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M Y T H
she/they | 20 | Capricorn | part time blogger, full time bullshitter | I love horror books, thrillers, romcoms but not the cheesy kind, and tears …lots of tears
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Thursday
Well, it’s Thursday and I have no classes on Friday so basically I have a long weekend! Right?! No. 😐 I have a paper due Monday that I’ve procrastinated, I have to figure out how to make a blog for one of my classes (shouldn’t be too hard right? WRONG.), and lastly Pepe and I are on middle ground. We’re not texting as much and I’m fine with that if I’m honest. I’m so much more chill now than what I was like two months ago, december me would have been biting myself and pulling my hair out trying to convince myself I wasn’t delusional.. I was
Anyway, on top of all this I kind of feel like a horrible friend. But, I know I'm not one it just feels that way. Basicallyyyyyy, my friends always come to my room, like OFTEN, and most of the time I really don't mind because I love seeing them, but today was one of the days I just needed to recharged and kind of be left alone for a bit. As much as I wanted to be around them I just couldn't muster up enough energy to actually engage with them, but I tried and it just came off as kind of bitchy and half-assed and I felt bad because I don't want to make them feel unwanted or anything but I really needed alone time. I think that mainly I was stressed because I had stayed up all night trying to finish an assignment that was due and I'd end up missing the class it was for so I was kind of mad at myself for falling asleep and I was somewhat equally cranky. The icing on the cake for my rapidly declining week would be me still procrastinating and having like three assignments all due by next week! And deadlines intimidate me so I'm going to continue to ignore them! YAY!!!
Until we meet again,
Myth
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Thinkingstone, Tommy Smits
You can stick you head in it and think very well
Located in the desert of south spain
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Monday
QOTD: What's your moment embarrassing moment during a time of intimacy?
Mine was today and I've never just wanted to throw myself from a building so bad in my entire life. It was just that bad, we're about to get down to business and we're just chatting because I talk to ease my mind about things, you know? I'm a little new to the sex scene after all... (definitely some details I'll be dishing out later on) and of all things to say, I make a comment about roast beef.
Yall?
WHY DID I NOT KNOW ROAST BEEF WAS AN INSULT?!?!
and now I feel terrible because I've accidentally called someone vag!n@ roast beef when I didn't even mean it like that, I just thought that's what you say when it's brown???? I have some regrets about my life, but what more can I do?!?!? I apologized and they went home, it's out of my hands now. But, on the other hand. Let's talk about men (a small disclaimer, I am a nonbinary pansexual who has never had sex with a guy, my first was literally the person I accidentally called roast beef and I can't stop thinking about it... I really want to crawl into a hole and try to will myself outta existence... Like Plankton when he was trying to think too hard)
Anyway, men. One of my best friends on campus (more info: I am a college student, and the actual drama that goes on is ridiculous. sometimes you can absolutely tell that everyone here just got out of high school because the way that they act is just WILD, but I digress) one of my best friends' boyfriend is being really shitty. I'll never understand why guys act like it's so hard to break up with a girl when they feel they need to instead of stringing her along and making her feel like there's hope for something when he's seemingly already made up his mind! Like come on, so for the past few months now my friend, we'll call her Serena (named after serena from gossip girl because I've been binging it lately teehee), her boyfriend has just been acting really off. I really wish i could go into detail about all of these things (how they met, what's going on, etc etc., it's important lore but all in good time I guess?) because, sometimes it baffles me how much my college life is actually like the movies???? Like I kid you not guys, it's wild. Ever been to a college Halloween house party? Ever seen one in the movies?
My first one was the previous Halloween and in true cliche freshman college student classic, I was a sexy angel and I got absolutely hammered. The person I was talking to at the time (same person, we're not dating and I'm fine with that. I can't handle the heat so I'll stay outta that kitchen), had to be called because there was some guy that kept following me around the party while I was literally on the brink of passing out, that's how drunk I kinda was. But, that's only one of the best things, shortly after I'd had to leave (my friends decided it was time to go because the party was dead and we were all drunk and bored, not me tho I was enamored by my "friend(we'll call them Pepe from now on, like the meme)" like I was happy to have them around. I'd invited my friends from another college to meet up with me at that party, but they didn't get there until I had to go. So, I'm on my way back to campus and a good 15 minutes into the ride, I go on snapchat just to see that the girl who shares the boarding house (idk what it's called, it belongs to the college I think and they live there) with the host of the Halloween party, her boyfriend is posted up trying to fight someone for flirting with his girlfriend!
There's always so much drama and so much shit going on, so I decided to maybe start blogging as an outlet? Does anyone still read those? Like honestly, I'd like to know. I've been binging gossip girl lately and that's something that made me want to get into it again. My other blog is a book review blog, but no one cares for that one right now.
I am however going to steal gossip girls' thing soooo
After all this you're probably wondering who i am and what in gods name im even talking about, but that's a topic for next time.
Until then, xoxo Myth <3
Alright, future Myth here and i just want to say, I'm literally in the middle of setting up my blog right? and i go to make food and I come back and check my phone to see a missed call from pepe so I call back and it goes to VM >:( I can't be mad because I get it, they're probably not going to come over for another month again but hot damn.
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"See Me" by Tella Alvarez
First things first people, I wanna come out and say that this book.... ain't even a paperback. Nor is it officially published. This book and writer hail straight from Wattpad, you know... where stories live.
And MAN! Let me tell you, I haven't read book this good in ages. If anyone decides to check them out I wanna give fair warning, the book does contain very mature themes like: alcoholism, r*pe, SA, depression, su*c*de, THE WHOLE NINE.
I heavily relate to the main character.... maybe that's why I like it so much? But I don't think so, considering I'm practically in love with all her other stories as well.
There's just something so SOMETHING about this book that after I read it, I was constantly trying to find others like it to fill the void of emptiness I felt after I had finished reading it.
Having said that, let's jump head first into the review. :)
CAUTION!!!! SPOILERS!!!
One thing that I love about "See Me" is that the characters are so well developed, its easy to envision them. Like the main character, Serene for example. Her thoughts, actions, and words they're all so vivid and well articulated, it's like playing a movie with words in my brain fr.
The build up is amazing, the way that Tella describes the struggles of a SA victim is honestly captivating. All my needs (refer to bullet points to see my needs) are very much fulfilled in this book alone.
my needs being:
minimal spice
relating to the character
having my heart broken
being brought to the brink of bawling my eyes out
bawling my eyes out
feeling relief after a happy ending
The book takes place in high school so, I believe most of the characters are 17-18.
Anyway let's talk about Serene.
Serene is as beautiful as they come. The girl that every boy wants to f*ck, date, whatever you can think of.. they want. The girl that every other girl envies, compares themself to, and wishes so desperately to be in her shoes for even a day. And because of her beauty and her body, she is HEAVILY s*xualized among a majority of her friend group, scrutinized by the girls she's called her friends, and pined after by boys she couldn't care less about. She's constantly disassociating herself from the things happening around her because of how much she's constantly struggling with because she's seen as just her body. She feels empty and turns to drugs and alcohol to fill the void of emptiness and loneliness. After one nightmare of a night, she just can't help but fall further into the darkness that all but consumed her as it was.
Now, let's talk about Zane, Serene's main love interest.
Zane is the new boy....ish. He's been in the friend group for about a year but, he's the mysterious one, the quiet guy of them all. He's definitely the only one Serene DOESN'T have problems out of. And that's saying something considering there's like roughly 7 of them altogether. He's the one who worries most about Serene because of the behavior she's exhibiting. And it worries him more because he's got past trauma with a situation almost similar to hers. He helps Serene, taking it day by day and doing all that he can to be a shoulder for her to lean on. He's real cute guys, ok? On this blog, we love Zane.
AND FINALLY, the review. Which I know, I've talked so much you're probably like "Uhm... Myth... WHERE'S THE REVIEW AT?!?!" Look its right here, calm down.
I love the book, if I haven't said so already. This book is the kind of book that has aspects that you'll definitely try to search for in other books. It'll have you on the edge of your seat, not with anticipation, but with fear, with lust. Not even the s*xual kind, but the kind that makes you crave more, the kind that has you wrapped entirely around its nonexistent finger.....which now that I think about it, it does sound a little s*xual. It'll definitely break your heart. It leaves NOTHING to the imagination because everything is laid out for you on a silver platter.
The only thing I could possibly want to EVER change about this book, is the fact that it isn't in my hands in a physical copy already.
Overall, I am utterly in love with this book. So much so that I finished all in one night. I will be giving it an astonishing 10/10 <3 Everyone, a round of applause for Tella, if you please.
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Dzvinya Podlyashetska (Ukrainian, b. 1994)
Youth in Full Swing, 2022
Acrylic and oil sticks on canvas
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This is so awesome. When the sun fades behind the rooftops, photographer Alan Cornu packs up his gear, puts on his boots and heads to the nearest ladder that will lead him to the most secret views of Paris. Up there is where he does his magic, photographing the rooftop view of the city.
It’s difficult to get the shot you’re trying to achieve at night.
The beauty of Paris is overwhelming whether you’re walking its streets or looking down at it from above, but not a lot of us get to see it from above.
One must wonder how he skips across these rooftops.
He lived in an attic room as a student in the 80s.
From time to time, we’re even treated to surreptitious views through an open window.
He addresses not only famous monuments, but also the iconic images of the Parisian skyline.
Charming interior courtyards, chimney pipes, tiny skylights and gently sloping zinc rooftops — iconic images of Paris.
“I wanted to set my story at night, when the city, like a big animal that ran all day long, gets her breath back and finds its intimacy. The artificial lights structure the space and help me compose my images,” explained Alan.
Gargoyles.
“When I take pictures, I put myself in a contemplative state which makes me look at things differently. And, besides composition, I’m focused in details, matters, and light,” said Alan.
https://www.instagram.com/alaincornuphoto/?hl=en
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truly can’t get over how much everybody dunked on tumblr for banning porn and yet in 2022 this is the last bastion of social media sites where you are allowed to say tits without being blasted into space
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wooden toys made by Taiwanese artist Yen Jui Lin
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“In my opinion, the best thing you can do is to find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you … That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.”
— Juno
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Kim VanDerHoek - Broad Street View, 2021
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