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The teaser gave me chillssss
And the ending?!!! AAAAAAAAAA whatttt?!?!
Can't wait for the chapter!
You write exceptionally well, my love, thank you so much for sharing your writing with us πππ
Hugs and love π€
i'm actually very insecure about the chapter, but on the other hand I cannot wait for it to be out. it's definitely going to divide yall into camps but we'll see :) β βΌο½‘π¦Ή Β° . ββ‘
Hugs and love right back at you, love β β‘
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I think the progress poll is such a good idea. I check it every time I'm on tumblr. π love youu β€οΈ
awwww, i love you too, I missed you honey! β βΌο½‘π¦Ή Β° . ββ‘
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Hiii, how are u? I am so excited for the new part of lacrimosa! And what does alpha read mean? Like the last reading process for any mistakes?
Have a lovely day <3
hiyaaa sweetling, alpha read is essentially what you've said but it's not the last reading! It's actually the last reading done by me before it goes to Bex to beta read the whole chapter β βΌο½‘π¦Ή Β° . ββ‘
Have a lovely day too baby β β‘
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βomg youβre so creative. how do you get your ideasβ i hallucinate a single scene in the taco bell drive thru and then spend 13 months trying to write it
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Hello Darling π¦«π§‘
I was wondering if you are familiar with this fic?
It's a yandere JK x female oc
The plot is that one night oc sees a stranger ( jungkook) murdering somebody in an alley and gets scared and runs away but then JK spots her and eventually succeeds to catch her at her apartment? & takes a shower at her house and stuff and makes her promise to keep her mouth shut and maybe he'll keep visiting her or smthng???
hiya, i don't think I've ever read such a fic, but if anybody knows, say so in the comments :) π¦Ή βΌ βｑΛβΰΈΊ β‘
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#bts fanfic#bts#bts fic#yandere bts#yoongi x reader#yandere yoongi#mafia au#fic:lacrimosa#fic: champagne confetti#fic: atari
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π©π«ππ―π’ππ° π¨π ππ‘ππ©πππ« ππππ
LACRIMOSA | MYG MAFIA YANDERE AU
pairings: mafia leader!yoongi x f!reader
genre: mafia!au, yandere au, historical au
summary: Their interlocking gaze served as a butterfly effect on his heart, stirring it to the core. She, in turn, only dreams to find a way to escape. But perchance, over time she might forcefully learn to love the man who has taken so much from her.
Thus unfolds a twisted tale of love and loss, of hope and despair, of life and death. The music reverberated through the dimly-lit streets. Tears of sorrow, weeping symphony - reflects the hurt, the scars that linger deep within and the wounds that never healed. Lacrimosa.
chapter warnings (preview only): minors dni 18+ | mafia au, dark!yoongi, mafia!yoongi, yandere, incision wound, blood, suicide attempt, strong language, mentions of God, ...
beta read by @chaoticpuff17
word count: 583
disclaimer: this story is purely fictional, it does not depict real-life events or involve any actual members of BTS. This story will contain depictions of violence, blood shed, death, mentions of abuse, smoking, alcohol drinking, illegal activities, old social norms and traditions, which we do not condone.
author's note: well, yall, life is getting in my way, it's certainly keeping me from finishing this chapter, but it shouldn't be that long before I actually do. I wanted to drop a little preview before the sacred day I was born, which is tomorrow, 1-2-3 birthday depression. Enjoy the preview and stay tuned for the chapter. I'll be also answering some asks tomorrow, yes, i see them, and i love you all so so so so much, I just have very little of free time lately. See ya soon! lots of love, p. π¦Ή βΌ βｑΛβΰΈΊ β‘π«§
m.list CHAPTER I CHAPTER II CHAPTER III CHAPTER IV CHAPTER V CHAPTER VI CHAPTER VII CHAPTER VIII
Time seemed to slow as Yoongi lunged forward, reaching out to stop her, but it was too late. The blade sliced through her skin, leaving a trail of crimson in its wake.
Y/Nβs breath caught in her throat as pain seared through her, her vision swimming with darkness. She felt Yoongiβs hands on her, his panicked voice calling out to her, but it was distant as if coming from a faraway place.
βSeokjin?!!β he shouted, his voice raw with desperation.
He cradled her in his arms, his hands trembling as he pressed against the wound, trying desperately to stem the flow of blood.
The sound of loud footsteps echoed in the corridor as others rushed forward to reach the doctor, their expressions a mix of horror and disbelief. But amidst the chaos, Y/Nβs empty gaze remained fixed on Yoongi, her eyes still burning with flames.
βStay with me, baby. Donβt leave me please.β Yoongi whispered, his voice cracking with emotion. He pressed his lips to her forehead, willing her to hold on, to fight for her life.
But as he looked down at her pale, lifeless face, he knew that the road ahead would be long and fraught with challenges. For now, all he could do was pray that she would survive, that she would find the strength to forgive him and that they would someday find their way back to each other.
βPlease donβt take her away from me, my Lord.β
Yoongi prayed that it was not too late to save her from the darkness that threatened to consume them both.
One thing remained clear in Yoongiβs mind: he would do whatever it took to save her, to make amends for the pain he had caused, and to prove to her that his love was worth fighting for.
Yoongiβs voice cut through the turmoil, his words a desperate plea for forgiveness. He begged for her to forgive him, to give him another chance to make things right. No more secrets, no more lies. No more pain. He was willing to rebuild their relationship from the ground up, on a foundation of honesty and trust.
The metallic scent of blood mingled with the tang of fear, thickening the air with a palpable sense of impending doom. He ripped one of his sleeves a while ago, pressing the roughly crimpled fabric to the wound, praying that Seokjin was near. Or did anyone hear him scream frantically enough to relay the message?
βYou canβt leave me, baby, please. I promise weβll work everything through.β
He kissed and caressed her hair with his free hand which was covered with her blood. Tears blurred his vision as his hand trembled at the sight. A blood he never wished to shed.
βPlease, Y/N, you have to forgive me.β The weight of his actions pressed down on him like a leaden blanket, suffocating him with the weight of his mistakes.
βFucking goddammit Yoongi!β
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Y/N set the plates on the table, pouring the hot water into a kettle of green tea as he joined her at the table. They exchanged smiles, the morning sun casting a warm glow over the kitchen and the windows providing a magnificent view of the sea.
βIβve been thinking,-β she said with a smile on her face while she set the seaweed salad down in front of him. He hummed in response, reading todayβs paper.
βAbout opening my practice.β He nodded, sipping his tea thoughtfully.
βThought you wanted to wait until the babe arrives?β
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ππ¨π¦π’π§π π¬π¨π¨π§
Β©pennyellee. please do not repost
Don't be a silent reader, comment, re-blog, heart, asks are more than welcome β₯
keep in mind - I'm not expert on chinese, korean and japanese culture, but I tried to research everything realistic I wanted to add to the story. Nonetheless, take it as a fiction.
PS: accounts highlighted in pink cannot be tagged, so if you want to be in the tag list, please make sure you have it allowed in your settings. π¦Ή βΌ βｑΛβΰΈΊ β‘
tag list: @beautifulcloudfestival - @honsoolgloss - @jingerbreadoutofstock - @moscow778 - @januara26 - @dinosolecito - @yoongislatinagff - @xyahrinx - @hi12345567 - @nochuel - @deltamoon666 - @bbkissme99 - @darkuni63 - @nansasa - @sazsazsaz - @missmin - @strxwbloody - @royallyjjk - @jaiuneamesolitaiire - @shadowyjellyfishfest - @bbgniecyy - @elayne321 - @seojunandsoju - @bun-27 - @whipwhoops - @wobblewobble822 - @whofan88 - @haneyyyyyy - @lostgirlinthewoodss - @secfir - @btspurplesky - @elleflying07 - @pamzn - @megseungmin - @selenophileforlife - @idkjustlovingbts @seonghwaexile
#bts#bts fic#yandere yoongi#yandere bts#mafia au#yoongi x reader#bts fanfic#hard yandere#yandere#yandere kpop#myg angst#dark!yoongi#min yoongi x y/n#bts x you#lacrimosa#haegeum#suga x you#bts historical au#bts yandere au#fic:lacrimosa
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I know it's been long since I last checked up on you and I also am aware that you might not know who this is but i want you to know that I am one of your oldest supporters (when you used to make trailers for other bloggers' fanfics) and I also have seen you progress. You are doing so well so I hope you take care of yourself while you're at it because you are a precious existence to usβ‘
you can't even imagine how much this means to me and how much you've made my days better each time i read this ask π₯Ήπ¦Ή βΌ βｑΛβΰΈΊ β‘ thank you from the bottom of my heart for staying when the curtains close and all of the lights go down β‘ I love you so so so much, means the world that you've stuck around βΌ
love, p.
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I'M SO EXCITED FOR THE NEXT LACRIMOSA UPDATE π©π©π©
i've decided to not disclose when I'll drop the chapter (it is yet to come into alpha&beta read) tho be ready anytime now! π¦Ή βΌ βｑΛβΰΈΊ β‘
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I miss you π₯Ή
I miss you too π₯Ή β βΌο½‘π¦Ή Β° . ββ‘
#im coming back with chapter and new fics preview soon hopefully#i love yall so so so much#chummers#chummers talk#pennyelle
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Hiii
How are you, dear? β€οΈ
a lot of shit has happened, uni is hell, i had birthday depression today but guess what, this bish survived it all coz at the end of the day thereβs hope for better days and yall certainly make me smile a lot more than I used to π₯Ή β βΌο½‘π¦Ή Β° . ββ‘ thank you for asking bby ππ»ππ»
and how are u? β βΌο½‘π¦Ή Β° . ββ‘
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You know how our happiness goes on increasing as we watch a swirl of ice cream fill up the cone
That but interspersed over days is me as I watch the Lacrimosa progress poll go up
Heeheehee excited!! π
are we team chocolate or vanilla tho? Hihi, im excited too, but i still dont wanna rush anything and write a bit more than i originally wanted, but weβll see once the chapter is out. enjoy the preview for now π₯Ή β βΌο½‘π¦Ή Β° . ββ‘
#bts#bts fanfic#bts fic#fic:lacrimosa#yoongi x reader#mafia au#yandere bts#yandere yoongi#xiaoli x taehyung filler hmm?
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90% done, IM SCREAMINGGGG π«¨π«¨
preview is out now, hopefully see you soon π₯Ή β βΌο½‘π¦Ή Β° . ββ‘
#bts fanfic#fic:lacrimosa#yoongi x reader#mafia au#bts fic#i still have one scene left to write#or two#weβll see#love yaaa#chummers
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So, we have 3 chapters left of Lacrimosa. I'm not okaaay π₯Ίπ₯Ί
Hmmmm, do we? I havenβt actually decided on the final amount of chapters yet, but Iβm not done in the story just yet, and I donβt think I will be in 2 chapters so Lacrimosa will prolly have more than 10 chapters β βΌο½‘π¦Ή Β° . ββ‘
#bts#bts fanfic#bts fic#fic:lacrimosa#yoongi x reader#mafia au#yandere bts#yandere yoongi#iβm thinking maybe 12 plus epilogue
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π©π«ππ―π’ππ° π¨π ππ‘ππ©πππ« ππππ
LACRIMOSA | MYG MAFIA YANDERE AU
pairings: mafia leader!yoongi x f!reader
genre: mafia!au, yandere au, historical au
summary: Their interlocking gaze served as a butterfly effect on his heart, stirring it to the core. She, in turn, only dreams to find a way to escape. But perchance, over time she might forcefully learn to love the man who has taken so much from her.
Thus unfolds a twisted tale of love and loss, of hope and despair, of life and death. The music reverberated through the dimly-lit streets. Tears of sorrow, weeping symphony - reflects the hurt, the scars that linger deep within and the wounds that never healed. Lacrimosa.
chapter warnings (preview only): minors dni 18+ | mafia au, dark!yoongi, mafia!yoongi, yandere, incision wound, blood, suicide attempt, strong language, mentions of God, ...
beta read by @chaoticpuff17
word count: 583
disclaimer: this story is purely fictional, it does not depict real-life events or involve any actual members of BTS. This story will contain depictions of violence, blood shed, death, mentions of abuse, smoking, alcohol drinking, illegal activities, old social norms and traditions, which we do not condone.
author's note: well, yall, life is getting in my way, it's certainly keeping me from finishing this chapter, but it shouldn't be that long before I actually do. I wanted to drop a little preview before the sacred day I was born, which is tomorrow, 1-2-3 birthday depression. Enjoy the preview and stay tuned for the chapter. I'll be also answering some asks tomorrow, yes, i see them, and i love you all so so so so much, I just have very little of free time lately. See ya soon! lots of love, p. π¦Ή βΌ βｑΛβΰΈΊ β‘π«§
m.list CHAPTER I CHAPTER II CHAPTER III CHAPTER IV CHAPTER V CHAPTER VI CHAPTER VII CHAPTER VIII
Time seemed to slow as Yoongi lunged forward, reaching out to stop her, but it was too late. The blade sliced through her skin, leaving a trail of crimson in its wake.
Y/Nβs breath caught in her throat as pain seared through her, her vision swimming with darkness. She felt Yoongiβs hands on her, his panicked voice calling out to her, but it was distant as if coming from a faraway place.
βSeokjin?!!β he shouted, his voice raw with desperation.
He cradled her in his arms, his hands trembling as he pressed against the wound, trying desperately to stem the flow of blood.
The sound of loud footsteps echoed in the corridor as others rushed forward to reach the doctor, their expressions a mix of horror and disbelief. But amidst the chaos, Y/Nβs empty gaze remained fixed on Yoongi, her eyes still burning with flames.
βStay with me, baby. Donβt leave me please.β Yoongi whispered, his voice cracking with emotion. He pressed his lips to her forehead, willing her to hold on, to fight for her life.
But as he looked down at her pale, lifeless face, he knew that the road ahead would be long and fraught with challenges. For now, all he could do was pray that she would survive, that she would find the strength to forgive him and that they would someday find their way back to each other.
βPlease donβt take her away from me, my Lord.β
Yoongi prayed that it was not too late to save her from the darkness that threatened to consume them both.
One thing remained clear in Yoongiβs mind: he would do whatever it took to save her, to make amends for the pain he had caused, and to prove to her that his love was worth fighting for.
Yoongiβs voice cut through the turmoil, his words a desperate plea for forgiveness. He begged for her to forgive him, to give him another chance to make things right. No more secrets, no more lies. No more pain. He was willing to rebuild their relationship from the ground up, on a foundation of honesty and trust.
The metallic scent of blood mingled with the tang of fear, thickening the air with a palpable sense of impending doom. He ripped one of his sleeves a while ago, pressing the roughly crimpled fabric to the wound, praying that Seokjin was near. Or did anyone hear him scream frantically enough to relay the message?
βYou canβt leave me, baby, please. I promise weβll work everything through.β
He kissed and caressed her hair with his free hand which was covered with her blood. Tears blurred his vision as his hand trembled at the sight. A blood he never wished to shed.
βPlease, Y/N, you have to forgive me.β The weight of his actions pressed down on him like a leaden blanket, suffocating him with the weight of his mistakes.
βFucking goddammit Yoongi!β
β
Y/N set the plates on the table, pouring the hot water into a kettle of green tea as he joined her at the table. They exchanged smiles, the morning sun casting a warm glow over the kitchen and the windows providing a magnificent view of the sea.
βIβve been thinking,-β she said with a smile on her face while she set the seaweed salad down in front of him. He hummed in response, reading todayβs paper.
βAbout opening my practice.β He nodded, sipping his tea thoughtfully.
βThought you wanted to wait until the babe arrives?β
.
.
.
.
ππ¨π¦π’π§π π¬π¨π¨π§
Β©pennyellee. please do not repost
Don't be a silent reader, comment, re-blog, heart, asks are more than welcome β₯
keep in mind - I'm not expert on chinese, korean and japanese culture, but I tried to research everything realistic I wanted to add to the story. Nonetheless, take it as a fiction.
PS: accounts highlighted in pink cannot be tagged, so if you want to be in the tag list, please make sure you have it allowed in your settings. π¦Ή βΌ βｑΛβΰΈΊ β‘
tag list: @beautifulcloudfestival - @honsoolgloss - @jingerbreadoutofstock - @moscow778 - @januara26 - @dinosolecito - @yoongislatinagff - @xyahrinx - @hi12345567 - @nochuel - @deltamoon666 - @bbkissme99 - @darkuni63 - @nansasa - @sazsazsaz - @missmin - @strxwbloody - @royallyjjk - @jaiuneamesolitaiire - @shadowyjellyfishfest - @bbgniecyy - @elayne321 - @seojunandsoju - @bun-27 - @whipwhoops - @wobblewobble822 - @whofan88 - @haneyyyyyy - @lostgirlinthewoodss - @secfir - @btspurplesky - @elleflying07 - @pamzn - @megseungmin - @selenophileforlife - @idkjustlovingbts @seonghwaexile
#bts#bts fic#yandere yoongi#yandere bts#mafia au#yoongi x reader#bts fanfic#hard yandere#yandere#yandere kpop#mafia bts#lacrimosa#myg angst#dark!yoongi#min yoongi x y/n#bts x you#yoongi smut#haegeum#suga x you#suga x y/n#suga x reader#historical au#bts historical au#bts yandere au#fic:lacrimosa
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