S3 E7 had me bawling my eyes out, I'm talking tear puddle under my chin type crying. I was unwell & properly inconsolable! So I had to edit my favorite tragic lesbian gfs; Rita Farr & Laura De Mille
Dumping this here (as a ss cuz I'm too lazy to retype it)
Ooo, you know you wanna talk to me about the significance of Hannibal being entirely gentle with no one to watch. The version of himself that died in the snow with Mischa, that version of which we really only see when he pets that sheep.
My brain still feels a bit fuzzy also its 6am and I havnt slept. Perhaps one day I will write stuff that makes fully sense & is deep and emotional (probs not, I'm not a serious person)
Rewatching Hannibal with a pal of mine & I have so so many thoughts about the show, especially Hannibal Lecter himself.
Hannibal, from the very first time he saw Will knew this would be the person who could understand him the most. But to understand him entirely, Will would need a Mischa of his own.
Abigail is the perfect Mischa for Will.
Hannibal from the very start does not show any fondness of Abigail, he's more curious of her than anything.
Hannibal loved Mischa with all he possibly could, she was his dearest thing to him & in turn Abigail is that to Will.
To further let Will understand him, Hannibal kills her, to feel the way he did when he lost his anchor. It's not a act of hate, but rather a act of understanding.
At his core, Hannibal is a deeply lonely person & desperately yearns to be known.
Hannibal struggles with connecting to people, he's out of place to those around him. Hannibal has always been different.
The cruelty in which Hannibal took Abigail from Will matches closely to the cruelty in which Mischa was taken from him. I like to think that not in that moment or soon after even, but because of that, Will did grow to understand Hannibal more. Hannibal let himself be vulnerable while killing Abigail, showing a scar to Will he had not thought he could show. He cried as he did the horrific acts. The act of knowing and seeing a person can truly be the most impactful thing; to be seen and loved despite it all. And in some way, Will does love Hannibal.
My brain feels like it's on fire, if none of this makes sense I do ask for forgiveness. Very stoned and tired and my words never come out quite how I want them to lol
Doom Patrol brainrot so hard I literally become Cliff Steele. Who wants to listen to me ramble about why Cliff Steele is autistic and agender*
I have so many thoughts about all the DP characters`
*(remind me to go on this ramble eventually)
`(show variants cuz I'm too lazy to learn comic lore for anything outside of Otto Octavius)
Also, have this Cliff Steele doodle I did recently, cuz obv he's my fav. Do not repost my art! Follow me on Instagram for much more frequent posting (@rathouseart on insta)
What if I told you that my current interest is spiderman, but mostly the villains Otto and Norman..
Here's this silly edit I made of my beloveds :3 they're such old married couple that's been divorced multiple times. Enemy's and lovers and best friends.
I played cod with my brothers as a kid & a couple years ago I played cod mobile with friends. With this said, I have a irrational dislike for video games. I am not a gamer.
This month, cod modern warfair (reboot + og) became my fixation & I picked up cod mobile again.
Everytime I open the app I start shaking from how excited I get to play. I win some rounds, loose one, let loose tears. Repeat.