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primaldesire · 1 year

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𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑

Guitarist Eren x Black!Fem!Musician Reader

I've literally had this idea stuck in my head since I heard these 3 songs

Song by DAMOYEE

-Phobia

Sypnosis

After his heartbreak before a show, Eren comes to a realization during the show that you both feel the same way about eachother.

"Eren, you okay", you asked him sitting next to him on the backstage couch. He shrugged and tossed his phone next to you sighing and leaning back looking at the dark ceiling. " We just broke up", he said blinking away tears but blinking them away didn't work. If anything it made his tears fall faster. "Oh Eren, I'm so sorry. You don't have to play tonight, I could sing all of my songs without guitars tonight", you said bringing him into a tight hug.

You and Eren have been friends since elementary school, both there for each other through thick and thin and sickness and health, and are practically each other's backbones. If it wasn't for Eren you're not sure if you'd even still be alive and the same goes for him. If it wasn't for him you both wouldn't be so famous and living out your high school dreams. Both of you are now 22 years old and successful and still going for bigger things like the overachievers you've both been since elementary.

"No, it's okay. I can perform tonight plus it'll help me keep my mind off of it"

You nodded and stood up reaching your hand out for him. Eren took a deep breath and placed his hand in yours and let you pull him up from the couch. Bending down Eren let you wipe away his tears and kiss his forehead. You've done this since middle school after his first heartbreak and every heartbreak after. "You'll be okay ren, she didn't deserve you anyways," you said using your fingers to brush back his long brown hair into a ponytail. Eren didn't speak instead he just let you take care of him. Your face was seriously looking but he found it comforting. Your hands ran through his hair and your soft palm cupped his face every now and then wiping away more tears he didn't have the strength to fight back anymore. Maybe if he just dated you he wouldn't go through heartbreaks like this he found himself thinking after every heartbreak. You've always been so good to him, so loving, so real. "Your so good to me", he finally spoke. You smile and cupped his face again pressing your lips to his forehead. This time he felt his stomach turn and he knew the feeling all too well. Butterflies. "I'll forever be good to you ren", you said. Your tone was soft and hushed. You looked into his glossy eye and made sure he knew you were serious.

"Forever"

"Forever ren, forever"

Suddenly everything about you made him shy. Your eyes, touch, voice, scent, everything made him feel much more aware of your beauty and wonderful personality. Then everything finally clicked. The dots connected and the stars aligned perfectly. Every partner he had always ended in heartbreak because he was always looking for you in them, but no one could act like you, no one could make him feel like you do, no one could be you nor replace you. I was always you and will forever be you.

"Ren, Eren, Eren hellooo.", you waved your hand in front of his zoned-out face bringing him back to reality. "M'bad", he said standing back up straight after realizing you were done making him look decent.

"We have to head on stage now, just let me know if you don't want to perform anymore and we'll finish off the song and you can head backstage, k"

"Yeah, got it"

∞

"How about one last song for tonight", you spoke into your mic laughing lightly when the crowd of people who came to see you perform booed. "I know, I know I don't want the show to end either but we have to leave. So I'll leave you guys with a new song I wrote"

The crowd cheered and whistled and you smiled looking back at Eren and the rest of your bandmates.

"A little context about this song. I wrote this song about being afraid to lose someone I love because I have feelings for them but I don't know how to tell them but at the same time I'm afraid if I do tell them our relationship would change for the worse", you explained.

A chorus of awws rang through the stadium and you felt yourself become shy. " I know, I hope you guys love this song and the person I wrote for it does too", looking back at your band you nodded signaling them to start the song..

(Play the song)

The sound of Erens acoustic guitar played throughout the stadium as the song started. You grew nervous about singing the song even though you'd sung it in front of him during band rehearsal.

When you walk away

I feel afraid you'd never wanna come back again

You caress my face, reassuring your faith

Make your way and hold it tight, my hand

The crowd became rowdy again screaming loud enough to bust your eardrums. Not knowing the cause you turned around and looked at Eren looking at you and slowly walking to you. Butterflies. The moment was so cliche but a cliche like this never fail to make people excited.

Why is this like a dream, feeling too pristine

Unbelievably too perfect for me

You both stood in front of each other holding eye contact not ever daring to break it. He knows now and you know he knows. You inch closer to him breaking eye contact to look at his lips and then back into his emerald eyes.

Through every kiss

Im in a state of bliss wondering if it truly meant to be

Eren nodded as if he was answering a question. His nod affirmed what you've always thought about asking him. Do you like me like I do you?

But I never know if you think the same things

I.I,I, I'm afraid

Backing away from you Eren began to walk around you in a circle with you turning around to maintain eye contact.

I'm obsessed with your touch

Maybe it's all too much

A voice so serene

Maybe i'm falling deep

He stops and so do you. Everything feels unreal, the stage, the crowd, the song, and him.

When you come again and again

Through every attempt

Successfully you dilute me of my past

And i'll always know that you think we will last

Nothing is real, not even you at this moment. It's all a dream you hope you don't wake up from. He is close, so close you can feel his body warmth yet somehow he doesn't mess up his strumming. Even if he did it wouldn't affect the performance. Thank goodness for backing vocals and instrumentals.

I,I,I, I'm afraid

I am hearing you say I should trust, I should trust

It chills me I don't know if I should love and lose myself

And fearing of losing you

Eren mouths the words, you won't lose me and stops playing his guitar and takes your free hand into his tracing his thumb over your ring finger and knuckles.

I.I,I, I'm afraid

You stop singing letting the backing vocals sing for you and you wrap your arms over Eren's neck pulling him closer to you, Your chest on his and him bending down to touch your forehead together. It's just you and him in this moment, no one else.

"You won't ever lose me, I'll be with you forever", He says and your eyes water.

"Forever"

"Forever n/n, forever"

"Can I kiss you", Eren asks and you don't reply but instead lock lips with him. The kiss is sweet and passionate. His break-up that happened less than two hours ago is long forgotten now that he finally has the real you. It just you and him, him and you. Forever and ever.

5 years later

"And do you Y/N L/N take Eren Yeager as your lawfully wedded husband to have and to hold through sickness and health, for richer for poorer, to love and cherish til death do you part"

Eren's tears are infinite as he holds your hands. You look beyond beautiful to him right now. Dressed in white and him in black. "I do", you say through shaky breaths refusing to cry and mess up your makeup.

"And do you Eren Yeager take Y/N L/N as your lawfully wedded wife to have and to hold through sickness and health, for richer for poorer, to love and cherish til death do you part"

" I do", Eren says smiling and crying.

"I now solemnly declare you husband and wife. Let no one put asunder those that have been joined together today in the presence of the Almighty. You may now kiss the bride"

Cupping your face Eren Kissed you and you wrapped your arms around his neck dropping your bouquet and returning the kiss. Breaking away you touched foreheads and he pecked your lips one last time.

"Forever ", he said.

"Forever", you said and kissed him

Fin

I decided to write something more fluffy before I smack y'all in the face with this Eren and Armin smut in my drafts. I hope y'all enjoyed because this will be the last time I write something(i'm lying) like this bc it was lowkey stressful trying to get the lyrics in at the right times.

#Eren x black!reader #aot x black!reader #eren yeager xblack!reader #anime x black!reader #black y/n #black!reader #x black!reader #fluff

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primaldesire · 1 year

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I just wanna %^^&T&**&^$$#^U#(($&^&$*(@)*$&*$&& and &^&*$(*&^&$*$*&&%& until &%^^%*(%(($(*$&*#(#(* and then go to sleep then wake back up and ^$%&$**$((&^*$^%#&*#&^^%$* him yk

#i want him soo bad #i need him #he so ughhhh #that worm gotta go tho #I need this man like I need oxygen #I just wanna bite him he's so fucking fine bro #finna get down on one knee for this man...or two #a five bedroom three bathroom house with a picket fence and three kids and a golden retriever sounds lovely rn #i'm down deep in the trenches for this man #ugghhhhhh I NEED HIM SO BADLY #toji fushiguro #jjk x black reader #anime x black!reader #toji fushiguro x black reader

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primaldesire · 1 year

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I might have to start writing for Kambe Daisuke from balance unlimited bc he has been running rampant in my head for three days now. Sugar daddy Daisuke is absolutely brain-rotting me along with a black fem reader who is just as rich as Daisuke but more and her being his sugar mommy. Like ughhh my goshhhh I need it😩so imma write it if I don't find one .

#balance unlimited #daisuke kambe #black!reader #anime x black!reader #daisuke kambe x black!reader

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primaldesire · 1 year

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Y/n - "Can I get that too. it would look so lovely with my emerald green gown"

Insert character- "No, I've almost maxed out my card on you, and the month just started"

Y/n- " Need I remind you what is so special about this month "

Insert character- "Your right It would look lovely with your gown"

Kento Nanami, Bruce Wayne, Kenma Kozume, Shouta Aizawa, Levi Ackerman, Shoto Todoroki, Takami Keigo, Kibutsuji Muzan, Spencer Reid

HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH!!!!!!!

#anime x black!reader #dc x black reader #demon slayer x black reader #jjk x black reader #nanami kento x black reader #nanami x black!reader #bruce wayne x black!reader #kenma kozume x black!reader #Kenma x black reader #mha x black reader #levi ackerman x black!reader #attack on titan x black reader #aot x black!reader #spencer reid x black!reader #haikyuu x black reader #criminal minds x black!reader

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primaldesire · 1 year

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I wrote it

fuck it, I'm writing a Ghostface choso smut with light angst and fluff

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primaldesire · 1 year

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𝐆𝐔𝐍𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐒

GhostFace Choso x Black!fem!reader

The reader is written to be thick

I said I was going to write Ghostface Choso smut and so I did, enjoy!

Warnings- Light angst (only in the beginning) mentions blood, knives, guns, breaking and entering,

Smut warnings- Nipple sucking, oral fem receiving, missonary , hair pulling (male), finger sucking, fingering, cowgirl, overstimulation, edging, unprotected sex, creampie,Male Masturbation,pussy spanking, squirting, degrading

I didn't mean to do it.

He was dead and I wished he would die, but I didn't mean to do it. My friends coddled me as I cried refusing to look up from the ground. Red and blue lights blinded me and his mother's screams deafened me. I changed my white sheets to black when I got home that night. I don't think I'll be able to looks at white sheets the same.

" Serial Killer known as Ghostface strikes again taking the life of the child prodigy turned Japan's most desired Man, Satoru Gojo"

His name rang like an annoying bell in my head. Maybe I did mean to do it. Walking hand in hand on the streets of Japan with Japans ost desired man was becoming tiring. I did mean to do it, I just didn't think my wish would come true.

∞

It's been six months since the murder of Gojo and ever since then, the killer Ghostface has been on a rampage. All schools have closed down out of fear he might be walking on campus grounds and people barely walk outside now.

" Twenty-six murders since February, girl this man is a demon", My friend Aki says turning her camera around and showing me her computer screen. The article she's reading is about the mass murders happening around Japan, though she's in the US she like me to keep her updated with the current news in Japan.

" I know, it's only a matter of time before he gets to me next" I joke, and Aki gasp.

"Stop making jokes like that y/n. This is seriously concerning, you should move back to America. I'm sure Jasper will let you crash with us for a few weeks"

I roll my eyes and turn away from my camera to my refrigerator. " I would rather die than live with your funky-ass husband" Aki groans and I smile. " C'mon y/n, it's been five years since he did that and he was on anesthesia. Give him a break"

"I'm fine here in Japan Aki. I have my gun on my bedside table all the time if Ghostface wanted to try something I'm pumping him full of lead"

"All right, but be safe seriously I don't know what I would do with myself if you got hurt or worse" I re-enter the frame of my phone camera and nod.

" I will, I have to get up early tomorrow so I'll call you again later, goodnight love you" I say before hanging up.

I sigh and toss my phone onto my kitchen counter and walk to my room and into my bathroom. Turning on my shower I start to strip from my clothes. * Crash*

I slightly jump and pull my bra strap back onto my shoulder and rush into my bedroom I grab my gun off my bedside table loading it. I wait to hear another sound but I'm greeted with silence. " So I was hearing thing", I say then turn around walking back into my bathroom to resume my shower but placing my gun on my sink.

Choso's pov

When I hear her shower start back up and the remainder of her clothes hit the floor I roam around her house taking in each and every detail, design, and scent that makes her home hers. I'm hesitant to walk into her bedroom but the thorns I forgot to cut off the stems of the roses I got for her are digging into my wrist so I walk into her bedroom and place the bouquet onto her dresser.

I wait an hour before I hear the water from her shower stop. I drop to the floor and slide under her bed before her bathroom door opens. I feel myself become hard against her carpet when I see her walk out of the bathroom wrapped in nothing.

Water droplets slide down the curve of her bouncing tits and the hard of her nipples and I bite back a moan lodged in my throat from the sight. Her thick wet thighs cover her pussy but I can hear the squelch from her thighs when she walks. She's humming a song when she walks by her bed to her closet and pulls out a towel from her closet. Then she bends over, and now I can see her fat cunt wedged between her thighs. The hole of her cunt sucks in nothing as air touches it then she standing back up.

I move slightly further under her bed when she stands at the end of her bed and places her towel down that plops onto the bed. The bed creaks but not that much when she did. My slight movement makes my hard-on rub against the floor and I almost audibly moan. She doesn't hear when I groan.

The room falls silent for a few seconds then I hear her gasp. It's loud pretty and hot. The bed slightly begins to creak then loud moans break through the air. I hear squelching sounds coming from what I'm sure is her pretty pussy. I can't take it, with every moan and whimper that comes from her the more my dick aches.

I roll from underneath her bed and slowly move off the floor. Her eyes are closed and my eyes follow her arm down to her hand between her legs. I walk in front of her and watch as she thrust her hips onto the little rose-shaped toy causing her pleaser. I speak.

" Having fun princess", her eyes jolt open and she quickly closes her legs and sits up covering her breast. "How did you get in", she asks and I shrug. "Through the window, like always"

She scoots to the top of her bed and rest against her bedframe pulling her covers onto her body hiding what I've seen a thousand times. " Leave. now", she demands.

"C'mon princess, you can't leave me high and dry like this. Look what you've done to me" I say pointing to my crotch. I watch her eyes widen as she looks at my print and swallows hard. She shifts in her bed and I see her rub her thighs together for a split second.

"But I can leave now Choso. I don't need the feds knocking on my door because I'm letting Ghostface sleep in my bed"

"Please, I can walk out of this house with blue balls. Just a quick then I'll leave. Please princess" I start begging, I know its her weakness. She sighs exits her bed and walks back in front of me before laying back on the end of her bed on her back.

"Let's just get this over with", she says and I don't wait another second. I pull off my mask and shirt tossing them somewhere in her room before dropping to my knees in front of her legs.

I lick my lips and spread her legs apart and push them against her chest. I blow on her cunt and smile when I see her pretty hole clench around nothing. She wines and squirms. "Choso, please", she wines.

I slap her clit and my hand retracts with a string of slick connected to her clit. "Don't rush me", I mumble then lean my head down licking a long line from her hole up to her clit. "M'fuck", she breaths out and I smile around her clit. I keep my lips attached to her clit and suck harshly and insert my index then middle finger into her cunt.

She clenches around my fingers and hisses when I start pumping my fingers in and out of her. She whimpers and whines and pulls at my hair while I'm making out with her pussy. Her juices coat and dribble down my chin onto my neck. "So fucking good," I say into her folds. Her walls flutter around my fingers and I detach my mouth from her pussy and watch her eyes roll back and she squirts on my chest. Her squirt stops then continue as I keep finger fucking her.

"P-please, I can't", she whines. I don't listen her. "Your such a dirty little slut for me huh, squirting on my chest then crying about it" I say. She moans and shakes arching her back off her bed squirting on me again. I chuckle taking my fingers out of her and pulling my pants and boxers down. I wrap my hand around my dick and stand up in between her opened shaking legs. Her eyes are barely open but I can see the glint in her eyes when she sees the precum slowly slide down the base of my dick.

I jerk off in front of her rubbing my dick on the entrance of her cunt from time to time to use her slick as lubrication. "M'gonna cum and your gonna clean it up, k," I say and she nods vigorously eyeing my dick. My hips stutter and cum shoots out of me onto her. Throwing my head back I moan "Y/n"

When I come down from my high I look at my hand covered in my seed and bring my hand to her lips. "Suck", I demand and she listens. Her tongue circles my digits and she's sucking my fingers and releasing each one with a subtle 'pop' when she's done.

"Get up, I want you to ride me," I say. She doesn't waste time and gets off the bed and waits for me to lie down before getting on top of me. She turns her back towards me and I smack her ass earning a yelp from her. " I wanna see your face when you ride me"

She turns back around and positions herself above my dick before sinking down onto me. We both moan when her folds split apart around me and her cunt squeezes me. She's halfway on my dick before she stops hissing. "C'mon princess, you can take it" she shakes her head no and I smack her her ass again, hard enough to make my hand tingle. She jolts forward a bit and starts crying. "Too big", she says and I roll my eyes gripping onto her waist and I push her down and groan. Her ass sits on my thighs and she leans over forcing her tits in my face.

I grab her breast and squeeze them before taking her left nipple into my mouth. Her nipple is hard on my tongue and I jolt my hips forward when I feel the bud rub against my tongue. "Fuck, start moving more", I say and she doesn't listen. He eyes are closed and her lips are caught in her teeth. "I can't, I can't cum anymore", I didn't notice before but when I see the thick creamy circle around the base of my dick I smile.

"You can, I'll make you cum one more time",

I grab her hips and forcefully move her up and down. She sits up and her tits smack above her belly and the recoil of her ass is like water when it reconnects with my thighs. " C'mon baby, just a little bit more"

I let go of her hips and she's bouncing up and down on me. White strings of cream stick to her thighs and mine when she moves up and I'm hypnotized. She breast are her hands and she's playing with her nipples babbling and moaning my name and curse word.

"Just like that baby, keep going"

She speeds up and lets go of her breast and lean over in my face. "I fucking hate you" she moans. I feel her clench around me and I force her to stop. She turns into a whining mess and her eyes fill with tears.

I flip her over onto her back and push her legs above her head. "Say it again"

I thrust into her pussy watching her tits move up and down as I do. " I fucking hate you choso", she moans and flutters around my dick. She's about to cum but I don't let her and I stop thrusting into her "Choso please' She whines.

"M'gonna fill you up and watch my cum spill out of you. You look so pretty when my sum is inside of you"

She nods and bites her lip holding in a whimper. "Go ahead baby, let me hear you"

"Please, fill me up, just let me cum please" she begs.

I start thrusting again violently. Her bed frame creaks and hits the wall loudly and repeatedly as I rut my hips into her. " Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck Choso, m'cumming" she babbles.

She clenches around me tightly squirting onto my abdomen and creaming around my dick. My eyes widen, "That was so hot princess", I praise her.

I'm still thrusting into her chasing after my orgasm. " I'm sorry baby, I'm almost there," I say.

"M'fuck", she squirts again and her cunt spasms around my dick sucking for everything that I've got. My hips stutter and I cum in her fucking all my semen into her and watching some slide out and down her ass onto the black bed sheets. I pull out of her and she gasp and I stare at her cunt as it pushes as much cum out of her as it naturally can.

" You did so good princess," I say and kiss her forehead. She mumbles a 'thank you' and rolls over. "You're not going to take a shower," I ask and she shrugs her shoulder.

"I'm too tired now" I lightly laugh. "C'mon, let's go wash up, "I say and pick her up bridal style and walk into her bathroom sitting her in her bathtub. "Thank you for the flowers by the way"

"Pretty ladies deserve pretty flowers", I respond and she smiles.

The end

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#choso x black!reader #jjk x black reader #black y/n #x black fem reader #anime x black!reader #light angst #fluff #ghostface x black!reader #gojo x black reader

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primaldesire · 1 year

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ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

#twice by little dragon

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𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐋 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄

18+ Blog AGELESS BLOGS DNI

If you are not above the age of 18 I can't stop you from reading but please don't interact, just read and keep going that is all I wish.

Requests are open but do keep in mind that I will not write the following:

CNC ( Consent non Consent)

Race play

Fecies play ( That should be obvious why I won't write that)

Incest (Self-explanatory sicko)

I will not write smut for characters that are minors the most I will write for them is fluff angst and headcanons

Sex during pregnancy

Teacher x High school student ( college professor x college student is fine)

Age regression ( not my thing and definitely not age regression smut bc that is disgusting)

Anything dealing with race problems ( ex: how _ reacts to y/n experiencing racism and so on)

Hybrid anything (not my thing and idk how I would write that)

Alpha x Omega ( We've seen enough of those)

Self Harm (I only wrote one this dealing with sh per request and I will not write it again)

Eating disorders

Teen pregnancy

Smut for real people ( It makes me uncomfortable)

What I'll write for-

Haikyuu (Time skip or during their high school years)

Jujutsu Kaisen

Death Note

My Hero Academia

Kpop/ K-drama idols and actors

Webtoon characters

DC Universe

Attack On Titan

Get Schooled (Webtoon)

Lookism (Webton)

Designated Bully (Webtoon)

Criminal Minds

Demon Slayer

Naruto

Bleach

The way of the house husband

Kimi ni todoke ( From me to you)

The disastrous life of Saiki k

Cowboy Bebop

Ergo proxy

Rodrick Heffely

The list goes on

I write strictly only for black readers or afro-latino/a readers

I am an 18-year-old Afro-Latina writer

I hope all my writing please readers in the best way possible, thank you and have a nice day/afternoon/evening <3

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primaldesire · 1 year

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fuck it, I'm writing a Ghostface choso smut with light angst and fluff

#jjk x black reader #ghostface x black!reader #choso fanfic #jujutsu kaisen choso #jujustsu kaisen x black!reader #x black fem reader #black y/n #anime x black!reader #black!reader #choso #choso x reader #choso x black!reader #smut #light angst #fluff

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primaldesire · 1 year

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#jjk x black reader #choso x black!reader #anime x black!reader #ghostface x black!reader #black y/n #x black fem reader #x black!reader #smut #jujustsu kaisen x black!reader #jujustsu kaisen x reader #choso #choso x reader #jujutsu kaisen choso #choso fanfic #light angst

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primaldesire · 1 year

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reblog bocchi the money for a wealthy new year

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primaldesire · 1 year

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@tumblr

y'all fr gotta do something about those porn bots, I'm tired of blocking them

#@tumblr staff #do something about it #they are annoying

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primaldesire · 2 years

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𝐵𝐸𝐴𝑈𝑇𝐼𝐹𝑈𝐿

Jason Todd x Black reader

Scenario Reader was self harming and Jason catched them

Requested by @sweetbabyprincess16

TW: Self harm

The house was unusually quiet when Jason got back home. He didn’t get smacked in the face with the alluring smell of food like he usually does when he walks through the doors of his apartment and the oddly calming sound of Afro-beats didn’t rattle his eardrums like usually. Instead he was greeted with painful silence and the smell of nose burning Clorox. “ Y/N “, Jason called out. Nothing. Jason became slightly concerned but pushed his worriment away and slowly smirked. “ Y/N, are you playing with me”, he said, taking off his jacket and tossing it to the side. As Jason slowly walked up to his room door he hoped to see you in bed waiting for him but instead after opening his room door he was met with a messy bed with pillows tossed across the bedroom floor. Jason looked around his room for you, only coming to a stop when he heard water running. You were in the shower, of course. “ Y/N I’m home”, Jason shouted barging into the bathroom making you jump and toss whatever you had in your hand into the tiny trash bin next to the toilet. Jason looked you up and down, eyes going wide once he saw the slight burn marks on your inner thighs.

You followed his eyes to your thighs and quickly closed your legs tight covering the burn marks. “ Jason, your home early”, you said trying to lighten the mood in the bathroom. “ Why”, was all Jason said, keeping his eyes fixated on your thighs. “ What do you mean”, you asked. “ Why were you doing it?”, He asked, stepping closer to you. Jason was no one new to self harm but it started to slowly eat him up inside knowing that you were self harming and probably self harming for a long time. You looked down at your feet refusing to look up at him as he got closer and closer. “ Y/N please answer my question so I can help you”

“I-i didn’t like how big my thighs were so I thought that burning that fat away would make me look a bit more skinny”, you explain to him. “ Why did you want to make yourself look skinnier?”, he asked. “ Because all your exes were skinny and i’m not so skinny and I thought you would like me a bit more if i was skinnier”, Jason sighed and pulled you into a hug kissing that top of your head. “ You don’t need to do that anymore. Just because my exes were skinny doesn’t mean I want you to be skinny too, there's a reason I got with you and it wasn’t because of your body. I’m with you because you're a kindhearted, caring, beautiful, strong, intelligent woman, and I wouldn’t want to change anything about you because I love you just the way you are. Understand”

You nodded wrapping your arms around his torso and holding him tight. “ I understand, but sometimes i just can’t help but feel like you don’t really like me because i’m on the thicker side and my skin isn’t pale and my hair isn’t long and blond or brown. It doesn’t really feel like you like me”, Jason hummed listening to you speak before pulling away from you and looking into your eyes. “ I know i’m not that vocal on my emotions towards you and i’m sorry, I truly am and from now on i’ll work on being more vocal with you okay”

You nodded, “ Now, can I show you just how much I love you”, Jason said watching your eyes widen and your face darken. “ But you have to shower”, Jason shrugged his shoulders and pulled his shirt over his head and took off his pants and boxers. You looked up at the bathroom ceiling, your face getting hotter by the minute and your underwear becoming less and less comfortable by the second. Jason grabbed your waist and pulled your body against his and leaned over towards your ear. His breath fanned your ear making you slightly squirm away from him before being pulled back into him. “ Y’know you look really fucking hot in my hoodie and those little black underwear right now”, you smiled . You knew what he was doing, and it was working and since it was working you played his little game with him. “ Really, I think I would look a lot better if i was underneath you”, you said removing an article of clothing with each word. “ Is that so '', Jason asked looking you up and down once you were completely bare in front of him. “ Yeah”, you said.

Without another word Jason lifted you up onto the bathroom sink spreading your legs and teasingly rubbing his tip against you clit. You moaned feeling your hard bud rub against his tip creating stimulation. Jason grabbed your face and harshly kissed you, your teeth clashing with his for a split second. You moaned into the kiss letting Jason slip his tongue into your mouth. Your tongues tangled with each other before Jason pulled away from the kiss and a long string of saliva fell from your mouths. “ Your so fucking beautiful”, Jason said pushing slightly pushing you back making your head rest on the bathroom mirror. Slowly getting down onto his knees Jason positioned himself in front of your pulsing pussy.

“ So fucking beautiful”, he said before kissing your clit. You let out a breathy moan. He took long slow licks at your clit before sucking it and swirling his tongue around the small bundle of muscle. “ Shit, that feels so good”, you moaned. Moving away from your clit Jason started to lick and suck on your pulsing cunt. You let out a string of moans and curses of pleasure as he started to tongue fuck your cunt and swirl is tongue inside of you as far as he could get it. “ Fuck, imma cum”, you said. “ Jason hummed making his tongue vibrate inside you. You came pulsing around his tongue and shook in over stimulation as he kept eating you out. “ Fuck, Jason, i- i can’t, shit m’gunna cum again”, you moaned loudly in almost a scream. Jason stopped feeling you pulse around his tongue once more indicating you were going to cum again. You let out a whimper, feeling his tongue leave your cunt and clit.

He stood up pulling you closer to him and pushed your legs up to your chest. Positioning his dick in front of your opening Jason was ready to fuck you senseless until you stopped him. “ Do you have a condom”, you asked and he shook his head no. “ I’ll pull out in time”, he said before pushing himself inside you slowly. You bit your lip feeling yourself become stretched out. This wasn’t you and Jasons first time having sex but every single time you fucked you would still have to adjust to his size because he was big. “ you nodded letting him know that he could move. As Jason started to thrust you felt his tip repeatedly kiss your cervix and the few veins in his dick rub against your walls. Jason let out a deep guttural moan into your ear forcing you to clamp around his dick. “ Your so fucking hot”, you praised him. That action seemed to make Jason speed up. His dick moved in and out of you in a quickened pace forcing the creamy white substance of your cum from your previous orgasm to leak down your pussy onto your thighs, down to your ass and coat his dick.

One thing about Jason was he liked it messy so after fucking you with his tongue he never liked you clean due to liking the sight of your cum being force in and out of you. Jason's dick pulsed and slightly twitched in your walls as you started to clench around his girth more and more. “ Fuck, I’m gonna fucking cum, can I please”, he asked and you nodded. Pulling out of you Jason jerked at his dick using your sticky cum to finish.

Letting out a deep guttural moan, Jason came onto your stomach with some falling onto your breast. “ On your knees again Jason”, you said and he did as he was told. You grabbed a handful of Jason's hair and brought his head towards your cunt. “ Tongue out”, you ordered and he stuck his tongue out. You began to grind your hips against his face feeling his tongue lick and suck at your clit once again before his fingers found their way inside you and moved in and out and curled rubbing against your g-spot. Your body jolted and you began to grind against his tongue a bit harder before cumming again. Jason licked you clean and picked you up off the bathroom sink and placed you in the bathtub and turned on the tap before getting in behind you and laying your head on his chest. “ That was truly something”, you said laughing. “ Yeah, it was”, Jason said.

You and Jason sat in silence for a few minutes before Jason broke the silence. “ You know i’ll always love you no matter what you look like, or how you feel. I love you so much and I wouldn’t change a thing about you”, you nodded. “ I love you too, and thank you”

The end

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I’m so sorry I am horrible at writing endings for smut and i'm terribly sorry for the long wait. I do hope you enjoyed.

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