I just finished S2 of “Reverse: 1999" and... Why an animation of Forget Me Not being defeated in his boss fight is just him getting up and walking away??? He's just like:

o yeah btw i liked these guys from the latest crk update..... detective gays.... macaroni and cheese....🤭

there are doctors there are hospitals there are specialists there is medicine there are systems in place so people do not have to suffer and be tortured under their own chronic pain daily and yet. they're all fucking inaccessible to the people who need it most!!! to what I would argue is most disabled people!! I'm so fucking done with the medical system.

Idk if I ever rambled about this on here, but it's funny that it's easier to love someone than it is to like them. Loving someone is so effortless. It's involuntary. You can hate someone. You can dislike them. You can have no compatibility with them. You can feel any which way you want about them, and still yet, these feelings can coexist with love. You don't choose to love someone. You just do.

To like someone, on the other hand, is more frivolous. It's not innate like love. It needs to have a solid basis. And it's fleeting. You can like someone one day and become disgusted with them the next. It's so subjective. You either like someone or you don't. And forcing yourself to feel the opposite is very difficult.

I think the funniest thing about it all is that when people cry about being unlovable I think what they're really sad about is being unlikeable. People don't want to be loved. They want to be liked. They want to be reassured that there is something desirable about them. They want to know that people want to be around them. These desires are more concurrent with like than love.

I hate that every autistic burnout/fatigue prevention resource basically tells you "don't do stuff." like, I understand that what they mean is "don't push yourself beyond what you are capable of" but it's just so frustrating when what you are capable of is essentially nothing. like today for example. all I did was do an errand and then went to walmart and I am absolutely depleted of energy. and it's not like these were things I could avoid doing, I needed to do these things. but this was the first time I left the house since saturday and I'm still exhausted. I'm genuinely so tired that I want to cry but don't have the energy to. there's no solution to this except rest and I hate that. I don't think of myself as a self-pitying person but it's hard not to be when you're coming to terms with the reality that the life I thought I would have is just not possible for me. even up to a year ago I thought that if I just tried hard enough I could increase my limits and finally work enough to support myself but that's probably not going to happen…

uuuUUGHGHGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

i CANNOT be allowed to listen to the spongebob musical reprise of best day ever while already mentally unstable

Girl are you okay? Cause you've been looking through the "My lesbian experience with loneliness" tag again

Well the short answer is no :D

Oh your partner got you flowers for your birthday? That's cute

@magnusdidntwantablog got me a bow and arrow 🥰

I don't expect you to read all my tags on that last post, but just know that it's a very very bad thing that will do a lot of damage, not just to Ukrainians but to the environment

I think most of you can understand the kind of damage destroying a major dam would do, and that's what's been done. There's no other word for what russia's done than terrorism... they've been doing that by bombing civilians for months, but... the sheer scale of this...

I tend to not share too much about Ukraine despite following it every day because I don't want to overwhelm people. I'd rather have supportive people who don't know every detail than burnt out people but... this is very bad

You have no idea how much I'd love to hear this is somehow a fake video but... I just don't see how... how that's pulled off. I'd love to be taken in here and be spreading a lie if it meant this wasn't true

I just need people who aren't following the war in Ukraine to understand that russia has caused a massive disaster... I just kind of need that understood

I don't want to cause anyone to be hopeless or anything, I just... I want to make sure people understand why this war is so important and the kinds of things that are at stake here. This isn't some territorial dispute, this is an army that routinely commits terrorism, not just here but in places like Syria, and the scale they're of terrorism they're willing to commit is... it's inhuman

Leveling cities, causing disasters like this, and they're in control of a nuclear power plant

All I'm saying is two things

The first is if you support Ukraine, great, that's all I want. If you don't... I really hope you'll look at that video and consider what destroying a damn like that means, and if we can have a country like that doing whatever it wants

The second is to understand that supporting Ukraine means supporting military aid to them. As a pacifist, even I understand that the only way to end this war is to give them the weapons they need to defend themselves and end it

Sorry... I meant this to be like a paragraph, but this is just very upsetting to me. I worried about it during the Kherson offensive, but I'd forgotten to worry about it for a long time... and then.. then here it is

I hope you all have a good night. I hope... I hope everyone in this world is as safe as they can be right now... that not just the people but all the animals who'll be effected by this end up being as safe as possible

Take care

Oichi has so much courage and humility in the face of her future, but my heart really does ache for all the nameless people in human history for whom marrying someone they loved was simply never an option.

You’re definitely not being annoying and it wouldn’t be weird at all! and especially since it would be your birthday gift! :D and tbh I would really enjoy sending asks just for the Ideal Polycule (I mean for last year’s F/o takeover event I was the anon that specifically sent an ask for them ^^) also you could still add Zen to the Polycule if you want to! I mean I don’t much about overwatch but he would totally still help you with food/eating even though he’s not a foodie and + his warm color palette goes with everyone else in the Polycule! :]

You guys are so nice to me for literally no reason you're both so sweet.

I've never held an event up for a long amount of time, I think the most I got was like a week? We're gonna see if I can hold out all of February, if we have enough content for it.

Thankyou both so much for your feedback! I'm looking forward to this now!! I hope it'll be just as fun for y'all as it is for me!

also lil bonus the real behind the scenes reason why Zenyatta isn't in the ideal polycule officially;

Sucks that I can drink a fuckton of water and an expresso to up my blood pressure before trying to donate blood, but I can't speedrun hemoglobin. Consuming iron AND vitamin C? A big of a struggle ngl. Watch me be denied for donation in an hour and the doctor on-site tell me - again - to eat more red meat "not well-done" 🤢. My man, I'll eat spinach and medium meat and you're LUCKY. If I wanted to destroy my TMJs faster than I already am I'd find nicer stuff to chew than raw fucking meat.

now that i have a yugioh url i can trick people into thinking this is a yugioh blog when in fact it is just my main blog and only like two people follow my yugioh blog that i do not use (much)

example: tumblr user kuriboo is this close to having a mental breakdown with how stressful work is getting. it’s unreal

i have 2 exes now who really went "can we still be close if i keep treating you/your loved ones like shit" & honestly i actually respect the former more now. at least he had the decency to leave his cat in my care rather than uproot him from his home and family, and putting him into a scary and unstable situation. at least he had the capacity to care about other beings somewhat yknow

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