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i have to go to the dentist :(((((((((((((((
#damn you mother for giving me shitty teeth#i. i do not like people looking at me teeth#they make me feel#✨insecure✨
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✨I mean…✨
#starry eyes#mizkif#matthew rinaudo#matthew rinaudo belly/tummy#✨his little belly✨#✨it’s so big and round✨#✨i just wanna kiss it… and nibble on it… and rub it✨#✨I love how insecure he is about it#✨free the tummy!!!✨#✨i wanna stuff him full… until he’s all big and round✨
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Health and Hybrids (XVII)👽👻💚
[I can't remember the original prompt posters for the life of me but here's a mashup between a cryptid!Danny, presumed-alien!Danny, dp x dc, and the prompt made the one body horror meat grinder fic.]
PART ONE is here PART TWOis here PART THREE is here PART FOUR is here and PART FIVE is here PART SIX is here and PART SEVEN is here PART EIGHT is here PART NINE is here PART TEN is here PART ELEVEN is here PART TWELVE is here PART THIRTEEN is here PART FOURTEEN is here PART FIFTEEN is here PART SIXTEEN is here and we're limping into part 17...
💚 Ao3 Is here for all parts (now featuring mediocre mouseover translations, only available on a computer)
Where we last left off... Two! Words! In! English!!! And a television? Hardcore!
Trigger warnings for this story: body horror | gore | post-dissection fic | dehumanization (probably) | my nonexistent attempts at following DC canon. On with the show.
💚👻👽👻💚
Danny can raise his head now.
Only a little. It still hurts his neck for a while after. But his arms and his head both rise, now. His fingers curl, now, too.
The result is that Danny can now watch and change his own television channels. No more news! Now it’s all Food Network, all the time, baby. The result is that sometimes the doctors tending to him get distracted by various pasta dishes, but also. Danny is also distracted by various pasta dishes.
And roast chicken.
And fried potatoes. Every potato ever, actually.
…It makes eating his oatmeal a more awful ordeal.
“Aw, dyrling, na þa sæd egean,” the lady says to him, spoon at his lips. Danny weakly moves his arm towards her, but only manages to hit her elbow with the heel of his thumb. “Inne cwic tima, gise? Hiere þa læce.”
Danny is pretty sure his face is a nightmare to look at at the moment, but he still makes the world’s saddest expression at the lady, because she hasn’t blasted him or hit him or even sedated him yet, and he needs something. Anything.
He’s pretty the lady makes an equally sad look under her medical mask, but Danny is hungry and he’s tired all the time and he’s sad and he wants a cheeseburger. Or fries. Or…or anything at all!
Danny’s look gets progressively sadder, and the lady gets progressively sadder to match, and then they’re both just looking at each other so very sadly until a doctor physically has to cut between them to reach for Danny’s green-speckled blankets.
Ugh. Great. Now he’s cold too. He can’t quite muster a glare, but the doctor gets an extremely stern squint from him for their “help”.
The only response Danny gets is a half-strangled laugh. That is not the response Danny needs. He needs immediate respect and a Nasty Burger number two special.
And a new blanket.
“—Eall dæg?” the doctor asks the woman, but not Danny, and then he has to listen to everyone talking about him in a weird language without even pretending to ask for his input. It’s extremely annoying, and Danny half-considers falling asleep to avoid it. His gaze slides back to the television. He’s just as capable of ignoring everyone else as they are. He bets it sucks. He hopes it sucks.
They talk for a while, but then the lady takes the oatmeal away—and hey! Danny’s eyes widen and sting from the stretch. Uh. Maybe he didn’t think this one through. He’d still thought he’d get lunch out of this.
Um. He would like to continue to receive meals. But he’s watching her walk out with his oatmeal, which is the only human food that’s ever been given to him here, and…
Danny’s stomach cramps. It’s probably just anxiety.
He wishes he’d eaten the stupid oatmeal.
The doctor stays with him, setting the blanket into a laundry bin and checking over Danny’s body (ew) (gross) (nasty) for whatever they have to check on him, and Danny tries to go intangible at least four times during the check only to get oWOUCHOW jerks inside his core. At least one time, he flickers invisible. Not much, he thinks. Probably just an arm and the chunk of his torso.
The doctor pauses. Danny waits for things to (start to hurt) get worse.
“Mæg Ic?”’
…Danny doesn’t move. It hurts to breathe. Every time air scrapes through his nose and mouth, it burns a little more.
The doctor doesn’t move.
So they just.
Wait.
“Mæg Ic?” the doctor asks again.
They move very, very slowly. They touch him, and his—skin—and they rotate him to check underneath him. If they find something of whatever it is they’re monitoring him for, he gets wiped down with something gooey and wiped clean, and sometimes he even thinks they bandage him.
Danny wishes he had a bath. A whole, real bath. Where he could wash his own hair. And wipe off whatever this goo is.
When they’re done, the lady comes back in.
The sound of the door latching shut makes Danny flinch. Is she going to punish him? She walks to his bed. With her medical mask over her face, Danny can’t see if she’s visibly mad at him or not. She doesn’t look mad though…does she?
She stands to his good side, presumably so that Danny can see her. The oatmeal is back—it looks kind of gloopy, though, like it’s been badly reheated. The lady shows something to the doctor, who makes an irritated groan, and then they start talking to each other again. She cuts off to show him something, though—
Danny blinks. She’s showing it to Danny. He…looks down at it.
It looks like a mustard packet. It’s a black packet with yellow streaks, with writing on it with those letters Danny’s never seen before coming here, and it takes his eyes a second to focus on the package before realizing that there’s a little bee and pot on one end of the packet.
Oh. It’s honey?
Oh!
…Oh!!
Danny jerks upright, and, OW, and he definitely scares the lady and the doctor who rush to settle him but there’s honey?? Flavor??? His food can taste good again??!
He wheezes— and slaps a stinging hand onto the packet. “Pl’s?” he begs. He’d stopped begging in the old labs, no one there had listened to him—and he’d stopped begging for them to be gentle, to stop hurting him, to let him go. But for food. For food that tastes, Danny might do anything. Anything. “P’lease? Ple’se? Pleese?”
“Pleece?” the woman repeats, baffled. The word doesn’t mean anything to her; she’s only repeating the sounds. But Danny can’t stop begging.
“P’lease?”
“Pleece? Pleace?”
“Please?!”
“Awrite þis,” the woman mutters, and the doctor leaves. “Bist wel. Eom hebbjan eower wist. Es wel.”
And that still means nothing to him, but the lady gently lifts him up until his back can lay on the pillows, and he can sit more than lay. Danny watches in raspy silence as she rips the packet open and dumps the contents into the oatmeal. She stirs with gloved hands, ensuring that the packet is equally distributed. And then there’s a glob on her spoon, and the spoon to his lips.
Danny takes a bite. Tears well.
“Shhh,” the woman coaxes. “Wanian ma?”
Ma sounds kind of like more. Danny opens his mouth, and is rewarded with another spoonful.
He doesn’t start crying in earnest until the bowl is gone. But that’s alright. The lady finds tissues, somewhere, and he gets to look into her human-blue eyes as she carefully dries over and around his still-soft, green-edged wounds.
It’s a very nice gesture.
Danny sobs a little harder.
#Diana: kids like sweets right? Honey? We have honey packets in the caf for the tea drinkers#Closest Doctor: I don't know if it would be too hard for him to digest at this stage—#Diana: look at him. Look at my sad child#Danny: *having several simultaneous crises*#Closest Doctor: ...Okay. I will say. That's pretty bad. Yeah he can probably digest like a teaspoon of honey; lemme go add that to his char#health and hybrids#danny phantom#dp x dc#dpxdc#dcxdp#tw gore#tw medical#tw body horror#dcu crossover#Lemme ✨sprinkle in✨newfound food insecurity trauma
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there’s catastrophe in everything i’m touching
#hazy throwaway pics from my last lil photoshoot in my apartment#feat no glasses this time lmao#the mcdonalds cup in the corner is a paid actor btw#q because i’m ✨insecure✨#selfie#bisexual
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it’s definitely not the right time to do this but it’s bugging me so much i need to ask
would anyone still be interested in reading more analyses/interpretations about Damon’s photoshoots with Nace/Jan and Jure after many days or maybe i shouldn’t even bother to write them?
#if this post comes off as me searching for validation then for better or worse yes. yes i do#i still feel insecure af about whatever i wrote about Kris’ and Bojan’s photos and what i have in the drafts for Nace so far#i see everyone writing and i wanna write too because i’m ✨thinking✨ but then i’m like#“who cares you’re late and you write shit. not interesting. move on”#but yet i won’t be home until Monday#and i don’t have time to write right now so this is getting pushed back more and more#and if i do end up writing stuff i don’t want it to end up hitting a wall and just. go unnoticed#and i’m so sorry for bringing this in the band tag but as i said it’s bugging me so much……#this is emma speaking#joker out
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“Gata gata dale muñequita💗”
#hpma mc#hpma oc#she’s dealing wit it by ignoring it✨#her insecurities#top I found on Pinterest and needed to draw Riley wearing:)#hpma#harry potter magic awakened#hp magic awakened#my art tag
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Nathaniel not being romanceable in Awakening means nothing to me (or to my Cousland for that matter). It doesn't mean he isn't romanceable at all. Awakening is just the beginning. It's the mutual pinning, the slow burn, the i met my childhood friend and now they are my enemy? They are learning. Learning to live with the tragedy of their families and their intertwined fate. Also learning about each other after such a long time spent apart. And they are casually ending darkspawn after darkspawn while doing so. Shamelessly ogling each other despite the gore. Honorable nobles to unhinged Wardens saving the world from the Blight. Childhood friends to brief enemies to unapologetically flirting colleagues. They will get together, but the narrative will end before they do.
#always thinking about him#also feeling feelings for my cousland nonstop#my gameplay with alistair was intense and i hc that is why the slow burn hit harder with nathaniel#i love unhardened alistair angst with him calling the relationship off telling cousland she can't even give him an heir#and immediately putting a baby in morrigan that night#she stayed a bestie regardless my little clown 😚✌️#kind of wanna start a series of adventures of my cousland#when i have free time next month#kinda feeling unsure and insecure to actually go for it#dragon age#dragon age awakening#nathaniel howe#cousland#nathaniel x warden#my da oc#murmurmur#me own#ignoring canon as i see fit bc i can ✨
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I'm pretentious and annoying: here are some of my fav bits of my own fucking fic. I'm literally so funny and good at writing.
I also forgot to add it to the fic notes but since I was ovulating and had the flu while writing this that meant I was snotting both out my nose and my pussy(which I don't think was good for my fluid intake://)
#uhhhh *holds award* i want to thank Natalie wyn for kissing me on the forehead for telling me im actually normal for my specific interests#and myself for being gross✨#also i just realized that husk also has a southern accent so like i guess radiohusk is actually just hick4hick content?????#husk is my fav southern russian who's from Nevada#this is absolutely no offence to keith david but he is literally just too cool to play husk so im thinking of mick when im writing husk#he's just too sueve and husk is insecure loser and Keith David just like isn't a loser im sorry#i think im negging mick now tho whoops#ANYWAY#everyone go read my fic and tell me how cool i am literally rn#i want serotonin gimmie gimmie#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanfic#fanfic#fanfic wip#my writing#radiohusk#ao3 link#hazbin alastor#hazbin husk#archive of our own#the roofie fic™
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trying to nail the characterization i like for geralt and jaskier is like trying to balance on one of these bitches
#look i just want geralt to be a little mean but also soft but also he's a jerk but he's not trying to be?#it's just that he's emotionally illiterate#like he's not NICE but he's KIND do you know what I'm saying#and i want jaskier to have a thick streak of self worth hidden under all that peacocking#like sure he can be insecure but also like#this is the guy who marched unabashedly up to the scariest man alive and was like ✨heey~✨#this is the guy who got dumped and screamed his breakup song to the whole continent#and he's not nice either he's annoying and sometimes inconsiderate#but he's ALSO KIND#and he and geralt share the same terrible sense of humor#and they don't fit together seamlessly but they DO fit together#they make each other happy on a fundamental level that they don't get with anyone else#anyway#if anyone knows where i can READ a fic like this let me know#witcher#geraskier#let them be spicy but still good for each other
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planning ghoststory book two and asking myself “does the intensity of pallas and calliopes hatred for each other come out of nowhere???” as if there isn’t a whole scene in lay me down where calliope tries to kill pallas by dropping a potted plant on their head looney-tunes style
#AND the entirety of chapter 13 lol i’m just having an ✨ insecurity ✨ moment#where it’s like huh maybe nothing i have ever written has ever made sense#it’ll pass just. blegh.#this particular worry is VERY funny though i’m sitting there going ‘was the intensity of this relationship established enough???’#my brother in christ they attempt to violently physically attack each other in every scene they share in the first book i think it’s#established pretty well lmao#i think the shift from it being a minor part of the plot in lmd to a MAJOR part of the plot in book two is what’s tripping me up#like. it’s not a New Dynamic by any means but it is being very much spotlighted and also dug into#which means i kind of have to look at it through a different lens#the brainworms need to start worming yknow#wip: ghost story
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I don't wanna know all your secrets 'cause I'll tell
It's hard enough being alone with myself
#i am ✨ insecure ✨ about my forehead and hair pulled out of my face but im trying to be so brave while my bangs grow out 🥺#selfie#grunge makeup#emo#brown hair#BIG ASS FORHEAD 💀
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Shinobi 2: Become the Last Ninja!
#yakumo my beloved#the way kasumi doesn't even straight up say yakumo is insecure but then yakumo acts insecure like sorry it is what it is#cousins who fight and aren't very smart but are family nonetheless#ninninger rewatch lb#super sentai lb#umbrella.thoughts#umbrella.posts#✨🪄✨
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Oh in-grown hairs how I despise you :(
#ughhhh#yeah she decided to pop up and invade me again#joys of being a curly girlie#and with my scars ‘down there’ I’m feeling ✨extra insecure✨#because I’m like ‘’my faves will find my lower half disgusting with my dark ass cyst scars ☹️#•🍯• syrupy—
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tumblr is such a whack website where else do you get "um actually we chronically ill and disabled people ARE burdens lets talk about how tiring we are to others 💕✨" in what other website do you find 11k people convinced this is what ideal positivity is like
#'reaffirmation!! everyone may actually hate you but its like ok cuz uh feelings!! ☺️' you guys dont know what words mean anymore do you#analiceoriginal.txt#i love one person was in the replies like 'op you do know burden is inherently a negative term to use for someone right'#im firmly convinced this trend is like.ppl getting tired normal positivity doesnt work so they try rebranding their insecurities into#objective truths of life ✨ and everyone buys it because tumblr users literally only know how to replace their entire thought system#on demand
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omg youre short /lhj
[im 5"3 btw dw I'm short too :D]
i wanna be shorter :/
#dusk wants asks 🌙✨#this is definitely my weirdest insecurity-#wait actually theres some other weird ones im pretty sure-
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what is your core theme?
the friend .
you love to feel the warmth of a friend's hand in yours. food tastes better when it is made by a friend. you are kind and forgiving, and you treat your friends with ultimate compassion. you love your friends. you are grateful for every friend that comes and goes in your life. you miss many friends. you wish more friends kept in contact with you. you wish that you were not so forgiving sometimes but everyone has their vices. your friends take precedence over everyone. you would not be anywhere without them. you want to, one day, hold them up, too. you want to be someone depended on - someone needed. you want to be needed by somebody. you want to be wanted in the same way you want. your painting is "the three friends" by sebastian straub.
the yearner .
you long for something you have never had. it is just out of reach and your fingertips graze it constantly. you can feel its electricity buzzing through you and just the adrenaline is enough to keep you chasing it. your legs are tired and your body is disfigured but you reach out anyway, you stretch your arms forward and throw yourself at what is ahead. better days are coming. rest will find you soon, you hope, but until it does, you will keep running. the end justifies the means. the end keeps you running. you will know when to stop, you are sure of it, but it isn't yet. rest will find you. your painting is "tender grace of a day that is dead" by walter langley.
tagged by @legardien tysm ily lily!!!!
#TAGMEME.#anybody can steal if they want ✨#dai also got lover and dark also got mourner which also fit#my goodness that bit about dependability for dai though so real so true#him vs his constant insecurity over dark overshadowing him vs dark being completely utterly dependent and wanting to be daisuke#'thank goodness i'm there in dark's heart. that means- to dark- i am a necessity'#dai doesn't want to be Famous that's never the real endgame he just wants to Be Someone and so does dark!!#for dark it's literal (as a nonhuman) for daisuke it's a metaphor (as a boy who doesn't always know what direction to go in life)#what dark is always yearning for is right there in daisuke#what yearning dark inflicts on daisuke can be cured and soothed by others; his depending on them and their depending on him#dai and his acceptance and agape dark and his perpetually longing heart...
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