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roseisbeautiful 4 months
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Finding out Barry's real identity:
Part two to Dating Barry without knowing his real identity.
Warning:kissing, and cursing.
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Barry has been complentating ever since that day you saw him as the flash. He wanted to tell you but he knew he couldn't, but he knew one way or another that you will eventually do so.
He was trying so hard to avoid you as the flash, but the thought of you getting in danger scares him to the bone so he's always looking after you.
As much as careful you were, he knew goons would still find a way to harass you, he was always scared of all the possibilities. So much so, that it would interrupt his missions. He couldn't lose you, not now, not ever. He planned that tonight, after your shift at work, he'll tell you his identity.
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After a long and tiring day your shift had finally ended, with nothing else to do anymore you closed the shop that you've been working at. As you exit the shop, you can't shake off the feeling of someone following you, you try to look over your shoulder to see if anyone was there, but to no avail you couldn't see anyone in the dark.
You started walking faster in hopes of shaking that feeling off, luckily for you, you were getting nearer to where you live and you felt relieve wash over you as soon as you saw the house you had lived in.
When you finally got to your door, you hurriedly opened the door so you could finally take a rest inside, and eat too, since you are hungry.
You close the door, finally that feeling is gone. You were pretty traumatized from the last encounter you had with bad people, you started being paranoid after that. So you started to be more careful.
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(Back to Barry's POV)
I was relieved my girl got home safely, I had followed her all the way home. I was scared that if she was all alone, it would happen again. All over again, those thoughts would keep me up at night as I wanted my girl to be safe.
Those thoughts flashed into my head as I was walking home, I couldn't wait to see her, my pretty girl. I can't wait to tell her about ky secret, I know I could trust her.
I finally got home, I took my shoes off and hanged my bag to where we would put our bags at. As soon as she heard the door, I heard the stomps of her foot, she was running.
"BARRY! oh you're home, thank God, I missed you so much" She said as she greets me with a tight hug. Her head resting on the crook of my neck, I could feel her warm breath fanning over my neck.
"How was your day baby?" She said putting her arms around my neck, should I tell her now? Yes, maybe I should, I can't back down now.
"Darling I need to tell you something." I said in a gentle tone, her eyes widened, as if she saw something so shocking. She stayed silent and just nodded silently as if a way of saying "What is it?". I took that as a sign to start talking.
"Darling.. I don't know if you'd accept me as this way, I've been keeping a secret from you, for month's now. Honey, I- , I'm the flash, and I kn-" As I was speaking I was interrupted by her
"HOLY SHIT!? You're the flash and you never told me?! Oh my gosh you're so.. so.." She said in an excited state, so excited she hugs me tight and kisses me all over my face, I was happy that she'd accepted me.
"You know you could trust me, thank you for telling me darling." She said gently putting her forehead against mine.
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I'm so sorry for the people who waited for this part 2馃槶馃槶
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roseisbeautiful 4 months
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Cornelia Street
Actor! Credence Barebone x Actress! Reader
Summarization: After you finally confronted about how you feel to Credence, he finally realised what he had done wrong and its starting to guilt him down to his core.
Warning: More angst!, second chances, realisation, Credence changes, reader is trying to move on but can't.
Again if you haven't read the first one please read it. The first one, the title is "You're losing me"
I'm gonna do the pov for credence in this one馃ス馃槈
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Ever since you finally told him the problem it had hit him harder than any punches he had received. It hurt him so much, he couldn't believe himself. Did he really let himself do this to his precious girl? He missed you so much. The situation had changed him to the point he had to take a break in working, he'd been drinking and doing stuff he'd never do when he was with you.
Everytime he got drunk all he could think about was you, all he could mutter was sorry and your name. He couldn't handle it, he misses everything about you. If he could have another chance he promises that he wouldn't let anyone get in both of your relationship's way.
Again he was drunk, and he suddenly thought about how he should text you. He picks up his phone and tried to contact you but instead is met with a "This person has blocked you", he couldn't believe it. This made him sober up quickly. After reading that he began to think of what he could do to talk to you in person or not, when he finally made up his mind he had decided that he needed to talk to you in person.
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To say that you had been devestated was an understatement, you couldn't move on at all.
Everything you had done you could only think of him, every single turn it was full of him. It's been months since you both had broke up, around 5 months ago.
You couldn't move on easily, after all he is your first love, your first kiss, your first partner in crime, Your first everything. As much as it had hurt you, you knew you shouldn't go back, because once a cheater, always a cheater, right?
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Back to Credence's POV:
I went to every place that I think she would be in, where we always would be in. As I looked and looked all I could see is the memories we had created together. God I hate myself for hurting her, she deserves everything. She doesn't deserve all the pain I put her through.
As I though about all the stuff I had regretted, I saw her, My Everything. My Glyndel, As soon as I saw her, I chased after her yelling her name, "(NAME)! (NAME)!" .
She turns around looking around upon hearing her name, when she saw me her eye's turn wide, the phase of her walking going faster like she'd wanted to run away from me. When I catched up to her, I grab her arm and turn her around, so I could see her beautiful face.
"Credence.. " She whispered like my name was a forbidden word to be used, her eyes started to water, her lips quivering. She was trying to fight the grip I had on her, I couldn't let her go, the fear of losing her crept onto me.
"Darling, I-, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry for what I had done. Please forgive me, please give me a second chance, I still love you alot, I'm not ready to lose you." I said trying not to cry, still having the same firm grip i held on her.
She had started tearing up too, she stopped fighting my grip, "C-credence look I'm so sorry, but I think we shouldn't try again, please just leave me be.."
She whispered through the sobs, it hurt me that I had hurt her so much, and that's when I realised, I might not have the chance to be with my girl again, it shattered my heart into pieces.
"Please give me another chance please..? Just give me a month to try again?" I said begging her.
"Fine, one month, that's all you'll get and the last you'll get" She said in a hurried whisper.
I smile softly and hug her gently "Thank you, thank you for giving me another chance."
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I'm finally back!! I had a long break, school has been stressing lately but I swear I'll try to update you guys more.鈾ワ笍
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roseisbeautiful 8 months
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Hi for the people that read my writing, I am sorry for I have not updated in a while. That is because I'm busy with school but I still will wrote so please wait for when I drop the part 2 of my fanfics
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roseisbeautiful 8 months
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The Matrix Resurrections: Featurettes
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roseisbeautiful 8 months
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John Wick: Male vs Female Gaze
Male Gaze
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Female Gaze
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I noticed it especially in tik tok edits but in general I think you can say that while the male audience sees John as the ruthless alpha male killer (I hate his alpha sigma bs), the female audience sees him as the broken, grieving, loving husband
*This dosn鈥檛 mean that females don鈥檛 enjoy him as an badass killer
It also reminds me of the thought that men will never know what it is to watch xy movie from a female perspective
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roseisbeautiful 8 months
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Keanu Reeves appreciation post
''Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure''
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''Speed''
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''The Matrix''
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''Constantine''
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''John Wick''
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roseisbeautiful 9 months
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Dating barry and being a huge Flash fan without knowing his identity:
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You and Barry had been dating for a while now, no secret were ever hidden from each other. Atleast that's what you think.
It was no secret to Barry that you were a huge fan of the hero, which makes him more nervous if he ever interacts with you outside in his superhero costume.
Unfortunately it did happen, he was patrolling seeing if any criminals were either harassing or robbing people.
Then he stumbled upon you when you were walking home from work, he panicked when he saw you and try to leave as fast as he can. But to no avail you saw him and decided that you should call for him.
"Mr. Flash! Mr. Flash wait please! " You said screaning for him as you ran and ran, Ofcourse Barry felt bad and stopped trying to ignore you and turned around.
"Hi! How may I help you?" he says nervously scared that he might slip something up that could make you identify that he infact was your boyfriend and not some random guy.
"Nothing it's just I'm a really really big fan of you!" You said squealing like a teenage girl who just got a date with her crush.
"I was hoping if I could get a picture from you, you know??" You said happily and almost giggling through your words. You started to take your phone out even if he had said nothing yet.
Despite that he was nervous he couldn't turned you down, you were excited after all and he couldn't bare to make you sad.
"Yes ofcourse! But please don't post this on any social media platforms!" He said shying away from your gaze. See he knew he could trust you but he couldn't trust social media and what people would say or do to you.
"Ofcourse I'll keep this to myself, I just badly wanted a picture with you since I'm a huge huge fan!" You say to him freaking out and smiley because you met your favorite hero.
After finally like a hundred poses and pictures you finally had enough and thanked him.
Once you got home you couldn't stop fangirling and staring at the pictures in your phone, you couldn't wait until Barry got home to tell what the events for the day was.
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Once you heard the door open you rushed to get up and greet your boyfriend.
"BARRY, YOUR HOME!" You ran to him immediately and you embrace him tightly, also attacking his face with kisses.
Barry smiles at you, then pecks both of your cheeks before breaking the hug.
"Hi sweetie, how was your day?" He questioned knowing what happened for the most of it but you couldn't know now could you?
"It was fine, but then I met THE FLASH" You said excited to tell him about how you met your favorite superhero. You start to search for your phone in your pockets and when you finally got it out you immediately unlock it fastly.
Lets just say.. You talked Barry's ear off the whole night.
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This was requested by @nagicats, I accidentally deleted the original request, I'm so sorry馃槶馃槶. Also please I'm very sorry if this is wasn't the one you wanted
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roseisbeautiful 9 months
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Dating barry and being a huge Flash fan without knowing his identity:
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You and Barry had been dating for a while now, no secret were ever hidden from each other. Atleast that's what you think.
It was no secret to Barry that you were a huge fan of the hero, which makes him more nervous if he ever interacts with you outside in his superhero costume.
Unfortunately it did happen, he was patrolling seeing if any criminals were either harassing or robbing people.
Then he stumbled upon you when you were walking home from work, he panicked when he saw you and try to leave as fast as he can. But to no avail you saw him and decided that you should call for him.
"Mr. Flash! Mr. Flash wait please! " You said screaning for him as you ran and ran, Ofcourse Barry felt bad and stopped trying to ignore you and turned around.
"Hi! How may I help you?" he says nervously scared that he might slip something up that could make you identify that he infact was your boyfriend and not some random guy.
"Nothing it's just I'm a really really big fan of you!" You said squealing like a teenage girl who just got a date with her crush.
"I was hoping if I could get a picture from you, you know??" You said happily and almost giggling through your words. You started to take your phone out even if he had said nothing yet.
Despite that he was nervous he couldn't turned you down, you were excited after all and he couldn't bare to make you sad.
"Yes ofcourse! But please don't post this on any social media platforms!" He said shying away from your gaze. See he knew he could trust you but he couldn't trust social media and what people would say or do to you.
"Ofcourse I'll keep this to myself, I just badly wanted a picture with you since I'm a huge huge fan!" You say to him freaking out and smiley because you met your favorite hero.
After finally like a hundred poses and pictures you finally had enough and thanked him.
Once you got home you couldn't stop fangirling and staring at the pictures in your phone, you couldn't wait until Barry got home to tell what the events for the day was.
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Once you heard the door open you rushed to get up and greet your boyfriend.
"BARRY, YOUR HOME!" You ran to him immediately and you embrace him tightly, also attacking his face with kisses.
Barry smiles at you, then pecks both of your cheeks before breaking the hug.
"Hi sweetie, how was your day?" He questioned knowing what happened for the most of it but you couldn't know now could you?
"It was fine, but then I met THE FLASH" You said excited to tell him about how you met your favorite superhero. You start to search for your phone in your pockets and when you finally got it out you immediately unlock it fastly.
Lets just say.. You talked Barry's ear off the whole night.
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This was requested by @nagicats, I accidentally deleted the original request, I'm so sorry馃槶馃槶. Also please I'm very sorry if this is wasn't the one you wanted
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roseisbeautiful 9 months
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She's dating the gangster au with Gonzo:)
(WARNING: Bullying, cursing, violence, threat of suicide, fake dating, reader wears glasses, ooc! Gonzo, angst, and fluff.)
(Another reminder I'm not fluent in english as its not my first language)
Gangster!Eddie "Gonzo" Gilman x Nerdy! F! reader
I like this song so I recommend listwning to it
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How you met:
You had met him when you had transfer to your bestfriends university and in your very first day you had embarrased yourself.
Hey he bumped into you! So why was that your fault? Yes he did bumped into you in the gate of the school while skating and you scraped your knee it knocked out even your glasses and the books in your hands. Instead of him apologizing he had went on in skating, you got pissed off and yelled at him for not saying sorry. Everyone around you stopped what they were doing even him.
Your bestfriend had grabbed your hand and ran inside to save you from more humiliation. You were now scared to be left alone as you could easily be bullied by him or something.
//After you met//
A person had been beeping you in your beeper non-stop and it was getting annoying for you, they kept apologizing for breaking up with you..?
Unfortunately God wasn't on your side that day and the person did not stop even in class, usually they'd stop when school started but this day no. Your teacher had sent you out your beeper interrupting what ever she had been teaching.
But still even out of the classroom it had still been beeping you were confused and scared from whom it was so you immediately waited for your bestfriend.
//Timeskip//
When your last period had ended for break time you finally contacted your bestfriend and told her everything. She'd been shocked and said it was Gonzo that was beeping you not some random guy.
But as she was saying that Gonzo was near you both and he was just standing in the call booth, hoping it wasn't your beeper that he had been sending messages to, unfortunately for you it was. As soon as he had picked up the phone your beeper beeped non-stop.
He had heard it and was now walking towards you so you basically were panicking in the insides now.
Quickly you had stood up and start to try and walk away as he was starting to follow up behind you. He still caught up tho, so you standing up had no purpose at all.
When he catched up he pinned you on a post wall, he held your arm and his hot breath fanning in your ear.
"Hey my ex girlfriend is watching just pretend we have something going on" as he still was pinning you and he covers your mouth for you to not complain.
You didn't really want this all to happen but it seems that it had to. You kept squirming in his hold but to no avail it never really worked
When his ex finally went away, he let go of you and tried to get you to fake date him
You still never agreed.
//Trying to pursue you into his scheme//
See you think he got the memo to leave you alone.
But he didn't and it was starting to turn into a problem for you.
Everywhere you went he tried to go with you or sometimes just following you around, even then his friends start to get in this little scheme of his.
They would torment you to just date him!
It was annoying and it got tiring for you.
Then one day in a rainy day everyone was just gathered in the very front of the university and when you finally caught a glimpse of what was happening.
It was gonzo with a sign hang around his neck and it had said that "It's either you answer me or I k*ll myself!"
You'd thought it was a stupid asshole move of his but it was his life that was on the line here.
So you felt the pressure to just answer him yes..
Then that's how you started fake dating for him to get his ex jealous.
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Hello! I'm gonna have a second part for this but not right now since I have to write more fics! But I'm sure I will come out with it in a few days.. Also this is based on the filipino film "She's dating the gangster!馃槉
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roseisbeautiful 9 months
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Barry Allen with a Goth gf:
Barry allen x F!reader
Warning:I'm not good at english. Tons of fluff, kissing and making out
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He was scared to talk to you at first. People made rumors of you so he sort of believed it.
That was until he interacted with you and he thought you were fun and much more nicer than most people he'd met in the university.
He started to think you were beautiful with or without your make up.
He knows your black clothes were a lot to handle for people who thought you were a freak, everytime he would try to defend you.
He literally thinks you're a whole goddess.
He loves kissing you and he loves it when you kiss him because black lipstick just gets stuck on him.
You make out a lot anywhere even, but you don't do it infront of people ofcourse. He likes to take control of the kissing but not in bed.
Sometimes when you wake up next to each other he thinks you're like a black cat and somehow he just starts playing with his hair
When you found out about his abilities you were really amazed and sort of used it for certain advantages.
Sometimes you'd use it to get groceries faster or sometimes you get him to clean in the last minute cause both of you are tired.
But that doesn't mean you want to tire him out just because he's a speedy, you still treat him how you used to treat him
All tho you guys don't want to have children you both have fur-babies for you is a cat doesn't matter what breed but for Barry its a golden retriever.
He is rather a little spoon
He likes your hugs
If you are a short person but wears platforms, Barry is concerned because how is your feet doing? Does it hurt for you? Are you tired?
He constantly reminds you to drink water because you forget sometimes
You watch Elvira or Beetle juice together, see he can't really watch a lot of gothic movies because it isn't really in his level of fun. But he still tries for you tho!
You try to make him listen to gothic music as well but he just can't like it. He likes pop more or rock! He just isn't a big fan of what you like. He still tries to listen to it with you, so don't get mad at him馃様馃様
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This is shit I'm so sorry I was bored馃様馃様
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roseisbeautiful 9 months
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When you've already read all the good fanfics
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roseisbeautiful 9 months
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I'm so close to writing a fanfic for darry jenner I kid you not馃槉馃槉馃槉 Like this man is such a cutie patootie.. Can I have him please馃槉馃槉馃槉
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roseisbeautiful 9 months
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HI CAN WE PLEASE GET DRESS FOR CREDENCE POV!? AND THEN CORNELIA STREET FOR Y/N AGAIN?? BECAUSE I THINK I'D LIKE TO HAVE A FANFIC ON BOTH SONGS. I WAITED FOR YPU TO FINALLY POST LAMAHABANANNSBSBSSBSBBDD
Ofc!!馃挄
I'll try to work on it also how do you guys read into my post so fast 馃槶馃槶
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roseisbeautiful 9 months
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You're losing me
Actor! Credence Barebone x Actress! Reader
Modern! Au
Summarization: You and Credence are actors that had been in a relationship for quite long and one day a new love team surfaces between him and nagini.. The more it had continued on you feel abandoned and unlove so you decided to...
Warning: Angst, mentions of cheating, love team, Reader feels abandoned by credence, arguemeants, Sad ending, cursing, and insecurities.
(I'm bad at english so please bare with me)
I can't find the og version馃ゲ
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Before all the events, Credence had texted you.
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Credence: Love!!
Credence: I got the role for the movie I applied for!
Credence: All tho I'll have to have a new lead actress for this one, would it be okay for you?
(Y/N): That's great for you love!!
(Y/N):Ofcourse its okay! Literally its our job!
(Y/N): Goodluck!! Don't tire yourself out much!
Credence:Ofcourse! I'll never forget you even if I have someone else as my co-star..
Credence: Loveyou!
(Y/N): Loveyoutoo!馃┓
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After all that it had been crumbling for you, you felt happy for him at first ofcourse. Then suddenly it just all crashed down, he had been giving more time to the girl than you. It made you feel insecure, you felt as if nagini was prettier than you, she'd always been but it hurt you.
The more time had passed more articles would make rumor's about them being together, and each time it never failed to hurt you. Most of their fans hated you, always commenting how they look better than you and credence being together.
But as you broke down your phone buzzed, a new notification from him. He finally texted you again. He reminded you about something..
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Credence: Hey, get ready we have a date night.
Credence: But we have to be quick, me and nagini's manager wants more publicity action.
(Y/N): Ok careful driving.
(Y/N): Loveyou hun :)
Love馃┓ Reacted to your message 馃憤馃徎
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He always said "I love you back" now all he does is either leave you on read or react to your message, your credence had grown distant to you and it made you feel so lonely and cold. How did someone so sweet turn so cold and unresponsive? You sighed as you thought more about how much he's change ever since he got this role. He spent more time with nagini now.
You can't leave him you thought, hey it's for his career right? Maybe he'll turn back sweet again and be the same old credence he was. You tried to re-assure yourself as you got ready in the shower.
After you got done you did your hair and make up. Hoping that psyhically he'd still be sweet and cheerful. As you finally put on your shoes, you hear the doorbell ring. It must be credence, you thought to yourself. After you opened your door it really was credence and he looked tired and cold. But most of all he didn't give you flowers like he usually did. Back then even if tired he'd give you a bouquet or a single flower. Now not even anything, but still maybe it was just nothing maybe he had just forgotten since he had been tired.
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You guys had arrived in the restaurant, still Credence still seemed to be un-energetic. You didn't want to annoy him or anything so you decided to stay silent until both of your orders had arrived.
As the more you zoned out, you didn't realize that the food that you guys had ordered finally came to your table. You hear most of the plates clank as it hit the table snapping you out of your thoughts.
"So how was your day today hon?" You finally spoke after the silence you both endured in the car and upon entering the restaurant.
"It was fine, everything was tiring but nagini made it fun atleast" He said mentioning her name again, it made your heart feel like it was shattered for a thousand pieces. So you just nodded and took a bite out of your food.
After he mentioned her you felt like you lost all energy to even talk about anything to him. So you just stayed silent before he finally spoke first for the first time in the past few months.
"Are you fine?" He said, it made you feel happy that he finally noticed something was wrong, but still this was the bare minimum right?
"No, I'm not. Its just this days you can't even seem to spare me a single glance. It feels so cold without you. Even in your day off's it feels like you spend more time with your co-workers" You said finally confessing how you felt.
But instead of re-assuring you he suddenly got annoyed. "Jeez (Y/N), its our literal job that I would risk if I gave you more attention that this goddamn movie! Its like I should give you all of my attention, I just want a goddamn rest mygod!" He yelled at you and it made you feel so upset and it made you more lonely than you ever used to have.
After you both ate, you both just rushed in the car and didn't talk as he drove you back to your house.
Neither of you said sorry, you just got out of the car. He didn't even walk you to the door he just left immediately his car roaring loudly as it left.
You suddenly got a notification from your manager saying that there will be a gala for tomorrow night.. Which also means Credence was invited and it would make both of you look awkward, but hey he'd probably be just hanging out with nagini so what's there to worry about now?
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As you got ready the more you anxious you get, you tried to re-assure yourself but you couldn't handle it.
Suddenly you get another notification from twitter it was an article.
"Nagini and Credence spotted together last night hugging each other?"
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You'd see the whole article and if you said it didn't bring such a huge sting into your heart people would see right through you.
Finally you were done and ready to go to the gala, you wanted to cry and breakdown as the time passes on. You just wanted to call credence and seek for his comfort but you knew not to settle for less so you decided that you'd confront him this night.
You snap out of your thoughts when you remember that your driver had honked his car outside to let you know that he had been there.
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You finally arrived in the place that you all had been assigned to, just as soon as you stepped out the flashes of the camera's blinded you but you continued to strut down pretending that you felt confident despite everything that has happened in your life.
"So (Y/N).." You hear a cheerful voice besides you and when you look at them it had seemed like they were an interviewer.
"Oh my! Hello! Rude of me not to notice you were right there.." You said once again faking your feelings as you didn't want to bring anyone's mood down.
"So (Y/N) how do you feel tonight? You looks so stunning... You're so beautiful like a goddess has walked on earth definitely!" She said complimenting you, it had sent a deep wave of happiness to your heart as this sweet girl complimented you so nicely and sweetly. It didn't feel like every other interview where the interviewers had been plastic and all.
"Oh I'm fine for now.. But I hope the rest of the night goes well and I just hope everything turns out happy. Also, thank you for the compliment and oh my gosh you look stunning in your own little uniform" You said to her returning her compliment in a thankful manner.
"Aww thank you Ms. (Y/N) , I hope you really do have a fantastic night at this gala." and with that she left you now starting to interview more of the peoplw that had arrived.
Finally after all of the interviews and photo's you saw him and.. Nagini..? I guess it is for their contract after all. You decided to just finally let yourself be free and start drinking.
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(Few hours later)
You were drunk and tipsy, you had drank atleast 10 glasses of vodka and 3 glasses of beer. You suddenly felt yourself march up to someone, It was Credence and he wasn't with nagini or anyone at all.
"You! how could you! after eveything we've been through you're gonna choose her over me Credence!?" you'd yell at him as no one could hear you both. You guys were at the balcony after all, a balcony that no one would know you were both up in.
"(Y/N) leave me alone.. You're stressing me out.." Credence said with a tired tone like he had yesterday
"You're losing me babe" You said in a painful sob
"Do something babe please, I still need and want you" You choked out
"What are you talking about?" Credence said sounding almost irritated now.
"Its me or her Credence." You said in a spiteful yet drunk voice.
"Lose something babe, risk something please" You said as you started to violently sob.
"You cannot make me pick between you (Y/N)! She is my friend! I cannot pick between you both!" Credence argued.
" Is she just your friend or do you fucking love her Credence! Is she just a friend or you fell for her while I was suffering feeling all those thoughts as you were seen happy! It all felt like a knife was cutting me deep inside, I felt so lonely credence. I felt so vunurable! You fucking lost me Credence." You said yelling as you cried feeling all your emotions explode. After that you had not waited for him to respond as you finally ran away and called for your driver.
But after you ran you could hear him call for you, it almost made the world feel like it had slowed down but you didn't let it happen and continue to run.
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Hi! I'm gonna do another on of this where it starts with (Y/N)'s pov but then simwitches to credence so we finally know how he felt about this whole situation. So I'm probably gonna use more taylor swifts songs to emphasize my stories. In the next part I might use dress or cornelia street;))
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You're losing me
Actor! Credence Barebone x Actress! Reader
Modern! Au
Summarization: You and Credence are actors that had been in a relationship for quite long and one day a new love team surfaces between him and nagini.. The more it had continued on you feel abandoned and unlove so you decided to...
Warning: Angst, mentions of cheating, love team, Reader feels abandoned by credence, arguemeants, Sad ending, cursing, and insecurities.
(I'm bad at english so please bare with me)
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Before all the events, Credence had texted you.
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Credence: Love!!
Credence: I got the role for the movie I applied for!
Credence: All tho I'll have to have a new lead actress for this one, would it be okay for you?
(Y/N): That's great for you love!!
(Y/N):Ofcourse its okay! Literally its our job!
(Y/N): Goodluck!! Don't tire yourself out much!
Credence:Ofcourse! I'll never forget you even if I have someone else as my co-star..
Credence: Loveyou!
(Y/N): Loveyoutoo!馃┓
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After all that it had been crumbling for you, you felt happy for him at first ofcourse. Then suddenly it just all crashed down, he had been giving more time to the girl than you. It made you feel insecure, you felt as if nagini was prettier than you, she'd always been but it hurt you.
The more time had passed more articles would make rumor's about them being together, and each time it never failed to hurt you. Most of their fans hated you, always commenting how they look better than you and credence being together.
But as you broke down your phone buzzed, a new notification from him. He finally texted you again. He reminded you about something..
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Credence: Hey, get ready we have a date night.
Credence: But we have to be quick, me and nagini's manager wants more publicity action.
(Y/N): Ok careful driving.
(Y/N): Loveyou hun :)
Love馃┓ Reacted to your message 馃憤馃徎
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He always said "I love you back" now all he does is either leave you on read or react to your message, your credence had grown distant to you and it made you feel so lonely and cold. How did someone so sweet turn so cold and unresponsive? You sighed as you thought more about how much he's change ever since he got this role. He spent more time with nagini now.
You can't leave him you thought, hey it's for his career right? Maybe he'll turn back sweet again and be the same old credence he was. You tried to re-assure yourself as you got ready in the shower.
After you got done you did your hair and make up. Hoping that psyhically he'd still be sweet and cheerful. As you finally put on your shoes, you hear the doorbell ring. It must be credence, you thought to yourself. After you opened your door it really was credence and he looked tired and cold. But most of all he didn't give you flowers like he usually did. Back then even if tired he'd give you a bouquet or a single flower. Now not even anything, but still maybe it was just nothing maybe he had just forgotten since he had been tired.
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(Timeskip)
You guys had arrived in the restaurant, still Credence still seemed to be un-energetic. You didn't want to annoy him or anything so you decided to stay silent until both of your orders had arrived.
As the more you zoned out, you didn't realize that the food that you guys had ordered finally came to your table. You hear most of the plates clank as it hit the table snapping you out of your thoughts.
"So how was your day today hon?" You finally spoke after the silence you both endured in the car and upon entering the restaurant.
"It was fine, everything was tiring but nagini made it fun atleast" He said mentioning her name again, it made your heart feel like it was shattered for a thousand pieces. So you just nodded and took a bite out of your food.
After he mentioned her you felt like you lost all energy to even talk about anything to him. So you just stayed silent before he finally spoke first for the first time in the past few months.
"Are you fine?" He said, it made you feel happy that he finally noticed something was wrong, but still this was the bare minimum right?
"No, I'm not. Its just this days you can't even seem to spare me a single glance. It feels so cold without you. Even in your day off's it feels like you spend more time with your co-workers" You said finally confessing how you felt.
But instead of re-assuring you he suddenly got annoyed. "Jeez (Y/N), its our literal job that I would risk if I gave you more attention that this goddamn movie! Its like I should give you all of my attention, I just want a goddamn rest mygod!" He yelled at you and it made you feel so upset and it made you more lonely than you ever used to have.
After you both ate, you both just rushed in the car and didn't talk as he drove you back to your house.
Neither of you said sorry, you just got out of the car. He didn't even walk you to the door he just left immediately his car roaring loudly as it left.
You suddenly got a notification from your manager saying that there will be a gala for tomorrow night.. Which also means Credence was invited and it would make both of you look awkward, but hey he'd probably be just hanging out with nagini so what's there to worry about now?
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(TIMESKIP TO THE GALA NIGHT)
As you got ready the more you anxious you get, you tried to re-assure yourself but you couldn't handle it.
Suddenly you get another notification from twitter it was an article.
"Nagini and Credence spotted together last night hugging each other?"
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You'd see the whole article and if you said it didn't bring such a huge sting into your heart people would see right through you.
Finally you were done and ready to go to the gala, you wanted to cry and breakdown as the time passes on. You just wanted to call credence and seek for his comfort but you knew not to settle for less so you decided that you'd confront him this night.
You snap out of your thoughts when you remember that your driver had honked his car outside to let you know that he had been there.
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You finally arrived in the place that you all had been assigned to, just as soon as you stepped out the flashes of the camera's blinded you but you continued to strut down pretending that you felt confident despite everything that has happened in your life.
"So (Y/N).." You hear a cheerful voice besides you and when you look at them it had seemed like they were an interviewer.
"Oh my! Hello! Rude of me not to notice you were right there.." You said once again faking your feelings as you didn't want to bring anyone's mood down.
"So (Y/N) how do you feel tonight? You looks so stunning... You're so beautiful like a goddess has walked on earth definitely!" She said complimenting you, it had sent a deep wave of happiness to your heart as this sweet girl complimented you so nicely and sweetly. It didn't feel like every other interview where the interviewers had been plastic and all.
"Oh I'm fine for now.. But I hope the rest of the night goes well and I just hope everything turns out happy. Also, thank you for the compliment and oh my gosh you look stunning in your own little uniform" You said to her returning her compliment in a thankful manner.
"Aww thank you Ms. (Y/N) , I hope you really do have a fantastic night at this gala." and with that she left you now starting to interview more of the peoplw that had arrived.
Finally after all of the interviews and photo's you saw him and.. Nagini..? I guess it is for their contract after all. You decided to just finally let yourself be free and start drinking.
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(Few hours later)
You were drunk and tipsy, you had drank atleast 10 glasses of vodka and 3 glasses of beer. You suddenly felt yourself march up to someone, It was Credence and he wasn't with nagini or anyone at all.
"You! how could you! after eveything we've been through you're gonna choose her over me Credence!?" you'd yell at him as no one could hear you both. You guys were at the balcony after all, a balcony that no one would know you were both up in.
"(Y/N) leave me alone.. You're stressing me out.." Credence said with a tired tone like he had yesterday
"You're losing me babe" You said in a painful sob
"Do something babe please, I still need and want you" You choked out
"What are you talking about?" Credence said sounding almost irritated now.
"Its me or her Credence." You said in a spiteful yet drunk voice.
"Lose something babe, risk something please" You said as you started to violently sob.
"You cannot make me pick between you (Y/N)! She is my friend! I cannot pick between you both!" Credence argued.
" Is she just your friend or do you fucking love her Credence! Is she just a friend or you fell for her while I was suffering feeling all those thoughts as you were seen happy! It all felt like a knife was cutting me deep inside, I felt so lonely credence. I felt so vunurable! You fucking lost me Credence." You said yelling as you cried feeling all your emotions explode. After that you had not waited for him to respond as you finally ran away and called for your driver.
But after you ran you could hear him call for you, it almost made the world feel like it had slowed down but you didn't let it happen and continue to run.
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Hi! I'm gonna do another on of this where it starts with (Y/N)'s pov but then switches to credence so we finally know how he felt about this whole situation. So I'm probably gonna use more taylor swift's songs to emphasize my stories. In the next part I might use dress or cornelia street;))
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roseisbeautiful 9 months
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Hi everyone! unfortunately I will have to delete my fanfic as it had been similar to someone elses and I'm very sorry that it had seem to I had looked like I copied them. I will make more fanfics as I have a lot of them in my drafts.
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roseisbeautiful 10 months
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"You're safe with me"
Drew thomas x Female! Reader
Movie: The conjuring
Summarization: After your mother *Carolyn's possesion* you had been traumatized and always jumpy thinking bathsheba was still with you so you tell drew about the lately panic attacks and nightmares about the past events that had happened
(WARNING:PANIC ATTACKS, MORBID THOUGHTS, CONFESSIONS, FLUFF, AND KISSES.)
( Not very fluent in english sorry:) )
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*One week after possesion*
I dial Drew's number to call him and tell him to pick me up for tomorrow morning. Me and Drew we're college students that had discover each other through mrs. and mr. warren's class. They had help through everything tough going on with our house which Im thankful for. Anyways lets get back to Drew.
I wait for a few minutes until he answered.
"Hello? Who's this?" Drew says quite confused that someone might have mistakenly called him
"Oh Hi drew! I just wanted to talk about how maybe you could pick me up for tomorrow I really have something important to tell you" I say, knowing my heavy feelings for drew it had been hard ever since I started admiring everything about him as he might like my sister.
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I wake up in a scared state as I had another one of my previous nightmares. I stare at the clock to see it was already 5:30 am, I sat up and went to get my clothes ready now, since Me and Drew had class at around 7 in the morning.
I get my flared jeans ready, also with my tight polo,black converse and denim jacket.
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I hear Drew knocking at the door so I grab my stuff and scurry through the door.
"BYE MOM AND DAD LOVE YOU!" I said so they know I was going to leave for school.
"Bye Honey, Stay safe!" My mother yells loud enough for me to hear. I open the door to see Drew standing there and smiling cutely.
"Hi Drew! woke up in the right side of the bed?"
"Yeah" Drew says smiling wider at me. I look at his cheek bonws and I've never wanted to pinch someone's cheeks until Drew. I was snapped out of my thought's when I heard Drew say.
"Hey? Are you okay?" He touches my shoulder still opening the door for me.
"Yeah sorry, zoned out for a little bit" I say blushing when Drew touched my shoulder. "Sorry Drew"
"No its fine sweetheart, just get in the car." He says smiling at me. I get in the car and he closes the door for me. My cheeks turn into blood red as I just realised Drew had called me "Sweetheart".
I was looking out of the window so Drew would'nt see how bright red my cheeks had turned. I hear the engines turn on and soon we were on the road going to school.
"Sweetheart.. You called last night told me you wanna tell something? What is it? Everything going fine in the house? Are you fine?" Drew asks concerned as he remember's the past occurence.
"Right.. I just you know after the paranormal stuff, its just that I had been having nightmares and panic attacks about it, you know? I always dream about Mom when she was possesed, her eyes are still glued onto my mind like its a stuck bubble gum on a shoe. The panic attacks occur everytime I see them creeping onto me even if there is nothing anymore." I say ranting to him about the things that had been happening after the past events.
"Well sweetheart, you must have gotten pretty traumatized. Dont worry, the thing isn't gonna do anything to you anymore, I would never let anything get to you. Remember your mother fought this demon off just so she could protect you and your siblings. I know she'll do it again and again for you if she could" He says in a soft tone comforting me, his words had calmed me down from the thoughts of my mother and the demon's that had been around our house before even the events.
"Yeah, thankyou for being here for me Drew. Even if we had just met for a few months before this shit happened. I love you." Just then my eyes widen after I had realised I said those 3 words that I couldn't tell Drew before.
The car stops in the parking lot of he school,a huge screech could be heard. Just then I head Drew say "YOU LOVE ME?" he asks me smiling widely, I nod my head "Yes I love you Drew.." I say in a hushed tone. I felt his arms snake around my shoulder and waist hugging me. His face buried in my neck "Yes Yes Yes" I hear drew muffle in my neck "I love you so much too!" Drew says getting me caught off guard.
"I've always liked you! This past few months ever since we met I've developed such huge feelings for you.. I love you so much" He says confessing to me still muffled in my neck .
I hug him back "I love you so much too! Oh drew.." I hug him tightly like he was gonna disappear in my arms.
Just then I feel his hands cup my hands and he kisses me. Shock coursed through my body, but then I come back and kiss him back. We stayed like that for a while until we ran out of breath's.
We press our foreheads together cupping each other faces.
"I love you so much Drew"
"I love you too darling" He softly presses his lips against mine.
"I love you.." then the bell rung and we ran out of the car holding each other's hand to Mr. & Mrs. Warren's class.
(SORRY THIS WAS SHORT I WAS JUST BORED WHEN I WROTE THIS! T-T)
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