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i wanna write so bad, you guys. but it’s like all my thoughts and ideas are all jumbling up in my brain creating some sort of creative traffic jam.
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I just read your post asking about writing for kaz brekker and YES YES YES
How about a kaz brekker x fem!reader who is a crow and is really sunshine AND badass (like awesome thief but also super friendly, funny and kind with everyone). They can be in a relationship or just pining, and Kaz is like trying to share more with her and trying to get over his touch aversion with her but it's not easy, so she's very patient and supporting with him, because he is only thinking about how weak he is that he "can't even hold hands with his loved one" and that stuff.
Maybe fluff/ flangst? (whatever works for you! I just want some kazzle dazzle content✨)
Thank you a looot you're awesome<3
Good and Bad.
Kaz Brekker x Fem!Reader
Warnings; Heavy angst, a bit of fluff at the end. Mention of injury.
Brief message for requester: I love the way you think, and please forgive me for any mistakes in the writing, and let me know what you think (its been ages since i have written anything)
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As I walk into the room, seeing Inej and Jesper sat around a table, I cheerily smile at them. “And how is everyone this wonderful evening?” My cheery demeanor usually putting everyone in a better mood. My smile drops as they glance, almost sadly, at each other and then back at me. I raise an inquisitive brow at them, before noticing the lack of a certain presence. “Where’s Kaz?”
Jesper lets out a deep sigh, shaking his head as he looks at the stairs that lead to Kaz’s room. He leans in, his voice low, “Locked away in his room, hasn’t been a good day for him, I’m afraid.” A tinge of sadness runs through my heart.
I’d been working with Kaz for a good while, not just with him on jobs but on his touch aversion. I’m patient with him, letting him move at his own pace to never push him farther than he’s willing. He has his good days and his bad days. Inej informed me that as they were walking down the street, somebody had fallen into him; triggering his PTSD. This was a bad day.
I nod understandingly before making my way to the stairs, Jesper turns briskly. “Don’t, (Y/N).. It’s really not a good time.” I shake my head at his words, “It’s nothing I haven’t seen before.” Then I start my way up the stairs, knocking softly on the wooden door. “Kaz?” My voice is barely above a whisper, gentle and soothing. I hear no movement. “Kaz? C’mon, it’s me.. Open the door.” I repeat a little louder, keeping my soft tone. I hear some rustling behind the door, then multiple locks being undone. I take a deep sigh as I wait for the door to open.
The door opens just a crack, his eye peering through the crack. “What do you want?” His voice is stern, but not rude. I give him a soft, reassuring smile; “Bad day, hm?” He nods in response, staying silent. “You going to let me in?” I ask softly, fiddling with my hands.
He says nothing, just opens the door slowly, backing away and letting me inside. He takes a few steps away from me, distancing himself considerable. It must have been really bad today. I give him a sympathetic smile, making sure to keep my distance. I take a seat in the chair across the room. “Do you wanna talk about it?” He shrugs, taking a seat on the bed across from me glancing down almost shamefully at his ungloved hands. I take mental note of this, bringing my gaze to his as he starts to speak.
“I thought it was working..” He mumbles quietly, and my heart aches for him. “Kaz.. This isn’t an easy thing to overcome, you are doing better, but there are going to be good and bad days.. What matters is that you persevere, you have people here that support you. Good and bad.”
He nods slowly, “I know.. But it is hard, so hard. It’s as though I’m putting in all this effort, for even a little bit of hope just to have it all swept away by some.. accidental run in at the wrong time.” He shakes his head, almost angrily. “One brush of an arm from a stranger on the street and I’m back.. there.” He refers to his past, the anger suddenly building in his body as he throws his cane forcefully into the shelves on the side wall. I gasp, flinching a bit. He rarely lashes out in anger like this, but it never gets easier when he does. He stands abruptly, and begins pacing, causing me to stand as well. “K-Kaz..” I stammer, my heart beating rapidly in my chest. Suddenly I hear a knock at the door, causing Kaz to snap his gaze towards it. I hold my hand up to Kaz as I make my way to the door, opening it slightly, hiding the mess Kaz had made.
Jesper is standing there, a very worried look on his face; “Is everything okay?”
I nod, before mouthing the words. “Just a bad day, remember?” He gives a sympathetic look before descending down the stairs again. I shut and lock the door behind me as I return my attention to Kaz. He looks down at the mess and then back up at me, his eyes sad as if his heart just shattered into a million pieces. “I’m sorry..” He whispers, sitting on the edge of the bed and placing his head in his hands. I shake my head, “It’s okay, Kaz..” He shakes his head, “It isn’t.” I glance down at the shattered glass on the floor before kneeling beside it and beginning to pick up the pieces. “No.. Stop, you don’t have to clean that-“ Before he even gets to finish the sentence I hiss In pain, a sharp piece of glass cutting my finger. He stands suddenly, lunging worriedly to my aid, but before his hands can grab yours, he freezes. His eyes dart to mine in panic and a tear rolls down his cheek, “I-I can’t, I’m sorry..” His voice is a broken whisper, and I can feel the pain radiating from him. I nod understandingly, giving him a reassuring smile as I stand and grab a towel. I wrap my finger as I glance over at him, he’s still on the floor beside where I was, completely defeated.
“Why are you fighting so hard for this, Kaz?” I ask him, not rudely, just to get him to remember why we started working on it in the first place. He lets out a shaky breath, standing to his feet.
“I want to be better..” He whispers, still looking at the floor. “You are the sweetest, most kind woman I know.. You’re hurt and I can’t even hold your hand. You deserve to be held, (Y/N)..” He sounds so sad as the words leave his mouth.
I step towards him, this time he doesn’t back away, only a brief moment of panic. “You want to hold me?” I whisper softly, realizing wasn’t fighting for him, he was fighting for me. He finally brings his gaze to mine, my sweet, caring features immediately calming him again. “Yes..” Is all he can manage as he steps closer to me. “One step at a time, Kaz.. Don’t push yourself, okay?” He nods in response, a soft smile on his face as he brings a hand up to my cheek, I stay completely still and let him move as he wishes, the backs of his knuckles brushing lightly across the soft skin. Baby steps.
“Just.. be patient with me, okay?” He whispers.
“Always...” I return, a look of adoration on my face as his hand gently lays against my cheek.
“You’re why I’m still fighting, (Y/N)..”
#kaz brekker#kaz brekker x reader#kaz brekker x y/n#kaz brekker x fem!reader#kaz brekker fanfic#shadow and bone
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what do you guys think about me writing for Kaz Brekker? I’ve been rewatching Shadow & Bone recently, and he’s my absolute favorite. Let me know, give me requests.. You know the drill. 🖤
#kaz brekker#shadow and bone#grishaverse#the six of crows#kaz brekker x reader#kaz brekker x y/n#kaz brekker fanfic#requests are welcome
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Long awaited news.
So, first of all.. Hey! Long time no see. I've got some good news.
Ya girl got a new laptop! No more struggling to enjoy writing on a phone screen.
However, I have NO IDEA what to write, or what y'all will be interested in reading at this point in time. So I ask this of you, drop some ideas below! Give me some inspo for y'all's entertainment <3
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it’s the way i’m incredibly in love with rory culkin as of right now and yet somehow my guy bsf n i have come to the conclusion that i look like i could be rory’s sister. i’m torn.
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thanks for the tag @ali-r3n !! 🖤🖤
@eddiemun-son @figmentofquinn @dxlceprincessa-blog @one-sweet-gubler @hb8301 @laheymaze @bebe0701 @hellfirehaley @hellfirefiend @levimunson
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Thanks for the tags @bewilderedbunny and @br0ck-eddie ! 💙
No pressure tags: @word-wytch @myosotisa @fracturedarkness @aysheashea @eddiemunsons-missingnipple @newlips @icallhimjoey
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gonna watch ST4 tomorrow and get my inspo back, y’all. stay tuned.
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i swear i’m coming back y’all. i can’t type with these damn nails.
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ugh i miss writing but i’m having the craziest creative dry spell
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this radiates vampire eddie energy.
just a small boy who doesn’t know his strength.
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(picture not mine, found on twitter)
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what is your eye color. what is your favorite color. what is the color that appears most frequently in your wardrobe. what color is your favorite blanket. what color is your water bottle.
#grey blue eyes#i don’t think i have a favorite color#i’ve got a lot of black clothes#my favorite blanket is black#my water bottle is pink
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i’m sorry i haven’t been putting out any new works, recently! there’s been a lot going on and it’s taking such a toll on my mental health that it feels as though i’m losing all cognitive abilities.
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Bestie when are we going to see another part of by chance?? IM OBSESSED and dying for the next part luv u xx
FUCK.
my apologies, darling, so many people were making it seem like it was the final chapter. so i figured it was a good one to leave off on ? idk if that made any sense whatsoever, but when i’m not so busy i’ll work on a next chapter! (and hopefully finish the things i’ve started writing)
luv u, too babes
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thank you guys so much for 1,000 followers on here. i’m living my 2014 fantasy and i can’t thank you guys enough! i’m absolutely baffled that so many people like my work. 🖤
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