, smiling as you hear frank ocean’s voice float away slowly

you peak out your window to see if they’re all gone but what you see leaves your mouth gaping

there in a mix of luminous pink and greens, spelled out in capitals is

TILL NEXT TIME Y/N ♥

there was gona b a next time??? oh no poor you ;)

#nct dream #nct dream imagines #nct imagines #nct au #jaemin imagines #jaemin scenarios #nct headcanons #jaemin headcanons

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waterparksdrama · 3 years

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OKAY GUYS I DO NOT MEAN TO START ANY DRAMA I JUST WANNA SEE IF SOMEONE SHARES THIS OPINION WITH ME AND IF YOU DO NICE IM NOT INSANE OR SOMETHING AND IF YOU DONT NICE TOO I GET WHY YOU DONT.

okay so. am i the only one who actually likes grace? i dont by any means mean to justify what she did when awsten and her broke up. and i don’t really mean the part where they broke up and then immediately she started dating otto bc we don’t actually know much of what happened behind the scenes and blaming only her or being shitty to her seems a bit misogynistic to me bc obviously awsten and otto are part of all that mess too and, some blame, in whichever way and amount, is on them too. (sorry for the run on sentence)

what i actually don’t mean to justify are the shitty tweets ab him, that was definitely immature and just way too shady. BUT. going back to what i actually meant to say: i’ve been following her for a while and she doesn’t seem like a bad person at all. sure she can be a bit annoying but i love how open she’s about her lip injections and she’s just overall healthy when it comes to parx. like, she posts about them sometimes, there’s videos of them on her otto highlight etc. it’s a “my boyfriend’s in waterparks and yeah ik that awsten is the founder and frontman and writer in that band but my boyfriend’s still in it and i love him and i’m mature enough to enjoy the music and love the band overall because of him” (or bc she likes the music but i do imagine she wouldn’t listen to them if it wasn’t for otto)

to anyone reading this: please don’t attack me or this blog i just wanted to see if i’m not the only one who thinks she’s not a shitty person. sure she did immature things when they broke up but we’ve all done something similar at some point and it doesn’t make us the shittiest people.

wow you sent paragraphs without sounding like an insane person. i can respect that so i'll let my rule slide for this.

honestly, to preface my view of her, grace is like the female version of awsten if he had to get an actual job. controversy wise she's done roughly the same shit as awsten bc she was usually with awsten (the racist jokes come to mind) and but unlike awsten (who either deletes things out of paranoia or just makes a low radar apology reply now) her reaction to getting called out is getting defensive and whining about it (notable moment is the gfm for the apmas thing in our faq).

and you're right misogyny does play into a lot of the unproportionate shit she'll get in comparison to otto or awsten (especially him; i don't think he would forgive otto so quickly if otto was anyone else) but it also doesn't excuse her actions (like graphically tweeting about her sex life with a guy who doesn't have social media and probably doesn't know she announced that without his consent).

so honestly yes you are probably one of the few people that like her.

- iz

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rapperkookz · 5 years

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older brother!yoongi

a/n: I had a texting post about this, but I wanted to make it an actual thing bc i fucking love yoongi

lowkey the absolute so f t est

he’s not super duper public about his love for you

but everyone knows that he adores you

it’s like his love for the boys, but amped up x100

you have his same gummy smile

you and yoongi never really fought when you were younger

he always looked after you and you just followed his lead

you both had a quiet understanding of your boundaries and it was nice

you kept each other company during family gatherings bc none of your family really clicked for you guys besides each other

yoongi took better care of you more than your parents did

he’d wake you up for school after you’d fallen back asleep

when you’d get home late from sports practice or whatever, he always made sure that you had some form of food waiting whether it be toast or ramen or leftovers

after he’s done with the bathroom, he’d knock on your door and say “wash up before going to bed”

he’d always make sure to come to your events even if he’s just watching from the side

he’s your #1 fan and when he debuts, you become his

he never told you about his struggles during training, even when you called him and he visibly looked so exhausted to you

from what little money you earned from your part-time job, you tried to send him some home care packages

you’re such a supportive lil sib, you always send him good luck texts before a comeback or concert or tour or award show

and there’s also the texts in the middle of the night

‘go to sleep idiot, you’re working too hard’

‘why the fuck are you awake it’s 4 am’

‘well why are you awake huh’

‘I’m working, you have no excuse, go to bed’

‘shut up bro, you too’

you’re both sarcastic with each other, but you also know it’s filled with love

first time he revealed you to the public was a tweet

he was getting back at you for sending the most embarrassing baby photo to the boys

and he posts the pic of you wearing goggles and ur swimsuit and ur like 12 or something but you look absolutely stupid and he’s laughing in the background

it had no context at all, it was just a pic of you and then a pic of yoongi laughing

and you were pissED like you hate that picture with all your life and now over 10 million people have seen it and you hate yourself

but he tweets afterwards

“at times when i’m down, I really miss my goofy sib. hopefully I can see em again really soon! but for now, back to work”

and your anger just like fizzled away

and you almost started crying because damn it’s been nearly a year since you saw your brother and you miss him so fucking much??

god im soft

REAL CRUCIAL MOMENT IN YOUR RELATIONSIHP W/ HIM

agust d - the last

you bet your fucking ass that you cried so damn hard listening to that track on his mixtape

your brother was struggling that much and you had no clue???

god you felt like such a shitty younger sibling

usually you’d text him to ask before facetiming

but you just pressed the little video cam button before thinking

he was busy ofc but he still answered

“hey kid, i’m sorta in the middle of something, can i call you back-hold on, why are you crying wtf”

you started apologizing like crazy for not being there for him

for being oblivious to his struggles

literally everything

and then how much you love him and how much he means to you

like you were a mess

yoongi gets so soft though

he excuses himself from whatever he was doing and soothes you

“hey...stop crying you big baby, i’m okay”

“you said you almost killed yourself in your mixtape...i don’t ever want to live in a world without you oppa/hyung...”

yoongi’s heart breaks

“you won’t ever have to lil one, i promise.”

then you tell him how much you love his mixtape and he gets so happy and relieved

he knows ur his biggest fan but like your validation still means so much to him

you two are still sarcastic w each other

but as he spends more time w the boys, he gets softer

which means he’s completely like jelly for you

will literally give into all your wishes

he will always ask to see a picture of holly whenever he texts you

even if it’s completely out of context

you: can u bring me a souvenir from malta?

yoongi: send me a pic of holly

when you start dating, he is the scary big brother

like he’s intimidating oof

will not even try to get to know your s/o

your s/o has to win his approval first before yoongi will even crack jokes w them

has probably threatened all the partners that you’ve ever had

you’re off limits to the boys obviously

which sucks bc you lowkey wanna get into their dms sometimes

but yoongi will smack you in the head every time you try to mention it

he cries at your wedding

you know his cry during the 2016 daesang award speech where he’s wearing the red suit from bst

and he just like sobs into his hand?

that’s how he’ll cry at your wedding

he’s the godfather to your first kid

and he spoils the fuck out of your kids like uncle yoongi??? the fucking best

when his songs talk about home, you’re ofc mentioned and an inspiration uwu

you’re always in his thanks to on his songs, albums, whatever

yoongi tries to show you how cool he is, but fails and you laugh

and he gets bitter

oh i love min yoongi

like i would honestly love him as a brother??

ok the end

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patheticfrogarchive · 6 years

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Hi hello I hope you're having a good day!!! I was curious if you knew about the whole... Jeffrey star, manny mua, Laura Lee, who the fuck ever YouTube drama??? I'm just finding out about this I am MASSIVELY confused and you mentioned liking YouTube drama before lmfao

hi!!!! thank u!!! and ive been kinda keeping up with it? like ive mostly seen stuff about laura lee, since her apology video blew up kinda. from what i can get a bunch of like, old racist tweets were dug up and i have some.... thoughts on stuff like that.

like im not a fan of people using stuff people said 5+ years ago against them, especially if they’ve obviously learned/changed since then. like if someone said something bad 5 years ago, but since then has very obviously stopped doing/saying said bad thing and realizes why it was bad... dont use that against them. everyone fucks up, hell ive said super shitty things before, within the past 5 years, but ive since learned and grown. it would be one thing if these racist/offensive tweets were from like... 4 months ago or if this had been an ongoing thing. i have no idea what laura lee is like as a person so maybe she has been consistently shitty but if not then ppl shouldnt use her past against her imo

i also dont know much abt jeffrey star, like ive heard shitty things abt him and the fact that hes been racist in the past but again, if hes since apologized and obviously changed, i dont see the real issue? like obviously dont give it a pass and hold him accountable but also i hate this whole “””cancel culture””” thats going around where its like “oh you did something bad before? you’re forever evil”. i know shane dawson did a docuseries on jeffrey but i havent found the time to sit down and watch it yet. im a fan of shane and i bet its great but just.... time lol

slightly related, i also hate stan culture so much, like its totally fine to love celebrities and look up to them and be a “die hard fan” or whatever but also gotta realize that theyre people too and are gonna mess up at some point, and you can’t a) immediately “cancel” them the second they do something bad and/or b) excuse every single thing they do. like its 100% possible to be a fan of someone who is “””problematic””” without like, having an existential crisis or a twitter meltdown lol

back to laura lee tho, i do think her apology video was bullshit and a huge mistake, like it just seems fake and not genuine and its pretty much impossible to ever do a good youtube apology. like 99% of the time all apology videos come across as manipulative and fake and just end up backfiring. i dont doubt that she is sorry on some level, but posting some sobbing messy video was just not a good move and considering the fact that shes lost half a million subs at least, her fanbase agrees

when it comes to youtube drama i pay attention to makeup community drama the least bc i dont follow many people who keep up w that community but its still.... entertaining? like overall i think youtubers are just so immature and petty most of the time and half of the drama that unfolds could probably be avoided if these ppl just like, logged out of twitter for a few days and talked to each other lol (but then also i wouldnt have stuff to follow so...)

#ask #always feel free to message me abt youtube drama i love it so much even if its stupid #thesourraindrops

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huntypastellance · 6 years

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hi its me @keithkog on twitter and since you so conveniently forget to mention all the times i’ve apologized and when i deleted the video or any of my explanation, let me tell you about it. there was no excuse for me to post videos without the parent’s consent. that i agree with. it was stupid and wrong, and i genuinely regret that. once i realized my mistake, i deleted the videos. there is NO EXCUSE FOR THAT. but the “sexual assault” thing was unprompted. i never talked about that with her (1/)

and i also never said anything about it. obviously she doesn’t know what that means, since as an anti i still dont think “sexual assault” is a correct term for sheith, its more statutory rape if you’re going to put it into that category w the age of consent. but of course she wouldn’t understand that, and i only laughed in the video bc i was taken aback by her knowledge of that word. regardless, i didn’t press the issue further because you’re right, i have no right to talk about that with a (2/)

a child im babysitting. so i just left it at that. look, i understand if you’re upset by it because you’re a shaladin but you’re making me seem like some huge monster. voltron is literally made for kids their age, and the term “force” was a joke. we’ve watched it together before, and they only protested bc they’re stubborn but they actually rlly enjoyed it after i showed them more. the point i was making about them being mature was in response to someone saying “she’s only 9 she shouldn’t be(3/)

watching voltron” which i disagreed with because both of the girls are mature for their age and can understand it. the only reason they thought it was confusing was bc when we watched episode 1 we were making cookies and they werent paying attention the whole time. i would appreciate if you would take down your posts or at least remove some things because in no way did i force them to talk about sex or bring it up in the first place. thank you.

ps, you have no proof that i fed anyone lines about sexual assault and i promise you i DID NOT. the kid’s parents let them watch a lot of older shows and they have older sibblings and thats how they know about it im guessing. i was surprised to but please don’t accuse me of feeding them lines about sexual assault because thats absolutely disgusting and you have no proof of that

do you exist purely to ignore people’s apologies? Bc my friend the one y'all keep talking about from Twitter, yeah she’s apologized multiple times so could y'all maybe just leave her alone? Bc she had literally 0 intentions for what happened to happen and the fact you all ignore her constant apologies here y'all are being petty and I’m honestly sick of it. Grow the FUCK up y'all she’s a minor too CHRIST. You think it’s ok to harass a minor? Bc if so y'all are even worse than my abuser lmao :/

Okay, I’m going to answer this seriously & without the whole “We, the Great & Glorious Lord Pastel Lance” schtick even though I don’t think you actually deserve it. I’m just trying to prove my point here.

> If you were so shocked that a 9 year old said the phrase “sexual assault”, why did you POST IT ONLINE AS A VIDEO TWEET?

>Oh boohoo, you took it down. What, do you want a gold star for that? Well newsflash asshole, if you had bothered to read through my post, you’d know that someone archived your entire tweet thread before you took down the videos. So now there are PERMANENT screenshots of the kids’ faces that were put online WITHOUT PARENTAL PERMISSION because of YOU, you illiterate jackass.

> Why would you EVER laugh at a child, who you’ve claimed to know & babysat for YEARS, having ANY knowledge of what sexual assault is?

> Nice try deflecting dumbass, I’m a Klance shipper AND a Sheith shipper, not just some gross shallie.

> Again, you don’t MAKE kids like the stuff you like. My brothers don’t like Ben 10 after the first 5 minutes of showing them it, (& without me trying to convince them by telling them that gets “really good” later & spoiling shit for them), so I switch the channel to Paw Patrol or search up a Youtube about Minecraft for them instead. I don’t MAKE them continue to marathon Ben 10 with me. You are a shit babysitter.

> Why do you keep suddenly being surprised when people get mad at your own freaking words when you are the one leaving out information & context?

> It’s still really creepy that you keep saying that the kids are “mature for their age”. That’s literally fucking pedo logic right there, I don’t care about the fucking context, that’s a skeevy thing to say about kids.

> Seriously, what the fuck is stopping you from using the phrase “they’re old enough to watch Voltron, see the TV rating for it?” That is literally so much less creepier.

> You can’t just fucking ASSUME that the kids learned the phrase “sexual assault” from watching TV shows for older kids! That is something you NEED to tell the parents about!

> And you’re not even worried about those older siblings casually talking about sexual assault in front of their baby siblings? At all? Bitch, there are some things that SHOULDN’T be talked about in front of kids!!

> Well, you’re right in that I don’t have actual proof. But given how you & your friends constantly lie & refuse to provide any proof, I don’t give a shit. At this rate, a freaking ANON comment is more trustworthy than your own words.

> Her apologies don’t mean SHIT because as I’ve pointed out before: they’re not real apologies. There was no notion to make amends, to promise to not do the same thing again, etc. Her apologies are HOLLOW. And, frankly, so are your’s. Especially with your friends commenting below about the “nasty shallies” forcing you to apologize. You didn’t “TECHNICALLY” do something wrong, you ACTUALLY did something wrong & fucking illegal, jackass!

> I don’t give a shit if she or you are minors. That doesn’t fucking excuse your behavior. You both can still be arrested or legally punished for this kind of crap.

> When you say shit like that, that I, some random asshole on the Internet documenting your own freaking words, am WORSE than your abuser…..

that just proves to me that you’ve never actually been abused before.

That you don’t give a shit about real abuse & don’t know what it’s like.

No abuse victim would ever make such a flippant comparison to their trauma like that.

You’re the one who’s sick here, not me.

Disclaimer: This response is entirely the opinion of Lord Pastel Lance & NOT of anyone else. Just me. If you have problems with it, criticize me, not other people.

#k1ance #she1th #vld discourse #anti-shaladin #pro-shaladin #lpln #anonymous

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lastskiss · 7 years

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My LA Reputation Secret Sessions Story :D

(i realize that this post is long so i decided to break it into fun little sections with names inspired by friends episodes :D )

The One Where Taylor Nation Attacked Me

On Thursday, October 19th I got the taylor nation dm :D The one that made my heart beat faster than ever. I stared at the blue little “new message” circle for what felt like hours (it was minutes, tops) and it had me crying and shaking at 10:24 am in my school’s dining plaza probably weirding out everyone around me. I was honestly minding my own business freaking out over the Gorgeous announcement when this happened. I could not believe it I couldn’t even breathe properly, but I opened the message and there it was, the all caps CONFIDENTIAL and everything.

The gag is, in the days before that moment i constantly shoved that thought in the back of my head because i didn’t want to be sad knowing that it would never happen to me. Yet even with it shoved in the back of my head I had such a feeling of hope. Sooo many people tried saying 1) taylor loves me 2) they think i’m gonna meet taylor this era or 3) they want me to meet taylor and as happy as that was for me it felt so :( bc it was such BLIND HOPE and i felt like it would honestly never happen for me. Ironically, i made so many tweets being sure that this would never happen to me, for example:

(the amount of old tweets or posts of mine where taylor proved me wrong and has made me look like boo boo the fool is hilarious)

but it wasn’t blind hope :D

Also, three hours before my taylornation message, I randomly tweeted “Don’t you see the starlight, starlight, don’t you dream impossible things!” which is....wild...like i can’t believe the universe works that way.

(point being i hope you guys who haven’t met taylor yet know you shouldn’t ever stop believing that this could happen for you. I know it feels like aimless dreams and impossible wishes but it definitely could happen for you, especially when your idol is trying just as hard to reach you.)

*taylor swift voice* next chapter

The One When It Was October 22nd

i have never felt so many emotions before in my life and i’m literally the most over emotional person in the world. my organs were flipping inside of me my heart was ready to jump out of my chest and there wasn’t enough air. it was such a feeling you guys. I was riding in my car with my parents where they would drop me off and i’d like to first of all thank the world that there is a 1989 secret sessions video out there so I could prove to my parents that this is a thing Taylor does and it wasn’t a scam and i wasn’t going to get kidnapped. My mom was legit scared to let me go and said “Lizbeth if you’re not back by 11 i’m gonna call the police” laasdkljakljs it was so funny (I got back at 11:17 she was scared but she obviously did not call the police she just waited outside the meetup with other worrisome/waiting parents) but anyway i checked in i met up with people and a lot of us knew NO ONe or just made friends with anyone we could find or some people did get to meet up with friends which was so nice ...honestly everyone in that room was just very friendly and very happy for each other and just happy in general. We were all going through the same “i can’t believe this is real and it’s happening to me” thoughts. So we got loaded into the bus and everyone was chatting and excited and nervous and excited and happy and just in shock.

The One Where I’m In Taylor Swift’s Home

holy fucking shit??!!?!?!?!?!?! it was soo beautiful and big and we stayed in the pool area and were greeted with refreshments and food/snacks that i was too nervous to eat (except 1 rep cookie). When we were called inside, the room was very cozy and warm and there were candles everywhere and blankets and pillows and i loved it it was very intimate. I was so excited for her to just pop up and she did, she came in from the back and we all started screaming :D you can hear people start to sniffle bc honestly most of us were just on/off crying the whole night. She was so cute she did a little happy dance holding her laptop and there was extra screaming when we saw Alana, Jack, Ruby Rose, etc it was just so surreal. You guys...taylor was there..... she was so close and this wasn’t some high quality video interview i was watching her from this was my own two eyes and she was right there. She greeted us and explained how it’s gonna go and told us how excited she was to be doing this for us. You guys she loves us so much, not just the 100 fans in that room but everyone of us on here. She wants to do this, she’s excited to do this. She is also the happiest I’ve ever seen her be. throughout the whole night I just got very emotional at how happy she was and how sure of herself she was and just how cute it was seeing her so :D. Honestly, the fact that I’ve always called her my best friend but this time in that room she was talking to us and sharing stories with us like we were best friends was....wow. I love her. We danced to LWYMMD and it was so fun and the entire room just radiated :D :D :D :D!!!! and everyone was having the time of their lives just dancing with her. She truly wanted everyone to have a good time and made sure everyone knew how happy she was to have you there. Many of us have eye-contact moments and it’s completely amazing to know. Like that’s just how much you can tell Taylor was really dedicated to making this night feel special for all of us. i love her idk if i’ve mentioned this, i love her. fun fact: i love her

The One When I Liztened To ‘reputation’

just kidding i have a few words that i can say :D !

It was so good. It was so so so good. My face went through every emoji possible the whole album through. Sonically and lyrically it stunned us all and it was so enjoyable and full of bops and classic Taylor Swift genius writing, but like on a whole other level of amazing. That’s all I’ll say :D (Also the pre-releases, as much as i love them and would die for them, aren’t the peak of the album trust me, there’s soooo much more)(y’all are gonna be so shook)(i still am)(im also so proud of her you can tell she’s proud of her work and she very much should be)

The One When The Night Was Flawless And It Finally Happened

I have loved Taylor for as long as I can remember. She’s my #1. She’s always been, like she’s genuinely my best friend. Her saying “you are the longest and best relationship that I have ever had” that one time at the 2013 BMA’s was the most validating thing. Because like...i know. She’s been there when I was sad and when I was happy and when I needed someone. I’ve loved and defended that woman to anyone for years and have dealt with sooo many teasings and “she doesn’t even know you”s. So the fact that this happened was........ wow.

As I was getting closer and closer in line the butterflies (the beautiful kind) were going wild inside of me. I couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t believe i got to be here. I spent the last three days convinced i was gonna get a message that it was a mistake and she didn’t mean to invite me or it was gonna be cancelled or i couldn’t go or something because i was honestly so in denial. but it was almost my turn and the feeling when it’s hitting you that this moment you’ve wanted for so long is here is the most amazing and exhilarating feeling in the world.

When it was my turn I walked up to her and was greeted with open arms and said “hi I’m liz” and she goes “Yeah i know you’re lizbeth right’ and i like gasped and was like “omg how did you know” and she’s like “yeah you’re lizbeth” :D :D :D :D (HER SAYING LIZBETH ACTUALLY MEANT SO MUCH TO ME I MADE A POST ABT IT) so i was like “taylor...i have to get this all out because if i don’t i’m gonna hate myself” and she laughed at me. queen of laughing. and then i just went for it and said “taylor, you’re my best friend.” and she said “aww” and I continued “like you are really my best friend. you’ve been there for me in my lowest moments and in my happiest moments. I love you so much. Like i literally sing with you in my car all the time and make sure it’s loud enough so it sounds like we’re singing together” and she laughed and went “oh my god i love that it’s like we’re duetting” and I’m like “yeah we are duetting taylor we honestly go off!!!” and then got serious again and told her about how there was an entire year period where I would cry myself to sleep every night listening to Safe & Sound because that year was so bad for me and it was so comforting to listen to. Then she gasped and said “oh my god” with the most concerned and loving look in her eyes. And i said thank you for everything and she grabbed my hands into hers and said “thank /you/ for everything i love that thank you” and then she went on about how happy she was that she was doing this and how she loved getting to do this for us and even with jack being there how nice it was for them to be seeing our reactions to the work they made. and she goes “and your reactions to eVERYTHING i love that” and i was like “oh my god taylor all those reactions were so genuine” “i know they were!” “because that album was just so so good it was so amazing i loved it so much!” and she said thank you :D

when it was time for our picture she asked what kind of picture i wanted and i was like a hugging pic but for Reasons. and she looked at me like she was ready to #lizten which i appreciated. so i explained that there’s a picture of Taylena hugging at an awards show i couldn’t remember i probably looked sTUPID when she asked which one it was and i was like guh...idr.... but anyway i was like i wanna be on this side bc Selena was on that said and i was like “taylor i love you and Selena so much you have no idea I literally call myself taylena’s daughter and everyone agre-” and she cuts me off and goes “oh we would definitely adopt you we would totally adopt you she would want to adopt you i can confirm that she would want to adopt you”.... IF Y’ALL COULD SEE THE DUMB LOOK ON MY FACE............. GUH..... every time i call taylena mom now it’s gonna be #legit ....wow....anyway i was shook. so we got into position i was like another reason i wanted to be on this side is because when I met her i was on this side of our pic too and she goes “oh i like that I love your attention to detail”...wow.....queen of compliments. and then we :D (((also quick mention that the fact that she has curly hair again also meant...a lot to me..not that she doesn’t always look good in any hairstyle ever but i’ve just always been insecure about my curly hair and seeing that she’s embracing hers again makes me emo.))))

so i hugged her one last time and told her i loved her and she told me she loved me and i walked out of the room still looking at her, facing her as i walked backwards and she still looked at me and that was it...I got handed my reputation merch bag and couldn’t stop smiling on my way out. :D

I am so happy and so grateful for her and everything she’s done for me and I feel so blessed to have gotten to thank her for it all.

@taylornation thank you for all the work you did to help make this possible for all of us too.

@taylorswift I love you and I miss you already. i can’t wait to see our picture together. you are still my best friend and will always continue to be. i’ll also be sending you the adoption papers for you and Selena to sign soon. :D

#la reputation secret sessions #this....was uhhhhhh the best day of my life #taylor swift #102217

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zwijjj · 7 years

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ok fug im gonna post my past tweets here as an archive dont mynd me

Aug 19 shes ruining D&D for me! She negates what the dm says, like "no lets say my character does X instead" and is always yelling over the DM too we were finishing up at 12am and everyone was ready to go, but she got sulky about having to leave. im like. sorry bitch, we have jobs n uni now shes suggesting that we play twice a week when a few of us have explained we cant. ive literally dropped a shift at work so i can play. THEN SHE HAS THE NERVE. THE BLOODY NERVE TO SAY!! "you two didn't uh, seem that invested either of the times you came tho " ONE, i was so into it the first time we played i spent 5 hours on it, when i barely have the attention span for a 20 min anime episode TWO i missed our second session because two of my friends killed themselves, so im obviously not gonna be up for it THREE in the third session i wasnt even playing for half of it bc i missed last weeks session, n then when i was i was tryna play catch up!

Aug 19 Bong wadder in me mouf: (

Aug 16 I got 60% on my test and I'm caught up because wow! I did a good job! But also I'm like. This is the standard now. Do better

Aug 14 When someone you love gives you shit for being depressed and not being able to get out of bed it's such a smack in the face. every other day I get up and go, this happens so rarely.. you don't think I'm not having an extra bad time?

Aug 11 A friend of mine killed themself and it's. A lot. At a loss for words honestly Aug 12 Ill get back to being ok then keep seeing tribute RIP posts and every time it upsets me again. they deserved so much better i. Dnt hav words I'm ok but I've been holding it together today n tomorro the second I get home to my bed I'm gonna have th fattest cry. Kit was so wonderful Fuck.... fuck.... loz killed themself too. A. A. Fuck Soz this a long thread. It's an odd feeling, seeing someone in a video, singing and having fun as if they aren't dead Aug 13 Everyone getting drunk and singing in their honour while they're on a cold slab in a morgue it's not fair it's not it's not Aug 15 Honestly all of this is surreal I can't just be sad and get it over with. It's still here in my chest, rising in my throat every few hrs Aug 19 "I've matched w 4 ppl on tinder tonight and they all know kit and ask if I'm going to their funeral" Aug 20 Apparently lozs spirit isn't passing on so some o their friends r doing a ritual for it. While DRUNK. Drunk, sad ppl round knives n fire? Mm God this shit has brought me to so many new people n. Idj I don't have words in me right now

Aug 1

Tryna beat my sad/loneliness by constantly making & creating,,, but then getting behind on university as a consequence

Jul 13 I wanna do so many things but I have to work and uni full time,, I just want to live in the sun and do art

Jun 24 Holy fuc things are bad. > Flat hs fallen to shit > Have to move again > Gotta break contract to move > breaking contract costs hundreds > every week were still here is $200 > partner lost their job > leaving the country to go overseas in 2 fuckin days > parents want me home

Jun 20 I opened my flatmates door asking him when he was free to do things, and he's just sitting on his bed in a bucket hat and a neon green thong

#shut it

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fill me in on the frenemies drama

omg id love to because ive been following the whole situation really closely!! ill try to be brief but ill probably fail sorry (yeah im not even halfway through writing it and its basically essay length im so sorry ill post a tldr at the bottom for people who dont want the full timeline)

so on tuesday morning (after frenemies had been posted for h3 members but before the podcast had been uploaded for everyone to see) trish posted a video basically saying she was leaving the podcast because, essentially, via text the night before ethan had told her that the crew was upset w/ her and didn't want to film the vlog they had planned to film that day. at first i was like ? lol why is the crew upset but then the podcast went up and it all made sense

basically the podcast starts with about an hour of trish venting about how upset they are w/ the gabbie hanna situation and how much they despise gabbie hanna and how they're (seemingly genuinely) concerned gabbie hanna is going to murder them.

then they transition into a new segment which was basically giving advice to the fans. prior to this trish was talking about how they had just watched brokeback mountain and during this ethan interrupted them to ask one of the crew (ian) if he wanted a slice of pizza, this apparently triggered trish and she basically started intensely critiquing the advice segment which then devolved into an argument about how ethan reuses topics in his podcasts and then ofc somehow money got brought up. ethan and trish were both throwing arnd the word "gaslighting" a lot and it got pretty intense.

it kind of peaked when basically ethan was insisting that trish was upset and trish kept denying it and so ethan sarcastically said smth along the lines of "okay you're totally fine sure" which rlly triggered trish (i get it) and she walked out

after this the fans seemed to be pretty 50/50, bc ethan to be fair did say some p shitty things to trish, like smth along the lines of "you just show up" which is obviously minimizing trish's experiences. i was personally just hoping they'd sort it out behind the scenes and i was honestly optimistic that the podcast wasn't really ending (lol)!

the timeline for me gets foggy here but basically trish started tweeting (ugh) and trish tweeted out some dms between them and ethan (which one of them had trish calling ethan "jewy" bc he was negotiating money w/ trish, v cringe but trish apologized for it and was like "im marrying a jewish man i cant be anti semitic" which also made me cringe more) this is kind of where i started to shift towards ethan's side bc obviously posting dms of private convos is not okay. anyway then ethan tweeted some stuff in response, talked about the merch, and he later deleted most of those tweets.

the whole shocker came when ethan posted a video on the h3 podcast talking about the whole situation, basically saying he'd tried to reach out to trish (who at this point had uploaded at least 1 or 2 more videos since her original video saying she was quitting) but trish wasn't responding and was tweeting shitty stuff that he felt he needed to defend himself over (understandable) basically his big claims in this whole podcast is that trish wanted a whole new crew for frenemies (so she wanted to fire the old crew) and her requests were becoming increasingly unreasonable but ethan consistently tried to work w/ them bc he really does care about their friendship it seems. he also talked abt how he had to walk arnd eggshells w/ trish and how he felt like a punching bag for trish (he brought up trish mocking his tourettes) and that their relationship had become increasingly unfair and unbalanced. (honestly if u watch anything from this whole fight id recommend watching ethan's video bc i think he expresses himself rlly well and covers the situation well)

ANYWAY LMAO i was like okay thats all rlly shitty but trish could still comeback from this and apologize but uhhhhh yeah that did not happen. this is kind of the funny but also rlly fucking sad part. trish made 3 45 minute long videos titled "ethan's lies" where they watched the whole podcast and basically claim that ethan is lying about everything (which idk why he'd do when this could all be so easily disproven) i've only watched the first part bc im not watching 2.5 hours of trish screaming but uhhh yeah she basically calls ethan a liar a manipulator a terrible person.

and what's worse is that she was on twitter for hours posting nearly a tweet a minute just replying to people arguing w/ her on twitter (why people are arguing w/ a clearly mentally unwell person im not sure) but like, i was there as it was happening live and literally 90% of the people in her replies were just begging them to log off, go to sleep, have moses turn off the wifi (lol) like people were BEGGING them to stop posting bc at that point they were just digging themselves deeper and deeper into this pit they could never escape from, ESPECIALLY as she's LITERALLY ENGAGED to hila's brother!!!! like these people are your family trish it's not a good look to be posting private dms and going on twitter rampages.

and that kind of leaves us to today. trish posted another video today basically trying to prove that she was a nice person to the crew, but also there's literal text messages between her and ethan showing that she said that the crews work is shit so :/ idk

what i think it comes down to (and this is just a theory) is that after they did the hollywood bus tour and pretty much everyone on the bus was the crew and their friends and s/os, trish felt rlly left out and that she didnt belong, and on top of that she clearly was triggered by the whole gabbie hanna situation, so it led her to lash out.

OKAY SO SORRY FOR HOW LONG THIS IS LOL BUT TLDR: trish and ethan got in an argument on the podcast, trish posted a video saying they were going to leave the show, some tweets were posted, ethan made a video basically speaking his mind on the whole situation, this triggered trish and she posted 2.5 hours of videos calling ethan a terrible person, etc and went on a twitter rampage. and thats kind of where we are now.

#btw ive been seeing people say trish only goes by they/them but on their tiktok bio it says she/her or they/them so im going to switch #this is so long im so fucking sorrylfukdhgjkdfbjgbf

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