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theosconfessions · 5 months
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if youd like to read the stephens from the beginning you can over here :)
if youd like to read the stephens continued you can over here:)
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dustin- hey, you see rivers school pictures? this is our last year of these with him and blake chooses that time to go tongue him?
theo- [scoffs] yeah blakes bold as shit
dustin- thats one word for him. the other is...
theo- dusty, babe. no chill. hes a good kid. and if ends up not being a good MAN riv wont stay. hes seen us.
dustin- thats the problem. he thinks thats normal. to let someone cheat on you.
theo- i can assure you he doesnt. just from our talks. hey riv shit aside. i need to talk to you before i lose the nerve to.
dustin- what do you mean lose the nerve to? what happened at the doctors?
theo- well he said a lot of shit.
dustin- i knew i shouldve gone with you. i just couldnt find someone to watch the kids with the girls busy and..
theo- dusty ...its okay. just listen. he um has a few theories to whats been going on. why my memory is kinda in and out? theres bad news and worse news. bad news is i could just be going senile normally which is fun..for you and for me.
dustin- okay we can handle that. its just age related shit we got that.
theo- thats the thing dusty..he thinks its more than that
dustin- oh.
theo- he thinks we're at the beginnings of alzheimers
dustin- [eyes tear up] i dont know what to say
theo- yeah well. same.. look weve been through a lot together. from the moment i stepped into that bar. babe, i need to be clear on something here. youre still...young, kid. and if this is THAT and it gets to much i need you to know that i am OKAY with you stepping away to take care of yourself, i want you okay,dusty. i dont expect you to 'the notebook' with me. god knows ive put you through more than anyone else in my life. kids included.. if it gets bad,dusty..and thats what im facing then i need you to know its OKAY to do what you need to. no matter what it is . understand?
dustin: no we're totally notebooking. but a long long time in the future.
theo- [smirks] youre stubborn kid
dustin-if i werent we wouldnt still be married
theo- i dont deserve you.
dustin- yes you do,theo. now you? you deserve me. what you dont deserve is THIS SHIT
theo- amen [smirks] listen we dont know though. i could just be senile. he was worst case scenario-ing me. i honestly hope its just me going senile,man.
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pacifymebby · 1 year
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Modern!peaky blinders With reader who play animal crossing. Will they play the game with the reader, or would they just watch. Who will their islands look like
Hehehehe i love this <3 <3 <3 i love animal crossing so so much and B doesn't understand it at all
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Tommy
🌿 Are you kidding, he's far too busy with all his caniving underground blackmarket business to sit around playing a video game designed for children...
🌿 That being said however, he loves that you have something that keeps you calm and happy, something that distracts you from all your worrying.
🌿 He doesn't ever admit it but he likes to watch you playing it because you're always so at peace and you have an adorable little smile on your face when you do. So he calls you into his study when he knows you're playing it and sneaks peaks at you whilst he works.
🌿 God he finds their stupid little animal voices incessant and annoying. Will not let you play it with the volume up.
🌿You tried to get him to play it just once but he wasn't having any of it so instead you made him a character to live on your island with you.
🌿It looks like this, you're very proud of it (for reals I'm very proud of it)
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🌿When you show it to him you're smiling and giddy excited about it but he's so baffled. Still he thinks it's sweet you did it, even if he can't understand why you did...
🌿 "love it looks nothing like me..." "What how can you say that it looks exactly like you!" "Y/N why in gods name am I blushing..." you shrugging your shoulders, "cause its cute, you're cute..."
🌿He admires how machiavelian you are when it comes to perfecting the aesthetic of your island and finds your plots to get rid of villagers you don't like very amusing.
🌿He really has a soft spot for brewster.
Alfie
🐻 Whatever makes you happy he supposes. He doesnt understand these video games you "youngens" are into.
🐻 But honestly he would do anything to make you happy which includes making a character on your island and helping you make the big decisions about where things should go and who is allowed to move in.
🐻 You refuse to make any big decisions without consulting him and he thinks its adorable how serious you are about it.
🐻 When you remodel his charachter to look like this he can only laugh at you. "As if I'd ever wear somet that ugly y/n... And why habe you made me look so bloody grumpy and scruffy eh? Are you tryna tell me somet zieskiet?"
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🐻 Alfie doesn't trust Tom Nook at all amd you really have to argue with him about paying off your loans to expand your house because Alfie doesn't think you should have to give a single bell to that "parasite"
🐻 Doesnt understand why youd play a game in which you have to pay off a big loan.
🐻He likes it when you come and sit in his lap whilst playing it. Quite often when he's had a particularly stressful day he'll secretly be hoping you've been busy on your island and want to give him the tour of all the things you've been building.
🐻 Gets jealous of your favourite islander "you're never that exited to see me..."
🐻 When you ask him who his favourite islander is he always says you because he likes how you blush and have to pretend to be wound up saying "no I don't count!" to hide how much you like hearing him say that.
🐻 His other answer, if you push him is Blathers and he really likes when you show him around the museum. Makes some joke about how you "obviously have a thing for old fossils"
Arthur
🍂 The only video games Arthur has ever played are games like Fifa and GTA, "mans games" so when you show him animal crossing he's so confused. He doesn't get it at all. "And you get your own island and theres these cute animals to make pals with and you can go fishing and bug catching and swimming and..."
"Right right I can see all that my darlin... But... Whats the point?"
"The point?" you frown, "the point is that its fun... And its relaxing too you should try it some time..."
🍂 You're joking but you would actually really like him to try it because he's always so stressed out and you're sure it would do him good. And you'll pay off all your loans much quicker if theres two of you playing...
🍂 But Arthur will not be seen dead playing a game thats for "girls and kids" he's worried if people find out it'll make him look weak.
🍂 But, he does like to watch you play it, he likes to sit on the sofa in front of the telly, him leaning back against your chest, your legs wrapped around his body so that he can lean back and relax whilst you play.
🍂 He really likes Redd and he doesn't like the fact that Redd isn't always there. He always reminds you to go and check for "that dodgy little boat"
🍂 He fucking hates Isabelle, he thinks she's incredibly annoying and he especially doesn't like it when she reads you negative reviews of your island or suggests improvments. "What the bloody hell would she know about style with her stupid fuckin topknot and her fucking..." "Arthur!" you gasp clamping your hand over his mouth, "be nice!"
🍂 Sometimes you log in and someones been teraforming your island or upsetting one of your neighbours, you know it must be arthur but you never confront him. You always look forward to seeing what he's gotten up to.
🍂 One day you make him a character and leave it there for him, someone starts leaving you little gifts burried in holes. At least you think he's leaving them on purpose? You're not entirely sure he knows how to play the game.
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John
🌼 John is kind of a big kid and he definitely has his own switch, but he usually plays more "exciting games" or at least ones that are competitive. He likes thrashing you on mario kart and smash bros etc.
🌼 And for ages he teases you for playing a game thats so "lame" and for "little girls" however... He's competitive isn't he...
🌼 When he sees your island he has to outdo you, so he gets it in secret and works away at it quietly for months! Suddenly he isn't so bothered about racing you and pushing you off rainbow road. Suddenly he's preocupied with something else and you're a little suspicious...
🌼 Then finally he crumbles and caves asking you for your friendcode because he NEEDS oranges. They're the only fruit he doesn't have and he NEEDS to have all of them to perfect his island.
🌼 But he swears you to secrecy, wrestles you to the floor because you won't stop teasing him "I thought you said it was a game for little girls!"
🌼 Pins you down on the carpet and makes you swear on your favourite islander that you won't tell a soul because he knows that if word got out among his brothers... Or worse rival gangs, his credibility as a dangerous criminal would be ruined.
🌼 When you see his little character you squeal cause he's SO cute! He gets embarrassed and "grumpy" telling you to shut up and swearing you to secrecy all over again.
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🌼 His island is actually very impressive, its surprisingly very aesthetically pleasing. He's made an outdoor movie theatre on the cliff and also built his own little version of the Garrison into the side of the cliff. Its really quite adorable.
🌼 From then on you're always competing to build the best places on your island. Then one day he shows you a waterfall he's made thats in the shape of a heart and theres a little sign next to it with y/n on it, he's he's named it after you.
🌼 After awhile he stops being so uptight about it and he doesnt really care who knows, if his brothers take the piss out of him he shrugs his shoulders and will play fight them to prove hes still "man" enough
Bonnie
☘️Modern au Bonnie gives me slight adhd vibes, this boys mind is always racing with several thoughts at once and he can't do sit still...
☘️ When he first sees you playing it he kine of assumes he'll get bored with it super quickly, he's not opposed to it and when you say he can make a character on your island he just shrugs and plays along
☘️ But then he doesn't touch it for ages... To be honest its not exactly "most famous boxer in the world" vibes adjacent
☘️Then suddenly this all changes and he gets sucked into a terraforming hole, like the boy has a vision and will not move from that console until he's seen it through. Not even to pee. You have to remind him to eat! You'll be talking to him and its like he can't even hear you...
☘️ Oh, this is the character you co-made together for him (as in he made himself so boring you had to login later and add a touch of cute)
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☘️He thinks Tom Nook is a capitalist villain. Tries to convince you not to pay your loans and not to buy into the whole Nook con.
☘️He thinks its sad the way Tom Nook takes a perfect, natural, island and ruins it for profit. He teases you and tells you that you're an ecoterrorist.
☘️ One day he sees you on a deserted island chopping down all the trees and hes HORRIFIED. "I can't believe my girlfriends such an evil capitalist! MARX DIDNT DIE FOR THIS Y/N!" "what would chomsky think of this?!"
☘️ Remember this article?
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Bonnie wrote it.
☘️ You will never get a 5 star island because he's always planting new trees, he wants the whole island to be a big forest and he just won't listen to reason.
☘️ "No you can't chop that one down he's my favourite!" "Theyre literally all the same!" "Yeah and?!" "Bon people are getting lost! In the woods!!!" "They should be grateful!!"
☘️ His favourite animals are the jocks, naturally.
Isaiah
🐀He claims to hate it, especially in front of the other lads, he'll take the piss out of you for wasting your time with a childrens game BUT
🐀"Where are the guns this is shit..."
🐀He has a character on your island that you made for him and he does occasionally play it...
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🐀You gave him little devil horns because he's an absolute menace!!
🐀If he isn't backseat driving when he's watching you play, always beung knitpicky about your aesthetics and telling you what to do...
🐀He is logging in and leaving pitfall seeds everywhere or terrorising your neighbours!!!
🐀Actually this game brings out his evil side, he will hit anyone and everyone with the net and he loves shoving them around too. The island bully tbh. You're constantly sending the animals apology gifts because he's upset them again.
🐀You squabble over your islands aesthetic like little children!
🐀 "saiah what the hell have you done to the allotment!" "Oh is that what that was supposed to be it looked like the bloody bins behind Tesco!" "Oh right cause you could do so much better!" "Yeah... If I was the sort of person who liked to waste their time on a childrens video game!"
🐀He's a little bitch about who can live on the island and if someone moves in who he doesn't like he targets them immediately!
🐀He's utter garbage at terraforming and he's always leaving the island a mess that you have to clean up... Which leads to more squabbling.
🐀Gets stung by a wasps nest once and falls out with the game, refuses to play it for a whole week because "its fucking stupid!" "You should be able to set fire to the fucking wasps!"
Michael
☘️He had wild world when he was a little boy and now he has ptsd from resetti...
☘️ And although now he's far too worried about what his cousins would think if he got new horizons, he does really like watching you play it... In fact thats why he bought it for you in the first place...
☘️Its nice, it lets his inner child (he was forced to leave his youth behind too soon) get a little joy and whenever an islander moves in that he remembers from when he was a kid he gets so nostalgic.
☘️ He'll tell you who his favourites were when he was young and he'll tell you who he hated and who he thinks you should avoid.
☘️But because of his nostalgia he's not a fan of the new stuff thats come with the updates... He misses pelly and phylis and the tortoise mayor...
☘️ One day he tells you Tom Nook is trying to make his own Jonestown and you can never look at the game in the same way ever again...
☘️ He remembers all the old tricks and he's always jumping to remind you to bury your daily money tree and to make sure you shake every tree and hit every rock.
☘️He won't buy it himself so he doesn't have his own island but you let him play on yours and you make him a little character to try and coax him into playing.
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☘️You'll have chill mornings when he doesn't have peaky business to do where you get to sit between his legs, napping against his chest whilst he plays animal crossing with his arms wrapped snug around you.
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obitv · 1 year
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i feel like. for the most part, pd fans dont think about the spirit world often. despite the ENTIRE ARC they spent there the ost people take away is mal = big evil guy and.. idk. the wispering woods Exists? but there is SO, SO MUCH going on there thats so much more important than youd think. just for starters
its a SERIES OF FLOATING ISLANDS IN A VOID, JUST LIKE FAUNA
mal? not so important there. his guide, ghoul (who we see a grand total of ONCE, in episode 10, and is mentioned again in episodes 11 and 12), is POTENTIALLY THOUSANDS OF YEARS OLD whereas mal i wouldnt put above 50, and thats even a stretch (i will get to the why later)
domains! those floating islands? all domains! ghoul? technically owns most of the domains! what does that mean? HE KNOWS EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS THERE AND CAN CONTROL IT.
also i think everyone forgets this but william was, visually, in his wisp form the entire time they were there
oh also ghoul has dozens if not hundreds of paintings of a man who might be jason king (ORIGAMI) in his castle.
so. ive taken the time to compile most of the information i could find on mal, ghoul, the spirit world, the wisps, an more into a handy post because im fucking insane (note: im only up to e13, the smoke samurai fight, in my rewatch. this IS where the majority of spirit world facts come from anyway, but anything i mention that isnt from those episodes wont be in as much detail bc my memory is ass. if you remember more things, let me know!) (also also, im going to avoid bringing up deadwood as much as i can because.... i think ive talked about it enough 😭)
starting with: GHOUL!
lets be honest. theres a very small chance you even remember this guy exists. but he is FASCINATING
to start with, he has a.. symbiotic relationship with mal, from what ive seen. he needs mal to interact with the physical world, mal needs him to go to the spirit world. ill go into this more in mals section
aside from that, mal is NOT the first physical vessel ghoul's taken. its not clear when he began working with mal, or how many forms he had before, but he's one of many
(also just a note because it can definitely be confusing... ghoul and mal seem to share control over the castle, but before seeing that mal is waiting for them in the dining room everyone was focused on ghoul and mal was barely brought up. its not clear if the things they see in the castle before going in to mal were his choice or ghouls but... ill include the paintings here)
on that note: the paintings!
what the fuck is going on in there
so. yeah. ghoul has.. dozens. and i mean DOZENS, hundreds if you count that they repeat over and over, of paintings featuring a man with "blond hair and chiselled jawline" in various important historical events. they line the walls of the upstairs corridor (the one that seems endless) and are never brought up again
do i think this is jason king? well im not convinced they ARENT... i will touch on this again later just keep it in mind
jumping back to domains, ghoul seems to have.. some degree of control over all of them. at least in the part of the spirit world he rules over, which i assume is. why he rules it. going by the king stuff its like. he owns all the land and "rents" it out to other spirits
rent is a nicer word, since he can CURSE PEOPLE to control domains and dictate how they behave
thats why the carnival is evil, if you remember. ghoul cursed the carnival skeleton (the REAL groundskeeper) to rule the domain and attack anyone who entered
what the fuck
also ghoul is a king
when looking for ghoul in ashes book, despite the very low roll they got some VERY important info: ghoul (who, when we see him, is comapred to antivenom from spiderman) -
this guy
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HE WAS A HUMAN KING. his name is mentioned ALL THE WAY through ashes book, from front to back. a picture of a man in royal garb, was labelled with his name
something.. happened. that turned him from that spirit world king to a monstrosity.
its also never made clear if the man in the paintings is ghoul? we dont get a description of the kings face in the book and we dont get a description of the mans clothes
also, finally: when theyre in the physical world, mal and ghoul essentially share a body, with the body turning into That Thing ^^ when ghoul is in control. ghoul HAS to take control to open portals to the spirit world - he does it to william, and cantrip mentions it too when they interrogate her
he also appears separately from mal when they take william to the spirit world, but we dont see him at all in any other domains so thats a small sample size
BUT he Does have a fucking. encyclopedic knowledge of domains (which ill talk about later). he "knows all of these places [domains]"
NEXT: MAL!
where do i fucking start.
basic mal facts: asshole, british, very powerful, knows far too much about the spirit world to make any sense
just a basic overview of his powers, btw:
he can create illusions, float/fly (in the spirit world, at least), ghostshape, go intangible, and mayyybe has some sort of connection to earth or gravity powers because theres one point where he makes the ground beneath someone burst up but also that mightve been a weird ghostshaping trick and im honestly too scared to think about that
basically he seems to have most of williams powers + illusions and whatever that ground trick was. the only things we havent seen are invisibilty (which considering mechanically its just a flavouring of an advantage which isnt technically a power, makes sense) and the wisp form, though id consider the ghoul transformation to b the equivalent of that
oh in case you forgot he can also FREEZE. TIME. william isnt affected by this but im not sure if that was because mal wanted him to see what happened or because spirit shenanigans
also little aside but while williams powers manifest as wispy blue flames, mals are always black lightning (his ghostshaping, most noticeably)
the biggest mal question is.. how does he. know all that shit? youd expect ghoul to be the one who actuall has the knowledge but mal is ALWAYS the one they deal with
now you may be wondering: why is this an issue? well the thing is. we dont actually know ANYTHING about mal. we dont know where he comes from, what he wants, how he met ghoul, if his powers are his own or all come from ghoul... none of it
what we can ASSUME: mal was alive when he made some sort of deal with ghoul, because he obviously had a physical body. my personal theory is that mal is (one of?) the previous owner of ashe's book, since so far that's the only thing we've seen that allows you to summon spirits and allow them to possess you, and its full of references to ghoul. and quite honestly the thought that theres MULTIPLE books like that is terrifying. so
ok i actually just came up with that one on the spot but if mal had a better understanding of the language the book is in than ashe and wasnt so afraid to use it then actually him knowing a shitton about the spirit world makes so much sense. what the fuck
bizly bizlychannel youre prying that theory from my fucking corpse im in love with it now.
so. yeah. presumably, mal and ghoul made some sort of deal, because they work together. its not clear if mal is working to get william on his side by his own volition or if ghoul wants him to, or if its like a "ghoul brought it up and mal decided to go for it because hes better at talking and also isnt a horrifying monster" but whatever. unlike william and the wisps (amazing band name) who fight fucking constantly because william never ASKED for his powers, mal is comfortable with them
another thing mal seems to have control over is ghouls castle. he lays out the red carpet and makes every door lead to the dining room and also makes it impossible to leave
specifically, irt all the doors going to the dining room, bizly said "if he can control this castle and where it goes, thats what he wouldve done"
the corridor upstairs (without the carpet, with the paintings) also goes on literally forever. you cant go back once you walk far enough you have to go through a door. i have no idea if this was mal or ghouls choice
another thing! specifically layed out on the walls next to the carpet ("things he specifically wanted them to see") is an ornate dagger in a glass case. which vyncent with a gun steals but i dont think is brought up again ??? also the wording made me feel like there shouldve been more items listed but since condi immediately started stealing he just didnt include the rest ?? unsure
this is just a weird thing to note but theres like these freaky black tendrils that grab the table and hold it down when dakota tries to flip it. i dont know what to do with this information its just there
when william confronts mal on how much the spirits seem to hate him and ghoul, mal says "that's not what im here for" and, when pressed, says thats "a conversation for another day"
DOMAINS! AND THE SPIRIT WORLD IN GENERAL!
first: basics
the spirit world is, from what we've seen, a collection of floating islands over a void. these islands seem to all be "domains", places that are controlled by special spirits
the spaces between domains is the dead zone! this is where people go when they die, like 99% of the time. going there without special means (the hot air balloon, the carriage) will kill you.
so, how do you get a domain? ah. good... question....
one way is to kill whoever currently owns it. then its yours! congrats! you can alsp give away domains, but the only time we've directly seen this happen was the groundskeeper who was also cursed at the same time and ghoul seems to still have some control over the carnival anyway??? unclear
which leaves. william fucking wisp. because he has a domain! i am not getting into it here because ive said it all already but its there
also a little worth noting that williams domains seems to be shaped subconsciously without him even knowing it was there
i honestly cant speculate much more on williams domain because we just. dont have the answers. i could ask domain questions all fucking day like "did the wisps give william a domain" or "by being a powerful spirit did he just get an empty one or was one created just for him" etc etc we have no way of knowing
domains we know about: williams graveyard, the carnival, ghouls castle, the wispering woods (perhaps a series of domains? unknown), and the tricksters... house thing. do not ask me what the chaos zone is, i dont know and it scares me. if i had to guess itd be a series of. well. chaotic domains perhaps all partially ruled by the trickster but i also dont have ANY trickster lore written down bar "has a domain" so ill come back to that another day
and the obligatory deadwood mention: from what we can gather, the woods surrounding deadwood are where the barriers between the physical and spirit worlds are thinnest. specifically the area william died in was brought up which is totally linked to Everything about him
the wispering woods, in ashes book, is described as a "sanctuary" or "oasis". barely anybody has ever seen it and come back to say what it was like
ok bonus fact time. i dont know where to put these
WILLIAMS DAD? MAD FUCKING SUS
when they first talk to mal in his domain, he says the phrase "william! be a sport, be a pal, be my friend." its specifically noted that william recognises that phrase as something his dad said to him a lot as a child
mal is also pretty much.. the only person to call william "wisperer" consistantly. but for that phrase he said william
additionally, this entire. interaction between bizly and charlie
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ill go crazy if i dont bring that up. so its here
AND! FINALLY! JASON MOTHERFUCKING KING!!! WHAT IS UP WITH THAT HUH?
in williams party city doritos induced fever dream (i am not talking about that ghost. i refuse) he sees the spirit world (floating islands) and he sees a throne made out of paper. this reads very clearly like a reference to origami/jason king, since hes dead at the start of the story
also i just want to say there IS a rolled where they say how jason died but theyre laughing really hard so i have absolutely no idea what theyre saying all i can hear is "dickass" im so sorry
so yeah. with that image in mind, hearing ghoul be described as a king (who HAS A CASTLE), and having so many paintings of a man who sounds similar to jason (am i reaching? maybe. but hes also the only prominent dead figure who already has connections to spirit world royalty and hes blond so let me have this) is just like. insane coincidence
i have nothing i can really prove here, because have o idea HOW jason an ghoul could be connected. but they are. i know it. believe me
thanks for reading this far it took me 2 hours to compile it all. if you have anything to add esp from later episodes PLEASEEEE PLEASE DO also if you wanna discuss anything i mentioned here i am always down.
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suffarustuffaru · 6 months
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We need more re:zero fanfics that are just characters being forced to go to therapy. Subaru is ordered by the Royal Knights to attend weekly sessions (that secretly double as interrogations, though due to patient confidentiality the therapist is only able to pass on information that regards other people being put in danger) and the therapist stumbles out of there every week needing a drink because trying to make something coherent out of a conversation with Natsuki Subaru concerning anything related to his fluctuating emotional state and the very obvious/mysterious trauma underpinning all of his actions is practically an Olympic sport — and that was before unearthing his self-harm habit, severe inferiority complex, and what may be suicidal tendencies. Reinhard is so emotionally repressed that he’s refusing to let himself feel anything even regarding having to face off against his grandmother’s corpse and his superiors keep walking back the meager process any sessions manage to make. Otto seems perfectly normal and then he mentions being willing to die for Subaru’s sake as soon as three days after he met him. Ram just sits there glaring for the full hour and a half. Wilhelm uses the time to express his latest revenge plot in very well thought out detail. Heinkel is such a horrible mess that I can’t even make a joke out of what he’d do to that poor therapist’s emotional state. Roswaal doesn’t seem to realize what therapy IS. That poor therapist is in Hell.
anon ive always wanted to see something like this for sure HAH its just such a fascinating idea?? especially when 99% of people in the rz cast desperately need extensive therapy 😭😭 but yeah theres different ways you could take an idea like this and the conditions you set are really interesting.
the idea of it being a therapist appointed by the government, essentially, who’s also there to gather information (but keeps at least some details hidden for the sake of their patients) so the government can keep a leash on certain characters (subaru and reinhard particularly) + subaru is still locked by rbd taboo of course is so fascinating to me. of course—is it ideal conditions for therapy? hell no lmao 😭😭 but its a super good in universe explanation as to why theyre getting therapy (other than all of them being Mentally Unwell)—and given the therapist and everyone in the cast minus subaru and al are working with medieval knowledge, the odds were not in their favors anyway oops. and this is assuming that the cast has the BEST THERAPIST IN THE FANTASY WORLD POSSIBLE for this!! haah theyve got a real difficult job ahead of them.
and also an idea like this is difficult to write. ive always wanted a “rz cast goes to therapy” fic hah but writing the FULL cast is tricky!! tbh id feel bad not including at least a good chunk of the cast in a fic like this given SO MANY of them desperately need therapy. and this idea is Extremely character focused—you have to know every character’s intimate traumas and flaws and personalities to pull this sort of thing off. its inherently in depth character exploration, and depending on how Good you want the therapist character to be, youd probablyyy have to do at least a bit of research (??) (unless you have personal experience in this department already??) there on. how to write a therapist? but thats just me getting fixated on the practical aspects of this wkdndn this is definitely why we havent really seen much fic on this sort of idea yet. i think itd work really well as a collab though, possibly!! you can devote a therapy session to one character per chapter or something and mix it up later the further it goes on <3 or at least thats my idea for this at the moment. i think one therapy session per chapter would be very good leadup though in a Hypothetical Fic about this, and you then have the time to explore each character in depth and introduce each of them!!
ok as for the examples you gave anon—HAH yeah thats a good summary for sure 😭😭 again, this is interesting because these are Not good conditions for therapy.
they all think with their medieval knowledge. subaru cant talk about rbd and everything related to it, which is his biggest core trauma. reinhards superiors dont want him to improve because hes their perfect malleable obedient weapon right now and they chose to break him like that. they probably wont want heinkel to improve much either, given theres implications that people like russell fellow purposely helped make heinkel Worse (such as the false rumors that he kidnapped one of the royal familys kids). and also regarding characters like heinkel—he wont improve if he doesnt get some sort of rehab on top of the therapy akdnd and he wont improve if he doesnt make an effort either. and also i know theres characters like petra who are way more normal compared to everyone else and shes not in dire need of therapy unlike everyone else, but id argue petra should at least have a check up because girl is a twelve year old thats been shoved into life threatening events recently okay 😭😭 AND the astreas are gonna need some hardcore family therapy wkdndn theyll just need individual sessions first to work up to that……… but will the kingdom really allow that to happen either?
yeah so the therapist is in for a reckoning in general 😭😭 with the plot you gave anon—if the therapist genuinely tries their best, this could result in some friction. the therapist hears out all these big important people related to the royal selection—roswaal, the astreas, various other emilia camp members, and people from other factions im sure (such as julius, joshua, ferris, crusch, etc)—but the therapist is held back from fully helping all of them because the kingdom keeps them all on a leash, including the therapist themselves. will the therapist succumb to what the kingdom wants and ensure they never improve past a certain point? or ensure they never improve at all?
it creates this overarching plot to an otherwise standard premise i think—and theres a bittersweetness because the therapist cant fully help them as it is right now. and its hard to help characters like subaru and reinhard who are Incomprehensible in their own ways. even in the fantasy world with its Wide Range of dangerous traumatic events tinged with magic, subaru and reinhard are absolutely outliers. plus as i said earlier, some characters Want to improve so badly and will try their best to do so (such as emilia) and some might not have much desire to even try (such as heinkel). everyone in the cast have their own goals, motivations, and a lot of them to some degree will be unreliable narrators either purposefully or accidentally or unwittingly. the otto example you gave anon is so true because i an SO sure his ass would pretend to be normal bc he doesnt want to be there only to accidentally reveal hes not 😭😭😭 joshua is another good example bc of his hate love relationship with his brother and how he tries to conceal it by gaslighting himself into worshipping his brother’s every move and trying to live vicariously through him (joshua also hates reinhard too but pretends not to so theres that too) 👍👍👍 and also emilia and reinhard are examples of characters whove been taught the absolute WORST lessons in the world so youd have to get into unravelling that 😭😭 like theyre both afraid to be closer to others out of fear of hurting them, they have issues regarding what people see them as and what people expect them to be, learned powerlessness, terrible father figures, guilt complexes, being blamed for things that arent their fault, also the fucked up family history, etc etc. there is SO much baggage HAH.
and again, the poor therapist is getting a bunch of rz main characters and crucial side characters—many of them are well known in some way, or important political figures, and they ALL got the most buck wild stories so the stakes are Very High😭😭 itll be a fun ride im sure!! but i do think this idea is super super neat. id love to explore each and every character and all their nuances—i think a fic like this would only really fully work if youre sympathetic towards everyone, but youre not afraid to get them for their faults too. wilhelm, heinkel, roswaal are good examples. clind too by proxy, given frederica needs to get away from his ass too (RAM ALSO NEEDS TO GET AWAY FROM ROSWAAL ISTG.) and again, a fic like this requires in depth knowledge of all these characters or the premise can fall apart a bit—this is a fic all about exploring their deepest traumas after all <3
but yeah anyway i too am in dire need of a rz cast goes to therapy fic anon!!! T^T thank you for the ask i will continue to think on this idea 🙏
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mujin headcanons ?? or just samurai champloo headcanons in general,,
you have seriously no idea the kind of beast you have trifled with asking me this. most of these are specific and kinda complicated because im insane and put deep thought into everything abt samcham but some are just simple and silly. Lets begin
OK SO. i have deep reasoning for almost any of my headcanons because im a stickler for abiding by canon as much as i possibly can no matter how ridiculous the headcanon is. headcanons for ME personally esp with aus and stuff are like "how would this character act in this fucked up situation" rather than coming up with fanon bullshit based on absolutely nothing which just strips characters of their bare essentials which is stupid so yeah. im gonna get the big ones out of the way then get smaller as i go
-i use they/she/he for jin. my hc for their gender and sexuality is kinda hard to describe and idek if theres a label for it but i just phrase it as any gender and no gender at the same time. i think jin doesnt personally view their gender as anything specific and presents mostly neutrally and people just perceive them for what they choose to see. women like seeing jin as a handsome androgynous woman (like a bifauxnen). men like seeing jin as a beautiful man. vice versa. jin has no attachment to such things they just go with the flow and presentation doesnt mean anything profound for them personally other than like. an accessory or something???? idk. i like to see shino and jin as nblw because their story reminds me of something tragic lesbians would do. but tdlr no matter what gender you are being into jin is gay inherently -jin is a virgo, fuu is a libra, and mugen is a scorpio. common traits for virgos include loyalty, practicality, overly critical of self and others, dislikes rudeness and asking for help. they can be closed off and can be misunderstood by others due to this, but they have deep senses of humanity. traits for libras include social, gracious, desire for companionship, in a constant chase for justice and equality, a dislike for comformity and loudmouths. traits for scorpios include resourcefulness, passion, assertiveness, fearless, a dislike for dishonesty, small talk, superficiality. i originally based the specific dates (sept 4th for jin, oct 9th for fuu, and nov 3rd for mugen) based on the number of diamonds in jins mon, the number of letters in 'sunflower' for fuu (sunflower season ends in october!), and the 3 corners of the triangle on the back of mugens happi. EVERYTHING IS INTENTIONAL!!!!! -jin is actually left handed, but such a thing is forbidden for samurai, so jin had to force themself to use their right. you wouldnt know it at first glance but if you saw jins fancy kanji caligraphy using their left hand compared to their uniformed and almost robotically perfect handwriting with their right youd be able to tell what theyre truly most comfortable with -mugen and jin have to bicker about literally everything. like jin will say something and mugen sometimes will actually agree but he’ll say something purposefully contrarian and stupid just to get on jins nerves. it takes hard work to get an actual rise out of them but sometimes just the blank stare or the raised eyebrow is enough to make mugen cackle
-making clean kills is practiced for jin because the feeling of sticky blood and the stench makes them antsy. the night that they stumbled out into the dark after accidentally killing enshirou, itd been everywhere. soaking their clothes, under their nails, on their lips, in their eyelashes and hair. theyd thrown up and wailed hysterically like a wounded animal and then collapsed into an ice cold river to claw it off in panic and nearly drowned from the force of the river waves and the shock of the whole situation and then they just passed out on the bank from exhaustion and didnt wake up for 15 hours
-after the finale, mugen recovers (somehow) from his injuries after 2 weeks. however, this did not account for the chronic pain that sticks with him and worsens in the cold and rain. hed find later that jin, his perfect bird of a feather, gets debilitating migraines and back pain in the cold and rain. they can be in bed and in pain together
-jin doesnt force their meticulous and traditional routines onto mugen so theyll slink out of bed at the ass crack of dawn to do their weird praying and katas and meditation and mugen will sleep until past noon and he'll always complain about them letting him sleep the day away and theyll always just hum in response
-jin can NOT cook for shit but id like to think they work to improve as a way of remembering shino fondly. before meeting her they could brew a mean ass cup of tea and steamed rice. but that was literally it. but now they can make some simple things like clear mushroom soup and dumplings and they intend on expanding
-mugen is a closeted fine arts snob. he thought the shit was flowery and boring before but jin reads their favorite poems and epics to him and theyve furthered his education where sensei bundai left off so they do a lot of poetry writing as exercises. mugen likes haikus a lot. and he likes those weird noh theaters that jin loves. especially the vile ones with the drama and violence and cheating and death and betrayal. jin forces him to go to the romance ones too its just against his will those times
-jin will not let him hit until he has bathed. the first time he propositioned them they threw him in a huge hot bath like an animal and combed through every matted knot in his hair, scrubbed his back and behind his ears, carved the dirt out from under his yellow fingernails with a small knife, forced a wad of mint leaves in his mouth. jin plucks their eyebrows so maybe theyre kind of over the top about it but then mugen considers rinsing himself off in river water bathing so maybe theyre being perfectly reasonable
-they tell each other scar stories and random events that happened before they met each other. theres a lot of observing without words that they both do to get to know each other but they also do a lot of talking. it always happens at night when theyre both kind of tipsy on sake or wine because thats the only time jin feels loosened up enough to not clam up over memories
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mschimdt · 1 year
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mansk X reader
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IM GOING TO BE WRITING ABOUT QUARITCH SOON
I HAVWNT FOUND TOO MANY FANFICS ABOUT MANSK AND IK SOME OF YALL ARE SUFFERING SO I CAME TO THE RESQUE
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nome for this chapter :))
you and mansk have been working together simce the first day in your navi body, although u werent close youd always be assigned together by the colonel. mansk was a very quiet man, he never really spoke unless he needed to, he isnt shy quiet hes just focused quiet. hes always very secretive, no one really knows much about him other than his close friends. evenn though hes quiet he speaks wisely and thinks before he speaks, unlike lyle that doesnt process a word before it splats out of his mouth. you could say me and mansk were friends. but not friends like FRIENDS were like working partner type of friends and we never really spoke outside of missions and work.
youd always notice mansk staring at u in the lunch hall, you honestly kind of have something for mansk, he makes me feel weirdly comfortable, just his presence is enough to make your day a good one.
Quaritch calls u and a few other members who included mansk."listen soldiers, i think i have an idea of where jake sully might be"
lyle stared at quaritch "how so colonel?"
quaritch makes eye contact with lyle and replies to lyles question "ive got a signal hes somewhere nearby, in the area we suspected him to be in a few weeks ago which means hea probably around here somewhere, we have a mission to complete, get ready and hop onto the helicopter, ill be there waiting"
you stare at quaritch and quickly run to your room which luckily isnt too far away from the meeting room, you wnter ur room and put on some armour. you didnt change your shorts though because youd be pretty useless for this mission and youll probably be askes to stand around somewhere, u didnt change because u doubted getting hurt when ur not allowed to do anything. you clipped ur chest armour on and quickly tied ur hair into two braids.
you quickly sprinted to the veichles room which had some of the helicopters and found that everyone has already arrived, you questioned how they did it but theres no time to spare, so u hopped on and strapped yourself to a seat while your tail went back and forth because of the excitement u were experiencing, the excitement of capturing jake sully and being over wirh quaritchs dumb hide and seek game with sully.
the helicopter has been in the air for 20 minutes now, no one has spoken the entire ride and it was all silent other than the helicopter noises, quaritch broke the silence, he had to scream so you and thw others would hear him ontop of the helicopter noise "ALRIGHT, Z DOG, LYLE, ME N' JA, WERE GONNA LOOK FOR SULLY. MANSK AND Y/N STAY BEHIND AND GUARD THE HELICOPTER" mansk stared at quaritch, you didnt know if he was staring at him because of his shades but u think hes looking at quaritch, mansk lets out an amnoyed sigh, you couldnt quite hear it but u could tell it was an annoyed one.
the helicopter was finally starting to land, you were going deaf from the loud helicppter noises even with the headphone things you were given to cancel out the noise, the helicopter hit the ground with a large thud and the engines were starting to slow down, everyonr was unbuckling theit seat belts and you did the same unbuckling your own.
your the last one to leave the helicopter after mansk, you were all outside now and quaritcg repeated "Y/N and mansk stay with the helicopter and gaurd it incase some navi bitch tries to destroy it, me and the rest are gonna go looking for sully because hes around here somewhere" he said with a blank expression
you and mansk have been standing next to the helicopter for around 40 minutes and it was getting really boring you havent exchanged a word with the man next to you and your both just staring into no where
suddenly you hear a noise in the trees around u. you and mansk both jolt up holding your guns towards where the sound was coming from, after a few minutes you put your guns down thinking it was just a gust of wind
you look to your right and there was a pandorian creature sprinting at u, it had claws, claws that looked like they could decapitate an entire human head, it was speeding at you. you let put a little "uhmmm" and mansk looks your way looking at the creature speeding towards u holding up his gun. it was already too late, the creature attacked your legs with its huge claws before mansk shot him. he was teying to scratch your chest but thankfully you were wearing the armour you put on earlier. you stared at your leg, then at the dead monster, then at mansk. mansk was already rushing towards you, you stared back at your now red legs from blood. mansk leans down to where you are on the floor "are yoy okay? that looks bad" in a shaky scared voice, you reply to his question on the verdge of crying from pain "u-uhm, yeah im fine but my leg clwarly isnt" theres tears building up in your eyes now. mansk leans down to look at the huge cut caused by the monsted on ur leg.
"i should fetch the first aid kit till quaritch and the rest get back because we cant leave them here" says mansk, he hops into the helicopter and grabs the first aid kit, he leaves the helicopter again sitting on the floor next to you, he lifts ur legs onto his thighs.
he gets some iodine to clean ur wound incase it gets infected, he puta it on a little cotton pad and rubs it all over youe wound. it kind of stung but u werent gonna complain because he was trying to help you after all
he finally wraps. ur bleeding legs in white medical wrap to try and stop the bleeding. the white wraps quickly turnes into red ones from thr amount of blood yoy were losing, it was a very deep cut and you were worried it might get infected.
"thanks for helping me i really appreciate it" you said with a smile plastered across your tear stained face "we shoukd probably call the others youre bleedimg too much and jake isnt really worth letting you die, we can get him later"
he holds up his walkie talkie typa thing and says sometjing into it, your too light headed to focus of anything he says. suddenly, everything went dark
you wake up after passing out, you arent on the ground anymore, your back in the helicopter with someone holding you in their lap, you slowly open your eyes to look at whoever was holding u. you were shocked to see it was mansk, mansk always seemed like a tough guy that wouldnt help anyone if it didnt benifit him, he stared down at you and smiled
you closed your eyes hoping youd wake up from your 'dream' just to find that ur still in mansks arms wrapped tightly, the helicopted landes and you could omly tell it did because of the large thud it made, quaritch had already called the medics to wait till you arrived to prevent further bloodloss
you were wuickly rushed into the small hospital, the mediics quickly unwrapped your leg and cleaned it while another one of the human medics was getting a huge needle ready to stitvh your leg before you lost too much blood' you looked to you right and saw mansk sitting on a chair next to the bed you were layed on, they stitched up your legs which was a very painful and long process, another nurse came into the rook you were in with a blood bag of your blood type. mansk stares at you, he keeps staring for a few minutes
"sorry about not killing that monster earlier, we should have looked around a bit better, im glad your okay though"
"thanks mansk, its not your fault, we killed the monster in the end though so its okay"
mansk smiled at you, he got up from his chair and walked over to you pulling you into a long warm hug, you quite enjoyes the hug he gave you, it was out of no where though youve never seen mansk hug anyone or look at anyone in the way hes always looked at you, it made u feel a bit special because you knew it wasnt a bad type of stare
after that day you and mansk bece closer, youd always hangout. work out together, eat together, and he quickly told you more about himself, you were quite surprised he actually did it because hes never told anyone that you know any of this type of stuff about him.
it was raining outside and you were sitting next to mansk on a sofa, you were both laughing at something on your tablets (phones but theyre big so they could fit navi hands) suddenly mansk put his arm around your shoulder pulling you a bit closer to him than you expected, you stopped laughing and  blushed a bit and mansk noticed it, he started rubbing your shoulder so he could see if he could make u blush any further, you stayed like this for a few minutes until mansk finally decided to speak "your enjoying than hm?"
you throw ur head down and look down onto your lap, you didnt want to show him how much you were blushing, thsn suddenly a warm hand grabs ur chin and turns it up and to the side, you try to fight back but yis grip is too strong, you find yourself staring at mansk, your faces were too close, he was repeatedly stearing at ur eyes, then your lips, your eyes, then your lips. he did this a few times until you spoke up "what are you doing?" mansk leans closer to your face waiting for premission to press your lips against his, you closed your eyes and he took it as a sign he could kiss yoy now.
he leans in and your lips touch, this was your first ever kiss, it felt bettee than what you expected it to feel like, you never thought mansk felt this way
he pulls back and hesitates for a second, then he says "i love you" staring at you with a soft facial feature, you then grab his shades and pull them off his face, youve only seen his eyes twice before this
he had the most gorgeous yelliw eyes, he looked sinilar to quaritcy but his facial features are so much softer than quaritch's.
you realize youve been staring at him for about a minute now, you hug him tightly and he hugs back, his body language telling you hes happy you gave him a positive response.
he pulls away from the hug first, "ive been meaning to tell you tjis for a while now, Y/N ive liked you for so long" i reply to his words "me too.."
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LETS FINALLY TALK ABOUT MY FAV POOR LITTLE MEOW MEOW ((aka, me simping for mime bomb for an entire episode)) ((beware))
so starting off, i really enjoy that we see things of carmens past get to her. i love love love it when our heros arent always perfect robots and do go through emotions; including past traumas that get to them
to this day shadowsan shouldve called foul idc idc lol
black sheep doesnt get it the first time, thats fine! she knows that shadowsan is a very skilled thief. but the more she misses the more agitated she becomes until it seems like shes stealing for her life. this is a lovely detail!!
also crackle watching her w a big smile on her face bc ugh shes so cool, theres no way shes gonna fail! right?
she falls and D: but tigress is being a meanie as usual
player knowing whats wrong bc hes a great bestie
ALSO GET THIS CHILD SOME NATURAL SUNLIGHT PLEASE.
i've never personally been to san francisco so learning about the fog was a nice touch! i havent seen any movies or shows go over the fog either!
her charity fit is so slay oh my god
what an expensive stamp
i wish we couldve seen players stamp collection el oh el
devineaux yet again being a Guy, i love him lol what a Dude
SHE FR THREW A RED BOTTOM HEEL AT HIM. MA'AM I WOULDVE TAKEN IT.
julia being smart againUGH shes my WIFE.
MIME BOMB!!! THE MAN OF THE HOUR !!!!!!!!!!
THE WALKING BACKWARDS !!!! HES SO CUTE I JUST WANNA KSJDFKSUBDHSKJLF
julia being correct again.
wh. whwere is mime bomb calling the faculty from????
I think shadowsan continues to send Tigress bc he knows shes gonna fail. to this say i wish they wouldve touched on this.
i also enjoy the detail that dr bellum watches cat videos lol shes a cutie
MIME BOMB SITTING ON NOTHING??????? WALL SITTING ON AIR. THE CORE STRENGTH???????? (sidenote very attractive imo bc im crushing on him)
Brunt: "he aint what youd call the strong silent type." HES WALL SITTING ON AIR. WITHOUT A DROP OF SWEAT, NO MOVEMENT, JUST CHILL. HOW. BRUNT HOW ARE U MISSING UR CLEAREST STRONGEST STUDENT.
i think tigress' day outfit is cute. shes a fashionista.
AND THEN HES READING AN INVISIBLE NEWSPAPER, STILL SITTING ON NOTHING.
Mime Bomb is visual comedic gold. One of the many things I enjoy abt his character and how he steals the show everytime hes on screen. give him more screentime. revive the show for him, pls,.
tigress is a grown woman bringing up old shit. cmon girl.
i also enjoy the differences between how carmen and tigress open the lucky cats. I LOVE CHARACTERS.
ug hes my husband i gotta say more abt him. mime bomb is so smart, hes such a genius lil mime whos a code breaker and a quick thinker. i wish we couldve seen him be more intellectual than the rest of his peers more often. dumping the big obvious cat to not only distract carmen but to get away w the stamp? genius, he deserves a kiss. mwah.
HIS LIL STRUT!!!
"Another street clown, so what?" HES A MIME!!!! U SILLY GOOF!!!!!!
HIS DOUBE LOOK BACK STARE IM. i need him to be real. i need to omg.
miming running away to be tackled pt.2, cmon babe this is a pattern now.
THEY JUST. KIDNAPPED HIM. BAG OVER HIS FACE AND ALL.
'~' (((hes very cute)))
they handcuffed a non-verbal fella. i feel like this is more messed up then i think.
julia being pro-mime. we stan.
now rewatching this, chase straight up SLAMMED our sweet mime into a CONCRETE WALL. i need to fight a frenchman for that very reason.
yet again to mime bomb being smart, PLANTING THE STAMP ON THE SAME PEOPLE TRYING TO FIND IT AND ALSO CARMEN SANDIEGO WHO IS ALSO TRYING TO FIND THE STAMP. OH MY GOD.
his expressions r very cute. mmmmwah
slay tigress being smart!! shes not dumb she just makes some brash decisions!!!!!!!!!!! characters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"what about 'Where did you hide it'? >:( ma'am yall are in PUBLIC. CARMEN DOES THE SAME THING.
for 2 people trying to follow a mime these acme agents are doing a bad job at figuring out what he's doing.
*how episode wouldve ended if they looked a little deeper*
julia: "Inspector, could you check your left, inside pocket?"
chase: "ugh, if it pleases yWHAT-"
and then they wouldve also seen him act this out Very Publicly to a woman that is Not Carmen Sandiego which would help them for future investigations at least
LOOK AT THE DUDE YOURE FOLLOWING PLS
mime bomb didnt even keep the 26 cents tigress gave him lol
((tw: talk about the taking care of witnesses rule)) if tigress can rip up an entire article of clothing without chase even feeling a tug, then i hate to imagine how swift she takes care of witnesses tbh
SHE JUST LIFTED AN ENTIRE MAN OUT OF A CAR WINDOW, N NOT THE ONE CLOSEST TO HIM.
((tw: mention of rule again)) also this victim was a witness. he saw her face. is she gonna come back to him orrr???
chase being a dummy dumb pt. 28374
WHY DID HE JUST LEAVE JULIA THERE????? WHAT AN ASS LMAO
okay but like. so the cleaners werent planned to pick her up given shadowsans reaction. h. how was she going to deliver the stamp?? teleporting????
this kids also is why u dont text and drive
SHE TOOK IT OUT OF HER POCKET TO SHOW THE CLEANERS THAT DEF CANT SEE IT FROM UP THERE. WHAT IF IT WAS WINDY??? CMOOOOIIOOONWKJEFSKHFKJDGSKHFJ
sidenote tigress took a precious stamp out of a little baggy in one fist close without damage to the stamp, well done!
whyyyy does tigresssss put the stamppppp in her hightop boooot ((that could not only fly out easy)) in front of the woman who has been known to be an improving thief and has crashed one of her missions before. she didnt get a dollar bill once. shes mad at that. TIGRESS, IF 2+2=4!!!
mmmm side profiles
i wanna be like "oh tigress why didnt you fight her" but at that point i wouldve gave up too
also the cleaners saw this all happen lmao
also slay devinaux being in actual danger, puts actualy fear and tension into the characters future!
tldr: WOOHOO MIME BOMB!!!!! and chase + tigress are silly geese
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rhenuvee · 2 years
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Hey there could you possibly do some Nico x male! Reader general dating HCs? I’ve recently gotten into the fandom and Nico’s already stolen my heart lol hope you have a fantastic day/night
A/N: Hi new Nanbaka fan! I'm going to assume you read the request rules about male!reader. Let me know if this is ok? Also sorry for the super late response!!
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Nico x male!reader Dating HCs 
- well the good thing is, if you wanted to be an inmate!reader you won’t have any problems seeing him since it’s the male prison
- Nico loves including you in everything
- emphasis on watching anime with him, playing at his arcade, you name it!
- he hopes you have an interest in them too, or at least don’t mind his rambling
- though he is mostly used to it at this point, he likes having you stay with him during his medical exams
- hopefully Dr. Otogi lets you stay
- if he doesn’t, you bet Nico will have the cutest pout on his face
- id say nico likes holding your hand/arm the most
- not only as a romantic gesture, but when he does things like excitedly point out something in the anime hes watching (for example), he likes to get your attention by holding onto you
- theres not much of a dating environment in a prison so Nico mostly brings you to his arcade
- of course you guys play games, but he begged Seitarou to make a plushie in the claw machine of you so you both could have plushes of yourselves 💜
- other than that, he just cherishes the moments he has with you
- if you are visitor!reader, you bet he gets super happy when you visit (visit him often pls)
- he feels very special when you visit, and you often exchange gifts (mostly manga or other cool trinkets)
- if you are guard!reader, youd probably have to keep your relationship a secret
- no doubt Hajime would get really mad knowing one of his staff was dating an inmate.. oh how his stomach hurts at the thought
- Hajime aside, Nico still feels loved by you no less, through the sneaky kisses and secret dates in the arcade
- Nico will introduce you to Cell 13, and hopes you guys get along
- he’ll also introduce you to his Master Upa (Upa would probably scoff but dont take it personally, on the inside he thinks you both are cute together)
- Nico feels bad when you sometimes catch some of his weird diseases
- pls comfort him, hes afraid it will drive you away
- other displays of affection include him nuzzling in the crook of your neck
- he likes kisses, however he does get flustered if you make out
- when he’s excited, he’d do the thing where he runs and jumps on your back and hugs you (be prepared)
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some margo content because i need to figure out how to draw her more . plus some misc facts abt her under cut
i cant remember if i mentioned it before or not but she tends to change jobs often, she hasn't been fired from any but instead she will pick up jobs and quit them a few months later after she grows bored with them. the places in town she's worked at include the arcade (she worked there before exie, and exie only worked with her for a few weeks as by the time she started the job margo was already getting ready to work elsewhere), the petstore (it was her first job in town, and well before outis was in the picture), the funfair (she worked at one of the game stalls), and the mcphonalds (where she and juniper met). shes also worked at a couple places outside city limits. a good chunk of the places she's worked at are still open to her to go back to as she is a decent employee who works hard at her jobs and learns fast. there are a few places shed never even consider though either because theyd take too long to be qualified for or just seem generally uninteresting to her.
the tattoo/piercing parlor she currently works at wouldnt be a place youd get to actually visit in her route but would probably be mentioned in passing a couple times
while growing up whenever she would act too 'girly' her father would pay their neighbors to teach her more 'manly' things, so as a result she knows how to do a handful of more technical things like minor car repairs/put together furniture/etc, and also went through some fighting classes and stuff. shes also good at things like repairing clothes and cooking because addy made sure to teach her stuff like that as well
she also has a number of random talents/general things she can do from hobbies she got into and since dropped, things like crochet, gardening, baking, etc etc. she isnt Fantastic at any of them really but shes decent at them. jack of many ace of none type deal
adelaide was actually the one who helped her pick her name bc when she was trying to figure out what she wanted to be called she asked her if she had any ideas and addy told her that she'd had the name margo picked out for her before she was born
she likes doing puzzles and stuff, the bigger or more complicated the better. she has a couple 3d puzzle figures hanging out in her house but they change often as she gets bored of seeing the same ones. theres a closet in her hallway that has nothing but the boxes past puzzles she's finished stay in
she has a big heart, but because of her issues with connection she refuses to let her more caring side show in the hopes it'll help others not to get too attached to her. she isnt rude or anything like that and if someone is clearly in need of some sort of shoulder to cry on she tends to soften up but otherwise youre most likely to get a distant n cold politeness, she believes that by doing so shes doing you a favor and would rather keep herself closed off than hurt you if her whole attachment issue acts up. however if she doesnt like you she just flat out wont interact with you no matter how much you try. you could be standing in front of her waving your hands in her face and she'll act like you dont exist to the point of actually walking into you and not acknowledging it if need be
during her route the player would be able to accompany her to do things like run errands around town, which is sorta the sign that youve Made It because youre allowed to just sorta exist with her without her insisting you go do something else/trying to keep away from you yknow. her way of showing affection is pretty much just i allow you to exist near me/i choose to exist near you and on the surface literally stops there so
the only person she considers herself to be genuinely close to is her mother, and even then from a distance you wouldnt even really be able to tell that theyre close from her end. addys a pretty vocally affectionate person and is also the only person margo allows to do things like hug/pat her (addy still does so sparingly and asks before hand for the sake of margos comfort <3)
when she got her first tattoo she sorta did so in an effort to make herself commit to something but has since forgotten that motivation for them and now just likes getting them because they look cool
she has really pretty handwriting because she went through a phase where she was really into calligraphy. for technical things like letters/important papers/what have you she writes in print but otherwise she likes doing it really fancy and would probably be one of those people who writes stupid shit in fancy letters on tiktok
she has a big thing about honesty, as shes pretty good at telling when people are lying even if she doesnt really know them. this is partially why trying to lie and come up with a fake answer when asking her out would result in her turning you down bc 1. doesnt really seem interesting and 2. she can tell youre not telling her the truth and decides she has better things to do
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let's do a trade I'll send you this ask so u can ramble and splode and u send me the same one so I can also ramble and splode
💕 tell us about one of your favorite characters and why you like them!
my flavourite character...
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IRUMA OF COUSRSE......
i love.... the way that he doesn't despair. like man lucas your favourite episode is such a fucking good episode bruh. when kiriwo wants to see the look of despair on his face and hes just like haha no there is no point in that. optimism win.
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RAHHH sorry for the world's shittiest screenshot ok i'm trying to spice things up with pictures OKK
i love how throughout the progression of the story he becomes more determined and ambitious. like he used to never focus on himself and then he learns to do that and its just so hdifuudh I LOVE watching his growth so much
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i love this episode so much bc i love . angst. EHAUEHAUEG like okay. i have so much to say but also do i. yes. ok ok ok ok so so so so like this episode fucking tore me apart lucas YOU WERE THERE WUAHEUAHEAYEH. i fucking love angst and man. when he saw his parents i was like omfg. sigh he is so traumatized and then when he was crying sobbing freaking the out about being alone i was just like AUGH. AUGHHHHH
his internal monologue about having always been fine by himself but being scared that everyone will leave him and he'll be alone again is something that plays in my head like every day i seriously think about it all the time. and it hurt me so much that there was no one there to comfort him but like he shot through his fear which i absolutely loved and then also like i said in the previous ask abt the together with a friend chapter he learned to rely on other people and ask for support and i just
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like i'm just going to melt istg. this is what i'm talking about when i say i love the way that he's grown. i love the way we've SEEN HIM GROW.
i find him so fascinating i want to pick apart his brain and dissect him and also put him in a little jar and inspect him. i also often think about the way that he refuses to despair because in his past then despairing was pointless and useless bc he needed to always keep going and keep trying to survive. i also find it fascinating how his behaviours can be explained by his traumatic past like how he's a total pushover (same lmao) and how he always eats so much and of course the way that he knew so much about survival during HF.
his fear of loneliness is literally so yummy (i love angst) and like you and i were talking about before you said he'd probably be the type to try not to burden others with his problems and i also find that so yummy to because like man this silly little guy has so many issues.
i also really like how sweet and kind he is (kinda ties into the pushover thing a little... again, i kin). like he's just so kind and considerate agsuusdhsudhei i love him
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okay. another thing i love about iruma? his genderfluidity
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hello irumi?????**#(#(*$$*&&$((#$&(@# need i say more?
(i will say more.)
i fucking love irumi. iruma is so gendering. he is the lgbtq+. you know wha i mean obviously because you said it first.
i love that mairuma literally just has casual crossdressing . like yeah there was some ??? i have to wear a dress ??? but like. irumi slays. she looks so good in that like look at her. and the way everyone is a fan of her including the people that know she is iruma which btw its so fucking obvious she looks exactly like iruma unlike kuromu vs kerori but whatever EUAHEIAHE
i find it funny that in the start of s2 i think(?) then ali was like change into something youd never wear so he tried imagining something he'd never wear and it ended up being that frilly dress bc like.... would he really never wear that ? 🤔🤔🤔🤨🤨🤨 i love irumi so fucking much oh my gosh also its SO FUNNY that theres male akudols too but irumi is still irumi because ofc she is i fucking love irumi so much i'm her #2 stan (since #1 stan is you lucas)
another another thing i love about iruma? the way he looks so good with different styles
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HE'S ALWAYS SO CUTE I JUST GAHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOD. i love his ponytail the most but nust like oh my gosh. i also love how excited he gets about things its seriously so cute (again i kin GDKDHKSH) GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH i literally love iruma so much i'm going to fucking expldor
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the music festival arc actually makes me so fucking emotional i could writr a whole fcuking other essay about that but anyways yeah i love iruma so much he is my favourite character in mairuma literally #1 comfort character as of right now probably honestly??? yeah i think so. blorbo of all time. thankyuu for listening.
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theskyexists · 2 years
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First Kill
will never forget or stop mourning that calliope was supposed to have CLOUD HAIR. this was the whole damn believable fixation point of mc girl’s infatuation. i too fall a little bit in love with people who have cloud hair but more importantly an infatuation becomes believable BY its fixation point
i also definitely feel like the absolute menace that emanates from this calliope is palpable lol. and would have been really fun to know its origin of if we’d done the shorty story structure
also all the people who are supposed to be deeply beautiful are still a million times less beautiful than mc girl, because they didn’t let her look actually tired and shit and also because sister and calliope are just....not that (truly some cullen underperformance - they’re supposed to be SHINING) and the wardrobe does NOT help with that. why were they both introduced in bright yellow? now that i think about it, is that supposed to be costuming message?
also sad to see thingie, mc girl, less indoctrinated than in the short story
nice character note that calliope did not like the taste of that alcohol
THIS is supposed to be a closet? it’s the size of a room!
calliope is like - what. you were actually wanting to kiss me??? hahahahaha
the music choice for this scene is pretty insane and also deeply hilarious (h%ntai bo0bies)
nice reversal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ill be honest i love vampire uno reverse
JESUS THIS SCENE JUST KEEPS GOING
this edit makes it seem like we were in the past and like there was sexual tension where there wasn’t which is not good. i cannot distinguish brother from father and that is also not good
i like cal’s part a lot, but it really all is amateurish compared to words isn’t it
the thing i miss from the short story is that there seems to be less emphasis on them BOTH (including white girl mc whose name I STILL cannot remember) going into that closet with the idea they might kill eachother
i guess they couldn’t get it to work - ALMOST staking somebody or ALMOST biting somebody - doesn’t work in images
still can’t believe they reference twilight in the theme song lolololol. although OFC OURSE i know this is ...welll. inspired by the whole the thing
THIS IS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT STORY??????? they didn’t STOP SHORT OF KILLING EACH OTHER. oh why do writers not realise the gold they possess
so HOW did she get out of that cupboard after having stabbed mc white girl????????? was there a second exit??????????????
HAHAHAHA this DOES go into the inherent hilarity of the completely insane and stupid idea to stab a member of society with NEGATIVE ALIBI
the action in this is shit. is it really so hard?? i feel like you should minimise the audience actually seeing anything if you want it to land. and also better sound effects - the ‘ah’ was louder than the glass shattering
Lettie (??) is like- i almost got murdered by a hunter, buttttt im not gonna tell my fam
funnily enough they kind of UNDERemphasised the analogue with sex of ‘my first’.
cal does NOT point out the vamp. great lil nod to her also-underemphasised feelings.perhaps even uh underwritten feelings.
hold up - they’re now establishing that you DONT have to kill to feed? because Elinor can easily do it - because she has mind powers???? this changes the dynamics and meanigns of everything!!!!!!! lol. why did she even kill anyone? why even kill anyone ever??? it puts a huge twist on the contrast between juliette and her sister. her sister has the best of both worlds! strong, beautiful, running on blood - but able to get away with it everytime and never killing anyone.
theres definitely something significant about dad’s first time story being held back.
and whats the mystery of julliette’s bite not actually showing up on cal?
same happens to elinors bites. this seems to disagree with the necessity of killing. Is Elinor’s weekly bite Freddy? the guy she supposedly first killed?
the soundtrack is often way too loud
what kind of weird fucking exchange. youd expect this swapped. ‘i just wanna talk’ ‘like in the closet?’ ‘that was instinct’ (a blatant lie for cal but true for juliette?) ‘i could say the same’ that should have been cal’s line. she was bit - and so she reacted
juliette is surprisingly calm after running away in emotion and blood tears
‘i said, leave me alone’ she....didn’t say this. the editing really is shoddy
this is a better exchange. should have left the first one out
what....they got caught covered in blood and paralysed on the roof? how did they know they were on there???if they got away??? this is clearly a new day???
hey we have arrived at the playfulness of the end of the short story. the hunt is on. etc.
the way it’s looking now juliette is leading her family straight into the arms of a serious hunter family
very serious upping of the stakes here
if they were gonna play this a romance (which it is supposed to be) then they’ve seriously forgotten the VAMPIRE part of vampire forbidden love - namely the craving to KILL and the extreme restraint necessary to retain humanity and protect the one you love. i am gonna reread the short story because i remember finding calliope’s feelings for juliette much more......believable. while her her desire to prove herself gave the character MEAT
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hello hello! i’m kinda new to requesting so i’m sorry if this bad. but umm thoughts/hcs on hades!reader dating luke?!?!? pretty pls 🥹
ask and thou shall receive ༉‧₊˚.
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luke castellan dating hcs ! ⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
pairing: luke castellan x child of hades!reader warning(s): swearin, SOFTIE luke a/n: tell me why i had a whole backstory planned out but then was like 'omg wait this aint even hcs fr' + lets pretend hades had a cabin at this time pretty please :)
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this aint for the best, my reputation's never been worse so, you must like me for me ♡
you guys are fr so rep coded ugh
everybody thought he was crazy for dating a child of hades
but they dont know you like he does frrrr
they dont even try to get to know u so like stfu
luke however , had no fear when he decided to finally walk up to you and start a conversation one day
he introduced himself, as did you
from that point on you became inseparable
turns out u had a lot in common ( a shit ton of trauma ) and u were not like anything people said u were like at all
he really doesnt care what anybody thinks, if theres one things he knows, is its to not judge someone based off their godly parent
he also wasnt intimidated by the fact you were a child of the big three
he saw you for you, and ignored everything else ♡
but youd better believe he defends you at any chance he gets
he doesnt fight anybody
( physically , at least )
no, no, he finds another way to fuck up their lives and make them pay
send in the stolls!
he lets his gremlin ass little brothers deal with the person while he takes u on a cute lil date away from them😙
alright so i think luke gets pretty insecure about his scar
he gets mad about how he got it, then in the midst of just being pissed off at his dad and how his quest went in general, he just breaks down and wishes it would disappear :(
( SHUT UP YALL IM A SUCKER FOR LUKE LIKE THIS UGHHHH I CANN HELP HIM I SWEARRR )
but he would literally FOLD when you kiss or touch it
he gets all flustered and embarrassed nd shit 😋
it just snaps him back into reality, and allows him to find some joy while thinking about it
he literally could be like
" i hate that dumbass dragon and i hate my dumbass dad for not helping me or giving me attention when i needed it, im so tired of being ignored, but (y/n) likes kissing and tracing my scar so its ok :)"
luke likes kissing your hands as a way to show you he isn't afraid of your powers
yall ever seen that thing where like person a cups person b's cheek nd then person b kisses their palm?? yea. luke would do that.
he's obviously the king of sneaking out
he usually sneaks out of his cabin after curfew and heads to yours
nd sometimes you take the risk and sneak into his, coming in through the window by his bed
but then you gotta get up early and sneak out
( he would walk out of cabin 13 with a SMIRK )
one time you both knocked tf OUT in the hermes cabin and didnt wake up to sneak back out
...u woke up with a disposable camera in ur face
the rest of ur day consisted of giggles when you passed and teasing from the hermes cabin
its ok tho bcs luke was right there with you ♡
eventually, people stopped being assholes to you
they started including you in things and you actually made some genuine friends !
at first, you were a little hesitant because you thought they were all in on some joke you weren't aware of
but you quickly realized they were just trying 2 be better people
soon u and luke became everybody's fav couple ♡♡
annabeth loves u like a sister fr
she was the person who would sit though lukes rambling about you
nd she really likes u, she was one of the first people who saw you not for who your godly parent was, but for you
shes ur #2 supporter ( luke being #1, duhhh )
its literally u and luke vs the world
ur always on each other's side, always there for each other when needed
you guys often have talks about your parents
their both absent, so youve got that in common!
hades really hadnt done anything for you besides claim you
and we all know how hermes ignored luke as if he were a spam call
you knew exactly how to comfort each other because you understood what the other person was going through
luke was forever grateful for you
im seriously torn on whether a child of hades would join luke
we know nico didnt
but nico didnt even really know him, soo
idk ill leave it up 2 u ♡♡
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a/n pt.2: heyyy! idk if these were kinda short, but i hope u enjoyed!! im v tired so ill proofread in the morning but have a good day/night!!
peace from manhattan,
percy jackson ♡
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apollotronica · 4 months
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goodness. ok one big ask for all of them
hearts
🤍 - you scare me /pos
💛 - you are like a wet cat
💚 - one million dollars. for you
i'd say red but that's known
artist
4. fav character/subject thats a bitch to draw
9. what are your file name conventions
24. do your references include stock images
27. do you warm up before getting to the good stuff? if so, what is it you draw to warm up with
30. what piece of yours do you think is underrated
specific and unrelated
4. mythical creature you think/believe is real?
7. what animal do you look forward to most when you visit an aquarium
16. thoughts on mint chocolate chip
26. hows your spice tolerance?
get-to-know-me
bamboo - do you change into a different outfit when you get home
sage - what 'medium' of art (poetry, music, fiction, painting, statues, etc) is the most touching to you? why do you think that is
ivy - what are your 'tells' for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell you're happy annoyed upset or tired
chamomile - what kind of things do you like receiving as gifts
aloe vera - what's something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?
taro - if someone called you right now to catch up, what're the things youd tell them about
- 💌
OKAY JESUS HOLD ON these responses are for the heartsI SHOUDLNT SCARE YOU IM SO SWEETS and like you said . a wet cat .norhing to be afraid of . 10 jerbillion dollars for me
these r the attist asks i think
4 - honesltyUMMM i can never get dazais hair right . but hes pretty sinple everywhrr else . i also feel like i draw akutagawas hair inconsistently . all my problems are centered around hair
9 - my file names are whatever ibis paint x decides the file name is . unless i download it on my computer in which case its usually somr dumb shit
24 - SOOOOOMETIMES ???? i go on pinterest and just save and use whatever i need Hold on let me look at my reference folder rq. yeah ol i only have one stock image and its a dude holding a corndog
27 - NOPE my warmup is the sketch and maybe ill draw a couple face expressions on the side if im not in the zone yet . but no indont warm up usually
30 - THAT ONE OF IVLYA (OC) where hes like . almost facing the side .i cant find the image rn just go into my art tag😢
these repwonses r for the . unrelated/specific ones, 4 + 7 answered
16 - i like the mint . not the chocolatw chip . i think i would enjoy a minr chocolate swirl better because i hate chunks
26 - Um . average . i can handle like actual food spice like curry or other . things . but junk food like takis RUUUUUUIN MEEEEEE
these r for da get 2 know me ones ^_^ ivy ans chamomile answered
bamboo - Yeah i hate wearing outside clothes in the comfort of my home . i change into . usually what i slept in
sage - MUSIC AND POETRY i dont seem like a poetry guy i think but holy fucking shit some poems . some of them man. Ugh. and music theres so mucu potential Like . harmonies and shit dude im unwell . Music foreva
aloe vera - i kinda wna tto go on a real date Because like . idk that stuff is so foreign to me im not familiar with aaaany of it . i also want to get into baking
taro - FUCJ IT DEPENDS FROM WHEN HONESTLY i d let them know about my Mental Ailments i think id show off some art and link some of my socials maybe . and id talk about music . and things i got into while they were gone . Maybe attempt to discuss ... shivers . Feelings . i dont know
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punkscowardschampions · 9 months
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Marly & Ronali & Cali
Moses: [Private at Carly, some time on this weekend after the party, not too important when]
Moses: Where is everyone???
Carly: ro’s here idk where the rest of yous r
Moses: Is he now
Moses: Ali not with yous?
Carly: no shes busy
Moses: You’re after leaving her out, is it
Carly: boy can u not read?
Moses: Do you not think you’re blatant, girl
Moses: If that’s not the point then Jesus, like
Carly: shes things of her own to be doing
Carly: keeping herself from how blatant you are included like
Moses: Right
Moses: I don’t know how you aren’t embarrassed, fair cop to you
Carly: what for now?
Moses: Keeping Ro warm for her, right after me, again
Carly: u know ive no shame said it enough times yourself
Moses: It was cute for about a week, sure
Carly: sure theres my record
Moses: Don’t go crying now
Moses: you knew what you were getting yourself in for
Carly: im not crying now
Carly: hes cheered me up
Moses: He would, eejit that he is
Moses: tell him he’s to come on a job now, [one of your older brothers/cousins, whatever,] needs help shifting some things
Carly: k
Moses: he’s not a little boy now, he hasn’t the time to be messing about with you or my other leftovers
Carly: he says he’ll be there when hes done w his plate 💙
Moses: He’ll come now unless he wants dragging out
Carly: good as how fast that lad eats don’t worry yourself
Moses: Don’t try telling me how to feel about my family
Carly: youre to try treating him as a proper brother today, is it?
Moses: You have no family, never mind a respectable one… what would you know, darling
Carly: I know I’m not your darling
Carly: & how you behave to peoples not respectable
Moses: Oh, and how you behave is, that’s rich
Carly: not me telling nobody it is, only u playing the big family man
Moses: Sure that makes how much of a little bitch you are alright then
Carly: its w me & w ro yea
Carly: what uve got to thinking dont matter none
Moses: Because you’ve not seen him fall in line when he’s told
Moses: be the only reason he fucked you in the first place, ‘cos I told him to
Carly: I was there I don’t need no telling why
Moses: You need telling, who the fuck do you think you are to talk to me like this?
Carly: what are you to do about it then?
Moses: I wouldn’t push me, girl
Carly: go on & threaten me when ive said ali’s not about
Carly: but she’ll never go near u if you hurt me so think on what youre after more
Moses: I don’t need to hurt you to make your life hell
Moses: and I know you like it too much to bother touching you
Carly: 🎃👻👿💀’s over & done w
Moses: Ah, babe, let’s not act like you’re funny
Carly: why not when wes to act like youre scary
Carly: you had your chance to b ⚓🧭🏴‍☠️🦜🌴🥥☠️
Moses: I’m not after protecting you from none of it no more, be ready
Carly: you never protected me in the 1st place
Moses: Shows how thick you are
Carly: if u say so
Moses: Leper suits
Carly: 😅 this your way of saying im to get myself tested for something youve given me?
Moses: your dirt, your problem
Carly: wow
Moses: You should invest in a share in durex, if this is what you wanna live like
Carly: I could give it out the same back to you but hey its your life
Moses: Why would I get myself sorted for any girl like you
Carly: for yourself not for me
Carly: youre so 😤😠😡🤬 do you no wanna be happy?
Moses: Do you reckon you made me happy?
Moses: I am, as it goes
Carly: I know I never
Moses: I knew you’d turn into a nightmare
Carly: u called me 1 from the off
Moses: ‘cos girls like you who pretend they’re not are always the worst
Carly: Im sorry you reckon I pretended something
Moses: You’ll be sorrier, no skin off my nose
Moses: Ro will probably resent you though
Carly: me & ro is me & ro, nothing to do w u
Moses: n’awh, you wish
Carly: yea course I wish youd quit acting up how you are 🙏💙🔮💜🤞🌠 
Moses: Who’s acting?
Carly: I just mean stop, can’t you?
Moses: For what, what have you done for me lately?
Carly: I’m doing no more for u
Moses: Then nah, I’m just getting started
Carly: why?
Moses: fun, of course
Carly: have your fun idc
Moses: sure you don’t, Carly
Carly: I dont long as you leave the others out of it
Moses: Ha
Carly: whats gas about that?
Moses: That you think you can have a say
Carly: youre only 😤😠😡🤬 @ me nobody else
Moses: I’m not mad at anyone? You’re just a waste of time
Carly: well then im the only 1 you 💭’s a waste of time
Moses: You can’t tell me what to do, they’re my family
Carly: ah sure fucking behave like they are
Carly: u dont care for nobody but yourself
Moses: 😤😠😡🤬 psycho, you
Carly: am I now?
Moses: There are people that will give you a slap for how you’re carrying on
Carly: how am I carrying on? we’re talking w out me going on to put your dick in my gob, yea? is that how u mean?
Moses: so here’s the hysterics 🙄
Carly: nah, im asking serious, what am i here up to thats wrong of me?
Moses: You’re calling me a bad brother, like you have a clue how to be there for anyone, like you didn’t fuck your supposed friend over on his birthday, then offer me up your other one so I didn’t hurt you?
Moses: Get a grip
Carly: you are a bad brother, you gave me to him & made him feel like a massive eejit on his bday cos u had to tell everyone all his business & put it about
Carly: youre trying now to get him & your cousins onto making life hell for me, whatever thats to involve
Moses: You’re not meant to be a thing that can be passed around but you are so what did I do wrong, exactly?
Carly: we couldve kept it between us & not made him feel shite about anything
Moses: He feels shite because you were a disappointment, sorry, girl
Carly: maybe i was but thats not all of it
Moses: It were his first time and he wishes he’d waited, that’s the truth of it
Moses: but blame me, yeah
Carly: I know what the truth of it is, hes my friend
Carly: whenve u last talked to him?
Moses: Some friend you are, love
Moses: You knew he didn’t want to
Carly: I didnt force him to but you forced him to yours by keeping on @ him in the group chat for the rest to see, theres the difference
Moses: Sure you didn’t
Moses: ‘cept by that logic your step comes after mine so you’re not exactly innocent, he’d already been forced
Carly: we couldve sat there for however long & he couldve said whatever he wanted happened, he knows that
Moses: He knows what he’s to do, what’s expected of him
Carly: I dont expect nothing, you do, how are you gonna keep up your blaming of me?
Moses: If you weren’t there making yourself available for everyone’s use, he’d have had no one to do it with
Moses: or did I force you to be that much of a whore?
Carly: hes not once called me 1 ever
Moses: to your face
Moses: that’s what you are to us, girls like you, though, don’t bother believing you’re friends, it’s not the truth
Carly: in truth hes not a lad like you & thats got u bothered
Moses: I know my brother
Carly: me too i know yous all
Moses: Christ alive, it’s like talking to a plank of wood
Carly: 😅 we can stop, how am I forcing u either?
Moses: I don’t think I’ve ever met anyone as thick as you
Moses: you’ll actually benefit from all that extra schooling
Carly: gorja girl perks
Moses: Yeah, you’re very lucky
Carly: 🍀🐇🌠🎲
Ali: [Alright, so it is Monday and instead of school, cali have been catching up on all their boy drama/going up the mountains/getting high/just generally vibing all day, so clearly it’s around the time y’all are off of work to be here when we’re getting on our bike to go]
Ronan: [gonna say he waves when he sees her leaving Carly’s because they are neighbours, like his caravan is nearest her mum’s, but then like she has a tiny bike drama she could so easily fix herself like a twisted chain or something idk it doesn’t really matter, the point is he bimbles over to help and that gets them in close proximity]
Ali: [starting to do the I’ve got this/you don’t have to sounds, waving him off but he’s there by the time you’ve had chance to start so converting it into a ‘thanks’ with an awkward smile that we’ll pretend is just oh what am I like at this irrelevant bike drama]
Ronan: [a shrug as he’s taking over and fixing something she could easily do, me like if Johnny sees this he’s gonna be fuming lol, but anyway then doing the thing of like I need a drink after all that, join me, all non verbally in gestures and looks and vibes because he thinks Carly will have told her what’s happened and she’ll feel some type of way about it and they already left things awkwardly so]
Ali: [can also start the jali with you seeing this girl here tryna leave like excuse me lmao but right now we’re smirking and shaking our head at this boy’s amdram here ‘anyone would think you’d never done a day’s work’ like lol okay princess, but of course, we’re following you and accepting because clearly, this latest development did not come up between cali]
Ronan: [when Carly didn’t say a word however high she got to protect you sir and you’re about to out yourself, oops ‘what it is, is, I just have’ with that same kinda awkward oh what am I like smile as he wipes his sweaty brow OTT dramatically like lol and leads her to sit outside his caravan or wherever and gets them both a drink whether that’s alcoholic or non]
Ali: [doing a laugh ‘me and my bike are honoured’ like thank you so much for doing the extra shift just for me ‘some of us have to’ as we’re getting comfortable sat down here because the energy is I have not been working at all, obviously, sipping this drink in an OTT smug way about it]
Ronan: [‘as you should be’ joining in with her laugh and sitting down next to her though he doesn’t look comfortable he looks like he needs to have a chat and is feeling v awkward, taking the kind of swig of his drink that reflects that, after an agonising beat ‘she’ll have told you…’ no hun she did not]
Ali: [about to say something along the lines of can we just drop this, in the nicest way though, because we think this is just about the awkwardness over text and we don’t think we need to do all this about that but then he throws that out so you literally blink like what? ‘She’ll have told me what?’]
Ronan: [doing the kind of noise you do when you think somebody knows already but they’re just trying to make you say it, taking another drink as he scratches the back of his neck how boys do when they feel awks and wanna die ‘about what happened’ again, no she did not, shhhh]
Ali: [‘I don’t know what you’re talking about’ making it as clear as you can, like trust me, I’m not lying here, raising your hands with that energy ‘are YOU gonna tell me or…?’ shrugging like fine, NO ONE tell me, kind of annoyed]
Ronan: [‘Right no, I should’ve reckoned on her not saying’ lowkey talking to himself, either peeling the label of this bottle or pulling the ring pull off the can and messing with it, whichever kind of vessel we’re drinking from ‘ah well, I don’t wanna now’ as if we can now backtrack and downplay this and make it jokey again but you simply can’t when you came in serious]
Ali: [just staring at him for a hot sec like really, is this what we’re doing? ‘By all means, have your little secrets’ putting your drink down like if that’s all, I’m leaving because why the fuck did you stop me just to let me know that Carly didn’t tell me something that’s clearly important]
Ronan: [‘Ali, come on’ in that you don’t have to go kind of tone and manner when I’m on her side here that she very much is within her rights to, boy, you’re handling this shockingly]
Ali: [raising your brows and looking at him like what, what do you want? ‘What do you want to say, Ronan?’ because truly, now we’re just mad and we were fine before]
Ronan: [‘If she’s not brought it up to you, I’m not here looking to make it into something, I only thought, had she, I needed to check again we’re alright for it’ way to say a whole load of absolutely nothing there, wow]
Ali: [folding your arms whilst he’s talking like let me get comfortable but show you how unimpressed I am by everything you’re not saying right now ‘She doesn’t tell me anything, clearly, makes two of you’]
Ronan: [‘maybe she thought she was not to, same as before’ with a shrug not like this is casual but like him and Carly haven’t talked about it cos they clearly have not whenever it occurred, not like he dramatically ran away after or anything but I imagine he/they fell asleep and then the next day carried on hanging out like nothing had happened/had a full irish with her mum etc etc and then he left kind of vibes ‘not that it were… same as before, I mean’ oh the awks]
Ali: [‘are you telling me you’re with Carly now?’ blinking at him again because the way this information is coming to you feels so random when you’ve just spent all day with her and now this boy is here barely saying anything, clearly for some kind of reason]
Ronan: [dramatically choking on the mouthful of drink he had just taken because horrified at the implication him and Carly are more than friends/fwb clearly, soz girl, all these boys are so shady to you ‘god, no’ when he can speak ‘I’m not saying that, like’]
Ali: [stepping back like you’re about to get sprayed in this liquid but as it is more of a side step, still thumping him on the back like get it all out ‘but you got with her again’ because at this point, that much is apparent]
Ronan: [‘it never went as far, but yeah, we… things happened’ going SO red and not because he just nearly choked to death, just pure embarrassed to be talking about this even in the vaguest of details]
Ali: [nodding like okay, I understand, trying to put him out of his misery about it like you don’t also feel awkward yourself ‘what happened to just being mates?’ as a genuine question]
Ronan: [chancing taking another drink in the cautious way you gotta after choking cos you don’t wanna again or cough but your throat hurts so you feel like you need to ‘we are just mates’ scratching his head like how to verbalise this ‘only, she was being such a good mate to me, one thing lead to another’]
Ali: [picking up your drink again so when you roll your eyes you’re at least half facing away from him so it’s not a full-on attack lol, taking your own swig so you don’t say anything really rude either ‘good for you, like?’ leaning like what do you expect me to say to this, boy]
Ronan: [‘we’re mates, yeah? And we…’ trailing off cos there’s no need to elaborate on what happened that day in her attic when she was there ‘you know, there don’t need to be no aggro, or whatever the word is, about it’ I love that we’re making this comparison when you aren’t just friends with Alison sir, at least you don’t want to be]
Ali: [‘I have a boyfriend, so you and Carly can do what you like, doesn’t affect me’ bold move but we’re not happy you just told us not to get aggy basically, like me, I do not care AT ALL, mhmm]
Ronan: [‘You what?’ no notes, just PURE shock, shooketh to his core in fact, and that’s evident on his face and how he said that]
Ali: [Ahh the insta-regret when you say something you know is gonna pack a punch just because you’re feeling hurt, you can’t take it back now though ‘I mean, I can’t join in being special friends now so it’s totally fine that you left me out anyway’]
Ronan: [the way he completely and utterly sweeps everything she said then aside in his absolute shock and hurt ‘From when?’ because you can’t fathom her having a boyfriend and you not knowing ‘You’ve had a boyfriend from when?’]
Ali: [‘when I left here, the other night’ because as far as you’re concerned that’s not a lie, it’s more of a lie to use the b-word when I don’t think y’all ever have but you know, it’s exclusive ‘I haven’t had time to say anything before you came over and ambushed me with… this’ gesturing like WTF is this]
Ronan: [‘We talked when you’d left’ because y’all did and as far as he is concerned you could’ve told him then, again no notes, absolutely shocked and devastated here like wtf himself]
Ali: [‘I wasn’t after changing my Facebook and making an announcement’ rubbing your temples because now we’re both going through it and this was not the way to handle this ‘I’m sorry, I could’ve said then’ conceding the point, in a quieter voice]
Ronan: [a nod because he was gonna do the whole you could’ve told ME but then she said it herself, finishing the rest of his drink dramatically because can’t be overstated how shook and gutted this boy is on this day ‘does Carls know?’ said like you feel like you already know the answer that yes she do and he’s just wondering if she knew when they were getting up to their antics]
Ali: [doing your own massive swallow but without any drink, probably having dropped yours on the ground by now, just nodding because yeah, she does, we’re not lying about that of all things at this point ‘do you still want to be friends?’ taking a slightly defensive edge in an otherwise apologetic tone because you still stayed friends with them after this debacle]
Ronan: [when she confirms that Carly does indeed know ‘fuck’s sake’ and throwing his empty bottle or can into the grass ‘who needs friends like either of yous?’ rude but you’re hurt, we get it, literally doing a diva strop inside and away from her]
Ali: [‘all good when you’re getting what you want though’ as he’s huffing off, so you aren’t fully yelling it across this site but loud enough that he’s hearing despite going in the caravan, pushing your bike into the grass even though that’s illogical and storming off yourself without it]
Ronan: [that went well lol, if you wanna cali at me btw in regards to that bombshell feel free]
Ali: [oh lord, alright, just carry on the peak drama of it all]
Ali: [private at Carly then because we don’t need to bring in anyone else lol]
Ali: You had all day to warn me, to not let that happen, thanks a lot
Carly: I’m sorry?
Carly: whats happened? 
Ali: You and Ronan happened, again, or had you forgotten?
Carly: oh that
Carly: he never said nothing to me about it I didnt think he would to you
Ali: Well, he did
Ali: he assumed you’d tell me, as we’re meant to be friends
Carly: why are u 😤😠 @ me?
Carly: i didnt tell you about me & him before cos its how he was after me behaving, I reckoned on this being the same
Ali: No, it’s not the same because everyone knew that happened, you had nothing you could hide
Carly: yea cos of moses & it hurt ro
Ali: We’re not talking about Moses
Carly: idk maybe I shouldve said but we’d not even talked about it I had no clue what I was allowed to say
Ali: For God’s sake
Ali: well I’ve just had to discuss it
Carly: I’m sorry if id reckoned hed do that I’d have told u 1st
Ali: it’s too late now, so forget it
Carly: no please
Carly: I’m sorry
Ali: I had to tell him I have a boyfriend
Carly: well fuck
Carly: k I’m really really really really really sorry
Ali: Why would you not tell me? As if I would tell anyone
Carly: I didn’t know what to do
Carly: we was friends again & the whole time I had how that other dope boy said friends don’t fuck in my head
Carly: I could see how i might be ruining it again but i didnt quit acting up, I couldn’t
Ali: Maybe he’s got a point
Carly: & Moses does
Carly: theres something wrong w me
Ali: I can’t do this with you right now, I can’t
Carly: k
Ali: [Private at Ronan, either later that evening or the next AM, given some time, is the point, but haven’t left it either]
Ali: If you actually want to talk about any of it, might be easier on here
Ronan: I don’t know what’s to be said
Ronan: do you want to talk?
Ali: I just thought, that conversation probably didn’t go how either of us intended, so
Ali: if you want, yeah
Ronan: It didn’t go grand, no
Ronan: not my best craic chucking things ‘round the place
Ali: Not as if you aimed for me or anything
Ronan: Still
Ronan: By god, I just can’t believe you’re with someone and you didn’t tell me
Ali: You should get it, how dramatic it feels to tell someone something like that
Ali: as well as awkward 
Ronan: Yeah, but that don’t mean you have your own little secrets, like
Ali: It has been days, it’s not like, you know
Ali: and we haven’t repeated anything since summer
Ronan: You invited me back over your house at the weekend
Ali: It was just for the bonfire, genuinely
Ali: but I see why you’d think otherwise
Ali: it’s not that I didn’t like it, or I don’t like you no more, I just can’t right now
Ronan: Is he coming, your boyfriend?
Ali: nah
Ronan: So you was going to let me keep on thinking I were invited there different to how I am?
Ali: I didn’t know you thought that so how could I?
Ronan: It don’t matter now, I’ve been told how it is
Ali: Were we not friends then, like at all?
Ronan: You can’t be doing that like I’m in the wrong here
Ali: How am I any more than you
Ali: How many people have you slept with since kissing me, Ronan, come on
Ronan: 1 person, same as you
Ali: There you go then
Ali: I never stopped being mates with you
Ronan: I’ve not stopped, yesterday put the wind up me
Ali: yeah
Ali: I wouldn’t have told you like that, shouldn’t but I felt like you’d ambushed us
Ronan: I had thought you and Carls would’ve talked all day about me, I was only after getting my side in
Ali: Sorry to disappoint, like
Ali: I don’t know, she thought she wasn’t ought to, something like that
Ronan: Might be she reckons we ought not done it, that I shouldn’t’ve started it, I don’t know 
Ali: I’m sure she wanted to
Ronan: But I fucked up
Ronan: going there to cheer her up and she ended up doing it for me instead, playing my fave songs, putting on a film I like, all this I had no clue she had the knowing of
Ali: There you go then
Ali: was hardly your idea, was it
Ronan: She was being a good mate, I wasn’t
Ali: Whatever, I don’t want to hear about it
Ali: You’re both single, it isn’t a crime
Ronan: My own brother has only just got done himself using her, it feels like if it’s not it needs be
Ali: If you actually believed that then you wouldn’t have done it
Ronan: I don’t like her that way, I don’t know why I done it
Ali: Really
Ronan: She’s there, it’s easy
Ali: and you want me to be happy for the pair of you?
Ali: or believe I’m any different to you, was
Ronan: You weren’t happy hearing it when you know you’re different to me and we would’ve been happy ourselves
Ali: Things happen, outside our control
Ali: if you don’t want to use Carly, then you should stop, I’m not going to pretend it’s great when you’re telling me otherwise
Ronan: Yeah
Ali: I didn’t mean to meet anyone else but I did and I’m sorry
Ronan: And I didn’t mean for this with Carly
Ali: I know
Ali: it’s just going to be different, there’s no avoiding it
Ronan: Long as you don’t avoid me from here on
Ali: I can’t stand being third wheel, makes me wanna puke
Ronan: I’m not with her, you won’t be
Ali: Mm, you say that now but I still feel like you’ve got a secret I’m not in on
Ali: I know it’s stupid
Ronan: You’ll see at your party, all of us how we was before, just friends
Ronan: no more messing
Ali: It might be a piss poor idea letting every dickhead know where the Brit family lives, like
Ronan: I’m not that put out you’ve got yourself a fella I’d not protect you and your family
Ali: Thanks, Ro
Ali: you can tell them I’m not even one, see if they believe you
Ronan: Your accent is all over the place, could say there’s something wrong with you, you’ve a disability or whatever
Ali: Charming
Ali: no, I don’t think I shall be faking that for sympathy, slippery slope to breaking my own kneecaps
Ronan: How you talk’s charming, in fairness
Ali: You been up Derry way before?
Ronan: [tell her when you have if you have or where near there if not, idk how much you’ve travelled around lads]
Ali: Ah, I’m going to go there myself one day soon
Ali: ‘course my daddy would never step foot back so it isn’t a family holiday idea, like
Ronan: You don’t have need of him to take you, I would
Ali: Really?
Ali: could make it a roadtrip
Ronan: Sure, I keep telling you I’m your mate still
Ali: I’d miss you if you weren’t, so I’m sure glad of it
Ronan: I’d miss you more if I weren’t
Ali: Don’t make it a competition now, boy
Ronan: Ah now, is and I’ve won it
Ali: Oh and I suppose I’m to let you have that?
Ronan: You off school again?
Ali: It’s always a possibility
Ronan: I’m wondering how else it is you mean to stop me having it, why I ask
Ali: Ahh, I see
Ali: arguably you can’t have it no more for being at work, that logic
Ronan: We’re driving to a job down [somewhere far enough away they’re in the car for a while] or you’d get nothing out of me and reckon I’m sulking 
Ali: You, sulk? 😱 No… never…
Ronan: Ha
Ali: Okay, too soon
Ali: who are you in the car with today?
Ronan: [tell her, could be hilariously awkward depending who lol]
Ali: Never going to be a quiet journey then, don’t feel too bad for keeping you from having a kip
Ronan: Slept like a log last night as it goes, you’re not that much of a nightmare, don’t worry yourself
Ali: 👶👶
Ronan: How are you calling me a baby, schoolgirl? With your uniform on and everything, probably
Ali: Not all of us have supportive parents, tah very much
Ali: or jobs to hop on, feel sorry for me, like 🥺
Ronan: Nah, don’t wanna, too soon for emojis such as them
Ali: I didn’t know there was a list of pre-approved friend emojis, my bad
Ronan: I might write you 1 up
Ali: You should
Ali: and you shouldn’t bring up my uniform again, perv
Ronan: Here’s the slagging you’ve been waiting to give ‘til you weren’t on your good behaviour, I see
Ali: When am I ever on my good behaviour?
Ronan: True enough
Ali: Actual scandalous accusation, there
Ronan: Proper good word for you, there
Ronan: thanks a million
Ali: Now he tells me to stay in school
Ronan: When do you ever do as you're told by me?
Ali: Might not know loads but I know that’s not how friendships meant to work
Ronan: Is it not? What if we call it advice?
Ali: Bit pass ag but yeah, more legit
Ronan: Getting somewhere, so off to school with you
Ali: Okay, ma
Ali: Nothing better to do ‘less I fancy sulking myself
Ronan: Carls would say that’s - craic, too soon to quote her but I have
Ali: I’ve not spoken to her yet so you’re alright
Ronan: I’ll cross myself she says it herself too, be sick of hearing it
Ali: Wouldn’t hold your breath though, like
Ronan: I’m not the best at doing
Ali: I’ll teach you
Ronan: How are we going about that?
Ali: 🌊🌊🌊
Ronan: You’re after drowning me, is it?
Ronan: knew your costume were too good
Ali: Your memory is too good
Ali: I’ll have to lure you in the old-fashioned way 
Ronan: Give it a lash, girl
Ali: You’ve heard us sing, haven’t you?
Ronan: No, I’d remember if I had
Ali: Oh, that’s weird
Ali: suppose you haven’t
Ronan: You’ll have to have your party now, I’m missing out
Ali: It is a good reason to
Ronan: And I’ve sourced loads of fireworks already
Ali: Couldn’t possibly let them go to waste
Ronan: That’d be the day
Ali: Is it going to be awkward though?
Ronan: No
Ali: Not between us but what about Carly
Ali: and Bart, for that matter
Ronan: We’ll both of us talk to Carly
Ronan: and he’ll not, which is best
Ali: Alright
Ronan: It’ll be, swear
Ali: I trust you
Ronan: I’ll keep him busy blowing things up, he’ll take no notice of her
Ali: Sounds about right for yous
Ronan: There then, it’s no trouble
Ali: and no need for costumes, this time
Ronan: I’ve a fancy for it from the other night, maybe I’ll wear 1 even so
Ali: You fancy showing off in a ripped shirt again, s’what you’re meaning
Ronan: Who to? Your ma?
Ali: 🙄 everyone knows I have a fit sister, come on now
Ronan: I don’t know what you’re meaning, never heard nothing myself
Ali: Pisstake 😏
Ronan: I’ve work to do, leave your insults next to my list of mate emojis for later
Ali: 💪💪🧡👷‍♂️🥾⚠️💙
Ali: [Private at Carly, after the above convo]
Ali: Hey
Carly: [When I just know she’s been getting messy with Drew and Caleb because nowhere else to go and nobody else to hang out with, so obvs she is not at school and this reply is not immediate, but it is as soon as in the sense of she would the second she’s physically able to because she loves Ali with her whole heart]
Carly: Hey
Carly: I’m sorry
Ali: Me too, I just needed time to cool off before I could deal
Carly: yea, I get it & its k 💛
Ali: I’ve talked to him and he’s going to talk to you too so it can all be sorted, okay
Carly: ill keep an eye out for texts from him
Ali: It just made me feel like I’ve been telling you everything about Johnny and you were keeping that from me
Carly: i just couldnt have u think about me how everyone else does, I can’t
Ali: I wouldn’t, I don’t
Carly: theres no getting it out my head, what moses said, Ive tried I keep trying fucking everything 🍭🍬🚬🌿🌼🍄🍆🍺🍷🥃🍸🎱🔮🎈
Ali: He just wants to infect your head because it keeps him in control
Carly: but hes right, he is
Carly: thats why theres no way to be rid of it
Ali: He can’t be, he’s too far up his own hole to see anything
Carly: you felt it about me
Carly: & I cant blame u I dont
Ali: I was more hurt that it felt like a secret, not that it happened
Carly: idk how to do this hes right there too
Carly: im only bad @ it
Ali: Shh, no you’re not, it can all be fixed 
Carly: [writing sorry out x 13 which I’m not gonna do cos I can’t count and will lose said count, but it’s Ali’s lucky number and she knows that so]
Ali: It’s all okay, he’s wrong about you, he doesn’t know anything 
Ali: I’m not mad at you
Carly: I feel like im going mad here ❤️🐇🐛☕️🌹
Ali: Where are you? ⚫️
Carly: [send that location wherever you are with these trash lads]
Ali: Oh no, not them
Carly: dont be 😤😠 @ me when you said u wasnt ⬆️
Ali: I’m not, they suck
Carly: i needed 🍭🍬🚬🌿🌼🍄🍆🍺🍷🥃🍸🎱🔮🎈
Ali: Yeah, I know
Ali: You could leave now though, right?
Carly: w a 🦽💜 sure
Ali: I’ll see what I can do
Carly: ive missed u so [x 13 again] much
Ali: a wheelbarrow is more likely… not seeing an emoji for that though
Ali: I know you were only trying to be nice
Carly: cute 🐌🍂🐛🌼🍁🌻🐞🌱🍄 sorry i dont fit in your 🚲 basket 💐🍏🍓🍊
Carly: he 😍💋🥰💋😘💋 me I wouldn’t of 1st
Ali: He told me, yeah
Ali: You can 💋 whoever you want to
Carly: no I cant
Carly: never if it hurts you
Ali: I don’t know, I just don’t want to be left out
Carly: I love u more than anybody I’ve ever 💋
Ali: You’re so high 🍭🍬🚬🌿🌼🍄🍆🍺🍷🥃🍸🎱🔮🎈
Carly: yea which is how you know its true ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Ali: Is that the rule?
Carly: too high to tell a lie, i dont reckon i made it up myself im not smart enough to have
Ali: You’re plenty
Ali: I’ve seen the quotes about sober hearts and vodka being truth serum, etc etc, so, you must be on to something
Carly: where r you? school?
Ali: Does sound like the sort of wisdom they’re throwing around
Ali: I was back home after hiding from the ‘rents, planning a day in bed but I’m coming to find you now
Carly: no 🥺 stay in bed baby dont be getting yourself out for me ☁️💫✨
Ali: If you wanna stay with them, that’s okay
Ali: I can’t be hanging with them rn though, ick
Carly: i only dont want u 👀 me when im covered in them & youre not to do no rescue with your 💙💎☄️🧿🌌🌊 eyes closed
Ali: I don’t blame you
Ali: dunno what to do with myself now
Carly: sorry we cant see each other i 🙏💙🔮💜🤞🌠 we could
Ali: We still have the party this weekend, and to go shopping for it
Carly: yea 🔥🦋👠🍄🦔💃🥁🧨🪓🍁👢🍎🧚🍂🦊🪐🔥
Ali: It’ll be like before any of this bad shit happened, promise
Carly: if you say so, you’re magic
Ali: He’s promised too
Ali: they’ll be all busy with their 🔥🎆🎇🧨 no drama
Carly: ❤️🧡💛
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stars-in-our-skies · 1 year
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I think you missed the entire point of that poll
It’s not “psychological VS spiritual” it’s “using the word otherkin as it was intended (an identity) vs using it for characters you simply relate to”
Also, having a past life and identifying as that thing from a past life is inherently not a delusion. Spreading misinformation like that is harmful to those who actually experience psychosis.
Ignore any spelling errors. I have a migraine.
A. didnt misunderstand the point, just thought it was a non-issue, because it is
B. MY point was that, tldr, who gives a fucking shit what term you use when you experience the same thing. I believe i said that, too.
but, ok right. if the question is "kinning for fun". i can't imagine youd be "kinning" anything unless you seriously identified with what youre "kinning" as.
in which case, the definition of kin is identifying with/as something-- as in, part of your identity. & as someone who was in that community for a while i didnt notice anyone trying to claim that there was this huge difference between why you identify with/as something until… maybe a year or two ago? I dunno. im not involved much anymore. Like i said, things got crazy around the time that mogai first gained waves. Historically on otherkin forums it was accepted as just another way of experiencing kinship. (And i would know, i was there!)
so by our definition… yes, it should be included in kin if it's what they want. If you're looking for "believing in kinship spiritually i.e past lives" vs "strongly identifying with/as something" then… theres not too much of a difference in the experience other than origin. In which case, we already had words for those; spiritual kin & psychological kin. i did not keep a kin journal & frequent sites like otherkin.net back in 2016 for yall to tell me that this wasnt a thing LMAO.
(sidebar, it reminds me of when people try to say that endo systems are ~inherently different~ to traumagenic systems because of ~fundamental differences~ or some bullshit. They aren't, theyre functionally the same. they just formed under different conditions. Same shit, different community. //shrug)
But, lets use your example then. "Relating to a character". I dont believe that happens, but ok, thats me and maybe im wrong. if the thing was "i kin for funsies but i dont think im actually that thing / i just relate to this character" then yes, it would be a different word. I'm not sure about these days, but 8 years ago we called that a synpath. and even then, still not an issue. The broad otherkin community has always been accepting of kin-for-fun. Thats why terms like synpath & -hearted were made -- because theyre subtypes of otherkin & fictionkin.
i'm not fond of the "they should use a different word" thing. Seems like another attempt at "correcting" people on their own identities. Leaves a bad taste in my mouth considering how often "you cant use this word because it was made with this other thing in mind" is used as an argument against queer identities but i digress.
I could see this argument working maybe if kin was a closed practice, but it was never closed to begin with and like i said, was always inclusive of all kintypes including synpaths. //shrug again
C. all religion & spirituality is man-made. It's something that can't be proven and something people believe in blindly. Ergo, delusion. Admittedly, a better term here would probably be "societal construct". But I'm not in the mood to think it through much more.
and before anyone tries to argue with me over religion & spirituality. I love anthropology, and i love the history of religion and its importance to humanity, and i know that religion has a long and complicated history, but that does not mean that i believe in it or even like it.
D. lastly, Im delusional you loser. I deserve $50 for reading that bullshit alone.
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You're a HxH fan? Cool. My question to you: do you think Kurapika will die in the current succession war/dark continent arc? I've seen YouTubers who say it's likely given the succession war + the Phantom Troupe are on board too + Hisoka is after the Phantom Troupe and we don't know who is gonna make it out alive anymore. But I would be really angry if Togashi killed off Kurapika while using Deus ex machina Alluka/Nanika to save Gon from dying. It would seem a bit hypocritical IMO. Your thoughts?
I've heard it stated by togashi somewhere that, in terms of original plans he had in mind, kurapika and the phantom troupe were all going to die in whatever end game he had in mind for them. I will also note however that machi was apparently supposed to die when hisoka resurrected himself with bungie gum, but togashi changed his mind because he, probably rightfully, assumed whatever played out next would be more interesting with an alive machi.
That is all to say, if mangaka exist on a spectrum of improvisational and planning then id say togashi fits comfortably on the middle. dude famously only intended hiei to be a one off d level villain in yuyuhakusho but changed his mind in response to feedback. if ya didnt know that though youd probably have never guessed it, as id say its frankly impossible to imagine a yuyuhakusho that didn't include hiei, because togashi worked him in so well.
which brings me to kurapika. i think theres undoubtly going to be some sort of reckoning for kurapika coming out of all of this, the groundwork was laid down well before the succession war even began and continues to be laid down now [emperor time and its double edged poisoned sword etc]. if not death then kurapikas going to come incredibly close to it/be crippled by his own abilities in some way, would thus be my honest answer to that. it ultimately depends on where togashi feels the story would be best sent towards.
however, as to give ya somethin to chew on, i have seen some theorizing on the possibility that even if kurapika dies, it might not be necessarily the end of his inclusion in the story as an active participant. as the theory noted, togashi has been especially more active in playing with the idea of 'nen after death/nen grudges' in this arc then in previous ones. the spirit beasts play around with conventions on nen for instance, a lot of the kakin siblings who know nen have abilities related to death. camilla can literally ressurect herself with her lucky nen cat, military dude whos name i forget acquires his loyal followers abilitties after they die, the ninth prince seems to be figuring out some sort of ability's that lets him launch his own followers souls as projectiles and replace a targets soul/possesses them, the king of kakin is collecting the fallen princes bodies for some sort of ritual related to nen, that one group of lady bodyguard with suicide nen abilities, nen and death is very important in the succession war. so, theoretically we could see a scenario where kurapika dies but is ressurected or otherwise lives on because of some sort of nen related thing, especially given his ongoing grudge and beef with the spiders.
but its just a theory ive heard.
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