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Hobie Brown is a Percy Jackson Variant i know that's right besties💙💙💙
#hobie reminds me so much of percy it makes me so happy!!!i have evidence to back up my claim btw it's my pinned#also full and even extra offense hobie is more like book!percy than almost all 'afrolatino' and 'punk' percy content in all these 20 years#as a black punk dominicana y'all's laziness when it came to both was only A FEW levels less offensive than rick's writing#you didn't need to change anything about percy cause he's literally hobie but you did anyway cause you only wanted brownie points and jokes#and that's why there's no percy and hobie content but thankfully for the non-posers i'm here to provide the goods#bluepunk#hobie brown#percy jackson#perseo jackson#hobie is jamaican#unlabeled hobie brown#autistic hobie brown#team dad hobie#mama's boy hobie#seapunk lover hobie#black percy#latino percy#autistic percy jackson#transfem percy jackson#bigender percy jackson#punk!percy#team parent percy jackson#atsv#spiderman#pjo#gamerpunk#perlex#< only that one is a romantic ship name#x black!reader#summerposting
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Art vs Artist 2023!! 💥
I didn't expect the year to be so colourful... but there is a Severe lack of purples. Anyway, it was a literal struggle trying not to add Pavitr art because he keeps infiltrating every month T-T
Happy to say I'm proud of the art evolution! Thank you Spider-Verse for pushing me outside the box and really embracing the fun and whimsical style of Mumbattan. Who knew mimicking old timey comics would be so much fun?
high quality versions of the above images under the cut!!
i fuckin love this clip i want it tattooed on my soul
#i'm so very grateful for spiderverse giving me such a boost in terms of art style#atsv came along and i tried to cement myself as “you're that guy who draws pavitr all the time” and like. mission accomplished?#been up to my eyeballs with so many things in my real life and feeling pretty low all the time. but im glad i still had the energy-#-to pump things out every now and then. the art and its evolution is more or less a sign im still doing stuff#in fact i think a big reason for the departure from my old style was simply because the new one encouraged me to have fun#like “it don't need to be perfect. messy lines are a part of the charm. bleeding colours and imperfect inks are what makes art cool”#so in a way i think changing art styles made ME feel a lot a better about myself and what i do to some extent#but yeah. other than that... if you told me to name anything interesting that happened to me this year i couldn't tell you#it's just not that kind of year for me#i got chalice of the gods for my birthday tho! so that was a real blast to the past#might post some doodles i've made of some scenes pretty soon#happy 2023 yall!! manifesting that next year is a good one#art vs artist#artoftheagni#art vs artists 2023
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closed starter for @nottheangel-raphael
whilst he’d had no doubt in raphael’s ability to make good on their deal, nahim remained faintly surprised by just how smoothly the process had gone. initially, the wait for the call of confirmation had been agonising. nahim had paced throughout the entire palazzo while he’d waited with his phone practically surgically attached to him, dismissing everyone and everything that tried to interrupt him. when the call finally came through, nahim had remained the picture of perfect diplomacy across the line, expressing his gratitude for raphael’s efforts before terminating the call. it had been a gamble to stake his claim over the position so soon after marcellino’s passing, especially with lingering doubt still harboured by some surrounding the official ruling concerning the cause of his sire’s death, but wasting time fretting over the opinions of others was out of the question – what mattered most was that he’d succeeded.
with the rest of the coven briefed on the decision later that night, nahim had set off for krovs the following morning. there was no need to waste time now that the vote had been cast in favour of his ascension. the sooner he arrived, the sooner he could rectify the damaged reputation his sire had nurtured through continuously staggering displays of ineptitude. once he’d checked over his suite and found almost everything to his liking, nahim shifted his focus to the most pressing matter of all and headed to raphael’s suite. calling ahead would have been the wiser decision but something told nahim an unannounced arrival wouldn’t go down too badly, all things considered. approaching raphael in his own territory was undoubtedly the best way to conduct this little reunion of sorts. coming to a halt, he knocked twice before letting himself in to lean against the doors. “you'll have to excuse the spontaneous visit–" amusement laced the edge of his tone as he spoke. "–i'm here to apologise, actually."
#int -> raphael.#( once again i apologise for my brain being pure mush today and whatever the hell this is. eek )#( lemme know if you'd like anything changed! i'm more than happy to edit if needs be <3 )
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good evening to everyone except a certain few fucking anons
#go fuck yourselves like seriously what the fuck#im so sick of this#this is about the last two anons by the way. i havent gotten any more because i turned off anon asks#if you wanna know why anon asks are off blame those two assholes#seriously that stupid shits been getting to my head#you know why? because every fucking person around here (especially my mum) LOVES to criticise me and accuse me of victimising myself#literally every fucking thing i do is wrong around here down to my hair#all these fucking adults like to bully me about MY hair#fuck you if i want bangs I'll keep the bangs#literally it seems like they're just doing whatever they can to change me into someone else. someone they want#this fucking culture of mine is so shitty i swear to god#like they think that BULLYING you is people being honest with you#and that if someone's nice to you theyre shittalking you behind your back#(honestly considering some of the people i see i wouldn't be surprised)#and im not even doing anything thats WRONG either. im different and not one of these people can tolerate that#yeah my mum sent me a video of a goat with curly hair and implied she thinks my bangs are like that. in a derogatory manner btw#so yeah that's had me pissed and then the fucking anons were also making me pissed#fuck you I'm gonna be as selfish as i want when i post on MY blog#this blog is MINE#I decide what i write and how much i wanna shittalk someone who upset me to get my feelings out. if anyone wants to call me selfish fuck you#and you know what? fuck That Person too. they geniunely messed me up more than they helped me#yes. im still gonna talk about them. im still gonna complain because FUCK YOU I NEED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW OKAY#I NEED THIS SHIT OUT OF ME AND IT GETS BACK INTO MY HEAD SO I NEED IT OUTSIDE#and fuck you anons who gave your unwanted opinion. if you cant say anything nice SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTHS#i was taken advantage of and manipulated#and apparently I'm the bad guy for small mistakes like excuse me#and then that person even told a friend of theirs once to attack me (over text) like what#i just cant anymore it needs to be fucking out#and im not sorry for complaining about this because this is my blog and i will complain on here. this blog is for ME. for MY happiness.#and as such i will fucking complain shit and i will fucking post my vents because thats the only way i can send these emotions off for good
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Part 2 of the drabble/headcanon prompts @thekingofmuses has sent to me:
Kiss
The loud rumbling of Iori's bass could be heard through the door of his bedroom. While his apartment was relatively soundproofed, the deep sound of his instrument could be heard throughout his dwelling. Athena was reluctant when she came close to the door, feeling somewhat hesitant. There was something that she really wanted to ask him, but she didn't want to disturb his practice time.
After a minute or two, she could finally hear Iori finishing up his practice, and winding down for the day. She finally had her chance. Summoning all the courage she could muster, she knocked on the door, albeit with a tiny bit of hesitation.
"Iori?" she asked, hoping that it won't blow up in her face.
"What is it?" he responded, his baritone voice audible through the wooden door.
Athena paused for a second, unsure how to go about the situation.
"Just come in already." he grumbled.
She slowly opened the door, and saw that he was clad in a tank top and sweatpants. Ever since she first set foot into Iori's apartment, Athena became accustomed to seeing him like this whenever she visits his apartment, and it wasn't necessarily a bad thing. In fact, even if he was just wearing the aforementioned articles of clothing, she does admit that he looked stunning in them, especially since his top outlined his impressive physique.
"I...um..." Athena attempted to speak as she awkwardly shuffled her feet, looking away from Iori, trying not to stare at him for too long.
"Just spit it out already." he replied, putting away his bass in its case.
"I...just wanted to try something with you."
Iori got off the bed and walked towards Athena, leaning down to face her.
"What?"
Athena slowly removed her hands from her back, holding a box of strawberry-flavored Pocky. Iori could not believe what he was seeing right now, and was even wondering how and why she got that idea in the first place.
"I thought we could try this," she replied sheepishly. "I saw some couples...um, doing this before - "
"Don't be ridiculous!" he barked, balking at the very suggestion.
Of course she would know very little about sex and romance - then again, the former was given from her first night here, and the latter was something many a pop idol would never engage in, lest it would lead to a massive public scandal.
Athena took a step back upon seeing Iori's reaction. "I'm sorry..." she murmured, "I...just wanted to try this."
"Don't rope me into this nonsense." he replied, turning his back on her as he went back to sit on his bed.
As a wave of disappointment passed through her, Athena felt a smidgeon of guilt about the whole thing. Maybe she shouldn't have pushed it on Iori - she knew that he wasn't the most receptive person in the world, and wouldn't be interested in something like this.
Maybe she was going about this the wrong way. She might need a different approach for what she wanted to do with him.
"Um," she started again.
Iori emitted a hum as he stared at her, wondering what she wanted to ask.
"I'm...sorry," she apologized as she approached him. She slowly made herself comfortable when she sat next to him, making sure that she wasn't too close.
"Why are you apologizing?"
"I didn't meant to make you feel uncomfortable."
"Just forget about it."
"Can you please try this with me?" she asked once more. "Just this once?"
Iori still shook his head, but he turned to face her.
"Please?" she added, with pleading eyes.
The redhead paused to think for a while. After a good bit of mulling - which seemed to last an eternity - he finally gave his answer.
"Fine."
Now Athena has finally gotten her confirmation, and was quite pleased. She slowly removed one of the thin sticks from the box, and placing one of its ends in her mouth. She gestured him to do the same. With an inward shrug, Iori took the other end, and started to make his way to meet her...
...Soon enough, they were pressing against each other's lips. He then deepened this into his usual rougher kiss, pulling her against him. Iori's large hands quickly made their way to her hips, clutching them tightly.
#asks#answered#thekingofmuses#((forgive me for being excessively saccharine))#long post#((had to put it under the cut))#((let me know if it's good!))#((I'm more than happy to change anything!))
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Love letter to my past self <3
I want to tell her that everything is great in 2023 and I love being me
#original art#digital art#my art#happy valentine's day#personal#art challenge#I decided to use the colour I created from the CMY make a colour post for this#but I've waited until valentines to post as this day seems more appropriate#sappiness ahead#if I could go back 10 years into my past and write myself a letter I wouldn't tell her to change anything#bc right now even though I'm not in any romantic relationships#I'm really happy with all my current relationships w/ family and friends#I'd tell myself to quit feeling bad about liking manga/anime and drawing it and to quit feeling bad about my appearance#bc now I slay and I love my art skill improvement and how I look#I hope anyone who sees this and reads my tags also finds something about themselves that they love more than in the past <3
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i know everyone's told me to rest because i'm sick but i just can't. it doesn't feel right. i need to do everything i can rn because i'm scared that any second we'll be told to get out NOW
#there's a lot of legal shit going on so i'm really unsure when exactly we'll have to leave#my mom keeps telling me to pack an overnight bag just in case and i know she's right but there's other things i need to do first#plus i'm not leaving my computer here. i'm just not. i can't. it's my most important possession. it keeps me sane if you can call it that#i need to get everything else ready before finishing getting my ''i need these with me at all times'' stuff ready#because so much shit is in the way like i still need to take out trash and do more laundry#and get more things that have already been in boxes forever out of here. also the closet door is stuck so that's a problem#i don't even care about most of the shit in my closet like i know there's stuff from my childhood in there but i don't remember what#other than that it's junk. and decorations i bought for an eventual apartment but when the fuck is that even gonna happen#i know i'm sitting here doing nothing rn as i'm typing this but i'm like mentally stuck on what to do next without my mom's help#and she's not here rn. plus there's some dude that her shitty ex is letting stay downstairs rn ? for some reason ?#and i just don't feel comfortable leaving the room to get food or take out trash or change out the laundry. it's just weird#plus i'm sick and he has a weak immune system and like. i dunno i don't wanna be responsible for that#anyway sorry i'm rambling. i know it's understandable at a time like this but i just feel bad that this is all i'm talking about rn#i'm just so fucking depressed and stressed and tired and i've barely eaten anything for the past few days#i can't even have fun or talk to any friends like i normally do. my brain won't let me and it just doesn't feel right. i can't be happy rn#for even a second. it's just not the right time. there's nothing to be happy about. i have no hope at this point that things will work out
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Sometimes I think I'm a normal person then the 11 pm thought kicks in and suddenly I'm insane
#Going to mildly and vaugly vent in the tags to buckle up ^_^#Will not clarify on any of this because it's more fun not to. Hope that helps#Anyway I'm kind of just. Weirded out by myself rn. Like I'm fine but I'm side-eyeing myself a little bit#And recently I've been believing thay I think really I was more immature a year ago#and while I do think back at her (year ago me) and kinda laugh at her for being overdramatic I feel kinda bad about it because yknow I was#But then I got kind of weirdly slowed down? In my being less freaked out process#Mostly because of Hellenite everyone say thank you hellenite (sarcastic love those fics so much)#But reading the fic kind of reminded me of the emotions that were going on at that time#And while I don't really miss or regret what happened too much anymore I think the general emotions of it started popping up again#Like idk how to say this but I'm over IT as a whole- but the emotions are still kinda left over?#Man really do NOT know how to put this#Cause it's kinda old news and frankly I am wildly happy with where I am right now#And I'm kind of thankful?? But also just a little :I about the whole thing. Which is making me inwardly side-eyeish#And I do think that I probably wouldn't change much if I could- and honestly I'm a little more embarrassed than anything else#Sorry for the weird long rambling tags just didn't want to call either of the like- maybe 3 friends I'd consider bringing this up with#I probably should check in with them though#Ough and I have work to do tmrw#Ew ew ew ew#Feel like this week has gone too damn fast and also not fast enough lmao#I'm also kinda nervous because I might have to take the ASL placement test soon to see if I qualify for skipping a couple ASL classes#Which would be nice cause I would LOVE to graduate quicker#And with all the AP classes I took in high-school it'd be nice to knock a bit of time off my college thing#Although admittedly I DID get that scholarship so it couldn't hurt???#It might actually give me more time to get EIPA certified and check out some internships??#Which would make getting jobs out of college WAY easier#Although maybe it'd be easier to get NIC certified if I retook a couple classes instead of trying to skip them??? God maybe I'd be behind#Ofc that wouldn't be a thing until after college#I'll probably have to save up money soon to start thinking about taking the test since it's so damn hard and so damn expensive#At least from what other interpreters have told me#Which is good!!! The it being hard thing anyways. Makes sure Deaf people get GOOD interpreters thst they deserve!!
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Okay I don't do this normally but out of curiosity, I looked at that guys' posts and yeah they're going around sealioning anyone who likes Dimitri being all like "how can you say Dimitri/AM is your favorite when you didn't play all the routes". Buddy it's called having preferences, subjectivity and opinion. I'm sure if we twist their behavior around back at them, they'll be like stop bothering us for liking Edel cause double standards is their bread and butter.
Yeah, I had taken a brief scroll through their blog the first time I saw them argue with Random about Claude because I had a pretty strong feeling that they were just another stan running around around against Rhea and Dimitri fans because I knew that person didn't follow Random when they started pulling the bad faith Claude takes.
I scrolled through a few posts before I was like yeah I'm not even gonna bother looking further because I could see all they were doing was arguing with people whose names I recognized, and the only people who ever do that are the stans. They also have absolutely nothing else but discourse on their blog.
It's crazy to me too, because I've seen those same Dimitri fans try to talk about anything else FE related and yet they still get pulled back into discourse. Like, I'm at the point where I believe everyone in that immediate group is just actively being stalked by the stans (and I recall one of them mentioning they are being stalked by them, but my guess is if one of them is, all of them are).
Also, the stans tend to pull the "you didn't play xyz route" when I'm quite certain most if not all of the Dimitri fans on Tumblr have at the very bare minimum watched the full route on YouTube of anything they didn't play. All these people have the information they need to know where they stand opinion-wise, and like you said, it's just... having an opinion. The stans have their opinions, we don't agree with them, and we don't engage with them unless they engage with us first.
Something I've noticed about the group of Dimitri fans that gets stans going after them is that it's always the stans who start it. They always respond to asks sent to those people. In other words they go onto those people's blogs, look at their posts/their replies to their anons, and start arguing at them over literally anything they say in thsoe ask responses.
Every single time I see a post reach my dashboard from any of those people (you might know the Faerghus/Dimitri group I'm talking about), it's always a stan going after them when they were just answering one of their own anons and posting something on their own blog. I'm sure there are people who think they engage in discourse too much, but they don't even start it. They get harassed and can't just blog in peace.
Unfortunately those same stans have been targeting Random as of late (and I've noticed it's more and more different ones so they're probably going after someone as soon as they notice their buddies are doing so) so it's not that surprising that they've taken notice of me since she and I interact regularly. They basically go through the chain of who interacts with who and try to start shit.
Oh nonnie honey, you better believe if even a single Dimitri fan did to them what they do to us, they'd be all over that and whining about it and posting callouts and shit.
I just want to be able to post whatever my feelings are about Dimitri without worrying that people will try to tear it down because "it's not about Edel-chan and it portrays Dimitri in a good light".
I've blocked every Edelstan I've come across but more of them keep popping up, so... I guess the blocking never ends. My block list is basically just Edelstans and bots at this point with few exceptions.
Funny how the stans don't block Dimitri fans who hate Edelgard to avoid seeing them (it's because they don't actually want to, because they want to argue), even though we're all over here trying to block them, but some of them block evade to keep going. Literally like Dimitri fans have tried to block them and move on, but they persistently find ways to keep harassing. And like I said, they go down the line, so eventually they'll just find every active Dimitri lover who posts about him and whine at them.
#DCB Ask#it's fucking wild to me how many times the same people have tried to block and move on and avoid these people#and how many times they've tried to talk about anything else or whatever they want in their own space#but the stans keep coming back and bothering them#there are even people whose favorite isn't Dimitri but they've ended up hating Edelgard because of the stans#and are wary of discourse bc of them. and like... their favorites aren't part of the general discourse much if at all#but they still hate Edelgard bc they just don't like HER but her stans made them despise the sight of her#it's tiring stressful and pathetic tbh. maybe I'll just like. write an analysis about a character I love#from another game so I can write about something fun and that I love and try to help#convince people in a happy positive way that he's GooD. bc like if you want someone to like your faves#the best way to change their mind is to have fun and talk in detail without discourse about them#if you're talking about them in a good way and explaining the depths of the character#and people can tell you're passionate about the character then they're way more likely to walk in open minded#than if you come at them insulting them and bitching at them for who they DO like or for not liking your fave#when ppl get interested in Dimitri and want to hear from me why I like him and stuff#I tell them all the great things about him that I love and gush about him. I don't start going#AND EDELGARD -INSERT EVERYTHING I HATE ABOUT HER- AND THAT'S WHY I LOVE DIMITRI#and I don't include why I hate Edelgard when ppl ask why I love Dimitri. I tell them why I love Dimitri and am happy to talk abt it#I LOVE getting ppl to enjoy my faves and sometimes it works! and that's bc they enjoy the vibe they get#when I'm talking abt my faves. they like seeing the passion and interest and positivity#I do this with my faves in another franchise all the time with an entire group of side characters who are sides but#also very plot important and it always makes people see them in a different light and appreciate them more
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Shoutout to my boss who is an absolute legend because she arrived home yesterday at midnight (after a 12 h long train ride from a weeklong conference in South Italy), and today got on another 1.5 h long train ride to come to my university town, read the paper I sent to her YESTERDAY EVENING on said train ride, then tutored me 3.5 hours on historical reasearch methods and my writing style, and then went back home "to read my emails".
(I swear I didn't know she was coming here just for me, and had I known that she would read my paper straight away, I probably wouldn't have sent it.)
Also. I am payed for this. (It's my job to write short papers on historical magazine content, so when we digitise the historical material, it will be easier for people who are not from the field to access the information. I am not very good at it. (Yet.) (Hopefully.)) It's just completely crazy. I apologised that it took me so long to write the paper and she just said, "No, I want you to learn how that works, you need it for your thesis, and you're already so much better than half a year ago!"
I don't know how I deserved this. I have probably the best student job in the world. :))
#she also told me to make shorter sentences PLEASE and I guess she might be right :D#I think her approach to teaching/tutoring might also differ from what I expected because she teaches in the Netherlands#(at least when I studied in the Netherlands I felt like lecturers behaved much more cordially towards their students than here in Germany)#that still doesn't change the fact that she is ready and happy to do anything she can to help me even if she probably should really#take a day off#next time when I know about a thing like this I won't send her my text :D#I know it's fun for her to teach me about a thing she enjoys but she probably really needed a day of rest#anyway she's great and I'm extremely happy that's all I wanted to say#personal thoughts#research#uni
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lol just found out the former owner of this property has been surveilling all our mail via usps's informed delivery service, to which he still has access because he never bothered to file a change of address with them even though it's been literal years at this point, and so now i get to put 'calling the post office to get him kicked off because what the actual fuck' on my to-do list for the day!
also: i found this out because he emailed my dad an image of a piece of mail he wants us (me) to forward to him. flames on the side of my face.
#like—i was mildly annoyed when i thought it was just him being lazy#but the fact that his inaction has given him ongoing access to peruse all the mail we receive?#which on the basis of this email he clearly does at least sometimes?#CREEPY. like yeah it's whatever but also it's the principle of the thing!#anyway. as much as anything i'm irritated bc i'm not running on enough sleep#but. greargh. 🦖#(i mean‚ i'm also irritated bc my dad should have told him politely but firmly *years* ago that we'd forwarded more than enough of his mail#and that it was past time for him to file a change of address with USPS#but bc he's such a fucking doormat‚ the whole thing didn't get resolved#and is now *my* problem‚ unless i'm happy to let this guy keep viewing all my mail. which i'm not.#which is always how this works.#'i can't tell your uncle now isn't a good time‚ so i have to take his call in the middle of whatever we're doing!'#he doesn't respect himself and so he just absorbs everyone else's demands and passes them on to me‚ whom he also doesn't respect.)#anyway. have fully talked myself into a terrible mood now‚ time to stop tag spiraling.#journaling#mundanities#domesticities#…actually i lied‚ what REALLY gets my goat here is that my dad will almost CERTAINLY not acknowledge that anything abt this is an issue#because he just has basically no bandwidth ever and just wants to pretend everything is fine so he doesn't have to Do Feelings#and it becomes this really shitty really gendered thing where like. i get painted as the Crazy Woman Making an Unjustifiable Fuss#even though there are multiple aspects of this situation that it's in fact extremely reasonable for me to be unhappy with!#and it's just like. no fucking wonder i can't deal with anything‚ i can't even evaluate a situation without having my reaction invalidated#ok now that really IS all. grateful for yr patience in a Trying Time if you even got this far‚ lol.
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mentally ill people who for whatever reason end up wearing the same exact clothing so many days in a row that it begins to disintegrate and will still not stop wearing it until it’s literally just scraps of fabric VS. those weird shitty rich people who ‘’can’t be seen in the same outfit twice’’ human dichotomy
#poast brought to you by my pants that are missing an entire leg and completely open in the back and the front almost#to the point they could not really be considered pants anymore (I wear lots of layers so i have shorts under them but lol)#I tore them again sitting down and it made me introspect about when it's time to throw clothes out and how everyone has different standards#and etc. Like how some people will get stains on clothing and just throw it away#.where others will keep wearing stained stuff if they have an attachment to it. etc. etc.#or like One hole in jeans is okay but 20 holes is Crossing A Line - unless they were made that way as a fashion trend#which then made me think about those people who like.. change clothes multiple times a day and never want to rewear stuff#and just have a constant stream of fast fashion etc. Anyway. not a real dichotomy. just being silly. i like to think about humans behaviors#brggghghb.. still not being very productive as I just keep having flare up after flare up of various chronic issues I have so I'm feeling#sick like every few days but always for different reasons. As if something has increased the general inflammation in my entire body#and its just bopping around making different things worse here and there. but I'm not sure of any underlying cause.#theorectially could always be stress since I am often stressed but I don't feel stressed more than usual. I have no infection markers#on blood tests and my covid tests so far have been negative. I guess my body just felt like 'hey happy new year. would you like.. uhm...#some... Problems.. as a treat? OuO''#I mean I'm lucky at this point that I don't have a condition that makes me completely bedridden or something and am grateful for that but#having so many smaller issues in the background overlapping all the time can be ehxausting and make it feel like a larger issue#because you just never get a break. once one problem clears up it's another. etc. modifying diet. supplements. doctors. new issue. new modif#ications. new doctors. new this#new that. etc. For my body to reach some sort of non-inflammed stable state I feel like I'm going to have to just be suspended in a gladd#*glass antigravity chamber for 3 years eating nothing but basic gruel and iv liquids. something so bland and so untriggering of anything#that literally nothing can be inflammed or etc. lol.. Though I'd probably still somehow have joint pain even with nogravity.#ANYWAY... I did finally edit a new sims video. for the few of you that follow my sims youtube. I have costumes totally ready to post I just#literally havent had the energy to queue up the photos. STILL WORKING ON EVIL WORLDBULDING SLIDESHOW task of epic proportions#. other videos. other stuff. I've had to spend some time on social stuff since I really ned to get started finding friends in the potential#places I'd like to move so I know people when I get there. as it takes me like years to trust someone. but hjgh... I am so like. inherently#unrelatable to the average person. at least the avg people on friend making sites and stuff. I even made a perosnal compatibility quiz#but again.. thats something most people don't do lol... ''buhh just text snapchat me & get to know me through conversation why should i take#a 15 minute quiz up front?'' shut up. i woudl LOVE to take a custom compatibility quiz before talking to someone. its efficent. you will nev#er get it. that is a positive to me. if only anyone else did that. if only. (I'm being jokingly rude. its perfectly reaosnable for people to#have different standards and communication styles. etc. etc. lol) ANYWAY.. tldr me sleepy and feel bad no productive wehh
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@bdybag said: ❝ hang on a second, i'm gonna record this — ❞ //from triP
(you little SHIT - open)
"No the fuck you ain't," Salvatore snaps at the smaller vampire, baring his teeth at them. He gestures with one clawed hand to the phone in their hand as he gets to his feet. "Put that shit away or I'll break it."
Truly, most of his aggression right now is just from embarrassment--he and triP had been walking and he'd tripped. Even with his powerful vampiric reflexes, he just hadn't been paying attention, as engrossed in their conversation as he was, and he'd nearly fallen flat on his face. Evidently, triP wanted to add insult to more insult by pulling out their phone.
Thankfully, Salvatore can get back up without too much trouble, wincing only slightly at the crack in his knees as he does. (Shit, shouldn't the vampirism take care of that? Fucking whatever.)
"You didn't see shit," he tells triP firmly. "And you didn't record shit. Fuck you."
#❝ i'll talk your ear off‚ kid ❞ 「 answered 」#❝ that's the trouble with vampires‚ you know ? ❞ 「 main verse 」#bdybag#❝ take it from old sally two shoes‚ kid ❞ 「 in character 」#//i love trip pulling out their phone to immediately record him FJALSK;DJF#//if you want me to change anything here lmk!!!#//that includes pronouns--using they for now but i'm more than happy to adjust!
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90000% of me quitting my therapist is because of three reasons: trying to force a patient to be happy (especially a patient who comes from a broken home and whose issues largely stem from forcing themselves to be or appear to be happy) despite the fact that they're living in a bad situation and have no control over their life, and because she kept blaming my problems on astrology or my astral body or what might have happened to my grandmother or my mother in the womb instead of listening to what I was saying about my situation, and also blaming my disabilities on my trauma/astral body like sorry but my joint pain & exhaustion come from the fact that they're constantly dislocating not because I haven't processed whatever trauma happened to me in the womb disjdbskdbfsjsnd
#was talking to someone for an hour about my problems nice? yes#but not nice enough to pay a hundred dollars a session for when we have no money#I'd start getting into an issue and she'd interrupt and lead me down a weird rabbit hole when I just wanted to talk about how like#my MIL makes my world smaller by constantly being on the couch and she'd try to have me be like 'wau maybe I can use Astral Energy to#fill up my Energy Meter because I'm disabled and don't fucking have any'#like how is my mom getting heat exhaustion when she was five months pregnant with me more relevant than how often my time loss blackouts are#literally the only thing I got out of MONTHS of sessions with her is to chill the fuck out abt what my brain and other parts are doing#'ohhhhhh so you can't change anything about your situation? sounds like you need to CHOOSE to be happy :)' like Satya I've been on lexapro#since I was like 15 if I could just fucking choose to be happy instead of a depressed fuck then I would#also?? I'm not the kind of system where I can pick and choose who gets to be out! I don't have a gatekeeper! I can't just magically decide#that the 'happier' parts of me can get called to front or whatever I literally have no control over that what the fuck#like yeah I know I mentioned ONE TIME that I had a younger part who's happy but I also told you THEYRE NOT AROUND OFTEN & I CANT SUMMON THEM#THERE NOT INDEX CARDS I CAN PULL FROM A BOX ITS MY BRAIN HITTING SHUFFLE WHEN SOMETHING STRESSFUL HAPPENS
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new relationship status: unofficially in a unlabeled platonic partnership with my best friend
#personal#the reason it's unofficial and unlabeled is bc if any Weight was added to our relationship and anything changed abt the way we are#my aro ass would Not be able to handle that lmao#but we've been talking a lot lately about Us and relationships generally and realized that half the reason#neither of us have ever wanted to get married/date/whatever is bc /we/ are each other's People until death do us part#the very thought of anyone coming into our lives that would have to match each other in importance is awful to both of us#she's my number one and i'm hers and nothing has changed about our relationship other than professing our Commitment to each other#that we'll always walk through the world together and any really big decisions will be made collaboratively or with the other in mind#which is a big ol' RELIEF to me bc that's how i've always felt about her but i never thought someone who's not aro would return that#but she was literally the one to bring it up like 'i always feel weird calling what we have a friendship bc i have friends and i have you#and it's not the same thing'#IDK MAN THIS IS PROBABLY OVERSHAREY BUT IT'S A REALLY BIG DEAL TO ME AND I'M REALLY HAPPY#I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD HAVE SOMETHING LIKE THIS#and i love that she's always called me her 'other half' and now that's more than just a turn of phrase <3
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You guys want to know something?
My first post is almost a year old.
...I’m getting old./hj
#i mean old as in I'm starting to realize how much I've seen this fandom change#I also realize how I was part of an era that some that I've grown to know well have never been a part of#of course it wasn't mind blowing or anything#but it was still a good place to be#it was a small community that I was new to back in February#It was tightly knit and very compact#not only that but when I came into the mix they just accepted me without question#this fandom has morphed and changed so much and I'm glad I could be here for most of it#i love seeing new people arrive and creating what they love most out of Inscryption#no matter what it is#whether it's headcannons or art or fanfics or music it doesn't matter what#it makes them happy and they took inspiration from Inscryption or maybe some of us elder creators here on Tumblr#I know for a fact that I'm not the eldest one here far from it#but I'm certainly not new or young#more middle aged if you will#I've been here on the Inscryption Tumblr since February 9th of 2022 if not earlier than that#It has been ten whole months since then and I've loved being in this community every passing day#Of course I've had my ups and downs#But I've never left#And I hope it stays that way#oop me reminiscing#whoops#anyways#healer elowen#rant in tags
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