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can u give me a dump of your diets?
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Endless torture
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
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don’t reward yourself with food, you’re not a dog.
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Okay and…?
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I need to be more active
my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->
REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024
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Sorry I’m back….. tried to kill myself……… Again🤷‍♀️
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I’ve never been more miserable in my entire life.
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NOTE: this is a rant about a particular person I don’t like. She’s a fucking bitch and I hate her.
Why do the ugly bitches get to be skinny….? Like ?? Wtf. Your face is fucking busted but you get to have a BMI of 20.6? MAKE IT MAKE SENSE!!!!!!!! Let the pretty girls have the skinny arms and tinny waist. You do not deserve it!!!!!!
That’s why when that bitch walks into a room you can hear her thighs rub together. COW!!!!
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I want to fist fight every skinny bitch that walks around on this God forsaken earth.
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So far so good. Had a coffee and a couple bites of a breakfast burrito until I “got too full” and that was around noon. If I had to guess, I only had about 250 cals so far so I’m done for the day.
The First 48hrs of fasting sucks but I made it. It’s all about control and discipline.
Had a killer headache all day and drank a lot of water. I’m going to go as long as I can today, but my family is starting to notice I’m not eating so I might have to break fast today BUT I DOMT FUCKING WANT TOOOOOOOOO😤
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The First 48hrs of fasting sucks but I made it. It’s all about control and discipline.
Had a killer headache all day and drank a lot of water. I’m going to go as long as I can today, but my family is starting to notice I’m not eating so I might have to break fast today BUT I DOMT FUCKING WANT TOOOOOOOOO😤
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🎀 smoothie ideas 🎀
(from pinterest)
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Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I want this so bad🥲
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I miss Ana. I miss her. She use to talk to me and coach me everyday. She use to monitor everything I did. Everything I ate or didn’t eat. She kept me responsible. She kept me safe from all of the bad things that make people ugly and unhappy.
They have taken her from me. Told me she was bad for my mental health. Cut our lines and now she wouldn’t even recognize me. If she saw me today, she’d recoil in disgust; all of her hard work and sacrifice down the drain. Because here I sit at 203lbs 8oz and I am disgusted with myself.
I want to be worthy of Ana’s friendship again. I want all of her attention. I want her to think I’m pretty just like she is. I miss her. Oh god I miss her.
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Masterpost: 120+ ED Novels
I've compiled a list of nearly all the ED novels I could find, mostly in English, and a few in German. I've also linked to free ebooks of many of the titles. Enjoy! :)
Hunger Point by Jillian Medoff 
Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson 
Paperweight by Meg Haston 
What I Lost by Alexandra Ballard 
The Art of Starving by Sam J. Miller 
Purge by Sarah Darer Littman 
Sad Perfect by Stephanie Elliot 
Skinny by Donna Cooner 
Massive by Julia Bell 
Skinny by Ibi Kaslik 
The Year I Didn't Eat by Samuel Pollen 
Believarexic by J.J. Johnson 
Nothing by Robin Friedman 
Fat Chance by Leslea Newman 
Killing Aurora by Helen Barnes 
Life in the Fat Lane by Cherie Bennett 
Life-Size by Jenefer Shute 
Yolk by Mary H.K. Choi 
Thin Girls by Diana Clarke 
Milk Fed by Melissa Broder 
The Girls at 17 Swann Street by Yara Zgheib 
Before We Were Blue by E.J. Schwartz 
The Stone Girl by Alyssa B. Sheinmel 
Perfectly Thin by Margaret McHeyzer 
More Than a Number by Tia Souders 
The Anorexic Experiment by Angela Bacon Grimm 
On The Spectrum by Jennifer Gold 
Spaghetti for Starving Girls by Emma Burger 
Delicate by Gemma Donoghue 
As If I Am Not There by Alexandra Filia 
Delicate by Rachel Zachary 
Feeling for Bones by Bethany Pierce 
Goodbye, Paper Doll by Anne Snyder 
Second Star to the Right by Deborah Hautzig 
Butter by Erin Jade Lange 
Not Hungry by Kate Karyus Quinn 
Hunger by Jackie Morse Kessler 
A Trick of the Light by Lois Metzger 
Tyranny by Lesley Fairfield 
Quiet in the Corner by Walt Gleeson 
Hunger for Life by Andy Marr 
More Than You Can Chew by Marnelle Tokio 
Mercy, Unbound by Kim Antieau 
Never Enough by Denise Jaden 
The Disappearing Girl by Heather Topham Wood 
Unwell by Leslie Lipton 
Zoe Letting Go by Nora Price 
After the Strawberry by Kathryn Pope 
LoveSick by Jake Coburn 
Gravity Journal by Gail Sidonie Sobat 
Midnight Feast by Martina Evans 
Thinspo by Amy Ellis 
Skinny by Laura L. Smith 
All of Me by Maureen Stewart 
Just Perfect by Hanne Arts 
Red Ribbons by Hanne Arts 
Diet Abis-Abisan by Dorothy Joan Harris 
I Am an Artichoke by Lucy Frank 
The Passion of Alice by Stephanie Grant 
My Perfect Little Secret by Rebecca Glenski Coppage 
Monkey taming by Judith Fathallah 
Losing It by Sandy McKay 
Nothing Tastes as Good by Claire Hennessy 
Restricted by Jennifer Kinsel 
Early Disorder by Rebecca Josephs 
Echo by Amanda Clay 
Starved by Michael Somers 
Don't Call Me Kit Kat by K.J. Farnham 
Room Empty by Sarah Mussi 
Deep Blue by Jacqueline Wilson 
Love & Other Carnivorous Plants by Florence Gonsalves 
Hollow Beauty by Khristina Chess 
Starvation by Molly Fennig 
Paint Me Beautiful by C.M. Stunich 
Color Me Pretty by C.M. Stunich 
Upstream by Molly Hoekstra 
Shrink to Fit by Dona Sarkar 
thinandbeautiful.com by Liane Shaw 
The Hunger by Marsha Forchuk 
Good Enough to Eat by Leslea Newman 
The thinnest girl alive by Alissa Hall 
Even if It Kills Me by Dorothy Joan Harris 
Eve's Apple by Jonathan Rosen 
I Must Have You by JoAnna Novak 
Purged by Livia Grant 
Heavyweight by M.B. Mulhall 
The Impossible Boy by Anna Martin 
Future Skinny by Peter Rosch 
The Edible Woman by Margaret Atwood 
Binary Star by Sarah Gerard 
Cardboard by Fiona Place 
Hungry Hearts by Julie Hoag 
Astral Dance by Margaret E. Madden 
The Long Fire by Meghan Tifft 
See Her Run by Peggy Townsend 
Dancing With Ana by Nicole Barker 
Shannon's Mirror by Luisa M. Perkins 
Running Lean by Diana L. Sharples 
#thighgap by Chandler Morrison 
Skinny Me by Charlene Carr 
Skinny by Diana Spechler 
Tiny Pretty Things by Sona Charaipotra 
The Hanged Man by Francesca Lia Block 
Faerie by Eisha Marjara 
Starving Hearts by Lynn Ruth Miller 
Macaroni Monday by Sharlene McGowan 
Behind the Broken Image by Debra M. Cooper 
This Impossible Light by Lily Myers 
Hazel, Not a Nut by Gillian Lobel 
Dead Gorgeous by Malorie Blackman 
Skin and Bones by Sherry Shahan 
Toughing It Out by Joan L. Oppenheimer 
The Kaleidoscope Girl by Shelbie Mae 
The Middlesteins by Jami Attenberg 
Face to Face by Sandra Glover 
Adele by Sandra Glover 
Glossed by Kate M. 
Pretty Bones by Aya Tsintziras 
Skin by A.M. Vrettos 
Walking a Thin Line by Sylvia McNicoll
Lucille by Ludovic Debeurme 
Luft zum Frühstück: Ein Mädchen hat Magersucht by Jana Frey  
Herzenssucht by Birgit Schlieper  
Hunger nach weniger. Geschichte einer Magersucht by Jessica Antonis 
XXS by Kim Caspary 
Völlig schwerelos : Miriam ist magersüchtig by Marliese Arold  
Dann bin ich eben weg by Christine Fehér 
Und jeden Tag ein Stück weniger von mir by Gerhard Eikenbusch  
Jeansgröße 0 by Brigitte Blobel 
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I found some more portion control/foodspo
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It’s my birthday month!!! I’m getting a lymphatic massage done. Supposedly it drains all of the crap out of your body that keeps you bloated. I’m so excited 😆 
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